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getting up on my soapbox for a moment. i find it laughable that nearly every time someone says they don’t like rap they cite hamilton and k-pop as the only rap they can tolerate. because everything else is just so violent and full of blatant consumerism. first off. so is k-pop. secondly. idk how to tell you the founding fathers were some of the most violent people around (coming from a black american descentant of slaves who is most likely related to thomas jefferson. shouldn’t have to explain the relevance here). thirdly. hamilton and k-pop both reference and interpolate rap. so idk what to tell you babes. you do like rap. you just don’t like black people. say it with your full chest next time.

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For any one who it may concern! I have moved accounts because of malfunction regarding my dumbass losing my phone, and I'll be posting there from now on.

Probably the dumb move, cause all my followers are over here but me like, eh.

New account: https://www.tumblr.com/imnotrealdeadass

New account will also leave comment under post 🤰

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This was funnier in my head idk. I just wanted to draw Anya saying something I said as a kid.

One time, I was playing with one of those spinny, tiktactoe things you see at play grounds and a random punk ass boy shoved me away from it. According to my mom I pushed him back so hard he almost slid down the slide and just went back to playing while he ran to his mom.

And I think that is just so very Damien and Anya coded.

I'm not drawing all that tho.

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I love when media fully embraces how ludicrous some of its plot points are. a spy, a telepath, an assassin, and clairvoyant dog forming a happy upper class family together is an objectively insane concept, and we're all okay with that.

I know not all shows are SpyXFamily (Unfortunately.), but you get the point. Just commit to your shit. stop coming up with a million excuses as to why your weird thing is weird. Simply girl boss your way out of it. No one cares. Pop off.

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(people told me this is canon. I hadn't finished the series. Disregard this post entirely. I am goof)

(currently fighting the urge to delete posts cause I feel dumb. Wah.)

You wanna know my strangest little interpretation of the TMA fears? I think their one entity. One conglomerate. I think they're less a bunch of siblings fighting against each other and more like how you struggle to define yourself yk? You have parts of you that go hand in hand with other parts of you, you have parts of you that hate parts of you, you have parts of you that are weird and singular, but it's ALL you.

I like to imagine that the different ways the fears feed on humans is just like how your decisions are all decided by corresponding, weird little niche parts of your psychology. Every choice has a reason, and every reason relates to you in its own little way yk? Or for different phrasing, like how you crave different foods on different days, but all of them keep you alive.

The rituals are like someone trying to solidify themselves and Limit who they are without understanding how ineffable, and fluid humanity is, and by extension, themselves. Which would relate to how the followers try and define and establish their gods without understanding how ineffable their gods are. You aren't one thing. You aren't even just 14 things. You are an ever changing system of possibilities and ideas.

Yea it's the desolation, and yea it's the spiral, but it's all still just fear.

Is that canon? Idfk. Is it fun for me to think about?

Hek yeh.

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You've understood the assignment perfectly.

In collaboration with @the-zenith-calls and @tecceran , I present The Magnus Archives themed Clue!! We spent several hours over the course of a couple weeks working on this, and play tested it properly for the first time last night. Check out both of their blogs for details of what they made (when theirs are posted I will link them here as well), and below the cut I will be putting details of my contributions :]

(image descriptions in alt text, though I haven't used alt text before so hopefully they do actually work)

Firstly, the weapons tokens. These were just cut out of cardboard in the style of the tokens that are included in my Star Wars Clue set

I was also responsible for room cards! Of these, Jon’s Office and the Archives are my favorites

We also have varying hallway cards, based on a mechanic in my Star Wars Clue, again.

The backs of the cards had to get covered somehow because markers bleed, so the hallway cards are plain black and the other cards have eye designs on them

I also formatted and printed out detective note sheets and an Instructions booklet! Details on the instruction booklet will end up in a reblog because I'm running out of images oops. Most of the instructions are just copied word for word from my Clue set instructions, with some alterations made, except for completely made up mechanics, which the-zenith-calls wrote and I reworded if necessary and formatted nicely.

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"Who killed Gertrude Robinson?"

Jon: "MARTIN, WITH THE SHIT POETRY, IN THE ARCHIVES"

TMA Boardgame that's like "guess who" but you're each answering questions about an episode and guessing which of the fears it is.

TMA Boardgame where each player is acting as one of the fears and you're all just racing to see who can complete their "ritual" first.

TMA Boardgame where you're all just racing to see who can kill Elias Bouchard first.

TMA Boardgame.

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TMA Boardgame that's like "guess who" but you're each answering questions about an episode and guessing which of the fears it is.

TMA Boardgame where each player is acting as one of the fears and you're all just racing to see who can complete their "ritual" first.

TMA Boardgame where you're all just racing to see who can kill Elias Bouchard first.

TMA Boardgame.

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The girls were so fun in this episode, I love them.

Sometimes you have a weird day, and you draw Melanie King, it happens, it's not my fault.

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Sometimes when I'm just relaxing at home, I abruptly remember something embarrassing I did and I physically flinch whilst briefly chanting that "I'm gonna kill myself"

I just have to imagine how insane I must look.

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I get so irrationally mad when I click on the account of someone I like and I realize they post things OTHER than my hyper fixation???

Excuse me??? You mean your life doesn't revolve around one specific piece of content??? You haven't sold your soul for fanart and head canons???

Preposterous.

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DRAWING HARD. ME NO LIKE. >:[ /j

Drawing people who don't have a canon appearance is really hard for me cause I get so paranoid about accuracy when THERE'S NOTHING TO BE ACCURATE TOO.

I COULD MAKE TIM LOOK LIKE EDWARD FUCKING CULLEN AND NONE OF YOU COULD TELL ME I WAS WRONG.

BUT IT FEELS WRONG.

So I can't.

Jon's especially hard. Fuck Jon. Jon's dumb.

I wanna draw the whole cast at some point, I'm gonna loose my m i n d.

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What if Jon starts out needing glasses, but when he wakes up from his coma, his eyes are strangely fixed.

Like if the eye can Google translate other languages for him, it might as well save him some money when he becomes an avatar, yk?

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I FUCKING BROKE IT MY LIFE IS FUCKING MEANINGLESS

While y'all were sitting there. doing zitch. doing nada. I was out there, Inventing pyramid Jenga.

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While y'all were sitting there. doing zitch. doing nada. I was out there, Inventing pyramid Jenga.

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When I was a kid, all the blue pegs in my "Game of life" box went missing, so I was forced to play as two wives, with 7 daughters, living in a world devoid of men.

And I think that's why I'm gay now.