iminsearchofme

[iminsearchofme]

If someone ask me

Do u want to restart your life or go back in time.

I don't want to go back n go through same shit again

And I don't want to restart and waste every lesson I have learnt till now

[iminsearchofme]

My parents are telling me how much they are suffering, like I already don't know that

I just don't want to hear it again and again, because I know that n it makes me feel terrible because I'm helpless, I can't do anything.

[iminsearchofme]

I think maturity is when you realise your parents are not always right.

[iminsearchofme]

Feels bad when you finally realise that you are just an average person.

[iminsearchofme]

Day by day, I feel myself falling apart, piece by piece.

[iminsearchofme]

I want to be his "zaroorat" .

[iminsearchofme]

Mujhe tum irritating mat maan lena

Tum mujhse pareshan mat ho jana

Kyuki har ladki kisiki jarurat banna chahti hai

Humse pareshan hone wali

Tho kambkat puri duniya baithe hai

[iminsearchofme]

I can't breathe

I wish I can just stop this

[iminsearchofme]

I'm hungry and horny, both.

[iminsearchofme]

I'm clueless.

[iminsearchofme]

I used to think about you when I was anxious.

Now, thinking about you makes me anxious.

[iminsearchofme]

I really want you to want me.

[iminsearchofme]

Was listening to this song after a long time and the lyrics quite literally matched with my situation

" You just want attention, you don't want my heart

Maybe you just hate the thought of me with someone new"

[iminsearchofme]

I hope!!

[iminsearchofme]

Right now I just want a tight warm hug.

[iminsearchofme]

Manifesting✨

I will not cry on my birthday!!

[iminsearchofme]

हालांकि दिल में हर एहसास है उसके लिए,

उसकी मौजूदगी में ही लगता है जैसे घर है मेरे लिए,

फिर भी, एक दूरी सी कायम है कहीं,

वो अपना होकर भी अजनबी सा लगता है यहीं।