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[inhindsight]

ah hello! saw you in the notes of a post abt proship alterhumans, and as someone searching for sourcemates i wondered if you're 'kin / have fxctives of any sort.

I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN THIS WAS ASKED I'M SO SORRY NONNY :')

We do we do !!! We're a big system and also like ... Filled with alterhumans (?) lmao ,, I'd be one of which!!! I can try to drop a...non-comprehensive list of sourced kins/headmates cuz a comprehensive list would be too long

Trigun Stampede

SPN (Supernatural)

Creepypasta

Black butler

We have a single Outsiders introject?

A few Undertale AU introjects

One Soul Eater introject

LOTTA COD introjects

MHA

House from House M.D. (/inside joke)

RESIDENT EVIL

Some DBH fellas somewhere

One or maybe two FNAF

Sally Face

Please don't laugh we don't support the bad people DSMP introjects also technoblade never dies

This is by no means a NEAT post, today was a DAY and we are blurry </3

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Reblogging this here for more reach!!! (monstrance is our alt)

I don't care if we're on each other's DNI list, I don't care if we're exes, I don't care if we have beef, I don't care if we've openly hated each other for years. This is NOT the time to be hating each other.

Do you hear me? Fuck internet discourse right now, we have bigger issues! Being openly QUEER is DANGEROUS. Being openly FEMINIST is DANGEROUS. Being anything besides a white, cishet, able bodied man is FUCKING DANGEROUS. Share your resources like hotlines, downloadable books, and LGBTQIA safe healthcare,, tag posts as well as you can,, tell your fellow peoples things may not be okay right now but they have to live to see it get better. Things are shit for everyone right now, I don't care how much I disagree with some folks on this planet: I don't want people to die because some demented 78 year old thinks he knows how to run america for the people when really it's for himself and the essential cult he grown.

[inhindsight]

IN AN ALTERNATE UNIVERSE I CAN LIKE THIS A HUNDRED TIMES !!!!!!!! Chewing on you so hard rn /SILLY POSI

Also Hai Soap !!! :3 /ot

ANYWAYS EHEHEHEH

Rambling about things is like our main way of processing things, especially Big things when I'm not sure what I'm feeling (never really sure but I Try My Best). I can talk for hours, ever changing topics, so long as someone's listening I can babble for hours !!! Lotta time to babble about you to friends or headmates, yeah? Eheheh

I did just wake up, so I am far from thinking and not sure what to say because words don't really express enough (and I'm so very sleepy ..)

Please take this rendition of affection for your time:

CHOMP CRONCH CRUNCH NOM CROMCH CRUNCH CHOMP /VVVVVSILLY

Y'ALL ‼️‼️‼️‼️

ME AND HYMN (@inhindsight) ARE OFFICIAL RAHHHH :D

I COMPLETELY FORGOT TO POST ABOUT THIS- 😭

BUT YEAH , MY HEART IS STILL GOING CRAZYYYYY BUT IT'S SOO WORTH ITTT >:33

AND AND OUR VOICE CALL WAS SO ADORABLE OMLLLL , JUST HEARING SIN'S GIGGLING AT EVERY HUGS AND KISSES I GAVE WAS SOOOO RAHHHHHHHHH ‼️‼️

I swear on my life and mothers , I'll treat sin better than I treat my own friends 🙏🙏‼️‼️ /silly but vvgen :3

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[inhindsight]

SOBBING /POSI

You're so sweet, honestly, this has felt like a dream in the best way possible. You're a sweetheart and have made us so happy, even during a weekend of masking around family and now at home I just can't contain the giggles, or stims, or silly squeals because-- how can someone be so Sweet?

My friends know about you, and can tell you I'm a real sap. I say a lot and ramble about people I care about, and while my love may not be typical or the most stereotypical "romantic" I do mean it when I say I care deeply and love everything about you.

Your laugh, your giggles, your smiles, your hair, your rambles, every joke, every affection, all of everything ever. The comfort and safety is unreal, and you best believe I think of you when I see the stars. Meine stern.

Y'ALL ‼️‼️‼️‼️

ME AND HYMN (@inhindsight) ARE OFFICIAL RAHHHH :D

I COMPLETELY FORGOT TO POST ABOUT THIS- 😭

BUT YEAH , MY HEART IS STILL GOING CRAZYYYYY BUT IT'S SOO WORTH ITTT >:33

AND AND OUR VOICE CALL WAS SO ADORABLE OMLLLL , JUST HEARING SIN'S GIGGLING AT EVERY HUGS AND KISSES I GAVE WAS SOOOO RAHHHHHHHHH ‼️‼️

I swear on my life and mothers , I'll treat sin better than I treat my own friends 🙏🙏‼️‼️ /silly but vvgen :3

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[inhindsight]

GAASPPP CAN WE WATCH THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS ON CALL SOMETIME :0 /GEN SRS I WILL 100% STREAM IT

Also uh I'll bring all my stuffies and special blankies -- maybe some snacks,,, Best cuddle pile movie night ever eheheheh

AAAA :33 HAPPY RANT INCOMINGGGG + crazy amount of caps- sorry 😭 ;;

I LOVE THAT HY(&) CHANGED SIN'S SYSTEM PK PROFILE INTO THE MATCHING PFP WE ARE CURRENTLY USING WITH EACH OTHER ON DISCORD :DD THE COLOUR AND AESTHETIC IS OVERALL GORGEOUSSSSS !!!

AND THE FACT THAT IT'S THEME ON OUR MUTUAL SPECIAL INTEREST IS JUST SOOOO RAHHHH <333 /vvvvpos!!

AND AND THE FACT THAT SIN DON'T MIND OUR (actually it's just me 😭) AFFECTIONATE ASS GIVING A LOT OF HUGSSS , MAKES ME HAPPY :333

I FEEL LIKE THIS IS A LONG DREAM- CUZ LIKE- YK HOW HARD IT WAS TRYING TO FIND A PROFIC/SHIP + PRO ENDO SYSTEM??? 😭😭 THAT HAVE THE SAME SPECIAL INTEREST/HYPERFIXATION AS ME- 💔

BUT RAHHH , I LOVE Y'ALL SO MUCCH AND GRATEFUL THAT WE MANAGED TO MEET AND HAVE BEEN TALKING SINCE THEN ‼️‼️‼️ /VVGEN /VVPOS

(I hope I'm using y'all prns correctly </3 and I hope it's okay for me to post and rant about this- Feel free to text us to take this down!! <33 )

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[inhindsight]

I'm gunna EXPLODE YOU& !!!!!! /POSI I can't handle this much happy we have to processors in front and we're still having emotions turn into feelings ahhdjsjjandjnwbdbdjajwndb /posi , lh

Me thinks we should hug and never ever ever let go ... :3

AAAA :33 HAPPY RANT INCOMINGGGG + crazy amount of caps- sorry 😭 ;;

I LOVE THAT HY(&) CHANGED SIN'S SYSTEM PK PROFILE INTO THE MATCHING PFP WE ARE CURRENTLY USING WITH EACH OTHER ON DISCORD :DD THE COLOUR AND AESTHETIC IS OVERALL GORGEOUSSSSS !!!

AND THE FACT THAT IT'S THEME ON OUR MUTUAL SPECIAL INTEREST IS JUST SOOOO RAHHHH <333 /vvvvpos!!

AND AND THE FACT THAT SIN DON'T MIND OUR (actually it's just me 😭) AFFECTIONATE ASS GIVING A LOT OF HUGSSS , MAKES ME HAPPY :333

I FEEL LIKE THIS IS A LONG DREAM- CUZ LIKE- YK HOW HARD IT WAS TRYING TO FIND A PROFIC/SHIP + PRO ENDO SYSTEM??? 😭😭 THAT HAVE THE SAME SPECIAL INTEREST/HYPERFIXATION AS ME- 💔

BUT RAHHH , I LOVE Y'ALL SO MUCCH AND GRATEFUL THAT WE MANAGED TO MEET AND HAVE BEEN TALKING SINCE THEN ‼️‼️‼️ /VVGEN /VVPOS

(I hope I'm using y'all prns correctly </3 and I hope it's okay for me to post and rant about this- Feel free to text us to take this down!! <33 )

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[inhindsight]

I'm SOBBING /posi

You guys have made us so very happy and we're so happy to have met you&. We adore affection, we adore the company, we adore the rambling, we adore the constantly changing topics cause there's so much to share. We love accidentally keeping you& up too late and you& doing the same with us. /vvvgen

You're& a sweetheart (/nnwc) and we really really really enjoy all the time we get to spend with you. All the hugs and head pats <333

AAAA :33 HAPPY RANT INCOMINGGGG + crazy amount of caps- sorry 😭 ;;

I LOVE THAT HY(&) CHANGED SIN'S SYSTEM PK PROFILE INTO THE MATCHING PFP WE ARE CURRENTLY USING WITH EACH OTHER ON DISCORD :DD THE COLOUR AND AESTHETIC IS OVERALL GORGEOUSSSSS !!!

AND THE FACT THAT IT'S THEME ON OUR MUTUAL SPECIAL INTEREST IS JUST SOOOO RAHHHH <333 /vvvvpos!!

AND AND THE FACT THAT SIN DON'T MIND OUR (actually it's just me 😭) AFFECTIONATE ASS GIVING A LOT OF HUGSSS , MAKES ME HAPPY :333

I FEEL LIKE THIS IS A LONG DREAM- CUZ LIKE- YK HOW HARD IT WAS TRYING TO FIND A PROFIC/SHIP + PRO ENDO SYSTEM??? 😭😭 THAT HAVE THE SAME SPECIAL INTEREST/HYPERFIXATION AS ME- 💔

BUT RAHHH , I LOVE Y'ALL SO MUCCH AND GRATEFUL THAT WE MANAGED TO MEET AND HAVE BEEN TALKING SINCE THEN ‼️‼️‼️ /VVGEN /VVPOS

(I hope I'm using y'all prns correctly </3 and I hope it's okay for me to post and rant about this- Feel free to text us to take this down!! <33 )

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[inhindsight]

I'm losing my MIND (I've rethemed my discord and made a new carrd to match our ghost theme bc sp/in eheheh) but rethemeing tumblr again sounds HARD bc I have several banners I'd have to choose between and I legit Hate Choosing (on occasion ...)

Anyways live laugh lobotomy folks have a great timezone and if you get confused bc our tumblr had a makeover,,, it's us :3

[inhindsight]

Hai !! We use Mspec Lesboy to describe our sexuality, and it's actually made us feel really comfortable after a lot of "But"s !!

We'd done quite a bit of research trying to figure out how the label would suit us because we were raised very . Weirdly, we can say. A lot of it was just listening to how other Lesboys and / or Mspec lesbians used the label and how it was used in the past (we really recommend noncomformityhub here on tumblr, we found several helpful posts there!!).

Personally, we use Mspec because we have a very split attraction. Non-men (as we have in defined for ourselves, can be different for everyone and usually is because its such a blurry topic) are definitely the focal point of our attraction and usually we choose to keep dating to non-men for personal / comfort reasons, however we do feel attraction to men! It's really blurred where that line is for us and we deal with a lot of compulsive heterosexuality, so in general a label has always been really difficult. Lesbian in general just feels comfortable, as because of our gender and romanticism all relationships and attractions feel queer to us, so even if we dated a man we'd still describe our attraction as queer and continue to use lesbian.

On the other part of this - Lesboy - is just gender related! We identify as masculine in a very niche way. Masculine in a feminine way and feminine in a masculine way. We hate being seen as a girl and she/her has always made us well beyond uncomfortable. Currently, our collective pronouns are Hy/Hymn and Sin/Sins, and makes us feel very comfortable in our odd identity as a cryptid and with all the weird shapeshifters, nonhumans, etc in this place.

Lesboy really just makes us feel more comfortable using the lesbian label, makes femininity feel less forced and more of an "on our terms" thing, if that makes sense?

All of that has led us to identifying as an cupioromantic (<- for simplicity) Mspec lesboy with Soliac attraction in place of romanitc, and we've gotten super comfortable with this identity !!

We really hope you can figure things out and hope you get comfortable in your identity !!! /gen

I really want some m-spec gays & lesbians and turigirls and lesboys to talk to me about why they use those labels. (if you're comfortable)

I'm freshly out of a friendgroup that was anti "contradictory" labels and am trying to break that thought process.

Also because I may or may not be having a sexuality crisis but that's besides the point

[inhindsight]

ESPIE ESPIE ESPIE ESPIE HAI HAI HAI HAI HAI SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE CARE U

AAAAAH HAIIII !!!!! HEADMATES FALL EVERY WHERE !!! /SILLY

[inhindsight]

We actually Love ask games . Like, adore them,,, we will happily take any asks we can get :3

Plural Ask Game!!

(feel free to ask us some of these too!! we don't get to talk about our plurality very often but would love to!!) 📢 1. How did you get your sys/collective name? 🔔 2. Who is the current host/frequent fronters? 📎 3. Who is your first known alter(s)? 🏳️‍🌈 4. What is your collective/most prominent identity? 🏳️ 5. What's your systems origin? ❗6. Do you have DID/OSDD?

🛂 7. What's your headcount? 👥 8. What's your brainmade to introject ratio? 🤫 9. Who's your most mischievous headmate? (/silly) ⚪ 10. What's your headspace like? 🤔 11. How did you find out you were plural? 🗨️ 12. Random quote from a headmate, go! 🗣️ 13. "Plural culture is..." ❤️ 14. What gives you euphoria about being plural? 💔 15. What give you dysphoria about being plural? 👤 16. Is there something that makes you different from other plurals? ❓17. Make up a random question to ask!

[inhindsight]

Hugs !!! You(&) guys are doing amazing and it's wonderful !!! We see you, you're valid, you're real <3 /plat

Reblog to give an endogenic system a hug 💗

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POSITIVITY !!!

I love you plurals.

I love you endogenic systems.

I love you systems that need lots of coined terms to feel valid.

I love you collectives that feel odd using terms associated with DIDOSDD systems.

I love you willowgenic plurals.

I love you paragenic plurals.

I love you mixed origin systems.

I love you pro endo traumagenic systems.

I legit think you're all amazing no matter what, I'm low spoons so this is short but I think all plurals/systems/collectives are awesome and wonderful and I think you're all doing your damn best and I think that's enough. I love you, you're real, you're valid.

[inhindsight]

Doin' something new chat !! As of late I've been desperately trying to find an aro label that suit my experiences as a collective with ASPD, which has affected all of my/our relationships, as far as friendships/crushes/romances.

After a bit of searching the GayPedia (LGBTQIA+ Wiki) I failed to find a label, and decided coining my own was the best idea. So,,, here you guys go!

Antimorvisory

[pt: Antimorvisory]

- anti = antisocial

- mor = from amor [ love ]

- visory = vision / visor [ sight / see ]

Unknowing of what love means by definition. Saying "love" is more based on the feeling of familiarity when someone is present and how they are present in our day to day life-- it can feel like something is missing (a possession is lost, motivation, etc,, can vary person to person) when our "loved" is away. Loved ones are often part of everyday routines and make large impacts, and are often exception people to ASPD, though not a requirement.

[inhindsight]

I am. GUH. I love the plural community, scrolling the plural tags is one of my favorite things ever, reading other collective's experiences and silly things and All of it. It makes me so happy. But.

I'd been forgetting to block anti endo tags, as that syscourse is genuinely exhausting and upsetting, so scrolling through #plural system or other similar tags related to plurality (usually with plural in the name as endos started using "plural" specifically to separate from anti endos and create our own community where we are safe) and seeing so much hatred? "Endos DNI" turning into just. Fake claiming in tags. Ik it's always been a thing but for the love of the Gods,, fighting your plural siblings/cousins/parents/potential lovers gets us no where. It's been years stuck on the same topic and it's only gotten More violent. Progression, where is the progress? Why not discuss other things - civilly mind you. Why dedicate all of your internet presence to hatred?

That said, I love you, plurals. Expect some positivity today bc I Said.

[inhindsight]

Finished !! Yay !! That took forever cause Life things,,, but !!! Yay!!

We're retheming our internet presence slowly but surely.. Will keep the same name and tags,, but colors, pfp, and banner will be different !!

Eventually ..

Currently outta motivation and worrying abt health. Health has been bad for awhile, but flare ups happen (today.) so we're being mindful of burn out and stuff,,, at least. Trying lmao--

We're also going to the eye dr on thursday and super worried about potentially having to get lasik bc we are so close to or ARE legally blind. Yippie !!!! (/sarc)

Anyways,, yeah ! Expect a new theme to slowly overthrow our tumblr,, and probably any other social of ours if anybody has more than just our Tumblr-

[inhindsight]

We're retheming our internet presence slowly but surely.. Will keep the same name and tags,, but colors, pfp, and banner will be different !!

Eventually ..

Currently outta motivation and worrying abt health. Health has been bad for awhile, but flare ups happen (today.) so we're being mindful of burn out and stuff,,, at least. Trying lmao--

We're also going to the eye dr on thursday and super worried about potentially having to get lasik bc we are so close to or ARE legally blind. Yippie !!!! (/sarc)

Anyways,, yeah ! Expect a new theme to slowly overthrow our tumblr,, and probably any other social of ours if anybody has more than just our Tumblr-