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You helped me learn to be gentle

To be vulnerable

To be loved

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Thank you for adoring me as much as I adore you

ೃ⁀➷ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ ♡

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Out of this world✨🪼❤️

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A million thoughts come to mind when I look at you

How can someone be so beautiful?

I love the way you think

I love the way you feel

Talk to me <3

Hold me

Breath me in

You are the prettiest girl I’ve ever met

I’ve never loved someone like I love you

I’ve never felt so understood

You are my soul mate, my best friend, my jelly fish lover, my poet, my dream, and my home

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A string of thoughts…

Gentle angel

You are art

You look perfect

You are the embodiment of love

My dreams are made of you

I have never known unconditional love until you <3

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(Photo and writing by me)

As a form of therapy I’ve been making doodles like these lately.

My whole life I’ve been told what I can’t do. Ive been neglected and embarrassed by people I trusted enough to break down my walls for. Adults that claimed to love me were the same to judge when I actually showed symptoms of an abused child.

But time and time again I’ve proved them wrong. Their lack of faith in me only fuels my passion to keep going. Farther then anyone thought I could.

I am not broken. I am healing.

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Ahhhh she made a tumblr!!

Literally the best person in the world <3

My love, my sweet boy, my whole heart, the world owes you years of love and healing and the past I cant take away but the future will be full of healthy love, healthy communication, healthy boundaries and comfort and happiness and safety I'll hold you past death do us part you'll always and forever be in my heart

You bring me love I thought I'd never find, the tears for once in my life are happy that settle in my eyes, they flow of extreme loss of all the darkness and flow heavy on thoughts of new light

I love you

I want you

I need you

You bring me joy from even just little things but now I can listen to my favorite songs and I can feel comfortable with my body and over everything I can feel like I have someone to go to, someone who cares

Even when im mad or upset I still find the capability to laugh with you I still love you and I say it loudly I would never leave you and would never hurt you all I want is to see you safe comfortable and happy

My boy

You touch my heart with your voice and it beats for you

It's rhythm tags along to tone of ur words

And I hear your heart too

Knowing it's beating is like holding love in ur hands

Ur happy

I smile

We cuddle

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To find someone that not only heals your wounds, but your soul.

The very parts that made up my structure of being were broken. I never thought I would be able to express anything with anybody. Not again. Not after what I went through.

It’s hard to admit abuse changes you, changes your structure. Changes how you feel and how you think. On everything. So you have to learn how to navigate this new mind. It’s something that you have to live with now and you’ll slowly adapt.

You’re healing. I can see it <3

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Unconditional love

I love how I find little parts of you all over my house. From your soggy clothes that we took a bath in to your half finished tea sitting on my dresser. The bittersweet feeling of missing you makes me hold the hoodie you gifted me a bit tighter.

Little pieces of you paint my walls with such an inviting color. Pictures and small little memories from our adventures together, paintings held up by pushpins and tape your mom bought me, and a garland made from already cracked glow sticks.

You make my room feel lived in, you make my life feel important. I find you woven delicately into the food the fuels me, reminding me to eat just a bit more. Reminding me that I am deserving of more.

My life was so full of hurt before you came along. I know yours was too but I’ll do my best to kiss your wounds as you’ve done to mine. My arms will always be open and waiting for when you need them, I’ll kiss your head and rub your back when days feel to suffocating to speak, and I’ll always make sure there is room in my bed for you to rest. I hope my actions show how deeply loved you are because I know words cannot begin to describe it.

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(Not my art)

↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺

Dim, blue light illuminates my room. I’m sitting on the edge of the bed facing the tv and everything feels still. I’m trying to keep it together but it is one of those night. Memories turned to real nightmares.

You lay quietly behind me. I turn around to face you. I really didn’t want to wake you up, you looked so at home. I do tho, because you’ve told me I shouldn’t deal with these things alone anymore.

“Hey baby? I don’t want to be alone.” I say, waking you gently . You sit up practically immediately, eyes still closed. You rub your face and slowly open your eyes. “What’s going on?” You ask and that’s when I knew true love.

Never thought I would ever have someone like you. Someone I can trust with my whole being. Someone who is there to understand and comfort. You make nights that use to result in sickness, into nights ending in healing conversations and warm hands.

It takes people life times to find truly loving people. I am so happy I am alive with you.

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Two months with this goober. I know to some that sounds silly “just two months? Why are you celebrating?” I’ve gotten more then once from friends and family. But to me anytime with her is important. Life is so short in the eyes of the universe and I want to treasure every second.

So yes it’s been two months and I went all out in our celebration. Candles, chocolate, popcorn, a spooky movie, then we made Halloween cookies afterwards. And we are gonna do the same next month. I’ve never met someone like her and I want her to feel treasured no matter the occasion. She deserves the world and more and I’ll do anything to give her that…💗

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You are the person I’ve been searching my whole life for. You make me a better person, you help me heal.

You’ve helped me do things I never thought I’d be able to do again. You give me courage <3

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“Our first kiss, in the rain, we danced, the street filled with water, the drip drop of the storm was a sound like no other, you said it’s cold and we ran to the porch. You grabbed my face, my heart like a torch, you asked if you could kiss me, I agreed you should, the kiss was so sweet I felt so understood.”

- a poem from my love to me.

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I take off the hoodie she gave me a few weeks after we met. I’ve had it for months now but once inside out, a wall of text catches my eye. She’s in the room with me, we read it together. I thank her once again for giving me such a sweet gift.

Im happy we met

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There isn’t a feeling better then having your head against my chest. I know you hear how fast it beats for you.

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You are the beauty I see in the world <3

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“I think I made you up in my mind”

She says after a really rough night. I hold her face in my shaking hands and kiss her gently. “How so?” I ask. “Because you’re everything I’ve ever wanted” I smile and wish she truly knew how much she means to me.

I press our foreheads together “I assure you I am real my love, we are real. You are awake.” I spend the rest of the night describing myself to her, making sure she knows I’m not made up. She says I’m sweet and I say she’s lovely. Later she says “you know it’s said, 7 minutes before you die you experience your whole life again. What if this is that seven minutes?” She looks up at me and I say the first thing that comes to mind “then I’m glad I’m apart of it”