iveta777
iveta777
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iveta777 · 14 days ago
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He said: "I miss us."
She said: "We died."
He said: "I didn't."
She said: "But our child and I did."
And he remembered the accident again.
The night he lost everything.
He was drinking every night since then trying to forget the sound of car crushing. To forget the pain. To forget her.
Yet, the more he drank, to more he remembered her.
He was thinking about her every day and every night.
Every minute and every second. Always.
Forever. ❤️‍🔥💔🥀
I.A.A.
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iveta777 · 15 days ago
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He called her after years.📳
Her:"Wrong number"💔
Him:"Right voice"❤️‍🔥
Her:"Wrong time"💔
Him:"Right person"❤️‍🔥
Her:"Wrong lifetime"💔
Him:"Right..."❤️‍🔥
One moment he was talking to her waking up all the memories and the pain she tried so hard to forget. The next moment there was a car crushing on the other side of the line and the pain from her heart took over her whole body and soul. And at that exact moment she knew...🥀
It was too late.⌛
For them.
For him.
Next morning the news was everywhere.
,,Last night a young man died in a car accident. Nobody knows his name. Please, if you have any information, contact the authorities. There is nothing that can be used for identification. Except a single tattoo on his body. On his chest. Right above his heart. It's a girl's name...".
Her name...❤️‍🩹
I.A.A.
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iveta777 · 4 months ago
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They say “time heals”, but even now I know that's a lie. What people really mean is that eventually you'll get used to the pain. You'll forget who you were without it; you'll forget what you looked like without your scars.
Claudia Gray
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iveta777 · 4 months ago
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I've met a lot of boys in my life but I remember only two of them.
The one who broke my heart.💔
The one whose heart I broke.🥀
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iveta777 · 4 months ago
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Everyone was trying to talk to him but he only wanted to talk to her.
And he talked to her in his head.
Because she talked to everyone else but him...
I.A.A.
❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹🌹
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iveta777 · 4 months ago
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Happy birthday to me🎂♓ Welcome 2️⃣3️⃣❤️‍🔥
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iveta777 · 4 months ago
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People always say that we should be careful what we wish for. Finally, I understand what they mean.
About two weeks ago I got diagnosed with an autoimmune disease. In addition, I got diagnosed with pancreatitis. I wasn't allowed to eat for days (even if I was allowed to, I couldn't). My body refused to keep anything inside. Sometimes it refused to take in even a few sips of water. WATER!!! As a result, I lost 10kg in two weeks.
I've always been fat. Not just overweight. Fat. My "normal" weight according to the professionals is around 54kg and before the illness I was around 100kg. I'm not proud of it but those are the facts and I can't change them.
And yes, I've tried for years to lose weight. I succeeded and I failed. It's always been hard to lose weight. Calories counting, deficit, workouts... I've always wished for it to be easier. I wanted to sit on the couch, eat everything and lose weight. Unfortunately, it doesn't work that way. At least the healthy weight lost doesn't.
Some people might say that -10 kg in my case is actually a good thing. But I don't think so.
Yes, -10kg in my case is not a drastic change and it's not like I didn't have to lose it anyway. But -10kg in two weeks is crazy. Unhealthy. Even dangerous. Thanks God I was in hospital and under doctor's supervision. I lost that weight against my will. I didn't want to lose it that way. And what's worse, I couldn't stop it. I didn't have control over my body. The roles were reversed. My body had control over me.
Also, my relationship with food was destroyed. I was afraid of eating or drinking anything but water. I was terrified that everything can happen all over again just because I've eaten or drunk the wrong thing. My mental health was so bad that my brain blocked my appetite and I had the feeling that I was binging just by drinking few sips of water even though I haven't eaten anything for days. I was scared to start eating again. I thought I was going crazy.
Now I feel a lot better. My mental health is better. My relationship with food is better. I'm not afraid of food anymore. I even started eating fruits, vegetables, rusks, yogurt and simple soups. I stopped losing weight so fast. I have more energy and strength. Step by step I'll get to my normal life. But I know that it won't happen overnight.
I.A.A.
(1 photo-before the hospital; 2 photo- during my hospital stay; 3 photo- after the hospital)
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iveta777 · 4 months ago
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Drabble List #13
75 prompts to write drabbles or longer stories.
"It's time to move on."
"There's no going back."
"Why do you care?"
"This could change everything."
"I need to know the truth."
"We can't give up hope."
"I knew it would come to this."
"They won't stop until they get what they want."
"I won't let you down."
"What are you waiting for?"
"I can't do this without you."
"We need to take a risk."
"How can I ever trust you again?"
"It's not too late to turn back."
"We need to act fast."
"This isn't about winning."
"What did you expect?"
"We need to find another way."
"How can you be so calm?"
"I won't let them hurt you."
"Why didn't you believe me?"
"This is our moment."
"I didn't know who else to turn to."
"We need to stay together."
"How did it come to this?"
"You're the only one who understands."
"We have to be ready for anything."
"I wish things were different."
"It's not as simple as it looks."
"What are we waiting for?"
"You think you know me, but you don't."
"It's not about what we want; it's about what we need."
"I've made mistakes, but this isn't one of them."
"Every choice comes with a consequence."
"I didn't ask for your opinion."
"We have to find another way."
"You're stronger than you realize."
"I can't keep doing this forever."
"What if everything we've been told is a lie?"
"I won't let fear control me."
"Why do you always have to be right?"
"There's no place I'd rather be than here with you."
"This isn't the life I imagined."
"We have to keep moving forward."
"No one said it would be easy."
"We can't let them get away with this."
"It's time to make a stand."
"I never thought it would end like this."
"Do you really believe that?"
"We can't change the past, but we can shape the future."
"I'm not as perfect as you think."
"This is the moment we've been waiting for."
"You can't hide from the truth."
"Everything is falling apart."
"We need to stick to the plan."
"I refuse to give up."
"They don't understand what we're capable of."
"This is just the beginning."
"I never wanted to hurt you."
"We're running out of options."
"This is bigger than both of us."
"I can't believe you did that."
"We're all in this together."
"You have to see it from my perspective."
"It's not as simple as black and white."
"We're fighting for something greater than ourselves."
"I didn't choose this path; it chose me."
"We have to be brave."
"You're not alone in this."
"This isn't a game."
"I didn't come this far to fail now."
"We can't let fear hold us back."
"I'm not the same person I used to be."
"This isn't about revenge."
"I believe in you."
Drabble Masterlist
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iveta777 · 4 months ago
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🥹🫶🏼
Adorable red panda
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iveta777 · 4 months ago
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I got diagnosed with an autoimmune disease and my whole body is in pain. If I don't move, I don't feel anything. But I refuse to stay in bed 24/7 doing nothing because it's gonna make it worse. I refuse to choose the easy way. Getting off the bed is a real nightmare. Sometimes I want to give up because it's too painful but I don't give up because I'm stubborn and not a quitter. So I wipe my tears (caused by the pain) and keep going. It's hard but I can and I will survive through it because hard doesn't mean impossible❤️‍🔥.
I.A.A.
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iveta777 · 4 months ago
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“Cause you never think the last time’s going to be the last time - you think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don’t.”
— Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy.
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iveta777 · 4 months ago
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You were never a pawn in my game.
You were always the queen I was trying to protect.
I.A.A.
♟️👸🏼❤️
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iveta777 · 4 months ago
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Girl, go to the nearest flower shop and buy those beautiful flowers💐🌹🌷🪻🌻 YOU DESERVE THEM ❤️‍🔥🩷
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iveta777 · 5 months ago
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2025 Mindset:
More flights
Less fights
I.A.A.
✈️🗺️🧳
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iveta777 · 7 months ago
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She was standing in front of the big mirror fighting with two stubborn hair pieces. She clipped and unclipped them a thousand times already because she thought they looked bad every single time.
He was leaning on the door frame staring at her. There was only one thought on his mind at that exact moment: PERFECTION. She. Was. Perfect.
She was beautiful today. Actually she was beautiful every day. No! Not beautiful. Stunning. Gorgeous. Breathtaking. No! These words were weak. They weren't even close to describe a piece of her. She was perfect. She was his. She was everything.
He couldn't believe she was his. Everyone would kill to have her. She could have any man she wanted. Still she had chosen him. He was the luckiest man alive. Ever been alive.
He looked at her for a few more minutes. Usually he didn't notice her hairstyle. Her hair was soft and he loved wandering his fingers in it. But she was beautiful with her hair down or up. In tight ponytail or loose messy bun. So he didn't pay much attention to her hair but to her.
But today she looked majestic. Her hair was smoothly falling down to her waist except the stubborn pieces she tried so hard to make to look even on both sides. She didn't try to do anything special. Just clipping them on the both sides of her head. Yet, it made her look like she was wearing a crown. Like she was a queen.
In fact, she was a queen. His queen. The queen of his life. The queen of his heart.
He pushed himself from the frame and went to her. Hugged her from behind. She leaned back on his chest and tilted her head to one side exposing the soft skin on her neck.
His heart was beating dangerously fast. It hadn't stopped beating that way since the day he met her. He didn't know the reason for that reaction of his body. But now he was more than sure.
He lowered his head to her ear and whispered:
"I love you."
He has never said those words before. Not because he didn't believe in them. But because he has never been in love. He thought he'll never say them. Yet, he was standing in the middle of his bedroom in front of a mirror holding his world in his hands willing never to stop saying the words if she asked him to. Actually, he was sure he'll never stop saying them because she deserved to hear them all the time. Not just hearing them. Believing them.
I.A.A.
🥹❤️‍🔥🪞
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iveta777 · 7 months ago
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The sky above her was crying its heart out but she couldn't do the same because she hadn't had a heart for a long time...
I.A.A.
💔☔💧
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iveta777 · 7 months ago
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