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Whoops

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Okay maybe I'm grasping at nothing, but hear me out:

We all know Peter has spidey senses. He used them to defeat Mysterio in Far From Home.

But we see Peter struggling with them all throughout the movie:

(Peter not sensing the banana)

(Peter not sensing Nick Fury in the room)

(Peter not sensing everything around him in the pub was an illusion)

(Finally, Peter not being able to decide whether Happy is real or fake)

Now here we wonder, why is that happening?

Take into account the events of Infinity War. When Thanos snapped his fingers, unlike others, Peter could sense his death coming, that's why he fell into Tony's arms saying, “Mr Stark I don't feel so good”. Imagine such a terrible thing happening to you, feeling the pain everywhere yet not being able to fix it. This could and HAS led to post traumatic stress in Peter. PTSD leads to changes in the body and impotence is one of them. Also the added trauma of his mentor dying? Anyone's mind could've become fucked up after that.

“Okay, so where are you going with this?” you must be thinking.

Well, what if Peter sensed something was unnatural about the water monster (other than the fact it was a monster made up of water, of course) so he shot something at it, just because? But he turned out to be “wrong” because it went right through the drones. He was right about it, but he didn't know then.

Wrongly sensing something so big like that would have created some serious self doubt in Peter.

That's why he must have discarded every tingle in his skin that sensed the illusions around Mysterio in the pub. That's why he must have ignored the possibility of someone being in his and Ned's room. That's why he asked Happy if he was real when he got off the plane.

It's because he was doubting himself and the very abilities that made him Spiderman.

Peter wasn't dumb. He was right about shooting a web at the water monster.

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Lmao

this generation is so sick and twisted

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10/10 would buy

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Meirl

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*hears a distant voice crack as I yet again make an attempt to sing Defying Gravity with the high note*

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Omg my song-

Finally some relatable fucking content.

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I would like to be kindly catapulted into the sun

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I’m not worried about what might happen if I get the coronavirus. I know exactly who I would cough on and what my possible paths of action would be...

I either

A.) die

B.) infect the people I hate and get to watch them suffer and/or die

C.) all of the above

Any route is a win-win in my books

And that’s on periodtt

💅

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“Your my dad, boogie woogie woogie”

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Omg I laughed

But my bby🥺

Looks so sad

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We don’t deserve Tom Holland

Tom Holland Surprises Chris Pratt

Bonus:

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YESSIR

Omg

~Image~

Him and my other bby Tom Holland both playing my 3rd bby, Spider-Man/Peter Parker

🥺🥺🥺

i’m saying this once and one time only...

JOSHUA BASSET WOULD MAKE A GREAT SPIDERMAN

thank you for coming to my ted talk.

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Heart went 👋

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I have found a light. My problem is keeping it...

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Yk that feeling

That terrible feeling

Where you know you screwed up

And others know you screwed up

And your apologies mean nothing

And you wish they were more than just two words

More than just “I’m sorry”

Yk that feeling

When you say one thing

And your actions say another

But you wish that your actions could show what you mean

And you try so hard

All the time

But still nothing becomes better

When you can’t find the right words

When you can’t do the right thing

When you screw up

And even though it isn’t fully your fault

You feel like nothing works out

When something happens

That causes you to sit there and really think

To pull out all the times in the past

Where you’ve screwed up

Where you’ve let others down

Where you’ve been the biggest disappointment

And you just sit there, still

And think to yourself

“Why can’t I change?”

“Why am I like this?”

“Why do I always hurt others, even when I try so hard not to?”

Yeah.

That sucks.

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meirl

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QUOTES I LOVE-part i

“Goodness consists not in the outward things we do, but in the inward things we are. To be is the great thing.”

-E. H. Chapin

“Sometimes you just have to let go of the old and trust that something better is going to take its place, even if it’s scary to face change and the unknown.”

-Alana Stewart

“Life is cold. People stay warm through the intimacy of a story.”

-James Altucher

“Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.”

-Confucius