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“Do You Like Flying Now? (Because I’ll Take You To Cloud Nine)”

https://archiveofourown.org/works/66228106

📑Fic Type: One-Shot | ❤️‍🔥 Genre: Smut

📖Summary: Dean, Cas and Sam are forced to take an airplane for a case. Dean gets anxious and Cas wants to help his boyfriend relax. The bathrooms are very small.

📍Status: Complete 🟢

📏Word Count: 3k

💬 I wrote this on an airplane after carefully inspecting the bathrooms between both my parents on the notes app on my phone. I’m impressed with myself for once

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“Talk Me Through It (And Fuck Me Twice)”

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65833765

📑 Fic Type: One-Shot | ❤️‍🔥 Genre: Smut

📖 Summary: When Castile asks Dean to recount their previous activities from his perspective, it doesn’t end as Castile planned (but honestly, he should have had better foresight). Not that he’s complaining or anything.

📍 Status: Complete 🟢

📏Word Count: 2.6k

💬 This one took a bit but I’m very proud of it! Dean is slightly out of character bc I was focusing mostly on Castiel but I think it’s still pretty good. Kudos and comments are appreciated 💗

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“By His Wounds”

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63637672

📑Fic Type: Chapter Fic | ❤️‍🩹 Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Eventual Smut

📖 Summary: Dean and Sam find CAs while out in a hunt, and just in time too. Racing back to the motel in the impala, the brothers do everything they can to help CAs and his dangerously fatal gash from an angel blade. Dean, concerned for the angel, keeps a tight leash while he recovers, but what he forgets is that creature on the other end of the rope is more than just a dog.

📍 Status: Incomplete 🔄

📏 Word Count: 14.3k

💬 I’m almost done with this fic, it’s just bringing myself to write the last few paragraphs. Otherwise, let me know what you think! Comments/kudos are appreciated! 💗

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“A Shard of You”

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63238159

📑Fic type: One-Shot | ❤️‍🔥 Genre: Smut, case fic

📖 Summary: Sam, Dean and Cas are in a mission to find a special artifact. Once Castiel uses all of his grace to save the brothers, he goes into a sort of “grace overload”, where he is raw and vulnerable with his emotions. Dean takes care of him.

📍 Status: Complete 🟢

📏 Word Count: 9.6k

💬 Pls don’t hesitate to send kudos and lmk what you think! They’re my lifeline :,)

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Fic Masterlist — Destiel Focused

All fics posted on my Ao3

More to come! Pls send prompts and thoughts 💌

“Do You Like Flying Now? (Because I’ll Take You To Cloud Nine)” 🟢

https://archiveofourown.org/works/66228106

💬Established Dean/Cas | plane sex | blow jobs

“Talk Me Through It (And Fuck Me Twice)” 🟢

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65833765

💬 Established Dean/Cas | roll reversal | dirty talk

“By His Wounds” 🔄

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63637672

💬 tension | friends to lovers | hurt/comfort

“A Shard of You” 🟢

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63238159

💬 first time | blow jobs | body worship

📌 Pinned for easy access — will update with each new fic!

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How I think Cas, Dean, and Sam would respond to you asking them to run out and grab you a pad:

Dean: is awkward about it but goes out anyways, comes back with some random brand and Advil, grumbling about how he had to get up and there wasn’t even any pie at the store (He’s concerned and is checking in every few minutes, not asking if you need anything, just kinda appearing and waiting for you to tell him to get something for you. He uses annoyance to mask the fact that he actually cares and is just an awkward teenage boy on the inside.)

Sam: happily agrees and buys the kind with wings, Advil, and chocolate. Once he returns, you cuddle on the couch and watch re-runs of your favorite TV shows with chocolate and popcorn. (He researched all about periods and cramps beforehand and knew your favorite brand and the difference in sizes. He is sympathetic when your mood swings make you angry and is there when you’re sad. Basically the perfect guy tbh, you’re lucky to have him ;) )

Castiel: would teleport and bring the ENTIRE ISLE OF PADS back with him, boxes everywhere as he explains how he couldn’t decide on one so he bought all of them since you would probably need them later anyways. He then asks you to tell him about your symptoms so he could understand better. When you veer off subject and start ranting about the absurd menstrual product prices and micro-sexism everywhere, he listens intently, sitting cross-legged on the bed with you. (He wishes he could heal you with his angel-mojo, but is unable to because of the hormones and stuff going on in your body that he would rather not mess with for your safety, but does everything else in his power to make the week more comfortable for you.)

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I feel like in fics everyone depicts Cas as this pompous, suit-wearing guy who gets his clothes dry-cleaned after wearing it once, but in reality he’s just this dude who throws on some clothes in the dark and gets startled at his own reflection 😭

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So after watching 8x17 I was informed that originally Dean was supposed to say “I love you” in the crypt instead of “I need you” but tbh the change makes more sense to me and might even be even worse than if he said “love”. Dean shows his love in everything he does, shows it plenty with everything he was doing in purgatory, but for him to not only NEED you but to admit it,,,

“I need you” was was more powerful and more in character for both of them cuz:

1. I don’t think at this point cas understands human emotion fully or human love for that matter, he’s certainly learning it more as the seasons go on, but it’s not something he’s familiar with right now. So unless dean elaborated more, which he wouldn’t, would he really know what that meant. even though he wouldn’t admit it, dean is actually so caring towards everyone, cas could easily think he could mean any type of love that isn’t special to him. Honestly considering his absent father and the fact that he’s a soldier with no army, which used to be his only purpose, he wants to be needed. Just looking at hippie cas, he turned into that cuz he lost his powers and felt useless.

2. dean is not one that tells people that, he just shows it, and he was already showing it. He never told Lisa he loved her even when he was with her as a stand in husband/father to her son for a whole year, he barely even tells Sam that he loves him and that’s his brother. Also considering who he is and how stubborn he is it’s really rare and means a lot for HIM of all people to say he “needs” you. Dean’s abandonment issues kinda rejects the idea of needing someone, and growing up the way he did, he doesn’t trust easily. Love is a risk, but needing someone is just full on vulnerability. Also it’s just insane cuz it’s like why do you need him dean? surely you’re not doing all that just cuz his angel powers are useful

Though this IS the second time dean said he needs cas, he said it in purgatory earlier in the season as well. Both times he’s pleading with cas, the first time to try and get him to go with him and escape purgatory together and the second time he’s trying to get through to him past the mind control. The second time being in a much more romantic context. He does say that they’re family before saying it, but then he says “we need you” and changes it to “I need you” which is the main thing that really does it. THEN after he breaks through it, dean asks what broke the connection and they’re both clueless, if it was purely platonic wouldn’t cas, being as blunt and factual as he is, just say that it’s because of their friend/family bond?

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Another day in the life in the bunker 😂

I’m not an amazing drawer but I thought this was a silly idea 🤷🏻

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This sums up all of my feelings towards spn

"when did supernatural go downhill" is the wrong question to be asking because supernatural does not exist on an XY axis where it can go 'up' or 'down' hill, it exists in a plane that extends towards and away from the audience at various times based on writing, plots, and whether or not the gay angel is there. but at no point does it move up or down hill.

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3x11

Found this at a gas station and thought of Sam 😇

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I hate getting into a show way after it’s finished only to find the actors/ characters old enough to be my parents 😭 it feels like I’ve missed out on so much :(