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One blessing of my abuse/torture is that I can remain in a squat position for hours on end, gain massive leg muscle and a thic ass

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It's SA and Autism Awareness Month be aware of my uber autistic sex appeal

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don't say "empathy" when you mean "helping others."

don't say "empathy" when you mean "moral values."

don't say "empathy" when you mean "taking people's problems into account."

don't say "empathy" when you mean "stand up for people who can't stand up for themselves."

don't say "empathy" when you mean "sense of justice."

don't say "empathy" when you mean "doing right things."

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It is uncertain if we have made an introduction on here or not so let's do one. Better late than never I guess

Our system name is Broke Mirror Syndicate however due to not being able to have the same name on Tumblr, we opt with the name used by our Programmed Parts as more of a collective whole

Yes, we are survivors of OEA/ITBC. Born in North Korea during the Arduous March, that is our first experience of OEA/ITBC, we didk not know we were being indoctrinated, trafficked, tortured, etc....as we believed it was "normal"

Our second round was more within ITBC. Ages 5-17, we were tortured and nearly killed three times by the first friend we made after defecting from North Korea and being adopted in America

The third and final round within OEA/ITBC was being trafficked by an ex-girlfriend of ours. The group was an underground BDSM cult with some being members of Scientology and NXIVM

With everything that had happened to us, came a plethora of disorders and disabilities however we still strive harder and better than what was done

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people on the left are too afraid of looking like conspiracy theorists. never underestimate the evil the us government is capable of.

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MK Ultra Greek Programing in DIDMCSRA Systems

There are a wide variety of people who use trauma based mind control and programming to meet their desired purposes, from lone wolf predators to cults to governments to the world-wide geopolitical network of Controllers, often called the Illuminati.  Each of these have different specialty needs, but they also have overlapping needs.  So they have found that the best way to have a customizable system for all of them is to have a basic set of foundational agreements between them.  This is where the Greek programming system comes into play.

It works much the same way the public education system works: children start with the basics, and then as they age and develop, they settle into their specialities/skills/talents/advanced training.  But there are also different outcomes for different people.  Everything from dropping out, to barely graduating, to going to vocational school, to going all the way through graduate school.  Because of this, not all intentionally designed systems will have all of the same number of types of programing, nor the same distribution of how many of each type.  Some groups of abusers/programmers add in other programming types that are not listed below, but usually these custom-designed groups are directly linked to or started the same way as one of these basic groups.  Think of it as a cookbook, and these are the most common basic ingredients (like flour, eggs, milk, sugar, etc).  They can be combined in many unique ways to make countless dishes.

Programmed alters are usually given a backstory (a basic personal history and identity, for example “I am a Princess who lives in the Castle”) which includes basic drives/objectives (for example “I must learn how to become a Queen and I must obtain the love of a King/Prince”) and basic skills and beliefs about those skills based on their core programming (for example “To be a good Princess, I must obey those who have Authority over me [My King/My Queen/The Court], I must learn how to be sexually desirable/good, and I must be able to have children to continue The Kingdom.” - which would be based upon Beta programming).

The most common programming categories are Alpha, Gamma, Beta, Delta, Omega, and Theta. These basic categories will be found in almost every trauma based mind control system if their abusers/programmers had enough time (and early enough access in terms of age of the body) to begin basic training.  Some survivors are lucky enough to be removed from their abusers before this can be completed, but sadly most are not removed in time because one or more of their immediate family is involved in their abuse/training.  These categories are both core/base programming (meaning there will be at least one alter of each type present in the system), and can be a specialty skill (meaning a system was designed to have a high population of this type of alter).  Many alters will even have programming from more than one of these categories at the same time (such as a Beta Delta).

ALPHA:  Base/Foundation programming, general dissociation skills, blank slates with amnesia barriers, and information attainment, storage, and recall.

GAMMA:  Misinformation, obfuscation, denial, confusion, and deflection of outsiders, along with maintenance of internal communication systems, information and asset protection.

BETA:  Sexual task performance, sexual and emotional bonding to influence or serve others, performance of drug administration or compromising situations in order to blackmail targets.

DELTA:  Weapon skills used for physically protecting assets, targets, or information, including the use of lethal force (either as assassination, self-defense, or body guard type situations). Interrogation tolerance and administration, fugue/automatic task performance (i.e., don’t think, don’t feel, just do this one scripted task until complete or dead), and other soldier-like training (“To Serve and Protect at any Cost”)

OMEGA:  Training and preparation to be able to commit suicide on demand, to be a willing sacrifice for a ritual or religious demand, or to suicide due to failing an assignment (seen as a form of protecting the secrets or information contained inside, and protecting or servicing the Family/Cult/Organization which owns them). They have a strong need to honor Family/Religious Bonds (“Death Before Dishonor”) and fear being killed and disgraced if they are seen as traitors (i.e., losing status, losing immortality, losing the protection/membership of the Family/Cult/Organization, and losing the rewards they have been promised in Heaven/Eternal Life/Afterlife).

THETA:  Training in religious, esoteric, occult, magic, Dark Arts, and energy work. These alters have very complex belief systems, may have psychic abilities, and often have special powers inside the internal world (such as to program, heal, or remove memories from other alters). Their religious beliefs are often at complete odds with others inside the body who tend to be more traditional/organized religion based such as Christian or Catholic and who may attend regular church services in the outside world.

There are two components of Theta, one of which would be part of the core/base programming, the other is more like Beta or Delta where it is a specific job assignment/skill. The core part of Theta is the system components/structures that maintain the whole internal system, controlling such things as which memories alters are allowed to keep and which ones are put into storage, what data that is allowed to be “known” or must be “hidden” and by what people, if damaged/“killed” alters are to be healed or sent to storage, when new programming scripts are to be triggered inside, and even what outsiders are allowed to access which inside alters (called “access”).  Alpha is like the operating system installed on a computer (like Windows or Mac), but Theta is the actual machinery that responds to the operating system and executes it’s commands (the actual computer equipment).  Beta, Delta, and Theta are also specific programs/skills, like specific computer applications, which can be added to the operating system (such as Word and Excel).  Theta alters are often put in positions of power over others, either as leaders or in a skilled professions that have the ability to interact with the Theta core programming of other alters and the Theta system itself.

Trees, Healers, Programmers, Doctors, Court/Council members, and Undertakers are all common types of alters who are trained to work as Thetas. They fix/repair, control/program, manipulate/enforce/punish, and keep other alters working in line with their own jobs/demands/programming. And they will often tell you that they connect or communicate to others like them “through Theta.” This may appear like a psychic ability, telepathy, long-distance non-verbal communication, or other non-tangible connections between alters (like invisible threads that keep them connected, like Wi-Fi enabled devices being able to communicate on the same network). These Thetas may have also been trained or experimented on to try to develop psychic abilities outside their inner world, such as ESP, Remote Viewing, and Psychic Manipulation.

DIDMCSRA.wordpress.com  ©12/17/2016

https://didmcsra.wordpress.com/2016/12/17/mk-ultra-greek-programing-in-didmcsra-systems/

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People need to understand that Pica is not a trend in which one eats only dirt, chalk, ice or cornstarch but an impulse eating disorder in which can end your life. Pica is eating stuff that is toxic to the body, can slice you from the inside, decrease nutrients. Pica is anything but a "trend". Pica is a seriously ED

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Having disorders such as ASPD, Autism, and even DID you mask a lot, sometimes you mask the mask. We have been masking since early childhood knowing and not knowing we were masking and when you have been masking for so long and so hard, identity crisis can come so often. It leaves you wondering if there is any mask that is genuine or if they're all fake then what is the real you. Masking for so long leaves you so confused about yourself that you begin to create another mask just so you can say I am no longer confused, I no longer have an identity crisis, leaving the cycle to continue endless because you never were given a sense of self identity to begin with

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remembering why we dont bodily get into relationships much until we feel we've healed enough

•Intrusive/Paranoid Thoughts- Heightened

•Need For Control- Heightened

•Possessiveness- Heightened

•Stalking- Heightened

•Age Regression- Can Heighten

•Boredom- Heightened(partners are not boring this could be the result of long distances

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Something I realize having this disorder, ASPD is that while there are people who can be easily manipulated by me just as there are people who can manipulate me, while I hate being manipulated I do have to applaud them. That being said I do admit the type of people who can out- manipulate me are lawyers. They are beyond masters of the game, making money off of loopholes and such. I genuinely believe most if not all lawyers have some traits or even are diagnosed with ASPD

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meeting someone who is my type

Fck damn they're exactly my type they're an exception above all exceptions. They with anyone? Think I can break them off with the one they're with and keep them to myself? Or be partners with them then slowly get them to become drawn to me more? What interests do they hold? Would they actually be beneficial in the long run? I can picture myself with them for years on end

upon knowing the exception has a partner

That....partner knows nothing about my exception they don't even share the same value. I can be a better being than they are to them they even trying? If my exception does not see that soon then they're blind idiots. I can't let anyone else lay claim to them unless I too like the other person. Why can't people just not be idiots and just understand Im always the better option for everything

after some logical thinking

Just let things flow, you're trying not to be a total asshole. Are you trying to change or are you trying to find new ways to White Knight? We act up now we'll never get to grasp our exception so be patient they'll come around

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Diagnosed with ASPD- Antisocial Personality Disorder, currently suspected and soon to be evaluated for BPD- Borderline Personality Disorder with two professionals. This was the convo which led them to suspect I might have BPD----

Old Friend- Hey so everyone says you're being real toxic and they want me to leave

Me- Alright then? You can leave it's not like I'm keeping you in a cage

Old Friend- Did our friendship mean nothing?

Me- It meant something alright but it's also your life do whatever the hell you want

Me Internally- They are bluffing. They wouldn't be able to leave me. They're too dependant on me

Old Friend- Ok...if you say so

Me- Yea

Me Internally- I give them 5 minutes they'll be back they always do

5 minutes later...

Me- It's been 5 minutes why aren't they back? Did they actually leave? Wtf? I was nothing but good to them, better than their other so called friends and this is how they betray me? Yea I know I gave them freedom but they should know that means to stay. They should know that means I'm a better friend than anyone who begs the other to stay....TF...they actually left....oh my god....let's look into their social

reads they made a paragraph not addressing to anyone in particular

Me- This is obviously addressed to me why wouldn't it? As soon as we stopped talking they posted this....I knew I shouldn't have played nice this is what I get for letting people leave me and now I've lost something beneficial to me...maybe I can reel them back in and this time keep a tight leash on them make them see that leaving me was a bad idea no it's their own fault for listening to others who don't know shite and for walking out. It's all on them. Let them cry about our broken friendship

continues stalking their social medias

Me Internally- I'm obsessed