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Hi so uh... Glad you liked my blog (?) lol

I really do!

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It brought me flashbacks to THAT scene in Merlin. Iykyk

listen listen i know this has been done a thousand times already but i still kinda want to make one lol

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Rebloging 'cause i can

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What are you into nowadays? I may have remembered wrong, but I think you mentioned not being as into the BNHA fandom as before? 🤔🤔🤔 but I can’t quite recall… Anyway!! If you have any media you’ve been super into lately, rant away (even if it’s still BNHA)!!! 🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡

Well, it's not like I left the BNHA fandom completely, but it's not as strong as my love for it b4.

I'm in the DC fandom, mostly Wally West stuff (my love came directly from the young justice animated series and it just stuck) and the batfam (excluding Batman, I have strong and complicated feelings for that man.)

Also I'm starting Buffy and between studies and stuff i have almost no time to live, so i came back to my roots and whenever i want to read something i go to the Naruto time travel stuff.

What about you?

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Truly belive Dick has blackmailed Babs, Bruce, Alfred and everyone who ever knew about his ✨wild past✨ so no one talks about it. Tim knew back then what Dick was like, but as years passed and he get to know "the real Dick" he replaced that image in his mind for the good older brother, "would never hurt a fly", lovey doby, Dick. And, of course, Dick loves this. It's his entertainment. Gaslighting in the fun way. Being a menace. Being his true self. Hshshhs

I just know Jason is so fed up with the rest of the Batfam not knowing how much of a shitbag Dick was when he was a teenager. I know this man looks like a complete nutcase when he tries to convince Tim or Damian that Dick had his asshole phase, too. Don’t believe his fucking golden boy, depressed, running on fumes, burnt out, “I’d give everything and then some for the good of the world” act. He’s a lying liar that lies. It’s ALL lies.

Mr. Professional Older Brother was a goddamn menace to society, and Jason Todd is gonna PROVE IT, DAMNIT.

“I know what you are,” says Jason.

“Lol,” says Dick. “Lmao.”

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Hope this works. Will keep you updated

Happiness Will Come To You.

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So.... I decided i wanted to read 'Loveless' by Alice Olseman. Then I actually started to and, not kidding, I love it. It may be rushed, but at least the first 100 pages are... Idk how to explain it, but...

I felt seen.

I think that's the best way to put it. I felt validated by someone. I was reading Georgia's thoughts and I was like: "It's me! I went through that! I had those thoughts!"

I started to mark all the frases that made me relate to her in only the aro/ace part and... Man, there's just a lot.

And... And it feels good. It feels... Idk.

I really think Alice did a good job, an amazing job, and I'm looking forward to finishing this and giving it a complete review. But if the rest is at least ¼ of this first 100 pages... Then it's already on my favorite list.

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Well... This is not what i usually post, but I'm here to give a personal experience.

I had an exam today, or at least I thought I had an exam today. And I was prepared, I had learn the material and make preparations and asked the day off at my work, and everything was good to go. And so when the clock hits 14hs I get to the place, and search for the class and sat my ass at my usual place, got out my headphones and waited the 30 minutes that it should have taked the people and professors to get there and start the exam.

But then 14:15 hits around and there's not one sould in there aside for me, but I tell myself: "It's fine, not everyone likes to get there earlier, and maybe I just happen to have an exam with people who likes to arrive at the hour, it's fine" and so i tricked myself into waiting a little more. 14:25 and there still wasn't anyone there, so I started to panic.

I was literally seconds away from crying and I was a mess, thinking I had read wrong the time and that I had lost the exam, that I would have to wait another month or 2 to be able to re-do it, and that I would have to ho to a faculty member and explain why I haven't got there, and that worked me out more and more, and with every little thought I had I got more worked out and freaked out.

But then, the analytical part of my brain kicked in, and there was this little voice inside me that told me to do things 1 step at a time. So I took a big deep breath and grabbed my phone, I decided to see what was the true time of the exam just so I knew by how much I missed it, but that's where I noticed that I had the time right. Right there was a big 14:30 written on the pdf, so I got confused. That's, of course, until I checked for the date of the exam: December 13th.

I had to go back home, and explain to my dad that I had written wrong the date, and that the exam was tomorrow. Then he asked why it had taken me so long to go back home once i realized it, so i had to explain to him that I had a little bit of a freak out in the middle of an empty class because of the situation and proceeded to tell him everything that i just explained here.

So yes, I made a fool out of myself just for checking wrong the date, so i guess my advice here is: CHECK THE FUCKING DATE OF EVERYTHING MORE THAN ONCE. Double check it, triple check it, ask for a friend to chek it too. Because I may have gone a day early, but it could have gone the other way, i was lucky. I could have shown up the day after, and then I would have lost that exam. And it's not the end of the world, I know, but to lose an exam for going in on the wrong date is the worst kind of reasons to lose an exam, much lore when you had prepared for it.

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I wish there was a way of recording how many people have read a fic on ao3 more than once

Like, ranking fics by kudos is all well and good, but I want to find the comfort fics when I enter a new fandom

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First of all: TW: mentions of suicide, depression and suicide talk.

Ok so... Apparently I haven't made the post about the suicide bait thing with Bakugou so... Here I am.

Now I want to start with saying that this ks MY opinion, that if you have a different one you are valid and if you want to have some type of debate about this I am more than open to it, be it private or made by reblogin.

So... 'Take a swan dive off a roof'. That's the comment that was made by Bakugou that is really polemical and that a lot of people take as a suicide bait, but I don't. Don't get me wrong, I do believe it was the wrong way of expressing but I don't think it was suicide bait.

So first of all lest look into the context of the comment. Katsuki said that after Izuku had told him he was going to go to UA exam to go to UA. Why is this important? Because that exam IS dangerous.

In the arc of the exam we almost see Ochako being killed by a robot and later of we see Deku almost dying by destroying the robot without care for his self. We see damaged structures there, places that are 1 slopy blow of the air for crumbling and places that have crumbled. we don't see any adults there with them. And that's just for what I can remember. So yes, it's a dangerous thing to do, but for someone who has trained in some for it may be better.

Wich leads me to my 2nd point: Izuku hadn't trained a day in his life before that. He was just wallowing om sadness that he 'coudn't be a hero' because of his quirkless status. He had never lifted a weight before All Might appears to tell him that there was a way for him to have a quirk. Why is this important? Because he wanted to go to the previous mentioned dangerous exam without any physical training.

I'm not saying that you need to have a physical quirk for you to pass the exam, i say you need physical training. I say you need to, at least, be able to avoid being crush by the pieces of concrete falling or avoid the robots as a whole. I said that at least you need to be aware of your body limits, because if you surpassed them by much there and you stop being able to move you are death.

So yes, Izuku wanting to go to the exam by that point was almost a suicide. And I think the comments Katsuki made was a way of saying: "If you want to die so badly them just jump, 'cause it's an easier and less painful way to do it, and you would save your mom to think you ever had a way to survive '. Because being 100% i don't think Deku would have survived the exam by that point.

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Also what's wrong and what's right are not solid concepts. They are based on the society you live, the people you hang and the way you were raised. So it kind of make sense that once you don't have a soul you start to see it differently.

ik they needed it for conflict or w/e but i think it would have been VERY funny if nothing had changed when jack lost his soul. like he just completely acts the same and is just like why are you all LOOKING at me im FINE i know right from wrong. and then cas and dean just turn towards sam and stare at him silently

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Interesting how Deku has, like, no flashbacks of actually being bullied by Bakugou… Just ignored largely, hanging out with Bakugou and his friends, or Bakugou bragging

And before you (general) say how Bakugou beat up Deku in one flashback, I would just like to remind everyone that:

1) It’s canon that older kids would seek out Bakugou to fight him. Deku isn’t special.

2) We were shown the middle of the conflict where Bakugou was already fighting another kid. Deku isn’t special.

3) Deku joined a fight that was already in progress. You can’t jump in the middle and defend the enemy and not expect to be treated like one as well. Deku isn’t special.

Bakugou was canonically raised with violence. Bakugou thought smoking was wrong but being aggressive wasn’t, and no one taught him otherwise. I’m not saying Bakugou was right, but I’m also not saying he bullied Deku like how a large part of the fandom thinks he did. We just don’t have proof for it. He’s a kid who is a product of his environment, and as soon as he got out of that, he got better.

He’s expressed multiple times how uncomfortable he is with Deku knowing details about him and his quirk, but somehow he is the only one that has to change, and the change always benefits Deku. This isn’t fair for Bakugou. Having to ignore your boundaries to satisfy the person pushing past them isn’t fair to anyone whether they were an aggressive child or not. Bakugou has friends that respect his boundaries. He doesn’t need ones that don’t.

That’s part of the reason why I don’t like most “bkdk talk about their past and Bakugou apologizes” fan content, because a majority of the time, Bakugou is the only one apologizing and the only one changing, and he ends up becoming friends with Deku, which is something he didn’t want but Deku kept pushing for. Deku needs to understand boundaries and change as well, and I won’t pretend that their relationship was one-sided in the toxic department, because I do not believe that it was.

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First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

How you dying 👀

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Tintin remembers what comes after 15.

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This. But also:

Can we please stop considering a CHILD the worst of the worst for making mistakes?

Like... I get it, I understand that what he did was wrong. I know that bullying is wrong, but he also is just growing up. He's a child who makes mistakes and he has apologized, he changed for the better.

And I believe that his actions at that moment spoke more of his education and his role models than his actual personality. Usually kids mimik what they see, they copy the adults actions. He's growing up, he's learning and he's changing.

Again I'm not saying that what he did to Izuku is right, but you can't condemned him for a mistake he did at 14.

TLDR: STOP SAYING THAT A CHILD IS THE WORST SHIT OF THE WORLD WHEN HE'S JUST A KID.

news flash, pretty: one good thing doesn't make up for a lifetime of being a horrible human being. Bkdk is still toxic & Bkg is still a bad person. Everyone need to stop looking at him through rose tinted goggles and recognize his faults

Alright, so first of all, Bakugou Katsuki is perfect in every conceivable way, and you can get the fuck out with that horseshit.

Secondly. I don’t like responding to stuff like this, because I know that that’s exactly what y’all want. But, this time, I really just need to give people my take on this, despite knowing that I will absolutely get hate for it.

Bakugou Katsuki bullied Midoriya Izuku. Yes, I get that. Now let me tell you something that might just blow up your small peanut brain:

I don’t care.

Bakugou isn’t real. None of his actions have real-life consequences. This boy could straight-up murder people in cold blood, and I would not give less of a shit. He’s my comfort character. I love him unconditionally.  

Am I proud of the absolute masterpiece of character development that he’s achieved for himself? Fuck yes. I am so proud of him. But what some folks don’t seem to realize is that his status as my favorite character is not dependent on the integrity of his moral compass.

Like dude. People out there are whining about how he was a mean little shit in middle school. You think I give a fuck? My favorite character in She-Ra is fucking Catra, and she nearly destroyed her entire planet. My favorite character in The Dragon Prince is Soren, and he literally tried to murder some children. I have no sympathy for any of the people that these characters have hurt, including Deku. And maybe that’s callous. Maybe that’s gross and cold-hearted. But I don’t care. Because these people don’t exist, and neither do the victims of their mistakes.

Also. Here’s the thing.

I’ve been bullied, and I’ve been the bully myself. I know what it feels like from both ends of the spectrum; and, although I can only speak from my own experience, I will say that the most visceral pain that I have ever experienced was felt during the time I spent pushing it onto others.

I will never, ever care about Deku’s hurt, because I’ve been where he was; and, for me, it was nothing compared to the after.

In real life, it’s different. Here, in this world, I would be enraged. My chest would burn; my head would be pulsing from all the blood rushing into it. I wouldn’t be able to speak in sentences that make sense, because I never do when I’m that angry.

I wouldn’t hate Bakugou (I honestly don’t think I have it in me to hate this boy), but I would rage at him. An icky, slimy part of me might even want to make him hurt.

Yet it’s not real life. Both of these children are figments of a stranger’s imagination. It’s easy, so fucking easy, to distance myself from a few unfortunate bastards when they don’t reflect some shitty piece of my world back at me. I don’t feel sorry for Deku, because nothing about him feels real.

Bakugou feels real to me. He feels tangible. I can hold onto him and go through all this shit with him. His character growth makes me happy because it reminds me of my own, but it’s not the thing that makes me love him. It’s just him.

And I know that there are going to be ‘sweet widdle angles uwu’ up on their high horses making a fuss about morality and shit, all “oh that makes you a terrible person” yada yada, and fine. Go off if it makes you feel better. Just remember that Black Widow was a whole assassin, and that Loki has also killed many people, and that Tony Stark is kind of an asshole, and that I don’t condone any of those things in the real world (except maybe some assholery), but that I do still love all of them.

If it hurts real people, it’s not okay. Bakugou Katsuki never hurt any real people. Therefore I don’t care. He won’t, but the little shit can bully people to his heart’s content, and he will remain my favorite character. He won’t, but he can run away and join the villains. Maybe blow some buildings up, commit some arson just for funsies. I will still love him. Literally nothing he does will change that.

So yeah. Go ahead and shit all over his character development. Claim he hasn’t changed. Call Bakudeku toxic and abusive. By all means, scream into the void. Just know that it gives zero fucks about what you have to say.

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I don't believe it was just on Sam. Like... They (Dean and John) told him all his life that the hunt came first, that feelings weren't important and that killing the monster was the important and what should be done no matter what, a d that was aldo what Sam could never really do.

Sam was always the sensitive one, the one who really, truly, deeply care about the victims and, sometimes, even the monsters, so the part were he had to "turn off" his feelings was always hard to him.

Now, when he lost his soul that wasn't an impediment anymore. It wasn't like he was just going around killing or whatever, he just didn't care about the victims and just care to get the job done, and he did. It was, according to him, the moment when he was most productive and more effective. He was finally doing what the rest of his family asked him to do.

I believe that even soulless he could differentiate good from bad, but it was in the same way a character like Sherlock Holmes do. They can difference that something is good, but if pushed by the 'greatest good' they won't care.

I know this was supposed to be a funny post, I just wanted to talk about this and I believe your post was the perfect to comment

ik they needed it for conflict or w/e but i think it would have been VERY funny if nothing had changed when jack lost his soul. like he just completely acts the same and is just like why are you all LOOKING at me im FINE i know right from wrong. and then cas and dean just turn towards sam and stare at him silently