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Even the dawn doesn't want to be near bro

Also, EJ looks like an Owl

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I played my very first session of RPG yesterday, it was SO fun. My cheeks are still hurting from laughing (I got to introduce an NPC to the concept of a Twink it was hilarious) my mind is still filled with ideas and questions from it I can't wait for the next session!!!

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I just remembered that pinhole blindness is a thing and I think is a pretty solid way to describe how jack sees. If I could "label" it he would have pinhole blindness and full Color blindness (like seeing black and white)

so like he sees like this more or less, the static is because I saw a guy with pinhole blindness say he sees shapes and colors in the part where he doesn't see but my editing skills aren't really good so I just went the easy way

I think you could even say that the black and white could be with more contrast to make it really hard to see but idk

This is how someone who isn't disabled and not color blind would see the image for comparison:

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What's the pastas sexuality + gender identity?

🏳️‍🌈 Eyeless jack: gray aro and bissexual

🏳️‍🌈 Laughing Jack: genderfluid and pansexual

🏳️‍🌈 Nina: cupiromantic (aromantic spectrum), bisexual and demigirl + some xenos bc she finds them fun

🏳️‍🌈 Clockwork: non-binary and Omni

🏳️‍🌈 Jane: Lesbian and demisexual

🏳️‍🌈 Kate: Lesbian/sapphic and agender

🏳️‍🌈 Hoodie: demiromantic and gray assexual - Doesn't label himself in what gender he likes but you can say pan

🏳️‍🌈 Masky: bisexual with preference for men

🏳️‍🌈 Toby: demiromantic and pansexual

🏳️‍🌈 Jeff: I would like to say he's gay but this man is so straight is not even a joke anymore but he is assexual

🏳️‍🌈 Ben: Gay but like, no homo.

🏳️‍🌈 Slenderman: strict aroace, his gender is horrors beyond human comprehension/jk

🏳️‍🌈 Bloody Painter: demiaroace, bisexual with preference for woman, non binary.

🏳️‍🌈 Xvirus: trans man, strict aroace but open to queerplatonic

A/n: Happy pride! Shout out to the gays!

The source for all of this is: "the voices in my head told me so" I'll not be debating where or not the things I put here are valid or not but if someone has a cannon identity that I'm not aware of please tell me, I'll try to correct that part. Also - do you prefer my commentary to be at the beginning or the end of my posts? Not sure what's best

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I don't really think y'all care but just cause I started complaining here I might as well bring it to an end

I GOT MY INSTAGRAM ACCOUNT BACK HAHA

After like 2 months of being denied any form of retrieving it without a password or email (and not knowing the 2fa) I finally was able to do the video thingy and got it back!! Yippee!!! I immediately changed the password, changed the phone number and email and I'm going to put my own 2fa I just need to figure how to do it bc I never did it before

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Hi Hi!!! I saw requests were open and I wanna take a shot!! I love your writings so-.. here I am!

I was wondering if I could make a request about the reader who's a lil guy/GN ofc! And they don't know how to speak or compliment people! Sooo...they Stare! Then as they were staring at the pastas they get noticed! (I can't explain well..please make this however you please!) but the reader is also a lil creepy fellow:3

Thank you sm! And please take ur time!!

(reader can be any age but I mainly referring to a teen reader around 13?)

Reader is a Lil stary guy

A/n: Hiiiii!!!! It's me I'm the lil guy 👁️👁️ You didn't really say what creeps do you want so I did the ones I seen fit also sorry if this is weird my only reference for 13 year olds is my sister and she isn't really normal, she's following the same weird kid path as me I feel worried and proud 🥹 but I think it's fit for this. Sorry for the wait! Enjoyyy!

👁️ You got into the mansion by accident really, you sneaked out one night and wandered far enough that you got there. You know silly kid stuff is not like Slenderman knocked on your window with a plushie or something because he found you cute and wanted a new small child noooo he wouldn't do that (he did)

👁️ Masky is now basically your dad, as he is with every child/teen pasta, he finds you odd but he takes care of you.

👁️ After some time the pastas kinda learned how you act and are less odded out, Masky also learned how you communicate with your eyes and sometimes you'll be staring and he's like "ah they're grumpy because they're hungry don't mind them"

👁️ You vibe a lot with EJ, he doesn't mind the staring and since you don't talk you both just look at each other for periods of time or you'll be just looking at him while he works.

👁️ this one I'll let you choose who but you admire one of the pastas so much you hover over them constantly. Just following them around, staring and picking up what they like so you can like it too. You know typical younger sibling behavior.

👁️ Staring/no blinking contest with Jeff. He technically can't be beaten because you know no eyelids so the rule is "no looking away" you're constantly tied so is a never ending contest

👁️ Sally likes playing with you, you don't talk but you let her dress you up so it's all fine and dandy for her

👁️ Slenderman is the only one that can really communicate with you effectively because of mind reading but overall the pastas understand you pretty well

👁️ You learn a lot of things from the pastas, specially stealth and sneaking. You aren't big enough to murder yet but stalking is fine

👁️ They don't really know what happened before you got to the mansion but you're now family and that's what matters

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Ok so some news:

1 My insta account wasn't deleted, I guess it was temporally disabled because I panic and attempted enter so many times but I still haven't got it back but at least I haven't lost my things. I will open a police case about it because it's apparently that's the only way the fuckin email bot will listen to my complain

2 University is doing great! I've doing SO many projects is been so fun but also overwhelming my semesters are reduced to 3 months each cause of the recent strikes so they're trying to get it back on track so my deadlines are so tight I finished my very last project on 5am yesterday. I start my 2 weeks off in between semesters on Monday

3 I'll start writing again as soon as possible! I have 5 request on my inbox I guess. I'll probably update some old writings because they're not aligned with what I think anymore, also because I think I can articulate some things better now

4 I started playing RPG! The sessions haven't started yet but I've made my character and I'm excited!

Sorry for the silence I've been I'm doing so much is crazy

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I fucking hate HATE Instagram. They didn't send me anything to warn me that my account was hacked, not even an "hey someone is trying to change your email, put this code in the app if it was you" just "hey congratulations 🎉 your email has been changed to this one here, good luck :)"

Now the bitch that hacked my account has activated the 2 factors + changed password so I can't get in and possibly excluded my account. I had so much inspo, so much memories there and is all gone like that. I HAD THIS ACCOUNT SINCE I WAS AROUND 10 AND IS GONE LIKE THAT

I contacted support but still nothing. And every insta fAQ says that deleted accounts can't be restored.... Some say that it takes 90 days to fully delete but I'm not so sure this is possible.

I feel like shit.

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Hii since requests are open can uh i ask for jeff the killer with a cannibal s/o ??

this is my first time requesting lol kinda nervous even tho its anonymous lol,, also your works are really good! i really enjoy them:))

Jeff with a Cannibal S/O!

A/n: this is so fun! Thank you I really put a lot of passion in my writing and seeing that people enjoy it makes me happy!! I really appreciate all the compliments and asks and requests with all my heart it makes my life more worth living knowing people see me and appreciate my work. Anyway! I already did something like this with Cody(X-Virus) if you want to check it out!

I'm so sorry for the long wait and kind of poor quality (u can request again if you'd like it redone) I've been so full of University/college work is killing me (is being fun tho I love my major!). I'm also having a lot of physical pain and idk if I'm sick, if I'm just exhausted, if I'm anemic or something else entirely different

🥩 a bit creeped out but because his brain haven't got haywired enough to break the natural defense mechanism "you shouldn't eat other humans" that everyone has.

🥩 Doesn't judge but won't partake in it either, sure he will stay in the same room as you when you cook but he won't eat it

🥩 you bite him. Constantly. He's chocked that you haven't just bit a piece off

🥩 Will bring you meat if you ask him, if is not too complicated of course. An arm? An leg? Sure, a heart? A kidney? Ask EJ he can't be bothered to dissect the body he did this too much in science class and he hated it

🥩 If you try hard enough you can convince him to cook for you, he doesn't like to cook at all so it's a hard task but when he does it turns out surprisingly good. He has a secret seasoning that he keeps hidden and no one really knows what's in it, he only confirmed it had salt and pepper.

🥩 You'll threaten bitting his fingers off and eating them raw if he's pissing you off. He'll say "it will taste like burnt meat, go ahead" which it kinda does when u lick him but this men is stinky so you don't know if it's just the filth or if he really tastes like that

🥩 If he dies you will eat his heart, it's a promise. He'll put yours in a jar.

🥩 People taste differently, depending on their lifestyle and stuff (I assume at least, is kinda like that with cows, the more stress-free they're the better the meat is). Sometimes he'll ask you to describe what different people taste like and what do you think the other creeps would taste like

🥩 You've made a rank of who you're going to eat first in the mansion, he's creeped out a lil bit but think it's fair (he's not on the list so he's more chill with it)

🥩 he thinks you're weird as shit but that's why he loves u

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I hope y’all aren’t afraid to msg me btw!!

Send asks n reqs n trades n shit I love interactions!!!

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What's the creeps love language?

💘 Bloody painter: Gift giving. More specifically paintings of landscapes and still nature because when he sees a beautiful landscape he thinks of you and is a way to paint you without it being a death sentence for you.

💘 Toby: Words of affirmation. He loves talking your ear off about what exactly he likes about you and why, he could stay at it for hours. He melts every time you do the same

💘 Eyeless Jack: Quality time. Although he values his time alone he much prefers being with you, parallel play is a must for him. You both being just in the same room doing your own thing is perfect for him. He's like a cat.

💘 Laughing jack: All of them. Listen, he stayed trapped in a tiny box without any interactions for god knows how long. He eats up whatever your preferred love language is, although words of affirmation makes him giddier than he likes to admit.

💘 Jane: Physical touch. She LOVES deep pressure hugs, just hold her tightly and all her stress will go away. Hugs, hand holding or resting heads on each other's shoulders, she loves it all even more than kisses.

💘 Nina: Physical touch (receiving) + acts of service(giving). She loves doing things for you, clean your room, doing your hair and makeup, she truly does it all and take joy from it. BUT she much prefer when you give her kisses than when you clean something for her, she feels kinda bad when you go out of your way to do something for her, so physical touch it is.

💘 clockwork: Quality time. Doing mundane things with you just makes life more tolerable, she's not one to like going grocery shopping, brushing her teeth, etc. She does all those things of course but they're kinda insufferable to her. You being added into the mix makes everything easier and more enjoyable.

💘 Kate: Gift giving. She's not around you much but she's always thinking of you so she will sneak little gifts and things that makes her think of you to gift to you later. A flower, a drawing, some jewelry, everything she sees that remembers you, you'll be getting it.

💘 Masky: Words of affirmation. Random compliments!! You'll be doing the most mundane task in the world and he will blurt out something like "You're amazing at X. Did you know that?" Most likely unrelated to whatever you're doing at the time, he just remembers and says, not much thinking goes into complimenting you.

💘 Hoodie: Acts of service (receiving) + Gift giving (giving). He's a tired man, he appreciates so much when you do his chores for him it gives him a lil time to rest and he does value it so much. He does love to take time to make you stuff though, sweaters, photo albums, paper flowers and all that jazz it relax him and giving it to you after just feels right.

Happy Valentines 💘

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Hiii, if you’re still open to requests, may I suggest either Tim/masky or EJ (or anyone you prefer really) with a super femme S/O who’s just really crass. Like they love all things cute and pink but they’ll take every opportunity to say the most outrageous thing they can think of

EJ and Masky with a hyper fem s/o who says outrageous stuff

A/n: hii!! Omg I loved this request specially because I'm kinda like that? I mean my mouth sometimes runs faster than my mind and I end up saying outrageous things but it is not, like, on purpose most of the time and I really like dressing super fem! I also really love writing for EJ and Masky :D. Sorry for the long rant I'm kinda lonely and need to run my "mouth" out a bit, anyway I hope you enjoy!!

A bit of a content warning for NSFW and generally gross topics but nothing too explicit.

Eyeless Jack

🎀 honestly you too contrast so much is kinda comical. EJ is the dark serious silent type and you are a cute and pink agent of chaos who honestly can talk a lot, specially considering you take every opportunity to say absurds.

🎀 Is pretty hard to surprise/get him off guard but when he first meet you he was pretty surprised, he thought you would be the shy "feminine energy" super polite girl you being really crass caught him a lil bit off guard

🎀 He isn't bothered by the things you say, he honestly find the fact that you're crass quite interesting

🎀 Yap sessions Yap sessions!! You'll let all of your wildest thoughts run out of your mouth and EJ will sit and listen. He won't judge but sometimes a thing you said will generate a long philosophical discussion about why you think that and he usually says something like "you do/say that just because you like to go against the norm or is it something deeper?" to start it off

🎀 You asked him once if his semen could be dyed with food dye BEFORE it came out of his body. It technically can? But like only because you can "tint" the urethra a bit with the dye but it involves a catheter and he's not going to put one in his dick because you want to see how much food dye would take to make his cum neon green. No matter how much you tried to convince him he won't budge ☹️☹️

🎀 You know that scene in some random old movie that I don't know the name with Marilyn Monroe that goes something like that:

"I know more than 200 ways to kill a man"

"You could glue a jar filled with rats to someone's face and then light a torch on the bottom so it would start to heat up and the rats would try to run away by chewing the person face off ☺️"

"201"

That's you two.

🎀 The only time when he will ask you to shut up and be polite is when you need it for your safety. I mean not everyone likes crassness and the most violent creepypastas would kill you without a second thought if you irritate them too much so he'll make sure you know beforehand when it's dangerous for you to be your true self

🎀 As I said in previous headcanons Jack doesn't really see stuff so he doesn't have a solid opinion on your style of clothing, he likes the texture of it though. Ruffles are great to run his hands through

🎀 Over time he just kinda stopped listening your crassness like, not in the literal sense but sometimes people around him point out and he's just "oh I didn't notice" he just filtered out that what you were saying was crass and just registered "my s/o is talking"

🎀 Overall a pretty good relationship, you two balance each other very well

Masky

🎀 He doesn't really like people who are crass or being crass himself. He's too old for that, but he will put up with you out of love.

🎀 Overtime he grew used to how you are, but that doesn't mean he wouldn't look at you like you're insane when you say something particularly out of pocket. Like creeps usually do stuff that's not really polite or demure but they don't typically say stuff out loud (or at least they shouldn't)

🎀 Your cute style is really a pro in his list on why he put up with your bullshit. It might not look like it but he has a soft spot for cute things

🎀 yapping with him might be a little difficult, he will listen to you of course he's not a bad boyfriend but he will shut you down pretty quickly if you're trying to convince him of doing some weird experiment or saying something particularly absurd.

🎀 He will use stuffed animals, cute clothes, nice dinner dates etc. to bribe you to be at least less crass when the situation call for it. You will shut up and be polite and not crass if he just asks nicely but you can't help but exploit him a little on this aspect and I can't blame you

🎀 if you ask him, he will gladly give you some lessons on good manners. He likes you however you are but this is something he thinks you can work on...

🎀 shuts you up with kisses. I will not elaborate

🎀 He has a secret ranking of most outrageous stuff you said to him/near him is only 5 itens long but he likes looking at it from time to time when he's missing you.

🎀 Assuming the Creeps exist in the same universe as us and not in a separate one: you told him about Twink Masky. He did not like it. It was funny

🎀 Despite everything he loves your personality, even if your crassness can be considered a "flaw"

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Yay the Tumblr app is getting weird with my drafts again how I love being a mobile writer 🥰 I wish I could type faster in the computer

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Pls send requests i really need to get out of this writing block :(

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Pls send requests i really need to get out of this writing block :(

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Hello there fellow traveller! I've got a request for you! May I have some scenarios of Jeff The Killer, Ben Drowned, Ticci Toby visiting their s/o's house and their s/o playfully arguing with their siblings yelling like it's an everyday household?? 🤣🤭

Reader with their siblings:

Pastas visiting reader's house and seeing them play fighting with their siblings

A/n: I have two sisters, we argue a lot not really play arguing but yeah. This will be mostly based on my experience so sorry if some parts are way too specific, I can't really do much about that.

Jeff

💥 Been there done that. He has a brother too so he knows how fun this can be.

💥 Will take your side, if you get caught off guard he will cover for you.

💥 Discourage it if gets much violent though, specially if your siblings are younger than you. But like only extreme violence, he is ok with hitting but throwing a knife on your siblings eye is way too much...

💥 Will help your siblings get vengeance if he's pissed at you. Pranking you mostly

💥 Overall he just doesn't care, sometimes he finds it pretty entertaining

Ben

💥 Only child. Doesn't know how sibling banter look like but finds entertaining to watch you argue

💥 Non ironically will eat popcorn while watching the fight, will also throw popcorn at you both.

💥 if you vent to him about the fights will try to comfort you but is not very good at it since he doesn't know what is like having siblings

💥 Will take the side of the one who entertains him the most

💥 Honestly couldn't care less, sibling or not is just a playful banter. He doesn't think it changes anything if is family or not

Toby

💥 He misses his sister way to much to encourage playful banter. You'll need to reassure him that y'all are ok and is just for funzies

💥 Mostly stays out of it but will stop you if he thinks is getting too out of hand

💥 Will try to help you fight less with your siblings if it's a problem, specially if your reason is something along the lines of "I hurt them first so they will be tough and not be hurt by other people like I was" which is a problematic way of thinking but you can't really help yourself...Is a tough battle but eventually you'll fight less (hopefully)

💥 if any of you get upset he will listen to the vent and comfort you. Your sibling or you, either way he will listen and emphasize

💥 100% will make sure you make amends with your siblings as fast as possible if you fight hard. Because you never know when you could lose them.

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Stay safe out there! I know how tough things are in the US right now 🫶 my heart go out to y'all really hope this mess get better

They are still available to print! Just temporarily closed the orders to give out

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UPDATE! HOW TO GET / PRINT THEM!!!

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Hey! This is the link to the cards, a good resource for anyone who needs them or wants to provide them to their community. https://www.ilrc.org/red-cards

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