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Sooo ex bf ended up cheating on me back in january, went from 90 something to 85, skin is clear and my thigh gap is bigger. Meanwhile his f4t4ss is still engulfing himself in nothing but fast food and continues to get uglier by the day.

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Fuck fuck fuck ok so I'm on adderall for my ADHD and I'm in recovery for a thyroid issues as well so I have to meet with my nurse practitioner every 3 months to monitor me and my weight. I literally saw her a WEEK ago and weighed at 94lbs, i just weighed myself, and I'm 88.6lbs now. I'm gonna be in trouble if i drop any further bc i see her next in february, i love my progress sm and i finally look perfect. But now I have to purposely gain that way I'm off the hook. I hate thinking about it.

Idk what to do. Do i just say I'm working out a lot more?? I already made an excuse to her last week, and even then, it seemed like nothing I said reassured her about my drop in weight.

Im freaked dude I don't wanna recover if i get caught. I love my collarbones and being able to feel my spịne, or feel my hipbones finally, not feeling my legs rub tg while walking, being able to look all the way down and still be able to trace my jawline, I've come so far. I've come so far where people are starting to worry, and if I start gaining again it's gonna be so fkn noticeable.

And then the infamous

"You look healthy."

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I hate how i cant go for long periods of time not being able to talk to him without crying and hyperventilating that he's gonna get tired of me and leave.

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im th1n but not

“im worried about you”

th1n

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Bf wanted to go on a break and yk i am about to be SO skinny from the amount of crying I've already been doing😍😍

Went from 93lbs to 90 in 3 days sooo

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Just got told i "look healthier" ...bro

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Jealousy, jealousy.

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reasons to eat:

you are weak

you are dizzy

you are extremely nauseous (sign of electrolytes being out of wack)

NOT reasons to eat:

your tummy grumbled

it's been X hours since you ate

you're bored

the food is there

your friends got a treat so you might as well too

you burned more calories than usual today

"just one can't hurt"

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The best thinspø.

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Beauty

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💀 Curse Correspondences 💀

Crystals:

Agate - for use on a target who has entered a space uninvited, i.e. someone breaking into your home or vehicle

Alexandrite - causes obsession and delusions

Amethyst - causes sensitivity and self-destruction

Astrophyllite - causes those who have died at the hands of another to torment the target from the grave

Diamond - causes blindness, confusion, and disorientation

Diopside - lowers inhibitions and causes secrets to be revealed

Emerald - causes greed, selfishness, and isolation

Flint - causes conflicts

Garnet - leeches energy from a target

Kunzite - induces vulnerability 

Kyanite - used to infiltrate a target’s mind

Meteorite - used as a catalyst in baneful magick

Obsidian - used for general aggressive magick

Onyx - causes nightmares and mental torment, and is used to break up relationships

Opal - used to store negative energy, and then to be given to a target

Ruby - used to focus your intent on a target

Colors:

Black - law, justice, manifestation, sorrow

Red - force, energy, confrontation, jealousy, anger

Greenish Yellow - strife, discord, illness, conflict, jealousy, greed

Magenta - catalyst

Herbs:

Ague Weed - confusion 

Angelica Root - misery, strife, distress, discord

Asafoetida - drives enemies away

Bayberry - depression

Bindweed - binding

Blackberry Root - distress

Black Salt - misery, strife, distress, discord

Bladderwrack - illness

Bloodroot - substitute for blood

Blueberry - confusion, strife

Boneset - distress, confusion

Cayenne Pepper - anxiety

Chicory - discord

Chili Powder - discord, misery, strife

Cinquefoil - discomfort

Clove - stopping gossip

Cramp Bark - pain, illness

Dogbane - deception

Dragon’s Blood - destruction, strife, misery

Hemlock - discord, sadness

Henbane - illness, discord, melancholy

Jezebel Root - wickedness, ending relationships, punishing unfaithful lovers

Knot Weed - binding

Lemon - sourness, bitterness

Lemon Verbena - a boost of power, ending relationships

Lime - sourness, bitterness

Lobelia - discord

Mace - misery, strife

Mandrake - misery, strife

Mistletoe - isolation, confusion

Mullein - spirit work, nightmares

Mustard Seed - strife, discord

Myrrh - a boost of power

Nightshade (Belladonna) - discord, illness

Onion - strife

Patchouli - illness

Poke Root - confusion, discord

Poppy Seed - discord

Rue - misery

Safflower - destruction

Spanish Moss - bad luck

Slippery Elm - ending relationships

Stinging Nettle - jealousy, envy, discomfort

Sumac - bad luck

Tobacco - a substitute for any baneful herb

Tormentil - distress, harm, discord

Vetiver - silence

Wormwood (Absinthe) - misery, strife

Yew - spirit work

Yohimbe Bark - impotency

Planets:

Mars - power, force, energy, war, conflict, jealousy

Saturn - law, justice, chaos, revenge

Neptune - confusion, illusion, chaos

Pluto - death, mystery, crisis

Lunar Phases:

Waning - binding

Dark - destruction, banishing, justice

Black - power, manifestation

Taglocks:

DNA (saliva, nail clippings, hair, blood, etc.)

Drawings

Photos

The target’s name written on paper

The target’s signature

An item that belongs to the target

Other Ingredients:

Cigarette butts

Broken glass

Razorblades 

Vinegar

Lemon/lime juice

Alcohol

Bones

Needles

Nails

Thorns

Blood

Urine

Saliva

Shark teeth

Catfish spines

Murex seashells

Flying Devil Oil

Dead insects

Black sand

Charcoal

Disclaimer: I do not condone the unethical practice of collecting or harvesting animal parts, or forcefully obtaining certain biological taglocks. These are just ideas, and I am not responsible for anything you choose to do with them. 

Updated: 3-9-2017

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I read a while ago that if you smoke pot and fight through the munchies without eating it actually can aid in boosting your metabolism and ever since then everytime I smoke pot I feel like I'm taking a little happy vitamin pill 🎀💗🩰🦢🪷🪞

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Its so embarrassing having an ed and not looking like you have one😻😻

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my workout routine!!

i noticed visible results after doing parts of this a couple times a week, I'm now doing it every day except Sunday and I'm losing a LOTI'm a beginner and I could do it but it still pushed me so it's good for any level <3

20 lunges

10 crunches

15 jumping jacks

10 crunches

30 squats

REST + WATER

10 lunges

10 crunches

25 squats

15 jumping jacks

REST + WATER

20 lunges

30 sec plank

45 sec wall sit

10 crunches

20 squats

10 crunches

ideally 2x a day this really worked for me hope it helps u too 🩷🩷🩷

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I'm trying out these workouts ♡

I've done the first one for only a few days and i can already see some results, its so easy but burns so bad ✿

I've seen good reviews on the other ones and I'm going to challenge myself to do these for a month and then I'll post before and after photos (if i see results!!!) ☆

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i hate my thin friends

i hate being around my thin friends so much because i know i look like an idiot standing next to them. i'm skinny but not skinny enough. to the point where i look fat and weirdly proportioned next to them. i'm so jealous. i wish i could just cut all my body fat off

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Electrolytes and why they're important especially when water f4st!ng:

Electrolytes are electrically charged minerals, such as sodium, potassium, calcium, magnesium, chloride, bicarbonate, and phosphate. They are involved in various physiological processes.

During a water f4st, the body can lose electrolytes through various means, such as urine, sweat, and even through breathing.

Without sufficient intake of electrolytes, the body may experience imbalances that can lead to various health issues including:

muscle cramps, dizziness, weakness, irregular heartbeats, and in severe cases, even life-threatening conditions such as de4th.

Here's a breakdown of each electrolyte and its role in the body:

Sodium (Na+):

Role: Sodium is the primary extracellular cation (positively charged ion) and plays a vital role in maintaining fluid balance and blood pressure. It is essential for nerve impulse transmission and muscle function.

Source: Commonly found in table salt (sodium chloride) and many processed foods.

Potassium (K+):

Role: Potassium is the primary intracellular cation. It helps regulate fluid balance, nerve impulses, muscle contractions (including the heart), and maintains proper cellular function.

Source: Found in various fruits and vegetables, such as bananas, oranges, potatoes, and spinach.

Calcium (Ca2+):

Role: Calcium is essential for maintaining strong bones and teeth. It also plays a key role in muscle contractions, nerve transmission, blood clotting, and cell signaling.

Source: Dairy products, leafy greens, nuts, and fortified non-dairy milk.

Magnesium (Mg2+):

Role: Magnesium is involved in hundreds of enzymatic reactions in the body, including energy production, protein synthesis, muscle and nerve function, and maintaining healthy bones.

Source: Found in nuts, seeds, whole grains, leafy greens, and legumes.

Chloride (Cl-):

Role: Chloride is the major extracellular anion (negatively charged ion) and works closely with sodium to help maintain fluid balance and osmotic pressure in cells.

Source: Commonly found in table salt (sodium chloride) and many processed foods.

Bicarbonate (HCO3-):

Role: Bicarbonate is involved in regulating the body's acid-base balance (pH level) and is a crucial component of the bicarbonate buffering system.

Source: The body produces bicarbonate as part of normal metabolic processes.

Phosphate (HPO42-):

Role: Phosphate is essential for bone and teeth mineralization, energy production (adenosine triphosphate, ATP), and serves as a component of DNA and RNA.

Source: Found in various foods, including meat, dairy products, nuts, and whole grains.

To prevent these complications and support the body during a water f4st, it is crucial to supplement with electrolytes.

Many people who practice prolonged water f4st!ng or intermittent f4st!ng find it helpful to take electrolyte supplements or consume electrolyte-rich drinks to ensure they maintain proper mineral balance throughout the f4!sting period. However, it is essential to consult with a healthcare professional before starting any regimen or supplement routine, as individual needs may vary.