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Rabbit Fangs

(Yes my love, I am alright <3)

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Mari n Fin angst. Boy to I beloved them♡♡

(@steampunkwillow Reposting from my Insta and Tiktok!)

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Gang. No one fucks w Monama like I do. BITCH everyone is all over him now that his future design is hot!! But!! I've been w/ him since MIDDLE SCHOOL when he was a LIL BITCH (Im 20 now!!)

I made an OC just to date him!! Monoma Neito is MY GUY!! NO ONE GETS HIM!! LIKE I GET HIM!!

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So Deltarune--

Everyone is always so bummer about how we know our choices don't matter, and how the story has a set ending.

And, yeah, ok. Be a bummer.

But your choices DO matter.

Maybe they dont matter in the main scheme of things, but in the little details. How things are move, and how Kris' relationships are shifted...? Those are the choices that rrally matter.

You don't have to save/recruit everyone. You don't have to do anything in regards to the secret bosses. You don't have to hug Ralsie.

Every move you make matters to the people around Kris. The forge relationships and friendships that we, as the player, and, hopefully, Kris, can experience. And if that's not a choice that matters... Then what's the point??

Anyways, I will continue to be kind in the game and hope that long after I am gone, Kris is still happy with the friends we make.

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So Divine, yeah? (One of my story Characters)

For his gender debate I've come to a conclusion. He was born a boy ofc, duh, but raised a girl (or something akin to a girl) bc that's what tje cult thought their god was, a Woman. His whole life is dresses and long hair, and fem behaviors. He was taught all the toxic female gender roles. All so his body "feels natural doing womanly things when God takes over."

Sooo, when he gets out, he feels very connected to being a woman, but as he starts to experience more traditionally masculine things, he likes them too.

As such, he settle with being a cis-male, but so fully embracing his fem side(Especially now that he can control it himself). Now it skirts and button ups. Long hair and earings.

He sometimes still refers to himself as a woman, as its how he was raised, but now he has control of how the perception works. (It helps that he is a feminist and an icon, separately lol)

Btw I so clearly am referencing myself with his gender shit lolol

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Once again my selfinsert oc is getting away from me, and thus becoming her own character

THUS I MUST RESTART!!

She shall continue on as an oc whist a NEW, COOL, AMAZING selfinsert appears!! Yippee!!

So- June and Zane will be romancing it up in mystreet, and I (new selfinsert) will befriend everyone in PDH!!

I will eventually make a MCD oc/insert btw, not that anyone cares lolol

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Im glad to see a few people enjoying my silly little Zane posts...

Anyways people tends to get hung up on the fict he likes My Little Horsie(Which is a HUGE part of him, don't get me wrong!!) But I wish people would use more of his intrests!!

Like, obvi he likes cartoons, but its not just MLH!! What about Gravity Falls? After all, he and Aph cosplay Mable and Dipper!!

Also ab the cosplaying!! He goes as Chara from Undertale too (Which is a whole other discussion ab the parallels between the two♡) S clearly he likes Undertale and probs more story based rpgs!!

Like, I get all the fanfics were made years ago but :((

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Zane, working hard!

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Will I end up making a Zane Ro'Meave X Reader fanfic where (Y/N) is just based after me??

Most likley, yes.

Would I end up fineshing a huge outline just for me never to finesh the actual fic?

...

Also yes.

But, hey! What's the harm in trying ^^

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Headcanon that Zane is the most touch starved person on Mystreet, BUT he's also the most concerned about bounderies.

Aka; When you start to date him, he is awkward and hyperactive aware of all you movements. But the moment you show the will to be touched and loved on, he's all over you. His touches are soft and are super hesitant at first. As you grow closer and more comfortable around eachother, he yearns to be touching you in some way.

Mind you, he's not a super fan of being lovey dovey around all your friends, but his hand is always on you shoulder, or waist, or he's holding you hand. He'll sit too close so that your knees touch, and hell find a thousand reasons to brush your knuckles with his.

Idk, maybe im Ace, but I LOVE touch starved, yet considerate people♡♡ (Aka, myself!)

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*Throws all my books into the trash.*

ONLY APHMAU!! ONLY SELF INSERT X ZANE!! MYSTREET HYPERFIXATION IS BABY BABY!!

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Saw someone draw Chara and Asriel as a vintage photo, with Charas face being cut out to be in a locket, and loved the idea lol.

Mind you, I don't have the same kinda execution, so... 🤷 Here's Fox and Rabbit!!

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Sometimes i think about the books I wanna/am writing, and worry im not putting enough diversity in them. This is in multiple forms; race, body type, disabilities, etc, etc. Then I remember that I have a lot of them down, but don't think about it often. I mean, i think the disability thing is the main issue for me (which is funny bc I am disabled myself lol.)

But, like,

Alton Company: Main character (Fox) is an athletically-built straight young woman of an unknown mixed race

The Call of Divinity: Main character (Divine) is a underweight, aroace, autistic, white teen boy.

FairyTale: Main character (Maisy) is a chubby black girl, who is undecided in her sexuality bc she literally 8yo.

Mind you! This doesn't account at all for bg or side characters!! I really just need to work on my disability rep (I think, lol)!!

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Character sheet/doodle dumps♡

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Ettaline and Birdie♡

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You've seen Divine before the story!! Now heres him after!!