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Dear God, today i hate myself, because sex don't fit for me like fit to anyone else

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Jul 25, 2024

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that’s like soo funny I’m like dyinggg

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Why am I always the one who has to give in? I don't want to have to settle for something I don't like. I would love to be with someone who is also asexual because I'm tired of being the one forced to have sex so I can continue feeling loved. I don't like it, I'm not interested in doing it. And why do I have to settle for just having friends? I have the right to have a partner too, I want to love and be loved in a romantic way. Am I asking too much? Is there really no one for me?

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what people dont tell you about writing poems is you will look back and read them and realize you've died a thousand times and always end up the same as before.

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holy trinity of be gay do crime

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Interesting how all three ships my blog is centered around have this dynamic huh

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Hannibal (2013-2015)

Will putting Hannibal's hand on his waist

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The tragic gays occupying my heart. Artwork by me <3

| "I gave you a rare gift, but you didn't want it."

"Didn't I?"

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I wish they would notice

the silent screams

the silent tears

The sadness ripping trough my body

leaving it empty

and void

I wish they would notice

as I lay in the dark

not the only one in body

but the only one in heart

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I love this scene so much

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Community – 2.21: Paradigms Of Human Memory

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So, about that-