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I hate how there is so many theories about what Yellow actually is cause in my mind there is only one that makes sense... like let's get over them
•Yellow is the ACTUAL King in Yellow
this one just baffles me and I think it sorta got confirmed by Harlan Gurthie?? though I can't find where. let's start with the fact that having Yellow be inherently different or in any way "worse" than John completely ruins his character and storyline, throwing the question of what John would have become had things gone slightly differently out of the window. but setting that aside, there is NO way Yellow is the same kiy we've seen in s2. I refuse to believe it. plus, I know that trusting Kayne's word is dumb but he's very rarely outright lied and would have had no reason to do it in that situation, he specifically said that he was going to bring back John without his memories, "a lost and confused PIECE of the King in Yellow", and I don't see why he would have lied especially cause no one seemed to bring it up. ALSO Yellow remembers the Dark World while the King never went there to our knowledge
0% probability. I hate this theory
•Yellow is what's left of the King in Yellow, like a Kiy minus John
this one is literally the same as the previous one but I've seen many people phrase it like this. still, it would imply either that a) John is actually half of the King, which doesn't make sense cause it was always said/implied that John is a rather small piece of him. I always imagine him like 1/5 of the King? (yes I am at the point of unemployment and malevolent hyperfixation to make kiy fractions. don't mention it) or b) that Yellow is a much bigger piece of the King than John, which again would kinda ruin his whole storyline.
again, 0% cause it's basically the same theory
•Yellow is another piece of the King in Yellow, equal in size.
ok this one kinda makes sense, my only problem with this is that we've seen how far the King has gone to be whole again and I just can't imagine him feeling Kayne literally scoop another part of himself (straight after he kicked out the PREVIOUS part of himself that he raised hell to get back) and do nothing about it. surely we would have heard something from him in s3 and 4 if he actually knew someone ripped him apart and took something from him AGAIN. it's also possible that the King knew just how much more powerful Kayne is and didn't do anything for that reason? still, meh
30% probability simply because it's hilarious to think that the King just keeps losing bits and pieces of himself around and is currently furious about it.
now my favourite and the only one that makes sense in my mind
•Yellow is John, the same exact fragment, with zero memory of his time with Arthur.
this is exactly what Kayne promised Arthur and again, why lie? his deals are in bad faith and always hide something, but he never outright lied. also, it would imply that the actual King in Yellow, still in the Dreamlands, might not even know that there's another fragment of him just walking around on earth, AND it's just so much more interesting to think about how Yellow turned out if you see him as another version of John. it's the whole nature vs nurture argument, John met Arthur while he was relatively doing good and had a whole month in the hospital being cared for. despite everything, John had time and support, the two things Yellow never ever had. Yellow met Arthur at his absolute lowest, who switched on him the second he didn't act like John, and like two days later he was stuck with Larson (i would get homicidal too). John picked up his name and a vague notion of who he wanted to be before he even found out he was the King, Yellow was immediately offered two identities: one that aligned with what he was feeling, and one that didn't, and he clang to the one that made sense.
#please please tell me your opinions in the comments#cause atp i truly dont get the argument over him and i wanna hear more point of views#also yellow absolutely took over my mind since he appeared#i love him sm#he was given zero chance#and im so mad about it#i desperately want him to come back but im afraid he never will#probably the most tragic character in the whole show i said what i said#yellow defender till the day i die#might just repost a long ass rant about him that i once posted on reddit#malevolent#arthur lester#john doe malevolent#yellow malevolent
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ok poll time i need answers
#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi show#guys if i add campaign tags will you be mad at me#promise you wont okay#hold my hand#promise you wont be mad#ok im doing it#jrwi riptide#jrwi pd#jrwi bitb#<- Hate that one. <- currently hyperfixated#jrwi apotheosis#bitch i cant spell apotheosis#jrwi fated#Does anyone even check the fated tag anymore....#sigh. feeling like shit just want bra'ad back#um#what am i missing#is there any point putting it in the judgement tag for the 3 total judgement fans#jrwi judgement#WONDERLUST OH SHIT#jrwi wonderlust#thats all of them i think.#not putting it in oneshot tags thats doing too much#polls#br'aad not bra'ad. dont fucking look at me
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It's 3.29 am and I can't sleep cause I'm hyper-fixating on microcontrollers and fans so here goes a question for my autistic humans.
What's your current hyper-fixation?
#autistic can't sleep like normal people#I can't sleep like normal people so I'm hyper-fixating on fans#I bought an Arduino board and my social life has vanished like Aziraphale's farthing#Two farthings = One Ha'penny. Two ha'pennies = One Penny. Three pennies = A Thrupenny Bit. Two Thrupences = A Sixpence. Two Sixpences = One#or Bob. Two Bob = A Florin. One Florin and One Sixpence = Half a Crown. Four Half Crowns = Ten Bob Note. Two Ten Bob Notes = One Pound (or#if you know you know#good omens#david tennant#good omens 2#michael sheen#crowley#aziraphale#good omens memes#but still#probably#i guess#need a coffee#yes brenda coffe makes me sleep#currently sweating#hot as hell#bloody summer#I hate you#bored#autistic experiences#autistic hyperfixation
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Jumping between hyperfixations like a rabid rabbit
#hyperfixation go brrr#hyperfixation#My current one is#fumetsu no anata e#I hate what they did in season 2
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I still think of her sometimes....
(The FUCKASS bullSHIT motherfUCKING UGLY ASS GASTON BOOK that just periodically MATERIALIZES at my local Barnes & Noble where the cover is just black with half his face on it and he looks like a FUGLY vintriloquist dummy)
#i need it.#i want it so bad#itd be so funny you dont get it#but also i HATE him and hes UGLY#1991 Gaston. specifically#live action is a very different story.#but anyways yea thats why hes a woman in my Other Than Human au thingy#as they say#the ugliest men make the most gorgeous women♡#fictional ones. and whatnot. tbc. im not That kind of weirdo#jus the kind of weirdo whos brain makes the center of its current hyperfixation a char it can barely stand to look at any official art of.#mentally throwing 17000 rocks at him#bcuz i hate love-hate him#if that makes sense#save my soul I need OUT of the mind prison#gem stop yapping in ur tags#batb#Gaston#batb gaston#?? what other tags r real#idk. sorry lads.
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sorry that i keep rbing posts that contradict each other i just agree with both points🙏🏻
#like yes i do think fandom in general keeps that woman relevant but hp is not popular because of its fandom and one less fic does. nothing#when hp is literally the first series librarians suggest when you ask what to gift your 9 year old for christmas#parents who know absolutely nothing about her will keep gifting children hp books even if everyone currently in the fandom stops posting#tomorrow#but also i get the not wanting to be associated with her . i’ve always hated it and it feels way worse right now#but that might also be because of all the ‘if you still Think about these books kill yourself�� posts going around#that said i don’t think everyone who stays is a bad person the same way i don’t think leaving makes you better#because you (we) were still comfortable here before it got ‘real’ when jkr has always been like that#comfortable is a huge word actually i don’t think anyone was completely comfortable i think we were all feeling some type of guilt#anyway#my hyperfixation is mostly gone so i wouldn’t be writing anything new anyway but still. i’m going to finish my wips and move somewhere else#<- if anyone cares
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Me looking at my current interests knowing full well that one day the fandoms will die out and be forgotten, new content won't be made of it anymore, and that I'll grow out of my interests one day and forget that I've ever had interests in them to begin with:
#This keeps coming back into my brain like a burning memory and I hate it#Like wdym one day I'll just randomly stop liking my favorite cast of spooky hedgehogs and plumbers :(#Idk I feel like I'm hyperfixated on them?#Sometimes I think back to times when like#Sonic.Exe was just a poorly written creepypasta#And how Mario's Madness didn't exist yet#And I wonder what I'll be like today if they never existed#And honestly I really don't wanna grow out of them#Im scared I'll find something new to like and just forget them entirely#I don't want that to happen#I hate the thought#I also hate the idea that one day the fandoms I'm in will die out#I kinda just don't want to be in a fandom where it's just like 5 people#I want to see content of my favorite characters get made by other people#That aren't just the creators#And I don't want them to be forgotten either#Especially with what's going on with MM rn#Man...#Sorry for the long rant/vent#I needed to get my thoughts out#Also sorry for putting the Sonic.Exe and Mario Madness tags#I know this isn't directly referencing them but they are my current interests#Nvm#They were here before but I deleted them#I found it unnecessary
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desperately need The Batman Part II's main villain to be Roman Sionis/Black Mask, please. I'm on my hands and knees, begging for it
#this thought kept me up at night btw (I wish I was joking but nope I was awake from 2am to like 5am mostly because of this)#currently trying to think of potential actors that would fit the role in Matt Reeves' Batman universe#which is not that easy because I realised that I barely know any actors under 50 lol oops#and he would have to be between 35 and 45 (preferably anyway) because he and Bruce should be around the same age right#unless we'd give him a whole different backstory and what-not#then any actor could play him and boy oh boy do I have dreams#i would prefer keeping some of his original comic elements tho like yeah he has around 50 different backstories now but still#him and Bruce growing up together and Roman hating his guts esp. later on just hits different#especially with Battinson#like can you imagine??? because I can and i need it so fucking badly FUCKKK#my number one choice (for somebody in Battinson's age range) is Finn Wittrock. my goodness he'd be PERFECT#been vibrating out of my skin with that since i realised it today omggg i'm in need#but alas! who knows who the main villain is gonna be. there are a ton of Batman villains to choose from#Twoface would be cool too but is also very common like the Penguin and the Joker and the Riddler and the Scarecrow#and technically Black Mask is common too but also not really because he's barely shown up in any live action stuff yet#and all the ones he was a major part of weren't exactly Batman related (Harley Quinn BoP and Batwoman)#so i'm in desperate need of the actual Bruce Wayne and Roman Sionis thing PLEASE#i might publish my list of potential actors i've thought of so far idk just for fun ya know#also just realised that it's around 2 and a half years till the movie will come out and i'm in shambles#i know it was postponed and stuff but i never quite registered that fact#my Roman Sionis hyperfixation is back in full swing btw rip to meee#like yes it's a constant interest of mine and has been for a little over 5 years now but damn#the fixation has been pretty dormant for a while until recently#can't complain tho because i lovelovelove this character so much i love spending my time and energy on him <3#anywayyy#i need to shut the fuck up omg#roman sionis#black mask#the batman#jesse.talks
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RRAAAAAAAA
researching north korean censorship is so FUNNNN WHY OH WHYYYY DID I CHOOSE THIS FOR AN ASSIGNMENT WHERE IM FORCED TO BOIL IT DOWNNNNNN
THERES ONE BILLION TONNES OF INFO MY BRAIN IS EATING UP LIKE A MOTHERFUCKER AND YALL WONT BELIEVE IT
SO MUCH INFO OUT THERE LIKE HOLY SHIT. CAN YALL BELIEVE THAT NORTH KOREA STILL THINKS IT'S DEAD POLITICIANS ARE "ETERNAL PRESIDENT" OR SOMETHING??? THERE'S A WHOLE YT CHANNEL THAT JUST HAS ARCHIVES OF DAILY NEWSCASTS. AND ENGLISH SUBTITLED. AND I LEARNED ABOUT THE INTRANET (not to be confused with internet) IUFSFHIERUHGFSYFYGR AND THEN THERE'S THE PHONES AND TABLETS WITH SPECIAL SOFTWARES THE GOVERNMENT USES TO SPY ON PEOPLE AND HAVE THEM INSTAL PREAPPROVED APPS AND THEN THERE'S THE WHOLE DEAL WITH THE IDOLAZATION OF THE KIM FAMILY AND KIM JONG UN AND NRGIRDIGSHBFR
saw a documentary that's literally only praising bro. like nothing negative god forbid, but they do shit talk america and shit.
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM BLESSED WITH THE RESEARCH AND MEDIA SPECIAL INTEREST AUTISM BUT I CAN'T STOP RESEARCHINGGGGGG
been watching yt vids all the time and doing deep dives and i found an article going in depth about ullim which is a stupid device that acts mostly like north korean phones in how they take pictures of every app you open and only let you have preapproved apps and only lets you open files from either your devie and the government and no one else
depicted below is my mind coping with how i cant yap about only one section of the presentation in length
#posts#autism is hyperfixating on your assignment and raging over how you must boil down your current obesssion into one section#so that i can fit the requirements of the damn assignment and not fail#NO I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT INTERNATIONAL LAW TODAY ALL THAT MATTERS IS A DEEP DIVE INTO NK PROPAGANDA ACTUALLY#praying i can fit in the two minute clip my teacher promised but make it just the propaganda because then i'd be able to just yap about it#in length for 2 minutes more#fuck. fuck fuck ufkc fuck i hate when i get hyperfixated so bad i want to infodump the whole assignment#presentation about censorship and law? noooooo make it a presentation about ONLY censorship where mars yaps for 5 hours (past class time)#about the DPRK and their tactics of manipulation#especially concerning media#watch me crumble as i try to explain without acting excited (this may take marks off because im supposed to be normal)#and cry when im forced to do any other half the assignment#SHFBHEBFHEHFH HELP MEEEEE
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Do I feel a little shitty because I‘m absolutely incapable of writing anything that doesn’t focus on Sherlock and Jon? Kinda. Will this change in the future? Let’s be real, probably not 😄
#i wish i was that kind of a versatile writer#but I really am not#I feed my hyperfixations and currently my hyperfixation are these two#but it is what it is#ngl this event really sucked the life out of me this time tho#I really just wanna go back to my multichapter and not bother with oneshots for a while after this#and it doesn’t help that I‘m like 30% happy with all 3 fics I prepared#I have a love hate relationship with every one of them 💀
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need bocchi the rock season 2 like my life depends on it
#Literally only anime I've been interested in watching for a long time....#And before you say just read the manga I am lazy <3 so how about that#I should really get into dungeon meshi cus no one will shut up about how good it is and I believe them#But unfortunately it does not have enough of the tropes I'm currently hyperfixated on for me to wanna check it out and get invested#That trope being girls who are kinda pathetic and make music together....many of the things I like are this at its core#I hate that my brain works like this too cus I know I would like it but I just cannot bring myself to care enough...I'm sorry
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somewhat nsfw idk im really just complaining
#I can’t be the only one who’s mad uncomfortable with the prevalence of feeding/fat fetishism lately#both in fandom in general but I see it a TON woth bloodweave and to a lesser extent Gale in general#as a plus sized person i find a lot of this to be a bit. idk. insulting?#ik its dead dove territory fs but a lot of people are bad at tagging things#and idk. it feels like plus sized people are rarely depicted as actually attractive or flattering. primarily just disgusting and taboo.#a forbidden fuck if you will.#ive honestly only seen a handful of pieces where fat people are actually treated the same way as straight sized characters.#the rest just feels so gross. the only time plus-sized characters are allowed to exist in fandom is if they’re fetishized or insecure.#rant post#this is not about anything specific btw and im not trying to tell people they cant do anything#i just hate this issue with fandom in general and it’s especially prevalent in my current hyperfixation
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didn't you have a buddy at Team Galactic? i get that Plasma didn't work out, but like... you know.
I. HAVE A BUDDY AT TEAM GALACTIC?????? ohhh do you mean the bowlcut person. yeahhhhh yeah yeah i get what you're trying to say but like.
A) its The Cosmic Energy Development Corporation. they told me themselves.
B) theyre all the way in SINNOH and i am NOT IN SINNOH
C) i am NOT good at cosmic energy development or anything like that. its too smart for me
D) those uniforms look SO uncomfortable so id rather not!
#briar answers#rotomblr#// this was sent in by me. as a little treat. because. because because BECAUSE BECAUSE TEAM GALACTIC#// and also becauyse WREN <- the “”buddy“” in question#// and like. im gonna rant on main about this ok#// whatever IGNORE ME this isnt relevant to briars career#// like. whatsoever. i just like sticking the Current Hyperfix everywhere#// briar au where he joined team galactic (gone wrong)#// i dont need that. we dont need that au. that needs to stay in my head#// team galactic is not related to his lore at ALL like AT. ALLL.#// you tell him Cyrus he goes WHO? you tell him Dialga and he goes “where can i catch one”. like. do you understand? grips your shoulder.#// ITS NOT RELEVANT#// is anyone still reading this? are you reading these words right now.#// “mod. what the fuck”. is what youre thinking. “mod. dont assume what im thinking?” is what youre thinking#// speaking of galactic grunts i could make a blog for wren but like.... will i do anything with it? i love wren but i have the saturn blog#// and wren is SO unimportant#// okay but back to briar. hes like. he would HATE it at team galactic#// its WAY too intimidating for him. like. you spill something by accident and everyone stares at you with a blank expression#// not even MAD just BLANK and he wouldnt like that
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#neither here nor there#letters to emily#sometimes i hate how easy it is to mimic#a phrase (or wvem the use and re-use of a word; a unique definition) captures me- i use it as a cosmological filter-#im suddenly no longer who i was trying to be. or who i was. whatever.#makes it hard to have held opinions.#sometimes i can take advantage of this! makes it easy to form new habits sometimes. or break old ones#other times- i dont know anymore#clothes are a fairly good anchor point tho.#i am the kind of person who wears *this* kind of clothes sincs thats whats in my dresser#but i dont wear *that*- even if i think i might want to- bc its not in my dresser#easy enough.#its why i like having.... hyperfixations? obsessions? tho. i can mimic a Blorbo and not feel like a complete sham#yknow?#might try to inspire an obsession with Kobra in a few days once ive calmed down about [current base phrase] actually#those kind dont last as long but are a lot... more stable? i guess? cause i know and am content with the source#[i know im not plural so it cant be that but like????? im pretty sure most people dont struggle with mimicking this hard >:/ ]#random musings. whatever. enough complaining.#probably shouldnt be putting this on tumblr where just anyone can see it but WGATEVER
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I wonder if I should tag posts related to current hyperfixations so folks can block it is they’re getting annoyed
#spaghetti speaks#It’d probably be something like “Spags obsession”/“spags fixation”#I feel bad for not shutting up about interests because I never want to be annoying#but I have been yelled at for talking too much about one thing over and over#autism and shit make me aggravating to a lot of people#I wish I could like… disable and reenable it at will#because whenever the fixation is talked about I get so giddy and gleeful#but I feel bad when all my conversations loop back to it somehow- someway- always#I feel worse about it when the thing is already popular because that’s how a few things have been permanently tainted for me#and I don’t want people to hate the thing I like because it’s feckin EVERYWHERE#I don’t know#hyperfixation#hyper fixation#current fixation#the fixation is fixating#I'm sorry#Spags fixating
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im gonna b e honest if i allowed myself to draw legit hypnosis michaelphone fanart i think the world would destroy itself
#yes it is my current hyperfix. sadly. i love trash#however i hate discussing my interests publicly or showing them at all much now because i feel like cringy garbage#when i do. SO instead my wife has to hear all of my insane little words so pray for him#maybe one day. there is a ramuda art i wanna redraw so badly so maybe that#beeb chat
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