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arthursfuckinghat · 1 year ago

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Red dead redemption fucks you up man.

You literally can't do anything the same anymore after playing, I'm sitting in work thinking about my horses and wondering which one I'll ride to die with Arthur - I love them all so much that I wish I could save them all.

I even randomly think about the thimble Jack wants, I have no idea where to find it but nobody at hanging dog ranch has had it in all the times I've raided it.

I think about the sun and the stars, the dusty plains of West Elizabeth and the grasslands of New Hanover, I think about Tall Trees and the canyons of New Austin, the mountains, the snow, the peaceful times camping under the night sky.

And you find yourself yearning for it, despite how awful, unforgiving and unfair the time period was.

You can't go back to those days, it's definitely for the best, you'll lose yourself if you focus so much on wanting something from so far in the past.

Whatever you're yearning for, look for it in your future, your present time, find it and run with it. Life is too short to live in the past, live in the time you have now and thrive.

#reminder for me when I catch myself thinking too much about wanting to be a vaquero #no michael you can't #living free in the plains of mexico will not fix you #you have people to look after and bills to pay #but spending more time in nature and around animals will help #<- note to myself #but that aside #live as free as you can #mwah #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #mick thinks #arthur morgan #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #red dead redemption community

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butchfalin · 2 years ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use ��?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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the-real-google · 1 year ago

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To celebrate pride month I've decided to make a part 2 of the killing transphobes post since it was given a community warning. (🚗🔨⚒️💥)

LIMITED TIME OFFER:

For every note this gets I will kill one (1) acephobe AND one (1) arophobe with my bare hands.

#google is the best search engine #google posting #google #pride month #aromantic #asexual #aroace #lgbtqia #why do I do this to myself #my dear notes will never recover #oh wait that's right I hate a/arophobes #pride #lgbtq #woah #25k #that's insane

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nazumichi · 2 years ago

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the joys of a keychain (wow! little object) vs the fears of a keychain (What If It Vanishes)

#raii talks a lot #if i lose my blue beetle keychain i’ll actually throw myself into the sun. hello. god #should be noted that i’ve never lost a keychain by putting it on something but the terror of that potential is real

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hinamie · 10 months ago

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mentor

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #gojo satoru #megumi fushiguro #jjk art #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #pulled another allnighter fr Angst's sake cries i havent slept.......but i couldnt help myself i was out all DAY i hadnt drawn all DAY #do u know what that does to a mf i felt all antsy and Wrong #so i cracked an energy drink i think i may have a problem honestly but hey at least u get ur daily dose of megumi angst #remember how i said i considered including gojo in the yuuji/tsumiki/megu squared train piece #well this is me making up fr Not including him there #i ws right his and megumi's relationship deserves its own homage smile :)#anyway @ anon who wanted a gojo/megumi hug.....ik it's not exactly a hug but you can forgive me im sure <3 #dare i say it's better than hugs jeremy.....#honestly fr all my gripes w gojo i Did get kind of emo abt this?? but i feel like. the majority of my emotions r on megumi's behalf #also might have been the mukashi mukashi no kyou no boku on repeat that'll also do it #seriously debated putting translated lyrics as the caption but it feels like a copout doing 2 lyric-captions in a row #also i do have some shame. miku lyrics r a bit.#anyway art notes uhhhhh finally got gojo's hair to not look Yuuji #who knew the trick was to make it longer smh maybe sleep deprivation n 10 hours of staring at a screen Does make simple problems hard #oh file name 'proud of you' btw

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stil-lindigo · 3 months ago

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the vulture.

a comic about cycles.

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all my other comics

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#cw: death mention #learnt about phillip mainlander's theory from a friend. im not normally very well read in deep-cut german philosophers #the mental image of his “earth is god's rotting corpse” was just very striking #i havent been able to make comics like this for a while now. mostly for mental reasons #but this felt good to complete #also i know some people find the creative notes annoying or condescending and i kinda dont care #i like making them if only for myself #thank you tumblr for always being here for me to be my most authentic self (annoying about media analysis)#thank you for reading #comic art #daughter of the birch tree #dotbt #stillindigo comics #stillindigo art

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egophiliac · 5 months ago

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looking at next month's schedule and between the end of 7-12 and the wishing lantern event it's like

February is officially RIDDLE MONTH, brace yourselves to be absolutely blasted into ashes everybody

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers #negai no lantern #gif warning #gifs that have memorized all 800+ rules and expect no less from you warning #sorry cater and azul i hope you have very happy birthdays but i'm going to actually explode #just laying on the floor and thinking about rapunzel-themed event feat. riddle #and ESPECIALLY right after we get his big dream sequence wherein he fistfights his deep-seated personal issues #and i'm STILL processing trey's dream and what it says about his friendship with riddle especially like #i'm #i just #okay hold on i gotta distract myself by looking at the other lantern boys #and their beautiful long flowing tresses that defy physics to blow dramatically behind them #whoever keeps putting jack in the shimmery sparkly delicate floaty chiffon events is my personal hero #his card is incredible. he looks like a perfume ad.#he wants us to know that you can live a rugged outdoorsy lifestyle and still have an undertone of delicate floral notes #god. everyone looks amazing this event is going to be amazing #and like...it probably isn't going to go too deep because silly event versus main story and all #but just the act of casting riddle as the center is still just so #like #i gotta go lay on the floor some more

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borfungus · 13 days ago

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been a few loops since ur last touch therapy huh Lulu

#loop isat #siffrin isat #isat #in stars and time #isat spoilers #I guess technically since I mention touch therapy I GUESS #my art #this is silly #whenever silly art I literally spent 15 minutes on just to draw something gets a bunch of notes #I think to myself #I wish I spent more time on this

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xpurplepiex · 4 months ago

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currently reading idw continuity and oh my GOD the fucking GRIP these two have on me 😭😭💞

#transformers #maccadam #tf idw #tf mtmte #cyclonus #tailgate #cygate #my art #im having a great time reading idw comics ESPECIALLY mtmte its actually just peak fiction #but i havent finished reading so please no spoilers in the notes <3 #also tailgate is my son i love and cherish him so much i would kill everyone and then myself for him

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cameoliob · 1 month ago

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Let them sleep in ffs

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stevenrogered · 1 year ago

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THE ACOLYTE 1x05, "Night"

#the acolyte #theacolyteedit #star wars #starwarsedit #swedit #yord fandar #charlie barnett #the acolyte spoilers #manny jacinto #qimir #can you believe they kissed after this and then the episode was over #thats exactly how it ended great job writers no notes #couldnt have wrote it better myself #mystuff #1k

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lovebunnie · 8 months ago

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“i love being aromantic” i say as i feel my chest cavity rotting from the inside at the unquenchable desire for love in a way that is truly a secret third thing but its not a secret i want to keep it is a secret nobody is willing to listen to and im trapped in a state of isolation of my own making because no matter how much love i have to give it will never be enough. it will never be enough. it will never be enough.

#space.txt #aromantic #its like something gnawing on my bones!!!#i am who i am but who i am is somebody nobody else wants #and do i want to be wanted?#im trapped in a world that will never give me the dignity to be truly happy by myself #financially and culturally! im doomed by the narrative #i look forward and there will be friendships but they will never be enough i feel like a fucking ALIEN #i need to meet another aroace person irl so bad its so fucking lonely how do people deal with this #1k #all the notes on this.. WE WIL BE OKAY!!!#2k

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sev-ille · 8 months ago

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I may be pointing out something completely obvious, but Round 7 takes place immediately after Round 6?

Like immediately after.

Hyuna is still there, bleeding. Like it's so unlikely that Mizi and Hyuna have just been roaming for days. Like after round 6, it's been maybe a few hours at most?

My thoughts are a mess rn but damn that sucks for Till if that's true (not that it doesn't suck if it's not).

Ivan dies in front of him, then he has a change of outfit and immediately has to move onto the next Round. No wonder he looks so fatigued, like he's about to pass out at any moment.

Did he even get to eat or drink anything? I wouldn't be surprised if he didn't, but still.