#► Let me be gone || answered. ◄

[youngpettyqueen]

I know the decision to have Julian's parents have him augmented was made on the fly but imo its pretty obvious from early on that Julian has Family Issues because he avoids talking about his family like the plague and I think they should've incorporated this into the Julian and Sisko dynamic right from early on because I think it would've made for some really compelling stories and moments and could've set up a REALLY interesting Julian and Jake dynamic which they kinda started to do but never fully went for

[yet-another-haven-of-dollya]

*Tap mic*

Yes, it is I - your poor little Dollya

As some of you may have known already because of my constant whining and bickering for the past few days, my original blog was flagged and I'm trying to appeal. Things seem to not be on my side, though, so I figured a new blog is a must.

I won't delete the og blog, there are too many things going on over there and I simply can not. All my contributions to the DoL fandom, my AU and asks and stuffs,... have all been hidden away from the tags.

Not gonna lie I was terribly discouraged and couldn't pick up a pen to draw or do anything for several days. Terrible, just simply terrible, to look at the ask box or that stupid default avatar icon... But, well, you know, it is what it is, no point just weeping around so might as well make a new place to post stuffs!

This is a sub-blog with the same email address as the flagged one, I think I would still use the same tags as the original flagged blog: Dollya art, Dollya ask,... and I won't repost my higher interaction posts here either, that's just bitter.

I will post more "community-friendly" kinds of stuff here, so spicier asks or requests oughta go to the original blog' ask box... I don't really know, I guess things will kinda fall into the right places after some time... What do you call it? Settle down?

Anyway, I'll try to be positive. After all, the Pandora box was opened, so if I don't hold onto the tiny hope left behind, I will have nothing.

Let's just hope for the best.

[pyrosomatic-metamorphosis]

the fun thing about fucked up 4halo is that bbh has already tried the whole "sacrifice your mind and sanity and self to be with your fucked up mind controlled lover thing once with the egg and red skeppy already and it uh. well. so anyway, i think that 4ever laughing at bbh and asking "why do you seem so scared of me all the time?" and bbh replies very calmly "i'm not scared of you. i'm scared for you." bbh wanting to let his control slip and just be happy and knowing that kills people he loves

YES!!! YES YES YES. okay you touched on one of the reasons i'm Like This about 4halo in the first place- bad has never been worried about forever being corrupt; bad has been terrified of the federation corrupting forever. you can see it in the way bad tried, over and over and over and over again to talk to forever to build a system that bad thought would be, if not fool-proof, more difficult to corrupt. Bad didn't want a president. but then forever won, and bad settled for second best- building a system that would hurt them as little as possible. not because forever would hurt them, but because the federation WOULD use whoever became president to hurt them. that's why he wanted the council; that's why he wanted to disband the presidency. whoever sat in that chair would be the prime target for the federation's manipulations, and we've seen how that went down with cellbit. and like. bad wanted to trust forever. forever is one of the very few people i could see winning and bad not start an immediate revolution arc (even though he made noises about it). even after one of their biggest fights bad was like- i believe forever is a good person and he's trying to do the right thing. forever is the first person who bad saw as an equal when it came to protecting the eggs and thus was PIVOTAL to bad learning how to trust the other islanders when, for a while there, bad's whole thing was about how paranoid he was. bad trusted forever so, so much, he exhausted every. single. option. he had to defang the presidency (to some players' and chats' horror o7 but i respect the analogy grind). and. god. bad did everything he could to give himself a reason to not kill his friend. because he knew it wasn't forever's fault. as many noises as he's made about killing forever and being silly and salty- he knows forever was in the same boat as him. that's why he built the statue. that's why he was so upset about the gift baskets. they're the same. they're friends. he's always known that forever isn't his enemy. the federation are.

he still knows it. in a pained, soft voice, bad told pierre during the proposal, "there won't be a wedding. look at him. he's out of his mind."

bad was so scared of his friend being corrupted, and now his worst nightmare has come to pass

[gaycrittercentral]

Ay yo guess who’s been enjoying the spooky fish game 👀 if y’all haven’t seen Dredge I would absolutely recommend it it’s so cool!!! It’s like a Lovecraftian horror fishing game and I am obsessed with the aesthetics and gameplay loop and artwork. Just *chef’s kiss* BEAUTIFUL

So obviously I had to do a lil crossover with the blorbos bc \_:)_/ please excuse how messy and bad this is I actually only drew it as a cover for the ones below, which are based on the game’s ending 👀 I didn’t wanna spoil it lmao

Speaking of which, more drawings and spoilers for Dredge under the cut!

These are also bad bc I decided to try a new program on my phone to make them. Please forgive me hdkfhsjhdjd anyway this game makes me CRAZY it’s so fucking good. Please go play the spooky fish game

[fisheito]

did you hear about yakumo's new rooms yet? or seen it?

sir i just got here please have mercy

[pardonmydelays]

this weekend was so intense (in a good way) but now we're going back to regular posting and stalking your blogs besties

[chiimeramanticore]

[elenadoeslife]

never thought this day would come. here we go! 🎧

[supercantaloupe]

what’s a fun fact about you that people may not guess

i am not anyone's idea of athletic. however since my social circle is like 90% other honors student orchestra losers, i technically qualify as a jock given that i have six years of experience playing field hockey

[aheathen-conceivably]

Hi! I just binged your 30’s posts and I’m obsessed!! I’m so invested in Josephine in particular, I hope she can find a path that’s more stable for her but still ambitious! I’m going back to the very beginning now, but just wanted to let you know that you’re an amazing writer!!! I hope you write a book one day :-)

Oh my goodness BLESS you! I literally read this and curled up exactly like this…

And boy oh boy, me and you both. Jo has really become my baby girl this last decade. It’s a tricky balance that she needs to find isn’t it? For her to crave that feeling of being free and alive but also needing love and safety. Sigh. It’s a journey for sure.

But I am SO excited for you to go back to the beginning! It is well and truly the greatest compliment to me. And trust me, even just in reading the 30s so far, you’ve already read a book! I have it all together in a doc and so far it’s already 87 pages (!!). I could never give up my pretty pictures in favor of only text though, so this will be my “novel” I’ll forever be proud of 🥰

[soaps-mohawk]

Anon- 🦈🖤

I literally just want to ask how your day is going, and I hope you are feeling well!

Please eat and stay hydrated!:)

I got this yesterday and forgot to answer it 😫

But my day today has been going well so far. It was only 7 am when I answered this but I slept decently last night for the first time in a while. I've got so much to do today though I'm being lazy and laying in bed still 😂

[kit-williams]

Hello, this might be a rather idiotic question given it's coming from another woman who has a had heterosexual sex. But I just read your mortarion piece (which btw, is lovely) and:

What's with the trope of a male and female character having sex and the female character coming multiple times before the male does and there still being some comment about the male not lasting long? Like he clearly lasted longer than you did??? Is it just porn logic fantasy of getting the pleasure of multiple orgasms before the act is over? is it some gender role component that my relationships were too unintentionally ignorant of to miss about it being less embarrassing for a woman to be quick-shot than a man (potentially because of the shorter refractory period?)? Like, using the shorter female refractory period for multiple orgasms being hot and the guy getting her to come from eating out or fingering first and there being some remark about him coming quickly once penetrative sex starts I understand. But in this case you've both been stimulated from the same starting point in time and it took less time for the reader to come but there's still a comment about the male not lasting long?

Great question, for the not lasting as long part that was more for Mortarion being a little internally self deprecating. So yeah! Men have what is called a refractory period meaning they cannot ejaculate for roughly 30 minutes. (Because I know this I don't often write men having multiple ejaculations) ((this is more for the people in the back))

So I base all the sex I write about off of my husband (Dadatar)((as he has been my only sexual partner actually)) and that being said I tend to have a number of orgasms before he does (and sometimes I have so many my arousal finishes and so we're left with having to finish in a different way)

But yeah no for that fic it's a combination of Mortarion feeling inadequate, as well as Primarch genetics (as I figure they probably have a short refractory period) and well possibly hearing it from his brothers how they deal with a partner (ya know gloating about sex)

I'm trying to remember what I was thinking for that as I don't usually use that trope often (as you might have read my other fics I usually have them stop because their partner can't take any more OR they keep going till they are done) it's not a trope I personally like myself as it is kind of stupid (I'm a sucker for the aligned orgasm trope) but I honestly think it's because Mortarion cannot allow himself to find himself satisfactory as followed up by the reader praising him for sex.

Uhh tldr the comment was most likely just a peak into Mortarion being a sad boy not really me saying anything about how long men last

[melverie]

Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh today I've been constantly experiencing the urge to un-private today-in-the-devildom & start writing for it again

[the-tenth-arcanum]

why am I already stressing about the time I'll have to move out. girl you only just bought a wardrobe. chill

[saphushia]

Have you seen Film: Red? Koby's second Film: Red outfit fucks so hard.

ok i haven't but i went and looked it up and HELLO??? MY BOY FUCKS THIS HARD??? OH MY GOD

[kits-ships]

my husband ranks my f/os.png

things i love about this:

he has watched moon knight, yet didn't recognize jake lockley or marc spector

he does NOT know who rex is. he said he just likes that picture of dt hgfsdfhh

wtf did din do to him

i love who he put in 'my wife needs help.' it's everyone i expected him to put there

i thought 🪓❄️ would be in the last category tbh

WTF DID POE DO TO HIM