#🍄🌸 anon

[g-gurokisses]

Ahh it's a fairly embarrassing crush. Celebrity crushes on adults as a minor is perfectly normal, ask a parent and they'll tell you something like Johnny Depp or Leonardo Caprio. Thing is, a little toxic trait of mine is me genuinely thinking I can get with him.

He's four years older than me, a streamer, and goodness is he my type. What's absolutely infuriating though is there's an entire sub genre based off of crushing on him. I know some people reading this might know exactly who I'm talking about, and to that, no snitches 'til I feel confident to say lol!!

The reason why I genuinely think I can get with him is considering he moves around America a lot, so it'll be no surprise if he lands at my state. Hell, one of his famous friends was at my city!

He also knows who I am.. barely. But to me that makes it more exciting. He laughed at my chat log once, it was literally just 'eat the soap' when he was playing a game about a girl who's pretty traumatized and would eat anything. She ate one of those fake cherries on Christmas decorations once.

My auntie (not actual aunt, I don't have one. I call my friend my auntie) even made some sort of subliminal for me to see if it'll attract him in any way. I still use it, and whenever I use it he flies closer and closer to my state. Once I was painting him and I smelt brownies and clean clothes, which is a sign it's working!

Thing is, is that he's a gay man. No, I'm not a woman, I'm a transmasc, but there's a bug in the back of my mind screaming that I'll never be with him because I'm so feminine. I'm nearly two feet shorter then him, overweight, etc.

He was in San Diego recently doing meetups, which was closer then his last meetup. I won't say exactly where I am, but it's closer.

I have polariods of him, art prints of him, I have personal fanfictions my auntie wrote of me and him.

But then reality hits sometimes. I can't and will never be with him. He's a legal adult, four years older than me. I'm feminine. When I am the AOC he'll most likely be dating someone.

Which just drives me to become more obsessed.

I say the thrill of him not knowing me is fun, and that it's romantic, but it's insufferable. It's one of those cases where you go, 'not to self diagnose but something is definitely wrong here'.

It's horrible, but I love it.

Don't get me started on his close friends and the person he's in contact with the most.

I already made a promise to myself that if the day comes he's with one of them, things will happen. And I will make it known why.

-🍄🌸

Thank you for sharing this with me!!

My my... What a long confession this is!! I don't really understand how you feel, these behaviors are quite foreign to me. But I can somewhat understand where you're coming from. Parasocial relationships like this can feel very realistic.

However, as the responsible yandere enthusiast I am, I will still make some remarks about this. I'm sure you love him very much, but I think it's just nice to remember that you probably don't know the real him. Whatever he displays on social media and the internet does not reflect who he really is. Not only that, but I really don't think you should be putting yourself down for being too feminine. Cis men get away with being pretty boys all the time!! The issue is not your gender. If anything it would only be your age. Be careful with interacting with adults like that, you're putting yourself in dangerous situation. It should always be on the adult to not initiate something, but young people who show active interest in adults often get caught in bad positions by people who take advantage of that.

If I'm truly honest I think this is a bit much. I hate to be like this, but I personally think it's important to separate this level of obsession from fiction/hobby to reality. I have obsessive tendencies, I get jealous, I require constant reassuring, I have anxious attachment and I get clingy often. But there's a limit I put to myself and I only ever display these behaviours with people I know, trust and are okay with it.

But this person is an adult who is probably in a relationship. Maintaining an obsession will most likely just end up with you doing things you regret. I'm not sure what you mean with "things will happen" but I don't believe that's healthy for a young person like you to be saying. And I'll give you the benefit of the doubt and assume this friend of yours is not a legal adult as well. Because if so was the case, I don't see why they would be encouraging you to take meassures against this public figure being with someone else.

Hopefully you take this well. I do not mean ti offend you or disappoint you. But this seems a bit much to me. I enjoy yanderes, but I do not consider myself one. And furthermore, I am an adult. I know what I'm doing, and I know how to act. As a child, you should probably not dive into these topics just yet, and maybe not with such aggressiveness.

If you'd like to talk about this more or if you believe I misunderstood something, let me know!! But I'll mantain my opinion about this until then. Remember, all I've said is with the best intentions and I hope you understand me. I love you. :)

[sleepingdeath-light]

cursed s/o hcs ; hunter

requested by ; 🌸🍄 anon (27/04/23)

fandom(s) ; the owl house

fandom masterlist(s) ; main | hunter only

character(s) ; hunter wittebane

outline ; “Hello There! So I've been flicking though the vast world of toh fanfiction and I haven't really seen any fanfics with a cursed reader in them sooo could you do Hunter with a Cursed S/o. Maybe they try to hide their curse from him but it just progressively gets more severe and harder to manage.

(Lol bonus points if the readers cursed form is a wolf.)

- 🌸🍄”

warning(s) ; some angst, but mostly fluff!

note ; i am no longer accepting requests for this character.

now hunter is no stranger to curses or the effects that they may have on the inflicted — he spent the better part of his young life tending to the festering wounds caused by belos’ curse and has come to know both eda and the owl beast rather well over the time he’s spent living under her roof — but he’s far from an expert and isn’t quite able to tell at a glance that someone is cursed

in your case, despite being your partner for longer than either of you can be bothered to measure, he just perceived the quirks and harms of your affliction as just another part of your being and never questioned them — and you made damned sure he never had a reason to

you stocked up on your potions when he was away and hid them in the lesser visited crevices of your shared home, passing off any he found as just being medication to help you cope with the aches and pains of your ‘condition’ as you’d come to call it

you spouted endless excuses to keep him away when you were at your worst so you could ride out your transformations in peace — far from your beloved and free from the worry of causing him harm when you weren’t completely yourself

when you were the beast, the creature, the wolf

but it seemed like, as the years went by, all of your efforts would be for naught: your pains worsened, your episodes became more and more frequent, you started losing parts of your day to the creature, and you could feel your control slipping

it would only be a matter of when hunter found out your little secret — when, not if (as you’d spent so many years hoping)

so you weren’t as surprised as you perhaps should have been when one day you came out of an especially rough transformation to the feeling of large, work-worn hands on your cheeks and those loving ruby eyes staring down at you

he’d seen it

he’d seen you

and now you could only brace yourself to deal with what would come — the confrontation, the judgement, the loss, and all of the other negative things that had followed similar such incidents in your past

but none of that came — he was just concerned for your well-being and upset that you thought he’d treat you like that

he helps you to your feet and has you sit down in the bathroom as he cleans your wounds, giving you the space to talk him through your condition, your perspective, and your past — only speaking up occasionally to let you know he was paying attention to what you’re saying

and when you’re done he gives you a reassuring smile, points to the scars on his face and jokes about having seen and lived through ‘much worse’ — that he’s survived too many injuries and monsters for your curse to scare him away from you

then he hugs you close, asks how he can help and mentions setting up a meeting with eda so you can try and figure out how to live with your curse if there isn’t a cure available

(and, just to make you laugh, he throws in an awkward chuckle and a joke about how much he loves wolves so his partner turning into one isn’t going to push him away)

[that-one-anon]

+oh, now! what's this gem? this sparkly, shiny thing!!+

[it says 'if you're reading this; You are INVITED]

[backroomscollective]

Names, ages, and pronouns of the people who will be active on this account.

*285+ headcount (most likely more).*

No alter/parts under 12 will be active on this account.

Kitrina-🍸-21-She/They

Minx-😈-26-She/It

Axel-🧿-14-He/They

Vivian-🥀-14-They/It

Zin-🪐-17-Any/All

Phil-🪶-He/Him

Niki-🌸-21-She/Her

Tori-🧃-15-She/Her

Jane Joe-🎭-They/It

Ophelia-🎶-She/Her

Andy-🛎-He/Thet/It

Dariah-❤️‍🩹-19-She/Her

GL!Niki-🎏-21-She/Red

George-🍄-26-He/Him

HP (nickname)-🦢-It/They

Exo (nickname)-🌪-They/It

Warden-🩵-It/Its

[sunshine-on-marz]

Anons:

-🦔

-bee

-🍄

-💚

-🤍🤍

-🪬

-🌸

-☆

-♡

-🎸

-Remi

-Eclipse

-🦒

-blue

-🌙

-📻

-🦈

-birdie

-🌻

-🍉

[denkies]

🐈 clan-confessions  Follow

i'll never say this publicly but honestly i think tigerstar had some valid ideas about having one big clan. obviously he was super wrong with all the violence and force, but one big clan could solve a lot of issues. No more border patrol fighting, more food for everyone during leaf-bare season, no drama involving cross-clan mates, etc etc. a lot of deaths could be avoided if we all took care of one another instead of fighting all the time

🌠 fishluvr76  Follow

ok are we all going to ignore that anon is siding with a literal DICTATOR??? :/

🌸 sweet-tooth  Follow

That's not what they meant and you KNOW it. They brought up some valid points about preserving lives, and denounced Tigerstar's actions as much too violent. Starclan above, no cat can have an opinion these days...

🌒 singlequeen7  Follow

Honestly I don't know how I feel about this... each Clan is beautifully unique and has their own traditions, which would fade away if Clans were desolved altogether. But OP makes a valid point about less violence and food scarcity. I hate the idea of sending my kits off to become Warriors, only for them to die during a stupid argument about Sunningrocks. A pile of rocks is NEVER worth a cat's life, whether they are in your Clan or not. And we have lost lives like that before.

🍄 medicinepawz  Follow

I agree! Traditions are important, but every medicine cat knows that working together saves lives. Sharing herbs can stop the spread of greencough, and sharing prey stops kits from crying from hunger. We really need a better system, because I can't cry myself to sleep another night, blaming myself for not having enough cobwebs to stop a kit from bleeding out in front of me.

🐅 lonelywarrior5346-deactivated

leave it to a woman and a medicine cat to emotionally manipulate proud warriors into giving up our PURECLAN bloodlines and Clan patriotism lolol

🍄 medicinepawz   Follow

HELLO?????

🐛 bug-enjoyer  Follow

> complains about "emotional manipulation" (it wasn't?)

> proceeds to be misogynystic AND racist in the same sentence???

> we get it babygirl, you want to fuck Tigerstar. weird ass mf.

🐈‍⬛ moondrops  Follow

"Lonelywarrior5346" is Flintstep from Riverclan btw

🌸 sweet-tooth  Follow

LMFAOOOOWAGWHQAKDHOA

🫐 berrycloud  Follow

GET HIS ASS

🌌 dorkstar  Follow

nah bc which one of you killed this dude yesterday lmfao 😭💀

🌸 sweet-tooth  follow

NO ARE YOU FR

🐛 bug-enjoyer  Follow

@ dorkstar say sike right now 😭😭

🌌 dorkstar  Follow

border patrol found him dead in a ravine 😭 yall play too much

🫐 berrycloud  Follow

when i said get his ass i did not mean like this

[ellabsprincess]

bro your writing. holy shit 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 - can i be the 🌸 emoji if possible? <3

is that a good holy shit?? haha

and ofc you can be 🌸!!

[softredribbon-kins]

Hello, Sayo! I hope you’re having a good day <3 I was wondering if I could request a Mafuyu Asahina (Project Sekai) stimboard with lavender weirdcore/dreamcore theming? Thanks so much :)

- 🍄 anon

Hi hun ! Mine’s going alright, I hope yours is good ! Unfortunately I couldn’t exactly find a lot of lavender/purple ones of those stims so it’s kinda just a mini stimboard from the usual I make ? I hope that’s okay, it’s posted ! 🌸

[masculinesapphics]

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[kaionyx]

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Hello i’m Onyx, a transmasc dom with a severe love for sweet little angels who were made to be broken and anything gothic. I started this blog finally just to post what I think on the daily.

I’m 23, single, been on T for 2 years and counting with top surgery in the works. I’m mixed, 5’10, and my pronouns are he/him nothing else.

i’m pansexual and open to poly but mostly monogamous.

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[sleepingdeath-light]

Hello There! So I've been flicking though the vast world of toh fanfiction and I haven't really seen any fanfics with a cursed reader in them sooo could you do Hunter with a Cursed S/o. Maybe they try to hide their curse from him but it just progressively gets more severe and harder to manage. (Lol bonus points if the readers cursed form is a wolf.) - 🌸🍄

Thank you for the request, 🌸🍄 anon! It’s just been published now — I hope that you enjoy it. ^^

[that-one-anon]

"kitty boy???"

+oh hey that's Scares que. silly little cat bitch jumps out of their hiding spot and bonks this weird bitch in the head. OOF that was a hit now that person is DEAD!!+ "WOOO!!! SCARE = ONE, PERSON = ZERO!!!"

[melobin]

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[systemtermz]

Hi. My name is B0ffy.

And my names is Beans :D

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