#🕯️ as a feather

[boney-cat]

Having your own room is actually such a blessing omfg

No cos I remember when my family lived in a glorified shoebox and whenever I would go a day without eating it would be so obvious but now (and for the past few years) when I have my own room

I literally just take the food and hide it under my bed until I get a chance to throw it away and it's amazing

[analiteagain]

I need to get serious, dedicate all my extra time to this platform again so I make sure I don’t waver on my commitment. I’ve been maintaining for way too long and it feels like a threat to my happiness .

I don’t care about health I care about looking like a fat cow.

[letsbeskinny1]

telling someone about your ed when you're not underweight yet is so humiliating, but more motivation to starve❤️ (i will prove that i'm sick)

[f4iryc4y]

The cookie you’ve wanted for an hour or the body you’ve wanted for a lifetime?

[cvp1dsasha]

"but you don't look disordered..." LET ME COOK☝️

[delicatelyboredagain]

I’ve come to the realization I am soooo much more successful when I’m consuming Edward/Anna media (movies, documentaries, etc) so please use this post to comment you’re favorite, and triggering, media please!!! I need to have a list so long I never run out 😅

(And reblog so more ppl can add theirs since I have like 10 friends on here atm since it’s a new account after getting T’d again lol)

[boney-cat]

It's a new day and I'm supposed to eat but I'm genuinely so anxious and uncomfortable abt it

Like I made myself a sandwich, brought it to my room (cos I can't eat in the kitchen) and just ,, stared at it until I threw it away

I feel so guilty cos I hate wasting food but I know I would've felt worse if I ate it so I'm having a sort of moral dilemma

Any ED-tag-lurkers, listen to me I'm looking at you and you specifically and I know you exist cos I was one of you when I was 9-15

If you can, turn back rn. I know my words are falling on deaf ears but as a 17 year old girl rn having dealt w this shit since I was 9,,,

This is actual genuine hell and you will regret this when you're older and/or wiser

[l0st-in-th0ught]

Knees together, thighs apart 🤩

[prettyfrickinbones]

Cute outfits | totally | part two 💗

[lilasnow22xoxo]

i LOVE hearing my stomach growl it’s like a constant reminder that i’m doing something right

[skinniestvamppp]

I used to be super skinny because of my ed. I want to share the positive experiences of it for those who haven’t had it pay off yet.

1. Every time I looked in the mirror/at my body at all I felt exhilarated, I felt happy, I felt comfortable in my skin

2. My confidence was always at a high, nobody could ruin my mood.

3. People treated me very well, some with mild concern because I was underweight.

4. People were aware that I was sick, I didn’t feel like I was faking it.

5. People actually found me attractive.

6. I didn’t have any acne

7. I barely felt hunger at that point, because I was so skinny that I didn’t need much food.

8. I didn’t really have any cravings for sugar at all, my body liked eating healthy.

9. Even when I binged till I felt sick I stayed skinny, I wouldn’t gain at all (if I did it was barely), and when I appeared bloated I still looked extremely skinny.

10. I felt good enough in my skin to experiment with my style and wear what I wanted to at all times.

11. I was always in a good mood

12. It became extremely easy to workout—it was just routine at that point. No matter what I felt like I would just get it done.

13. I was the prettiest friend in the friend group, no longer the fat friend.

14. People looked at my body with concern and mild envy.

15. My hair was never greasy anymore.

16. I didn’t have to waste time to check the clothing sizes, everything fit.

17. I wasn’t scared to be picked up.

18. I collarbones and ribs were very visible.

19. I took sooo many photos of myself bc I was so happy w how I looked.

20. I WAS FINALLY SKINNY!

[moxdioxide]

Okay so dear @na moots we need to have a very serious meeting.

CAN WE PLEASE HAVE A DISCORD SERVER WHERE WE ALL SUPPORT EACHOTHER AND WERE ALL BESTIES AND WE CAN MAKE THOSE COLOR CODED 3D BRACELETS THAT THEY HAD IN THE 2000S LIKE PLEASE???

LIKE THIS IS PERFECT A MONTH BEFORE SUMMER SO WE CAN ALL HAVE THE PERFECT BODIES BY THEN⭐️⭐️⭐️