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#(I STILL GET SO MANY FEELINGS FOR IT TOO OH MY GOD)
lnfours · 1 day
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i could imagine how soft lando is after a fight and maybe you could write something about lando and reader had a lowkey big fight, and lando decided to join her to the shower (GWSJZHHAHZ) and apologize under the shower before finally creating a steamy scene with the reader
ooooh my god. oh my god.
smut (18+ please!)
send in your lando thoughts
the argument was something stupid. a result of exhaustion and frustration on his end. he hasn’t meant to upset you, or yell at you for that matter, but he had. and he felt guilty when you turned on your heels, walking away and leaving him in the kitchen.
you two hadn’t seen much of each other the past week and a half. between his traveling, his training schedule and your own calendar, it felt like you were always just missing each other. it felt like you didn’t get to spend so much time with the other recently, which was a big deal to you beings he’s hardly home to begin with.
you knew he hadn’t really meant to go off, maybe you had caught him at the wrong time. you knew he was tired, wanting nothing more than a simple break. but you couldn’t help it. you missed your boyfriend. plain and simple.
he walked into the bedroom, hoping to find you, but instead heard the sound of the shower running in the bathroom. he cracked open the door, stripping off his shirt.
“lando?”
“hmm?”
“what’re you doing?” you asked, but you knew what he was doing. he wasn’t being very subtle about it.
the shower door opened and he step foot inside with you, curls sticking to his forehead as the water fell onto the two of you, “joining you, is that alright?”
you nodded, letting his hands find your hips.
“i’m sorry,” he mumbled, letting your back hit his chest, lips brushing against the skin of your shoulder, “for yelling and getting short with you. i shouldn’t have yelled.”
you hummed softly, “‘s okay,”
“let me make it up to you.”
his words lost into the skin of your neck and the sound of the shower water pouring down around you. his hands rested on your tummy, holding you against him as you felt his teeth gently nibble at the skin where your neck meets your collarbone.
“how do you plan on making it up to me?”
his hands moved down, fingers dipping between your folds as he teased you. you gasped, head falling back against his shoulder as he smiled down at you, “‘ve got a few ideas.”
“lando,” his name on your tongue sounded heavenly to him.
“yeah, baby,” he said, “tell me what you want. i’m yours.”
you moaned, his teeth gently pulling at your earlobe.
“fuck,” you swallowed, grasping at his forearm. wet from the warm water and his muscles and veins peeking through his perfectly tan skin, “i need you. please,”
he was quick to move his hands to your hips, the two of you finding yourselves situated with your hands on the glass, his one hand on your hip as the other teased himself up and down your slit.
“this what you want, pretty girl? want me to fuck you up against this shower wall?”
“please,” you said. and he would’ve been lying if he said he could deny you like this. spread out and vulnerable, waiting for him to take care of the aching between your thighs that was simply his fault.
“c’mere,” he mumbled, hand wrapping around the base of your throat to pull your head back, your mouth opening in a gasp as he pushed in. no matter how many times he’d have you like this, the stretch and feeling of tightening around him was never not delicious.
“fuck,” he mumbled, slowly moving his hips once you had fully adjusted, “missed you.”
“i missed you too.” you managed to choke out. his hand was still around your throat and as he picked up his movements, the pressure against the points in your neck became greater and greater. your eyes rolled back as he moaned into your ear.
“i love you,” he mumbled, pressing a kiss to the skin below your ear, “so much.”
“i love you too,” you could barely speak, too drunk off of the way his dick was slamming in and out of you. how good it felt to let him have his way with you.
“so good for me,” his free hand traveled, finding your clit with ease as he began running tight circles against it, “come for me, baby. you deserve it.”
you moaned his name, making him pick up the pace just a little more as his hips met yours in a consistent pace. the pace that drove you crazy.
soon the coil in your lower belly was threatening to snap, “‘m so close, lan.”
“me too, baby,” he said, “gonna come for me? come all over my dick, hmm?”
nothing could compete with his dirty talk and he knew it. watching the way your body convulsed against him, your moans and the way you tightened around him sending him over the edge.
he came with you, moaning into your ear as you tried catching your breath. chest rising and falling as he pulled you back from the shower wall. he carefully slipped out of you, letting you turn around before he placed a kiss on your lips.
between kisses he mumbled against your lips, “how about we get cleaned up and take this to the bed, hm?”
you nodded, hands finding his curls, “please.”
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authorhjk1 · 2 days
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Teaching their hoebae the “real” side of the industry. They heard rumors of you making your “rounds” through different idols around your age/generation. And decided they want to see what the fuss was all about. “You’ve fucking all these cute girls trying to act like grown women. So why don’t I show you what a real woman can do with a beautiful cock like this”
You guys send me so many great ideas for SNSD, so I just had to get at least this one off my chest. This got way out of hand, but I hope you enjoy it anyway.
Sunbae
(Choi Sooyoung X Male Reader)
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"Oh god, yes!"
Ningning's voice echoes through the changing room as you take her from behind.
You usually don't meet other idols that often, since you are in boy group that is mostly keeping to itself within the industry. Your own practice room, your own schedules, your own recording studio and so on. For the last three years, your group has taken Korea and the rest of the world by storm, so you do deserve this special treatment.
And there are more benefits. For example, being very popular with the female idols. Especially the ones your age. They all have busy schedules themselves, so there is no time for boyfriends. You are happy to help out though. Between schedules, you enjoy the company of Korea's most beautiful idols. You remember Wonyoung from three weeks ago. She is insanely pretty and the sex was great. The only downside is your own busy schedule. Not enough time to actually become proper fuck buddies with one if the girls, your schedules mostly conflicting.
But not on a day like this. The company got a great deal with a clothing brand. A big deal. And that's why a lot of idols are here, at this photoshoot location.
Just like you and Ningning.
"Right there, please!"
She cries out again as you hold her by her waist, her upper body resting atop the makeup table.
"And now turn right, please!"
You do as you are told, barely hearing the director's voice over the shutters of the cameras.
Your group already finished it's photoshoot half an hour ago. Your individual shoot is coming to an end too. Not knowing who it is, you are still waiting for your partner for the next couple of photos.
Since your agency isn't the only one now signed with the brand, you are not completely surprised, when you see that the idol approaching you is from another company.
"Hello, sunbae."
You bow respectfully. Trying not not stare. Choi Sooyoung. From SNSD. You can't believe your luck. Your favorite girl group. And Sooyoung herself. In that dress. You have to stop yourself, before you start drooling.
"Hello. (Y/n) is it, right?"
"Yeah."
You smile back at her, honored that she knows your name. The two of you haven't met before.
"I've heard a lot about you."
Her smile is genuine, but you could swear, her eyes are trying to tell you something. Like a secret. A secret only the two of you know.
"I'm honored."
You bow again, before turning towards the camera again. Wanting to hide your nervousness, you try to be professional.
The two of you just stand next to each other for a couple of shots at the beginning. Sooyoung, in that gorgeous, pink, shoulder less dress and golden heels and you, black suit, black vest, and a burgundy tie, which matches the red watch on your wrist.
Eventually, you find yourself holding onto her waist, while Sooyoung's hand rest on your right shoulder. It's only show of course. Trying to be respectful, you don't actually touch her, your hand just above the pink fabric.
She takes a couple of shots alone with the chair, your leader sat on during your group's shots. Afterwards, you take your place on that chair, while Sooyoung lifts her leg. You are captivated by its length and smoothness for a moment, until you feel her heel, slightly digging into your thigh.
A couple of camera shutters later, Sooyoung places her hand on her knee, bending forward. You are very aware of the fact that, with one look in the right direction, you would be seeing something that would keep you up all night. Instead, you stay focused on the camera.
"Now, (y/n)! Please place your hand on Sooyoung's thigh! Sooyoung, put your hand on his head!"
She does what she is told, immediately. You hesitate for a moment.
"You can touch me."
You look at her face for the first time in a while. Then you nod, wrapping your hand around her warm thigh.
"You are cute when you are being respectful."
You bite your lip, hoping the heat in your cheeks won't show in the photos later on.
"Just like that!"
The two of you look into the camera, until Sooyoung drops her first bomb on you.
"Don't look into the camera. Look straight ahead."
"What?"
In her position, she is almost pushing her chest into your face and now she asking you to look?
"Trust me. It's gonna come out great. Plus, you can see it as a reward. For making me look so good next to you in those pictures."
You gulp, debating internally, if you want to put your career on the line or not. But the temptation quickly proves to be too much. You only glance at her cleavage once, her smooth skin tempting you to lean in closer. You eventually do turn your head.
But instead of staying in place, Sooyoung suddenly changes position. Her lower body stands still. She removes her hand from your head and places her elbow on her naked knee, her chin now resting on her bend pointer finger and middle finger, as if she is thinking about something. You could still look at her cleavage if you wanted to, but now, Sooyoung's eyes are on the same level as yours.
And you can't escape her gaze. The camera crew gives you two applause and complements for your amazing chemistry, but you barely hear them. Sooyoung stares into your eyes, into your body, into your soul. You don't even dare to breathe, yet alone bluntly stare at her chest.
"Bad boy. Did you just try to look at your noona's tits?"
Your head starts spinning as if you have been dancing for ten hours straight. What is going on? You do, what you do best in these kind of situations, when you don't know what to do. Try to be funny.
"I didn't know I already have noona privileges."
You do make her chuckle as you point out her slip up. She just indirectly offered you a less formal way of talking with her.
The unwavering, sexy look she had put on, turns into a loving smile.
"From what I hear, you already have your fair share of privileges."
Her teasing and her overall sexy look makes it difficult for you to not become hard in public. A taks that proofs to be very difficult to pull off.
For everyone outside your little bubble, it must look like the two of you changed your concept from seductive strangers, to loving couple.
Unbeknownst to them, Sooyoung keeps talking in that voice of hers, sweet honey seems to be dripping from her lips.
"Do you enjoy your privileges so far?"
You are not slow, when it comes to thinking. And you desperately hope that your guess is correct. That Sooyoung isn't talking about actual privileges anymore.
"I-I do."
You can't help but let a shaky breath escape your lips. This is too good to be true.
"Oh, really?"
Sooyoung seems genuinely surprised.
"You don't care for noona privileges, then?"
She almost sounds hurt.
Like a well oiled machine, Sooyoung changes her position again, without even waiting for directions. A true model to outsiders. A skilful seductress to you.
She spins around and sits down on your right thigh. Instinctively, you reach for her waist, but hesitate, not knowing if you should touch her or not.
"Since you're my hoobae, I expect you to do as I say, from now on."
She suddenly sounds cold. And since you can't see her face anymore, you're afraid that you just blew your one and only chance of getting intimate with Choi Sooyoung.
But your worries of missing out are quickly replaced by new ones as she takes your hand and places it on top of her dress. But not around her waist, where you first intended to put it. Your palm rests on the hem of her pink one piece, your fingertips touching her upper thigh, which is draped over her left one. You are aware that only that piece of fabric and a couple of centimeters separate you from her core.
Eventually, your personal torture ends. The crew thanks the two of you for your hard work, promising you that your pictures will captivate the world, thanks to your chemistry.
You find it a little over the top, but you don't have the energy, or will, to argue.
"Come."
Sooyoung tells you, after saying goodbye to the staff. You walk after her, heading towards your changing room. But you never make it there. In the middle of the small hallway, Sooyoung turns around. Her arms now crossed in front of her body, she looks you up and down.
"Did you have fun with Ningning, earlier?'
You are stunned and visibly embarrassed.
"Well, I did hear her having fun, but I'm wondering about you. How often did she make you cum?"
"S-Sunbae... I-"
"Oh please. Don't play innocent. I heard about you more than I should've."
"Y-You did?"
You thought she was referring to your group's music, when she first said that an hour ago.
"Yes. I can even tell you their names, if you don't believe me. You seem to be leaving behind quite the impression."
"N-No I-I'm good, thanks."
Sooyoung ignores you with ease.
"Huh Yunjin, Shin Yuna,..."
You close your eyes in embarrassment, while she keeps counting with her fingers.
"...Baek Jiheon, Jang Wonyoung, Ningning..."
Sooyoung's eyes move from her fingers to you.
"You are going through these girls, like they go through their shoes, playboy."
"I-It's not like that."
What kind of stupid defense is that?
"Oh really? All these young girls seem to fall so easily for your tricks, is it that?"
"Sunbae, please..."
Sooyoung chuckles.
"Have you even been with a proper woman before?"
You get what she means. Someone older than yourself. You shake your head.
Sooyoung shakes her head in disappointment.
"Those girls are inexperienced themselves. How could they take care of my hoobae properly?"
She takes a step closer, slightly tilting her head as if she is trying to figure out what you could be possibly seeing in those girls.
"You've been fucking all these cute girls acting like grown women. So why don't I show you what a real woman can do with that big cock of yours?"
A wave of pleasure and anticipation rushes down your spine. For a brief moment, you wonder why Sooyoung would call you big, specifically. But you see her glancing down, biting her lip. You do the same, realizing that you have a hard on. You don't know for how long already.
Without waiting for an answer, Sooyoung reaches forward, cupping your cock over your pants
"I like the feeling of that. Maybe it's not only tricks you have going for you."
She gives you a quick peck on the lips, a cheeky smile playing around hers.
"I want a proper taste of you. All these rumors I hear sound way too exaggerated."
"Wait, sunbae. I-"
"Shush."
Sooyoung glares at you. Instead of her lips, her finger is now sealing your lips.
"You thought you were sleeping with all the female idols, right?"
You give her a weak nod.
"You are so naive. I'm gonna show you the real side of this industry."
You expect another kiss, when Sooyoung leans towards you. Instead, your lips only graze hers as she makes you miss, heading straight for your ear.
"Let me give you some senior advice, hoobae."
She nibbles on your earlobe for a second, before she continues to whisper into your ear.
"When someone offers you noona privileges, you take them."
Sooyoung takes your face into her hands, now looking at you again.
"Because real women like me, know what a boy like you wants."
She leans forward once again. Your lips barely touching hers as she keeps talking.
"We have what you need."
A moan almost escapes your lips.
Sooyoung pulls away, giving you a victorious smile.
"Follow me."
You do as she says and soon find yourself inside a spacious kitchen. Way bigger than your dressing room. Probably for the staff, if they have to work here the whole day.
"Isn't this kinda public?"
Sooyoung rolls her eyes. In that moment, you promise yourself not to say anything stupid ever again. She almost looked terrifying.
"Lesson one, playboy."
She placed her hands on the counter, slightly leaning over it. It takes an incredible amount of self control to not glance at her cleavage.
"Learn how to take a blowjob."
"What?"
You are mentally not quite there yet. You are still trying to figure out, how you went from a simple photoshoot to this.
"What do you-"
Sooyoung cuts you off with a gesture, motioning for you to come closer. Following her order, you find yourself trapped between the older woman and the countertop behind you.
"You are asking, what do I mean?"
You swallow your reply.
"I mean, that you have to learn how it feels like to receive proper head. We don't want you to cum too quickly."
Sooyoung leans in. Instead of kissing you, she tilts her head, kissing your neck.
"You see..."
Her words are interrupted by another kiss.
"Your noonas know how to worship cock. We know how important your pleasure is."
Sooyoung now moves towards your lips, leaving a trail of kisses behind.
"Now, try to hold on."
She whispers against your lips, before giving you a quick but deep kiss that leaves you breathless.
You watch in amazement as Sooyoung lets her finger wander from your cheek to your chin, along your throat, past your chest, until she reaches the hem of your shirt. At the same time, she lowers herself further and further, until she is squatting in front of you.
With a lustful look in her eyes, Sooyoung holds your stare as she opens your pants, without having to look at them. They glide down your legs and a moment later, you feel her give your clothed cock a kiss.
"Not half bad for a boy."
Sooyoung licks her lips, before she slowly pulls down your underwear.
"Hmmm."
Her warm breath plays around your cock as she hums in satisfaction.
"Girls your age don't know how to appreciate a dick like this."
Sooyoung closes her eyes, savouring the first taste of your cock as she lets her tongue glide over your tip. She follows that up with a couple of quick kisses along your shaft, before placing her tongue at your base. Your breath hitches as she drags her tongue along the underside of your cock.
"You really are blessed. It tastes amazing."
Sooyoung purrs, before finally opening her mouth wider. You bite your lip, watching how she slowly moves forward, her mouth around your cock without touching it. Once she reaches the second half of your length, Sooyoung finally closes her mouth around your cock, her lips forming an airtight seal.
"Oh, god."
You groan out, your head rolling back.
She starts to let her lips glide along your shaft as she pulls back, her tongue pressing against it from underneath. Once she reaches your tip, her tongue swirls around it, before she starts to take you into her mouth again.
Sooyoung doesn't stop doing these motions. Back and forth. Her head moves back and forth. Her lips glide along your shaft, back and forth. Her tongue drags along the underside of your shaft, back and forth.
Your knuckles quickly turn white as you hold onto the countertop behind you. Sooyoung is doing this at a way slower pace than all of the girls you've been with so far. She visibly enjoys sucking you off. You can tell by how her eyes are closed. How a slight smile plays around her lips. How she slightly hums around your cock, whenever she is about to take you in again.
It becomes harder and harder for you to keep your composure. There is no way in hell you're gonna last much longer. You try to tell her that, but your words are suddenly stuck in your throat, when Sooyoung decides to up her game even more.
You are now forced to take heavy breaths as the woman in front of you takes more of your cock. She glides further down you length than before. And soon, you realize that you've hit the back of her throat.
"Oh, shit."
You can't help but groan as the muscles of her throat flex around you. The act makes her throat squeeze you even more than before. Sooyoung slowly retreats, this time only halfway, before she pushes forward again.
"S-Sunbae."
You groan again, wanting to tell her to stop. If this is only the appetizer and you actually have a chance of feeling her pussy around you, you don't want to blow this. No pun intended.
Sooyoung does eventually listen to your warnings, feeling your cock throbbing in her throat. She leans back, until your tip only rests on her parted lips. She lets it fall off. Now, only a string of saliva connects her lips with your cock.
"That was..."
You can't find the right words.
"Good?"
Sooyoung shoots you a mocking grin.
"Good."
You repeat after her as you try to hold onto the feeling you just experienced.
"Judging from your reaction, these girls don't know how to take a cock down their throats. "
You weakly shake your head, confirming her assumption.
"A shame."
She mumbles to herself, before wrapping her hand around your cock.
"Time for lesson two, then."
Sooyoung stands back up again, her face inches away from yours.
"Learn to be patient. Older women don't like quick and meaningless wild sex. They like to take their time."
She pushes you towards your left, signaling you to sit down on the chair that is standing in the corner. After having done so, you watch Sooyoung stepping in front of you, before leaning down, her hands rest on your knees.
"This is also the perfect time for you to recover. Don't rush into this. Let me take the lead and enjoy the show."
Sooyoung puts her heel onto your thigh again, just like during the photoshoot. Except this time, she puts her finger on the top if her foot and slowly starts to drag it upwards. You watch it move along her smooth skin. Once it reaches her knee, Sooyoung speaks again.
"Learn to appreciate a woman's body. How it looks, how it feels and how it responds to your touch."
She reaches down again to take your hand. Slowly your fingers move up her leg and past her knee. Her thigh feels incredible as you explore more of her body. You eventually reach the hem of her dress. Before you can even try to push further, Sooyoung swats your hand away. In a swift motion, as if she is dancing to an inaudible tune, she lifts her foot off your thigh and spins around.
Her back is now facing you. Sooyoung raises her hands and then, slowly, lets them travel down the sides of her body. At the same time, she sways her hips seductively, until her hands reach her waist. She slightly bends forward as they run over her ass.
You almost reach out to grab a handful of her cheeks. But Sooyoung now lowers herself and sits on your lap. Her ass slightly grinds against you. She reaches behind herself, finding the back of your head, before forcing you to lean it forward. Your lips land on her naked shoulder and you start to kiss her skin. Thanks to the angle, you finally have a clear view of her cleavage for the first time. No bra, you notice. The dress seems to be tight enough to keep her breasts in place by itself.
Sooyoung must've caught you staring somehow, because she now place another finger on her collarbone. Her pink nail glides over skin, eventually reaching the upper hem of her dress. She hooks her finger into it, slowly pulling it down.
Just enough to make you drool, without revealing everything.
Sooyoung seems to have enough of your kisses. She gets off your lap and turns around again. While maintaining eye contact, she hooks both her thumbs into her dress on either of her sides. Sooyoung starts to strip in front of you. When she is about to free her tits entirely, she leans forward and lets them fall out of her dress. You watch with a dry mouth, unable to say a word.
She wiggles her hips as she gets the rest of the dress off, until she is standing completely naked in front of you. Her pink dress a pile of cloth around her ankles. She steps out of it and towards you.
"Good boy."
She straddles your lap again. Your cock is now resting on her stomach at the hight of her belly button.
"Lesson three."
Sooyoung reaches down to slowly stroke your cock. Her other hand grazes your cheek, before she lets it rest on your shoulder.
"Be a good fuck toy for your noona. Trust me, I know how to ride you so well, that you pass out from the pleasure."
She gives you another kiss on the lips, before she lifts herself off your lap.
"And feel free to explore a real woman's body."
With that, Sooyoung aligns her pussy with your cock. She slowly sinks back down.
"Oh, god!"
You immediately groan.
"Fuck!"
Even Sooyoung lets out a loud moan.
"You feel way bigger than before."
She now places the other hand on your shoulder as well, only your tip resting inside of her right now. That changes, when Sooyoung slowly lowers herself further. Looking down, you watch more and more of your cock disappear inside of her.
"Were you even able to fit all of this into your cute little girls?"
Despite her mocking tone, you can tell that Sooyoung is struggling. She stops for a couple of seconds halfway down, before she eventually keeps going.
When she does reach your base, her eyes roll to the back of her head.
"Damn, I can feel your cock push my organs out of the way."
Before you are able to reply, Sooyoung starts to lift herself off of you again. When only your tip remains inside her core, she lowers herself back onto you.
You grit your teeth at the pleasure and you remember what Sooyoung told you earlier. Your hands start from her hips. They move across her midriff and sides, until they reach her tits. You begin to grope them, while Sooyoung keeps her slow pace. Maybe you are a little too much to handle. Even for her.
Her soft skin underneath your palms and her tight pussy around your cock send spikes of pleasure through your system. When Sooyoung finally does get used to your size, she starts to ride you, just like she promised.
Her pace increases with every other thrust. A minute or so later, she is bouncing on your cock, a satisfied smile on her face. You lean forward to catch one of her nipples with your mouth, which makes her moan.
Sucking on her tits, you enjoy the ride Sooyoung is giving you. Once in a while, she changes it up a little. Instead of constantly impaling herself on your cock, she occasionally stays glued to your hips. She would then move hers in a circle motion, making your dick rub against all kind of places inside of her.
Sooyoung alternates between both styles of riding, making sure you are on a steady way towards your orgasm. But you manage to catch her off guard with how well you suck on her tits. Sooyoung moans more and more, never having expected you to be this good. She doesn't lose her rhythm, but it's obvious she is beginning to struggle to keep it together.
"Yes, keep sucking on them! Good boy!"
She praises you, while her hips smash down onto yours. You can't tell how long it as been, but Sooyoung's prediction might actually become true. Her pussy keeps draining your composure out of you. Whenever she circles her hips, your legs quiver. Your hands have found their way back to her waist by now. You are squeezing her sides, trying to not lose grip on reality.
Sooyoung is in no better condition. Your cock keeps hitting just the right spots. Whenever she impales herself on your cock, she can feel it push upwards against her guts, forcing the air out of her lungs. Eventually, she can't take it anymore. Only able to grind herself on top of you, back and forth, she becomes a mess in your lap, while you keep sucking on her breasts.
"Ah, fuck! (Y/n)!"
She didn't call you by a nickname for the first time in quite a while. Her pussy pulsates around you, trying to make you orgasm too. Her nails dig into your shoulders, probably leaving stinging marks behind. Sooyoung shivers and shakes on top of you.
Once she finally does come down, she gives you a lustful stare.
"Not bad, playboy."
She captures your lips with hers. You instinctively wait for her to announce another lesson.
"Last lesson."
There it is.
"Learning how to cream pie your sunbaes."
"Cream pie?"
"You heard me the first time."
Sooyoung bites her lip and resumes her riding.
You've never done this before, for obvious reasons. Your career, the other idol's career and so on and so on. But now, she isn't really giving you much of a choice. And it's not like you're complaining. Every fan would dream of having a chance to cream pie Choi Sooyoung.
That dream becomes reality a couple of minutes later.
"Oh, god! Sunbae!"
Now it's your turn to shout out her name. Well, at least the formal version of it. Your heels dig into the floor, you thrust upwards into her waiting pussy. And then, you start to fill her up.
A deep moan rolls off Sooyoung's tongue as she feels herself getting cream pied by someone way younger than herself. Your warmth enters her stomach and she makes sure that nothing of your precious cum escapes, by not moving at all.
"You did a great job, playboy. You are a fast learner."
After her praise, Sooyoung gives you a curious look.
"How many more rounds do you have in you? I won't be leaving this place, until I've made sure that you are taken care of properly."
She leans down to kiss you again, her tongue dancing with yours for a while.
"And there is one more thing older women do, that younger girls don't."
After breaking the kiss, Sooyoung whispers into your ear again.
"Swallow."
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starsomens · 2 days
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It was early morning on Father’s Day and you were up before Noah for once. So you just looked at him while he slept like a baby, he had this adorable pout that he does when he sleeps and maybe you snapped a picture or two
This was really the father of your kids. He was handsome, talented and tall. And don’t forget about his many, many skills. You inch closer to him until you could clearly hear his soft breaths You come to kiss his cheek and whisper
“Good morning…..”
“Mmmm” was all you got back which made you giggle
“Sleep good?”
“Mhm…..where the kids?” He asks. You actually got up before him and checked on them. Lucky for you both they’re starting to get to the age where they’re sleeping in much longer
“Still asleep….which means,” you lean forward to his ear “we have a little, time” laying a kiss right under his lobe. If he wasn’t away before he sure is now. He kicked off the blanket, trying to move as fast as he can before you stopped him from lowering his boxers
“No, no…..you stay put mister,”  you said, pushing down on his chest to make him lay down “you stay….right…..there” you said between your trail of kisses crossing over and down his tattooed chest. You can feel and hear how his heart started racing, how his breathing started to become faster. The more you in to the hem of his boxers heavier, he was breathing. Already feeling how hard he was against your stomach the further south you went.
“Baby…please…” you had to admit you love when he begged you, even if it was just a little bit. You kissed the very edge of his boxers and look up at him
“I got you baby, don’t worry,” have you finished your sentence you pull his boxers down where his hard cock springs free. You wrap your hand around him and start to pump him, looking at him directly as your tongue meets length and licks from your hand up the underside of his shaft. Bringing his tip into your mouth to swirl your tongue around it
“Fuck….fuck princess….” He growls as he resist the urge to grab your hair and bring you down on his cock. You start slowly at his tip and lower your mouth on to him halfway. No matter how many times you have tried it no intends to still be too big for you to completely. As you bob your head up and down his leg, his fingers rake through your hair. Picking it up into a ponytail, keeping it out of your way, and out of his view from your administrations. Usually Noah was the one who always wants to go down on you, but he always felt extra. grateful whenever you did it to him.
“Fuck princess….so fucking good….such a good girl for me…” the grip on your hair became tighter the more you bobbed your head. You moan around his cock, from him, gripping your hair “so fucking….taking cock so good…fuck….,shit Y/N…get up here, Now”
You take one more, Bob as far as you can before coming up with a pop. You’re saliva connecting you by string to the tip of his cock.
Sits up in hoist you over his hips, as if you were nothing. He was very happy that you were sleeping in one of his shirts, simply pushing your panties aside and aligning himself with your pussy. He thrust himself upwards, entering you without friction. You were so wet, warm, tight around him. He was convinced he would come right on the spot.
“N-Noah…oh god,” you moan as you close your eyes feeling him fucking up into you. His lips finding their usual spot on your neck, leaving kisses and nips along the way as his hands pull your hips steadily above his.
“Mhm…lemme hear you baby….fuck…love this pussy so much….” he faster. Coming closer and closer to his peak. “Where…tell me where princess…”
“I-inside…please!” he couldn’t resist fulfilling your needs when you asked him so nicely using your manners while he was deep inside of you
“My good girl….wants me to fill her pussy up huh? Gonna let me—fuck! Knock you up again? Hm? Is that what you want?” he whispers into your ear as his threats only become harder, hitting the sweetest spot inside of you. His mouth captures yours in a deep and passionate kiss. Also trying to keep your sounds down without blowing your cover. 
The bed bucks against the wall as he delivers his last powerful thrusts as he pushes himself in you deeply as he finishes. Feeling you to the brim with his cum. You both can’t. Neither of you moving from your spot.
“Fuck… why don’t you wake me up like that more often?” he the sudden passionate moment
”Do you forget that we have kids for the most part attached to you,” rest, your chin on his chest look at him. His cheeks were all flushed were blown just looking at you. “ I’m surprised they haven’t come knocking on the door looking for you already,”
Speaking of those little gremlins of yours, you started to hear the pitter patter of their feet, approaching your door. Followed by giggles before some knocking claim. Followed by a test of the door knob to see if it was open or not. Luckily, you locked the door before starting your little morning surprise. You and Noah just chuckle among yourselves, of course parenting was hard, but it was silver boarding. You couldn’t ask for a better life, or better, or a better man to be the father of those kids.
“Alright, come on let’s get the day started.”
“Didn’t we already started it?” as you sit up on his lab fixing yourself up before getting off the bed
“I sucked you off and you think that’s all I had planned for you today? I’m hurt,” dramatically as you place your hand over your chest “ i’ll get your tall ass out of bed, so the kids can give you their presents,”
He said that you open the door, to let in your three kids, with all their energy at nine in the morning
“HAPPY FATHERS DAY !!” Sometimes you wonder if they were really your kids because there’s no way so could have this much energy at this time in the morning. You could do shake your head and smile as you watch them basically throw themselves on top of their father no matter how many times he can’t breathe. But he doesn’t stop them either.
Three kids now and you weren’t planning on having anymore. But if you were honest, seeing him being the father, he is enough to convince you to have one more.
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☆ EDDIE MUNSON'S MASTERLIST ☆
❣ AGATHA'S MAIN PAGE ❣
☹ Summary : no matter how harsh he threw your heart out like it was nothing to you, you still cling onto him until you can't
☹ Word Count : I hope I didn't get too far how long this is
☹ Warnings : 18+ MDNI‼️ Rockstar!Eddie Munson x FEM!reader, cursing, smut, unprotected sex, both oral receiving, no use of y/n, slight cheating, slight somnophilia, hate!sex, unrequited feelings, lack of affection, unreciprocated love, toxic!boyfriend, emotional abuse, toleration, arguments, unhealthy relationship, briefly mentioning Jonathan & Nancy (reader's platonically friends!) but I wrote Eddie did not grew up in Hawkins only reader, that's just it
☹ What to Expect : SMUT AND ANGST‼️IM SORRY IN ADVANCE IF I MAKE EDDIE SO WORST IN THIS, I paint him so bad in this but I'm just following where I associate with this song from Billie, I apologize (I know this is totally not the Eddie, we love but blame my demented mind)
☹ Note To Reader : HIT ME HARD AND SOFT ALBUM OF THE FUCKING YEAR! 🫡 I'm sorry, I just need to say it out loud, I've been obsessed with this album ever since it dropped and gave me so much fic ideas 😩✍🏻
☹ Author Note : yay, I'm back writing, my main boy, Eddie Munson! I have so much working in progress but imma keep going to finally finish everything! 😭🫶🏻✨
You're trying your best
To keep him satisfied
You always, always let him get his rest everytime he's finished performing while you stayed up all night
You don't wanna let him know
You don't even think if he cares about it
How you feel so alone
"Jesus Christ, baby"
He is in deep in your cunt swallowing him, your naked bodies pressed together as you pant and moan for him
He holds at the headrest as he pounds himself in and out of your pussy relentlessly
"O-Oh my god!- Eddie" you cry out as he collapsed on top of you as you scratch behind his back making him groan
He squeezes your breasts as he kisses you sloppily, a string of saliva as he pulls from the kiss making you fucked up in the brain as he ruthlessly sheathes himself inside and out from your aching hole
"F-Faster" you whisper as you bit your lip in pleasure when he grabs both of your legs folding you in half close to your chest as he rocks his hips brutally
"Harder, yeah, baby- I know- fuck" he shuts his eyes as he gets lost in the feeling of being inside of, so warm and so unbelievably good how he felt in your walls
He's throbbing inside of you and your cunt is pulsating, you clench around him as he grunts
You chant his name, he watches down his dick is covered with your juices and he moans louder
"Eddie-"
"Cum with me"
"Ah-oh" you sigh beautifully as you whine when you came undone as he spills all of his load in you
He lazily smiles as he kisses your chest, he removes the hair out of your face as he slams his lips onto you again, you mewl and your legs are still trembling
He smirks as he chuckles "Woah, woah there, sweet cheeks, we might go for round 2 if we continue doing this"
"I don't mind" you say with a sly grin but your smile falls when he begins to pick up his clothes
You sit up yourself quickly as you bring the blanket closer to you
Why is he only affectionate to you when it's sexual?
Or when you give him the pleasure
Of course, he won't stay like he always does
"You're not staying....again?" Your voice is meek as you looked behind the back of his head
He doesn't turns around because he will only be seeing those eyes
"Y-Yeah, I have to go to hang out with the guys" he clears his throat as he ties his black boots
You wanted him to stay with you, you want him to hold to you, not him running off after you both just have sex
No matter how many times he has done this, it's the same reason everytime you tell him that you want him to stay beside you, you can't help but feel so disappointed
He stands up as he turns around as you try to mask up your saddened face as you give him a small smile
He makes a quick kiss to your head as he takes one last look at you before he leaves the room
You look at your body, the way he touches you and holds you is imprinted every inch of your body, the scent of him still lingers
You bring your knees up closer to your body as your eyes falls into the big window from the hotel room
The sunset is very pleasing to you makes you forget the dismayed situation that you had with Eddie not a minute ago
That's where made you think about your relationship for almost 4 years of living together
You always been so good to him, you give him anything that he wants
You've been thoughtful, considerate, lovable, caring, understanding and pretty much everything what a lover should do to her partner
Your congratulations?, Nothing
All your love and admiration?, Nothing
All the times you've waited for him to want you to be naked, Nothing
You made it all look, Painless
Man, aren't you the greatest?
"Eddie, why are you doing this?! I'm your girlfriend-" you raise your voice as you step closer to him, his eyes became more intense as he starts fuming
"Shut the fuck up!" He snaps up, you flinched but you still continue to argue with him
"You're out of your mind picking up girls while you have someone who is waiting for you to come home" you retorted as you push him by the shoulder, he glares at you
"What are you going to do about it?" He ignores your point as you shake your head in disappointment
"You're such an asshole" you spat out as you walk away from him
His heavy boots hits the wooden floor as he stomps to aggressively grab both of your arms as he swings you around to face him as he pins you against the kitchen counter
"Don't ever say anything to me like that again" he grumbles as his dark eyes bore into you as you swallow and shiver from his touch
"Eddie- let me go of me!" you protest but he's aiming at your neck to kiss and mark you up
He is locked you up with his hold, whatever you try to move, he won't budge
Your breathing became ragged as he starts unbottoning your denim shorts, his fingers is like an ignition as he touches your stomach and crawls up into your breasts under your blouse
"S-Stop doing that" you're still mad at him, you hate him for doing this to you
All you wanted was a nice goddamn communication about what you didn't like with his behavior
Instead, he does this, so, that you'll be distracted from the main problem that you both have that is very needed to be talked about
He knows what the fuck he's doing and that makes you even more angrier
But, god- you love him so much that if he can ruin you over and over, you would let him do it
"Do you want me to stop?" His grabs the flesh of your ass as he raises you up and you yelp as he places you in the counter
It became more aggressive, desperate, needy
He takes off your denim shorts along with your panties without a warning he doves on your pooling cunt as it clenches around nothing as he dips his tongue inside of you
"E-Eddie- ah!" You lean your chest and back forward to get close to him as he grips so tightly around your inner thighs as you can feel his nails dig deeper into it that is for sure will leave marks but you didn't mind
You can feel his fanning breath on the area of your tight hole as he tastes you on his tongue, he hums in delightment as he kept his hungry eyes on you as he eats you out
Your brows pulled together as your face contorts in pleasure as you start grinding against his face as he holds you steady
"Wh-what the fuck? Eddie?- oh-" you can see the mischief on his eyes and he knows, he knows you're pissed off at him but you can't deny that he is so good at it
Your hands went through his hair as you tug it making him groan as he buries himself on your heat
Your eyes went large when he pulls you closer to him and your legs went through his shoulders as he tongue fucks you on a different angle making your eyes blurry as you squeezed it shut
You moan louder and your breath becomes heavier as you continue to grind against his face
You placed your hands flat on the counter surface as you tried to control your building familiar sensations on your stomach
You tried to push him away from your cunt because you can't help it anymore but he won't let you do that, he is a fucking menace
He dips his tongue deeper inside as he devours you, your eyes rolled back as you sigh and scream his name as you came undone
Your eyes are half-lidded as your arms went wobbly and if you ever try to stand up your knees can buckle anytime
Eddie looks at you like you're some sort of prey as his brown eyes went darker and he grins devilishly
He palms your pussy as he slides his finger inside of you making you whine as you hold his wrist
"You taste so good, baby" he moans as he licks his finger off clean as you bring his hand to your breasts
"But it isn't enough for me" his voice sounds deeper than before
You haven't calmed down yet but the moment you hear his belt unbuckling you open your eyes and you can see his angry tip growing harder
But before you can say anything, he snaps off your strapped blouse revealing your naked chest
He holds his dick as he slams into your entrance making you squeal
"O-Oh my f-fucking go-d!" You held onto him as he rocks his hips slowly
"Shit, you're so soaked" he grunts as he rests his head on the crook of your neck
He pulls back as he watches you completely in the ecstasy of the feeling of him inside of you
You copy his movements as his head falls backward
He held both of your legs as he sheathes himself inside, your walls are already clamping onto him
You place your palms on the counter as you raise yourself as you grind harder onto him making him moan in your action
He slides himself inside and outside of you harder and faster as you watch how he easily slips on you
He smirks when he catches you looking at it, "See, that? sweetheart? that's you, I'm about to bust-"
You clench around him as you can't raise yourself any longer as you start whimpering and panting at him
Your body begins to shake as he carefully brings your legs around his waist as he fucks you deeper
You cannot even close your legs at him anymore as it falls down more than once
"I know, baby, I know- fuck" he growls as your high pitched moans becomes more louder
He takes a look at you as he kisses you swallowing your moans as you arch your back
Bodies slapping, you're sweating and so is he, your mind is gone out of the window
Fuck, even if you hate him, you always cave in
You shout his name as your bit down to his shoulders as he sighs in pleasure as he rocks his hips at you spilling his load in your velvety walls
"That's right, baby, take it just like that" he can feel you squeezing him not wasting any ounce from his seed as you hum in agreement
You're shocked
That he didn't let go of you this time
He lets you hold him, you embrace him as he caresses your hair softly, you smile
But you can feel your eyes tiring begging to close, he sense that, so, he picked you up and you're already in the verge of falling asleep
The scattered pieces of clothing are ignored in the floor
He places you in his bed as he goes along with you, he sleeps with you for the first time that night
You turn around in the bed not opening your eyes yet and you met with a cold empty space
Typical
You scoff as you get up and pick up the robe and tied it to yourself to cover your body as you picked up the clothes you wore last night and throw it into the laundry
His guitar is not present in the room, so, you figure out that he's there with them
Not that you don't want him to hang out with them, not that you avoid him for having a social life
You just want to be a part of his life too
Be his, it's all you ever wanted
Jonathan is a good friend of yours back in Hawkins Indiana, he's honest and very dear to you
You remember your last conversation him before the way he interrupted you with your ramblings about Eddie, he knows that something isn't right with you and your relationship with him
He just doesn't want you to be heartbroken, he knows what will happen to you after all of this will end, that's why you'll always receive those sympathetic eyes of him
But no matter what he do, he can't stop you, he can't even prevent you to feel hurt because he just knows how awful he is to you
If only he's more like Jonathan, Nancy is a really lucky girl
"Eddie, Eddie, Eddie, you always think about him first, I mean- have you ever think about yourself? just for once?" He reaches for his drink as he kept his eyes on you
Your lips slowly downturns as you start mustering, "You know how much I love him, Jonathan" you softly murmur and he just rolls his eyes as he leans forward to steal a french fry on your plate as you playfully glare at him
"Yeah, I know, I'm just worried that he won't treat you right, he doesn't deserve you, you deserve someone who is better than him" he chuckles at your shocked face because of his action but his face turns back to serious as he continues to talk to you
You already knew about that, you know what you entered in the first place even though you know it will tear you down in the process, you can't even remember how you fell in love with him, you just did, it only takes you by a first glance and then boom, you got yourself felling harder
He saw you in the crowd and you can't believe he chose you and at first it was all very romantic and sweet until he can't stop talking about you over the phone, talking about how much he misses you, saying that you should be with him and he even demands that you should stay with him
You really thought that he was serious about your "relationship together", he wants it to make it official but why he hasn't told the public yet? you thought you both have the same feelings for each other and it turns out, you're the only one who has very deep feelings about him
You've been doing this for weeks, staying over at his tour bus as he fucks your brains out everytime you came around
For him he only loves you for sex but to you?
He is everything to you, god- doesn't he even realized how much you've done anything for him? You never once did talk bad about him back when a paparazzi intercepted your path while you're walking in the streets asking you questions about what is your role in Eddie's life, you faced public scrutiny, you know your reputation can be ruin if things goes backwards
But you didn't care because why? You love him
You know this is so bad for you, anyone can see it, you got these sympathetic looks from all of his crew and even his bandmates
Does he treat every girl that he gets this way? that's why whenever he picked up a girl they already have this look on their faces that they dreaded it?
Jonathan can tell that you're keeping it together, your eyes are now glassy as your mind is elsewhere, he knows that you just wanted to be someone you truly love even that person isn't right for you
You keep this whatever what the fuck this is, you might get yourself ruin apart at the end but at least you have the time of your life with someone you truly adore
"Hey, I hope you know that you find someone who will love you so much as much as you do"
Sometimes, your friend's words makes you startle a little at how accurate they are
You just smile fondly, "Thanks, Jonathan"
He already tried to talk you out of this, of course, he is disappointed at first when he find out that you're fucking not only a metalhead but a goddamn famous rockstar, he knows guys like that can't settle down, he can read people easily at first look, but no matter what he say about, he knows that you won't change your mind, so, he took your hand in his as he squeezes it
"Just so you know, I'll be here for you, when the time comes" he speaks softly as he gauges for your reaction he knows how fast you can froze by the words that hit you but you masked up your pained expression as you look into his eyes
You're about to leave with Eddie after your lunch together as you look at the window, Jonathan saw how in love you are, he can't help but feel sorry for you
You fell in love with a wrong person
"I'll call you, okay?" You smile despite the sting in your chest
Once again, you cried to yourself as you took a bath
You scrubbed like there's no tomorrow on every inch of your body
You let him come and go
Whatever state you are in
That's how dedicated you are to him, you don't even think twice how things would end up if you always let him take over you
He came home very late that day and even you're sleepy but you can feel him dragging you closer to him as he hugs you and he presses a kiss to your back
You don't know how to feel about this, you always fell whenever he does these things to you, I mean- does he know? every single action he makes to you drives you absolutely crazy?!?
You woke up in the morning as you glare the person beside you who is peacefully asleep
You always decided against with the thought of punching him to his gut, scratching his face out of anger, slapping him until his face fall off
Eddie is not always a light sleeper, so, you aggressively took off the blanket that is covering the both of you and get yourself positioned on top of him
You take off your panties as you untied his gray sweatpants as you pull it down letting his dick springs free slapping against his stomach as you spit on the palm of your hand as you began to stroke it
You're upset but also feel aroused, you want him to know what it feels like
Your delicate small hand is wrapped around his cock as you jerk him off, he stirs in his sleep slightly, but as soon as you heard his soft snores you proceed what you needed to do
When you felt his dick is solid rock hard, your cunt is on bitching heat as you reach at the hem of your nightgown revealing yourself to him naked as he still asleep
You carefully grab his dick guiding it at the tight hole of your entrance as you sink down, you moan and whimper at the intrusion as you throw your head backwards
You bit down your bottom lip as your eyes starts prickle in tears, you begin to grind yourself, you're heavily breathing, your cheeks are flushed
That's where his mind and body registers what is happening as he slowly opens his eyes, his vision becomes clearer when it lands on you on top of him fucking him while he is asleep as he tries to cover his stunned expression but he can't, you're drooling and he can see the dilated pupils on your eyes
He looks down at your cunt and his dick is coated with your fluids as he groans as starts copying your movements lazily
You saw the look on his face and it becomes a cocky smirk as he holds both of your hips
He missed the unreadable stare on your eyes as he pants and he grabs both of your breasts making you whine in pleasure
"Fuck- baby- good morning to you" he says with a gruff voice as he brings you closer to him
"Morning" he didn't catched the stern tone on your voice as you begin to bounce on his cock all of the sudden making him curse under his breath
His mouth hangs open as he blinks rapidly his hold on you became tighter as he tries to rut himself but he can't since he is too pussydrunk
You moan out loud as you bounce on his cock harder and faster and he uses the energy that is left with him as he pulls you making you squeal and say his name so hotly
"What's gotten in-to you- s-sweetheart? you missed me?" He says between kisses as he swallows your pretty noises as he marked you up on your chest and neck hitting that sweet spot that makes your head spin
"I-I just wanna make you feel this" you pulled back as his face flashes with confusion but the moment you lean backward and placed your palms on his knees as you rock your hips rougher
"Oh- christ!" He exclaims as his eyebrows knitting focusing at how hot you look like this, you're so fucking sexy
You study his face at how he reacts on your every movement with him, despite your hips stutter and you feel the familiar core coming into you
"I-I'm gonna- sweetheart- fuck- I'm dying here" he moans as he tries not to pull trigger early
"I-I know, I'm close" you whisper as he slams his lips onto yours as you mewl as you place yourself on his neck almost biting him when it finally snaps as you grind to take it all with you as you both calm down
He kisses you as he pours all of his white seed to you painting your velvety walls as you clamp around him making him grunt
When you finally got calm down take note he is still holding you keeping you in place but the moment you slapped his arm away when he tries to reach out and hold you, he got confused again
You wore your panties and your nightgown again, he watches his cum leaking out of you and his eyes following you as you reach for the doorknob, and he puts back on his sweatpants as he sits down on the bed
"What the hell are you doing?" Now, he wants you to stay? What a fucking hypocrite
You humorlessly chuckle as you shake your head, you turn around to face him
You lean downward to meet his eyes, "So, now you know how it feels like, huh?"
"Feels like to be what?" His eyes goes everywhere on your face as he begs for an answer
"To be used" your face falls completely showing him that you can be cold at him
You left him mouth hanging open as he closes and starts shooking his head as he followed you outside
He catches to you downstairs as he blocks your path
You're shooting daggers at him but you know this argument won't do shit to improve your relationship to him, so, you move to other side as you continue coming down from the stairs
"Used you?" He repeats as he tries to understand, you ignore him as you pour yourself a cup of coffee
You nod as you went into the fridge grabbing the leftovers from last night to reheated up
"You think- I used you?" He implied as you incredulously laugh at him
"What does this look like to you?" You point yourself and to him
"We're in a relationship" he says as he shrugged and he doesn't even sound pretty confident with his answer as you chuckle dryly
You almost choke when you take a sip from your coffee
"Bullshit" you say plainly as you pick up a plate and open the drawers for the cutlery
"That's not bullshit" he gives you a deadpan stare
The audacity of this guy
"Oh, it's not bullshit to you? Well- let me take this down for you, Eddie, did you ever mentioned me some of your interviews and whatever the press asks you what I am in your life? I don't know?! You fucking tell me" you throw your arms up as you scoff when you saw the guilty crosses his features
"See? That's what I thought" you point out to his face as you take a seat on the table he follows suit yet again
"You know that I just can't-" he thinks deeply as he can't even look at you now, too ashamed of it
"Oh, yes you can, all you have to do is say those words but you can't, of course, because you're too chicken shit, afraid of your own damn feelings" you retorted as you give him a pointed look
"I am not-" he goes closer to you but he halted when you stood up, the fork clinks when you drop it on the table
"You're not? So, tell me- tell me now, do you love me Eddie?" You stare at him despite you already know the answer and it pains you
His face becomes pale and it looses it's color as he stares at you
"I-I don't-" he stutters as he doesn't know what to do with his hands as he averts his gaze somewhere else
You click your tongue, "Eddie, it's a simple question, it's not a trick, I said- do you love me?!" You repeat your words as he stood there, he opens his mouth but no words coming out of it
Does he suddenly didn't have the ability to talk?
He said nothing
He didn't answered
His silence is making your heart took out of your body and he crushed it just like that
The way he can't reply fast screams volumes
"Why am I not surprised" you chuckle wryly as you turn your back at him as you walk away
"No-" he takes your hand as you snatch it off and he frowns
"Do you have any idea?"
"Of what?"
"What would I have done?"
He knows what you're talking about and it deepens his regretful features as he looks at you
"I endured a lot, Eddie- I would've told anyone else about how awful you are to me, I would do it, anything at all, worse than anyone" you say between chokes of your tears making your throat tighten at how bad you feel about your relationship
Not only your relationship but how bad you feel about yourself
"I can't because I love you-" you murmur as you look down in the floor, you don't wanna see how broken you are
"But I do-" he tries to hold you but you keep backing away from him and it saddens him
"No, you don't- Eddie, don't say things that you didn't mean" you look back at him and now he sees even just a glimpse of you of trying to keep yourself together, for him, there's a heavy weight falls to his chest, a feeling that he has never felt before
A feeling that for sure that he will blame himself in the future
Not now, but he will realize it sooner
You took matters into your own hands
After his last concert of his tour, you already packed up and ready to go, you got your passport ready, everything is settled
As much as you wanted to stay with him and be with him forever, no matter what can you do to argue with him nothing will ever change
Even you turn the world upside down nothing will ever happen between the two of you
He's jaded, he couldn't even break it
You are frightened about your future
You will always be the one to look out for him but what about you?
You loved him but he doesn't and you're just wasting your time for someone who will never ever repay of what you did to him
"Hey, baby-" he enters the backroom of the stage
He kisses you but you only gave him a peck knowing damn well if you gave in, it will be you who under the covers again naked and it will be a neverending cycle
You need to cut the tie off, you wanted out
Doing what's right, without a reward
"What's the problem?" He pulls back as he held both of your shoulders
"I am leaving you, Eddie" god- you can't believe words like that would come out of your mouth
You've never thought this day would come
"What? come on- sweetheart, you don't mean that" he kept holding you in place it's almost like he is begging you
"But I do, Eddie-"
"You said before that you can be patient"
Oh
Right, he was right about that, but your time with him has been washed out, it's tiring, you already did become patient only to be neglected all the damn time
"I did, but not anymore"
"Baby- don't"
"We don't have to fight, Eddie!" You tear yourself away from as you move backwards, his shoulders slumped down as he runs a stressful move to his hair
"It's not even worth fighting anymore" you hold back your tears as you pick up your stuff
His eyes widens and he hugs you from the back "N-No- please"
"Eddie, let go of me" your bags fall from your grasp as you tried to take his wrists off away from your body
"W-What do you want?" He takes out a shaky breath as his eyes goes everywhere to your face
"I loved you and I still do" you point it out to him and you let the bittersweet tears streaming down from your cheeks
You began to stomp and push him by the chest angrily as he hangs his head down shameful, "Just wanted passion from you!, just wanted what I gave you!
"Eddie! I've waited and waited!" Your voice cracks as you couldn't even recognize yourself how beaten you are from this foreboding relationship
You laugh at yourself as you wipe your tears away, "Man, am I the greatest?"
"But you are-" he steps forward as he wants to hold you but he couldn't
He lost you now, it's his own fault for taking you for granted
You huff, "God, I hate it" you shake your head at yourself
"All my love and patience, unappreciated" you flash him with a sad smile as you sniffle
"Don't talk like that, I do appreciate-"
"Stop fucking lying! Eddie!" You exclaim as you sigh in exasperation
"This is who I am, I don't do what you wanted me to do" he defends himself, you shut your eyes as you look at him
All you can see is no remorse, no regret, no fear of what things could've been, should've been, would've been
But you can also see that he is sad and that look will always haunt you, if only he can see what you want him to see
As much as it hurts you even more, you know and you highly doubted that he won't ever change, he has no plans to make himself a better person
"I know, that's why I am leaving out of your life, Eddie, it's over" you say as your face went nonchalant again like nothing happened earlier
He froze at your words as he blinks fast as he watches you walking out of him as he stare at your back and you stopped as you look back at him again for one last time
He thought you would come back to him but to your eyes says no otherwise
"I shouldn't have to say it, you could've been the greatest"
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↪ 𝑽𝑨𝑵 𝑯𝑬𝑳𝑺𝑰𝑵𝑮 . ( a collection of sentence starters from the 2004 film . adjust phrasing as necessary . mature themes present . )
oh , [ name ] . it's just you .
where are you going to run , [ name ] ?
what are you saying ?
why do you think i brought you here ?
you said you believed in my work .
i would kill myself before helping in such a task .
you've been so kind to me , [ name ] .
you can't kill me , [ name ] .
so , you're the great [ name ] .
we all have our little problems .
let's make it your decision , shall we ?
i wish you a week in hell .
why don't you do something about it ?
this is all a test of faith .
i can curse all i want , dammit .
you . turn around .
strangers don't last long here .
the laws of men mean little to me .
i don't need your help .
you stay here . they're trying to kill me .
nice to see you too , [ name ] .
did i do something to you in a past life ?
i hope you do have a heart , [ name ] . because someday i'd like to drive a stake through it .
your reputation precedes you .
i am hollow ! and i will live ... forever .
please , say you will not try again .
do not fear me ... everybody else fears me .
i was unprepared . it won't happen again .
do you understand forgiveness ?
i would rather die than help you .
don't be boring , everyone who says that always dies .
may he rest in peace .
how long has it been , 300 , 400 years ?
you don't remember , do you ?
what exactly is it i am to be remembering ?
it's no surprise you would know all about me .
we have such history , you and i .
have you ever wondered why you have such horrific nightmares ?
[ name ] , it's alright , i'm taking you home .
what , did you think we haven't tried everything before ?
no one knows how to kill [ name ] .
i could have used that information earlier .
would you like me to refresh your memory a little ?
allow me to ... reintroduce myself .
i think we've overstayed our welcome .
don't give me that look .
you were right . i'm sorry .
monster ? who's the monster here ? i have done nothing wrong !
look , there's still time .
you were right . i'm sorry .
do you have any family , [ name ] ?
if you value your lives , and the lives of your kin , you will kill me .
evil may have created it , may have left its mark on it , but evil does not rule it .
now you know why they call me a murderer .
oh my god ... you've been bitten .
so much trouble ... so much trouble .
now you will become that which you hunted so passionately . may others be as passionate in their hunting of you .
don't worry , god will forgive us .
how many commandments can we break in one day ?
oh my god , you should be terrified .
how does it feel to be a puppet on my string ?
neither of us has ever settled for half .
you make my skin crawl .
i'm not gonna like this , am i ?
one brief moment of pain , and we can be together forever .
you have no heartbeat .
you are nothing but damned bones , and damned souls .
well , that doesn't sound like a good thing .
we don't have a choice . just don't get killed .
you don't understand , it doesn't matter what happens to me .
god is not the only one that can create life .
you can't go until i say you can go , and i say you can go when you're dead !
you're supposed to die .
we are both part of the same great game , [ name ] , we just find ourselves on opposite sides of the board .
you are being used , [ name ] , as was i . but i escaped , so can you .
if you're going to kill someone , kill them . don't stand there talking about it .
all i want is life . the continuation of my kind .
some things are better left forgotten .
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Wandee Goodday EP 7 Unhinged Tangant Thoughts
Welp, i'm back to simping for Ai Phi Ter. god damn it, my hated for him only last a week i thought it would last longer than that. whatever i have no standards for men and and that hindenburg of a person is too much of a hot disaster for me to look away from.
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this is a nice message and all but shouldn't there more set up for this?
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well i appreciated that they tried to destigmatize mental health nonetheless. cause this topic is very much overlooked in thailand. like most older generations will outright tells young people to go to temples or get a grip instead of seeking professional helps.
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Yak it's only been a few months give Dee more time my dude.
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Dude i know you're mad and all but why you did that. go apologize to the poor custodian staff right now!
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Eyebrows is right Dee stop making a mess and go smooch that hunk of a man!
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Oh hi luke. i've never watch any of the shows he's in, but but but i had watched a behind the screen of a underwear photoshoot he modeled for and it was very very yummy :P
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Make out make out make out. WHAT! don't look at me like that i said already i have no standards.
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We are what we remember and liking Ai Phi Ter will always be a part of Dee, you just need learn to live with that baby boy.
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How about you two dress up as a well adjusted people whose talks to each other for one, hmmm!
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i'm still not going to the gym i don't care how many eye candies there is there i still hate exercises that are not walking/running. but also thanks for this shot show.
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*Me when i saw this*
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What with that face lol. i laughed so hard 🤣
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Did you just came here in that outfit? this bitch has no shame.
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If this were me he would already got me at free food. what can i say i'm easy like that.
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Heaheahea that smile got me. he so slimy and evil. anyway what happened with what her face Ai Phi Ter!
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*second murloc noise of the day*
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And i both love and hate you for it you big doo doo of a man.
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Ok this line literal translation is "why do you like to use violence like that" which i think is a better choice than what got subbed.
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Thanks you gay gods and Yak for both giving me this look and for decking Ai Phi Ter in his stupid face.
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You dumb bitches you dum-dums ahhhhhh.
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Ok sorry, but crying over cringy bunny sextume will never stop be funny for me lol
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saving budget bying never leave the room, smart moved but also give me japan god damn it!
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God bless this mess of a man.
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Oh comeon! don't drag this girl into this mess show just leave her alone with that other cute boy.
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*third murloc noise of the day*
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Ok you betted on this match for money didn't you.
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Fucking finally!
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It's not dull alright baby.
That was a hot mess oh my god, Yak feels off in this ep and yes i do think they're trying to go with mental health problems as an explanation but that was too underbaked for me idk. and for Dee i do get it that he still has lingering feeling for dr. devil but why did they made him goes to Ter's room in that outfit and not trying way harder to get out. i feel like they just went with the early draft of that scene with out changing with how much they've changed the characters. anyways i'm manifesting cherry magic th ep 8 energy for this ep and hope it was just a blip in judgement by the director.
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Holy
So this... wasn't what I planned... anyway...
One sided Halsin x Tav, one sided Gale x Tav, Astarion x Tav. Jealous gods, oblivious bears, and a certain someone barging in to make it all about him. Of course. 18+ spicy spice
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'Let all time slow, let all light go, I don't need to know where we begin and end, I'd still know you not bein' shown you, I only need the workin' of my hands. Do you understand?' - De Selby part II, Hozier
‘Tav,’ Halsin’s warm, deep voice floated through the crowd of her friends, gathered in the balmy evening. Woodsmoke and flowers were heavy in her nose, the sweet headiness of red wine on her tongue curling inside her head to a pleasant cloudiness. She turned, a little unsteady, to find the druid gazing at her with soft, adoring eyes. She could fall into their honey gold depths if she wished, getting him drunk on wine and fucking languidly in the open air. Tonight held that kind of magic. She held the last memory in her mind, verdant green and hazy.
*
Six months ago, stood in the ruins of the High Hall, her friends gathered. Despite assurances to the contrary, Tav knew none of them expected to survive what was coming. Each of them prepared in their own way. Karlach was all relentless energy, itching for one last fight. Wyll spoke quietly with his father, their hands clasped as they stared down the battlements at their city on fire. Minsc, Boo and Jaheira were sprawled against a wall, sharing a bottle of wine. Shadowheart and Lae’zel were stood side by side, sullen.
Astarion paced like a caged cat, hands behind his back, eyes on his feet. When she reached for him, his eyes rose to meet hers. They were unguarded for once, deepest red, and scared. He was the one to pull her in. ‘You survive this,’ he murmured into her hair. ‘You hear me?’ ‘You’ve got it,’ she said, breathing deep. She’d remember the scent of his clothes for as long as she lived, be it hours or years. Citrus and herbs and brandy depth and death. ‘We’ll get out of this. We have to.’
‘Don’t worry, darling,’ he said, sounding for all the realms like he meant it, ‘if you die, we’ll just have to march into the fugue plane and get you back.’
She felt tears come. ‘Yeah, well. You stay on your feet too. You’re so whiny when you’re bleeding out.’ He smiled at her, gentle and almost wistful. ‘See you.’
‘See you,’ he echoed, watching her leave.
‘Hey,’ she said, approaching Halsin. ‘I just wanted to say that I-’
‘I’m sorry my heart,’ he said, looking anxiously down at her. ‘There’s no time. We have to go.’
‘…Oh. I just. I thought that maybe we should say goodbye, just in case-’ She wanted him to take her into the shelter of his arms and kiss her. One last kiss, if it would be so, or one of many more, but he would not hear it.
‘There will be no goodbyes today,’ he said gently. ‘Go. I will see you on the other side, sweet one.’
‘Right,’ she said, feeling her heart splinter in her chest. ‘Yeah.’ She turned toward the exit, to face the horrors head on as she’d always done. Deep breath.
‘Wait.’
Not that voice. Anyone else and she might’ve been okay, but not him. He reached for her hand, turned her to face him.
‘Gale…’
‘Now, I know,’ he said, lifting his hands in that endearingly disarming way of his. ‘We’re not together anymore, and that’s fine, but…’ He smiled. ‘I’d be a pretty awful friend if I just let you go off to this fight without saying something, wouldn’t I?’
‘Gale, it’s fine honestly. We’re going to be fine. I’ll see you on the other side, yeah?’
‘It’s an honour to fight alongside you. You believed in me in a way nobody else did. Nobody but Tara I mean, er… well. You showed me what I had to live for. And for what it’s worth, Tav, I…’ Swallowing hard, his voice cracked. ‘I miss you. A lot. And I love you. Of course I do. How could I not?’
‘You’ll be thrilled to hear my boyfriend just brushed me off, then.’
‘Not remotely.’
‘Are you with me, Gale? Are you going to be able to focus and fight this battle alongside me?’
‘Of course.’
‘And will you give up the crown?’ Her words hung between them. ‘I adored you. So much. But your ambition, it… it poisons everything you touch. Leave it, Gale. Please. If you love me, truly, do this for me. This one thing.’
The light in his eyes went out. ‘You know I can’t lie to you, Tav. Not to you.’
‘I see,’ she said. She suddenly felt unreal, like her knees would give beneath her or her soul would fly away. ‘Well. I suppose the only thing left to say is good luck.’
*
‘Hi, Halsin,’ said Tav coolly. ‘I hope the last six months have been treating you well.’
‘They have,’ he said, seemingly oblivious. ‘There are many orphans in the surrounding environs who need homes. I’ve set up a shelter, of sorts. I never got to be a father as you know, but… I think I’ve found my purpose, finally.’
‘I’m happy for you,’ she said in a sweet voice that wasn’t quite sincere.
‘How about you, my heart? How have the last six months been for you? I must say, I missed you terribly.’
‘They been fine,’ she said. ‘You should have a drink, hmm? I’ll find you later.’ How can I really tell you what it’s been like? There’s no way you would understand. She decided to tell him nothing, retreating to the far side of their old camp, down by the lake and out of sight.
*
She’d searched for him, in the aftermath. Under the rubble and the blood, the cooling bodies and faces strange and familiar, she’d been frantic, scanning everywhere she could for a scrap of fine purple fabric. Finding nothing, she retreated from the city, finding solace in an isolated cottage in the Cloakwood. With Karlach and Wyll in Avernus, Shadowheart living with her parents, and Lae’zel on a crusade against the lich queen, Tav had nobody left. Even Astarion had had to retreat into the dark.
She settled into life there just fine. Slowly she created a small herb garden, her kitchen smelled sweet and fragrant, and she adjusted to sleeping alone. Couriers brought letters from Jaheira with the city’s progress, Shadowheart checked in occasionally and on those days, she brought Scratch and they’d reminisce, bittersweet.
And then the dreams started. Looming into her consciousness she heard Gale’s voice again. It had lost the warmth it once had, instead turning strangely metallic and cold in quality. ‘Tav,’ he said, appearing in utter splendour. He was all rich robes, bright, terrifyingly blank eyes, and skin that had gone silver. ‘I miss you.’ There was no feeling in it. She had the memory of it tucked in the back of her mind. The way his voice would morph from cheery and silly to meltingly seductive, it was all gone.
‘I looked for you,’ she said. ‘After. I thought you were dead.’
‘No.’ His voice echoed in her head. ‘I became something better.’
‘I loved you, Gale. The man you were. Not this.’
‘You left me,’ he said. Even his anger was flat. ‘You could’ve ascended, Tav. I wanted to bring you with me.’
‘I can think of nothing worse.’
‘You’ll understand in time, perhaps. You won’t ever be far from my sights, not with your ambition.’
‘Let me go,’ she begged. ‘Please.’
‘Strange as prayers go.’ He almost smiled. ‘I cannot grant it. I’m sorry.’ His words were hollow, ringing false with every godly breath.
He visited nightly from then on. He would simply be on the periphery of her consciousness, a ghost of a memory.
Every night except one.
Months into the ordeal, she lie wide awake in the dark. He would not come if she was awake, because he was a coward. His human courage had fled him, filling the void of him to the brim with arrogance and apathy instead. So dark became her day, and the last joys she had felt leached away. Leave me, she would pray upon waking. Torment me no longer. Haunt me no more. He never listened, only shored up his domain with her desperation.
A stirring outside perked up her ears. Rising cautiously, she padded to the window, tried to peer into the dark. She percieved an eerie silence; the night was usually so full of life, birds and the chittering of small rodents and the rustle of leaves… it had all fallen away.
Knock. Knock. Knock.
‘What in the nine hells?’ she asked aloud. Nobody had knocked on her door for months. She crept to the door, slowly reached out, and turned the handle, revealing the last person she’d expected to be at her door. ‘Astarion?’
He stood before her, looking furious. ‘Darling, do you know how long it took me to find you? Do you?’
‘I-’
‘I looked for you. After. I thought you were dead.’
Tav stood, jaw slack, staring. Hearing her own words echoed back at her- the words she’d spoken to her new god, because he was, however reluctant she was about it, he had claimed her- sent her reeling. ‘Fucking hells.’
‘You have to invite me in,’ he said dryly. ‘I’ll warn you though. If you do you are in for it.’
She held his gaze. It was almost a challenge, his feline eyes narrowed. ‘Come in.’ She took a step back, he a step forward, over the threshold. He reached out a pale hand to close the door. She held her breath. ‘Of all the people to knock on my door I wasn’t-’
‘Quiet,’ he breathed. She bit her tongue and waited. ‘I told you. You had to survive this. I was going to find you after. I’m sorry I didn’t get to.’ His eyes flashed. ‘I thought you’d be with Halsin.’
‘Oh you know,’ she said, trying to keep things light. ‘He found his calling helping orphans. I’ve always been a bit too much of a bastard for that kind of thing.’
‘He broke your heart,’ he said pointedly. ‘I heard him, you know. He just brushed you off.’
‘It’s fine, really. He’s happy, so-’
‘But you’re not,’ he said, taking a step closer. ‘Come here.’ He reached out to take her jaw in his hand, appraising her appearance. ‘You’re not sleeping.’
‘No,’ she admitted.
‘The least you could do is tell me why.’
‘Gale.’
‘Gale?’ His nose wrinkled in distaste. ‘I thought you broke up with him.’
‘I did. I’m not talking about the Gale we knew, Astarion. I’m talking about a god.’ Hot tears welled in her eyes. ‘He won’t leave me alone.’
‘Tell me.’
‘I’m his chosen, Astarion. There’s nothing I can do about it. It’s not like I have anyone who would-’
‘You have me.’
‘I didn’t finish my sentence.’
‘You don’t need to. You have me. I didn’t come and find you out of the goodness of my heart, you know.’
‘Well then why-’ He didn’t let her finish her sentence. He kissed her so violently her back hit the wall, her little ‘ooph!’ of surprise swallowed up by his tongue cool in her mouth. She pulled back in shock, though they were still nose to nose, sharing breath. ‘What the fuck?’
‘Oh darling, keep up. I’m in love with you, isn’t it obvious?’
Her mind was reeling. There was Halsin, who seemed to have forgotten she existed, Gale, who haunted her every dream and whispered promises of power if only she would just surrender, and then…
‘Tav.’ He took a shaky breath. ‘Say something.’
‘I’m… surprised, that’s all,’ she said faintly. ‘Not that I don’t want-’
‘Yes?’ He was losing patience.
‘Would it be wrong?’ she asked. I honestly don’t know.
‘Oh, almost certainly,’ he said. His voice was cheery, but his eyes were boring into hers. He was serious. ‘I mean, if you want to go back to Halsin, feel free. I’m sure he appreciates you the way you deserve.’
Anger reared in her chest. ‘Don’t be a bastard, Astarion.’
‘If that hit a nerve, ask yourself why.’
He was so close. It was muddling her thoughts, the smell of him. ‘Gods preserve me,’ she said, leaning up to close the meagre distance between them. She could feel him smiling into the kiss this time, his hands moving to gently cup her face.
‘Gods have nothing to do with it,’ he whispered when they broke apart. ‘Fuck the gods. I just want you.’
‘Then have me,’ she said. ‘On every surface in this house.’
‘You little freak,’ he said, deft fingers divesting her of her sleep clothes.
‘Cheat. That’s not fair.’ She pouted. He grinned wolfishly and threw his own clothes on the pile, his pale skin gleaming in Selune’s light.
‘Do you have any idea how long I’ve waited for this?’ he asked.
‘Absolutely none. I’m sure you’ll make up for it.’
‘Damn fucking right, I will.’ He put his expertise to work, nimble hands and soft mouth and sharp teeth. He knew just where to touch to make her feel lightheaded with pleasure, just how to play her body to make her beg, what to whisper to make molten heat crash through her. Not a word of it was false. He pressed delicate kisses to her nose, her cheeks, even her ears, making her giggle. He made her scream his name into the silence, and she felt the god of ambition bristle with every stuttering breath and sigh muffled in the vampire’s flesh. They fucked and rested and fucked again.
And then the light began to change.
‘I have to go,’ he said between kisses. ‘I’m sorry. I’ll come back.’
And then Astarion was gone, and Tav was alone with his scent on her skin and Gale’s rage inside her head.
To be continued…
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My thoughts on Hazbin Hotel as a non HH fan
Originally, I was just here to watch people criticizing Hazbin Hotel. But when the recent controversies came in, I feel like I have to step into the fandom rabbit hole. As a non Hazbin Hotel fan, I've watched the pilot, read the prequel comics, watched the ADDICT music video, and finally the show itself. (I've watched the show on March 15th.)
NOTE: I didn't watch the show on TV so I watched it on a pirated website instead and read the transcript because no way am I watching this in front of my parents, my siblings, or Grandma. This is my personal opinion on the show.
Pilot: So Hell is basically Earth except it's painted red and inhabited by demons. The background has too much red, but not as bad that it makes my eyes bleed. I don't like how the female characters have the same color scheme except Vaggie and Niffty (pilot only). For example, Charlie, Katie Killjoy, and Cherri Bomb. The only two funny parts of the pilot is when the top hat demon says "Wow! That was s***!" after Charlie sings Inside of Every Demon is a Rainbow and when Angel pokes his head in as Vaggie is giving Alastor a warning. I didn't like the daddy joke. It just sounded bad. Also, why is there a joke about harlequin babies?
Prequel comics that are no longer canon: Basically the prequel comics focuses on Angel Dust and Alastor.
For Dirty Healings, it shows how Angel Dust first met Charlie and Vaggie. I knew that Vaggie's name was named after a uh, you know. Ugh… Why did Vivienne Medrano had to name her that? Also I hate Valentino.
As for A Day In The After Life, it just shows why Alastor is the most feared demon in Hell. Also he swears after seeing Vox.
ADDICT music video: I genuinely have no thoughts on this music video. I think this was just bait for the SA and CSA victims. Sorry for those who like the MV.
Episode 1: This is worse than the pilot. I did NOT like the beginning part. It's biblically inaccurate for multiple reasons, but I feel like a few people only talk about this one thing. Sin didn't exist until Adam and Eve ate the fruit of knowledge of good and evil. Not only that, but it's also misogynistic too because it was just Eve who ate it. What makes it misogynistic is that it implies that all women would have to bear the sins of Eve ALONE. There's rampant swearing and sex jokes. Also, isn't Archangel Michael supposed to be the leader of the Army of God? Anyways I'm siding with the angels.
Episode 2: The red is so bright that it hurts my eyes. It doesn't help the fact that Alastor blends in the background. Oh yeah, when Vox tells Sir Pentious to kill himself, it made me feel sad because it reminded me of the Shay incident. The time when the stans drove Shay to kill themself because they were uncomfortable with the large age gap of HuskerDust.
Episode 3: Why? Why is there a BDSM sex dungeon?! I know that was Angel's idea, but still. Why?! I seriously have no words. When Zestial says "What troubles thou?" I was like "Huh?". It should be "What troubles thee?". I think his Old English has grammatical errors. The Egg Boiz, Carmilla, and Zestial are bearable because they never said a swear word. Off topic, but Velvette's swirl streaks on her hair makes me think of a swirl ice cream.
Episode 4: Before the show came out, I saw SlayQueenArt's post on Twitter (X) that says Vivienne Medrano hired Raphielle II, aka R2ninjaturtle, who has a rape fetish and isn't a SA victim. As someone who is formerly addicted to porn, this episode is insulting on so many levels. I didn't watch the whole Poison sequence because of that. And don't get me started on Loser Baby. I hate this song so much. It felt like it is blaming on SA and CSA victims for being SA'd. Like it is blaming me for being addicted to porn on and off when I was EIGHT. I know there are some victims who like episode 4 so I will leave them alone. I seriously hate how Charlie behaves like a toddler at the end. No grown adult should behave like a toddler like she did because being raped isn't a silly thing to cry over. Like, hello? She is the supposed to be the main character. Oh yeah, there was NO warning for the episode when the show premiered and it triggered the victims who watched it. SA and CSA victims are not losers. Former porn addicts are not losers. Nobody is a loser. I am NOT a loser.
Episode 5: Wow, Vivienne Medrano really turned Lucifer into King George from Veggietales. I guess this is what happens when King George gave in into his obsession with rubber ducks. I didn't like Hell's Greatest Dad because of the unnecessary rivalry between Lucifer and Alastor, but at least Mimzy ended the song. Oh boy, this is where I hate Alastor now. No really, he is Vivienne Medrano's first edgelord oc. He has gone full edgelord and is basically a Bill Cipher wannabe now. His full demon form is not even scary compared to Bill's final form. He no longer stands out from the main cast even if he rarely swears. Mimzy is basically the embodiment of the hooked nose stereotype. Wow, the embodiment of a Jew stereotype. How racist.
Episode 6: That was an absolute slap in the face at SA and CSA victims and me when Sir Pentious got SA'd! Seriously, Vivienne Medrano doesn't even care for the victims at this point! What's worse is that he is based off of her old ex-friend, DollCreep. Why did she whitewashed St. Peter?! I know there are white Jews, but he was born in ancient Israel so I wouldn't think he'll be looking like a white man with blonde hair and blue eyes. How come angels don't know how souls get to Heaven?! We got the Ten Commandments! We got Jesus Christ who took our place to die for our sins so we wouldn't have to bear these sins! Emily and Sera are bearable because you know. I hate how Niffty is being treated like a child when she's NOT. What's worse is that Niffty is supposed to be Japanese because of how people INFANTILIZED Asian people, especially women.
Episode 7: My issue with Out for Love is that when Carmilla tells Vaggie that she should fight for love and not for vengeance. Well, Vaggie always fight for love and never for vengeance. In Whatever it Takes, she literally says that she'll always protect Charlie. Where is the vengeance in that? That is poor character writing. Rosie is basically the blood libel stereotype where the Jews are cannibals. Again, that's just racist against Jews.
Episode 8: I thought the finale was pointless because there were no stakes and Sir Pentious' heroic sacrifice was comically anti-climatic. Like, why did Sir Pentious's so called friends cared about him when they didn't help him at ALL in episode 6?! I'm not a fan of the CherriSnake ship because Cherri only becomes interested in him because he has two "joysticks". Not to mention he kissed her without consent and she thinks it's hot after that. The problem with More Than Anything (Reprise) is that Vaggie reassures Charlie that she changed many lives, but she only changed one. I'm so glad Adam defeated Alastor first. There is absolutely no way Lucifer slept with Eve. Oof for Lute and Adam. You both fought well until the end.
The character design is awful. Every male character basically looks like The Once-ler from The Lorax 2012 movie except for Adam (I know Alastor doesn't have a top hat, but still gives off the vibes. Zestial is more Burtonesque.). Not to mention they are all skinny twigs except for Adam (I think). The female characters in Hell have the same color scheme except Vaggie. For example, Charlie, Katie Killjoy, Mimzy (though her dress is a little darker), Cherri Bomb, and Niffty (show only). They have too much pinks, reds, yellows, whites, and blacks. I love pink, but this is too much. What's worse is that they blend in the background and again it hurts my eyes. There is NO color variety and I feel like my eyes are burning.
That's my thoughts on the show.
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puppyeared · 6 days
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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shima-draws · 6 months
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Slamming my head against the wall god fucking DAMMIT I'm so in love with Sanlu I am GOING to explode.
#One Piece#Sanlu#Sanji#Luffy#IDK WHAT IT IS!! IDK!!!!#Still love Zolu with all my heart but oh my GOD Sanlu. They are everything.#I might be reading too many fics bc it really feels like a fanon thing that Sanji's actually like#Really insecure and has low self-esteem#OR MAYBE THAT'S CANON IDK!!#But hnghhh Luffy being the one to be like. Hey I like you for you and not for your past#And I love everything about you and that's a FACT and not a lie and I want to keep you with me forever#AND I WILL NEVER REPLACE YOU WITH ANYBODY ELSE. YOU ARE MY COOK AND I DON'T EVER WANT ANOTHER#And Sanji craving affection and validation and praise SO bad that whenever Luffy gives it to him he wants to cry#BASHES MY HEAD INTO A TABLE AUUGHGHGHG SHUT UP!!!!!#MAYBE THAT'S FANON SANLU BUT YOU KNOW WHAT. I DON'T CARE IT'S SO GOOD#SLURPS THAT SHIT UP#Sanji especially feeling that he's not worthy enough for Luffy and thinking it'd be impossible to have him#So when Luffy actually does reciprocate he's in SHOCK bc how. How could Luffy pick HIM of all people#Cut to Sanji feeling like the LUCKIEST motherfucker on the planet bc he gets to have Luffy. SCORE.#Luffy blowing away all of his insecurities and anxieties and worry just by being himself and being so#STUPIDLY in love with him is just#HOLLERS AND SMACKS THE TABLE REPEATEDLY#ALSO IT DOESN'T HELP THAT OPLA MADE IT SO BLATANTLY OBVIOUS TOO#Luffy complimented his cooking one (1) time#And Sanji was like okay yup packing my bags for the Merry as we speak#When he smiles and looks a little flustered at Luffy's attention.#Oh my fucking god. Strangling myself.#THEY ARE EVERYTHING!!!#Shima speaks
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hecatesbroom · 27 days
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Blanche's grandma's place is the only place she felt consistently loved in... no I'm fine. I'm fine
#the IMPLICATIONS#i completely forgot about that line#room 7 makes me lose my mind in general but ohhh my god#OH my god#i'm#yeah no i'm fine#i have so many feelings about this i can't even put them into words#idk but she speaks about that place with so so much nostalgia#we see blanche in a way we've never seen her with anyone from her past#she didn't look even remotely as happy or peaceful (or nostalgic!) when she visited her childhood home#but when she's in her grandma's old home? she calls it her family home#she talks about it like *that's* the place she grew up in#because apparently it was the only place she was always sure she could be loved#so i guess it might not have been the only place she grew up in#but it sure sounds like it was the one place she was allowed to be herself in and still be loved unconditionally#without competing for anyone's attention#ohh blanche ;-;#i teared up when she held that windchime and smiled right before finally leaving that house#that was *such* a powerful moment ;-;#anyway#uh#i guess i'll just go and stare at a wall or something now#the golden girls#blanche devereaux#adding on to this to say that maybe it really was the only place she grew up in#because to grow up i'd say you need an environment where you can at least somewhat freely explore your identity#without feeling a constant need to be the best/cutest/prettiest sister to get your parents' love and approval#it sounds like blanche grew older in her childhood home#and she got the chance to *grow up* with her grandma#(i knoooow i'm reading too much into this but i can't stop thinking about this episode)
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cherrykamado · 1 month
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foofygoldfish · 6 months
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hi this is idk me being vulnerable or whatever
but uh if anyone ever wants to chat or like… discord or whatever? I’d like that?
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barley-st-band · 26 days
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hey does anyone know how we’re supposed to survive it all. asking for a friend
#she speaks#oh gang we’re really in it now#i don’t think i’ve ever felt this bad this deeply in my whole life lol#the burnout just keeps accumulating past any point i thought it could reach#and i can’t even pretend at work anymore#i’m so tired and these kids are so infuriating and it builds and builds every time they do something shitty#and i love them and it’s not their fault they’re just kids and they’re tired and it’s almost summer#but god i can’t fucking do it anymore#how exactly am i supposed to survive the next two weeks#the class i’m taking is too confusing and too fast paced#and i didn’t buy the textbook bc it’s 200 fucking dollars#and our apartment is always a mess#and i can’t keep up with friendships and feel like i’m constantly letting them down#and there’s nothing i can do to fix any of it#until the school year is over#bc at this point it takes everything i have just to get up and go to work in the mornings#but then i still have to somehow find energy to do other stuff too. and like actually teach.#i have to grade and do report cards and return materials and clean up my classroom#i need to complete a checklist the size of a novel before i leave for the summer#i need to keep the kids engaged but none of us want to be here#i need to start organizing to make next year easier#i need to fill out paperwork and spreadsheets and update my password and find time to feed myself and grade more papers and#vacuum the floors and scoop litter and clean up clutter and do dishes and wipe down counters#and i haven’t been able to fucking do any of it in months and left so many chores to my poor partner who’s also going through it#bc i have nothing left and i don’t know what to do!! i want to scream every minute of every day bc i’m so beyond overwhelmed the moment#i wake up in the morning but i don’t have time for a meltdown so i just keep going!!#i wish i had better words to explain how bad it’s gotten but the brain fog has gotten so so bad#i can barely think i can’t make decisions my memory and recall have gotten so much worse#i take my anxiety meds so often that they’ve stopped working#and yet i still worry that i’m making it up and being dramatic. anyway sorry about all this lol
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thedevotionaltour · 1 month
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karen is MY special white woman. my problematic fave. because i understand why she sucks. i think in order to be allowed to be a karen fan you have to actually understand why she sucks. if you don't understand why she sucks then you're a bad karen fan i think.
#i think one of fhe reasons i dont like many of her fans and what made me feel :| about liking her at first is her many like.#unconditional supporters i think. and i get it. a lot of it comes from how misogynistic ppl are about her. but like. she also sucks mega bad#this is also mostly show fans. not many ppl are talking about her in a comic context. but it's like.#there is a difference from defending her from the very real misogyny against her VS defending her every move#the same way there is a big difference between critiquing her and analyzing her as a character vs straight up misogynist hate#but it's like. oughhhhh not enough of you get her. to be fair despite my jokes i know i cant claim to mega understand her either#but i think i give a lot more thought than some others do about her.#also all her wrongs are honest to god equivalent to many other male characters in this series in terms of ''''Bad Person''''.#but we get more of a focus on it bc she is the love interest.#but like. foggy is also deeply ableist to matt too. and rude as a friend to him for a long time.#and matt sucks so bad himself. and is /deeply/ misogynist for a long time in comics.#they all have their faults and when i think about that im like it really is no sin to like her. bc many other characters in terms of the#things people very validly crit about her. not many others of this cast are better!#and it's fine. bc it's who they are as people in their story. bc this is how real life often is and of course they will not hold the same#beliefs as you the real person who can often know better than them. due to also living in a very different time period from their creations#+ where most of these runs take place.#OKAY IM DONE TLDR I like karen! she sucks! but so does everyone else in this series! so i have let myself learn it is fine#but also. ohhhhh my beef with show karen. very different from my beef with comics karen. i have a lot of very specific beef with show karen#but also. a lot of that comes less from her as a character (MAJORITY OF THE TIME. DEFINITELY TIMES WHERE IT IS OF HER OWN AS A CHARACTER BUT#STILL IMPACTED BY) THE. HM. ATTITUDES OF THAT WRITING ROOM. THE VERY PISS POOR RACIST ATTITUDES OF THAT WRITING ROOM.#so trust me. trust me i doooooo understand the hate. but there is still a hefty majority of misogyny fueled hate about her instead of her#actual character flaws and the beliefs she has and holds and acts on.#but oh a karen lover who hates elektra in show well it makes me wish that blond woman would get laser shot.#but that is besides the point. point is i love comics karen and i think it's interesting to analyze and view her#my romance comic leading lady trapped in a cape comic<\3#static.soundz
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arklay · 1 year
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DANI HAINES x CLAIRE REDFIELD / template.
#mine.#pair: dani x claire#oc: dani#click for better quality ♡#i was originally going to upload both the claire and carlos ones in the same post but their colours clash together i feel so i'll leave it#for now (i mean i still need to get a picture for him cause it's hard finding hd ones of his face model)#anyway!! the cooking one. i've talked about dani and cooking lmao but i also feel like claire is like... they are microwave chefs. or order#takeout. they are not good cooks lmao and good for them honestly!! like i have many thoughts with claire but i won't ramble too too much in#the tags because we all know how i get!! also they both spoil each other but dani is like. a lot. she's... she's a lot. font is supposed to#be similar to made in heaven logo on her new classic costume and jacket but ya know. just the vibes!! you understand!! and helicopter icon#for dani will be used on carlos template me thinks but butterfly for now. couldn't find nice bird ones but i mean. they are both her lil#motifs so it's fine!! but yes now you know what i mean when i was saying their colours are like a watermelon and i'm kinda obsessed with it#OH also dani's jealousy level is higher than both claire's and carlos' which is so funny to me because like they are in a v polycule so#those two are just friends and she's the one with two partners and yet she's the more jealous one. okay dani. i love her#the shut up kiss makes me go insane though... looking at first to confess and first to kiss and gestures vaguely. i'm normal about that!!!#and first thing in my edits tag that isn't blue... this is weird this is so so weird oh my god#posting this now even though people are busy and such but if it stays in my drafts any longer i'll lose my mind soooo goodnight besties hope#everyone is having good holidays!!
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