#(sudden idea I had 😑)

[creativecuquilu]

DALLE body pillow bonanza - Part 3!

Here ends every body pillow generated.

Hope you like them!

[clockwayswrites]

A Broken Sort of Normal Part 11

WC 1326, Masterpost CW: anxiety

“Hey, kid,” Flash the older said as he raced up beside Danny.

“Still not a kid, old man,” Danny replied. It was already a well worn argument by this point after several dinners or weekend meals over at the Flash’s household. Sure it was used before that, but once Danny had started seeing Barry out of the mask, he’d only been worse about it. Danny guessed it was their thing now. It was weird to have ‘things’ again with people, but a good sort of weird.

“Still not an old man, kid. I’m not even a grandpa yet!”

Danny almost dropped the tablet he was working on. Barry didn’t have any kids, not aside from Wally who might as well count. Did that mean…?

“I’d tell you to watch your sass in your new position,” Barry continued, unaware or uncaring of Danny’s sudden crisis about the idea of children, “but one, I’d be a hypocrite and two, it’s a solid third of the reason I recommended you.”

“Well, that’s good because the sass isn’t going awa— wait, what new position?”

Barry grinned under his mask in a way that just felt dangerous. Not, like, dangerous in general, but dangerous for Danny who was the focus of that smile. “You’ll see. Flash Two will pick you up Monday at nine am. Don’t worry, you’re cleared off work already.”

“Fla— and he’s gone. That’s great. What the fuck,” Danny said to himself. It was a struggle to focus on finishing up the post event check in and then his reports and then going over his team’s report and then some more paperwork, but Danny managed. As soon as he got home he was immediately was texting Wally.

After the Reveal, Danny had gotten Wally’s civilian number too, but there were strict rules for using that number. Danny understood the caution. Apparently the first number he had been given was encrypted by Batman’s crew, which was crazy to think about, even when he was dating a Flash, so there were less rules other than no civilian names. Just for the ease of it, Danny mostly stuck to the old number unless they were planning a purely civilian date. Or if Danny wanted to say things that he knew would make Wally blush. Things Danny would very much never want anyone else to read. They may have mostly kept to kissing in person, but teasing Wally was just too much fun.

Danny: Why is Big!Flash having you pick me up on Monday??? What did he mean about a ‘new position’?????? I like my job! FLASH!

Quick Boy: You’ve got to give me a second to answer, dude!

Danny: You’re supposed to be fast. 😑

Quick Boy: Who’s always telling me electrical signals can only move so fast?

Danny: FLASH 🤬

Quick Boy: Sorry, babe, I’m not allowed to tell! But you’ll love it! Promise!

Danny: 🥺

Quick Boy: Don’t make those eyes at me! Trust me, babe, just wait until Monday.

Danny: Fine. But know I’m pouting.

Quick Boy: 😭

Danny behaved. He didn’t bother for updates. He sent more cats dressed as Justice League members and finished off the last Percy Jackson book, sending Wally updates along the way. But the whole weekend the fact that he apparently had a new job he knew nothing about and would be taken to Monday churned in the back of his mind.

It made him anxious in a way that he hadn’t been since he left Amity Park for Central city.

He didn’t much like it.

-

“Please at least tell me that I’m dressed fine for this new job?” Danny asked when he opened the door to Wally’s knock.

He didn’t really have many other options if Wally said no, he already had on his best dark jeans, cleanest boots, and his new cross body bag. He might have a button up shirt he could change into instead of the long sleeve one he was in, but that was as good as it was going to get. He just didn’t have business casual clothes with the jobs he had.

“You look fine,” Wally said.

“Not exactly a supersuit,” Danny said with a sigh, taking in Wally’s uniform.

Wally pressed a quick kiss to Danny’s cheek. “Not the kind of hero you are.”

That was something Wally had been doing, insisting that Danny was a hero. Whenever he protested, it only seemed to make Wally more insistent so Danny mostly let it be. Plus, the cute smile Wally got for ‘winning’ was nice to see.

It was gracing Wally’s lips now as Danny stepped out of his apartment, locked the door, and shoved the keys securely in his bag. One lost set of keys due to super speed was enough to make sure they were safely clipped in from then on.

“Okay. Right, let’s get this over with.”

“It’s a good thing,” Wally insisted as he squatted down for Danny to climb onto his back, “not your execution or anything.”

“I just don’t like not knowing,” Danny said.

“You love surprises.”

“Little surprises like picnics and presents, not life changing ones.”

“You’ll love it,” Wally insisted and then they were off.

-

“I’ll love an abandoned warehouse?”

“Apparently abandoned warehouse,” Wally stressed with a wave of his hands, like he was a two-bit magician.

“Convincing appearance. Once again, Flash, it’s a good thing you’re a hero because this as serial killer vibes.”

The windows were blacked out. There was a heavy layer of dust on most surfaces. The stairs to the foreman office were long rusted away. It was a mess.

But there was that feeling of being watched that crawled up Danny’s spine. None of the dust actually moved as they crossed the floor over to Barry. And the doors were either welded shut or solidly reinforced.

“Ready kids?” Barry asked.

“Still not kids,” Danny replied almost absently.

“Still don’t care!” Barry pressed one of the bricks on the wall and the whole thing shuddered and pulled back like some massive pocket door to reveal a… a portal behind the wall.

“Ta-da!” Wally said, complete with jazz hands.

Danny couldn’t tear his eyes away from the portal to look at him.

Did they know? Was this…?

“Danny?”

“What?” Danny started, forcing himself to look over at Wally who was beside him again.

“You okay? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

Danny winced. He just couldn’t hold back the twitch of his body at that word. “Sorry. Um, so what is that?”

“A Zeta tube, it’s how we travel to the Justice League. It’s like a transporter,” Barry explained.

Okay, right, not a portal to the Ghost Zone. No one knew. He was safe. Danny closed his eyes. It was just a transporter that looked a lot like a portal.

Wally rested his hand on Danny’s arm and Danny almost jumped from the light touch. “Babe?”

“Um, remember how I told you there was an accident in my parent’s lab when I was a kid? Yeah, um, sorta similar look, is all. It just freaked me out for a moment.”

"Oh, shit, I’m sorry,” Wally said. He squeezed Danny’s arm gently.

“No way you could have known. Who has a phobia over portals, right?” Danny said as he summoned his best attempt at a smile for Wally.

“Are you okay to…” Wally glanced from Danny to the portal nervously.

“I, yes? Can you just explain to me how it will go?” Danny asked. He pressed himself close to Wally, doing what he could to scrape together his frayed nerves. It wasn’t like he hadn’t gone through the actual portal that had killed him all the time. It was just that now all that felt like a lifetime ago, a lifetime no one remembered but him.

“Of course, babe,” Wally said, twining their arms together before he launched into a passionate explanation of the Zeta tubes.

It would be alright.

He could do this.

He had Wally.

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AN: Wally and Barry: We have something so cool to show you! Danny: *has portal based ptsd* ._.

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[cool-fancier]

Backstage Whispers and Online Speculation

Synopsis: Backstage at your world tour concert, Bada offered you comfort as you waited for your stage cue. A behind-the-scenes video captured your intimate moment, sparking fan speculation about Bada's identity. You and Bada enjoyed the mystery as you prepared for your performance.

The vibrant energy of a concert venue was buzzing around you as you sat backstage, waiting for your cue to take the stage. The enthusiasm was obvious as it was an important night in your world tour.

Bada was sitting next to you, offering comfort in the midst of the nerves from the show. She was perfectly aware of what to say and do to ease your anxiety. She wrapped her arm around your shoulders and gave you a soft squeeze while smiling reassuringly.

"You've got this, Darling," said Bada. The crowd out there is going to love you."

Leaning into her warm hug, you felt the need to let your guard down a little. Her signature fragrance, a blend of her favourite perfume, engulfed you as you felt her breath on your neck. It was a scent that felt like home.

One of your staff members recorded a little behind-the-scenes video for your YouTube channel while the backstage workers worked quickly to finish getting everything ready for your big arrival. Your sudden moment with Bada was caught on camera, however it was a little blurred because of how quickly it was done.

@Y/N_Addicts: "Who's that beside Y/N?"

@_Fanatic_Y/N: Is that a secret guest?!🤔

@Wife-of-Y/N: I can't see clearly, but they look close!

@Y/N_Heartbeat: Maybe it's Y/N's new duet partner?☺️

@Y/N-damn: This is killing me! I need answers!🙃🫣

You chuckled, your voice warm and affectionate as you chatted with Bada off-camera. The lighthearted conversation was an indication to your closeness.

Bada said, "Darling, let them guess.  It's a lot of fun to see them try and figure out."

You nodded in agreement, enjoying this intimate moment before stepping into the the spotlight.  With her arm around you, Bada provided a comforting hold in the middle  of the online storm.

Once the video was uploaded to your YouTube account, fans couldn't help but try to identify the "mystery person" in the clip. Some eagle-eyed fans pointed out the cap Bada was wearing, fueling speculation that it might indeed be her.

@Bada_Lovers: "That cap looks like Bada's!"😆😮

@BadaAndY/N_Lovers: "Is it Bada? It has to be!"😉

@BadaY/n_Forever: "Y/N and Bada are so close, I bet it's her!"🤭

@BadaAdmirers:Guys relax,it could be them but everyone knows they are very good friends.😑

Fans searched through every frame looking for hints, turning the comments area into a war zone of speculations and hypotheses.  You and Bada, nevertheless, took enjoyment in the mystery you unintentionally created amidst the chaos.

The rumours in the comments section intensified as the performance started and you dazzled the audience. They had no idea that Bada, your confidante and love, was there to support you no matter what as you performed on stage.

@Bada_HypeSquad: "I can't believe it might be Bada!"🥹🥹

@Y/NBada_Supporters: "If it is, they're so cute together!"🙌

Even though they were uncertain about the mystery alongside you, your supporters couldn't help but wish for your happiness despite all the commotion and discussions.

[bbyquokka]

Drive ♡*.✧

➥ pairing: Lee Minho x F!Reader

➥ genre: smut, 18- DNI

➥ synopsis: after a sudden change in weather, minho picks you up to drive you home. however, you had other ideas

➥ warnings: smut, unprotected sex, car sex, public sex, blowjob, throat fucking, riding, pet names [ kitten, babe ], creampie – if i missed any, lmk

➥ words: 4.1k

➥ a/n: i haven't been feeling motivated lately, self doubt and all, im doubting whether to post this tbh. but here is a little something. im going to go back to jamming to MAXIDENT. hopefully i'll be feeling like myself again but in the meantime, enjoy. [ repost bc i fixed my tags. ty for being patient & understanding ]

Feedback and reblogs are highly advised and appreciated!

➥ m.list  

Strolling through the freezer section, you hummed softly to yourself. Your eyes darted along the various frozen foods until they landed on your favourite section – ice creams

You grinned, doing a mini hop to the freezer and opening the tall door. The ice cold air hitting your face creating goosebumps along your skin. you let out a small 'brr' as you grabbed your favourite flavour of ice-cream, letting the door spring close.

You beamed, happy that you were finally able to get what you have been craving for days. As you walked to the cashier, the pet aisle caught the corner of your eye

You walked down it, the shelves decorated with dog and cat food, treats, litter, toys and accessories. You stopped at the accessories, eyes scanning along the various collars. Red, white, black, pink, orange. Some with bells and bows, some without.

You hummed to yourself thinking of what to choose. You settled on one black with a bell and two orange, one with a bow and one without

"Perfect." You grinned. You walked to the cashier, paying for your items before walking out of the store. As soon as your foot hit the concrete, a downpour of rain started.

'Oh no!" You whined. The smell of wet concrete hitting your nostrils as you watch the rain become heavy, bouncing off the concrete. A burst of cold air flowed through you making you shiver.

With your apartment being a one hour walk and the next bus arriving in thirty minutes, there was no chance you would brave the rain, not without an umbrella at least.

You put the cat collars in your pocket, fishing around for your phone in the process. You opened up your messages, opening up your conversations between you and your boyfriend – Minho

you: helppppppp 😭

my love 😻: What's up? Are you okay, kitten?

you: It's raining and i don't have an umbrella 😭

my love 😻: bus?

you: it arrives in 30 mins 🥺

my love 😻: hide under a bus shelter or something?

you: 😑 can't you like, pick me up?

my love 😻: now?

you: duh! yes now!

my love 😻: im busy, kitten

you: then become unbusy! what if i get sick? then you will have to look after me and we won't be able to do anything 😉😇

my love 😻: what do you mean?

you: 👉🏼👌🏼💦

my love 😻: fuck.. okay okay. I'll come get you. where are you?

you: the grocery store

my love 😻: okay. stay there. I'll be there in 5

True to his word, Minho arrived in 5 minutes. You ran to his car, hands above your head in a makeshift umbrella. The rain was heavy, indicating that a possible storm was approaching. You got in the passenger side and smiled at your boyfriend.

Minho was wearing blue denim jeans and a matching jacket. His jeans were tight, showing off his dancer thighs extremely well, a white t-shirt underneath with tanned coloured boots and freshly dyed black hair styled with curls, he looked so divine to you – it took all your willpower to not pounce on him there and then.

Minho looked over at you, keeping one hand on the wheel. Your clothing was soaked, sticking to your skin. Your face was shiny from the rain water as your hair was wet, droplets of water dripping from the ends of your hair.

Minho raised his brow, slowly checking you out. You shifted in your seat feeling small from his piercing gaze.

"Are you just going to stare at me or?" You questioned. Minho chuckled.

"Well, the only time I ever see you wet." Minho smirked, emphasizing the word wet "is when you're in the shower. So seeing you like this is a turn on."

You blushed a deep shade of red, putting your seatbelt on and placing your ice-cream by your feet. "Shut up and take me home." You mumbled. Minho smirked and laughed, driving out of the parking lot.

A silence fell upon you both, one that didn't feel awkward but comfortable. Being in Minho's presence is enough for you to feel love and wanted – he didn't need to express it through words

The way Minho shows his love is different from what you're used to. Many people show it through words and gifts. "you're the best thing that's ever happened to me." "Here, I bought you roses." but Minho has a subtle way of showing his love.

Although you weren't used to it at first, you soon learnt that it was the littlest of things that count. You were sick? Minho would be the first person to be at your door with a bag full of remedies. He would scold you for not taking care of your health, telling you it's important.

You once questioned him why he never bought you chocolate or roses or even a teddy.

"You'll eat the chocolates in 5 seconds, the bear will just sit on the bed and be useless and roses die too fast. If I wanted to give you a gift, I would take you somewhere where we could make memories together, something that feels more precious than some cheap shop bought roses."

That's when you learnt Minho has his own love language and even though it's not what most people are used to, you are and you wouldn't have it any other way.

You love Minho and you know he loves you too – he doesn't need to prove that with some cheap roses.

The sound of the rain hitting the car roof was comforting. The windscreen wipers at max speed. It was rush hour so many people were getting impatient, beeping their horns and shouting at others. You shivered, goosebumps rising on your skin as the rain water began to dry up.

"You cold, kitten?" Minho asked, noticing the way you shivered. You nodded slowly. Minho turned on the heating, the warm air warming you up slowly.

"Thank you, babe."

"No problem Kitten. You can always turn it on, you know. I know it's my car but you know that what's mine is yours." You smiled softly at him, heart swelling with love and admiration for him as you looked at his soft features. His eyes focused on the road, one hand on his thigh whilst the other was on the wheel.

"I know babe." You put your hands in your pocket, feeling the collars you placed in there earlier "Oh!" You shouted excitedly, making Minho jump and blink, his eyes flickering to you for a split second.

"I found these!" Minho stopped at a red light, looking over at you as you pulled the collars out of your pocket, holding them up and beaming brightly. "Aren't they cute!"

"they're a little bit small for you, kitten." Minho winked. you playfully punched his arm, cheeks turning a bright pink.

"They're not for me silly! For soonie, Doongie and Dori!"

"Kitten, they're so sweet but you know they don't like collars all that much." You pouted, placing the collars on the console before sitting back in your seat

"I know but I instantly thought of them when I saw them."

"I know kitten. It's very sweet and thoughtful of you, so thank you." Minho placed his hand on your thigh, stroking it softly with his thumb whilst occasionally squeezing the flesh.

His touch sent electric shocks to travel all over your body. It was embarrassing to how, with just one touch, you're putty in his hands. You couldn't resist him, no matter how hard you try and especially today, when he looks so divine to you.

Minho's focus resumed back on the road, his hand staying put on your thigh. You pressed your lips together in a thin like, looking out of the window watching the water droplets travel down the window.

Minho's hand travelled further up your thigh, his fingertips ghosting your skin. A simple, innocent action it may seem to him, but to you, he was getting dangerously close. Your mind starting whirling with thoughts, thoughts about his fingers pumping inside you, curling against your walls.

How his eyes would be on you at all time, dark and full of lust. Dirty words escaping past his lips, making you squirm. You caught your bottom lip between your teeth, biting hard as your skin got hot to the touch.

"You okay, Kitten? You feel a little warm." You dared look at him because you knew he knew what he was doing and the effect it has on you. You knew just as much as he did that one look was all it would take for you to melt.

"I'm okay." You tried to convince Minho, not letting him have the upper hand and knowing the current hold he has on you. You looked at him, placing a hand on his thigh.

This time, it was Minho who bit his lip, his eyes glancing down at your hand. You mimicked his own movements, stroking up and down his thigh, traveling further and further up until you was dangerously close to his crotch.

"Kitten." Minho spoke sternly, warning you. You looked at him with innocent, doll like eyes.

"What's up, Minho?" You asked, innocently. You ghosted your fingertips across his crotch, feeling his cock. Minho swallowed, his adams apple bobbing up and down.

"What do you think you're doing?"

"Touching you." You said, nonchalantly. Minho groaned softly, struggling to maintain his eyes on the road ahead. You squeezed his thighs, feeling how thick they are beneath your hands

"Gosh Minho. I love your thighs." You mewled

"You do?" His eyes cocked up

"Mhm. I love how thick they are. They're so muscular and sturdy. They feel really good when I ride them, grinding my pussy along them slowly. Bucking my hips as you tense your thighs. It's so – blissful." You mewled, smirking as you felt his cock twitch against your hand.

Minho let out shaky breaths, his hand gripping the steering wheel. his jaw muscles visible clenching at the sides.

"Kitten, you know the rules."

"Do I?" You looked at him with your innocent doll eyes, fluttering them. Minho glanced at you and let out a shaky sigh. It was clear to you that he was struggling to maintain his composure.

"Don't start something if you're not going to follow through with it." Minho growled. You mewled softly at his growl. You pressed your legs together, rubbing them to create friction.

You unzipped and unbuttoned his jeans, pulling his cock out of its restraints. Minho sighed softly at the release. You licked your lips as you eyes his cock up and down slowly. A good length with thickness. His tip was red and shining due to the pre-cum spilling out of his slit. His veins prominent on the sides, fading at the tip.

You swallowed, wrapping your hand around him. His skin felt hot against the palm of your hand. You let out a shaky breath, eyes fixated on his throbbing cock. Your breathing slowly became laboured as lust ran straight to your core.

You rubbed his tip with the pad of your thumb, smearing the bead of pre-cum over his tip. You hummed in satisfaction as Minho let out a throaty groan, hips bucking slightly. You ran your fingernail across his slit gently and slowly before wrapping your hand around him, pumping him slowly.

Minho was slowly losing his patience. Your small hand on his cock, fingers barely wrapped around him. He loves it so much. His hand gripped the wheel tightly, his knuckles turning white. His hips bucking in your hand, his lips in a thin line as he struggled to focus.

"Ah shit." He mumbled under his breath taking a sharp turn on the road. You continued to rub your thighs together, pining softly.

Minho pulled up at a busy car park, turning off the engine and slouching in his seat. His gaze turned to you and you shivered. His eyes were so dark with lust, it almost scared you. The change in atmosphere made you shift in your seat.

Grabbing your wrist, he brung your hand to his mouth, kissing the palms before kissing each finger individually, his eyes locked onto yours.

"Well, are you going to finish what you started or am I just going to sit here with my hard cock out?"

"Of course not. You should know by now that I always finish what I started, Minho." You winked. You unbuckled yourself and leant over to him. You started of by kitten licking his tip, his salty flavour coating your tongue.

You hummed at the taste, wrapping your hand around his base. You have him gentle and slow tugs as spat on his cock head. A string of your saliva slowly falling and detaching from your mouth, landing on his cock head. You licked your lips, watching it roll down the sides.

Minho hummed softly, the palm of your hand coming into contact with his tip as you used it to smear your saliva, rotating your wrist. You gently squeezed his cock head, rubbing his tip with your thumb as you applied pressure to it.

A throaty grunt left Minho, his hips bucking at the feeling. He kicked his head back against the car seat, his fingers finding their way to your hair. He tucked it behind your ear gently, his gaze never leaving you.

You looked up at him through your eyelashes, your mouth opening slowly. Minho caught his bottom lip between his teeth, anticipating your next move.

You wrapped your soft lips around his cock, the warmth and wetness of your mouth encapsulated Minho making him shiver at the feeling. You lowered your head until you had half of him stuffed in your mouth.

You hummed around his cock, loving how stuffed your mouth felt. You bobbed your head up and down slowly pressing your tongue flat against his sides. You wanted Minho to slowly get lost, to embrace the feeling of your warmth.

Your hand alternated between squeezing and massaging his balls to stroking the other half of his cock. You closed your eyes slowly, feeling yourself getting lost in pleasuring your man. Sweet groans and hums rippled from Minho's throat, his gaze never leaving you.

"C'mon kitten. I know you can take more in the little mouth of yours." your eyes fluttered open, gazing at him through your lashes. You hummed, the vibrations tickling Minho's cock.

You removed your hand, halting all movements. You flattened your tongue before slowly lowering your mouth further down. Soon, your nose hit the pit of his stomach, his cock so deep down your throat, it threatened your gag reflexes.

"That's my girl." His compliment ran down your spine and straight to your core. Compliments and praises are your weakness. Something about hearing how well you're doing made you quiver with need.

You bobbed your head up and down, allowing Minho's cock to stroke your throat. Throaty moans left your boyfriend's lips, his eyes slowly closing as he allowed himself to bask in the feeling.

"Such a pretty girl with such a filthy mouth."

He bundled up your hair in his fist, his hips suddenly thrusting upwards on their own. You whined the best you could as his cock stroked your throat, tip hitting the back over and over again.

Drool pooled at the corners of your mouth, tears lining your lower lash line. You dug your nails into his thighs as you let Minho use your throat. Strained, breathless moans rang through your ears. Minho was struggling. Struggling to keep his composure. Struggling to not shoot his load down your throat.

At this point, your panties were uncomfortably wet, sticking to your folds. The amount of lust and need you were feeling was slowly becoming unbearable. Sure, you love it when he fucked your throat, but it's not your cunt.

You pulled away from his cock with a pop. Drool coated your chin and gave his cock a light shine. His eyes slowly peeled open as he looked at your rosy cheeks.

"Minho. Please, I need you." You whined

"Need me where, kitten." His thumb grazing across your bottom lip, collecting some of your drool.

You took your pants off before sitting back in your seat, back against the car door. Your gaze never left Minho as you parted your legs giving him a full view of the large wet patch that had formed on your cotton panties.

Minho swallowed slowly, nostrils flaring as he panted slightly. Your hands travelled down your stomach to your clothed pussy. You grazed your fingertips lightly across your folds, feeling your wet patch against your fingers

"Here Minho. I need you here." You pined. The amount of lust you were feeling was making you feel sick and dizzy.

"Back seat. Now." Minho instructed. You crawled over to the back seats, Minho following shortly after. You knelt, sitting on your feet as Minho pulled his jeans and boxer shorts further down so they rested at his knees. He sat on the seat, legs spread as he lazily stroked his cock.

"Clothes off." You nodded, slowly peeling your clothes off until you were naked. Luckily for you both, Minho's car had blacked out windows but the thought of being in a busy parking lot made you quiver with lust.

"Look at you. You look oh so pretty and delicate. I cannot wait to corrupt your pretty mind, kitten." You whimpered, his hand reaching out and cupping your breast. He squeezed and massaged the flesh, occasionally rolling your hard nipple between his fingers.

"M-Minho. Please. I need you inside me so bad, it hurts! I've been needing you since I got into this car!"

Usually, Minho would tease you. Take his sweet time in sending your senses into overdrive. As much as he wants to see you squirm and beg for him to fuck you raw, he too, is also at his limit.

"Come here, kitten." you crawled over to him, straddling his waist as you held onto his shoulders. You core hovering over his cock, his tip threatening to enter you.

"Help me Minho. It's unbearable" You begged. Minho captured your lips, kissing you sloppily. There was no coordination in the kiss, just teeth and tongue crashing against one another and the feeling of hunger for one another mutual.

You reached behind you, grabbing the base of Minho's cock and guiding it towards your entrance. You slowly lowered yourself, hissing at the burn as his cock stretched you. You lowered yourself until all his length was deep inside you.

Minho pulled away from your lips, attaching them to your neck. You shuddered at the feeling as he sucked and kissed your delicate skin. Purple bruises slowly forming as you lifted your hips up and slamming yourself back down. You both moaned in unison, Minho's hands flying to your waist, holding it tightly.

You picked up the pace as you felt yourself getting used to his size, your pussy loosening with each bounce. The burn subsided, pleasure taking over. You gripped onto his shoulders, using him as leverage as you picked up the pace.

"Fuck me. So good. So deep!" His cock stroked your walls, tip hitting deep inside you. Minho kicked his head back, basking in the feeling. He licked his lips at the sight of you riding his cock. Your cheeks rosy pink, mouth hung open as your breasts bounced freely.

"Your pussy is so tight, kitten. I can never get used to this feeling."

You hummed before halting your movements. Minho gave you a questioning look as you smirked. You leant back a little, slowly moving your hips back and forth. Minho let out the most delicious, sinful moan making your core quiver with lust and excitement

"Fuck, fuck. Kitten, fuck!!"

"Feeling good, babe?" You smirked, knowing full well what his answer will be. He squeezed his eyes shut, his hands still on your waist helping you with your movements. His lips parted as he panted softly. A thin layer of sweat coated his forehead, his hair sticking to it.

It's a beautiful sight to see and you thank the heavens above that only you can witness this beautiful man crumble beneath you.

You rocked your hips back and forth faster, moaning at the feeling as Minho was losing his composure – slowly but surely

"Fuck, kitten. I can't. I'm sorry." His eyes peeled open slowly as you looked at him confused

"What do you have to be so–" You didn't get a chance to finish your sentence because before you knew it, you were pinned on your back on the cat seat, Minho towering over you.

He gave you a seductive and dangerous look – a look that could kill a man. He took his jacket off letting it fall down his arms and onto the floor. His t-shirt soon followed. Your eyes scanned his chest and abs, practically mewling at the sight.

Grabbing your legs and parting them wide, Minho pushed himself inside you, bottoming out. You moaned loudly, his hips moving in powerful and relentless thrusts. His cock stroked your walls with each powerful thrust, tip hitting your deepest parts.

You moaned loudly, not caring that the outside world could possibly hear you. You were so lost in the pleasure that you almost wanted to be heard. You wanted people to know how good you was being fucked, you wanted to make people jealous.

"Good. So good."

"M-Mhm. I'm not going to lie kitten, but I don't think I'll be able to last for much longer."

"M-Me neither, Minho."

Minho let go off your legs, leaning over you as his hands planted against your head on the car seat. You wrapped your legs around his waist, keeping him close to you. His hips making quick work on you.

Your slick coated his cock with each pull and push. Pants and moans mixing together with skin slapping against each other harshly. The wet sounds coming from your pussy rang in Minho's ears, making his cock twitch inside you.

You gripped onto his biceps, digging your nails into the skin. He looked so beautiful and out of it. His hair wet with sweat from sticking to his forehead, beads of sweat rolling down his temples. The air was thick and humid making it impossible to breathe whilst making you feel dizzy. The car windows steaming up from the humidity.

"I can't. Kitten, I can't. I'm so close." Minho whimpered, his movements becoming sloppy. You felt it too, the knot in your stomach tightening with each thrust. "You look so perfect to me, kitten that I can't hold it no more. I'm going insane for you."

"Me too Minho. I've been wanting you since i got in the car. Everything about you drives me insane. Your looks, your cute little habits that you have, your scent, your voice – fuck, you're driving me insane, baby."

Minho hummed, nodding slowly in agreement. His head hung low as his hands balled into fists beside your head. His thighs shaking and burning from tensing so much.

"Kitten, I can't–" Minho looked at you with desperation.

"It's okay, baby. Don't hold back." You cupped his cheeks, connecting your lips together in a slow and passionate kiss.

A whine came from the back of his throat as his movements stopped. His cock buried deep inside you as he shot hot ropes of cum. You curled your toes, feeling your own orgasm washing over you. You moaned Minho's name against his lips, your cunt clamping down on his cock.

Minho shallowly thrusted inside you, your cunt clenching and releasing around him, milking him some more. Minho pulled away from your lips, soft pants hitting them as he pulled out of you slowly. He rested his sweaty forehead against yours, panting softly as he came down from his high.

"Fuck." was all he managed to choke out making you laugh softly. He gave you a delicate kiss before pulling away from you. You sat up slowly, whimpering as you felt some of his cum slowly trickle out off you

"Sorry, kitten." Minho said sheepishly, feeling somewhat guilty. You shook your head slowly

"Don't be sorry, babe. I loved it." Minho gave you a soft smile, kissing your forehead gently before getting dressed. You did the same, crawling back to the front and sitting in the passenger side as Minho sat in the drivers side again.

You picked up your ice-cream, pouting as you looked at it with a sullen look.

"What's up kitten?"

"My ice-cream has melted." Minho laughed softly, his perfect bunny teeth on display

"Don't worry kitten. There's plenty of ice-cream back at mine. That is if you want to stay over" You beamed brightly, nodding your head fast, causing Minho to chuckle.

"Absolutely!!"

[zeldaelmo]

Anyone having some tips on how to deal with a sudden drop of motivation while doing a long time project? I'm so close to finishing the damn story (15/20 chapters done) but I had a break from writing due to some busy days plus figuring out the last plot details and now I can't bring myself to start the new chapter.

Kind words might do the trick, too, because additionally, I'm kind of having a bad streak with zines and other small fandom things that left me feeling a bit 😑 about my writing, so I'm a bit in a "why bother" headspace. I'm positive this phase will pass, it always does, but I really want to finish this fic so I can do the countdown-for-EoW thing.

Maybe I should reblog one of those ask games but when I don't get any asks as it happens quite a bit, I'll feel even more stupid, so that's probably a bad idea.

Uh, anyway. I'm going to try to write at least the outline of the chapter. Maybe that will bring me in the right headspace.

[zombiee-reviews]

Hey yall, I’m back with some short posts as I have really lost a lot of interest in Kiques garbage comic. But with all recent releases of pages and ones that haven’t even released yet, Kique takes the comic to new lows.

Let’s start with this hot mess right here. Rhov and Feaf - first of all.. There has been zero indication of Feaf wanting a family with Rhov, up until this point I guess?

Not only this, but who in their right mind wants to have a family with a manipulating, lying, asshat like Rhov anyway? I mean look at the constant dissatisfaction/ disappointment Feaf has with him.

As soon as Feaf started making this face, what after knowing Rhov for only a few days and having maybe one interaction with him so far.. I knew he’d be pairing them up. 🙄 Dissecting this scene more, Feaf barely knows Rhov, she should be looking at Axi with a more neutral look, not upset.

Then we have this moment where Feaf offers her home to Rhov and looks upset that she just chose this stranger over a long time, trusted friend. Girl, nobody forced you to take Rhov, oh wait.. Kique.

Feafs face when she found out where the author was taking her and Rhov 🤣

Alright so red flag number one here!

I absolutely hate that Rhov just flat out lied to Feaf and she’s OKAY WITH IT. Oh yeah, if you go back to this scene all Rhovvy boy here has to do is give the sad, puppy dog eyes and Feaf still decides to take him with her!

Red flag number two! Lying to her tribe / viscountess for this manipulative prick.

Red flag three, the bastard can’t even hunt all of a sudden. How is he going to provide for his family if he is needed?

Red flag four, he has a partner why he flirtin like this. ( Granted Jahla ain’t no better here lmao )

Red flag five, Rhov suddenly springs it on Feaf that he is thinking about leaving Shiverfall, even asking her to uproot her entire life / job to go with him. In reality, things like this need to be planned for, especially considering that Feafs job is highly important to Aedra. It’s also kinda strange that Rhov is saying these things like “you mean a lot to me” when he’s been nothing but a giant red flag to her. This is love bombing to the fullest. Not only this, but he still is official with Jahla!

Red flag six, more lies and deceit. Rhov mentions he wants to join the then Meteors ( never happens, even tho he knows they’re possibly under attack. ) what a great role model to his kids! Rhov is just as useless when it comes to being useful. The capital has already made their rounds to Shiverfall and Meteor and yet this poor sod was no where to be found, same with Feaf. They’re both red flags lmao.

Also adding to this, I feel that he basically left Jahla for Feaf. Jahla and Rhov can be labeled as emotional cheaters, since they both acted STRANGE with Rome and Feaf around.

And finally, this wonderful scene. Something tells me that Feaf has a hint of an idea on what happened here, even though it was never specified by her, currently. But the way she talks about it with Zahira in the recent public pages, makes me wonder ( Page 870 ). She knew the reason it appeared was because Rhov and her were intimate and she also knew it was the Golden Lioness that gifted it to her. This leads me to believe that Feaf HAD an idea, therefore being a huge red flag towards Rhov.

In conclusion, these two just SUCK, lol. At least we had some build up with Jahla and Rhov and it felt more romantic and realistic. This here is just Feaf going along with mostly whatever Rhov says, even though the author doesn’t even know wtf to do with him anymore either. 😑

[thegreymoon]

The Story of Minglan

This is the episode when we finally get the OTP™ Wedding, yes? Yes?? YESSS???

Nobody tell me otherwise, I AM EXCITED!! 🎉🎉

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Aww, Gu Tingye would dote on you if you didn't bring in a cent!

He's rich enough for the both of you.

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Aww, baby 😢

Her ideas of what she dares to expect are so low at this point, that they are underground.

Gu Tingye has his work cut out for spoiling her.

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I'm not crying, you're crying 😭

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LOL, he finally gets a happy and respectable daughter wedding 😂

No drunk underage son trying to gamble betrothal geese away. No daughter pregnant before marriage. No secret liaison that would be disastrous for his family if word got out.

Just an advantageous high-rank marriage with a nobleman that will elevate the entire family sky-high!

Not that he deserves it. But Minglan does, so I will suffer this collateral damage gladly.

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Oh my god 😭😭

How many times will this drama have me sobbing 😭😭

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Somebody needs to hand me a handkerchief too 😭😭

I am bawling here like a baby, I can't see properly from the tears 😭😭

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Xiaotao thinking of the important things on this monumental day 😅

Such as lunch 😂😂

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She's so cute, OMG 😭

Anyway, I think that I can now safely say that Minglan is possibly my favourite female character ever!

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LMAO, please don't tell me he married Cousin Cao after all 🙄

So spineless.

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Oh, he didn't?? 👀

She got her hopes up for nothing, LMAO.

I'm afraid I will have to go forth reluctantly respecting He Hongwen after all, now that Minglan is safely married to who she should be.

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LOL, yeah, no.

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Somebody, please explain to me who these two people are 😭

Are they new?

All of a sudden, they are having dialogue in this episode and acting like they are important and I can't remember seeing either of them before.

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LMAO, is that the actual Crown Prince standing with Nanny and Shitou? 🤣🤣

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LMAO, his entire family is so miserable 🤣🤣

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It's not fair that the two of them just get dinner while everyone else gets alcohol 🤣🤣

Anyway, Rongjie remains cute.

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LMAO, truly a match made in heaven 🤣🤣

You two deserve each other, in every sense 🤣🤣

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LMAO, Rongjie fell asleep in their marital bed, cockblocking like a pro! 🤣🤣

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Also, the second hand embarrassment is killing me 🤣🤣 When her stomach started growling, I died 🤣🤣

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Aww, looks like no sex is happening tonight and she's disappointed 🤣

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LMAO, this is a Xiaotao-approved husband, making sure his wife is fed! 🤣🤣

Also, there is still hope for sex!

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LMAO, are those bruises on her forehead from that headdress?

Also, how did she get her hair up like that when she had bangs just yesterday?

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LMAO, finish dinner?? 👀

Jokes aside, it's good to know that he is not, in the words of TXJ, an irresponsible husband 🤣🤣

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There had better be sex toys in that chest 😑

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Oh, OK, so it's money.

So, I guess the second best thing 🙄

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LMAO, so instead of sex on their wedding night, he gives her a goddamn job 😂

Smack him, Minglan!

[artzychic27]

Just a little fic idea I had to blurt out, I’m tired, feel free to throw in ideas and we’ll see where this goes (Includes elements of WandaVision, I may make a WandaVision au, we’ll see)

One morning, the Akuma Class all wake up to find Paris has become sort of a medieval fantasy world, less dark ages, more Renaissance Faire complete with peasants in colorful clothing, fairies flying about, the occasional dragon flying overhead, phones and laptops are replaced with pen and paper and carrier pigeons, Jagged’s a famous bard, etcetera

At first, a few think, “Oh, I must be dreaming.”

But the rest are, “Uh, how are we all having the same dream?”

While walking around and trying to figure out what’s going on, they end up in the town square where a crowd has gathered, just in time to hear some trumpets blowing and for Butler Jean to announce the arrival of the Prince

And to their surprise… It’s Nath! (They didn’t even realize he wasn’t with him) He looks… Happier. His smile looks more genuine even though he’s not around Marc, and he doesn’t look the least bit embarrassed by all of the praise he’s receiving

Girl: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Nathaniel: *Catches a rose in his hand* Love you, too, rando!

Those who are still so sure this is a dream world join in on the cheering, catching the attention of everyone until it’s just awkward silence. Then one guy screams, “IT’S THEM!” The crowd gets into a panic, Nathaniel is escorted away, and when Akuma Class is wondering just what the hell is going on, a team of knights surround them

The only ones who stand out are the two in magenta and mint armor (Psst, it’s Denise and Lacey as the head knights) They order the other knights to seize the Akuma Class, but they manage to escape and find refuge in an alley

They get some answers when they find a few wanted posters with their faces on them plastered on the walls, labeling them as traitors to the crown

Ivan: Kim, what’d you do?

Kim: Nothing!… Though, I’m sure I did do something.

Going against their better judgement, they sneak through the village while avoiding knights out for their heads, (Though, Marinette and Adrien sneak away) and manage to make their way over the palace walls with some help from Ladybug and Chat Noir, and find themselves in a hedge maze. While walking and speculating who could be behind this, they begin to suspect Marc because it’s a fantasy world and of course, he would make Nath the prince. That doesn’t explain why he made them traitors, though

While walking, they come across Aurore, a weather fae watering a rose bush with a rain cloud. She’s about to call the knights, but Rose goes feral and tackles het to the ground with her hand over her mouth. While she’s restraining her wrists, Aurore suddenly goes limp and there’s a brief moment of them freaking out until she seems to wake back up, sounding panicked and wondering where she is until she sees the outlaws and is like, 😑

Aurore is kind of dismissive when the outlaws question her, but before they can notice, they hear some knights approaching, Rose gets off of Aurore, and she goes back to screaming for help all of a sudden while they run away

Meanwhile~

Nathaniel is in his bedroom with Marc, who’s consoling him about earlier, giving him nothing but compliments, and swearing to stop the traitors until Nathaniel asks him to stop talking about them, when they get an alert from one of the knights that the Akuma Class, Ladybug, and Chat Noir have snuck in

The outlaws (Their group name for the time being) sneak all around the castle to look for either Marc or Nathaniel, but come across Jean, now a minstrel. He’s about to warn everyone until Rose goes feral again and tackles him to the floor She restrains his wrist like with Aurore, and it’s the same effect. Jean goes limp for a second, wakes up and freaks out, and he sees the outlaws and is just-

Jean: Oh, it’s you guys.

Ladybug: What’s with the attitude?

Jean: Don’t act like you don’t know. Honestly, I’m surprised he didn’t go all ballistic when he got Akumatized and tried to make you all disappear into like this alternate universe where you never existed or did like a Groundhog Day thing where you’re forced to relive awful moments until you learn the fucking lesson he’s trying to teach you. I mean, that’s what I’d do, but I’m petty like, 24/7; it’s a real problem.

Sabrina: Enough with the pronouns game! “He” who?!

But before Jean can answer, knights storm in, Rose gets off of him, and he goes back to talking like it’s the Middle Ages

The outlaws split up all around the castle to avoid the knights. Ladybug and Chat Noir manage to make it to Nath’s tower where they find him standing on his balcony serenading some song birds like a fucking Disney princess. Chat Noir makes the move to take his wrist, but nothing happens like with Aurore and Jean

Ladybug: Nath?

Nathaniel: … Is that any way to speak to a Prince? No matter, you need to leave. I can’t have either of you interfering when my knight brings the traitors to justice.

Ladybug: Nathaniel, listen to us; Your friends-

Nathaniel: They are not my friends. They are not even my subjects. They are traitors, as are you both. You are outsiders, and you are trespassing here. And I want you both to leave!

Later, when Marc returns, Ladybug and Chat Noir are gone, and he informs Nathaniel that the knights have caught the outlaws

Meanwhile…

Ladybug and Chat Noir emerge through a wall of purple static and find themselves back in Paris… Or part of it, at least. The rest of it is encased by a purple forcefield. While they wonder what that could mean, they’re confronted by Austin Tomassian, who looks seconds close to slapping them both across the face. It’s when he shows them a video Armbruster sent him, that they realize why Nathaniel got akumatized

After yet another- quite destructive- Akuma that went to attack the school, the Akuma Class evacuated with help from Ladybug and Chat Noir, but left Nathaniel to trip, fall, and get his leg crushed by falling bricks. Alix made a move to help him, but Ladybug insisted that they had to keep going since the Akuma was right behind them, and they all just left. Fortunately, Denise rushed out of an alleyway where the Science Kids were hiding, threw the bricks off of Nathaniel, and carried him to safety with the rest of their class before the Akuma saw them

Cue Judgmental/Disappointed Austin Tomassian Glare™️

Tomassian: Go fix this, now! He’s got my boyfriend locked in there doing God knows what! It’s been an hour since we’ve made out, and I’m going through withdrawals, man! *Pushes Ladybug and Chat Noir back into the forcefield*

And that’s all I got. Feel free to add on, or something, but like I said, expect a WandaVision au

[sailor-aviator]

okay so i was scrolling absentmindedly and then all of a sudden i see your revolutionary war moodboard for the daggers and i was like 😧😑…🤯 because i grew up in CT where nathan hale (bob’s quote) was born and he’s like our official state hero and now im having flashbacks to this elementary school field trip to the state capitol where we saw his statue and learned about the quote and i swear couldn’t have been older than 10 at the time so i have no idea how im remembering this but i was just so caught off guard that i HAD to go on anon (for privacy/location reasons) and tell u idk i thought it was so funny fjjdkfs

anyway i adore your writing and though i’m admittedly not the biggest AMERICAN (🦅🤑💪🇺🇸💸) history buff, you totally enthralled me with don’t hang’em til noon and your incredible storytelling and i’m so excited to see what else you come up with!!

much love from connecticut 🫶🫶

Nonny, I’m CACKLING. I have such a love/hate relationship with United States because I’m from…well, Missouri if that tells you anything and everything you need to know.

Like the concept of overthrowing a repressive governing body in the name of freedom (with caveats of course) is so fascinating to me and to see we’ve come full circle? Although, I suppose the argument can be made that it wasn’t exactly a circle but more of a fish hook, ya know?

Anyway, just the whole time frame was bonkers!! I love reading and watching things about it and it really makes you want to start your own revolution and make things better for people huh?

[weebnotheree]

~ Like i want you ~ PT 1

Ai Hoshino x Ex Male Reader

M/n pov

Ai is calling her ex-boyfriend on a public phone she wears sunglasses and a cap to hide her identity, Ai speaks in a relaxed tone

"[M/n]-kun I'm calling you not because I want to get back with you but don't you want to meet your son and your daughter?"

Ai is talking on the phone while leaning her back on public phones

"they've been four years old now and you haven't visited them at all"

I rub my face as I shift in my bed and rub my face "….mm..I have to see my vocal coach today… but after yeah sure" I say with a soft tone but you could tell I just woke up.

There is brief pause she speaks in a tone

"I know this is sudden and you probably don't want to see me but I think I'd be best for you just to have a little chat with me about our children"

She pauses again

"I need one favor from you could you please come to this address I need to talk about Aquamarine's education which is the most important thing about him"

She gave you the address

"Alright.. just give me a minute" i told her. I was tired and needed to process and wake myself up fully.

"Sure." She waited patiently

As I got up and getting ready and the left the phone on without hanging up. I pick the phone back up and head out the door to my car as I put the phone on speaker "okay…I'll be there in a few minutes."

"Sure. Take your time" She said with a tone before she hung up.

After few minutes of driving you received a text from Ai saying

💬"Please bring your kids with you, they've been four years old and you still haven't visit them so I think I'd be best if you take with you and I promise I'll never make a scene"

💬"you have them idiot 😑" I replied back to her.

Ai is left in disbelief she texts you again

💬"I am the only one who took care of our children for the past four years even during my career as an idol I made sure I gave them special care and attention. It's about time you show up and fulfill your responsibilities as the father of my children"

She was not backing down on this topic

💬"Let me just say that I would have taken care of them four years ago if you had told me you were pregnant… but you didn't. And you tell me now that I have kids?" I replied back to her

You are not able to make her budge from this topic now

💬"I made a stupid decision in my late teen years and I was scared to inform you but now I need you in my children's life. So please don't back out of this"

💬"I would have loved to be be there when they were born… But that doesn't mean I'm not gonna be a father" I replied back

Ai sighs in relief a she read your message.

💬"I am glad that you are finally realizing that this is very important"

Ai texted you the address again

💬"Please come to this address after meeting with the coach and I insist that you bring your twins with you"

💬"are they…at the private daycare again?"

💬"yes they are in daycare but please you need to take care of them with me not just leaving them always with someone else" Ai texted.

I go to the private daycare, get out of my car, and go inside the private daycare.

The twins are playing with toys in the daycare and seem to be really attached to the workers here

I was walking up to my kids as I call them, "Ruby, Aqua."

They look at you with happy expressions and run towards you and both hug you tightly

As they hug you tightly the daycare workers all seem a bit surprised that you are taking the kids with you this time

The kids have no problem coming with you

"So you guys want ice cream?" I say as I hold their hands and we start walking out of the daycare.

The twins nod at you and seem happy that they are going with you

You could see the daycare workers looking at you in a worried expression like they've got no idea why are you suddenly taking the kids with you this time.

i glanced back at the workers and see they're staring with a worried look "What are y'all staring at?"

They try to look away as they see you noticing but there is no way that they would get away from the fact that you are taking the kids with you for some odd reason and that's what is making them worried about the whole situation

"Are you question my authority of my kids?" I glare at the workers.

One of the workers speak up.

"No sir we are just concerned of why are you taking the kids with you since you haven't visited them for such a long time"

"So..I can't come and see or get my kids is what you're telling me?" I asked in a cold tone.

The worker seems to be a bit taken aback by your cold tone and replies you

"Sir you can take your kids anytime you want, but we need to tell you that your ex-girlfriend had been the one who was mostly taking care of them for the past four years so we are a little bit concerned why are you suddenly taking your kids with you like this"

"That's cause she's just now telling me I have kids…." I narrow my eyes "Don't question our business…"

At this point the worker is starting to feel a bit threatened by you and she speaks nervously

"Alright sir, we'll not inquire you any further and just know that as long as your kids are comfortable being with you then we have no problem. I hope you have a wonderful day with you and your children"

And the worker does the sign of the cross in hopes everything goes smoothly with you and your children

smiles like nothing just happened before picking up Ruby and Aqua and leaving.

The workers breathe a sigh of relief as you leave with both kids without any issue after leaving and getting them ice cream I drove to AI's house

You reach AI's house in few minutes it is a huge mansion and Ai herself is waiting at the door with a relaxed expression

"I see you brought our children with you, so you are finally going to take your responsibility as a father,"

Ai spoke

"Isn't that what I'm doing 😑"

She rolls her eyes

"I know this is sudden but do keep in mind that you need to take care of them as well from now on so please visit them from time to time...Do you understand [M/n]-kun, this is your responsibility now,"

"Yeah yeah" I told her as i let the kids out the care and told them to go inside the house.

She seems to be satisfied with your answer and speaks after a pause

"This is off topic but I just need to ask you about something if you don't mind"

I shut the back door and look at her with a tired look. "What is it"

"I'm just curious but in our relationship why were you always so distant to me? Like you never cared about me... Did I do anything wrong during that time or was it that you just simply didn't love me?" she asked in a sad tone.

[nicromancytarot]

Hello .^◡^. i am the 5th one✋ i'm here to give feedback for the game " Bloodied Bandaid " the thing is i don't remember half of my childhood and till the age of 12 to 13 that would be a bit too much to say but apart from moving houses and transferring schools i dont remember much😕 don't know how common that is aside from that my brain storage is full of absolute shit which i don't need at all💩 i don't even remember what i ate 2 days ago 🥲 so all this things i'm saying is bcoz when you mentioned about a masculine being brought up i couldn't remember anything specific it's not like that i didn't had any masculine figure in my life to disappoint me i had plenty. all of these men definitely didn't made a good impact on my childhood for whatever they did. but about not being accepted i remember that my parents used to dressed me up as a boy coz they were expecting me to be a boy when i was born i'm a girl btw and in our culture girls and boys have distinct clothing styles i always used to have boyish haircuts and then suddenly they wanted me to dress like a girl,be feminine coz i was growing up and i needed to behave like a girl😑 i was very uncomfortable by this sudden change. now they don't even let me cut my hair like let me live people😮‍💨 but i still do what i want to do if you die right now nothing of these unnecessary things will matter¯\(°_°)/¯. about being shut off to the idea of meeting people bro let me tell you i don't leave my house unless my family members drags me outside with them once a few months. i don't like human interactions 😭 my past experiences gave me social anxiety🥹 yes i have realized that i need to let go all my resentment coz it was only making my mental and emotional health worse. just like how you said it's not like i can do this in one day or night. i do need to improve my viewpoint sometimes i overthink a situation so much that i forget what was the actual problem even. coz i like to analysis everything and get caught up in tiny details my brain has to make sense of everything by connecting things and using whatever formulas it seems makes sense which at the end doesn't make sense at all (¯―¯٥) and the other things also resonated😄  thank you so much for this reading also for the advice☺ once i fix my issues i too think that it will make me more confident in myself✧ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ✧ as a natural procrastinator let me see when can i work on myself and make use of your words it's never too late to start now tho. thank you for your precious time and effort for doing these readings💖 love you bye lovely ٩(ˊᗜˋ)و♥

Hello number 5! I appreciate such detailed feedback, I am sorry that you don’t remember much of your childhood, I also have a terrible memory so I feel you. The masculine energy was certainly a strange one as it felt like it connected to you in a very disconnected way, I actually realised at the end that it could’ve been you emitting this energy, so that’s why I added in the acceptance part. I’m sorry that you went through that as a child however, it must’ve been very confusing and frustrating to have experienced at such a young age, and I hope that if you feel as though it affected you negatively, that you heal from it and find ways to part with your trauma.

Completely understand the next part, the outside is scary man, so I’m with you on the being afraid to leave. I’m glad that your family manage to drag you outside of the house every now and then, even if it is against your will, at least you get outside and within nature, it’s a great place to heal!

I absolutely believe that you can heal and grow over your past, it may appear to be hard at first, but once you make that first leap, the rest will be a walk in the park, you’ve got this, best of luck!

Side note: ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ - I really like this thing

[laurmaus]

my rant (analysis????thing about that one scene in Our Fears Mcd thats been hidden in my notes app for like 2 years sorry it’s a little long

ok so it’s been a few days and i completely forgot most of what i was gonna say about the whole dante aphmau illusion bht the whole thing was so ?????????? liek the way garroth and ESPECIALLY laurence’s reactions to their “worst fear” and their worst fear itself is SOOO FUCKING WEIRD and out of character becayse that’s NOT what their worst fear woulld be ????)))))) starting with garroth because his whole personality as a guard is that he wants nothing but happiness and safety for aphmau and like we don’t know a lot about his personal life and struggles besides like zane and the whole dispwnment thing ok maybe we do but what i’m trying to say is that aphmau holding hands and Kissing a guy is Not his worst fucking fear………. the whole scene could’be been so much better if the illusion was aphmau Dead or like extremely hurt or fake dante threatening the two to hurt aphmau right in front of them or something like the whole shipping bait was so unnecessary I KNOW ITS NOT THAT DEEP BUT 😑😑😑 ok now for layrence he was done SOOOOO DIRTY like Extremely dirty from the way he reacted to the fact that his worst fear was aphmau just kissing dante too…….. starting with how he reacted it was INSANELY out of character for the time that it was written there was no build up to his personality suddenly switching to anger ridden like he’s never been seen like this before ?????? skimming through the moments hes had since he’s still generally New to the series he has NEVER lashed out like that??????? even when zane was insulting aphmau and he had to lie to make it seem like they were together he is Cool Calm and Collected it’s so weird so see him get so mad so quick like he was YELLINNGGGG thad was some unnecessarily. Possessive reaaction personally it makes more sense when i add the fact that my theeory is rhag he believed aphmau was under hypnosis or a spell or something but this is COMPLETELY a theory like it’s the only explanation to him acting out like that PLUS THE FACT THAT HE TRIED TO ATTACK DANTE ????????? he CONSIOUSLY WENT TO ATTACK HIM JUSF BC HE WAS GONNA KISS APHMAU I GET THAT HE THIUGHT SHE WAS IN DANGER UNDER THE PREMISE OF A SUPPOSED SPELL BUT OTHERWISE THAT MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE…. i KNOW for a fact aphmau ddint think that far through and just wanted a ooooh my guards are Jelous☺️☺️moment and its aggrivating bevauuse i KNOW that he should have been asking if she was ok instead of just arguing at a ghost i get that hees protective but😞 you can HEAR HIM SLASH HIM REPEADLY TOO LIKE I KNOW HE STABBED THAT SWOORD STRAIGHT THROUGH HIS BACK OR WRM OR SMEHTING UOOU HEAR IT GO IN EEUEUUEGH the cheap sound effect is So😦(samsung version) THIS PLUS HIS GENERAL AREGIVATED DEMEANOR ENCOURAGES THE IDEA THAT LAURENCE CARES MORE ABOUT GOING AFTER WAHTEVER IS THREATENING HIM INSTEAD OF FOCUSING ON GETTING WPHMAU AWAY (which is the OPPOSITE of what happened in the nether when saving the chicken sha man+ MAKING SURE SHES OK ANF FURTHER SUPPORTS GARROTHS SUSPICIONS i could say that the remnants from him being a shadow night like made him be way more violently impulsive but from the videos canonicity itself i know aphmau wasn’t thinking of that when writing this scene… personally i gues i see how this could be in character i just cannt sincerely undedstand how laurence’s morals and beliefs coincide with attempting to harm a possibly innocent man it’s so ARURRGGGGGDDD (sound effect sounds better in my head trust me☹️

ok now to the fear itself layrence is not even officially apart of the guard he hasn’t known aphmau for too long INCLUDING the Months(?) that he was trapped in the nether for and i KNOW they’re really close now and he apparently has a crush on her (WHICH WAS SUPER SUDDEN TOO AND ALSO OVERWRITES PREVIOUS LORE ABOUT HIM NOT LIKING SASHA AND THAT SHE WAS THE ONLY ONR THAT HE COULD BE “normal with” ((SUPER COOL IDEA BTW I REALLY LIKED THAT!!!!!!! THEN HE SUDDENLY ANNOUNCED THAT HE SNOULDNT HAVE LET SASHA GO ???????? i guess it could just be chslked up to him lying but what need was there for that….. the switch up is so random and like she’s suppose to be dead when he said that why not just admit you loved her i guess it could’ve been laurence still not accepting the fact that he actually loved her but i don’t think aph meant for his words to be so deep seeing how she writes mcd😭😭😭😭 if they geniuenly wanted to develop the idea that laurence has a crush on aphmau then wouldn’t it make more sense for him to say he had a crush on her and after she died it was difficult blah blah blah BONDING!!!!! and then at the end he couldve been like oh…. speaking to you right now reminds me of how we use to t- nevermind. IDK ITS CONRY BUT IT MAKES SO MICH MORE SENSE STORY WISE/// THE WHOLE THING SO FUCKING WEIRD AND ALL TO BUILD UP TO HIM HETTING A SPONANOUS CRUSH ON APHMAU FOR NO FUCKUNG REASON. HIS ENTIRE PERSONALOTY IS BASED ON A MAN THATS A CASANOVA BUT DOESNT ACTUALLY FEEL ANY ROMANTIC ATTRACTION TOWARDS THE WOMEN HE CHASES!!!!!!!!! laurence canonically struggles with expressing himself sincerely and ended up coping by making hismelf out to be a douchebaggy man who feels the need to flirt with everyone in order to feel validated by people that (in his mind) wouldn’t like him otherwise!!!! this chatavyer concept opened a HUGE DOOR for development which we actually started ti see when he opened up about his persona and started to interact with aphmau as less of a fake love interest but a friend!!!!!!!!!! but knowing that he DID indeed love sasha AND loves aphmau makes their development into closer friends void because it was a supposedly a crush the whole time i really don’t think it’s that serious i juus feel like SO MUCH WAS THROWN AWAY FOR A FORCED CRUSH THAT COULD HAVE BEEN BUILT UP MUCH BETTER THAN IT WAS!!!!!!!!!! i’m like skimming through old episodes right now and have rewatched that one section in Our Fears like Twenty times so far to analyze but watching laurence and aphmau banter is really silly and☹️☹️☹️it sucks how they cant just be funny friends with and loving eachother geniuennly with the /r jokes here annd there not because laurence has a not so secret crush on pahmau but because they’re wacky friends!!!!!!! bffs where one (Phmau helps the other (L heal and overcome his struggles !!!!!! their dynamic is so fun and lively annf laurence’s character development up to this point had been really satisfying minus the crush😞😞 everuhtingg is so susaauuauaaaaaaaihh jusf BE FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!! BE FRIENDS PLEASE but anyways he’s not even apart of liekt he pheonix drop guard i guess ????? at this time which makes his worst fear beign aphmau being kissed by another man so Pathetic he has cadenza and the nether people and him being a shadow guard and just so much more to worry about than aphmau same with garroth!!!!!!! i feel like there’s so much mroe that could’ve been explored if they had just considered making the illusion more Personal ?????? i was also thinking that making them both see a completely different illusion I DONG KNOW HIW TO EXPLAIN IT LIKE oooh smoke Sparkles Boom they’re in a different place and see the fear like it was done for aphmaus fear and dante’s fear!!!!!!!

going back to garroth too a few episodes ago he was talking about how he was afraid that something might happen with laurence now that’s he can see so maybe the illusion could have been laurence attacking aphmmau right in front of him and like his armor and weapons are gone when he goes to fight and hes like 😦😦 or replace laurence with zane or whatevver or he’s like married to his fiancé and aphmau is Gone what i’m saying is there was SO MUCH POTIENTIAL OOOH O AND LIKE LAURENNCES PERSONAL ILLUSIOKN COULD HAVE BEEN HIM HRUTING ALHMAU OR CADENZA AGAINNDT HIS WILL AS LIKR A SHADOW NIGHT!!!!!!!! OR IDK IMAGINNE “we should split up and look around for……” BOOM garroth looks to the left and lauurence is GONE….. it’s all like ?$)&!???!?? until he looks fowaard at the steeps and 💥💥😨😨😨 LAURENCE is STANDUNG there with APHMAU HURT ON THE SCENE!!!!!!!!!!! n he’s like laurenncz….??????? thannk irene you found hLAURNECE!!!!??!;???;??🤯🤯🤯 actually BETTER IDEA THIS IS THE BEBEST ONE ITS ONE ILLUSION NOT TWO SEPERATE ONES!!!!! RIGHT SO GARROTH IS JUST THHERE AND SEED LAURENCE AND HE LIKE SUDDENLY GAINS CONSIOUSNNES AND LIKE LOOKS DOWN BOOM SHADOW KNIGHT ARMMOR HES GOT A SWORD IN HIS HAND AND ITS COVVERE IN BLOOD!!!!!!!!!!! loook doen Aphmau There she’s Gone in that one pose you know the one i’m talking about and then he turnns around 2 c the garroth thags just in taht one standing emoji pose and he like seees the blood on his dacve and OOOH IT WOUKDVE BEEN SO COOL… i understand the limitations that come with making a roleplay series with npcs ghat have like limited movement obvsiosuly it wouldn’t be as elaborate as this but i see it in my Mind…… ONE LAST THING BEFORE I FORGET it not sure if this is a typo or intentional or just a little fact that wasnnt meant to be taken all that serious but when malachi was explaining his backstory he mentioned how he could show peoples “fears” not exclusively their “greatest fear” WHICH might excuse this entire scene (minus the inaccurate character portrayls ) and make most of what i said void but i still stand by all of it!!!!!!!!! i’m not taking this excuse from someone who mistyped one of their MOST IMPORTANT character’s name MULTIPLE TIMES to the point where a misspelling became their canon name😭😭😭😭 but overall i jsur feel ike this entire episode and concept of a “greatest fear” being watered down to throwing some wood into a Shipping Arguement Fire for the two most important characters right after aphmau could have been so much more!!!!!!! like i get that aphmau getting with someone else might just be one of garroth and laurence’s shared fear but that doesn’t excuse how laurence acted and ESPECIALLY how uncharacteristically their dialogue was after the whole debacle OH MY GOD I DIDNNNT EVEN MENTION JOW THEY ACTDD ATTERWORDS ok i’m getting tired of this Long ass essay but basically afterwords they kept questioning aphmau and dante on whether or not they kissed or whatevver and i feel so dumb right nowow this is unrelated but i’m just laying here on mymt bed Wirting this at 11:32 am instead of drawing or beingpeoduxtive or skemtjjngnevevrmind i joined a. Friend Call😊😊😊😊

ojay i left nothing interesting was happening but getting back on topic the fact that only laurence seemed to be concerned about aphmaus well beign when the whole illusion was over seems so weird especially since i would’ve expected garroth to say something about her aswell ?????? this is definitely nitpicky i just feel like i should mention the emphasis on dante and aphmau kissing instead of aphmaus wellbeing like they Shouldvve been douign…… like maybe ask about the next course of action or who dante is and what theyvve gone through or if theyre hurt wspecially laurenc before this episod he was more a less soft spoken i LOVVVE his Sassy Man persona just not before his actual character beliefs IDK HWO TO FEEL ABOUT THIS ANYMOORE yes i get theuure in shock i just feel like therees something off about this whole thing and i CANR EXPLAIN IT IN WOORDS I XANNT!!!!! i need teb notes all to be plugged into my mindndohmtmtgoodoss cddbdsdxxxcccccc cbc but yeah laurence is funny while he’s questioning them though so it’s ok and then afterwards when garroth is lik “especially the vision we saw now… that was, hard to take.” seems so out of place and weird wny doesn’t he question what happened or how they even found the child of wahetever the more the series goes on everythign seems to shift to focus more on the shipping aspects of things instead of going towards what the characters would realistically be worried about yeah yeah it’s her show i just wish that a little more was out into the dialogue during this bit to flesh them out more maybe i’m completely misinterpeting their characterrs because i’m Wacky but woudlnbg aph b like telling him everurjjng i DONNT JNWO!!!!!!!!!!!! overall i dont think the entire confrontation scene should have happened i thjnk they would have talked to aphmau eprsonally about what happenend instead of just Lamboding idk the word but that’s what i said in my head on dante and him kissing apjmau as guards that should not be their priority and i praay this is a one time thing otherwise scene was fine by itself i love❤️ Aph Mau team garmau forevver though (as of now(

no but srs i know this all sounds really corny and imm sure i look crazy right nowwhile you read this all out but this is liek directly from my brain to the paeer these are my Thoughts live not includdinng the ones i coudknnt add bc i was somehehrre else and then jsut Forgot about it!!!!!!!!!!! it’s crazy too becwysue this scene has always had such a special place in my heart (Gross) ever since i watched it when it first came out i ate this shit up!!!!!! annd now to look back and realize everything that was wrong with this part of the video and i know that there’s a BUNCH of more off moments like these but this one is just SO imporrynant to me i Sont know why and i can’t remmeber anymore because my okd notion of the video has been replacced eith me watchingn it from a few days ago but to seee myswlf continue to be interested by this straange but charming continuity annd story it’s just so important to me and was a HUGE part of my childhoood i would watch new videos from aphmau when they came out n eveerutnjng i remmeber hetting on the couch at like 9am to watch her new fnaf series videos i explicitly remember the one with the puppet jumpscare i was so fuckign scared😭😭😭😭 and i remmebr watching this one early in the morning too i thjnk idk jf this is me misremmebrjng and my brain being jumbled up bevauus that Happens sketimems and mixing up which videos i watched but i KNOW i would wake up early in the mirnirng to go to the livingn room and watch Aphmau i feel the need to critique it for what it is now and juust be Hinest with msuellf since i just saw so kuch wrong id dinnt know where i was going with this but i care for thier characters so much i just wnnat them to b real and Happy☹️☹️ love u guuys

[theforgottenlittleprincess]

I just had another one of my mental arguments in my head with my OB and why isn’t real me as much of a bad ass as mental me like I mean, come on this would be so much easier, heck my life would be-.. actually never mind my my life would probably be way more of a cluster fuck than it already is so scratch that but basically we were talking about my PCOS again and she was saying how she refuses to do the surgery and she was putting me on more pills and I said OK so you want to put me on a diuretic that has all of these issues and would probably make my sodium levels worse which would make my seizure medication ineffective and my seizures worse which would probably kill me just because you don’t want to take out my ovaries because you’re saying that I need the estrogen to prevent my bones from being brittle faster with is going to happen anyways when I get older unless I go on estrogen supplements which I’m already doing holistically because you already told me that my body wasn’t making enough estrogen because I’m not ovulating because my ovaries are full of cyst that you won’t take out despite how much pain I’m in, but you want to put me on a diuretic that miiight help with excess body hair as a side effect… but will cause me to urinate more, which will cause my sodium levels to go out of whack which will cause problems with my epilepsy medication which will cause me to have more seizures which will freaking kill me but you don’t wanna take out my ovaries because you think that because I am a young single woman, when I get married, I’m gonna all of a sudden change my entire life, views and want to have children and I will come back and sue you…. even though I can’t have children because my ovaries aren’t working… the ovaries that are full of cysts and are a ticking time bomb increasing my risk of cancer, weight gain, insulin resistant diabetes, heart disease not to mention the mental strain, depression and crippling pain…. Yeah… sounds like a fan 🦆ing tasting idea to me! What could possibly go wrong.😑 I hate the south…

[harlowsbby]

Cops & Robbers:

Since it was April Fool’s you came up with the bright idea to prank Jack. For an April fools, I called & told my dad I lost my virginity & needed him to send me money for a plan b. While pretending to cry 😭 gave him a lil heart attack real quick!

“In what house? I know somebody isn’t breaking into this house.” He tumbled back a bit from the sudden movement. Yes obviously THIS HOUSE JACKMAN 😭

“You want me to get him? What am I going to do. I don’t even have any weapons or anything.” I- SIR that wasn’t very “Alpha Male” of you 😐 yo ass lucky this a prank 😭

Was he being serious right now for somebody who quote on quote claims he’d do anything for the ones he loves sure wasn’t about to do anything to save you. It’s rlly giving all bark no bite rn! Like u cant use a lamp or sum!? 😑

He huffed but grabbed the baseball bat that was under the bed. I- MY NIGGA U HAD A BASEBALL BAT & wanna say “wit what weapon?” BITCH DO U KNOW WHAT YO 6’3 ASS CAN DO WIT A BAT?!?!

“Well I’m running I don’t know about you.” PREACH YN!!

Not you almost giving your dad a heart attack 😭 I love pranking certain people bc they always have the best reactions 😭

I missssssed your comments so much 🩷 I’m glad you’re back

[jamneuromain]

Probably just me but saw something today and had to get it off my chest

walking around calling other people "rude" doesn't exactly makes someone stand on the moral high ground and gives them rights to point fingers at almost everyone and anyone.

and the fact that asking (or rather, forcing) others to comply with one's opinion is no difference from what they are accusing others in the first place.

Even if, let's make an assumption, Person A is saying something to Person B, the one who can judge this behavior is B instead of some random Person C. But of course, C can say whatever they like, though it doesn't make them part of the justice League or whatever they think they are doing. And I am speaking of the fact that some readers go great length to defend their writer is completely confusing to me. Like I know it's normal to have the urge to protect something one loves, but thinking about misunderstandings when Person A doesn't mean that way, and all of a sudden these ridiculous soldiers of "just" come rushing there and start throwing sticks and stones is just...

I think it largely depends on which side is someone on. When you have been A, it's normal to sympathize A. When you have been B, it's normal to be angry or displeased for something you don't like. When you are C, you sympathize B and feels it's your responsibility to defend B.

However, what I DO believe that most of the times, B is not the one who starts the problem or wants the problem to get bigger, or wants A or C to get hurt in the process. Most of the times, the problem lies with either A or C or both. What troubles me is that neither A nor C see themselves as the one who caused the problem, while they are both responsible for the mess. And the fact that most of the times, B disappears in the whole problem, knowing well that they can bring peace as they are best served as a bridge of communication.

And the part of communication gray area, where some might find okay for saying things, other might find disturbing saying the same, is a big black hole. Because the language usage has not been clarified (which most of the circumstances are), A and B and C all have different ways of viewing this gray area and have different ideas of what is okay and what is not. And I believe the miscommunication/misunderstanding/language usage difference is what brings the problem in the first place. And frankly, most of the problems could be solved when A, B and C exchange their opinions and have a peaceful conversation.

↑but apparently no one does that anymore 😑 based on my last 15 minutes of browsing tumblr

[g12xxx]

Finish watching Pasion De Gavilanes 2

I have a lot to say

Juan and Norma- I prefer s1 Juan than this one and I didn’t like his attitude. What the hell was he think by kissing Rosario.His jealous of Norma and Albin had me 🙄. He see his son with Rosario and instead of telling her to leave he goes and kiss her because he wanted her to have a taste of her own medicine, revenge 🤦🏽‍♀️ Norma should of just left him for good.

Juan David and Muriel- I like them as a couple but their storyline didn’t really do much for me. I don’t find Juan David that interesting as a character. I don’t who in the writers room thought that it was a good story to tell between JD and Rosario because it wasn’t 😑

Erick and Leon- These twins are assholes. It was so obvious that they didn’t kill the teacher. The story of who killed the teacher was lacklustre and the reveal of the killer dragged on for too long. I was really into Erick and Sibila story and felt they could of done more, they meet and then all of the sudden we don’t see Sibila anymore until later on (until episode 70 I think) it had potential to be good storyline but even though it was short I still like them together. Leon he needed his own story because he had nothing going on with him outside of the teacher murder story.

Oscar and Jimena - They are one of my favourite couples in PDG but the character assassination of Oscar Reyes is just horrible. Again who thought Oscar cheating on Jimena was a good idea because it was a bad move. They could of just had Oscar and Jimena go through adoption. Oscar should of been honest with Jimena from the beginning. Jimena was getting stalked and drugged by Romina Oscar crazy ex mistress and instead of being honest with her he was gaslighting her.Jimena always wanted children so I wasn’t surprised when she started bonding with Duvan . Oscar is lucky that Jimena is a good woman and she deserved better.

Rosario - Her obsession with Juan David was waste of time. I did like seeing her relationship with Muriel but it was ruined because she is obsessed with JD

Sara and Franco - They are one of my favourite couple in PDG. When It was announced that Michel brown was going to join PDG2 after he first wasn’t I was excited. This storyline frustrated me, why didn’t they just write that Franco went on a mission and him and Sara are not divorced. I didn’t like that they made Sara think Franco left her to be with another woman. I also didn’t like that Juan and Oscar knew where he was and kept quite for 3 years, come on man.

Gaby is being stalk by Demetrio , her and Sara tell Gabriella about her friend instead of believing her granddaughter she insults her and think best way is to try and hit her granddaughter. She also says that Gaby is sick in the head.Gabriella hasn’t learned anything when she picks toxic jerks over her own family and we have been here before. I was happy when Sara stood up to her mother and believed her daughter. However that changed quickly and after she started to believe Demetrio they ruined Sara character for me. There were clear 🚩 for Sara to see how dangerous this guy is. The fact that she had that man be in her house where her daughter lives , who is feeling unsafe and traumatised by him frustrated me. And to tell your daughter that she was obsessed with Demetrio was horrible to watch.

Demetrio making homophobic comments towards Andres and Albin and instead of standing up to him regarding his homophobic comments towards her own son and boyfriend , she just excused and says that they are provoking Demetrio. She chose that predator, creepy man over her own son who she told to leave the house. I did not like that Gabriella was try to set Sara with Demetrio ugh. Forcing the Andres and Gaby to get along with this man was annoying to watch Sara had put Gaby in danger. Favourite part was when Albin and Franco punched Demetrio because he deserves it. I’m glad Gaby had her aunt Jimena, Andres and Albin.

I did like Gaby and Nino story and Andres and Albin story. I liked Albin because he didn’t take any bullshit from that predator especially with the homophobic comments, I wished he had punched him at dinner. Also glad to see Franco saved Gaby after she was nearly attacked and that he had a go at Sara afterwards, it what she deserved. I did like the reunion Franco had with Gaby and Andres. As much as I didn’t like Sara this season I did like her reunion with Franco as well. I had no sympathy for Gabriella at all.