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nev4chii · 1 year

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I'll admit I'm a boomer when it comes to tumblr I haven't used this site since I was like.......13.......

People reblog my stuff with nice comments and tags and I wanna say "HUUUUUUUU😭😭😭SSGGVERRRBRBJR NOOO THANK YOUUU TY TY VERY MUCH I APPRECIATE IT SM HUUU *SOOB SOB SOB WEEPING*💖💖💖 THANK YOU V MUCH 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖" but I admit I have no idea how this works

#I was mildly obsessed with the site when I was 13 but like #I never really learned how to use it #Anything I knew I forgot #but thanks for the support #13 year old me would be happy

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puppyeared · 10 months

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i love augustas radiation/flea collar, especially how it matches her eyes!!

thank u!!!! it was either that, or the Cone of Shame lol

#originally she was meant to wear her space suit all the time to prevent the radiation frm leaking out.. the star she swallowed basically #latched itself to her heart so having smth cover her chest/torso would dampen the effect and prevent her from accidentally killing ppl via #radiation poisoning..... but i want to draw her in different outfits so she just needs to be wearing the collar to keep the radiation under #control. like a flea collar lol #but even before that the collar was supposed to turn into her space helmet if u pull the tag. i wonder if i should keep that..?#and yea the collar is meant to match her eyes!!! i wanted something blue/green to stand out against her pink palette as an accent #her original concept had a collar too so its fun to bring it back and see ppl enjoying it ^_^ 13 year old me would be so happy #ill take any excuse to draw my ocs so i was very happy to receive this!!! thank u for the kind words!!!#my oc #oc #augusta #friend oc #anton #hes there in the back lol #my art #myart #doodles #ask

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introspectivememories · 7 months

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NICO: WE SHARED THE LIFT THIS MORNING! I WAS GOING TO THE POOL TRAMPOLINE WITH MY TWO DAUGHTERS AND HE WAS GOING TO THE RACETRACK. PINKHAM: VERY DIFFERENT LIVES YOU'RE CURRENTLY LEADING.

#that line from nico is like /the/ modern brocedes thesis to me #like this is their happy ending!!! it is not the one they dreamed of all those years ago in greece but is a happy ending.#it's not multiple shared championships or racing against each other for years or anything their 13 year-old-selves would've dreamed up but #it is them achieving their dreams. lewis has 7 wdcs and is aiming for an 8th. nico has a loving wife and 2 daughters he'd die for. they are #both doing the things they love. would it have been nice if those dreams included each other? yeah. would it have been nice that when ppl #mention their names it would be to talk about what great friends they are instead of how they tore each other apart? absolutely! but they #were doomed from the start. so maybe it doesn't matter that they didn't get their traditional 'happy ending'. at least they had a happy #start and a semi-happy middle. at least they have the lift to see each other. at least nico's daughters get to keep lewis in their lives in #a way nico will never get to again. they will never share a bowl of frosties again but at least their roots are so thoroughly tangled #together that they can never look back without haunting each other. at least they still have that.#anyway for all the non-americans who reblog or like this. the poem is 'the road not taken' by robert frost. very famous in america #every middle/high schooler has to analyze/read this poem at some point. i don't know how popular he is outside of america so i thought id #leave a note ig.#anyway. i am going crazy and i need to lie down. that 2nd line was sooo hard to find a photo for. wth does 'hence' even mean???#brocedes edit #brocedes #f1 web weaving #f1 #nico rosberg #lewis hamilton #f1 edit #nr6 #lh44 #web weaving

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jennyfair7 · 1 year

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You’re never too old for a POTO birthday cake! 😍🌹🎭🎂

#personal #poto #poto cakes #my birthday #13 year old me would be SO HAPPY #did it turn everyone’s mouths black? yes #would i do it again? hell yes

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tagerrkix · 10 months

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I AM CRINGE BUT I AM FREE

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spaghett-onaplate · 4 months

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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed

#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself #and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change #it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly #so there was somewhat of a gradual progression #but still #also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time #i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i #had been socially involved #anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change #and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find #the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever #and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha #(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically #it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni #ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that #but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped #and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr #i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years #and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it #and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing #kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao #i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school #and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build #--ing towards #which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now

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sadmages · 6 months

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wait hold up ive been adoring ur blog bcause ur my favourite dragon age 2 artist and it took me until NOW to realise you were also ny favourite tma artist a few years bacj???? you did the curses animati?c?????? u hold my special interests like a bird in ur hand and i respect u so much. also ur hawke can get it <3

WAIT IM SO FLATTERED..... thank you so much???

But yeah im the curses animatic guy <3 We just have good taste!!

Anyway this made me so happy here's some old silly doodles of my Hawke I did ages ago

#reply #my art #FAV DA2 ARTIST.....u dont understand thank you so much #this fucking 13 year old game is in my head so much that makes me so happy #thanks for sticking around fgsdgfsdgs #anyway modern au moustache hawke's fashion sense would be. something

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rinkasisopods · 7 months

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happy birthday to eunsoo lim ♡ (feb 26 2003)

#eunsoo lim #lim eunsoo #figure skating gif #figure skater #figure skating #fskateedit #fs gif #fs gifs #skating gif #skating #they keep referring to her in her junior days as the next/new yuna kim 🥺#wish her career would have turned out differently... her artistry and performance was so good even as a 13/14 year old...#also i think she was in nct's golden age mv? so happy for her (it shouldve been me i shouldve breathed the same air as thee eunsoo)#💌 !

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sheree-says-stuff · 7 months

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IF ANYONE CARES THE 50 MINUTE VERSION OF LIVE AT POMPEII INTERVIEW WAS RELEASED

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#i'm a month late to this but OH MY GOD IVE WAITED FOR THIS FOREVER #13 YEAR OLD ME WOULD BE SO HAPPY TO KNOW WE FINALLY SAW THIS #guys i'm actually so happy about this like whahshshskajs #i just sent a voice message to my friend of me raving about this #pink floyd #roger waters #david gilmour #rick wright #nick mason #Youtube

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starryluminary · 7 months

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Can you believe that was kiss number 16. Can you believe I’ve done this sixteen times and plan to do it like 20 more times (give or take.) Can someone give me a slice of chocolate cake

#/j #but wow that. uh. a lot of kisses #I want to put them all in a wallet and show them off like a proud dad shows off pictures of his daughter #I hope these kisses make people as happy and giddy as they make me. I know I would have LOVED this surplus of edits when I was 13 #they’re for the giddy Noco loving 13 year olds just as much as they’re for my 13 year old self #kissing them all gently. muah muah #Starry speaks

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bingus35 · 10 months

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Mephisto somehow went from my most hated character to my 2nd favorite character after W. Maybe I’m just too fickle or emotional or not exposed to enough media with the same character archetype, but idk anymore man chapter 8 got me bawling my eyes out for this little shit.

(Its not like all the hate went poof tbh. I can’t forgive him for the crimes against humanity. The fact that even in Reunion everyone fucking hates him is a testament to his horrid personality. Part of me still wants the bear girls and probably 10k other victims to take turns smacking his smug face. But thinking about him just makes me so sad??)

He had a shit life. His family abused him, other slum kids bullied him, someone shoved a radioactive rock down his throat and gave him arknights cancer. Faust was his only friend and he would do anything to make him happy, even if he was beaten up even worse for it. Even after getting power, his first act of defiance (which is uh. killing his family by mind controlling the slum kids) was prompted by his bestie and not out of his own will. Then they got sent to the mines and almost starved to death. Then the first adult he ever trusted was possessed by some ancient evil guy and encouraged him to kill people, so he did just that. He didn’t even know it’s wrong until Faust basically killed himself. Then he wanted to die but couldn’t because Faust wouldn’t want that, so he turned himself into lugia funniest shit I’ve ever seen tried to wipe his memories to start over. But of course he failed and instead turned into an eldritch abomination that only caused more and more harm.

After everything I can’t even feel mad anymore, just… hopeless. The environment fucked him up so bad he sees no value in anyone’s life except Faust and Talulah. Then he fucked up so bad that everyone he knows is either dead or wants him dead, and who can blame them. At the end the only thing left is one broken kid with no self-worth, no dreams, no will to live, only the blood of thousands on his hands.

I know trauma isn’t an excuse to commit war crimes and other characters also have fucked up backstories but didn’t turn out like him. But I feel like most of them at least had some kind of guidance (through family or education) at some point of their lives. Mephisto’s guidance is terrorism. No surprise his moral compass is so fucked.

Tldr arknights got me depressed over the smug war criminal I’m deleting this fucking game >:’(

#dont wanna go ‘nooo he just a bby leave him alone’ but seriously at the end thats all he is #a broken and misguided kid with no future #i just want them to be happy #i would normally read fanworks or discussion threads to cheer myself up #but fandom reception towards mephisto is. fierce to say the least #at least on reddit where the cishet men who want to skewer his ass and give him the most miserable death reside #and the other side is cn/jpn artists who are terrifying for a different reason #god I wish my arknights blorbo was someone cool like silverash or ch’en or skadi #instead of this 13 year old terrorist who makes me sad everytime I think about him

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shinysteph · 2 months

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Halfway through Summer and I'm only now realizing that this is the first Summer in a few years that I haven't had seasonal depression. I've actually been pretty good? Maybe it's because I'm too distracted thinking about my Belgium trip in September to be sad.

Anyway it is lovely that it's also 20 years since Summer 2004 which is the summer from my childhood that I remember the best and have the fondest memories of. At least 5-year-old me and 25-year-old me were both happy at this exact time of year, 20 years apart. It's like we're saying hello to each other across time.

#one thing that i've been doing whenever i feel like i'm not good enough or i'm falling behind #is imagine that current me is meeting myself at different ages #i've mainly settled on 5 10 13 and 15 #and imagining what she would be impressed about my current self #5/6 year old me would be so excited that i saw a solar eclipse #13 year old me would so excited that i've now been the 3 concerts the first of which was harry styles which would really surprise her #15 year old me would be so excited that i saw hozier live twice! and that i saw les miserables on stage #i think myself at all of those ages would be excited that i was able to take a trip outside of the country for the first time #13 and 15 year old me were both stressed about what i would do when i grew up bc i couldn’t imagine having a job #they'd be happy to see me working #all my past selves would be excited to see my current doll collection #idk i guess it's just my way to slow down and think about everything i have accomplished instead of what i haven't #even if those things are very very small #my posts

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ayyponine · 2 months

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not to be a milennial but harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban really is that bitch....

#mom wanted to rewatch the movies so we've been going thru them <3 #talk about a movie thats just like. grief. i turn into the jamie lee curtis halloween trauma supercut #SORRY..... the visuals are peak like that IS the hp vibe to ME and i am BLOWN AWAY this movie was made in 2004 it feels ahead of its time #the first two are so whimsical and magical enrapturing and this movie is like. a well worn cardigan. this feels 2011 cozycore to me #sorry but the introduction of lupin becoming a comforting trusted guardian type of figure AND the dementors representing hollow depression #this 13 yr old whos been kept in the dark on so many things being extra vulnerable prey to them bc of the severe trauma #but getting lessons on how to withstand that creeping dread.. through happy memories... still bonding w lupin increasngly ouagh...#the grief between them both over james and lily. also btw ofc defense against the dark arts being fighting yr fears through laughter. aaaaaa #and then sirius. black. im. i know we meme on the twelve years of it! in azkaban! but as a bitch whos now closer to those characters in age #and can appreciate and understand them obv more than i could when i was. a tween. that just hits like ok shit. VALID #so valid and real to see the child of your friends you knew at that age but who DIED and then see the friend who betrayed them #to see like the best of BOTH of them mirrored and living on in him and be like yknow what???? you WILL be protected frm that same fate #hoooo the briefest moment where harry might hope things will turn out okay. w sirius' name being cleared and peter having to explain himself #and sirius being like hey i get it if you want to stay w your family that is fine but. if you wanna move in w me...#(harry relaying this to hermione later as well. dreaming of a place fr just the two of them somewhere in the countryside #somewhere..... sirius might see the sky..... bc he thinks he would like that after all those years locked up do not even touch me rn.......)#only fr everything to turn to shit two friends fighting w deadly force. the chance to set this right slipping off into the night.#a million dementors descending relentlessly until utter exhaustion and certain death. some strange salvation? fight for a second chance?#but then still havign to say goodbye when they only just GOT this. and everything still being so. god. and lupin having to leave as well.#the thought of sirius also WANTING that guardian type connection but being forced to live in 1. a cave barely living more freely than before #2. then being confined to the stuffy somber abusive home he ran away from as a teen w that portrait still up there and everything.. bitch...#oh man the way i KNOW when we get to ootp (my favourite) its gonna leave me blasted into a million little pieces #the way i know shit like the knowing wink the entirety of the wall tapestry room scene and of course nice one james is gonna DESTROY me..#dont even talk to me abt that dark turn at the end of gof and how everything after gets soooo. god. w everything just getting destroyed and.#i cant even think abt it i cant even talk about it. wah #i dont care btw that they aged those guys up undermining how insanely young these people died. perfect casting fr the remaining marauders ok

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zapsoda · 6 months

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when i was in 8th grade. like. 13. i drew a picture of what i wanted to (and realistically thought i could) look like in the future. and 6 months on T i think im basically there

#i dont think im particularly attractive . or attractive at all. but gender wise its nice. 13 year old me would die hed be so happy

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kyorru · 8 months

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thinking about my good friend alois tracy on this day

#at first i didn’t like him bc of hannah but then the season moved on and i was like … okay maybe im going to sign adoption papers #but he’s literally a 12-13 year old with a Lot of trauma. with his only family aka his younger brother dying in front of him and w that #old fucker and when he tries to get out of this whole thing he manages to summon the Worst Demon Ever. like i Know that the main characters #are ciel and sebastian and they needed antagonists which were alois’s servants but alois is my son!!! he shouldn’t have been subjected to #claude and the others… and he just makes me sooooooooo sad whenever i think of him bc he lost everything and just when he thought things #were going good for him it took a turn… like ok i get that if claude was like sebastian then the whole story would be boring w no plot twist #claude is the definition of having food on your plate and looking over to see someone else about to eat what you consider better and taking #it and if he didn’t do that then the plot of s2 wouldn’t progress it’d be boring and pointless but then again season 2 was SO unnecessary…#alois my boy i’m taking you and putting you in an anime you’ll be happy in </3 #black butler

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simplyghosting · 1 year

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Sometimes you remember something you thought was normal as a kid and then realize oh that was a little bit messed up

#ghost posts #not happy things #family used to sing that song from sound of music #‘how do you solve a problem like Maria’#but would just sing the chorus and shove my name in #I remember laughing about it but like #messed up to sing that to a depressed 13 year old #the nuns at least said maria made them laugh #I think I still kind of think my family thinks of me that way #a problem to be solved

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