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#ALEX. where are you and who are youuuu
fingertipsmp3 · 1 year
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I am once again sad that a person I bonded with in a dream is not real
#ALEX. where are you and who are youuuu#okay so the dream was crazy. like.. coherent by my usual standards but still ridiculous#i was back at high school but was the age i am now & i was attending a class in ‘business and employment’ which was supposed to help us all#get jobs and learn skills. but in reality the vast majority of the people in the class (including myself) were in mlm schemes#(multi-level marketing before anyone gets confused with the acronym)#myself and the entirety of my high school friend group (about 8 or 9 people) formed the largest faction and we were selling fragrances#for exactly the sort of company you would expect. anyway. i’d been elected manager even though someone else in the group (who actually sells#this shit irl lol) had recruited me & another person’s mom had invested money into it so that none of us had to actually buy inventory#and i was so uncomfortable and ashamed. i was like ‘okay i’ll just do this for a month and then bounce so i can at least get work/management#experience’. so i was very much checked out when everyone was brainstorming ideas for how to come up with a brand & sell it#the only thing i did notice is that there was this guy named alex who was pretty much reporting us whenever we breathed. an example would be#we wanted to call ourselves ‘lions’ but apparently that was the name of an lgbt society in the area that was important to him#so he complained to the teacher/facilitator about us and we couldn’t use lions. and our whole group was complaining about him#but i was thinking ‘fuck i hope he gets us shut down’. he seemed like a nice guy and the stuff people started saying was borderline#homophobic so i had to be the one to shut them down like ‘hey i’m bi as well and i’m your fucking manager. any more of that and you can find#yourself a new job’#so anyway. next thing that happened was the facilitator was like ‘okay we seem to have pretty much been taken over by mlm schemes BUT here#is a list of people in the class who do not want to be recruited & their reasoning. just so you can take note’ and she does a presentation#of course it starts with alex and his ideological opposition to mlms; but there are other people like a girl who has a large academic#workload. but it becomes apparent that alex is the one who rallied them all together to spread dissent. so i went over to talk to him#(for some reason he was now hiding in a tent) and i was like ‘yes alex!!!! can i shake your hand?’ and he was puzzled but he let me#then i stood up and said ‘can i just say something. everyone has great reasons for not wanting to be recruited and as a manager; i want to#say that if i catch any of my employees trying to recruit anyone on the do not recruit list for any reason; you will be fired immediately’#of course this causes a schism. but it also causes me and alex to end up having a heart-to-heart where he’s like ‘why are you even part of#one of these things’ and i’m like ‘honestly i just want legitimate work experience’ and he’s like ‘i can think of so many more legitimate#jobs. including like. fly-tipping. i’d rather have that on my cv than scentsy’ and i was like ‘you’re so right’#and then i woke up thinking ‘god i’m going to have to go door to door selling this shit’ but then i realised i actually didn’t#and i was so happy#it has motivated me to go back to job-hunting though because my god.#that five minutes when i thought i was going to have to traverse the neighbourhood dressed like an idiot and selling wax melts? bleak.
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WEST END GIRL ★ F1 GRID
PAIRING ✦ alex albon x fem!younger sister!reader ; f1 grid x fem!albon!reader [ implied logan sargeant x fem!reader ]
SUMMARY ✦ your brother and his cohort of friends from the f1 grid come to support you on the first night of your big break in the west end [ SMAU ]
WARNINGS ✦ cursing
REQUESTED ✦ here!
NOTES ✦ bit of a shorter one :) reader is younger than alex, but it's not specified how old she is. i felt it more fitting to make her perform in the uk, so i made her perform in the west end. reader plays eponine in 'les miserables'. the fc i've used is fah yongwaree, but feel free to picture whoever you want! my requests are closed.
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yourusername so...this is my life now?? my first night performing is in two days time, and it still doesnt feel real ❤️
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user1 AHHH LES MIS??
user2 wait who are you playing?? im going to watch!!
yourusername eponine!! hope you enjoy urself, its truly amazing! ❤️
user3 no way she's albon's sister...
user4 i knowww she's so glam
user5 how is alex ur brother
yourusername been asking myself that since birth 🤷‍♀️
alex_albon i was born first??
lilymhe my sister, so proud of you ❤️❤️
yourusername love you lils 💓
alex_albon we'll be there, trust!
yourusername who's we
alex_albon don't worry about it 😉
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( caption one: getting ready for tonight 💓 | caption two: my first show done ✅ after dark ❤️ )
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alex_albon got to watch my sister in action today in the west end and wow, is she incredible. watch les miserables right now YOU WON'T REGRET IT 🫵🫵
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user6 SHE'S STUNNINGGG??
user7 RIGHTTT?
user8 omg i saw her she was so goodddd
user9 the albon siblings are talented beyond relief confirmed
user10 I NEED TO GO ASAPPPP
user11 NO SAME
user12 bad time to be living in america rn :(
yourusername it was so fun to see everyone tonight! ❤️
landonorris you were amazing y/n!!
charles_leclerc ^^
user13 DID WE MISS A CHAPTER
yourusername the flowers were gorgeousss who told logan my favs were tiger lilies 🥺
logansargeant just intuition 🤷‍♂️❤️ i'll have to get you them again next time!
alex_albon yeah yeah she's still my little sister back up sargeant
carmenmmundt y/n was truly breathtaking 💗
georgerussell63 agreed ^
yourusername MAMA Y PAPA love you guys💓💓
georgerussell63 we're not that much older than you?
yourusername boo dont care still my parents 👎
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yourusername and you're singing the songs, thinking this is the life!
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user17 woweeeee that dress was made for youuuu
user18 IS THAT NOT THE PICTURE THAT ALEX POSTED OF YOU ON HIS INSTA
user19 i think it's from a diff angle though hahaha
yourusername ^ yup!!
user20 AMY MCDONALD THIS IS THE LIFE MENTIONED??
user21 the prettiest princess ever
alex_albon photography credits??
yourusername yeah yeah whatever thanks alex
alex_albon no problem!!!!!! 😁😁
logansargeant all those flowers and not a tiger lily in sight
yourusername still waiting for ur tiger lilies mr sargeant!
logansargeant come to miami and i'll give you some 🫡🫡
yourusername might just have to take you up on ur offer!!
alex_albon um guys can we not
yourusername wdym this is purely friendly?!
alex_albon keep the public flirting to a minimum PLEASE
oscarpiastri where are you finding cars with flowers in it
yourusername london babyyyy!
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yourusername yeah i went to miami but i also got my nails done so what's new really
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user25 miss y/n continues to SERVEEEE
user26 she knows what's up!!
user27 tagging logan on the lilies awww :(
user28 okay but the caption is so real bc the nailsss?? CAN WE HAVE A MINUTE FOR THE NAILS PLEASE
user29 the way we've all decided to just stan alex's sister is everything to me
user30 she IS iconic
lilymhe the way you're wearing my necklace 🥺
yourusername of courseee you gave it to me!!
lilymhe ❤️
landonorris papaya flowers is that a sign or what
yourusername they're TIGER LILIES you idiot and just bc you won doesnt mean im switching sides
landonorris @/oscarpiastri wellll it was worth a try ☹️
logansargeant my flowers made a feature :)
yourusername of course they did i loveee them!
oscarpiastri boo make out already
alex_albon OSCAR I DON'T SUPPORT THAT
alex_albon the red nails im feeling betrayed rn 😔
yourusername switching sides @/scuderiaferrari @/charles_leclerc PLEASE give me a paddock pass thank you!!
scuderiaferrari your wish is our command 🫡
charles_leclerc y/n switching teams 🤣
landonorris oh so you'll switch to ferrari but not mclaren?? okayyy i see
yourusername yeah sorry about that lando 🤷‍♀️
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allmcl · 5 months
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hi!! do you also write for armin (separately)? ive been craving some armin content for a while and i found your account, your writing is so amazing, and i was wondering if you'd write something where candy and armin arent back together yet in UL and, after a night in the snake room with alexy, rosa, priya and the others, armin decides to fight for her love not knowing he doesn't need to fight for it since she's head over heels for him
STILL HERE │ Armin Keenan.
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When a reunion with an old love reminds Armin of everything they experienced together, he decides that after so much time, it's now or never that he should get you back.
pairing('s). armin keenan x f!reader
genre. fluff, angsty.
content wanings. mentions of breakup, alcohol consuming, cursing, kissing, suggestive themes.
author's note. MISSED THIS BOY SO MUCH DURING UL, hope you like this!! (tysm for requesting, sorry it took so long!) AND BTW, i found like a lot of lastnames and i decided for this one (not sure if is the canon one ://)
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I was sure that my return to the city would be harder. After all, I couldn't blame anyone for being angry with me. If one of my friends just left, without even saying goodbye, I wouldn't be happy either. But, luckily for me, they had a much better reaction than I expected.
At the moment, I only saw Rosa and Melody. Although perhaps I didn't know how to show it at the time, having seen them after so long squeezed my heart so much that I still feel my emotions on the surface.
To tell the truth, I'm scared. Although I used to seeing eachother very often in high school, whether to go out for a drink or just to walk around the city, this is not high school anymore. And it's now, when I'm getting ready to go out, that I feel like I'm getting ready in my old room to go shopping with the them. The phone vibrates, and brings me out of my melancholic thoughts.
I look at him out of the corner of my eye, the screen glows with a notification from Alex.
Alex…
I refrain from further worries and simply read it from the preview.
"[Y/NNN]??? we are waiting for youuuu"
"Years waiting to see you, and you still late🙄​"
I smiled wistfully. I know he says it jokingly, but the guilt is real. But that's not important now, because it's once and for all my time to fix that, and to get back on track with my life here. I type a quick, “on my way,” before pocketing my phone and heading out the door to my campus room. Although the phone rings again, I don't bother checking it and I hurry to arrive on time.
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I look at the time on the screen: "11:48." I curse under my breath. I'm a little embarrassed to admit that I'm lost, and that even though I've been wandering around on the same street for more than twenty minutes, I still can´t find the bar. On the other hand, who would think of inviting someone to a place and not sending the address?
When I start to stress again, I recognize a voice in the distance that I would recognize anywhere. It's Alex. I follow the sound, although I don't pay attention to what it says, none of it matters when I see it. His eyes light up and he falls silent immediately. As I expected, he almost hugged me to the ground. Rosa also briefly joined our hug, smiling as she watched us interact.
"Finally!" He screeches in my ear, and although it dazes me a little I laugh out loud. "I missed you like crazy…" He whispered to me, and I had to separate myself for a moment to not burst out crying in my place.
"I missed you, Alex.." I sighed, but he seemed to notice my mood, changing the subject slighlty.
"You´re back, all that matters." He jokes, and I smile. "I hope you're ready for the surprise then."
I raise an eyebrow. "Surprise?"
"Yes, I told you by text." He emphasized obviously, gesturing towards his phone.
Of course, the text I didn't read. I nod briefly, so he thinks I know what he's talking about. Their surprises honestly scare me. They can go from something exciting to something illegal, you never know what to expect from these two. I'm nervous yes, I assume the "surprise" is inside.
"It's not bad at all." Rosa calms me down, she seems to read my mind sometimes. "I promise you'll be happy"
Well, now I'm scared.
Alexy wastes no time in cutting off the conversation, and Rosa simply presses her hand on my back lovingly, urging me to enter the disco-bar, "Snake Room." This was definitely not there when I lived here. Well, most of the things I see now didn't used to be there. Upon entering I immediately notice the loud music, the smoke and the smell of alcohol, the lights blur my vision a little, and it is difficult for me to discern where Alex is.
Rosa guides me a little to the table near the bar, which seems to be one of the quietest places in the place. But that's when the colored lights hanging near the stage allow me to catch a glimpse of him.
"I thought it would be nice for you to see each other again." Alex says, trying to calm the tension in the air.
My breath stops for a few moments. I don't know how to feel, but my body responds on its own. I'm shaking a little, and at this point I don't know if it's the flashing lights or their presence that's making me dizzy. I can barely move to get close to greet him. He changed a lot. Of course his essence is still there, I can tell, but it's definitely different.
"Welcome back." His voice is also different, deeper I could say. It throws me off a little. Well, all of him does. I curse myself internally. I was convinced I was ready for this, but I see I'm not.
I smile at him reflexively, and sit down across from him. The silence feels quite loud now that I feel his gaze on me, even though I avoid making eye contact. Rosa clears her throat, and gestures indiscreetly at Alex. I would laugh, if it weren't for the fact that this whole situation has me totally overwhelmed. I look at him for a few seconds, but he was already looking at me. God, I don't know if I can handle this.
"I imagined you´d be happier…" He smiled with amusement, and I couldn't help but feel my heart skip a beat at his expression. He looks boyish, in a strange way. It's as if for a moment, his expression took me back to high school Armin.
"I'm surprised, that's all." I laugh nervously.
"Well, he came all the way here just to see you." Alexy clarifies, but Rosa waves him off with a glare.
I look at him with my eyes slightly open. "You´re not living here?" The question escapes me before I can think about it.
"Not quite." He clarifies, and takes a sip of beer. It's now that my throat feels a little dry, but I don't feel like drinking alcohol. I could end up doing things i´ll regret. "Although now that you're back, I'd think about it." He winks at me.
I looked to the side, and felt my cheeks burn a little. It looked like it was going to be a long night.
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"I thought you were tougher." Rosa reproaches, tripping a little, but Alexy holds her steady. "Now you go to bed early and don't drink. You've become an old man." He grimaces, and a laugh escapes us.
"It's not that!" Alex complains. "I just wanted to greet [y/n] sober." He looks at me smiling, and I smile back. "I'll take care of the old drunk" Rosa exclaims a "hey!" and hits him lightly on the shoulder, but he doesn't flinch.
"Are you back on campus?" Armin asks me, and then I remember that he is, in fact, still here. He looks at me, waiting for my response but I freeze instantly. Every time he speaks I experience the same embarrassment.
"Well, I'll leave you, lovebirds." The idiot does it on purpose. But for the first time, I notice that I'm not the only one embarrassed, Armin's cheeks turn pink, and he sends a reproachful look to his twin, who smiles innocently. Some things never change, I see. "Take care of her." It sounds more like a threat than a request, to which the black-haired man rolls his eyes and nods.
I watch Alexy walk away in the opposite direction.
Silence falls between us, and it is until we see the two disappear after turning down the street that I understand that I am alone with him. I smile awkwardly at him before taking a couple steps back.
"I'll walk you back." I open my eyes a little, and look at him with surprise. He seems sure of his words, and looks at me expectantly with that smile of his that I still have to get used to. "I don't like the idea of ​​you walking alone,"
"As much of a gentleman as I remembered." I reply, a flirtatious smile escaping me and Armin simply smiles wider. "It's close, anyway"
"I insist." His expression is confident, and well, I don't mind his company either.
With a slight nod of my head, Armin understands that I agree, so we start walking towards the campus. The silence this time is not awkward, and although we don't talk about anything, it really feels like there are an infinite number of topics to touch on. Not very pleasant topics. After all, we can't ignore that we were together, and that the break-up wasn´t the most pacific thing either.
"I was also glad to see you again." I whisper, and even though my voice sounds quiet, he hears me. He always does.
"I figured you'd be mad." He confesses, and although I don't see his face I know he's looking at me.
Deep down, yes I am. But I'm not sure if that was enough of a reason to ruin the evening and Alex's surprise. It would have been nice to have mentally prepared myself so that I wouldn't have reacted like a schoolgirl to seeing him.
"Well, it's been a long time…" I clear my throat a little. "I have my reasons to be tho."
"Yeah, but I bet you forgot all of it with how good I look." He mocks, smiling widely.
I click my tongue. "You can't use your face to change the past."
"You're right, but I can use it to change things now." A lopsided smile appears on his features, and his comment takes me by surprise.
I tense up suddenly and simply look away. I hate that probably if he tried… "You're too cocky." I complain.
Deep down, I wonder if that would bother me. It's stupid. Armin didn't care that we broke up, I really wonder what his intentions are now. But, I can't deny that the memory is still alive in me. Everything about him remains in me as if he had never left, and it bothers me that I couldn't change that in this embarrassing amount of time we were apart.
"I just feel like I'm not the only one." Armin grumbles, shoving his hands into the pockets of his baggy pants. Now I also notice that his style is different. It doesn't seem like his brother intervenes as much in his clothes as before, that is, he maintains a bit of his own style more than anything. More calm and informal.
"What is that supposed to mean?" I grimace, crossing my arms before looking back at him.
"I say that because I notice the way you look at me." His words make me even more angry. Sometimes I feel like there is no one who can read me like he does. It was always like this, since we were young. One expression on my face was enough for Armin to decipher what was happening to me.
"I―no.." I stuttered and he noticed it, however, he didn't continue probing and I remained silent.
The walk to campus was getting shorter, and I wasn't sure I knew how to say goodbye. Everything was so strange. It's not that I want to see him, but knowing that he was going to leave made me feel like I couldn't just leave him like that. My heart is beating fast, I feel like even he can hear it.
And although it seems like things can't get any worse, several drops falling on my hair bring me out of my frantic thoughts. The chance of rain was quite low today, but of course it has to rain anyway.
"This weather is a bit nice." Armin points out, extending his palm to feel the raindrops on it, which slowly intensify.
"Nice? I'm soaking my clothes." I grumble, trying to cover myself a little.
"On one of these days we kissed for the first time" Armin smiles to himself, and simply lowers his gaze to look me in the eyes.
Shit. I didn't expect to have to think about this again. Less now that he´s here. Of course I remember it. I invited him to eat at the restaurant where we made that ridiculous double date that I actually still remember as one of my most precious moments.
On the way back home, rain started pouring and us, like idiots, hide nder a tree until it calmed down a bit. I wouldn´t forget something as special as that.
"You have no right Armin." I feel my eyes water at the memory, but I am relieved to know that because of the rain it is not very noticeable. "You can't say that now."
"It's not easy to pretend that I don't remember anything that happened." He frowns a little and stops in the middle of the street, forcing me to do the same.
"I'm not asking you to do it but…" I stop, feeling a sudden lump in my throat.
"And you can't pretend that the same thing doesn't happen to you."
And he is right. He always is when he talks about my feelings. He is correct, of course. Since I saw him, I knew that in fact, nothing of what I felt for him had managed to dissipate over the years. My heart still belongs to him.
"I lost you once, [y/n]. I can't let you go again…" His words hit me like a bucket of cold water. "When I knew you were coming back I―…"
I interrupted him. "Do you think it's easy for me?" I raised my tone of voice slightly, the fierce rain drowning out the noise a little. "Your lack of interest tired me out, Armin. You can't come back into my life like this and expect me to throw myself into your arms like it was nothing."
"I know I did things wrong, but I can still show you that I changed!" He raised his voice too. My heart was racing, and his blue eyes looking at me like I was the only thing in the world made me feel like a teenager again. "I'm not the same one who made mistakes. The only thing that remains of me is the love I have for you, [y/n], it's the only thing I couldn't change."
Tears are streaming down my face, and I don´t think it comes unnoticed by him anymore. He sheepishly tries to dry them, but the water keeps running down.
"Look at me," Armin approached me and forced me to look at him with a gentle movement of his hand. He pressed his fingers a little on my chin. "I love you." And now, in his bright eyes, in his warm hands and in his smile that I never thought I would see again, I see the truth.
Without being able to get the words out of my mouth, frustrated, angry, I let myself go and as if my hands knew their way, they wrapped themselves around his neck and pulled him closer to me. Our breaths merge and his arms end up around my waist. We are so close I memorize every feature of his face, every new thing my eyes notice.
"Are you going to kiss me or keep making me wait?" He murmured, and to silence him once and for all I kissed him.
I felt safe, at peace. Like I've been waiting for this forever. His lips fit perfectly on mine as always, his grip tightens and I need to hold on to him as I feel my legs shake a little. It's passionate, fierce. It's not like the way he kissed me before, so innocent and clumsy.
The butterflies that I thought were dead begin to flutter in my stomach again, and the only thing that separates me from jim is the lack of air. But even though we break the kiss, Armin doesn't let me go, he keeps me close to him and brings our foreheads together.
"This time I'll make you stay." He sighs, and kisses me again to seal his promise.
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headkiss · 2 years
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Hey! I’m not sure if this is too specific of a request or not but i saw you were taking requests so decided to shoot my shot? So it's a steve x reader imagine where they have defeated vecna and all. And reader was the one in place of max who got in the coma but now she's awake. But she can feel steve pulling away from her after everything. And one day she just gets fed up and asks him why is he doing this to them and my brain keeps imagining that scene in greys anatomy where Alex is yelling at Izzy that “you freakin died in my arms…I’m scared to move, I’m scared to breath, I’m scared to touch you”
you of course don't have to do it if you don't want toooo! and you can also take as much creative liberty as you want to if you do decide to do it 😀
anyway i love your writing sm, it brings me a lot of joy! thank youuuu ♥️
hiii as a greys fan myself i sort of had to write this and i hope i did it well!! thank you so much for requesting and being so nice | 0.9k words angst to fluff (?) i think!
Things have been different ever since you woke up. Ever since Vecna cursed you and put you in a coma, since your friends defeated him and El somehow saved your life.
It was terrifying, and the amount of time that passed while you were unconscious was disorienting. For you and everyone else.
It was difficult for all of you, the trauma and the fear that remained. The idea that you could’ve died. You could barely grasp it.
You can’t imagine what it was like for Steve, for the boy who loved you and you loved right back. You have no idea what you would’ve done had the roles been reversed, how you would have coped not knowing if he’d wake up or not.
You knew that he came to visit you at least once a day, and would even sleep in a cot next to you sometimes. It makes your heart ache.
It made sense for him to be extra careful with you for the first couple of weeks. He would help you stand, help you move around. He wouldn’t leave your side.
Now, however, a couple of months of healing and physical therapy down, you wished he would treat you normally again. Everyone was still so wary around you and you knew why, you just wanted someone to make you feel like yourself. You wanted Steve to do that.
You were still the same person, just with thick glasses and less flexible limbs, but still you.
You don’t remember the last time he kissed you somewhere that wasn’t your forehead or hand or cheek. The last time he actually kissed you.
It’s like he’s pulling away without meaning to, drifting further from what you were.
You’re on his couch watching a movie, cuddled close and holding hands. Even pressed together, there’s a distance between you and you can feel it.
You shift to kiss his neck, just soft pecks up to his jaw. He turns his face when you get close, kissing you. Finally. It’s nothing extreme, no tongue or anything, but it’s something.
When you try to deepen it, he pulls away. “Baby.”
“What’s wrong, Steve?”
“Nothing,” he runs a hand through his hair, like he’s stressed. “Can we just watch the movie?”
“No.” You sit up fully to face him, “we need to talk about this.”
“About what?”
“Steve, come on. Ever since I woke up you won’t kiss me, you’ll barely even touch me.”
His heart is pounding because he knows you’re right but he’s scared. He’s terrified that you’ll be ripped away from him again and he can’t get it out of his head. It haunts him every day.
“I kiss you.”
“You know what I mean. I know it was scary, Steve. I know. But I’m right here, and I need you to be, too.”
He has to be honest, he knows that, but he feels guilty feeling this way when you’re the one who died.
“You died. You died in my arms and I watched it happen. I couldn’t save you… I couldn't do anything. I was so scared, and I know that you were too, but you don’t know what it was like for me.”
You understand where he’s coming from, and it brings tears to your eyes to think about what kind of state he was in. Only, you’re okay now, and he needs to understand that.
“Listen to me. I know you were afraid and alone but I’m here now,” you take his hand and place it on your cheek, yours holding it there. “I’m alive and with you.”
“You’re not, though!” He doesn’t mean to be so loud, or to get frustrated but he can’t help it. “You can barely see without those glasses and I see you wince all the time. You’re not the same, neither of us are. I’m scared to move, I’m scared to breathe. I’m terrified that I’ll do something that hurts you.”
You’re crying now, you both are.
“Steve. What hurts me is how you’re treating me like something breakable. I’m safe. We’re safe.”
He swipes his thumb over your cheek, you reach out and do the same to his. Things won’t be solved so quickly, both of you know that, but it’s a start.
“I know. I know that, I do, I’m just so scared.”
You move his hand to press over your heart, letting him feel it beat. He takes in a shaky breath, like it’s really helping him. You’re alive and that’s what’s important, he’s aware of it. He thinks he’ll make a new habit of listening to your heartbeat.
He leans his forehead against yours. “I’ll try to be better. I’m sorry for being distant.”
“You’re already amazing, Steve. You take care of me and I love you so much for it. I just want you to see that everything’s gonna be fine.”
He kisses you, one, two, three quick pecks that might not be much, but the contact grounds you both. It’s what you’ve been needing for so long.
“I love you too, baby. Can't imagine my life without you.”
“You don’t have to anymore. I’m here, and I’m staying.”
He’s impossibly grateful that you’re his, that you survived despite the odds. He’s grateful that you spoke up because he didn’t realize how much he needed to let it out until you did.
He’s eternally grateful that you love him.
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New quackity pic dropped bae🙏 where r youuuu
who else thinks about riding alex in his gaming chair with this hoodie on, thighs smaking against each other lewdly as you fuck (not me...) (i lied)
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dainty-fingertips · 2 years
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Okay I have a weird idea, tssm sinister six All fighting for the affection of y/n, who's there to fix their broken tech and be an in house engineer.
I AM A SUCKERRRRRRR FOR THE WHOLE WE-ALL-LIVE-TOGETHER TROPE (thanks to my creepypasta phase in middle school) SO THIS IS AMAZING THANK YOUUUU HEHEHE
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(tumblr gif makers, y'all need to make some tssm sinister 6 gifs fr)
being a resident technician/engineer for the sinister six hcs
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Shocker/Montana would be very... open about his "little" crush on you
"Alright, sugar. I know you're gettin' tired. Why not take a rest with me?" And a wink (bro come on PLEASE)
You laugh at most of his advances because you find them silly and charming, but Montana is internally sobbing
It's very funny to listen to him get interrupted by whoever is within earshot because they all wish they had his confidence but none of them want to be like him
Sandman/Flink Marko is most frequently the one to run in and yell at him
"Hey, cowboy! Leave da girl alone!" and he'd bonk him over the head
and then he would immediately start asking if he could help
he is only polite when it comes to you
"you uhhh... want me ta hold that for ya?"
"Oh, sure. Thanks, Flint!"
sobbing cryig PLEASE HE JUST WANTS TO HOLD YOUR HAND
along with doing suit upgrades and repairs, you also work around the base repairing electronics and other unspecified repairables
very often, Rhino/Alex O'Hirn will struggle with the smaller things like microwave settings and computer keyboards and cellphones and tv remotes an
he asks for help a lot exclusively from you (he is very obvious)
he probably breaks things just to go talk to you because he doesn't know how to properly strike up a convo with this person he has such a crush on
"..........Yn? I think da remote's gooked up again..........."
"[sigh] bring it here, Alex."
Electro/Max Dillon is where things get a little funny, though
he is a being of pure electricity, he has no real 'physical form'
(eighth grade me had a fat crush on tssm electro dhmu)
but wearing the insulator suit, he's able to actually participate in day-to-day activities
like dropping hints to his oblivious electrician
I like to think they spend a bit of time together because, yk,,, electro
and through all of these, he always admires her whenever she patches up something after he accidentally shorts it out
she's never upset with him, but she's firm enough to be respected
"I'll wear the gloves next time, I'm sorry. I'd rather have you on my hands, though. ;)"
"I won't always be here to help you make food! Why depend on me??"
"wait what"
he literally is completely and totally smitten I'm sorry but this man wants nothing more than to give you a kiss
it's very difficult to, however (for obvious reasons) and so he lives in constant torment
Vulture/Adrian Toomes would quickly come in and laugh at him for blowing up the microwave
"Now, dear, don't waste your time with this dolt. I require your help."
",,,,,,let me order a replacement and I'll be right there, doctor"
I think he began to have a crush on you when he realized you actually respected him
Otto is the only one that treats him like an actual retired doctor, but now this charming young lady does too?
You make him feel so young <:) your positivity is quick to spread to this grumpy old man
You often are asked to help Doc Ock/Otto Octavius with work on his actuators
You're no nuclear scientist, but he's always happy to explain to you anything you ask him about
You have been taught things by him that have never left the walls of MIT before (knowledge is power)
"Initially, these were created for the handling of radioactive materials from a safe distance. They've proven useful for many other things as well. Like felonies."
"Though I can't condone, I understand."
He LOOOOVES how respectful and kind you are
ong mans has been starved of that for like 20 years
you remind him of his humanity
He literally will just grab you with the actuators and pull you to his lab if you aren't working
no one else says a word he is the one lawmaker in his house
they all literally know the rest of them like you too but I'm getting like sitcom vibes from this and I am obsessed with it
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Rae Writes!
Indeed she does! She writes on Tumblr, she writes on AO3, she takes requests on occasion! And here she'll link you to all of the fics she's done, with accompanying hashtags and playlists where applicable!
This will be updated as time goes on, but for now I'll be starting with my bigger fics <3
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Fandoms
Primeval
The Mandalorian [Star Wars]
His Dark Materials
Baldur's Gate 3
Key
👤Original Character Fic
📄One Shot
📑One Shot Compilation
📚 Multi-Chapter
🪐Alternate Universe
🔀Crossover
Primeval
Alexandra's Evolution 👤📚
Alex Hart just wants to pass her exams. That's all she wants. To pass her exams and [eventually] get her doctorate. And she should have some advantage in that, given that her uncle is her professor’s partner. But then Connor Temple turns up with a suspicious newspaper and convinces Nick Cutter and Stephen Hart to follow him to the Forest of Dean, where a government official called Oliver Leek is waiting for them. Him, a dinosaur, and a portal to the past.
- Tumblr Links (1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10-11-12-?) - AO3 Link - #alex hart - General Playlist - Linear Playlist
The Anomaly Detection Device 📑
Collection of short works written with the help of a random generator I made!
- AO3 Link - Random Generator Link
His Dark Materials
Sanchez & Scoresby 👤📚
A hot-air balloon is on its way North, to Trollesund. Far below them, on the sea, a Gyptian boat sails in the same direction. On the boat is a girl who will change the world and in the sky are two adults who will guide her to her destiny. Their paths haven’t crossed yet, but they soon will, and once they have they’ll never diverge.
- Tumblr Links (1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10-11-12-13-?) - AO3 Link - #kit sanchez - Playlist
Opus Number One 📄
Just. Soft, chill times with Will and Lyra. Also me being a music nerd and a big fan of Will knowing how to play the piano
- AO3 Link
The Mandalorian
Second Star 👤📚
The Mandalorian finds himself in need of help. Shortly after finding the Child, he realises he isn't exactly cut out for care-taking, but he needs to keep the Child alive until he can deliver him. Luckily for him, he's found an ally in Kuiil the Ugnaught, who knows someone that might be able to help.
- Tumblr Links (1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10-11-12-13-14-15-?) - AO3 Link - #okan the unknown - Playlist
Baldur's Gate 3
Greensleeves 👤📚
Xaph has come crashing to earth with a mind flayer tadpole embedded in her skull. She must find allies, forge friendships and brave the wilds to find a cure for the parasite, a journey which will prove even more perilous than initially expected
- Tumblr Links (1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10-11-12-13-14-15-16-17-18-19-20-21-?) - AO3 Link - #xaph [tav] - Playlist
The Yawning Grave 👤📄
On the sixth anniversary of the defeat of the Absolute, the party - minus one - gathers in Baldur's Gate to celebrate. Xaph [Tav] introduces her firstborn child to Karlach
- AO3 Link
Necromancin' Dancin' 👤📄
Dana can't sleep, and finds Wyll dancing by the campfire. He invites her to join him and inadvertently sparks memories of Dana's love-life pre-tadpole
- AO3 Link
It Will Come Back 👤📚
Gortash has a safehouse in the Outer City where he conducted most of his business before he began to slide up the scale of Baldurian aristocracy. A window on the second floor can no longer be locked because acid had melted the latch away to nothing years ago. He refuses to fix it. It's how Dana likes to let herself in
- Tumblr Links (1-2-3-4-5) - AO3 Link - #dana [durge] - Playlist
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khaleesiofalicante · 2 years
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Hola Dani 👋🏼 ¿cómo estás bebecita? Espero que tu día haya estado mucho mejor que el mío (that bar is low AF) mi día fue largo y lleno de reuniones tediosas que habrían podido ser un email 🤦🏻‍♀️ I really miss being a preschool teacher!! Kids are fun and never ever boring 🙌🏼
At least I had LBAF'S newest chapter to look forward to...
The One with the Equal
Magnus kept telling himself that he would simply run into the boy in a century or two.
He can’t really be dead, can he?
He cannot, he is NOT!
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Look at him sleep so sweetly. As if he hadn’t been causing earthquakes in the Baltic Ocean an hour ago.
🤣🤣🤣
It took them less than a minute to find him – with the magic of tracking and pure parental terror.
Malec are strong AF because I would have die 3 times if mi bebé precioso had called me in such a panic 😭😭😭
“She is still breathing,” Alec yelled as he picked the girl up, she was limp and unconscious in his arms. “Magnus. We have to go.”
Oh thank every force in the universe, I was actually scared of the "Dani strike again" but alas, you've shown mercy this time!!
“Magnus, we don’t have the time. We have to get her help,” Alec said urgently.
Yes, there is, take it, take it taaaaake it!!!
His pale eyes filled with regret. “It’s real.”
Well duh... all of this could have been avoided if you hadn’t treated him like the crazy bitch he was!!
Gigi wanted to say something dramatic like ‘I don’t need Lexi! I need answers!’.
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Marcus didn’t deserve an ironic death. He deserved a painful one.
I agree!! I wanted fire lots and lots of fire!! 🔥🔥
Rafael kissed her hand. “You like him, don’t you?”
Who doesn't like my son?? He is the sweetness 🥰
Hot tears started to fall down his cheeks. Rafael sobbed quietly as he held her hand and begged her to come back to him.
¡Ay no! Mi bebé precioso no llores, ¡rápido que alguien abrace a mi bebé! 😭😭😭
“Like your dad,” bapak said gently. “I like it even more now.”
Me too!!! Also I want to peek at that list!!
“It’s a privilege to be someone’s namesake,” bapak smiled. “It means someone loves you and respects you enough to want more of you in their world.”
I love this so much!!! 😍 I have so much love for my twins not only because they are awesome and great gay disaster but because we share a name and I feel connected to them 💚💚💚
She wondered where he was right now.
In hell where he belongs!!! Burning as he should!!!!
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To be killed by the very thing you love.
Mallory wanted to die in Max’s arms. She would love that.
Please, please, please, let this be foreshadowing 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼
“You have a warlock boyfriend?” mum asked. “Can he help bring Marcus back?”
No!! What she has is a severe case of the crazies!!
These bitches are really jumping all the way into crazyland, I'm an astounded by their deliriousness 😯
When the seashell fell open, she was blinded by the blue light.
Fell open??? What do mean "fell open"?? Nope... I don't like this!! I knew they should have taken the seashell!!!
“Didn’t I tell you?” she asked. “I am his equal.”
Daniela what have you done?? Why would you do that???
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Thank youuuu Dani!!! I am beyond terrified about this Mallory development... babygirl you are an evil genius, I did not see that coming, holy fuck!!! But I'm also beyond excited... is it friday yet???
Thank you, thank you, thank you... I am love you 💚💚💚💚💚💚
omg alex why is adult life literally just attending meetings that all could have been email??? i hate this shit too. my day was okay, i think. i had a task to do and i didn't do it so i am not very happy about it. I'm hoping to finish it by tomorrow morning!
AND AH SORRY ABOUT MALLORY SHE JUST DOES HER OWN SHIT DNCKDNCJKS SHE IS OUT OF CONTROL ISTG.
I am love you too and hope tomorrow is kinder 💚
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legolasghosty · 2 years
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For the fandom question asks, how about 002 and Willex? 👀
- @michelangelinden
Why yes of course, you know I'm always happy to talk about them!!!
Willex
When I started shipping them: I'm not fully sure to be honest. Probably around the hug the first time I watched the show, which would have been late October-ish of 2020, but I don't think I really got super invested in them until a couple months later. I was unfortunately still in the beginning stages of dealing with the internalized homophobia I grew up around when I watched it for the first time. So it took me a bit to be okay with how much I liked and connected to them.
My thoughts: THEMMMMM<333333333333333 That's it, that's the thought. Okay that's a lie. I've gone on many a rant about how good they are for each other and stuff(one of which I posted here a while back...You do not want to know how much scrolling it took for me to find that.) But like, they're just really good for each other and they make each other happy and they communicate and I just love them, okay?!
What makes me happy about them: The way they take care of each other. Yeah they both screw up, but they both develop this instinct to make sure the other is okay and to help them if they aren't. Think Willie taking them to the club cause he wanted to help, Alex making sure Willie is okay after kidnapping the original opening band in ep 9, ect.
What makes me sad about them: CALEB GETTING IN BETWEEN THEM! It just hurts to see them pushed apart by stupid evil gay jazz hands ghost man >:(
Things done in fanfic that annoys me: When either of them are stripped down to a single personality trait. Like when Alex is just anxious or Willie is just goofy. They're complicated characters with a lot of layers and I hate it when people ignore that.
Things I look for in fanfic: Fluff, good communication, healthy relationships goodness gracious, happy endings?
My wishlist: Still not sure what this is asking, but I would love more goofy dates, good conversations, and yelling in museums for these two.
Who I’d be comfortable with them ending up with, if not each other: Okay, I literally can't imagine a world where these two know each other and aren't in love, but I think I would be okay with Alex ending up with Reggie or Bobby, and Willie I could see with Bobby maybe?
My happily ever after for them: Free from evil ghost magicians, they live together for a good long time. They both become sort of alive, but with the ghost skills still cause stuff. Alex has a great career with the band, Willie tags along and splits their time between hanging out with the band and helping out local LGBTQ+ nonprofits. And reading. Mostly audio books cause focus is hard, but Willie loves to learn. When they're both free, they like to explore the city together, or other cities when they're on tour. They get a long, happy life together.
Thank youuuuuu, this was so fun! Love youuuu!
(Ask from this list.)
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Kyle and Roy
Kyle
First impression: my college prof prefers him over Hal, he’s probably lame
Impression now: this man can hold so much anger while also letting everyone know he FUCKS. also babygirl. and babyboy. everything. yes.
Favorite moment: there are literally SO MANY moments, but the one that keeps cracking me up is when a pre-Parallax Hal is in Kyle’s present due to timeline shenanigans... and when Superman invites Hal to stay with the League, giving him a room and everything, Kyle’s immediate reaction is “you REPLACE Kyle? You REPLACE Kyle like a bad gift? JAIL! Jail for the JL! JAIL FOR A THOUSAND YEARS”
meanwhile Wally’s like bro........ calm down maybe. Except that Kyle doesn’t. <3
Idea for a story: I have SO MANY story ideas featuring him. You know. The GLC server knows. The whole fucking world knows. The one that comes to mind right now is a Vampire AU, the one we came up with before DC vs Vampires was a thing... Hal is a vampire hunter, and Kyle’s a newly turned vampire, victim of a rogue vamp that killed Alex the same night Kyle was accidentally turned. Hal finds him still in the bed where he and Alex were attacked, in shock, barely able to move. Does Hal kill the new vampire? Or does he... help him out...?
Unpopular opinion: he’s NOT an “uwu” soft baby, he’s not innocent and he’s not naive. He’s also not peaceful. Man’s ready to throw hands at a moment’s notice.
Favorite relationship: love love love the relationship he has with Hal, and the one he has with Guy. Those are up there among the best relationships Kyle has, with Wally as a runner up because those two idiots sure can idiot together.
Favorite headcanon: I... don’t think I have a favorite headcanon? Other that when he sees Jason, he’s 100% ready to fight him. And he’s right.
Roy
First impression: it came from the Teen Titans show and my only thoughts at the moment were FINALLY someone who’s ready to whoop Robin’s ass. GET HIM. GET THAT BONY ASS. but he didn’t do that nearly enough times.
Impression now: I love love love him, even though I don’t know half as much about him as I would like to know. He’s deeply flawed and that makes him so interesting.
Favorite moment: in general terms, I just love the concept of Waylon being his sponsor and helping Roy get better. That’s just so... human, of both Waylon and Roy. The need for a community to heal, the community coming from the least expected places... It’s human to need support and give support... yeah... yeah.................
Idea for a story: I don’t have any at the moment........ I’m so sorry, I failed youuuu
Unpopular opinion: free him of the batfamily. set him FREE. and let him be an asshole.
Favorite relationship: it’s such a basic bitch answer, but I do really like the complext relationship he has with Oliver. All that history between them just makes it so great.
Favorite headcanon: There was a point in time in which Oliver couldn’t tell Roy and Wally apart. I don’t remember if you came up with that headcanon or if it was someone else but I love it. I fucking love it.
(ask game)
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theobxhummingbird · 4 years
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Not so sneaky. -Luke Patterson x Reader.
Summary: Luke’s shirts go missing, and rushed Y/N seemed to know where they are.
A/N: Anonymous asked about an imagine with reader stealing Luke’s clothes, then wears them, and Alex realizes, so here it is. Enjoy it readers.😀😀😀
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 It had become a habit, to always sneak one shirt, every time Y/N comes to Luke’s house. Or it simply doesn’t have to be his house; the studio where Sunset Curve performed, always had Luke’s shirts he left behind. And, normally, he was getting very confused on where they disappeared. He knew exactly where his stuff is placed and he never had a problem with losing his belongings. But it frightened him, that they might’ve got stolen. Though, Alex’s sister, didn’t really refer to it as stealing, more as a friendly borrowing. She had imagined herself in his shirts, or him giving her one since forever, due to the years of having a crush on him. Her and Luke were connected because of the band, since both her and Alex play in it; well actually, Alex does, but Y/N comes as Luke’s back vocals. Though she never dared to wear them in public, she still wore them to sleep, or when she was only in the walls of her room.
-Are you going to rehearsal today? –her mum popped her head in the room.
-Rehearsal! –her figure straightened up from the bed, at the realization that she’s late. –Mum---damn it, Alex will kill me.
-Slow down my child, he just left.
-Then---why---didn’t---he tell me he’s going? –she barely even put her socks on right.
-I don’t know, and am definitely not going to interfere in any of your arguments. Dad and I need to watch the news. –she blew her a kiss, and disappeared from the door.
-What type of remote couple are you jeez? Watching news at the age of 40.  –she said, and threw on whichever shirt came to her hand first. And she thought it was just a plain white T-shirt, not knowing it’s Luke’s. She quickly took her bike from the garage, and was off to rehearsal. Y/N had never been so late to something, always avoiding getting into any type of argument with her brother, who hated people being late. Though the others could wait, he was a tough rock to deal with.
-I’m here. –she jumped in the room, and shut the door behind her, -I’m so sorry I’m late, mum reminded me of rehearsal. For else my brother didn’t even care about me.
-You’re 17 Y/N and mature enough for your own meetings. If you blame me for your own inabilities, then you better leave the band. Or, get yourself an alarm clock. –he said from behind the drums.
-Yeah I don’t need one, I have you; you never shut up. –she took her guitar and got behind the microphone.
-Oooh, slow burn; she roasted-. –said Reggie, but stopped getting fluttered when a glare from Alex shut him. –Yeah, that look says everything, I better not interfere in the sibling fight.
-Nice shirt. –said Luke, placing the microphone next to hers. Her eyes darted at her stomach, to only realize that she should never rush things, even if she’s very late. Alex heard Luke, and was going to later analyze the entire thing, but for now, they needed to focus on playing.
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-Hey, Y/N, -he said, while they were on an eating break, -is that shirt new?
-Y-yeah, yeah it is. I bought it yesterday. –she cleared her cough, but could see from the corner of her eye, that Luke was hardly holding back a laugh.
-Luke, didn’t you have the same shirt? I think I remember well.
-I don’t know. Maybe. –he smirked, and continued stuffing his mouth with fries. Y/N started to fan herself with her hand, pulling the collar of the shirt because she couldn’t breathe.
-Or is that your shirt? 
Y/N was now choking on her water. Luke tapped her back, and when she stabilized herself finally, there was an answer, 
-Why would I take Luke’s shirts? Are you crazy? I don’t take clothes from you, then why would I from Luke?
-That’s because I don’t let your stinky nose mess through my stuff, Y/N.
-Ha Ha Ha. It’s like I want to wear your clothes. 
She was sinking in embarrassment, and Luke was having fun with it. He realized there was something up with her for a long time, but it took him a few of her weird actions, to prove to himself, that Y/N might have a little crush on him. Not that he didn’t; she was a nice, fun, smart and a talented person, but he never thought about them dating, because Alex was his very close friend. Though girls like girls, always planning their wedding from the moment they catch feelings for a guy, and Y/N was no different of course. Like every normal teenage girl, she sometimes thought about the feeling of being in a young relationship. 
Alex didn’t seem to be persuaded by her words though, he took his pen from the music journal, as if he’s going to write something, and secretly marked a line on Luke’s shirt. He didn’t know if she’s going to take it later, but really hoped she will, so he could write a conclusion in his head, that his sister and Luke are dating in secret. Or at least, that’s what he thought. 
Y/N rocked the high notes, and it left everyone to only praise her. Luke was mind blown, and sometimes came to her microphone, so they could sing together, which made Alex way madder, that he threw one of his drumsticks and it hit Luke right in the head.
-Dude, -he held his head, -why did you do that?
-There was a big bug on your head, god knows what it can do to you. I saved your life, unthankful. 
-Wait, I’ll go find some ice. –said Y/N, dropping the guitar at the stand, and jumping off stage.
-Ice, ice baby. –Reggie started to sing. –Ice, Ice baby. Alright stop, collaborate and listen Y/N is back with a brand new ice pack-
- Oh my god, shut your cassette tape of a mouth, -he said to Reggie and turned to Y/N, - Hey! He can get it himself.
-You hit him in the head, and it sounded as if you hit a pumpkin bro, I’ll help him.
-I’LL help him. You stay on your place. –he got all sassy, and when he left the room, the only thing that came to his head was a coca cola can from the freezer in their studio. And that’s what he came back with.
-I got hot even from the hit. –Luke slipped his hands under his shirt, and took it off, tossing it on his backpack. Staying shirtless next to her, and even touching his knee to hers, made Y/N turn into a red traffic light. Alex observed the entire thing, and she tried not to be obvious, though even Reggie and Bobby were aware of everything. -Yeah---we’re going home. Come on Reggie. –said Bobby, and said bye to the boys with their handshakes, as well as Reggie
.-I’m going to get my backpack, and then we’re leaving. –said Alex, and went to the little couch they had, to pack away his stuff. Y/N went to the bathroom quickly before they leave, and Luke had a crazy idea of shoving his shirt into hers without her or Alex knowing. It was really fun to him, to see her wearing his clothes, and now it was obvious where they disappeared.
-Come on Y/N, let’s get home before mum starts to panic and look for us with a whole police crew. –said Alex, when Y/N settled her backpack on her back. –Bye Patterson.
-Bye, Alex, bye Y/N
.-Bye Luke. –she didn’t even meet his eyes, and just followed her jealous brother out the door.
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It ticked in him, the whole night, trying to know if she took his shirt. But it was really hard to know if she did, when there was music blasting at midnight as she tried to clean her room. He couldn’t wait anymore, impatiently tapping the floor with one foot. His parents were going to sleep, and warned her about putting headphones on, and she followed their order. Which for Alex, seemed like a great opportunity. He sneaked into her room, and even crawled to her backpack, and unzipped it, revealing what he was looking for. The same shirt Luke wore at rehearsal. The sound of the vacuum cleaner was filling the room, making her not hear a thing even more. He stumped his foot on the off button, and turned it off, as she still continued vacuuming.
-What is wrong with this? –she took her headphones off. –Oh, was my room that dirty that something got stuck?
-Maybe a shirt got stuck, take a good look. –he said from behind her, which made her jump.
-Youuuu-ALEX! Stop coming in my room without permi-
-wHy WoUlD I WeAr LuKe’S sHiRt? –he mocked her.
-Okay, I didn’t put that there. It’s really the first time I’m seeing it in my bag
.-I don’t believe you.
-I was in the bathroom, and when I came back we left. You were watching me the whole time.
-Nah huh, I don’t believe you. –he tossed the shirt, as it landed on her face.
-Whatever, I’m telling the truth.
-You lied earlier, though.
-Yes, I did. It was Luke’s shirt, okay? I took it because I was cold.
-I can’t even imagine the collection of his things you have put in a box in your closet. “I’m never washing this” “I’ll put it in a glass box so it never loses its scent”
-Get out already. –she took a cushion and threw it his way, but Alex was gone, so she missed him. –You’ll see Luke Patterson. 
She opened the doors of her closet, and stuffed every single clothing she owned from Luke, and left her house, with a text message to Luke himself, to wait for her in the park near his home. Luke got excited. He spritzed some perfume, as well got dressed into some fresh clothes; fixed his hair, thinking Y/N will confess her feelings. But she didn’t know the facial expression that stormed her off the house, after getting annoyed at Alex.
-Hey…-he said with a wide smile, but his face dropped when she threw the backpack against his chest
.-These are all your clothes that I’ve borrowed from you. Take them all, and don’t worry they are washed.
-You didn’t have to do this-
-Yes I had to. I don’t want to be the reason behind you and my brother getting into a fight, because of a shirt I never put into my backpack today.
-Yeah---sorry---I did it. But only because it made me happy to see you wearing my clothes.
-Then I won’t be doing that anymore. I have my own. 
-You really didn’t need to call me here to only give me my clothes. Or is there another reason why you’re here? –his chest arose in hope, and it dropped, waiting to hear the three words.
-No…there isn’t. I came here to ONLY give you the clothes, and go home.
-Okay, -he drew circles with his foot, -then I guess it’s all up to me.
-Wha- she couldn’t even say it properly, because he caught her face and pulled it towards his, attaching their lips together. It felt like Christmas, or New Year fireworks lit up in her. It was like being reborn or, nailing a high note. Those feelings all at once took a hold of her, and she couldn’t feel the tips of her fingers that didn’t know where to position in the moment, of how confused she was. Luke on the other hand, seemed like a professional in the whole thing. When they split apart, he placed the backpack on her back, as well as a few kisses to her cheeks. For a final, he pinched her nose, and intertwined their hands together.
-Come on crazy, I’ll walk you home. I don’t care if Alex gets mad, I love you and it’s all that matters.
-I-I don’t know what to say. –she still couldn’t proceed the situation. But she was walking; that she was aware of.
-Come on gorgeous, I know our feelings are mutual. It’s obvious. You love me too.
-Not---that---it’s not---true.
-Hah, I knew it, go on. –he was happily acting like a little kid.
-Okay…I like you, a lot. A lot, a lot, and it’s the reason I’ve been so weird with you lately. -I knew it Y/N, just didn’t want to rush you into it, because I could really even think about dating you because of Alex. But know if I think wisely, Alex doesn’t matter because it’s our relationship.
-Oh how he will matter when a drumstick comes flying your way.
-Uff, -he rubbed the place, -it still hurts you know?
-Awww, c’mere. –she pulled his hand, and placed a kiss to the place Alex threw the drumstick.-It’s nice to know I’ll have you around from now on.
-Yeah to secretly sneak shirts in my backpack, and then my brother arguing with me forever. It’s nice for you of course.
-At least one of us is having fun. –he wrapped an arm around her shoulder, and squeezed her into him.  
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outlander-babes · 3 years
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Dragonfly In Amber thoughts*
*spoilers obviously
List of absolute babies who deserve the world: Louise, Alex Randall, Mary Hawkins, Fergus
I would die for Fergus btw
Also-ALEX IM SO SORRY YOUR OWN BROTHER WANTS TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU YOU DESERVE TO BE LOVED
Claire be nicer to Louise challenge
Master Raymond and Mother Hildegard are very valid
The French are just Like That™️ I guess
I’m a slut for lore so Diana Gabaldon tell me more about Master Raymond 2k21
I love how the first time Claire meets Charles Stuart he literally climbs through their bedroom window soaking wet at like 1 am
Very belated but Roger taking one look at Brianna and going “oh fuck imma marry her” is honestly what I do every time I see a pretty woman so...valid
That boy is so fuckin whipped lmao
Claire: hmm Roger has a nice ass you should tap that
Idiots all of them
The part where Jamie had to beat Fergus had me in TEARS
Master Raymond being absolutely fucking terrified of Jamie is my aesthetic
Claire being like “DONT LET THIS FUCKING QUACK TOUCH ME” when she’s been poisoned is me every time my mom tells me to stop slouching
The dinner party scene is so tragic. Alex is trying to help Mary but she so scared. Ugh my poor babies
Ok but why is Claire and Jamie being like “I lust for you but also want to hold you gently and keep you safe” so TENDER??? Y’all I’m in tears
*to the tune of the country boy vine* Alex Randall I love youuuu....ugg
I would DIE for Fergus ok?
M. Forez gives me the heebee jeebees
Like I KNOW Claire doesn’t want Frank to “die” but what kinda idiot goes to a dual in the middle of an unsafe pregnancy
Jamie and Claire really do be drinking that dumbass juice
Claire/Jamie is just the embodiment of “no thoughts head empty”
I want to hold baby Fergus is that too much to ask
Louis is Gross™️
Once again Mother Hildegarde and Master Raymond to the rescue
Is the Comte St Germaine really dead? WE’LL NEVER KNOOOOOW
FUCK CHARLES STEWART
That was about him forging Jamie’s signature btw
Oh small baby John grey how I love you
Claire being fed up with highlander housewives in her makeshift hospital is SO FUNNY
Oh Colum MacKenzie you deserved so much better
FUCK JACK RANDALL IVE SAID IT BEFORE AND ILL SAY IT AGAIN
Alex is of course baby
Literally fuck Jamie’s Fraser relatives
I do love how Jamie’s just like “yeah my wife’s a fuckin witch and she’ll shrivel your balls if you touch her”
Rupert nooooo
Murtagh killing the Duke of Sandringham was really fun fresh and sexy of him
I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again Mary and Alex are BABIES
Listen why is DG’s prose so damn good??? LIKE GODDAMN I WANT SOMEONE TO TELL GOD THAT IM THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO THEM SHIT
Roger’s so fucking dumb I’m in love with him
Honestly if my mom told me what Claire told Brianna I wouldn’t believe her either
Wooow Geillis Duncan sucks who would’ve guessed *sarcasm*
Of course Jamie isn’t dead there’s 6 more books lmao
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ppangjae · 2 years
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anon you're about to catch my noodle hands, so im just popping in to say that you reek of this thing called entitlement, dont know if you've heard of it but you should really look it up!!!
secondly, and now this is really going to shock someone like you, but believe it or not, alex does not write solely for you. she writes for those who enjoy her writing and first and foremost for herself!! not everything is about you darling, and you coming on here to give us your frankly worthless opinion that literally no one asked for is very telling about the person you are! honestly it's pretty pathetic 🥰🥰 you could be doing so much more with your life.
it baffles me that you took time out of what i'm assuming is an uneventful and boring day to send someone who is creating and writing stories, that are impeccable might i add, for free! and the fact that you have the sheer audacity to be upset people are supporting her and are salty over her reply? might i remind you that you don't even have the balls to say whatever you want to without the safe ground of the anonymous option?
see and this is where your entitlement comes up, which i mentioned earlier (since you're so blind you might have to reread</3). these stories are written for free, and they take effort and time. it is not easy to write 20k fics, and while the feedback makes it worth it, it doesn't cancel out the fact she's doing it for free out of the good of her heart and because she enjoys it. it is not to please you, so i hope i cleared that up for you !
and let me be very clear over here; alex's stories are excellent. each and everyone one of them have a unique and interesting plot and i can attest to this because i have read most of her masterlist repeatedly. so what if the themes are similar? it's called inspiration and lots of people do it, from fanfiction writers to the most famous of celebrities.
anyways this was a rant™ i hope you have a wonderful day alex i love you very much<333
brooke i'm gonna cry again 😭 i love youuuu ♥️
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sincerelyella · 3 years
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All In My Head Epilogue
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Book: The Royal Romance (AU)
Pairings: Liam x MC (Ella)
Characters belong to Pixelberry; Ella, Alexander, Nicholas, and Grace belong to me.
Song Inspiration: All In My Head by Tori Kelly
A/N: An anon ask - they wanted to see the All In My Head Liam and Ella with their kiddos. Here is the epilogue that is a flash forward to 13 years after the twins were born.
Thank you @jessiembruno for looking over this to make sure I sound like I know what I’m doing when I write this stuff LOL I love youuuu!
Warnings: Fluff
Words: 1137
Thirteen year olds Alexander and Nicholas walked into the royal quarters already bickering.
“I told you to quit ditching lessons, dad is gonna kill you!” Nicholas rolled his eyes at his twin brother.
Alex shrugged. “I didn’t ditch, I was there but I left a little early.”
“As soon as Mr. Chambers turned around, you snuck out! You aren’t subtle at all!” Nicholas, or Nick as his family affectionately called him, stormed to his room and slammed the door.
Alex stood in the living room for a moment, looked down the hallway where Nick was, and let out a big sigh. He walked toward his brother’s room and knocked. He heard music blasting behind the door and knocked louder. Okay, so he doesn’t want to talk to me. Too bad, Nick. Alex smirked to himself, turned the knob and pushed open the door.
“Nick. I was literally out there knocking,” Alex stared at his brother, who was face up on his bed, arms and legs spread and he looked like the Vitruvian Man. “What’re you doing in here?” Still no answer or movement from Nick, who had his eyes shut. “NICK!” Alex bent to pick up a pen from the floor and chucked it at his brother. Not even a flinch.
Alex sighed, walked to the edge of the bed and sat. “I’m sorry I left you in there. You know how much those lessons bore me to death.”
At his words, Nick’s eyes flew open and he sat up abruptly to gape at his brother. “And you think I like being there?! I’m not even the Crown Prince, Alex! I’m just there to be a backup, the spare … it’s you that’s supposed to know all of this crap!”
“I know! I know that,” Alex frowned. “It’s just …” he bit his lip and fixated on a spot on the floor.
“What?”
“I’ve been thinking. What if I didn’t want to be king someday? What if I just wanted to be … a commoner?” His eyes flicked to his brother, both pairs of sky blue eyes met for a few moments.
Nick broke the silence. “’What if you were poor’ is what you’re asking.”
“No! No … erm, are all commoners poor?”
“Are we competing in a stupid contest? Because you’re the winner.”
Alex stood and threw his hands up in defeat. He began to pace the room. “Okay fine! I don’t want to be a commoner but … mom was one before she married dad. She said she was free to do what she wanted and make her own decisions.”
Nick knew exactly what his brother was thinking at that moment. “You want to be free,” he murmured. “Do you think you want to abdicate like Uncle Leo?”
The brothers jumped when Liam and Ella shut the front door to the quarters.
“Boys? Where are you?”
They heard their father’s voice boom through the hallway and they slowly stood and walked out to the living room. There stood Liam, still at his 6’4” height, their mother next to him at a tiny 5’2”. She looked like Thumbelina next to their father and it was a family inside joke that always provoked Ella to roll her eyes. Their little sister Grace, who was eight years old, stood next to their mother as she gave them a small smile.
“I heard that someone left lessons earlier today. Anyone wanna fess up?” Liam arched his brow at his sons. He eyed one and then the other as he tried to decipher who would cave first. He knew it was Alex, but Nick would always try to cover for him.
“Well, I think that it shouldn’t matter who left, dad …” Alex began.
“Try again, Alexander.” Liam said sternly.
Ella shook her head and decided to sneak away with Grace down the other hallway. “Aw mom, I wanted to hear!”
“No, baby, you don’t want to get involved in that. Just know that when you start going to lessons you better not skip any of them.”
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Liam and Ella had cleaned up the kitchen and waited on the kids to head to bed. Ella attached her phone to the bluetooth speaker in the living room and smiled when she saw the song she wanted.
“What’re you doing over here?” Liam slid his arms around her and pulled her towards his chest.
“Just looking for a song. Do you remember this one?”
The slow melody began to play as Ella turned in his arms to face him and wrapped her arms around his neck.
I see you with her, and it crushes me inside
I guess I should stop thinkin’ about you all the time
Maybe this is what I needed, Maybe this is a sign
“Wow, you’re going old school with that,” Liam chuckled. The two began to dance to the familiar song of their past.
“It was really painful to sing this, you know,” Ella whispered. “Even more painful since you walked in right before I started. I really thought we were over.”
“I know you did, love, but I wasn’t going to give up on us.”
Was it real or was it all in my head?
She’s so pretty, you two look so great
Time for me to move on now
It was probably just a silly crush anyway
“I’m glad you didn’t. We went through hell and back to be together, and now we have three kids.”
Liam leaned down to capture her lips in a passionate kiss. He pulled away and rested his forehead on hers. “Ella, I love you. There’s no one else in the world I would ask to marry me three times.”
Ella let out a loud laugh and the sound made his heart flutter with joy. “You asked me four times!” She laughed harder at the memory. “It was … on our honeymoon … and we got … so drunk … you proposed again!”
“I just wanted to be sure!” He tried to act hurt, but he couldn’t help but laugh with her.
“We were already married!”
Every little glance my way, Every time you wanted to hang
You seemed so interested. Could you tell me
Was it real or was it all in my head?
“You think we could handle another baby?” Ella asked suddenly.
Liam studied her as they continued to dance. “I think we could. Why? Do you want another baby?”
Ella looked up at her husband and bit her lip through a cheeky smile. He knew that exact look; it was the look that got them to have three kids. He hoisted his wife up in one big swoop as she hung over his shoulder.
“This was not the romantic gesture I pictured, Rys!”
“I’ll show you romantic gesture,” he mumbled as he threw open their bedroom door.
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frenchy-and-the-sea · 3 years
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Favorite Works of 2020
I was tagged by @focsle, thank youuuu! My total posted word count this year ended up being about half what it has been the last two years, which is admittedly a little disappointing. But having a difficult time choosing works for this made me feel a touch better about that whole thing. :’)
Rules: It’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 5(ish) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!
1. My first entry for kiss week this year, which was one of those rare pieces where the idea I had for it going in feels like it came through in the finished product! Plus, I just desperately miss my Tea Party Trio, so it was nice to be able to write for them again.
2. I wrote a poor rendition of the scene that ended our first in-person session for my main d&d game, mere weeks before covid hit. Not only does it feel like I managed to capture some of the bits of the scene that our DMs lovingly crafted for us, but it feels like the moment of unity that we all really needed before we were thrown headfirst into the pandemic proper, though we didn’t know it at the time. That feels important now.
3. In an effort to make myself feel loosely a part of Art Fight, I wrote this bit for @rufinagertrude and I truly think it’s one of my better attempts at dialogue. Partially, I think, for the company of Tristan’s Misfortune, who has a silver tongue in his own right, but I’ll take a little credit at least. ;)
4. I wrote this piece because I was and am sappy as all hell, lmao. Contrary to my constant posting of pieces involving Alex and Adelina, I don’t write “romantic” things very often, so it was nice that this piece felt like it captured some of that stumbling awkwardness of a developing relationship! 
5. I’ve peddled this one around for the last week or so, but I’m genuinely happy with how this last piece of 2020 came out. I wrote it in exactly two days, no do-overs or large rewrites, and I think it does what I set out to do with it. Not much else a writer can ask for than that.
Special bonus shout out goes to this piece, which spurred a couple of other people to write something in a similar style. I loved reading all of them so, so much, and I’m so happy with the thought that my brief spurt of poetry-brain might have brought some of them on!!
I tag @rufinagertrude, @thereluctantinquisitor, @themilokin, @urdnotgrunt, @phoenix-failing, @elalavella, @sternenstaub28, @leothelionsaysgrrrr, @ghilenan, @beansprean, @cobaltash, @staches-and-sabres, @captainsaku, @gwisincon, @dovahgarbage, @bladeverbena, and @hobbithase, as well as anyone who sees this and wants to take a crack at it! I am tagging you, interested person reading this!
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I would honestly ask all of these, but I’m gonna go with 8, 9, 13, and 49 for now! (For 9, insert whichever fic you wanna talk about)
THANK YOUUUU
8) Where do you take your inspiration from?
honestly, mostly from my life. there's quite a few of my jatp fics that are embarrassingly similar to real life events (please, no one go like...diagnose me or something lmao) just because i needed to write them for catharsis purposes or because what better way to see a realistic story from beginning to end than to write one you've lived??? then i also take lots of inspiration from places...setting is one of my favorite things to delve into, so often when i go places, my brain is whirring with what stories could take place there
9) In your xxx fic, what’s your favourite scene that you wrote?
i'll pick just one thing for this!! my favorite part is when luke and bobby go to the store to get alex some applesauce and then reggie stays back to take care of alex :') i know quite a few people tend to see alex and reggie as kind of an antagonistic vibe but i honestly see them as the sweetest, least angsty duo in sunset curve! so i just wanted reggie to take care of alex and alex to love reggie wholeheartedly and unabashedly
13) Who is your least favourite character to write for? Why?
i would say caleb, but i've never actually written about him soooo. and that's mostly because he'd be my least favorite. but of the characters i have written, carrie is the hardest for me because i want her fit in my soft stories without losing the bite that makes her who she is, you know? and she has a different kind of bite than, say, bobby or luke, one that's much harder for me to figure out. i think if (when?) we get a season 2 and learn more about her, she'll be easier to write
49) Can you remember the first fic you read? What was it about?
oh mannnnn this is really wracking my brain lol. because i'm sure whatever it was, i didn't realize it was fanfic?? like i'm sure i didn't know that that was a thing yet. probably something about the jonas brothers akjhskldjh no one's allowed to @ me about that, i was young and didn't know anything
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