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iamfabiloz · 2 years
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plight of a transformers fan
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privitivium · 2 months
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delinquent yan + loser yan x reader thoughts
sub top delinquent / subbot loser;; amab ocs / dom top/bot amab reader cw; stalker tendencies, classic bullying? shoving you against lockers, perversion, theyre creeps
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aughh thinking about these a bully fucking with you and your loser ass friend and r oblivious to see that theyre all totally fighting over you auuagh plealsiwiejeeㅡloser yan who's smaller - shorter than you while delinquent is taller, a little bulky...
being best friends with a loser nerd and being so ecstatic that you have a friend as an actual loner who generally has a hard time making friends. notably shrinking when this fucking delinquent guy makes you one of his targets? his target of bullying, as you see it. picking on you and loser out of no where - delinquent way harsher with loser, causing you to become a little overprotective over him - yet still quiet as a mouse and having no confidence to step up to delinquent; tearing up over your friend and fretting over him much to the dislike of delinquent. loser grinning smugly, immediately putting on a front of upset with a bruised visage and holding onto you. you find it a little weird hes so touchy, but he's your first actual friend here, so you power through it and gently pet his hands as a means to calm him down.
delinquent often ransacking losers' backpack and fucking mugging him - going through all his locker ; knowing that he's a bigger creep that steals your things because hes so close to you. which bully resents him for,,. they cant exactly rat each other out because they have an equal amount of dirt on the other ( really depends on who you would believe even with stone cold proof ) - too stupid to do anything else, yet thinking of ways to sabotage the other trying to get with you.
loser yan,,, gosh, jerking off so pathetically to the pictures you take of you and himㅡyou look so happy to be next to him,, trying to edge his poor little cock to the sight of you smiling at his camera in the comfort of his messy bedroom - ever so softly calling out your name in a pleading whimper,,, dont you ever wonder why he has no friends? he scares them off purposefully... and theres no one to warn you.
delinquent.. the way he teases you is gentle, nothing like the shit he puts loser through. occasionally pushing you against the locker, accidentally using too much strength and wincing as you slammed back into the metal - trying not to fret, rather be perceived as cool but that gets him no where. delinquent trying so hard to think about ways to get you to dislike but its also not playing in his favor when he bullies him and the damn loser goes to you for comfort. then trying so hard to be nice to you and loser,,, it's already a bit too late for delinquent, as loser has already put in horrible thoughts about him in your mind as well as your own opinion about him is not very nice,,,
then him actually cornering you all alone and actually begging for your forgiveness because hes pathetic as fuck and he knows it.. he's needy too bro! he wants to be your friend! let him! he promises to be nice! so utterly ecstatic when you relent - youre so easy, all he has to do is look at you with puppy dog eyes and beg on his knees... he can think of a few other things he can do on his knees while hes down there for you bro..
loser yan being upset that you actually let him be your friend??? hes so cruel, dont you remember what he did to me??? a poor little guy??? a weakling??? you try to comfort him, tone utterly serious and gentle;; hes cool, trust me. i wont let anything happen to you. loser yan getting all shy and giddy as his tummy does somersaults at the sound of your voice - how you sound so genuineㅡand immediately attaching himself to your hip and masturbating in the corner of his bed while squirming around pleading for you to hold him.,,,
loser yan the first to propose a sleepover while delinquent is present... not sharing a look of knowing - disliking one another and all that... and you, excitedly agreeing so stupidly giddy at the thought of your two friends coming over to hangout with you!!;; sure bro, it'll be fun! i have all sorts of games! then,,, when youre all asleep, smiling in your blissful dreaming - the duo taking the time to look through everything... surprisingly working together as they loot through your trinkets and clothes; taking a few pair of underwear to goㅡ
before loser yan was hovering over you,,, prick bulging and thighs rubbing together,,, dont do anything stupid. delinquent warned. fuck off. loser replied gruffly, trailing his fingers along the side of your face.,,, only touching, nothing dirty. delinquent joining in bro,,, coming up on your other side. having these dudes marvel at your sleeping form and think about what it would feel like to fuck themselves on you - wanting to take a sneak peek at yr lower half before you were squirming around at their fleeting touches, immediately scattering. loser yan jerking off in yr bathroom. delinquent is more... reserved than he is.
these mfs acting so pathetic around you bro,,, so needy and whiny,,,, im dying. loser yan grinding himself on your cock while delinquent takes you from behind - or letting loser sit on ur face while delinquent fucks himself on yr dick. yeah. thinking thoughts!!!
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rockalillygirl · 4 months
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Mamma mia here we go again…
So I have more thoughts because apparently there’s no bottom to the murderbot mindhole I’ve fallen down.
(Spoiler warning- minor stuff from several of the books, pls check tags etc.)
I’ve been reading a lot of things recently exploring Murderbot as an unreliable narrator, which I think is a cool result of System Collapse (because we all know our beloved MB is going through it in this one). There’s also been some interesting related discussion of MB’s distrust of and sometimes biased assessment/treatment of other constructs and bots.
And I’ve been reading a lot about CombatUnits! And I want to talk about them!!
Main thoughts can be summarized as follows:
We don’t see a lot about CombatUnits in the books, and I think what we do see from MB’s pov encourages the reader to view them as less sympathetic than other constructs.
I’m very skeptical of this portrayal for reasons.
The existence of CombatUnits makes me fucking sad and I have a lot of feelings about them!
I got introduced to the idea of MB as an unreliable narrator in a post by onironic It analyzes how in SC, MB seems to distrust Three to a somewhat unreasonable degree, and how it sometimes infantilizes Three or treats it the way human clients have treated it in the past. The post is Amazing and goes into way more detail, so pls go read it (link below):
https://www.tumblr.com/onironic/736245031246135296?source=share
So these ideas were floating around in my brain when I read an article Martha Wells recently published in f(r)iction magazine titled “Bodily Autonomy in the Murderbot Diaries”. I’ll link the article here:
(Rn the only way to access the article is to subscribe to the magazine or buy an e-copy of the specific issue which is $12)
In the article, Wells states that MB displaced its fear of being forced to have sex with humans onto the ComfortUnit in Artificial Condition. I think it’s reasonable to assume that MB also does this with other constructs. With Three, I think it’s more that MB is afraid if what it knows Three is capable of, or (as onironic suggests in their post and I agree with) some jealousy that Three seems more like what humans want/expect a rogue SecUnit to be.
But I want to explore how this can be applied to CombatUnits, specifically.
We don’t learn a lot about them in the books. One appears for a single scene in Exit Strategy, and that’s it. What little else we know comes from MB’s thoughts on them sprinkled throughout the series. To my knowledge, no other character even mentions them (which raises interesting questions about how widely-known their existence is outside of high-level corporate military circles).
When MB does talk about CombatUnits in the early books, it’s as a kind of boogeyman figure (the real “murderbots” that even Murderbot is afraid of). And then when one does show up in ES, it’s fucking terrifying! There’s a collective “oh shit” moment as both MB and the reader realize what it’s up against. Very quickly what we expect to be a normal battle turns into MB running for its life, desperately throwing up hacks as the CombatUnit slices through them just as fast. We and MB know that it wouldn’t have survived the encounter if its humans hadn’t helped it escape. So the CombatUnit really feels like a cut above the other enemies in the series.
And what struck me reading that scene was how the CombatUnit acts like the caricature of an “evil robot” that MB has taught us to question. It seems single-mindedly focused on violence and achieving its objective, and it speaks in what I’d call a “Terminator-esque” manner: telling MB to “Surrender” (like that’s ever worked) and responds to MB’s offer to hack its governor module with “I want to kill you” (ES, pp 99-100).
(Big tangent: Am I the only one who sees parallels between this and how Tlacey forces the ComfortUnit to speak to MB in AC? She makes it suggest they “kill all the humans” because that’s how she thinks constructs talk to each other (AC, pp 132-4). And MB picks up on it immediately. So why is that kind of talk inherently less suspicious coming from a CombatUnit than a ComfortUnit? My headcanon is that I’m not convinced the CombatUnit was speaking for itself. What if a human controller was making it say things they thought would be intimidating? Idk maybe I’ve been reading too many fics where CombatUnits are usually deployed with a human handler. There could be plenty of reasons why the CombatUnit would’ve talked like that. I’m just suspicious.)
(Also, disclaimer: I want to clarify before I go on that I firmly believe that even though MB seems to be afraid of CombatUnits and thinks they’re assholes, it would still advocate for them to have autonomy. I’m not trying to say that either MB or Wells sees CombatUnits as less worthy of personhood or freedom- because I feel the concept that “everything deserves autonomy” is very much at the heart of the series.)
So it’s clear from all of this that MB is scared of CombatUnits and distrusts them for a lot of reasons. I read another breathtaking post by @grammarpedant that gives a ton of examples of this throughout the books and has some great theories on why MB might feel this way. I’ll summarize the ones here that inspired me the most, but pls go read the original post for the full context:
https://www.tumblr.com/grammarpedant/703920247856562177?source=share
OP explains that SecUnits and CombatUnits are pretty much diametrically opposed because of their conflicting functions: Security safeguards humans, while Combat kills them. Of course these functions aren’t rigid- MB has implied that it’s been forced to be violent towards humans before, and I’m sure that extracting/guarding important assets could be a part of a CombatUnit's function. But it makes sense that MB would try to distance itself from being considered a CombatUnit, using its ideas about them to validate the parts of its own function that it likes (protecting people). OP gives what I think is the clearest example of this, which is the moment in Fugitive Telemetry when MB contrasts its plan to sneak aboard a hostile ship and rescue some refugees with what it calls a “CombatUnit” plan, which would presumably involve a lot more murder (FT, p 92).
This reminds me again of what Wells said in the f(r)iction article, that on some level MB is frightened by the idea that it could have been made a ComfortUnit (friction, p 44). I think the idea that it could’ve been a CombatUnit scares it too, and that’s why it keeps distinguishing itself and its function from them. But I think it’s important to point out, that in the above example from FT, even MB admits that the murder-y plan it contrasts with its own would be one made by humans for CombatUnits. So again we see that we just can’t know much about the authentic nature of CombatUnits, or any constructs with intact governor modules, because they don’t have freedom of expression. MB does suggest that CombatUnits may have some more autonomy when it comes to things like hacking and combat which are a part of their normal function. But how free can those choices be when the threat of the governor module still hangs over them?
I think it could be easy to fall into the trap of seeing CombatUnits as somehow more complicit in the systems of violence in the mbd universe. But I think that’s because we often make a false association between violence and empowerment, when even in our world that’s not always the case. But, critically, this can’t be the case for CombatUnits because they’re enslaved in the same way SecUnits and ComfortUnits are (though the intricacies are different).
There was another moment in the f(r)iction article that I found really chilling. Wells states that there’s a correlation between SecUnits that are forced to kill humans and ones that go rogue (friction, p 45). It’s a disturbing thought on its own, but I couldn’t help wondering then how many CombatUnits try to hack their governor modules? And what horrible lengths would humans go to to stop them? I refuse to believe that a CombatUnit’s core programming would make it less effected by the harm its forced to perpetrate. That might be because I’m very anti-deterministic on all fronts, but I just don’t buy it.
I’m not entirely sure why I feel so strongly about this. Of course, I find the situation of all constructs in mbd deeply upsetting. But the more I think about CombatUnits, the more heartbreaking their existence seems to me. There’s a very poignant moment in AC when MB compares ART’s function to its own to explain why there are things it doesn’t like about being a SecUnit (AC, p 33). In that scene, MB is able to identify some parts of its function that it does like, but I have a hard time believing a CombatUnit would be able to do the same. I’m not trying to say that SecUnits have it better (they don’t) (the situation of each type of construct is horrible in it’s own unique way). It’s just that I find the idea of construct made only for violence and killing really fucking depressing. I can’t even begin to imagine the horror of their day-to-day existence.
@grammarpedant made another point in their post that I think raises a TON of important questions not only about CombatUnits, but about how to approach the idea of “function” when it comes to machine intelligence in general. They explain that, in a perfect version of the mbd universe, there wouldn’t be an obvious place for CombatUnits the way there could be for SecUnits and ComfortUnits who wanted to retain their original functions. A better world would inherently be a less violent one, so where does that leave CombatUnits? Would they abandon their function entirely, or would they find a way to change it into something new?
I’ve been having a lot of fun imagining what a free CombatUnit would be like. But in some ways it’s been more difficult than I expected. I’ve heard Wells say in multiple interviews that one of her goals in writing Murderbot was to challenge people to empathize with someone they normally wouldn’t, and I find CombatUnits challenging in exactly that way. Sometimes I wonder if I would’ve felt differently about these books if MB had been a CombatUnit instead of a SecUnit. Would I have felt such an immediate connection to MB if its primary function before hacking its governor module had been killing humans, or if it didn’t have relatable hobbies like watching media? Or if it didn’t have a human face for the explicit purpose of making people like me more comfortable? I’m not sure that I would have.
Reading SC has got me interested in exploring the types of people that humans (or even MB itself) would struggle to accept. So CombatUnits are one of these and possible alien-intelligences are another. All this is merely a small sampling of the thoughts that have been swirling around in my brain-soup! So if anyone is interested in watching me fumble my way through these concepts in more detail, I may be posting “something” in the very near future!
Would really appreciate anyone else’s thoughts about all of THIS^^^^ It’s been my obsession over the holidays and helping me cope with family stress and flying anxiety.
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lets-zofifi-stuff · 7 months
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Plex Gossip
I just found it on my disc. I wrote a fanfiction for Solar Lunacy by @bamsara and forgot?! I decided it's boring and never showed it to anybody but now i reread and it's not so bad?
It's just a short crack fic set somewhere in one of the ealier chapters.
It is a group chat session of five staff members of Megapizzaplex
And they are gossiping about the Reader
I initially thought I am going to wite those on the ENTIRETY of SL but in later chapters everybody got fired so...
Enjoy?
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Dave123: 
yall remember that newbe that got hired recenly?!
5mind: 
no?
Dave123: 
you know 
the one that always looks like they're gonna pass out or start yelling? 
that one?
troublet: 
we all look like that 
sometimes
some of us more often than others
Dave123: 
often seen chasing steffs around
trying to get off the socks stuck on them?
5mind: 
socks with magnets
THE PLAGUE
steffs rest in pieces XD
broz4urus: 
is this the one that always gets their cleaning cart stuck in places? :/
Tris: 
Always? I only saw that happen once.
broz4urus: 
i twice
they are on a warpath with that cart :D
Dave123: 
Yeah! thats them!
Does anybody know their name?
5mind: 
no?
troublet: 
nope
broz4urus: 
nada!
Tris: 
I don’t think I've ever seen them talk to anybody, actually.
Do they know about the group chat?
5mind:
I don’t think so? 
somebody would have to tell them first, no?
troublet: 
what about thm 
Dave123: 
Have you noticed they are spending a lot of time in the daycare?
broz4urus: 
dude why are you stalking some kid XD
Dave123: 
im not!!!
i just noticed thatss all
troublet: 
why do you think they are spending too much time in the daycare?
Dave123: 
that damn banners in DC are always getting busted somehow
troublet: 
wh do u think they r spending too much time in the dc
Dave123: 
one of them begin to flicker 
at least once per week
who do yall think has to fix it?
troublet:
would you just answer
Dave123:
ME! thats who
im heading there right after closing
to fix yet another damn banner
again
so karens would stop being hysterical 
broz4urus:
dude XD
Dave123:
about epilepsy hazard
and newbie is always there 
get it?
every 
single 
time
Tris:
Epilepsy is real, Dave. >:(
5mind:
so dude likes to take a break in a place
that is quiet and covered in pillow mats
so what
Dave123:
but is it really about mats?
daycare attendant is always around them somewhere
jumping around like crazy
broz4urus:
isn’t he always like this?
troublet: 
not really?
it is jumpy true
but it hates employees usually
Dave123: 
especially techs
troublet:
if u think it hates techs u should see what it does to daycare assistants
Tris: 
Is there a position like that?
troublet:
not anymore
Dave123: 
im telling you something is up with them
they only spend time with DA
5mind:
well i saw them talking to monty the other day
Dave123: 
see?
Who is hanging out with Monty these days?
that bot is crazy!
5mind:
hmh always trashing his room 
or himself
do you know he did that again?
Dave123: 
oh 
Is it the Big Bucket time already?
troublet:
no it was an elevator this time
i know bc i had to put him together
took us all day
he was a salt mine all the way through
5mind:
LOL an alligator vs the elevator
i swear
it’s even better than the BB time
troublet:
better for WHO
broz4urus:
hey! Monty is a cool dude.
stop that >:(
5mind:
u only says that bc u don have to work near him
i was relieved to have a day long break from his mood swings
he and the newbie got into some serious fight i heard
Mont said something about trashing them into a garbage chute
i think
Tris: 
He did what?!
5mind:
well he didn’t ACTUALLY trash them
tbh
he just threatened
Tris: 
I did not know they are allowed to say things like that?
troublet:
you have no idea
5mind:
you are working with mr. goody two shoes Fredbear
dad friend to end all dad friends
the ultimate cinamonroll
broz4urus:
I DARE to disagree
DJ is the ultimate cinamonroll
i miss him
Tris: 
David, be honest with us.
Is this going to be another crazy conspiracy theory of yours?
Dave123:
no
and what do you mean by another?!
Tris: 
Another like the one about a previous arcade assistant 
who got crazy because of the arcades?
Dave123:
but he did! 
that is a fact!
he stopped leaving the building for the nights
and he was spitting gibberish about needing to rescue a princess!
5mind:
it only proves that he was unstable
he was probably not taking his medications or smth
broz4urus:
tbh
some of the machines ARE getting weird sometimes
but you also said that the plex is on the ruins of some old pizzeria
like, underground pizza? come on! ;D
Tris: 
If the newbe is always in the Daycare right after the closing, 
they probably have tasks to do there, just like you.
Why is this even so important?
Dave123:
what tasks? cleaning?! 
that bot can clean the whole playground it a second
the only reason they would give that task to a newbie 
would be if the weirdo was slacking off on purpose
5mind:
or sent the request
they can do that
sometimes I wonder why can’t we
troublet:
we can
they’re just gonna ignore us
5mind:
the poor coffee machine will never come back to life ;(
Dave123:
but it will stay in our hearts U_U
but i am just saying
the daycare is pretty self sufficient, yes?
it only needs for someone to get the trash and laundry out
and the fresh supplies in
thats it
you don’t need to sit there for hours
unless you wanna
Tris: 
Okay, let’s be over with it.
What are you saying they are doing there?
Dave123:
dating
5mind:
LOL!!!
troublet:
you can’t be serious
Tris: 
Well, there are many people who are into animatronic really.
Especially the Glamrocks.
broz4urus:
poor Roxy
she gets a ton of weird fanart
Dave123:
I am 1000% serious
telling you, they are totally into bots
5mind:
or are u projecting
Dave123:
fuck you man
broz4urus:
stop stalking Dave!
Tris:
I agree. You are being creepy.
5mind:
you are jealous because Roxy rejected you that one time
Dave123:
okay y’all can fuck off
People of the drama:
Dave123
General tech, gossiper, conspiracist
Text style: frantic
DCA used pronouns: it/its
broz4urus
Arcade assistant, chill guy
Text style: funny
DCA used pronouns: he/his
5mind
Monty’s handler, confused, jokester
Text style: lazy
DCA used pronouns: it/its
troublet
Animatronic tech, experienced, bitter
Text style: tired
DCA used pronouns: it/its
Tris
Freddy’s handler, fairly new, good girl, polite
Text style: tidy
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hunsa-jars · 4 months
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my overall little thoughts on HW2
I think Steel Wool did a wonderful job with most of the models here, bots like Baby and Ballora and Lefty and Scrapbaby look amazing
They're really getting there!
Love that this game functions as a bridge, during and after Security Breach but just before Ruin- like don't get me wrong, i'm also starving for answers after Ruin, however not immediately charging into the next big chapter and instead letting this game be a.. "small clues here and there and having some fun time at the plex before we have to leave it behind" situation was the right call
Let's talk about the animatronics for a hot sec, my mind is so full of them
I'm a Sister Location truther, so having this many levels with my favorite murder machine gang is giving me extra serotonin
Did not expect Yenndo to show up, like at all, it makes me so ridicoulusly happy
The Bidybabs and Minireenas had their time to shine as well, and BALLORA!! Missed her so much in Helped Wanted but she's here now so can't complain anymore
The ice cream moment with Baby was so oddly... bittersweet? Still have to digest that one, honestly. Oh- and the voice line about how she doesn't want to leave because it's safer here (the Sister Location bunker) stood out to me, it feels so.. Fazbear Entertainment altered, SHE WOULDN'T SAY THAT, YOU CAN'T FOOL ME
They brought back Ennard and i can't be happier, thank you for thinking of us starved fans. THO his model is pretty off, and his eyes not being the right colors really bug me, STILL i'm just gonna enjoy my food, thank you
Loved Glamrock Freddy's mini game and voice lines so much, he's sooo
And that hot comment- they know. They know us.
Gotta adore that they made Glamrock Chica sillier and more endearing. Is it just me who finds her super endearing here, like her little mannerism and how she's watching us make f- no? Alright.
Showing us how Roxy got her mask she wears in Ruin was so clever, now people can stop complaining about how "her endoskeleton does not look like that"
Suspiciously no separate Monty mini game, i know we had the mini golf one and the shooty one in Ruin already, but come on please
Can't believe they brought BONNIE BOWL back, it's nuts
And the fact that they're gently trying to imply that, yes, it was YOU KNOW WHO did that, it's shdnhns, okay
I have a newfound love for DJ, he's actually so cool?? Forget being the Glamrocks' or the Daycare Attendant's handler, sign me up to him please
Poor Helpy just can't catch a break, i feel so bad for him :<
Pigpatch was the last person i expected to see, good for him honestly, but wish they referenced the other Mediocre Melodies too
(or you know they could have had all of them sit around in the room with you. The attacker should have been Molten Freddy or Scraptrap but oh well i'm plenty fine with this too, no i'm not upset-)
LEFTY AND SCRAPBABY LOOK SO GREAT THANK YOU
I'm gonna miss the Staff Bots so much, thanks for giving us more time with them, those goofs
The Log Ride is insane. The Carousel is also insane.
It's always good to see Foxy again, he can also jumpscare! How neat is that
What is Mystic Hippo's deal? Genuinely, i have no clue
(Do the cards have any serious symbolic meaning? It's kinda driving me crazy)
Can't wait to hear the fnaf theorist youtubers misinterpret Candy Cadet's story, yippeeeee
SUN IS A PETTY BITCH AND I ADORE HIM TO DEATH- it's hysterical how some people are turned off by it when it makes so much sense that he is this way! Like... he's always been a perfectionist. While he wants kids to have fun creating and playing he expects perfect work from YOU, an employee. It's your job after all. He gets irritated if you misbehave or make a mess, it's pretty in character. He's impatient and rushes you. He talks so much smack.. and yet you can'tdeny he starts out giddy. The giddiness fades when you start making mistakes. BUT he also doesn't actually want to hurt anyone for no reason (gestures at the last arts and crafts level) Not gonna repeat my previous rants, but yes, he's perfect
Moon.. yes SW, give us more Moon pspsps-
Jack-O-Moon's design is so pleasing, people yall know what to do
Very fond of Carnie, don't know why yet but i'm sure i'll figure it out eventually and this mouse is gonna be pretty sad if he turns out to be a one-off character-
Glitchtrap only popping up here and there because his influence weakened is cathartic, i'm not gonna stop thinking about it any time soon
The memory collectables.................... yeah.....
THE BONNIE MASK WHAT DO YOU MEAN STEEL WOOL COME BACK
The whole Princess quest segment was so cool, i'm glad it went down the way it did. Cheered when Vanny crushed Glitchbastard, yes queen
(My only frustration with this game is here... the graveyard. The order you have to light up the torches. I don't know how to feel about it yet)
THE MASK BOT ENDING IS EVERYTHING ACTUALLY
And Cassie's new model, she's so cute!! My poor daughter
In conclusion
Great game, I'm very normal about it
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roxxeatzgravel · 3 months
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felt silly so-
Introduction Post! 2024 editon
Basic Info
Name: Roxx/Roxxi + Romeo Age: 15 Gender: Two Spirit + Non-Binary Birthday: Feb/16th/2009 Pronouns: They/Them Sexuality: Butch Dyke Ethnicity: Scandinavian + Plains Cree Nationality: Canadian
My other socials
Facts about me;
Since I was born on the 16 in Feb, I'm an Aquarius
I am 5"8 and thus taller than John Leguizamo, my favourite actor
I love 2 headcanon characters I think r cool as Queer
I kin both Queen Barb (from trolls) and Roxie Richter (from Scott Pilgrim)
I like to call my favourite characters (who I hc as gay) faggots. IDK why
I hate tomatos
I'm possibly Autistic, but I definitely have ADHD
My dog is old and stupid (/j /lh)
sometimes I like to use Z instead of S, just to be silly
DNI:
N$FW accounts
Cishets
AroAce deniers
Facist + Bigots
Z10n1sts and N@z1s
Wally x Julie and Wally x Eddie/Frank shippers
Pr0/C0mshippers
Butch/Masc/Stem haters we’re beefing
Femme4Femme only Lesbians all of my WLW/NMLNM content is Butch4Butch or Butch4Femme
LGB without the T supporters
Z00s and P3d0s
Zionists
Thin ice:
Oda defenders
Danganronpa fans
Montague’s 🖕🏼🖕🏼 /j
Cishet LGBTQ+ allies
MSPEC Lesbians idk how to feel about y’all
French People /j
Interact:
Queer/LGBTQ+ people
Sapphics and Lesbians
Juggalos and/or Juggalettes
Punks, Goths, Emos, and Anarchists
Furries + Therians
John Leguizamo fans
Neurodivergent folks
Artists any form
Fans of “Sorry Mom”
My fandoms:
Welcome Home Puppet show
R+J (1996) any other version too
ASTV
TF2
SHH (Strange Hill High)
Warrior Cats
Frankenweenie
One Piece to some extent?
My Welcome Home AUs
Trad goth Wally + Juggalo Barnaby
Thriller AU (WH)
Highschool AU
17 AU
Boundaries:
I am comfortable with;
Being called a Dyke
Tagging me in art (this is heavily encouraged!! Please tag me in any sort of fan content, I’d love to see it!!)
She/her being used on me occasionally
Being referred to with masculine, feminine, and androgynous terms
Being called a creature/thing
DM-ing if we’re mutuals
Romantic or sexually suggestive comments directed at my OCs and AUs if the characters are 20 or older
Headcanoning my OCs/AUs if it doesn’t diverge from the canon too much
N$FW content being made of the Thriller!AU and the Trad goth!Wally + Juggalo!Barnaby AU
Saying KYS in a joking way (just please make it clear it is a joke)
Please ask/inform me, before;
Creating N$FW or heavily sexually suggestive content of my AUs + OCs
Making AI bots of my AUs + OCs (especially if they’re N$FW ones)
DM-ing me if we’re aren’t mutuals unless it’s for a reason other than to say hi
Bringing up sexually suggestive topics, unless I have already told you it is okay (specifically topics that aren’t too heavily explicit, like mentioning sex is okay but please do not go into heavy detail)
Making sexually explicit (like somewhat detailed descriptions of sexual acts) comments about my OCs
I am NOT comfortable with;
Sexually explicit comments/asks directed at me or my personas
Exclusively using She/her for me
Fetishizing/making fetishistic content of my characters
People using my legal name online (please only call me Roxx, Roxxi or Romeo)
Have a good day, Be gay Do crime
side note; Me and my persona(s) have different names, the one w/ green devil horns n stubble is Juno, the weird sketchy, half and half creature is Ty, and I'm Roxx (or Roxxi) They both use They/Them, I switch between the two depending on how I'm feeling basically they're my masculinity and my femininity ;3 Though I've been thinking of changing Juno's name to Romeo or smth like that,I like the idea of being called Romeo :3
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Fic asks: 3, 6, and 7?
aaaaa you know how to pick the questions, Chi XD thank you for sending these in!
3. What’s a fic idea that you have but haven’t written yet?
Ugh what's a fic idea that I have and HAVE written. uhh let's see. I have some thoughts to wiggle out into a Miki POV of the entirety of RP (I need to flex longfic muscles! I'm terribly noodle-armed in that respect), I have a Thiago POV of the same deal (NE is longer than RP, so, daunting!!), and I'd like to actually finish a heist story at some point. It's always easier to GM for those than actually write them, I find.
I also have like 2-3 different ghost-related ideas to write, including one in which the governor-fried SecUnit in NE's ghost is still lingering there, at its corpse, trapped in the pain of the moment of its death, and how it is eventually exorcised. I just love ghosts + cyberpunk so much.
6. Have you written any fanfictions featuring OCs? If so, elaborate!
WELL, CHI,
I mean everyone knows Rogues & Rampancy, right. The fan-extended universe that Iztarshi and I started in which the ComfortUnit from AC has become Captain of a motley band of rogue Unit OCs and free bots and a rampant Ship? Based heavily on Scum & Villainy, with a lot of room for a rotating cast of colorful characters? Featuring such fascinating folks as MedUnit, who wants to heal and not fight, Avila, an older model of ComfortUnit who's been configuration-swapped at least once in its lifetime, MAD, which stands for maintenance assistance drone, a fussy engineering assistant who's happy to assist Gene, the SecUnit who prefers to be an engineer, and who iirc has some friction with MedUnit about the centrality of function in a machine intelligence's life. Oh yeah, and the og Combat SecUnit from my enemy, bright star dancing, that fucking asshole XD
Gosh, now that I think of it, R&R really opened the doors to a lot of current thinking about machine intelligences + purpose/function. It's been a huge influence on my writing, game-mastering, and collabing. I do intend to get back to it, still.
7. What’s a troupe you love to write?
Oh fucking Outsider POV, my beloved. And OBSCURE Outsider POV. Combat SecUnit, an antagonist who had 2 lines of dialogue before dying unceremoniously? The fucking worm alien from the first chapter of ASR, nonsentient as far as we know? That one SecUnit that Mensah killed with a mining drill? The traumatized and misguided Human One, the tragedy of whom is that she could only conceive of death and oppression at the hands of a SecUnit?
God. And the reason that this fascinates me so, so much is because it's all about how Murderbot is seen by these other people, passing incidentally through its life. We have a very good sense of how people that it knows well- recurring characters like Mensah and ART and Ratthi and so on and so on- see it, but the first impressions of characters who barely know it reveals SO MUCH about both Murderbot and the world it moves through. And also it's just my opportunity to wax poetic about how fucking cool Murderbot is, lmao. A pretty key focus of both the CSU fic and the Human One fic, which is probably part of why they're more popular than any of my others XD
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hi idk anything about transformers which i think means you should educate me . eye emoji
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GOES NUTS i was abt to finish what i typed n posted but i lost my og draft ACK!! sorry this took a bit to answer i wanted to answer properly EEEE TY FOR ASKING I LOVE THE ROBOTS!!!!
BASICALLYY the transformers r alien robots from the planet cybertron!! they are fighting a civil war and eventually all the fighting wrecks the planet n the battle gets moved 2 earth!! there r two sides, the good guys called the autobots (led by a guy called optimus prime he is popular n beloved in the franchise n fandom) and the evil bad guys r called the Decepticons!! they are led by their evil leader Megatron!! OP and megs are sworn enemies n fight sm, the wars been going on for like over 4 million years (these guys live a LONGGG time) on earth, the autobots r nicer and treat the humans better than the cons anyways (tho no bot/con is rlly pure their like all war criminals LMAOOO) u would not BELIEVEE their mfing drama!! the pettyness of these mech mfs fr
ANYWAYZZ another rlly cool thing abt the series is the many canon queer bots!!! :D their mostly in the idw comics tho, such as the comic series 'more than meets than the eye' and lost light' which features multiple main characters who r gay and have a bunch of mlm relationships, as well as lost light having some t4t lesbians who r prominent EEE it so cool to see!! another example of transgenderformers is in the newest show 'transformers earthspark' which features one of the main characters who is nonbinary!! their sooo cool :]!!
now AHEM some recommendations r below for tf shows that I rlly like (NO PRESSURE TO WATCH/CONSUME ANY OF THESE THO!! i just rlly always like linking tf stuff it makes me happy :3 i wont mind at all if these just sit here foreva i just am like YAYY when i have to find linkies it is very fun!!)
the first tf show I ever watched is Transformers Prime!! I’d def start here bc it’s good for beginners new to the series, has lore, action, rlly good characters r plot!! Very dearly beloved by the fandom :] has three seasons n a movie! links to view it 4 free below:
YouTube Playlist with all eps + Movie
Seasons 2-3 on tubitv.com (Season 1 is on U.S Netflix if you have, idk why season 1 isn’t on tubi 🤔)
(ALSO THE ORIGINAL 80s G1 SHOW IS ON TUBI AS WELL, it is very funny i like it even tho i havent finished all the way EE)
If u want smth short I’d also recommend TRANSFORMERS EARTHSPARK!!! It’s ongoing tho, not fully finished like Prime, n is the newest tf show as of late, but it’s proven to be wonderful so far and I’ve actually gotten people who haven’t seen any tf stuff before to watch it and they’ve been fine and liked it HEHEEH :3 only 18 eps rn, here is my google drive w all the eps so far if u want!
other shows that I have links to watch to r:
Transformers Animated (3 seasons, 2d animated, more stylized, very fun)
Transformers Cyberverse (3 seasons and two 40 minute specials more kiddy and not as serious and a little shallower than the other shows, but I really enjoyed it, it was so so funny and it was my top tf thing for a while before Earthspark stole my heart 😨 cyberverse season 3 has no right to go so hard)
and the idw comics can be read on readcomiconline.li (tho beware of the weird ads n pop ups if u go on here, their rlly AAA so its best viewed w adblock) theres some mlp and transformers crossover comics on there also THEIR SO GOOD AND FUN i dont think u need any prior knowledge to enjoy them tbh their great
ty again for letting me explode abt robots
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So i was waiting to the hype to die down a little to be capable of coherence but it doesn't lol so to hell with it!
@infamous-if dunno if i should write a comment or tag you so here i come, let the tumblr gods decide if this excuse of review(?!)will find you lmao
SPOILERS!!!! DO NOT PROCEED IF YOU HAVEN'T PLAYED YET!!! ALSO GO PLAY INFAMOUS IF WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR???!!! IS A MASTERPIECE!!!!
Firstly! My mc, he/they, cutie patootie and humor based little guy cause they are my weakness, band is named Chaos Anthem(ty author!!!), mc stage name is Deviant(i am Bad at naming, don't make fun of me i will cry is a promise!) Couldn't think of any lyrics so i used the song Follow you from Bring me the horizont(please don't come after me is all in good fun & i am poor) and my fans are Pandemaniacs (cause my brain is broken and it sounds cute lol) and thats all? I use the same mc to romance all the ros(i will pursue all of them!i love them!!!)
Seven my beloved~ i had the most fun with this brat omg i wanna bite them they are so so jajdnfkdls i love them but they are a mess lmao
Funny story: party, seven, they ask no contact we don't exist and when i ask what if i don't want to?they look hurt!hurt!!!my scrunky little cat!and ask "i am a joke to you?" All pissed and HURT mc:💔💔💔
so fast forward buses! Who we rooming with?!one hand WB the asshole n1 and then 7 my love that hates my guts so i think i am gonna respect 7 boundaries(see if i don't win you back you mf!i love you!!!) And i choose WB to the ire of my bestie Rowan(💔i am sorry baby) and and and 7:
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Wha?!!! What?!!!! 7?wha!! I laughed till i cried lmao i am gonna marry this man is a oath!!!!
7 king(gn) of mixed signals & i can't stop thinking about mc deeply in love with them and what was that they wanted to say before the fight broke out... will remain a mystery i guess lol
Orion or papa Orion: i love him i love how competent he is and omfg hard ass with softness for mc lets fucking go i am on my knees i love him to hell and back please O bully me for the rest of my life i love you so much💗💗💗💗💗💗
Seb loml: omg my love i love him i want to smooch his little face how can they be so sweet so cute?!!!this is criminal i tell you!!!
Maya is the sweetest little fan and i love her forever💗💗💗💗💗
August my cutie my love my little meow meow i love them your honor nothing more to say they got me when they smiled a my thumbs up💖💖💖💖💖
V omfg such a beauty~ wow just wow i cannot wait to talk with her!!! I am planning to do the poly route but gotta be honest i don't get how tf my mc is gonna do that cause scrunky funny dumbass and literal godess don't seem to mesh lmao is gonna be a lot of notice me V from here out i am not hopeful of my sucess lmao
G you little menace: gotta say i was right there with mc gushing cause i can't help it!!!first tried to be cool but meh may as well be true to myself hahaha i love them!!! I am so so intrigued about all the thing with B, also when they come up after our win, they seem guilty as heck?!!why? So you rigged the competition?ok that sucks and some mcs are gonna take it harder than others(mine is pretty laidback, so i guess they gonna be upset a little but will move on) but it seems like really really to much guilt for that alone?!!i am so sus rn please someone tell me i reading to much into it cause i am scared! Anyway if G is there i go fan n1 cannot help it lmao cannot wait to meet them again~
The band!!! I love them! I love Iris and her tough love and Dev with her slightly less tough love lmao and Jazzy my dear!my sun i love her!!!!! First in my heart gotta be Rowan💗💗💗 R who save me from the scolding for napping and that has my mcs back in their silliness(read finger guns lmao) i am sorry i let you down with WB baby, reason why i had to go back and choose SV
And boy i am happy i did💗💗💗💗
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My baby~~ i love him your honor
This post is a mess and i am gonna keep it so to my 2 followers out there(that i am pretty sure are bots lmao) i am sorry💞💞💞
Infamous if is amazing and lives in my head 24/7 thank you so much author for all the dedication and work that was to write that ginormous prologue + ch 1 you are a god!!!! I'll love you forever!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Enter Venomgirl
ch.9
Shade’s Pov
I got a message this morning from Zee. I would say it is rare for them to call me but I will be lying as blocked them years ago. But they always figure out how to get my number. I Just Sighed and headed to the location where they wanted to meet, it was on top place where I used to hang out with my boyfriend, Patrick. But that was years ago. 
Seeing Zee just sitting while the sun is setting as they try to make it romantic or something, the sun bounces their glasses. I can see a hit of their pinkish eyes that glow if they don’t wear their glasses. Some things never change with them. As I jumped on the rooftop hopefully no one saw me.
“Well, Well, Well. I’m surprised you came.” Zee said not turning to me trying to be all cool. I rolled my eyes while Kuro was smirking inside of me. 
“You kept blowing up my phone and I was trying to sleep.”
“More like you were stuck on a level again.” 
Ignored Kuro, wanting to get this meeting over with. Zee turns to me with their glasses off. They look tired like they haven’t slept well for a while. They try to come in for a hug. I Duck out of the way as they trip to catch themselves. They stand back up and still try to act suave. 
*cough* “I won’t keep you long. I just wanted to talk.”
“I’m leaving,” I said ready to leave the last time we talked it didn’t go as well. Zee was lucky I didn’t send them to the hospital. I was about to jump till Zee grabbed my shoulder. 
“Wait venom! I just want to give you information about the collider.” 
I pushed Zee’s hand off my shoulder “I already know. Miguel came to me the other day to tell me the those spider bots he and his ‘kids’ send out were destroyed and I think I know who got to them.” 
“Wait, those robot things were destroyed?!”
I gave them a confessed look “Yeah?”
“I call to talk about more intel I've gotten.”  Zee then shows me a weird device. I had never seen anything like it. Kind of reminds me of Miguel’s world.  
“What one of my intel telling me that the Six is getting some help from someone. Someone not from this world like those Spider-aliens guys. and apparently one of them will be here soon to pick up some compound R. We can’t have that.” Zee said 
This is bad. If there getting help someone from not here, then it going to be a pain to deal with. And if there going to use compound R then. It makes things ten times worse. 
“We should call those Spider-guys about this huh?”
“We? More like I call them and you just make sure that you don’t get your intel captured. Am I right?” I said arms folded knowing Zee on how they work. Tell me there is a big threat, act like they going to help but it is me doing most of the work. How many did they use to get where they are? I didn’t want to deal with them as much more than I had to. 
“Look, I’ll take care of this. I just want things to go back to normal. Or as normal as It going to get. Just stay out of my way.” I said as I headed off. I could tell Zee wanted to say more to me but I don’t want to hear it. As I head off to a location I can try to get in touch with one of the Spiders. I spit up the watch Miguel gave me, I still don’t know how it works.
“ Maybe if he wasn’t a big mean dumb spider he would tell us how it works before leaving like some stupid cool guy.”
“I agree but we can figure it out.” 
I hit a button in the hope that did something. It must of because the next thing I knew the beeping noise was coming from it. 
“I guess we wait to se-”
*Boom*
I turn to see an explosion coming from a block away as I hear people running away from the explosion from a lab center that was owned by Alchemax. It is for kids to learn about science. It late so hopeful there weren’t any kids there. I went down there to take a look. I got there where people were injured. The time got down there I could tell these people weren’t alive.
“Merda, I wonder if there is anyone inside?” I thought till a piercing pain hit my head. It's like something is here. Something that shouldn’t be here and I hate it. It makes my stomach turn.
“Well, Well, Well. I was wondering when you show up. I have gotten so bored I had to find some way to entertain myself.” 
I turn around to see a slime-red figure. It had giant claws and toothy smile that wasn’t warming. This slime creature is making my blood boil. Without telling Kuro my claws were out and my eyes went red, not taking my eyes off this creature.
“What the void are you? And did you do this?” I said with a hiss. It just laughed at me and showed me a body that he must have killed. He then showed me absorbing the body of its blood making the body more wrinkly and draining from blood. 
“That feels so much better I was getting famish! I didn’t know you were here, I wanted to see the freak of symbiotes. Didn’t think she is a cutie like you.” 
Without thinking I rushed toward him slashing him but he blocked me with his own blade arms. He grabbed my leg and left me up then slam me down to the ground. He was so fast that I didn’t have time to dodge. I groan, trying to get up before one of his tendrils grabs me again.
“Come on girly, let's play! I haven’t met someone like you before. Is this from compound R stuff you guys have here?”
My eyes widen realizing this guy is not from here. He is an anomaly. That makes sense but why is he doing this and how does he know about compound R?
‘Shade! Focus !’
Kuro yelled to me as webbing shot out of this monster, I grabbed a car, lucky no one was in it, and used it as a shield from the attack. 
“HAHA!! I didn’t induce myself! My name is Carnage. It fit me doesn’t it?!” he said as more tendrils shot out of him and towards me. I shot my own tendril at him as we both clashed with them. His was stronger than mine but I was faster. Enough to slice them as fast as I can. Carnage kept grinning at me which was starting to get my nerves.
‘I want blood…nothing but chaos !!!’
‘What ’
‘Want to kill… want blood…want… CARNAGE!!!’
What the void was that?! This voice in my head is not me or Kuro. Does it sound like it coming from him?!
“Oh ho! Trying to get my number or something? Let me me help!”  Carnage then quickly rushes me before I can summon my blade he pins me into the wall. His weird liquid ooze went in my arms and legs. It felt like burning ice was in my arms. I screamed as the pain was too much.
“You're a screamer. I knew It. It's a pretty little scream. Let's have the whole city hear it!!” 
As he spread deeper into my limbs. I want it to stop I want the pain to stop. 
Please stop. Please stop. PLEASE STOP!!
Before it started to get worse I cut off his arm with my tongue at high speed, He roared in pain, but I took this opportunity to grab his head and smash into a wall. Carnage got up with a dazed but I didn’t give him time to recover and I kicked him relently. What he did to me, It like he woke something that I had been trying to lock up inside of me. 
‘KILL HIM. MAKE HIM PAY!!’
I heard the voice, it didn’t sound like Kuro. but it didn’t need to tell me twice as I was about to cut off his head till he launched himself high to the roof of the building. his arm grew back like nothing had happened to it. He laughed at me with his sickly grin, that was pissing me off. Before he could do anything he stops grin then looked down at his watch with a piss-off look. 
“Aaawww! Oh, man. My old man always has to kill the fun, I got what I came for. See you around girly.” Carnage pulls out what seems to look like a watch similar to the one Miguel and them have, as a portal opens up behind him. I tried to get up and chased after him till the pain from my arms and legs hit me. I looked down as the red ooze was still in me, burning me.
“I see you around,” he said as he went through the portal. 
~
Hobie’s POV
“I think we should go, Hobie.” Gwendly said. We snuck into earth-2424 after we left Miles, mainly because I got a message from Zee. saying a spy from them gave them info about an outer source that had been helping the Viliant 6 and their collider. The cunts really trying to get this done, ey? Now I heard from Peter B. that it now pulling things in and that is not a good thing.  If the boss man just gets off his stupid ass and comes here to take care of it. We wouldn’t have come here.
I don’t know the real reason why he banned this Earth. So what, if the earth spider-women is a complete cunt. There is a hero that can take her place and she-
‘Boom’
Me and Gwen he an explosion not far away from us. We quickly swing toward the chaos, and as we see dead bodies around us much are shocked. I can hear Gwen saying ‘Oh my god’ I wish we had come sooner as we scooped the area, we saw Shade. I grabbed her arm. I can hear her curse herself. As I got close to her I saw a red ooze that seemed to be spread to her arm and legs. My spider senses were going off knowing what it was. I fought that son of bitch enough times to know this was Carnage's work.
“Hey, you ok?” Gwen asked Shade. Shade looked up her eyes were red but I could tell she was in pain.
“That Vucker!” she hissed as her tendrils were coming out of her body whipping around her. Gwen got away so she wouldn’t be struck. Shade looked up at us surprised, I guessed not realizing we were there.
“How? When?” she said trying to get up but judging from how bad her legs looked it seemed she not going to get up for a while.
“Hey. Hey, Easy Shade. We're here to help.” I said trying to help her up. Gwen got on Shade’s other side to help balance her up. Some of the red ooze, I’m guessing, is affecting her legs too.
“Is your legs hurting too?” Gwen asked. Shade nodded with a hiss. I could try to remove with sound but that might hurt her too. 
“Come on. Were taking her back to HQ” 
“What?!” both Gwen and Shade said
“No. No, I can’t leave. There people that-” Shade stops as she sees all the bodies around us. Gwen looks away. She had never seen this must death before and the last time I saw this must was during the war I had with my Fisk and his army. 
“I hate to break it to you but. There is nothing we can do for them. the red cunt drain them of their blood.” I said as I opened the portal to HQ. As I did my spider sense was going off. Just like the time we were at the lab. 
“Ok let go!” Shade said as she pushed us into the portal the she probably had an idea who or what was heading our way. I’ll ask her about what was that later.  We got into HQ and saw Jess who was in front of us, having a surprised look on her face.
“Hobie! Gwen! What are you two doing here? And-”  She stopped herself when saw Shade and her injuries. 
“What happened?” 
“Carnage. That's what happened.” I stated as I pointed to ooze the spreading on her legs and arms.”
“A Carnage?! There shouldn’t be a Carnage on that Earth nor there wasn’t any signal of varent on that Earth.” Jess walked over to us and examined Shade who was groaning from pain.
“I guess as good as yours.” 
“Take her to Medbay hopefully they can do anything.” 
We nodded as we headed to Medbay. Shade wasn’t doing so well as she cursed and growled some more. The spider-doc was here, having a smoke with a look of ‘Oh great what now’
“Oh great, what now?” 
“She needs help, doc.”
The Spider-Doc looked at Shade with not an amused look on her face. Something we see a bunch of times. I can tell she is sick of the shit she sees every day. 
“Put her on a table. Let me see what I can do.” 
Me and Gwen helped Shade on the table who wasn’t looking so hot now. Worse that she started breathing weirdly. The Spider doc took her time setting up. Putting some plug on Shade, Gwen, and I wondered what she doing since we aren’t the most medical train on this. 
“Should you be hurrying up?” Gwen asked, Spider rolled her eyes under her mask
“Should you be leaving me be?”
“We would but we need to ask Shade a question after she is done. Carnage he…
“A piece is inside her, I know I've seen this before but it is a small piece, and since she a symbiote herself she should be fighting it off like infection.” She then pulls out a red veil with something inside of it. She the injected inside of Shade and Shade’s eyes opened wide from that and she sat up straight “ I just giving her a boost.” 
We walk over to her to see if she is alright, she still looks kind of pale
“Hey, Shady. How are you feeling?” I asked. Shade looked at me then put her hand on her mouth as her cheek bulged. She signals us to give her something quickly so she can throw up. Gwen grabbed a basket near her and then gave it to Shade. We whisked as we heard her throwing up. 
“Better out than in.” Gwen joked trying to lighten the mood. Shade just groaned as she was done. 
“I’ll take that.” Spider doctor grabbed the basket from Shade as red tendrils were coming out from it. All three of our eyes widen from this but Spider Doc just throws a something basket as if this is another day for her. The content froze instantly, I’m guessing she threw a nitroglycerin bomb to freeze the thing. 
“She should be fine, if throws up again there is another basket in the cabinet. I’m going back on break. Oh boss be here in 3…2…1…”  the doc said as the boss man opened the door. 
Great.
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ceciliamarier · 9 months
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we have some hangings ya know and wally at the bottom not hung looking at us or at least straight ahead. and a gray barnaby taking his head off like a mascot with some creepy looking guyunderneath you can only see his chin and smile and barnaby's eyes are kinda wonky one half close the other 3/4 open him and his fedora? his half colorful circle and half black with thin gold vertical line vest cool
theres julie's old design she looked more like a monster muppet this time i like the design. she and frank are icing a triple layered cake theres a clock i like with big eyes half lided at the top then you notice how where 12, theres a closed eye at 3 theres a half open eye at 6 its fully open and at 9 its 3/4 closed reminds me of moon phases i dont expect everything to mean something like some deep meaning but things can still have meaning and deep personal meaning to me.
i think her hair is part of what makes her her.im not sure what she has in her hand its not a worm but kinda looks like one like that striped puppet one. the cake candles say NEW and the quote at the bottom of the page says What a wonderful Merry Day! in relation to that id say theyre celebrating a new day. thers pink striped wall paper two shades maybe this is julies house
a thing at the top of the fridge thats probably part of the fridge says something with a D and 197somethinng what number looks like a sideways capital M like a backwards or maybe a different looking seven idk. on the clock the the dots between a given eye where number should be are deliciously different very nice when zoomed in also i can notice a crack in the wallpaer julie's very fuzzy hand. there are sprinkles on julies side theres also a picture of someone on the fridge hung upside down with a flower magnet as a digital page it looks brownish like a page out of an old book interesting julie does look straight out of something like that. frank is trying to be consistent with his design and has dressed / is dressing the bottom layer and biggest in an organized way whilst the rest is random julie stuffing candles on the sides of it which is very cartoony.
picture books i never really grew up massively liking them like i do cartoons but this stuff makes me want to idk see this kinda stuff
i had so much to say about the julie and frank one
one image seems like mind convincing or control first the you're going to get rif of it children have seen it and now they know what to do….im wondering
it also says the neighborhood exists! which is the opposite of what i got shadow readign aka me "home doesnt exist"
in the first image theres a figure that is unrecignizable its not poppy but very fuzzy and big and has a lanky neck
the neighborhoods happiest little blue bird flies in with a dance in his heart! It's like he's really here! So we're going to get rid of it for good! We're all going to get rid of it! We're all going to get rid of it! We're all going to get rid of it! We're all going to get rid of it! You're going to get rid of it! You're going to get rid of it! You're
i think of bot ai. maybe i should get rid of it and if everyone did we'd forget about it. i dont see that happening though but who knows
the blue bird has hair like poppy but is blue theres a toy of him with his neck sticking out of like a top decorated with musical notes looks like a toy to me. and a hand reaching for it. i guess its happening gettig rid of blue bird
theres a logo like those smiling face logos except one eye is wonkily looking up to the middle of the forehead kind of the other staring straight they never show those logos looking like that above it says MARLO in a red circles and circled R to the right this page says opposite cards. okay so frank is like a grumpy character and these are just teaching cards. a bit rude that the example is Hello! to blue bird ooh and Goodbye. on franks card not hostilly though
featuring emie dorelaine's playfellows
they both have phones franks is light blue with a frown personalized huh? and happy center face for blue bird whats his name i like his chest feathers sticking out of his shirt kinda like shadow's chest fluff. he got a long beak. music notes on his shirt damn was he gonna be a musical artist neighbor the only medium obviously missing by the neighbors his shirt colorful has diagonal stripes an he's wearing jeans jeans arent that impressive he has birdy arms and humanish hands. so in the story theyre like lets get rid of him but he's also not part of the website sigh
at the bottom it reads copyright @ Dorellaine Inc, 1970, 1971, 1972
clown says blue bird is gone because "whatever my mans Wally wants he gets."
puppet horror #rip to u sonny
was that gonna be his name?
spooky sesame street
It'll have its own page up when i got the time
search >>> having two tags for the same thing is too much
@ partycoffin on tumblr
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beels-burger-babe · 3 years
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A Pain You'll Soon Regret - Pt. 4
***Here we go! Okay. So a reminder to everyone to read SAFELY! Please make sure you check in with yourself and your mental well-being before, during and after the fic. Know your triggers, know your limits. Be careful, dears. ❤❤ Also just a HUGE thank you to everyone for supporting this series. I am so glad you've all loved it so much. It's been a process, but I'm glad you've stuck with me throughout it 😊***
Poly!MC Summary: MC and the demon lords get in a fight resulting in MC leaving. They planned on going to Purgatory Hall until things cool off, but they never quite make it there. TW: Heavy Angst, Violence, I don't know what to tag this, but there is a pretty nasty verbal fight, Gore/Injury Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Inside the Purgatory Hall was a sight that no one had seen since the end of the Great Celestial War. The seven Avatars of Sin sat defeated around a broken, bloodied body as they held on tightly to one another with tears running down their face.
They each held on to a part of you as they bowed their heads in despair for the damage done to you and regret for inadvertently causing it to happen. They sat in silence for the first twenty minutes, simply basking in the utter sorrow that filled the room, before Satan spoke up. "L-Lucifer?" He asked with a woeful tone. "How do we fix this? C-Cause I've read all the books a-and I don't know how we can make this better." If the severity of the situation wasn't already so obvious, that fact that Satan, of all people, was turning to Lucifer for advice made it glaringly so. And then it got even worse.
Lucifer, not even looking up at his brother, squeezed your hand and he pressed his forehead against it. His shoulders shook as sobs began to come from his mouth. "I-I don't know, Satan. I...I just don't know if we can." Seeing Lucifer crack was enough for the entire group. Soon they were all leaning on one another, sobbing as they mourned what their relationship with you once was and feared for what would come in the future. In the midst of the crying, Leviathan felt a small squeeze on the hand he was holding. He quickly looked over at you and tried shushing his brothers. "I think they're waking up!" Lucifer looked over at Asmodeus. "Go get Simeon and Solomon!" Knowing that now wasn't the time to argue, Asmo merely nodded before taking off. There was some movement behind your eyelids, and you squeezed Mammon's hand tighter, but still no words or opening of eyes. Belphie ran a hand through your hair from where your head was in his lap. "Come on, Angel," he whispered desperately, "open your eyes for me. Wake up." A small groan came from you as the door flew open and Solomon, Luke and Simeon rushed into the room.
"All of you out," Solomon ordered as he shoved Levi out of the way and took his place. All of the brothers instantly tensed in defence. They opened their mouths to argue, but Solomon raised a hand to silence them. "We don't have time to argue this. Considering the situation when MC last saw you, I don't want to risk stressing them more by them waking up being surrounded by the seven of you. You can wait outside. We will let you in again if, and only if, they want to see you. Now, go," his words were quick and heated, though the wizard wasn't even looking at them, too focused on you. Lucifer growled lowly, before shaking his head and turning away from the wizard. "I hate to admit, but they-" "When he said we don't have time, he meant we don't have time!" Luke snapped and pointed at the door. "Out! Now! You should be grateful we even let you see them for this long!" Satan's head snapped towards Luke at those words. All of the rage that had been lying dormant inside of him, suddenly washed over him as he went to charge at the small angel. Luke didn't so much as flinch, even as Beel restrained him and the demon began snarling and thrashing. He did, however, react as a whimper spilled from your lips and you turned you began to move restlessly. "I said out!" he picked up the closest item to him, a pillow, and threw it harshly at Lucifer. "Take your feral brothers and leave." Lucifer glared at the child but did as asked. With some not-so-mild complaints from the others, the lords left the room. Luke stomped over to the door and locked it shut behind them. Simeon replaced where Belphegore had been sitting, and placed your head in his lap gently, as he watched your eyes begin to softly flutter open.
*** Pain and shouting. That's all you could hear and feel. What was happening around you or what even happened to you, you couldn't recall. You wanted the noise to stop. You wanted the pain to go away. You tried to open your mouth to ask for as much, but all that came was a whimper. The shouting got worst, and the ringing in your head grew and grew until finally, a peaceful silence filled the room. It was now just you, the darkness, and the pain. Or so you thought until you felt someone place your head down on something soft. Mustering up what little strength you could pull from your body, you slowly blinked open your eyes. Blue eyes. At the sight of them, you instantly felt the panic that you hadn't even realized had built up, deflate within you. Blue eyes had saved you. Of that much, you were sure. You couldn't quite remember the details. But you knew that a person with blue eyes had saved you from something...something horrible. These blue eyes in particular were surrounded by warm brown skin and framed with dark hair; making you realize that this was not the person who saved you. Simeon
Your mind provided. His name is Simeon. Simeon smiled peacefully at you. "Hello, MC. It's lovely to see you with us again." You heard little footsteps rush across the room. When you looked over you found your true saviour, Luke, looking at you with a concerned, teary-eyed expression. "Are you in pain? Do you remember what happened? Simeon said that you hit your head pretty hard, but we wouldn't know the extent until you woke up. D-Do you remember me?" You chuckled, though the sound was dry and cracked from disuse and you nodded. "Of course, I remember you, Luke. You saved me," you croaked. At hearing your voice, Luke gasped and grabbed a glass of water from the side table. He handed it to you as a white-haired man, Solomon if you could recall, helped you sit up. "Th-That's good! That means you're okay! R-Right, Simeon?" Luke stuttered tearfully as glanced up at his superior. You weren't listening though. As they moved you into a seating position, you had suddenly become fully aware of something, or rather, your lack of something. "M-My...My leg," the room fell silent as you lean forward and brushed your fingers against the bandages. It all came flooding back to you. The fight. The demons. The complete and utter terror that filled your body. The excruciating pain as you believed that you were going to be eaten alive. You gasped and pulled back as though you had been burned. "Oh-Oh my god!" you choked out as you brought a trembling hand to cover your mouth as you stared at the space where your leg used to be. "Th-they- I almost- I-I think I'm going to be sick." Solomon's eyes widened as he quickly grabbed a nearby vase and placed it under your face. You gripped onto it tightly as you spilled your stomach contents inside it. Simeon whispered small words of comfort as he rubbed your back. "Let it out. You'll feel better afterwards. " You whimpered and passed the vase off to Solomon who set it aside. Your heart was racing in your chest as your thoughts travelled at a mile a minute. Your body trembled as a few cries slipped from your lips. You felt nothing and everything at once. What were you supposed to do? Simeon, Solomon and Luke were here, and you were so grateful for them. But they weren't who you wanted. They weren't who you needed. "The brothers-" You sobbed as you gripped onto the blanket that hardly maintained your modesty. "I-I want my boys. Please? A-Are they here? D-Do they know a-a-about...about-" Solomon gently squeezed your arm as you began to sob. "They know and they're here. They're a bit of a mess, but they're here," although his tone was soft, there was an edge of displeasure in it. "We know about the fight, so we thought we would give you the choice of whether or not you wanted to see them." You nodded your head weakly. "Bring them in." Luke whined and lightly pulled on your hand. "B-B-But MC! It's their fault you were out there! How could you possibly want to see them after all of that?" His eyes were wide with both desperation and confusion. He couldn't understand how you would want to see people who had caused you so much pain. He couldn't fathom why you would want to see the men who shared the same infernal species as your attackers. He didn't know why you would rather their hellish presence over his angelic comfort. But you did. You wrapped your arms around yourself as you answered. "I don't care what they did, right now. At the moment, all I care is that they're here, which means that they must have some level of concern for me. Right now all I want and need is my significant others to hold me and tell me that I'm going to be okay," you looked over at Simeon with water-lined eyes as you pleaded. "So can you please bring them to me. We'll sort the rest out later. Right now, I just want them by my side."
Simeon's lips parted in shock of your words and, for a moment, a flash of disappointment flickered across his eyes before it was quickly replaced with acceptance. The angel smiled gently at you before placing a kiss on the top of your head. "Of course, little lamb, I will fetch them right away." From your right, Solomon let out a heavy sigh as he squeezed your shoulder once more. Simeon merely had to unlock the door, before your lovers came tumbling into the room. They all rushed over to you, quickly blanketing you in hugs, kisses, and frantic apologies. While you were buried in the chaos, Simeon sadly smiled at the group before leading both Luke and Solomon out of the room. You shushed your boys and felt your heart warm at the feeling of being in their arms once more. "Apologies can come later," you began, causing Beel to whine in protest. "We have a lot to talk about, yes. B-But right now, I just want you guys to love me and hold me," your bottom lip began to tremble as you choked on your tears. "I-I know that I'm asking for your attention, once again. A-And I know that having to share me with each other is a-a-a lot but-" You were cut off by Mammon pulling you against his chest and burying his face in your hair. "I never should'a said any of that, treasure. I was wrong. S-So fuckin' wrong." Lucifer pressed a kiss to one of your inner palms before placing it on his cheek. "But, it's as you said. This is a conversation we'll have when you're ready. For now, will you allow us all to love you unconditionally, just as you deserve?" You could only nod, as sobs overtook you once more. You were held in every direction. Kissed on your wounds, as though the magic of your love could heal the damage that was done. Praised in the gentlest and most affectionate of whispered. Caressed with hands so careful and attentive, that you would think they were holding the world. And if you asked the lords, they were. Things weren't fixed, and they weren't perfect, but for the time being, you didn't need them to be. For now, you were all together. You were all loved, and you were all alive. And just for now, that was enough.
***There you have it, folks! That is A Pain You'll Soon Regret. I plan on writing an epilogue that will probably touch on the discussion they all need to have, MC getting their new leg, and potentially Diavolo? I haven't decided on him yet. The epilogue probably will be another couple of days, but in the meantime, I hope you enjoyed this sob fest. Remember to take care of yourself and to be kind to one another. Love you all -B*** TAGLIST: @obey-mes-treasure, @holygarm, @sufzku, @rivera-tickles, @angelprotectress, @theother4, @ester-is-here, @bissshitsu, @drsquishysquich, @leviathan-is-a-pretty-name, @zxlaki, @mammons-wife, @letsblazewolf, @levislui, @gallantys,
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biggerb0at · 2 years
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I have zero clue if new people are on tumblr or not and honestly could just be people coming back which god i hope not unless if you’re artists or art enjoyers yall that got into petty and annoying fights fuck off.
But if there is some odd chances that yall are new and only have the idea from screenshots then heres how it no jokes works.
Reblog and add stupid addition to posts
Dont censor your tags unless if its funny
Xkit is half broken but its tag block feature still works
That means any tw warnings you give tag it like death,racism,slur that you want people who have those triggers to avoid you you dont tag it like d*ath, k*ll,sl*r tumblr isnt twitter you wont get bopped cause you said the words kill
Reblog and like artists ill never understand the guilt reblogs cause likes do push us in the search cause notes do that.
Dont repost art from other sites here just cause its cool and gets notes and dont repost their art and say permission given from the artists when you clearly didnt.
Again do reblog posts or get blocked by the person you just followed cause they think you’re a bot (i dont know why people say this cause twitter also has bots tf)
To artists you see that archive button on your blog click it and go holy shit its a way better media screen than twitters you can see all the art you made without infinitely scroll and holy shit you can see all the oc art you made cause you tagged them all as oc.
Also the porn ban did happen but I still see tits and dick on searches so do what you will with that information.
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crestfallercanyon · 3 years
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You Don't Always Have to Kill Your Darlings
I feel like a lot of writers have heard the old adage: "kill your darlings". Referring to aspects of your work that you adore, but you can tell is slowing down the narrative/not conducive to the plot/a distractor/whatever flaw it is putting there. It's where that scene/aspect you love is actually more detriment than a positive (and the only reason it might still be in that manuscript is because the author is the one who wants it there) and it really should be removed in order to improve the quality of the story.
(it's probably also been overused or taken out of context, or something, but lots of people have heard this regardless of where it comes from and a lot of people adhere to it)
So, people tell you to kill it. Recognize it's for the good of the writing and nix 'em right out of there.
For some people, this might truly be the best method. But, something that I've come to learn, is that this attitude really started screwing things up for me -- and I've heard from others that it screws them up, too. Especially, funnily enough, when it comes to when I write fanfiction.
Now, the cool thing about fanfiction is that it is entirely for people's own desires of writing. So, you don't ever really have to do anything because you don't need to have the best plot/narrative/characters etc. Fanfiction is, in itself, self-indulgent, so therefore your darlings are essentially what you're making. Some people aren't writing fanfiction to write good stories. They're doing it because they have a plot bunny and want to put it out there and they're good knowing they wrote something. For some people, this adage will not and should never apply. In which, this post really doesn't pertain to you, go about your merry way, enjoy your writing and have a ball! I'm glad you're writing at all!
However, I actually started writing fanfiction to help me with my pacing in stories. It's a practice tool for me on writing anything, and I know I'm not alone in this. Lots of people write fanfiction also with the goal of getting better at writing in general. We work for the fics to be solid stories in and of themselves, and sometimes, that means adhering to some commonly said phrases for writing. Like: kill your darlings.
Except, I find that if I just outright kill them, sometimes I freeze on the entire fic.
Which is why, I, personally, think kill your darlings might be a bit too harsh a statement. Because there's probably a reason your author brain is clinging to the darling. Maybe it's self-fulfillment, but maybe it's also 'cause there's phrases/development/action beats in there that you find you did really well and want to include. To completely obliterate that from your sight is a disservice.
So, I make something that I call a darlings dump. I use scrivener, so it's just a little folder underneath the fic that I'm writing, but it can be anywhere. A file on your computer. A notepad, whatever. It's where you place the darling scene/character/moment/chapter and take it out of your fic so that it's no longer clogging up the works, but it's not completely dead. You can still go back to reference it. You can even reincorporate it or parts of it somewhere else. I find that this, usually, gives me great relief.
Sometimes, though, even doing that really screws me up.
Like, right now, I'm writing a fic that has one major theme/plot in it, and then two subplots. And about halfway through, I started adding this other subplot. It just kind of came to me, made sense, and I liked the way it highlighted a character's inner turmoil outwardly. It's a subplot that could probably be its own fic for this particular character if I gave it effort (and one day, I still might -- even though the idea of "reusing" ideas gives me hives, I'm trying to get over that). Either way, I noticed that it might be too much to have all of these things at the same time. A reader might get overwhelmed, or it might be detracting too much focus from the fic's main idea, or honestly, the fic might just get too damn long because this wasn't meant to be that long of a fic anyway.
Anyway, the realization that it might not belong in this fic made me think "man, I should really just remove it." So I did.
My writing brain acted like I was Indiana fricking Jones or Brendan Frasier from the Mummy and that I had taken out this ancient artifact and now I am damned. Suddenly everything was on the verge of collapse. All the traps were up and firing. Things started shooting from corners I could not see. If I moved forward, I would die. I could not write anymore. I had no idea where to go. It's not even like structurally the fic relied upon this stupid subplot and suddenly there were a lot of holes in the story. It didn't take me long to remove it at all. But somewhere along the way, my inner writer got really f@#!ing attached I guess, and for some reason I could not continue without having it there.
So I put it back. All the traps stopped firing, all the alarms stopped ringing. For some reason, this silly little subplot must remain or else this thing will never get finished.
So, I guess all this post was meant to say is, sometimes, screw kill your darlings. Or even removing your darlings. At least for the moment. Even if you notice that it's probably a darling and might eventually need to be removed, finish out what you're writing with all of it's little flaws in it.
That's probably why you're really not supposed to edit until the end, anyway (but I cannot help myself). Because sometimes, even though there's an aspect that's flawed and the fic might improve upon its removal, sometimes it's the thing that's keeping your writing drive even if your reader's eye is on it like Sauron looking for the ring. You're not going to forget that it probably needs to be taken out. But if it keeps you writing, for god's sakes, leave the flaws in, because if it's remove the flaws and never finish or finish it with all the flaws, finish it with all the flaws.
Right now, you are the only reader. You actually have no real clue what the eventual readers will think of your fic, and you will never know if you never finish it. So don't let everything you think the reader is going to be upset with stop you from finishing it out. Finish it out.
And maybe everybody already knew this, but I thought I'd post about my stupid mid-writing revelation. Because I imagine, other people have had to go through this, too. And it is a bizarre experience, but it was also a worthwhile revelation for me.
TLDR: a completed fic with a darling in it is better than a never-to-be-finished fic with all of its darlings taken out. If what's keeping you from finishing your fic is because all of your little editor-bots in your brain are screaming at you that certain things are too "much" for your fic, or for your scene, or for your character, shut the fricking bots down and write blindly into them anyway. If you're worried that it will be too much for the readers, right now you are the only reader, so write what you want to write anyway.
Killing your darlings can be a truly useful thing to do in order to improve the story, yes, but if it stops you from writing the story that's the most counterproductive it could be. In the end, if you want to write and finish the fic? Do what you need to do. Even if it's a darling-filled-travesty, hey, you finished it, and that's worth all the darlings in the world. (originally posted this on Reddit r/fanfiction)
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