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#And him saying he’s not a loser before he dies😭
just-v · 11 months
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Can Richie qualify for the saddest death in Starkid history?
Jon Matteson slayed my heart😭
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koqabear · 1 year
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(Un)Professional
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♫: te pongo mal, Kali Uchis
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“When Soobin struck up the proposition to be friends with benefits, he did it under the guise of remaining single and focusing on his music, adamant on keeping things “professional”— god forbid anyone else tries to get with you though, because maybe he didn’t really mean it when he told you no strings attached.”
Soobin x fem!reader
Genre: fwb to ???, pwp, kinda angst, smut, rockstar!au
Word count: 4.5K
warnings: soobin is actually kinda mean and toxic but they have their little redemption arc idk TT… barely edited sorry
smut warnings: mean/hard dom! soobin, sub!mc, mc is kinda bratty, so also brat tamer soobin hehe, rough sex, unprotected sex, pet names, (pretty, baby, etc.) possessiveness, jealousy, degrading, thigh riding, dry humping, breast play, edging, marking, biting, oral (f. rec.), fingering, dacryphilia, hair pulling, dumbification, creampie (lmk if i should add anything!)
Notes: this is a mini series that was made simply because i am an indecisive loser. don’t ask why i was listening to reggaeton for a rockstar au, it just happened 😭 also i wrote all these parts after midnight bc that’s the only time i was able to write i guess— in other words… don’t expect too much from this. 
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Soobin doesn’t do relationships. 
There’s no room for something as fragile as that in his life, at least not when he’s traveling to a new state every day for his tours— the last thing Soobin would ever do is fuck up what he already has just for something as fickle as love. 
However, he is a man with needs— needs that are gladly fulfilled by you, his pretty best friend that always travels with them. 
He’s known you long enough to have struck up this arrangement confidently; knowing there would be no strings attached, not able to form any feelings for someone he’s been content being just friends with for— well, forever. 
So this— his pounding heart, his brows that furrow together with frustration, his hands that grip his microphone a little tighter— is definitely new. 
There is no logical reason as to why he should be feeling like this; there’s no logical explanation as to why it’s been such an eyesore to watch Yeonjun interact with you the whole night, watching the way the man not so subtly sends winks and coy smiles in your direction, Soobin’s lips being bitten at as he watches the way you merely smile cutely in response. 
You don’t even act this way with him; every time you’ve come to their shows, you’ve always made it a point to act normal whenever Soobin comes around— just enough excitement to make you seem like a fan, but not enough to make it seem like you know him— you’ve learned this the hard way.
“Tone it down a bit next time, yeah?” Soobin told you once, as you laid in his hotel bed and surfed through the tv channels with droopy eyes, “If we’re gonna keep doing this, we should be professional about it.”
His words garnered a massive roll of your eyes— what the fuck did he even mean by that? It’s a concert, of course you had to seem excited— but it seems as though you took his comment to heart, watching the way your excitement dies down the moment Soobin approaches your side. 
No one’s watching you— no one cares about what faces you make or what you say when Soobin stands before you, but the thought of him telling you to keep it professional pisses you off so much that you decide to show him just how good of an actress you are; the difference of reactions is almost incredible, and you take in the way Soobin’s eyes narrow at the sight of you. 
There’s no reason he should get mad— after all, there’s nothing between you. 
Agreeing to this was a stupid idea. What kind of a self-destructive freak agrees to be friends with benefits with someone they had feelings for? A self-destructive freak like you apparently, because as you watch Soobin leave with one last glance at you, you can’t help but wish that he was just a bit mad. 
The two of you distract yourselves in your own ways; Soobin tries not to visit your section for the rest of the night, and you try to get the attention of the rest of the members in response— and the boys, surprised to see your excited attitude when they come around, are more than happy to oblige— and if the fans noticed that Soobin seemed to be in a bad mood for part of the show, well, that’s on him.
You feel a bit more tired than usual by the time the concert ends— you’re not sure why, but you find yourself trudging backstage because of that; maybe you should just go to the hotel instead of congratulating the boys for their show like you usually do. 
“Oh, hey ___!” Yeonjun spots you before you can turn on your heels and exit; you’re immediately putting on a bright smile as the said man throws an arm around you, still in his encore outfit as he drags you along the halls and undoubtedly to where the rest of the members are, “What’d you think of the concert? It was good huh?”
“As always,” you smile, nudging Yeonjun softly as he clearly waits for you to continue, “You were great out there, your energy was insane.”
“Why thank you,” he purrs, leaning in and watching as you scoff at him playfully, “Watching you enjoy yourself practically gave me all the energy I needed.”
You don’t find yourself surprised by his comment; Yeonjun is always like this, his flirty and suggestive behavior nothing out of the ordinary as you simply scold him to get out of your face— you’re so caught up in bickering with the man that you don’t notice the heated stare of another, brows twitching at the way you laugh and play along with Yeonjun.
After a moment though, you feel it— your head is turning before you can really process it, and you’re meeting eyes with Soobin, who looks… well, pissed off.
Before you can get a good look at his face, he’s standing abruptly; taking long strides to where you are, your heart beginning to pound at the sight of him slowing to a stop next to you. 
“Meet me outside.” His voice is gruff and on edge as he whispers the words lowly to you, walking off without another word as you simply turn to watch— because of course he wouldn’t try to get Yeonjun off you or outwardly ask for your attention, choosing instead to relay you a quiet message before he’s off, regardless of the way everyone sends him a confused look as they watch him leave. 
“He looks mad,” Yeonjun hums, watching as you shrug his arm off gently, “Gonna try to talk to him?”
You sigh, hoping he doesn’t see the way your hands grab at the hem of your shirt anxiously. 
“Yeah,” you say, then you’re off, barely able to turn the corner once you’ve exited before you’re harshly pulled by none other than Soobin.
“Ow— what the fuck—!” Soobin’s hold on your wrist is bruising as he pushes you into the room next door, a changing room that’s not meant to hold multiple people as he simply locks the door behind him and pushes you against the wall; he doesn’t bother to turn on the lights as he approaches you— the light that comes through the frosted window on the door becomes the only thing that allows you to see Soobin’s frustrated expression. 
“Had fun flirting with the others?” He asks, his lips so close that you’re able to feel the puff of his breath as he huffs in frustration— the room is so small as you press yourself against the wall, feeling as though Soobin is filling your senses and making you dizzy, “Was that your little way to try and get my attention? Because it fucking worked, you poor little thing.”
“The fuck are you talking about?” you hiss, pressing a hand against Soobin’s chest as you feel him try to swoop in to kiss you, his hands already sliding under the hem of your shirt to trace shapes along your skin, “I’m friends with the others too, you know.”
“Have you always been this friendly with them? Hmm?” he asks, slotting a knee between your legs as you’re left to look up at him speechlessly, “What, gonna try to fuck them next?” 
“Dude, what’s your fucking problem!” you hiss, punctuating your words with a punch to his chest as you glare at him, not lost upon the fact that his thigh is pressed firmly against your cunt, your skirt fanning along his leg and hiding the way he’s flexing and pushing it against you.
“And if I wanted to, then what?” you ask, pretending as though you haven’t given in to the way Soobin’s hands are guiding your hips, making you grind against him as he feels the way you become wet by his actions, “What’ll you do, get jealous? Try to stop me? That wouldn’t be very professional of you— I might as well ask Yeonjun if he’s free after this.”
“Don’t get fucking smart with me,” He says, a hand coming up to grab your cheeks and tilt your head toward him, “I’m not letting any other bitch get with you, touching what’s mine.”
It’s just his arrogance and possessiveness talking again— at least that’s what you tell yourself, failing to hold back your weak whimper as you roll your hips against him, feeling him press against your hip and rut his hard cock against you slowly. 
“I’m not fucking yours,” you grit out, your words muffled as you try to speak through the hold that Soobin still has on you, “The only reason why we’re still friends is so you can get a good fuck, don’t lie—”
Soobin is kissing you before you can finish your sentence— if he wasn’t angry before, he definitely was now, his teeth clashing against yours as he kisses you roughly and without control, a mess of spit as he bites down on your lip, drinking in your pained moan before he’s slipping his tongue in to get a taste.
He’s noticed the way your hips have begun to move erratically; your hands are gripping tightly at his shirt, probably stretching it out as you continue to moan into his mouth, a hand guiding your movements as he flexes and presses his thigh firmer against you, his free hand letting go of your face to slip under your shirt and get access to your breasts as he begins to roll and pinch your nipples between his fingers. 
“Do you like it when I treat you like this?” he asks breathlessly, finally pulling away to watch the way a string of saliva continues to connect you— the sight is filthy and has your brows furrowing as you bite your swollen lips in hopes to muffle your sounds, “Like you’re nothing more than a fucktoy for me to use after my shows? A good little thing to take my stress out on?”
The pleasure is beginning to build up— there’s a tight knot in your stomach, making your brain go foggy as you feel the way your clit rubs against Soobin’s thigh every time you angle your hips a certain way, feeling as you soak your panties and his sweats the longer you rut against him.
Soobin simply watches you with a small smile; his eyes are lidded as he leans back, eyes glued to the way you roll your hips against him, weak whines becoming louder and more frantic as you begin to pull at his shirt with wide, teary eyes. 
But before you can finally cum, he pulls away. You’re whining softly at the loss, hitting his chest petulantly as you curse at him under your breath— before you can land another hit, he grabs your wrists, freezing you entirely as he sends you a sly look, leaning in so he can whisper in your ear.
“You’ll let me fuck you, right? You can always go to someone else if you need to cum,” he says, waiting for your response as he begins to kiss and suck at the spot just under your ear, knowing how sensitive you are as he feels the way you attempt to curl into yourself.
“Fuck you,” you whine out, attempting to shake his hold off you, only to fail— he simply laughs softly, sinking his teeth into the marked flesh as he listens to the yelp you let out. 
“I’m trying,” he huffs out, finally pulling away as he sends you a childish grin, “Now be good and turn around for me, okay sweet thing?”
The nickname catches you so off guard that you don’t protest the way Soobin turns you around without another word, your cheek pressed against the wall and your hands held behind your back as you continue to curse at him quietly— and judging by the way Soobin simply laughs softly, he’s definitely enjoying himself, shameless as ever as you listen to the sounds of shifting behind you.
You hope he doesn’t notice the way your breath hitches as you feel him push your panties aside, his tip brushing against your entrance— swiping at your leaking slit to gather your wetness, clearly teasing you as he takes in the way you try to push back against him, letting out a soft please as you feel his tip sink into you slightly, feeling the way you stretch around him before he’s pulling back out.
“Please? Why are you begging for me, baby?” he asks, slowly beginning to push in as he watches you rest your forehead against the wall, letting out a shaky sigh at the stretch, “I’m not here for you— you can go to another one of your toys if you’re looking for someone to worship you.”
You can’t bring yourself to say anything as you feel him bottom out inside you— no matter how many times you find yourself in this situation, you can never get used to it, the size of him enough to have your eyes rolling back as you feel his tip prod at your cervix, hips flush against your ass as he begins to grind softly into you. 
It’s not enough— not for you, and certainly not for him, though he refuses to give you the pleasure of fucking you stupid so soon as he watches instead the way you begin to squirm, wanting more as you hang your head and try to fuck yourself against him— all attempts are quickly stopped as Soobin uses a hand to still your movement, firm on your waist and forcing you back against the wall as the other continues to bind your hands, pressing your fists against the small of your back and watching with a sly smile as you begin to arch in response. 
“Why are you so quiet?” he asks softly, leaning in to trail kisses along your neck, continuing his slow and agonizing pace, “Usually you’re so loud I have to keep a hand on your mouth.”
You refuse to give into him— refuse to let him hear what he wants, ignoring the ache between your legs and the fire in your stomach that just begs to be put out— but the way you’re leaking around Soobin’s length and clenching around him is giving you away, and it’s enough to have you turning away from him in hopes that he won’t be able to read your expression. 
This proves to be harder than you expected; Soobin’s hand has let go of your waist in favor to play with your clit, nimble fingers circling and pinching the bud as he begins to thrust shallowly, listening to the way you try to swallow your sounds and keep your eyes shut at the feeling— it isn’t long before he’s building you up again, taking in the way your legs shake and you begin to push back against him subconsciously, giving away just how needy you are as your fists tighten. 
You’re close, so fucking close, maybe if you stay quiet Soobin won’t notice— but, for a man who insists you two aren’t anything, he’s eerily aware of the way your body gets when you’re about to cum— meaning, all his movement immediately stops the moment you’re about to tumble over the edge, bottoming out inside you and laughing mockingly as he listens to the broken sound you let out. 
“Fuck, I’m so tired from today’s show,” Soobin groans, resting his forehead on your shoulder, beginning his slow, shallow thrusts again after a moment, “You don’t mind if I take it slow tonight, do you?”
You say nothing— you have yet to say anything that would irritate or please Soobin, and that in itself is enough to egg him on— because even if you refuse to talk, the way your body trembles from his touch and you bite your lips to suppress sounds is enough to tell him all he needs to know. 
The way you clench around Soobin when he begins to play with your clit almost has him cumming— he has to concentrate on not doing so as he takes in the weak whine you let out, your previous orgasms being built up once more as you let out a shaky sigh, listening to the wet sounds that come from the way Soobin fucks you. 
You’re trying so hard to remain neutral as he winds you up— but god, he knows you like the back of his hand, his hips rutting and rolling into you as he does everything to make you go insane, already feeling your high creep up on your from how up-tight your body is. 
“Feels good?” He asks, using your hands as leverage as he pulls you back into him for a particularly harsh thrust— the suddenness of it has you moaning loudly, your lips immediately pressing together as you feel your face grow hot— Soobin’s cocky laugh is both annoying and hot and you hate yourself for feeling that way. 
“Don’t worry, you don’t have to say anything,” he grins, picking up his pace as he watches the way you begin to break, weak moans and whines leaving you from how harshly he thrusts his cock into you, “I’ll do all the work, just stand there and look pretty, okay?”
You can feel your high approaching— it’s intense and fast, and you’re barely able to process the way your mouth falls open as you begin to chase the feeling, ready to fall over the edge and cream all over Soobin’s cock when—-
Like an absolute jerk, he pulls out. 
“You know what?” he says, talking more to himself than anything as he turns you back around and tucks himself back in, your back colliding with the wall behind you as your breath hitches, watching as he falls to his knees and sends you an innocent look, “I haven’t tasted you in so long, baby— fuck, I can’t help myself, I’ll be quick.”
Soobin is never like this— you’ve only ever experienced quickies backstage, so to say that you’re surprised to see the man dragging things out here is an understatement, letting out a shaky sigh as he throws your leg over his shoulder and scoots closer to you, burying himself under your skirt without hesitation. 
You’re practically dripping on the floor— it’s even worse when his fingers begin to prod at your entrance, feeling the way your walls clench wildly at the feeling and your hips thrust toward the sensation; Soobin’s tongue licks at your clit teasingly, taking his time to trace circles around it as he finally sinks his fingers inside you, curling them and pressing against all your sensitive spots as he takes in the way you squirm above him. 
Soobin’s face is practically suffocated by your cunt— you’re not sure how long he does this for, but he proceeds to bring you close to orgasm only to pull away a few more times, listening to the way you begin to cry and plead a bit more with each one. 
At some point— your fifth ruined orgasm, you think you’ve lost count— you find yourself pulling at his hair and begging, the words stuttered out through hiccups as you feel hot tears stream down your cheeks, pleading Soobin to let you cum as you grind your pussy along his face, feeling his tongue dip to your entrance before he’s back to teasing your clit, laughing softly at the sound before he finally emerges from under your skirt— his face is shiny and flushed as he looks up at you, sending you a grin that only has you pouting even more. 
“What’s wrong?” he asks, feigning concern as he begins to run his hands along your thighs, waiting patiently for you to respond as he begins trailing kisses up your legs, hearing your soft sniffles as he reaches your inner thighs, “Aren’t you enjoying yourself?”
“Soobin,” you whine, shutting your eyes as you feel his swollen lips leave opened-mouthed kisses on your inner thighs, already soaked with your arousal as he licks it up, only to begin biting and sucking at the area leisurely, “Soobin please—please let me cum, wanna cum so bad, please.”
The sound of your begging is welcomed to his ears— he looks up at you through his lashes, sparkling eyes a stark contrast to the filthy way he continues to mark your thighs, ignoring your soft whines that others will see them, please binnie…
“Others will see them?” he repeats, clenching his jaw at the way you nod frantically, a clear concern in your eyes— slowly, he stands, hooking your leg over his waist as he presses himself against you, hissing softly at the way you immediately soak through his sweats, “So what? Let them see. That way they know what happens when we’re alone.”
“But… we shouldn’t— you said we need to keep this hidden…” His words are nothing but confusing— you’re sure it reads on your face, because Soobin is aligning his cock with your entrance once more, chuckling softly at your expression before he shakes his head in exasperation.
“Did I? Well, I don’t wanna hide it anymore,” he says, eyes lidded and filled with need as he sinks himself slowly into you; your eyes are threatening to flutter shut at the sensation, only to be stopped at the feeling of Soobin cupping your chin, telling you softly look at me. before he finally bottoms out.
“Want everyone to know you’re mine,” he says, and you’re more than ready to respond with another mean comment before he continues, “And that I’m all yours. Don’t want anyone else to touch you.”
“W…what—?” your words are being cut short by the feeling of him fucking into you again, a hand coming up to grab his shoulder and your leg pulling him in closer in fear of having your orgasm ruined again— Soobin simply huffs, his hands going to hold onto your hips to fuck into you better, indulging in your fucked out face and dazed eyes as he smiles softly; slowly, he’s leaning in, lips brushing against yours as he speaks. 
“‘m so fucking stupid for starting all this,” he laughs softly, holding back a moan at the way you clench around him, your nails digging into your shoulder slightly, “Told myself I’d never catch any feelings like this— fuck, look at me now…”
“Just wanna keep you for myself— maybe I’m being selfish but… fuck,” you think you’re getting the gist of what he means— your free hand comes up to tangle itself in his hair as you close the gap between the two of you, hoping that you’re not misinterpreting his words as you feel him fuck you faster, setting a rhythm that has your eyes rolling back and your mouth falling open, so wound up from tonight that you think your legs might give out any moment now. 
“Soobin,” you whine out, pulling at his hair and shirt as you begin bucking your hips at him, trying to fuck yourself on his cock as you whine, “Please let me cum— please please please, need it so bad, just wanna cum, please?”
The way you’re whining and begging is more than enough to Soobin; he’s gripping your hips and fucking you harder, eyes widening slightly at the way your sounds increase in volume, too fucked dumb to even realize.
“Shit,” Soobin grits out, planting his hand on your mouth and telling you to quiet down, “You were really holding back, huh? There’s my girl, all loud and pretty for me.”
He’s cooing softly at the way tears well up in your eyes and spill promptly after; running over his skin, biting at his lip to suppress sounds of his own as he feels the way you become impossibly tight around him.
“You gonna cum? Pretty doll just wants to cream my cock, finally had enough of me using you, right?” The way you’re nodding mindlessly only spurs Soobin on, insanely turned on by the way you’ve become fucked stupid, “Come on baby, show me how good you feel, been waiting patiently to cum, such a perfect doll.”
He’s cooing softly and talking you through your orgasm— you don’t even realize that your legs have given out, and Soobin’s hands are flying to support you as he holds you up, pressing himself fully against you and grinding his hips into you as your head falls on his shoulder; your sounds are muffled by the fabric of his hoodie as you bury your head further into him, pressed entirely against the wall and left to Soobin’s mercy as you allow him to continue rutting into you slowly.
“Binnie,” you whine out, right next to his ears as you begin to speak quietly to him, “Want you to cum inside, fill me up please? Never wanted any other guys but you, just wanna feel you cum inside, please…”
Your soft pleas set Soobin off immediately— his hips are bucking into you so roughly that your body is jolting with every thrust, his head burying itself in your neck as he lets out a soft groan— you then feel the way he fills you up, warm cum staying inside from the way he continues to fuck you well after he’s calmed down, his shuddering breaths on your skin enough to know that how sensitive he is.
For a moment, you just stay there; pressed against the wall as Soobin slowly pulls his cock out of you, feeling the way his release begins to drip out from how much he filled you— your chest is heaving against his as you attempt to catch your breath, legs still weak as you take advantage of Soobin’s strength to help hold you up. 
Soobin’s arms wrap around your waist; he’s pulling you in even closer, your bodies melting together as he nuzzles his head into your neck, inhaling slowly as your own hesitant hands come up to embrace Soobin.
“Sorry I was so horrible to you,” he says, littering kisses on the exposed skin of your neck before he continues, “But I did mean that whole thing about catching feelings— the timing’s horrible, I know— but….”
You hum softly, as though lost in thought, “How long have you felt like this?”
“I… this whole time,” he admits, his face growing hotter at the confession, “I was just in denial half the time we did this whole thing— god, why do you think I suggested it in the first place…?”
You hold back a laugh— Soobin however, is nervous at your lack of reaction, pulling away from his hiding place to analyze your expression.
“I’m sorry. Is this weird? I understand if you don’t feel the same way, I’m really sorry if you felt uncomfortable with anything I did today, I seriously don’t know what I was thinking—“
You’re cutting him off with a kiss— but it’s gentle this time, and you really take a moment to feel his soft lips as you feel him smile against you, his cheeks warm under your touch as you finally pull away. 
“Soobin,” you say softly, smiling fondly at the way he lets out a soft hmm? in response, “I feel the same. But yeah, you were a fucking jerk with me.”
“I’m sorry,” he says immediately, cupping your face as he sports the look of a kicked puppy, eyes filled with nothing but guilt, “I’m sorry, I seriously never meant to go that far, I should’ve just asked you out like a normal person instead of being so mean.”
“I don’t know,” you say, pouting softly as his eyes widen softly, seemingly afraid of what you might say; you simply peck at his lips chastely, unable to hold back your laugh at his expression, “I kinda liked it.”
Your words are horribly confusing to Soobin— but hey, at least he knows how you feel. 
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jackiepackiee · 8 months
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Hihihi omg... is it alright if I request headcanons (can be romantic or platonic, I don't mind) for Stormbringer!Chuuya with a female or gender neutral reader? 16!Chuuya is so underrated and I just wanna hold him and comfort him owueuajjhsjdha but please remember to take your time with this request :) ❤ I love your writing! <3
I would die for stormbringer Chuuya
𝟣𝟨!𝒮𝐵!𝒞𝒽𝓊𝓊𝓎𝒶 𝓍 𝑅𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓇
𝒲𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 - 𝓃𝑜𝓅𝑒
𝒯𝓎𝓅𝑒 - 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒸𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓃𝓈
@silverbladexyz request
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Gonna start by saying this is before the events of stormbringer so the flags aren’t dead (I can’t handle it 😭)
He has so much love to give
The type to not really know if there is love in this world, but he’s sure there is because he has so much in his heart to give
And that’s for you!
He’s still a teenage boy, sometimes nervous
You are definitely his first kiss, first love, first everything
And because of this, he holds you on a pedestal above everyone
Shy compliments, only really being bold when he’s ditzy on some foreign wine
Gentle kisses, he is absolutely terrified of harming you
Will brush your hair, kiss your cheek, clip your nails, then cuddle you
Arms wrapped so softly, but it’s still such a strong hold
This strength is great for danger
“Wear what you want, I can fight”
If anyone ever seriously bothered you, he’ll comfort you first and take care of them second
His loyalty is unmatched
Not “sorry, I have a girl.” It’s “No. I have a girl, go away.”
But that harshness melts away the second he sees you. After losing so much, he likes to have you in his sights
He trust all of the flags to care for you
Knowing his friends would never cause you harm in the slightest way
Speaking of, it was most likely Albatross that pushed him to confess.
Over a bet on pool, loser had to listen to the winner. The flags, being wingmen, made Chuuya finally confess.
He had no excuse not to, he was already head over heels
You aren’t a bet, mind you. It’s simply it was the push he needed to do what he was planning for what felt like forever
Assuming you met in the port mafia, he won’t talk much on his past
His new past, the sheep. He likes to stay quiet.
He will never admit it, but because you’re around the same age as the sheep members he sometimes feels as if you’ll leave in betrayal
The best way to comfort him is taking out his little ponytail and playing with his hair
And his… earlier past. Not even he knows the full truth. It’s unlikely he’ll tell you much for many reasons
One, he doesn’t wanna scare you away. Two, he’s scared you’ll think he isn’t human too. Three, he wants you safe and uninvolved. And four, it’s hard to talk about for him
But, of course you do find out. He was terrified for your reaction
So when you said you loved him all the same, he couldn’t just about died. Swearing he saw an angel
That is the first time you see him cry. The stress, fear, confusion, dehumanization. It’s too much, he breaks
You take him in your arms and pet his hair like you always do. A gentle kiss and reassurance works wonders for him.
On a lighter note… GET A PUPPY
Mention you’re the mom and he’s the dad, he’ll melt like ice in the sun
A big dog definitely, something that could probably jump over the two of you.
At 16 he runs the gemstone black market for the port mafia, so expect the most expensive jewels on your neck and wrists.
Anniversary, birthday, holiday, or just a random weekday. Doesn’t matter
Only a year in the port mafia and he’s already rich, so what’s it to him?
Over all, he’s never been in love before. Be gentle and honest. He doesn’t need much, just you.
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amelia8286 · 8 months
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I JUST WATCHED THE LAST EPISODES OF HAZBIN HOTEL SEASON 1 AND O.M.G AHHHHHH
a few things 🥰
1. VAGGIE AND CARMILLAS SONG OMG I CANT STOP LISTENING IT MAY TOP LOSER BABY
2. just vaggie in general, I’m so happy she has her wings back but does that still make her a fallen angel? Bc she may be in hell but she got her angel wings back whilst in hell, lucifer has wings but wasn’t he one of the serenes or smth? (Dunno how to spell it soz)
3. CHARLIE AND ALASTORS DEAL STOPPP.
I know she had to make the deal or she wouldn’t be alive still but think abt how it gonna affect her in the future? Alastor may gain power and honestly make Charlie do anything (as long as it doesn’t inlove violence) and Charlie has to do it bc that’s the deal she made
4. SIR BLODDY PENTIOUS IDK HOW TO SAY HIS NAME BUT OMH
I didnt Like him a lot before but viv decided to rip my soul out and stomp on it bc I love him sm now and I’m so sad he died 😭 atleast hes Been redeemed and in heaven but he’s not gonna see the others 😭😭
5. CHERRI BOMB AND SIR PENTIOUS
THEY WERE SO CUTE I LOVE THEM I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO SAY
6. The small huskerdust moment AHHH
The way they look at each other has to be love there is literally no other explanation
7. VAL X VOX CANNON????????? WTHHH AHHH
(Absolutely despise val but the ship is okay)
8. Chaggie.
Just chaggie bc I love them and I am vaggie, guys I need my Charlie pls
Thank u for looking at my rant 🥰🥰
Also if you’d be willing would anyone wanna be moots?? Comment if u do lol
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starsandhughes · 1 year
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Penalty Box Series— Lake House Shenanigans Edition
22/23 SERIES MASTERLIST
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yourusername the hughes & co annual lake house week summarized:
- i pushed trevor into the lake 17 teams and he only did it 16 times
- I WON THE CHEL TOURNAMENT! suck it boys <3 (cole got second place)
-our annual twister game is not pictured, but trust that no one died
- z-baby is back in his bucket hat era and i’m so obsessed with him! my fiancé is so fiiinnnneeeee
- i did not get sunburnt out on the boat (jacky boy and turcs did) so i’m obviously a god
- z and i forced everyone to listen to us do karaoke to taylor swift songs (they loved it)
- lukey lost sorry 5 times (we played 5 times)
- sorry as a drinking game is an 11/10 i highly recommend
- i was nice and didn’t force everyone to watch the hunger games series and it was terrible
- quinn dropped me after throwing over his shoulder (see slide 9) and i have a giant bruise on my leg (i’ve named it jerry)
the hughes & co. annual lake house week summarized in a poem: “i’m so happily in crazy with you” ~atticus
tagged trevorzegras, jackhughes, _quinnhughes, lhughes_06, _alexturcotte, and colecaufield
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trevorzegras oh you and your poems… i love you, forever, my fiiinnnneeeee fiancée 🧡
yourusername i love you, always, loser🧡
trevorzegras that was uncalled for
yourusername you should’ve thought about that before losing everything?
trevorzegras i let you win!
jackhughes @/trevorzegras maybe at the pushing in the lake contest, but not chel
_alexturcotte @/trevorzegras you were out round 1
trevorzegras @/jackhughes @_alexturcotte she practiced with jimmy all season!
jamie.drysdale @/trevorzegras don’t blame me for you sucking
trevorzegras i quit
yourusername @/trevorzegras cry baby
trevorzegras @/yourusername your cry baby?
yourusername @/trevorzegras i mean i guess
user77 i would’ve killed to be a fly on the wall
_quinnhughes why on earth would you name your bruise?
yourusername it was a gift
_quinnhughes it was an accident!
yourusername @/colecaufield quintin said he doesn’t love me anymore so congrats you’re best friend number one!
_quinnhughes i didn’t say that!
colecaufield @_quinnhughes too little too late
jackhughes @/yourusername why am i not in the running for best friend?
_quinnhughes @/jackhughes because she hates you and i love her
yourusername @_quinnhughes TOO LITTLE TOO LATE
yourusername @/jackhughes you remind me of a muddy rock <3
lhughes_06 @/yourusername don’t worry i still love you
yourusername @/lhughes_06 and this is why you’re my favorite! i love you, lukey moosey!
jamie.drysdale stop having fun without me
yourusername stop having other friends
jamie.drysdale no
yourusername then i will continue to do so! i still love you!
jamie.drysdale i mean i guess i love you, too
yourusername you guess?! i should be your sun, your moon, and all your stars!
jamie.drysdale you’re definitely my something
yourusername i’ll take it <3
jackhughes @/yourusername if i said this you’d tell on me and ridicule me
yourusername @/jackhughes that’s because i hate you🥰
user4 let’s play “who’s sissy’s least favorite hughes?”
yourusername it’s still quinn?? idk why we keep playing this game
user20 they’re throwing money at her😭 idol status
_alexturcotte “our annual twister game is not pictured, but trust that no one died” you fell face first into the coffee table and have a bruise on your forehead
yourusername but did i die?
_alexturcotte no…?
yourusername didn’t think so #invincible
_quinnhughes @/yourusername did you name your forehead bruise?
yourusername @_quinnhughes no? that one wasn’t a gift! what part of this do you not understand?
_quinnhughes @/yourusername all of it
_alexturcotte @_quinnhughes do you even love her?!
yourusername @_quinnhughes yeah! do you?
_quinnhughes @/yourusername OF COURSE I LOVE YOU
yourusername @_quinnhughes somebody needs a nap
_quinnhughes i quit
trevorzegras @_quinnhughes welcome to the club
user17 oh how i’ve missed this chaos
user99 your posts help fill the offseason void
lhughes_06 “my hand is on yellow, you personification of a semi-colon” is hands down my favorite sissysult
_quinnhughes one of the most entertaining things i’ve been called
jackhughes i liked “stop acting like a pissed on snow cone” (also to quinn)
colecaufield you’re all wrong the best sissysult was “go change, you look like a minecraft creeper rubber duck”
trevorzegras @/colecaufield that’s because you weren’t called a minecraft creeper rubber duck
yourusername @/trevorzegras think about that the next you wear all green
trevorzegras @/yourusername you’re mean
_quinnhughes @/trevorzegras personally, i think she should be meaner
colecaufield we’re playing a rematch when we play the ducks next season
yourusername over my dead body
colecaufield i could arrange that
yourusername @/jamie.drysdale you wouldn’t let him kill me, right?
jamie.drysdale @/yourusername i’ll protect you, ex-wife!
yourusername @/jamie.drysdale this is why you’re my favorite ex-husband <3
jackhughes @/colecaufield i’ll help kill her
yourusername @/jackhughes i know your weakness, least favorite ex-husband/muddy rock
jackhughes @/yourusername and that is?
yourusername @/jackhughes me.
lhughes_06 @/jackhughes she’s got you there
jackhughes @_quinnhughes @/trevorzegras i’m joining your club
user9 maybe i don’t want to be a fly on the wall… that sounds terrifying
jackhughes if you have ever been bullied or physically attacked by sissy soon-to-be-rowden soon-to-be-zegras, you may be entitled to compensation. dial 442-839-6876
trevorzegras that’s a good one
_alexturcotte 🔥
yourusername i hate you sm too damn
jackhughes @/yourusername can we truce now? for the week?
yourusername @/jackhughes FINE. i love you, soulmate
jackhughes @/yourusername i love you, too, sissy
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zxombii · 3 months
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💉🫀🦴 ︵ " Ticcin' Time Bomb! "
( ♡,, › o‹ ,, ) — ❝ was inspired to make this eheheh (mix of headcanons and just yapping) ❞ mimi says.
︶︶ . ˚ ticci toby headcanons ⑅
— gender non-specified, reader not really mentioned. warning for an animal death, wounds, and unhealthy obsessions.
— contains ticci toby, mentions of others.
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to silly for his own good and gets into mischief occasionally, but if he is having extra aggressive tics or just them happening more then usual, bpd acting out, etc.: he usually opts out and becomes that midwest emo (whos kinda mean) we all love and adore once more.
gay in denial. “i wish u were a female..” type thing. wompwomp for him👎
^^ as he has gotten older, i think he has hesitantly come to the fact that he is bisexual. possibly pansexual. he doesnt know how to feel about all this lgbtqia+ stuff.
he stole a golden retriever from someone and had it as a pet but was like, really bad at taking care of it. the dog died in under a month and the stench of dead dog stayed in his room for a good while (gross..)
when he loves someone, he Loves someone. like, his love gets to the point of an unhealthy obsession😕 he never felt love truly when a kid so he seeks it out from those around him (usually from older ppl aswell).
only numb to pain, not numb to both pain and weather. he overheats easily as he dislikes taking off his face wear cause of his scars,,, although since he is numb to pain—as long as he doesnt look in a mirror—he kinda forgets its even there, including the other gashes he has contained that covered his skin. face color drains immediately when he remembers the scars he has obtained. poor little guy☹️
goes from listening to washing machine heart to listening to the most country music ever. lowkey weird music taste. up for anything anyways. (<- self indulgent)
kinda dumb lowkey👎 dont ask toby for help on anything school related that needs genuine brain power. he can do addition, subtraction, times, dividing (barely).. and thats all he really remembers (BOOO SLENDERMAN TOMATO TOMATO TOMATO /j). will send the person to someone else if he doesnt know tbh😭
kinda brain rot talk. BEN somehow roped him into speaking like that and does say alpha sometimes as a joke to the others. EX: “oh a-alpha,” he would say in a dreamy voice with a sigh, stifling back a laugh as he continued his jittery speech, “thank u ss-sso much for healing—stupid!—my wuh-wounds.”
really bad sleep schedule. with his tics and major ptsd, he struggles at night to sleep– like, fully struggles. twisting and turning in hopes that he would just go slumpt in just the right position, but ofc it was a no. stares up at the roof, rethinking his entire life.. and before he knows it, it had already became morning!! time really passes when u r just trauma dumping to urself.
remember when i said he was kinda dumb? yeah, uh, he is Not with mythology. bro is a total nerd on it cause one day he delved to deep into the internet, leaving the laptop happier then the average person would after going deep into the web of safari or google. warning for all: dont ask him anything mythology related, dont speak about anything mythology related.. yeah. yk. if u do, u have just set off a yapping man who wont stop for a good while. leaves when he gets hungry (which isnt often), so i advise u to sit tight and try not to fall asleep cause he will shake u awake with a side eye afterwards before continuing his rambling.
bro is mean if he doesnt get his way and will throw a tantrum. not a pretty tantrum will be thrown!!!
actually likes the tea parties sally does. usually only the girls like it, but he genuinely enjoys dressing up and all the socialization he can get into (certified yapperton citizen). like yeah, its childish, but he loves sally, so it flies right past his head as smth weird.
absolute loser☠️ little crybaby most likely over the dumbest stuff. definitely cried over his ice cream dropping to the floor (as if he was a little kid). grown man or not, he has the mindset of a angsty teen. atleast the mental age of a 16-17 year old who is kinda immature😭🙏
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— i do not allow my work to be translated, stolen, or anything similar. everything i write is made by me and only me unless i say differently on that post. credits to zxombii on tumblr. i have no side blogs.
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I'm not sure if this has been asked before, but what are your Delta headcanons? :D
HIII THANK YOU FOR ASKING!!
so I am usually terrified of these questions because of my crippling social anxiety, but I love Delta too much to NOT yap about him..
Alright so I’ve seen some other people (howls and sandee) talk about how he would have toxic masculinity and have difficulty dealing with emotions. I COMPLETELY agree with this, he absolutely would.
He would most definitely overwork himself in an attempt to prove his bravery and whatnot. He gets himself badly hurt in fights and proceeds to brush it off because he doesn’t want to look weak. (Loser)
So I like to headcannon that he eventually gets a service dog to help him with this issue, since the injuries were very inconvenient, and Epic and Color were worried for his physical and mental health.
If he ever overwhelms himself by running around and constantly helping people, the dog would do its job and force him to take a break :3
(I drew him with the doggy once) (its name is Zorox) (take a guess why)
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Anyway obviously he would be opposed to the idea of a service animal because “that’s stupid, service animals are for disabled people, I’m perfectly fine” but Color and Epic forced him to for his own good.
He grew fond of the dog after a while, and accepted the idea since it was actually helping him.
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Anyway enough of the dog, I wanna talk about him and Color.. 😣
So basically I’ve drawn ship art of them and I’d like to say I headcannon them as exes. Howls at some point said they could have been roommates in the Omega Timeline and I’ve just stuck with that because I’m not original.
I think the isolation Color went through made him very touch starved, and he attached to Delta because he was one of the first people he saw after a long time.
Delta, on the other hand, in general is a very social and friendly person (in his own ways), so he was just nice talkative to Color as he is to most people.
Anyway I think they dated because roommates lore /j
It ended up not working because Delta wasn’t very good with relationships, and his personality and morals clashed with Color’s. They broke up and stayed on good terms as friends 😋😋
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As for Delta and Bravery, the two are literally just besties.
I think Delta initially had a father/kid relationship with Frisk, and he was extremely crushed when he failed to save them. It was like losing a kid basically, and he probably forced himself to help people all over to make up for his mistakes.
He ended up exhausting himself, and Core found him when he was having a mental crisis due to all of the guilt and stress he was put through, and he was later relocated at the OT.
As for Bravery, as Delta was recovering from his little guilt trip, he got to know the kid better and learned about who they were, their backstory, how they died.
He felt bad at first, convincing himself that he was just trying to replace Frisk to get over their death, but Bravery urged him not to have those thoughts because he wasn’t being “brave.”
Whining about the past wasn’t something a brave person would do. He should move on because dwelling on it wasn’t going to help him get better, or stronger.
Poor Bravery accidentally convinced him to push down his feelings 😭😭
But other than that, they just act like father and kid all the time, like best friends. Bravery offers him battle advice, keeps him from falling apart when things go wrong, and they work as a team.
In return, Delta takes the kids places they always wanted to see, lets them try new things, basically just letting them experience being a curious kid again, as they died WAY too early.
okay I’m done yapping because my phone’s about to die and it’s almost my curfew at camp 😣😣
PLEASE add to this if yall have more headcannons I love him :3
Delta belongs to animatedzorox
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meekspeaks · 2 months
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my phone won't keep up w me so
- watching foreman struggle hurts me apparently
- why is house obsessed w pet rats
- NO STOP HE'S CALLING HIS DAD FUCK FUCK FUCK
- OHHHHHH MY GOD
- hilson fighting over their child <3
- "he'll get hit in the head with a... Cane Shaped Object."
- "takes one to know one, LOSER."
- THE EUPHAMISMS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
- house with kids >>>>>>>>>
- he's always asking about Cameron i am going to cry
- HE CAN SEE. EVERYBODY CHEER.
- okay nevermind
- HIS DAD IS HERE . EXCUSE ME .
- this is a bit agonising
- I don't think i can do this guys
- try NOT to be understanding, foreman's dad, DONT BE UNDERSTANDING
- "does it hurt?" "no." "...is it gonna?" FUCK OFF
- ohhhhhh he's lying to his dad to make himself feel better FUCK MY LIIIIIIIIFE
- he wants his mum what if i kms
- this is actually painful . his mum won't remember . I'm gonna die . he's crying . fuck .
- I can't watch this I can't I can't
- WHY DID NO ONE WARN ME . ALL THE SPOILERS DIDN'T MENTION THIS . NOT THAT I LOOKED THEM UP WILLINGLY BUT FUCK .
- they can't kill him off, I'm sure he's around in S3.
- ...I'm not so sure anymore
- "foreman's black." "what? how long have you been sitting on this information?"
- he's terrifying
- foreman is . actually scaring me
- what if foreman dies
- wilson makes me giggle i love him
- I LOVE RSL CHARLIE. I LOVE RSL!!!!!!!!!!
- they look so good in scrubs don't even talk to me
- oh my god this is so scary
- a house pain talk means it's gonna be a good one
- THEY ARE ALL SUCH GOOD ACTORS
- "my son says you're a manipulative bastard." LMAOOAOAOAO
- oh my fucking god he wants her to be his medical proxy I WILL KMS
- HE'S QUOTING HER ARTICLE
- HE'S APOLOGISING
- FUCK
- "I need to know that we're okay." / "no. I'll be a proxy but we're not okay." FUCK OFF
- I think I'd throw up if this happened to me
- HIM GRABBING THE BEDFRAME INSTEAD OF HER HAND WHAAAAT IF I KMS
- THEY'RE GONNA KILL HIM
- I'm not emotionally prepared for foreman to die
- if his dad tells him he loves him I will cry and tear my hair out and throw my laptop out of the window
- oh my god his dad is there
- WHY ARE THERE NO EDITS OF THIS
- this is UNBEARABLE
- ohh my god i can't do it
- I actually feel ill
- "I don't wanna miss you." / "i love you too, dad." FHDJFHDBRHWGS
- "hey. it's gonna be okay." okay so I'm fucking crying!!!!!!!!!!
- they're all there it's like his fucking funeral
- "I accept your apology." DAVID SHORE. YOU AND ME. OUTSIDE. NOW.
- okay so Cameron apologising is the last thing he hears
- ok that's fine
- ok
- (crashing and screaming and chainsaws and guns and police sirens)
- HOUSE I SWEAR TO GOD
- JUST FUCKING DO IT
- OOOOOH . OOOOOH, CAMERON . DAMN .
- JUST DO THE FUCKING BIOPSY. JESUS.
- stop why doesn't house know the answer . oh my god . he always knows the answer . I'm so scared .
- right. before she tells his dad how he is. I will NOT be watching the rest of house if foreman is dead.
- OK HE'S GONNA LIVE.
- oh, great, you don't know!!!!!!!!!! oh, that's fantastic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- "up and at 'em." YSYAYSYRHEGEGWGSFS
- "and the manipulative bastard." / "you remembered." CAMERON CRYING ME TOO GIRL ME TOO
- oh my god oh my god thank fuck jesus christ
- I THOUGHT HE WAS OKAY. OH MY GOD. JESUS FUCK. DHNSDHSHSGS.
ok i need a break oh my god.
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iwannascreameurekaa · 3 months
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I don't understand how any of the seven get so much hate. They all have amazing characteristics, designs, personalities, backgrounds, etc. 
so I'm gonna explain why they're all amazing
Yay
Percy
Percy is the main character to the first five books so he has the most information shown about him than the seven since we read from his point of view in pjo and the Olympians. His whole thing of loyalty is incredible and the things he risked to save people he barely knew made him an amazing protagonist. 
Annabeth
Hello??? I know she's smart but that's not her only characteristic. She's blinded by her own powers and doesn't know how to handle things thrown at her when she can only rely on her emotions which is amazing cause ME TOO GIRLY she's a badass who also went through so much during HOO 
Leo
Built a whole ass ship, was manipulated and controlled into KILLING HIS OWN MOTHER OMGS MY HEART, was always singled out and felt like he didn't belong, SACRIFICED HIMSELF FOR HIS FRIENDS, and so much more!!!
Jason
This is where ima start defending for my life bc people who say Jason is boring don't understand his story. He was taken from his home, raised by wolves until he was around 2/3, raised the rest of his life until his was 16 in a camp where he was trained to be an actual child soldier, kidnapped and had his memory erased, watched his best friend DIE, and died for his other best friend !!! WHAT MORE DO YOU PEOPLE WANT????? OFC HES GOING TO BE BORING HE DIDNT KNOW WHO HE WAS OR WHAT HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE
Piper
I will hold you by the shoulders and stare directly into your soul until you give me a good reason to hate Piper bc she did nothing wrong. She just wanted her father's love and she never got it so what happened? She was sent or a wilderness camp where she was also manipulated into believing a random boy was her bf which entirely messed her up and it took her MONTHS ALMOST A YEAR to realize that she didn't have the feelings she was lead to believe. THEN SHE SAW HER EX HER BSF DIE IN FRONT OF HER????? I WOULD BE RUINED AFTER THAT OMGS 
Hazel
Excuse me, didn't she DIE in the 1940s to prevent the world from ending, came back, only to have to save the world AGAIN??? Not to mention that fact that she was bullied and harassed all her life before and after her death. Before her death she was always treated like the devil bc of her curse, even by her own mother. Her mom even neglected Hazel which is something NO ONE SEEMS TO TALK ABOUT. Then she has an unknown brother save her from the underworld and have to completely rebuild her life from scratch. At new rome she still wasn't treated right and was left out and made out to be a weird girl just like her old life. Tbh if that was me I wouldn't be shaking crying every time I saw someone. Also she learned how to control the mist which is pretty fricking cool okay I love her 
Frank
Let's just point out the obvious first. The reason Frank is not one of the most loved characters is because he is/was chubby. I'll say it, that is the reason. If he was skinny/fit more people would love him. That's probably why Rick did the transformation thingy thing where Frank got all buff. Which sucks because Frank is incredible and having one of the only character that's not skinny or muscly or as conventionally attractive have to change to those things just to be slightly more popular is STUPID!!!! I'm not hating on Rick I'm honestly hating on the fans who didn't love Frank because of the fact that he was chubby, whether they knew that was the reason they didn't like him as much as the other seven or not. His story is incredible. His mom going to war and her dying made my heart break while reading. his entire life force being attached to a piece of wood, so easy to be burned to nothingness, is SO GOOD. His awkwardness is so refreshing to see when characters are often portrayed as nonchalant and cool when in reality we're all losers 😭 
Really, there's no real reasons to hate any of the seven. You can have favorites, I have my favorites of course, but putting the other seven down doesn't do anything. You're just an asshole. 
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(descends into your inbox like the Lord ) hello brother … would love to know your favorite scenes / moments youve made in your brain for your interps of the mcsm gang . they are like specimens to me …
OMGGGGG this essay is gonna be crazy
i have many favorite scenes so ill give you 3 i havent drawn yet
1. the lukas and aiden fight
in my au, lukas and the blazerods are siblings raised by lukas' grandma. aiden and maya+gill are adopted (maya and gill being biological siblings). while maya and gill appreciated the life they had, aiden was always on a mission to get the most attention and be the "favorite", especially with lukas. he would snitch on lukas for sneaking out to help petra and only do chores to get praise. everything was a competition to him, he had to be the favorite. i could go further into the background of all this but i still have to tell you about 2 other scenes so ill have to cut it short. anyways, aiden still hates jesse ofc. its just most of the episode is centered around lukas because he doesnt get time to shine like petra does for a whole season lol. but yeah the reason aiden hates jesse so much after the witherstorm (before that he just hated jesse for being a loser) is because jesse, loser that he hates, now had all the attention on them, and aiden can't stand to see someone else in the spotlight! especially if that someone else is jesse. and *especially* if that someone else is his brother he's always had this one sided rivalry with.
because this episode is focused on lukas and aiden's relationship, the two of them fight eachother before jesse is able to make it back into the throne room. and lukas can win a brawl but hes not very good with swords, which aiden had. so he gets knocked to the ground, and aiden holds his sword pointed at lukas' throat, and tells him he's always been a spoiled brat and a coward, he never deserved to be a hero, and starts laughing at him and saying all he can do is freeze up like a deer when hes scared (which despite aiden not knowing this, makes lukas feel guilty about freezing at the nether portal again). and at this point, aiden is so off the rails with jealousy that lukas is thinking "is my brother actually gonna kill me right now?" and then jesse barges in and sees lukas with a sword at his throat and charges towards aiden, and their fight happens. i want to draw this scene so bad but i hate drawing 😭
2. recovery after the pama battle
i added a recovery period after pama, because people died and jesse almost did and petra almost did and lukas still wasnt doing too good either. erm basically in their battle petra fractured jesse's ribs, broke his arm, broke his nose, smashed his face into glass, he had adrenaline dragging him through but as soon as petra woke up and was okay he was out. but most importantly this recovery period is ivor's "redemption" and how he learns more about harper.
as the alchemist, ivor has been the "healer" of the party throughout the portal arc, though always reluctantly. someone would break their arm and he'd be all mad about having to use a potion to speed the healing process, and complain about how "you fools are wasting my precious resources on your petty injuries" (he had plenty of potions.) but after the pama shit, jesse almost dies, and because ivor has grown to care about them whether he likes it or not, he actually rushes to help them... he refuses to call them "friends", but these 3 fools are all he really has. ivor prioritizes helping jesse and petra, but harper asks for help too. her people were in even worse condition after being chipped for so long. the first people to get chipped 15 years ago actually ended up dying, and so did many others who were chipped for around 10 years. survivors were in critical condition. so ivor, who doesnt care about anyone, is asked for help. and because he sees himself in harper, he does... he gets harper to find him ingredients and he brews a giant pot of regeneration II, which he has all the survivors in town take a shot from. it's not enough to heal them completely, but it's enough to heal them so they are no longer on the verge of death. its kind of like the turning point of his character. he's still an old grouch of course but a slightly less selfish one. and no matter how hard he tries to push away any guilt, he still deep down feels like he owes something for all the lives he destroyed with the witherstorm.
3. jack and petra talk
i really like their dynamic... that's her dad man... so i wanted them to have a serious talk at some point in the underneath. while on the road to the oasis, the party takes breaks to rest. xara goes out to hunt, so jack volunteers to take watch while everyone sleeps and petra offers to with him. he asks her why and tells her she needs to get her rest, but petra says she cant sleep. they sit in silence until jack finally asks her if she's doing okay. petra says she should be asking this of him, cause he's been the one fucked over by romeo the most. but jack is genuinely concerned, cause he's noticed petra is a more jumpy than usual and been talking less, even to jesse. she's kept to herself since the incident in the sunshine institute. jack starts to ask her about being romeo's champion, what happened, what did he do. and petra doesnt want to talk about it at first, but jack gets her to trust him as a fellow tough guy who doesnt like looking vulnerable. so she tells him all about how romeo made her relive things from the past, would fight her as people she cared about, and showed her friends talking about her behind her back, the things they said about her. (none of which was true- again, just mind games to get petra to side with him) she told jack about something jesse supposedly said to him, but jack told her they didnt say that... whether she wants to believe him or not, it was true. so she starts to doubt what romeo showed her, though not completely.
they talk some more, and jack is the first person who petra tells that she's decided, if they make it through this alive, she's leaving beacontown. but she tells him she doesnt want to leave without jesse cause they mean a lot to her but doesnt know if they feel the same, or even if they do if they'd be willing to leave beacontown just for her. and it's jack who convinces her to talk to jesse and tell them how she feels. cause jack doesnt tell her this but he knows jesse loves her and would gladly go if asked, petra just doesn't see it since she's too caught up worrying if jesse even wants to be her friend anymore
literally starving writing this im gonna get a sandwich now lol
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this isnt meant to hate on the anon to say it, i’m just saying this because not all michie shippers are like this, bur i completely disagree when you say its gooning material. yes. there are people who take them ooc. yes. i am SOMETIMES on of those people. but only on occasion, and i dont make shit of them like fucking each other which is when they get blown ooc half the time. i think one of the only fics ive read where they’re in character and does have smut is teenage werewolf in hatchetfield. BUT OTHER THAN THAT????? sure!!! sometimes it might seem ooc for redemption fics where max isnt being an asshole to him and richie isnt trembling in fear is because of THAT EXACT WORD. REDEMPTION. we’ve seen max not be a dick!! when he talks to grace? yes, it is in a case sexual harrassment, but at the same time, before he gets freaky, he’s a fucking LOSER that doesnt know how to act arounf a girl he wants BAD. right before he dies? he says he appreciates the nerds for putting the whole prank together, because he never got anything like that!! i agree, max would probably be somewhat of an ass if there was a redemption and michie did happen, but he would do it in a loving way!! he wouldnt push them against lockers or swirlie him. people need to get their fucking heads on straight and realize that. their trope IS bully x nerd. BUT. unless you’re going for toxic yaoi ot something, it would be redemption!! so instead of bully x nerd, it could be jock x nerd!!! IM SO STSGGE. just because one of the big ships in the fandom is mlm DOES NOT MEAN ITS GOONING MATERIAL. yes, michie gets fetishized, BUT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO MAKE FLUFF, OR ANGST, OR ACTUAL WELL WRITTEN SMUT.
sorry for this tangent, i had to get this out 😭😭
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fatuismooches · 2 years
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Hello! Do you remember that scene where Dottore erases all of the segments in the archon quest? I wonder how would reader react to it, especially in the case of fragile! reader who always has a segment with them. One moment he is serving them tea and the next moment, he's kneeling on the ground, in pain and reader panics, asking him what's wrong. But before they know it, he's gone :( I imagine reader may be a bit traumatised by that. Maybe they thought Dottore died for good. Even if they think it's just the segment that died, I feel like fragile! reader has some abandonment issues because they are forced to be dependent on Dottore. If they watch Dottore died, even if it's just a segment, it strikes fear that one day Dottore may die unknowingly and they would be all alone in the Fatui, no one caring for them.
NOOOOOOOO PLEASE- I had to mentally recover after reading this. I never bring up the deletion of his clones in my fics cuz it makes me so sad and I don't think I can physically write dottore hcs without mentioning them at least once lol🥺
The way you described it was so good and sad!!😭😭 Such a good scenario!! I imagine fragile! reader talking to the segment, happy that they get to start their day with him and then all of a sudden the clone stops responding. You call his name (the unique one that you made for that specific segment, because you really can't stand calling them by numbers) but there's still no answer. You try to pull him towards you, but it's more like he ends up tumbling onto you, his strength diminishing by the second. Your heart is going so fast you're sure that it couldn't possibly be good for your health. He's saying something under his breath but you can't really hear it besides the mention of "Omega" and "ridiculous" and "regret this." You cup his cheek, and try to make the segment look at you, and he does, though the blatant fear written all over his face causes your throat to dry up. His grip on your thighs tightens as he opens his mouth to say something and then-
He's gone, as if he never existed at all. And you are at a loss for words. You start to tremble, and it's not from the cold this time. You muster your strength to leave the room, and when you get to the lab it's dead silent. No one in sight. No clones busily sprinting around to get things done. You collapse to the floor and clutch your chest, completely in shambles. Was he... gone? No, Zandik could never fall. Your lover was the Second Fatui Harbinger, with strength that rivaled the Archons, there's no way, it was simply not possible for him to lose. Zandik would never leave you, you tried to convince yourself. It wasn't true, it wasn't true, it wasn't- Your frail body could not keep up with what your mind was suggesting, and you blacked out.
Fragile! reader would definitely be messed up after that... I've written some angst before about them feeling poorly about themselves due to their condition. They feel as though they're a burden sometimes since they rely on Dottore for many things. And this incident just makes them feel a lot worse since what would they do if Zandik was defeated? The Fatui wouldn't take kindly to losers. Forget about your condition, your heart would surely die of grief and loss. Fragile! reader would also probably strongly dislike the Traveler and Nahida from now. I feel as though they would be much more lonely now because they don't have anyone to really talk to now. I also think fragile! reader would be kinda scared of Omegattore now😭 They're not sure how to trust him after he deleted the segments so easily, you were really attached to them </3
I'm going to my corner and crying now ;)
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hime-bee · 9 months
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Soo umm...
I speak really really REALLY fast sometimes and when I say texting it comes out as...Sexting..and I want to cry and died at the same time when it happens..
And other times I don't even realize untill someone points it out...soooo....
How would Luc and Leu^^
(Doesn't Luc even know what sexting is?..)
Ahh, it happens to the best of us 😂 You know you've made it when you make texting errors like "ducking" and "sexting"
And honestly, it would depend on the context of the text, but Lucas would usually be able to tell that isn't what you meant (he'd still ask for clarification, just in case). Now, Leumin is a little different because he would take it the wrong way at first and reread the text multiple times before actually replying, pacing around his room like "did they mean it, or...?" 😭 He's such a loser, I swear. Eventually, he'd ask if that was what you meant to send him, just like Luc.
AND YES, OF COURSE HE KNOWS WHAT SEXTING IS LMAO. That's an older term, he's familiar with it!
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drottni · 1 year
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LBFAD Rewatch Part 10
1. When your cheap ass friend starts becoming generous and your immediate thought is "is she broken? Is she possessed ?"
2. Okay can we just talk about the creativity of the "shes deeply in love with me and thats why the Bone Orchid is killing her" arch. Like the way they stitched that in there so we could have the whole "I have to get her to hate me " angst. *chef kisses*
3. Xunfeng: Wait so the Moon Queen is not going to live long?
DFQC: Over my dead body >:(
Xunfeng: Or....hear me out. Over HER dead body! Eh? Eh!
DFQC: *jail for Xunfeng*
4. Xunfeng: I cannot give you the sword. You will destroy it. You are the last hope for the Moon tribe
DFQC: *angry exasperated face* If one more person says that to me---
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5. Xunfeng kicking DFQC while he is down:
Me: You little menace.
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6. Idk how many times I will gush over his acting, but ya'll. Wang Hedi looked soooo genuinely torn. Like his facial muscles rippling with checked anger. His tight grip loosening as Xunfeng's words start to hit home. The rippling anguish in his eyes as he realizes just what he is doing and how much of a risk he is taking. God.
7. Omg the absolute hell ish pressure cooker my poor baby DFQC is in. Like ya'll imagine everyone relying on you and just trusting in you to handle the enemy cuz you got mad crazy powers and you have to sit there and not have a panic attack because you no longer have the mad crazy powers and you will most likely lose either your people or the person you love. OOOH GOD. Get him out of there! I got second hand panic attacks watching this
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8. XLH: Im gonna make the Phoenix Crown out of the flowers Big Blockhead planted for me when I came to Cangyan sea.
Jieli: You're such a romantic you dweeb. Loser -_- (I love you, you beautiful innocent soul)
9. XLH: I dont care who I was. All that matters now is I will be his wife *blush*
Me:
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10. DFQC giving her an out. Telling her she still has time to save herself before the war. Hoping that she does leave but also that she doesn't. Her barely holding back tears as she continues to discuss the wedding. Both of them losing their shit as the reality sets in. AAAHHHHHH 😭😭 Reminding each other of their promise. "Whatever happens, we face it together". (him also realizing at this point the absolute betrayal hes going to have to put her through) omg.
11. If your demon hubby doesn't sit by your bedside while you sleep despite having 1001 and other things to look after, namely a whole ass war...drop him. DFQC supremacy.
12. "In this world what is real and what is fake? I only know that I love DFQC, that is real. It is more than enough" >>>>>>>>> any other love confession
13. DFQC: Because I know them well. One was my bestfriend. The other was the woman I wanted to marry.
Me on my first watch: was? WAS?? WAASSS?!? WHAT DO YOU MEAN?
14. THE THUNDEROUS SKY AS HE DOES THE TERRIBLE ACT OF BETRAYAL.
15. XLH: this food is the one I hate. THIS RIGHT HERE is going too far.
she's just like me fr. dont mess with food.
16. DFQC about to sacrifice his body, soul and spirit to save his people.
XLH: *in danger*
DFQC: Sacrifice is canceled. We are saving the love my of life. Again.
17. I dont even have words for that scene. Never getting over that. (actually i have words and they are too many.)
18. I just wanna say that in my first watch, I did not process that she actually died for the longest time. Despite the whole setup and slow mo. I just kept thinking nahhh DFQC going to think of something and save her. Aint no way he letting her die.
With this thought in my mind, I just imagine how it must have felt for him. How absolutely helpless and devastated. 😭
19. My mans out here straight up suicidal and burning his primordial spirit faster and faster, getting irritated with all his bros for trying to give him their primordial spirit 🥲🥲
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user1286 · 2 years
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Uh I’m stuck at a wedding with boring music I can’t dance to so I’m impulsively deciding to drop my Magni and Modi redesigns for my au so I can just get it done with bc 1.I’m shy and embarrassed and I keep putting it off, and 2.uh fuck you💕
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OOOOOOOOOO SPOOKY REDESIGNSSSS
(Things will be a bit vague and out of context bc… spoilers for my fic lmao)
Considering the fact that the Thor family is now in Midgard In Fimbulwinter, these bitches did not get the spell they’d need to “stay toasty” in the cold, so… they’re just freezing lol. Magni and Modi’s weapons were also revoked after being considered total failures in the eyes of Odin, and now they just use weapons they stole from the armory before escaping Midgard. Another note, they now have different fighting styles in case it wasn’t obvious. I decided to take inspiration from the Warlord and Raider from For Honor bc… they’re cool, and also bc my brother is a nerd and he’s helping me “choreograph” some fight scenes lmao.
Uh on elaboration on Modi, uhh after fully recovering from death, let’s just say he doubles down on his pathetic ass and in the process, morphs into a form of his father. Also his haircut was smthn forced by Thrud, he didn’t want it but was quick to give up fighting lmao. Oh yeah I also wanted to make him look more like his part: loser who hides in his blanky/j
On Magni, obvsly, no differences are drastic or whatever, but one thing I will say is that Magni now has a scar of the wound he died of. Same applies to Modi. Also also, just pretend I drew his face tats, I I literally hate drawing them I’m barely bothering at all anymore 😭. Uhhh other thing, Magni fucking hates shirts. He just hates shirts. He refuses to put them on LMAO. That’s why he just wears a pelt around his waist. Yes, he is cold he just never wants to admit it OSJDKSJ. Smol edit: I FORGOR TO ADD HIS HAND WRAPS IN THE DRAWING EKDJJD he wears hand wraps idk if that’s what they’re called I’m just gonna hope u know what I’m talking abt, you’ll see them in future drawings LMAO
Ok and uh sketch dump now except they’re all pr old, and I was still practicing drawing these ugly mfs. (I still am but I’m a bit more confident in it now)
1 and 2 will stay out of context bc I think it’s funny
3: young Magni
4 and 5 are just…. Yeah.
(Also Magni was originally gonna have some more scars from Kratos’ axe, but I just simplified it to just one on his face.)
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gojuo · 2 years
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what are ur fave sunfyre headcanon mine is that he laughs like a fox
ARE YOU KIDDING MEEEEEEEE I LOVE THIS SO SO SOOO MUCH OMG SO REAL SO TRUE .... 😭😭😭
Sunfyre and Tessarion are brother and sister and Meleys is their mother #real
Sunfyre's egg hatched the exact same day Aegon was born #soreal #sotrue
Helaena claimed Dreamfyre first from all the Targtower kids and Aegon was jealous so he claimed baby Sunfyre immediately after and also named him Sunfyre in order to match with Dreamfyre bc kids just be like that (he thought he could upstage Dreamfyre's name lol loser)
Sunfyre is The Most Beautiful Dragon In The Known World™️ and he knows it. He's annoying as all hell in the Dragonpit, swinging his tail at the other dragons, breathing a bit of fire in their direction in order to vex them, snap at the bigger dragons' wings bc he just feels like annoying some dragons that day.
Tried to get Tessarion in on his shenanigans but then she had to leave for Oldtown :(
Had Sunfyre lived and not been injured, he would have been in the Dreamfyre/Caraxes/Meleys size bracket. He was a young dragon but he grew exceptionally fast and he would have grown as big as Meleys within a few more years.
He likes to climb mountains. Like, not fly over them, but put his claws into the rocks and just walk vertically along a mountain. It feels good on his claws.
It was the bond between him and Aegon which kept him alive for so long. He should have died after Rook's Rest but after Jaehaerys' murder, for the first time in both Sunfyre's and Aegon's lives, they felt soul-crushing anguish no being should ever feel. Sunfyre couldn't die before he got his rider what he wanted: Rhaenyra's death. And so Sunfyre stayed alive for so long against all odds because of their bond, because Sunfyre couldn't pass on before he could make Aegon finally find his peace... A part of Aegon was lost when Sunfyre died, because their bond was beyond anything any other Dragonrider had in all of Valyrian history #REAL !!!!!!
Sunfyre truly was the only golden dragon that had ever lived in all of Planetos history. Not a single dragon in all of Valyria was golden-colored.
On the left side of his jaw, at the place where his fleshy neck and bony mandible meet, there is this one place which always itches and Aegon is the only one who knows where to scratch it. When he does, Sunfyre purrs and stretches his entire neck out and also wags his tail.
Sometimes Sunfyre just likes to stand on his hind legs, stretch his torso and arms out, and stay on the ground as he flaps his wings. He doesn't go flying, he just likes to flap his wings and feel the wind rise and also to annoy the people that come close to him.
Sunfyre loves to be close to the sun so he always searches for the highest peak to rest on. However, because the further you are away from the ground, the colder the air gets, so Aegon can't always come along with him because it's just too cold for a human to be that high up.
His breath never smells #canon
Likes to fly around meemaw Vhagar's head and nip at her horns. Vhagar never does anything to him except growl and roar when it gets too much.
Sunfyre likes to fold his front paws under his chin and sleep with his head resting on his wings.
He likes to go against everything the Dragonkeepers say. They think it's cause he can't understand them, but actually he understands them perfectly well he just doesn't care about what they want and loves to irritate them. They need to call Aegon in those moments bc he's the only one Sunfyre will listen to even if he pretends not to follow his orders at first.
Aegon always tells him that he is his one and only and Sunfyre understands this sentiment. Whenever Aegon is upset with his family (which is like, all the time) Sunfyre will be the first thing he seeks out. Aegon doesn't have to say anything to Sunfyre for him to know that his rider just wants to get away from it all, so when Aegon is all saddled in, crying because he thinks no one in the world loves him, Sunfyre just takes the reins and flies to wherever Aegon can be alone.
Sometimes he licks Aegon's face lol although his tongue is way too big.
He doesn't like to be stuck in the Dragonpit, he wants to fly free under the sun. Aegon is almost always seen flying him out of King's Landing in the morning, disappears for the entire day, and then comes back late at night when darkness has already fallen over the city.
Sunfyre likes to bump heads with Aegon, especially when he feels Aegon's sadness though their bond.
He has a mean stare and his eyes are a pale red color.
He gets his pink wings from his momma Meleys.
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