#Beacause she just misses her so much

[yanderehsr]

Hi, for this time, can I please have headcanon how Natasha, Himeko, and Kafka would react when they would see the wanted poster of their darling? And how they would deal with people who try to search for their darling and return them back home? Hope it's not that much.

Nah, it's not to much. Btw, thanks for the feedback you always send, I appreciate it😄

And I'm just gonna assume that you mean a missing poster since they want to return you home.

Trigger Warning: Yandere, Obsessive behaviour, Possessive behaviour, Kidnapped reader, Murder

Natasha: Doesn't really react to the posters, she knew that this was comming. But Natasha is the leader of Wildfire. She practically rules the underworld, if she says that no one is allowed to go where you are then they wont. Also noone would even believe that Natasha would do something like kidnapping.

If someone would come too close then it would end with that someone dead, Natasha doesn't want to kill, she would feel horrible, but for you to be kept safe and to be with her she is willing to kill.

"Please calm down, it had to be done"

Himeko: She looks at the poster and doesn't react, why should she, you are in a place no one can search, the astral express. So Himeko doesn't even acknowledge the paper and keeps on walking, knowing that they will never find you.

But if there was some poor soul that tried to search the astral express Himeko would not hesitate to throw him out. She doesn't kill them beacause if she does and you find out then you will not be happy, and Himeko can't stand the look of sadness on you.

"Can you believe the audacity of them, trying to take you away from me"

Kafka: She finds this highly amusing, she might even let out a laugh. The only reason she is slightly mad at this is because your picture is up for everyone to see. She should be the only one who gets to see you.

But if someone gets too close to where you are they are dead, Kafka doesn't play around here, whether they are your friends, family or simply law enforcement she will cut them down. You are hers and no one gets to take you from her.

"Darling look, your family is searching for you, don't get your hopes up though, I already took care of it"

I just love all these asks🥰

And as always, feedback is always appreciated.

[atalante2o]

Part 2 of Different Scenographys in Nevermore

(And more analysis)

Got a little free time so let's go for part 2 !

A thing I missed to mention in the previous post is the definition of scenography : it's the decorum (the set) in wich an action/scene/acte takes place but there is also props, lights and actor's movements attached to it. It applies for cinema and theater. All of this is part of the creation of an

🌟ambiance🌟.

And do i need to say that RnF are doing a marvelous job at it ?

The Maze :

Various environments but based on a phobia wich is a very clever choice beacause all of this differents tones, colors, sets and architectures are justified and can exist in the same space and time : the Maze

But the most interesting "room" of all is the Dementophobia room :

I consider the last panel like a part of the room cause it's an effect from the place that affects Lenore's perception.

The place doesn't make sense, the architecture, gravity and space are all...drunk idk how to describ it differently.

The detail who stroke me is that this is the first place who adapt itself to the persons that enter inside. It adapts to Lenore and show her memories (by the way we don't know what Duke and Pluto saw inside but Lenore was the last one to go out, maybe 'cause she has more to see and remember... or just cause "Annabel is here let's stik around" idk).

This is the most frightening room because the characters can't move as swiftly as in the other rooms. Here the room plays with them, teleports them and separates them, they've no control.

The color tone maybe seen as welcoming and warm but i get a strange feeling of disconfort : it's too warm, too bright and again to high. Contrasting with the beginning of Lenore's memorie : deep blue, grey and black with white for the coffin.

The vibe of the room also reminds me of this :

Relativity M.C Escher

Because the authors pick symbolic artworks that are a huge part of the collective imaginary Nevermore feels deep and solid when it comes to show us various environments.

Thank you for reading ! As I said I don't know when i'll be free to do more but i'll try, this is so much fun to do. I'm planning to go throught the serie in a chronological way

See ya !

[violetarks]

anything fluff about roy mustang beacause i read your wearing his clothes AND IT WAS SOOO GOODD

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anime: fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood

character: roy mustang

summary: maybe he shouldn't have let y/n go drinking with havoc.

warnings: g/n! reader, second person pov, drunk y/n, SHORTER THAN I WOULD'VE WANTED???

"Baby, watch your step."

"I know where I'm going, Roy." The heel of your shoe misses the porch stairs. "I know where I'm going."

Roy rolls his eyes, turning to you and fixing the scarf — his scarf — around your neck. You sniff at the cold wind of the night, digging your chin into the material surrounding you. He clasps your hand in his again and fishes out his keys. The last thing he needed was you hungover and sick tomorrow morning. He knows he'd get an earful if that were the case, just you going on about how much pain you were in.

Now that he thinks about it, Roy regrets letting you go with Havoc out to a bar, since the man wanted help getting some numbers and Y/N was his little helper. The two were madly drunk by the time Roy was called, slurring your words and laughing at the slightest things Havoc mumbled to you. The both of you sounded like hyenas.

When picked up from the street of the bar, he notices the two of you. Your jacket is lazily thrown on, half hanging off your shoulder with messy hair. Jean's suit pants have alcohol stains. To go along with that, a few red lipstick marks on his face. At the sight of you two's best friend, you both cheer and chant for your saviour, out in the middle of the street at the late of night. Roy had never been so ashamed to be a designated driver.

You waltz through the doorway, sluggishly leaning against Roy with your arms wrapped around his waist. He drags you in first and turns on the lights before going in himself. The radio was still on in the kitchen, as he was in the middle of making himself a snack when he got a call from the bar's phoneline. It's quiet, but enough for you and Roy to set yourselves into the familiar setting.

"You're so pretty, Mustang..." You huff out, voice muffled as you dig your head into his shoulder. The recognisable scent of his cologne allows you to relax even easier. Roy closes and locks the door, resting a hand on your back. You can feel his fingers tap against your jacket. "Missed you a lot today."

"I dropped you off at the bar, stupid." He mumbles, pressing a kiss to the side of your head. In return, you look back at him and move closer, connecting your lips with his for a short moment. When it passes, you resume your spot against him. "I missed you too. Did you eat?"

You nod your head against his shoulder. He feels thankful that Jean made sure to grab a bite while you both were out.

"What did you eat, sweetheart?" He hums out, bringing them both to the kitchen with the light on. Pulling out a chair, he sets you down with a glass of water at the table. He finishes his snack from before, offering some as he sits across from you.

It's quite obvious that you were still in the mood to have conversation with whoever would listen. Luckily, Roy loved hearing your voice, so it didn't pose any kind of problem to him.

You retort, tapping your fingers against the wood of the table, "Mm... Jean got mango cubes after some girl bribed him with them to leave her alone..." A laugh leaves from you, which makes Roy smile. "'N we ate with Hawkeye when she told us she was finished running tasks. Oh, and I had pasta. I love Hawkeye, she's so nice to me."

"That's good, now I won't have you whining about being hungry when we go to bed." Roy claims, putting his dishes away and running fingers through his dark hair. He thanks Hawkeye for looking after everyone in the unit and not just the Colonel himself. He wouldn't trust anyone else to look after Y/N in times like this.

Looking over to you, your holding your chin in your palm, head swaying a few ways before nearly falling onto the table. You shake awake again, sitting up and rubbing your eyes.

"How about we go to sleep now?" He offers, knowing how quickly you would burn out at around this time.

You stand, spreading out your hands to engulf your boyfriend in a hug. Warmth, that is what you are looking for. And Roy is right there to provide it for you.

"You should've come along with us tonight." You tell him, smiling as Roy wraps his arms around your neck and hold you just as tight, "Jean got two drinks poured over him, by different girls. And it was so funny seeing him ask all these women for their number."

Roy chuckles, pushing the hair covering your face away, "It sounds like you had a fun time helping Havoc get a lady."

"He didn't get shit." Is your reply, all mumbled and nearly incomprehensible, "Poor man, huh? Maybe you're the problem."

He raises a brow at you once again, titling his head. "Oh, me? I'm what's wrong?" He laughs, pulling you towards the bedroom. You follow him easily, not showing any signs of retaliation, "What did I ever do?"

You allow him to take off your overcoat and put it on the hanger, back in the closet. A sigh leaves your lips once he places your sleeping attire beside you. "Because you steal every single person Jean has his eyes on. And you're too pretty." You explain to him lazily, having him pull your shirt off and replace it quickly.

He does the same with your pants, allowing you to lay back on the bed and close your eyes, tired. "So I'm too pretty now?" He hums, amused by your statement. You nod your head. "Does that upset you, my dear?"

"Yes." You grumble out, watching him put away your used clothes and begin to change himself, "People stare too much."

Once finished, Roy climbs into bed with you, pulling the blankets over your colder form. He turns off the lamp on your bedside table, and leans to press a kiss to your forehead. "They don't matter, especially not when I'm too busy staring at you." He hums, feeling your eyelashes tickle his cheek.

"That's creepy, Roy." You tell him, arms going around his waist as you snuggle up against him. A laugh makes his chest rumble. You lean in more into your boyfriend.

"All I'm doing is appreciating your beauty, my love." He retorts, brushing a finger along your cheek as he hugs you back, "Now, get a good sleep. I'll make you breakfast in the morning."

"I love you, Roy." You mutter, looking back at him with a small smile.

His cheeks warm and he leans to satisfy you with a kiss on the lips, sweeter and somehow even more lovely than the one before. "I love you too, Y/N."

[sunshinewwx]

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆟 𓆝 𓆟 ꧁Finally going back home.꧂

( POV: You and your family have been staying whit the Metkayina clan for a while now, much stuff have happend among you dating Aonung, the war, Lo’ak and Tsireya flirting and Ronal giving birth to a healthy little….. ✨GIRL!✨)

WARNING: *Slight hitting

Credits:to Sylwanee for the great idea

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(Jake)-Ok everyone family meeting! Sit down come one! Jake said as the room was filled whit groans most from the children’’ Come on Kiri It’s a family meeting everyone has to be here. You only heared a few grumbles from Kiri as she took a Seat next to you. It’s ok Kiri the meeting will likely not last that long. you smiled at her as she only mumbled out sure… (Jake took a deephale) Since we have been here for a while now and im sure you guys miss home i think it’s finally time for us to go back to the forest.. He smiled as he looked up to look at us, what do you guys think? Great thing? The room was filled whit silent until you finally spoke up’

(Y/N) - Father whit respect what about Aonung and the others? Can’t they maybe come whit us? You tried to sound calm but your face expression said otherwise as everyone know you and ‘Aonung have this huge thing whit eachother’ As you were done whit the sentence you looked at Lo’ak, he was totally on your idea as he dont wanna leave Tsireya behind.

(Jake) - Hmmm.. I could ask Ronal and Tonowari but i can’t promise they agree whit the idea.. He looked me in the eyes, Y/N later on the day could you ask Aonung about this, he certainly would like to come whit us i mean you and his words has much to say to the idea. You aswell Lo’ak. He looked at us and took a hand around Neytiri shoulder as he rubbed it thightly. Anyone have anything else to say or ask whit that matter? The room was silent for a few seconds until Kiri speaked up.

(Kiri) - ‘When will we leave?

(Jake) We will leave around three days from now so these last days you are free to have fun and no training. Got that?

As everyone said yes sir! (Not Neytiri) The meeting was done and everyone could was free to go and do what they want. As everyone left to do their own thing you ran up to Lo’ak to talk to him.

(Y/N) - ‘Hey Lo’ak?’ you said as you put your arm around his shoulder. Do you need something? he asked as he turned around to look at you. I were wondering what you think about bringing the Aonung and the others to our home? And do you think their gonne say yes or no? As you said the last sentence Lo’ak laughed at you. ‘- Haha Y/N so funny you are, im pretty sure- no double sure Aonung would love your idea as he can’t see you leave without him glued to your back, im not sure about Ronal and Tonowari tho, but dont you remember that one time at training when you couldn’t come beacause you were sick, he was complaining the whole time and whouldn’t to anything then sit on the rocks i swear i was two seconds close to beat him! So It’s pretty obvious hes gonne beg is parents to atleast let you take him whit us.

(Y/N) -‘ You were quiet for some seconds… He really did that?’ You looked down in the sand as your cheeks started to turn really red from blushing and embarrassment. Lo’ak looked at you whit a- ‘You serious right now face’. You looked up at Lo’ak whit that weird grin you sometimes had and he regretted at the moment that he told you, beacause now your eyes were like hearts..

(Y/N) Awhh… That’s so cute! Why didnt you tell me sooner!? Were siblings we dont keep secrets like that! You hit him a playfully shot on his shoulder.

Lo’ak mind : ‘Well Y/N i would tell you if Aonung didnt threaten us all’

Lo’ak didnt answer your question as he just told you to shrug it off. Well anyway… Im gonne go and look for Tsireya and ask her what she thinks. ☺️Byee Y/N! Just like that he ran off as you showed him the middle finger, not really to him but his back.

(Y/N) - Well i can atleast go and look for Aonung’ I miss that fish lips already. I Wonder what his answer will be? You took a deep breath as you began walking to where you think Aonung would be..

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[krispyprincekid]

The Lady and the Bear pt.3

Here we are finally with the third chapter!

this one took me sooo long it was exausting, i really had lack of inspiration hahaha. Finally this tow idiots are going to actually DO something! i'm sorry nothing exciting happend in the prevoius chapters but I really enjoyed the introducing process and wanted to make it as clear as possible.

as always I hope you all will enjoy the new chapter and will forgive me for any error you may find beacause, still, english is not my first language. Also toward the end of this chapeter there migh be some cringy stuff but those are for the sake of the story...so bare with those as well, thanks!

Enjoy!

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Another couple weeks had passed from the night Leofric and y/n had talked and explained themselves. Since then, y/n had begun to reach for her guard more, wanting to catch up the time wasted staying inside her house. She wanted to go for rides in the woods or explore her childhood home and the fields nearby, going for walks in the near village… basically doing everything she wanted to do since her arrival but avoided to in order to stay away from Leofric. Being always accompanied by the warrior had its perks: they ended up spending a lot of time together, getting to know each other and get acquainted. Uthred and Mildrith had left some days prior, but he didn’t miss the change in Leofric mood and was happy his friend seemed more at ease.

Leofric didn’t realise how being near the girl affected him. they talked a lot; she was very eager to know as much as possible about his life as warrior and he was always happy to satisfy her curiosity, but as they became more accustomed to one another, even when they stood in silence together it was comfortable. He felt like she wasn’t really his lord daughter but a friend and started to get comfortable around her, looking at her like someone he truly cared about, a friend.

She too had noticed how, when they were alone, he was more relaxed and the usual frown that adorned his face went away. He allowed himself to be more informal around her, making sarcastic remarks and snarky jokes like they were actual friends; finding out she was able to reply with just as much humor. Both were glad of the familiarity that grew among themselves. But for y/n was hard to think of him only as her friend/guard when, every time she looked at his face smiling or laughing, the only thought that emerged in her mind was how handsome he looked, and this left her wavering.

Leofric too felt torn as they grew closer.  He couldn’t help himself but to admire her. He already knew she was full of virtues: kind, intelligent, witty. But as they got closer, he found out she was not just a beautiful lady whose smile enlightened his days and everything that surrounded him; she was also smart and compassionate, resourceful and brave, always ready to explore or learn something new, generous, always patient and extremely well-read. She never acted with superiority or scornful around him though, like most ladies did. Deep down Leofric had realised he was not just smitten over her, he was falling for her, hard. He couldn’t allow himself to admit it though, not only for the social distance and the consciousness they could never be together but also because he felt unworthy of her. He was a rude man, a simple soldier who belonged to her father just as a cow did, he lacked manners and had witnessed and committed atrocities he wished she could never even imagine. Before her he felt a brute, worse than a heathen. Nonetheless when they were alone together, he tended to forget all those very concrete obstacles and let his mind wander.

 When they went to the local village and someone she knew approached them he couldn’t help but got a bit more tense, almost defensive, if it was a man. He realised that she was kind to everyone she came across but for the warrior she appeared a little naive sometimes and he feared someone could take advantage of her and Leofric didn’t like the idea.

There had been an occasion when Loefric had lost control a little. He was in Winchester, with lord Odda, young Odda and y/n had reached them some days after their arrival. Odda had instructed Leofric to escort his daughter around the city and in the palace when the warrior was not busy with the king or his lord. Leofric was more than happy to oblige, his acquaintance with the girl had grown most valuable for the warrior in the pasts days. He knew the city was more dangerous than the countryside and was just happy to spend more time with the lady. He had just been dismissed from the council and was heading outside, when he spotted lady y/n in the garden been approached by Aethelwold. The young man was a constant bother for Leofric and he wasn’t thrilled by the idea of him disturbing the peaceful lady, so he got closer; just in case.

“How pleasing to meet you here Lady y/n! It’s been so long since the city had been graced with the presence of Lord Odda beautiful daughter” Aetherlwold begun approaching her. “Good evening lord Aethelwold” she replied politely “I was wondering if you would do me the favour of joining me sometimes for a walk around the city, or just to let me spend some time in your company while you’re visiting Winchester. It would be good for us to get to know each other better…” y/n looked at Aethelwold puzzled, not sure if she understood the young man intention clearly, she noticed Leofric nearby and was relieved by his presence, “I don’t think to understand you lord…” Leofric had heard Aethelwold and became more wary, already guessing his intention and noticing y/n seemed a bit uneasy. “It would be a great benefit for the future for a young lady to get to know her future king and husband” Aethelwold said moving closer and placing a hand on her arm. Y/n eyes widened at that, “I don’t think I understand you lord, the new king Alfred has just begun his reign… and lady Aelswith is very healthy…” she tried to reply distancing herself. Leofric felt blood rush to his ear watching the scene. Something roared in his chest, not only for Aethelwold’s idiocy but seeing lady y/n being treated in that way by a man so beneath her had the warrior see red.

Before he realised it, he got between them shielding his lady from the weasel and pushing him to the ground “It’ll be wiser if ya stop speaking treachery and harassing ladies or I’ll have the pleasure to arrest your idiotic arse” “I thought your duty was to protect royalty not to attack them Leofric” aethelwold tried to respond getting up “I’ve been instruct to escort the lady y/n on her staying in Winchester to guard her from street rats like ya”. Leofric barked then he turned to the lady “m’lady are you alright?” he sounded concerned and gentler speaking to her, she smiled at him and nodded “yes, thank you Loefric, could you escort me to the lady Aelswith for the prayers please?” the warrior nodded, and they walked off.

Saying y/n was relived from Loefric intervention was an understatement; he was the only person she wished to be there to help her. Nonetheless Aethelwold words left her a bit concerned. “Loefric… did my father ever spoke of- my… ehm…” she didn’t have to finish the sentence for him to know was she was talking about. He tensed a little, having to think of her marriage stung him.  Leofric knew she would have to marry, eventually, but he avoided to think of it as much as he could. It was foolish of him really to even wander of the possibility of her staying unmarried at her father house where he could keep seeing her everyday and have their horse rides and chatter for the rest of their days. But again: he couldn’t help himself on the matter. He was falling for her, heavily, furthermore as they get to spend time together.

They had stopped walking by then and he looked down at her. She was looking at him, a bit of apprehension in her eyes. “Not that I know lady, but if I know anything I’ll tell you… and be sure: your father would never bethrow you to that morron” Leofric reassured her, not while I’m still breathing. She nodded and then smiled at him “thank you Leofric”, then she entered the chapel where lady Aelswith was waiting for her.

Once returned to her house in Devonshire y/n kept thinking about Loefric. They didn’t get to spend much time together in Winchester, aside from when he defended her with lord Atherwold they bearly saw each other. He was always busy with Alfred or her father and she spent most of her time with Lady Aelswith. She missed the company of the warrior; he didn’t have the manners of a nobleman, and could be often considered rude, but he was always respectful towards her, and she didn’t mind his blunt behaviour. She would have preferred a loyal and honest man who could be a bit harsh from time to time rather than a courteous one who will turn out to be a weasel. And as y/n got to know Leofric she discovered he was a kind heart and a smart man even if uneducated, he made her laugh and make her feel safe.

She was aware of the feelings developing inside her heart and often felt despair thinking about the fact that nothing could ever become of them, knowing she would have to marry and leave her father’s estate. But she couldn’t help herself to think about him and recall the night they met. Indulging in its memory and fantasizing about a life where she really was just a maid who could hope to be court by a simple warrior and live a simple and happy life together. She knew someday she will have to say goodbye to her childish hopes and feelings… but for the time being she was thankful her father hasn’t given any signs of a hypothetical marriage for her. She wasn’t sure her father wanted a nobleman for her marriage but surely, he would never allow a union with a peasant, even if he very much respected Loefric and trusted him.

Tow more weeks passed before her father returned home and even then, he would only stay for a couple days before returning to Winchester. As soon as she got the chance y/n mentioned that she needed to get something form the market the next day knowing her father would have sent Loefric with her. She really wanted to spend some time with him, so she didn’t complain. The next morning when y/n went to look for him, he didn’t complain either, having missed her company, and was gladly escorting her to the market, enjoying their usual chatter and the familiarity the were accustomed to by now.

When they arrived at the market she went on with her errands and Leofric waited for her, always keeping an eye on her. Not that anyone would dare disturb the daughter of Lord Odda in his own village, but just in case. As they were leaving y/n was approached by a young man, Frig, he often tried to approach her with some lame excuses or just by starting a conversation with her. It was obvious he was trying to court her, and it was just as obvious she didn’t reciprocate the interest. Several time she had tried to deter him, discouraging him, even replying in a rather rude way, for a lady, but he appeared to be clueless toward her hints, he was almost encouraged by them, maybe hoping that his perseverance will be rewarded someday. At the beginning Leofric was suspicious of him but now he just pitied the lad.

As usual Frig approached her with a smile handing her a flower, which she politely accepted “How’s your day going lady?” “Very well, thank you Frig” Loefric was just a few steps away and could see she was a little awkward since she really didn’t know how to reject him without being rude anymore. “I was wondering if you would fancy to a walk in the woods or to ride together sometimes” “he suggested and Loefric saw y/n sigh heavily “I don’t think it could be possible, you know my father don’t let me leave the house unguarded” “then maybe I could come by to get you-“ “I’m afraid that also is not possible, he only trust Loefric and really won’t let me out of his sight. I’m sorry but now I really should get back home” she quickly excused herself and started to walk away followed by an amused Leofric “but you’re heading to the woods!” he observed “I’d like to take a longer path!” she responded still walking away “then I may escort you” he replied “I’d enjoy some time by myself” “but you are not alone!” he practically shouted the last sentence and y/n pretend not to have heard that.

“That wasn’t a very lady-like performance, lady” Loefric noticed, clearly amused, as they reached the woods. She sighed “I know, but he just won’t let got! I don’t know how to make it clearer” they looked at each other and laughed “I have to say that is very amusing to see the poor lad struggle but maybe you should free him of this misery” she groaned at his comment “I know… but let’s not talk about him anymore” she looked at their surroundings and instantly looked more relaxed. “How was your staying in Winchester?” she asked him, “Nothing exciting, we’re still monitoring the Danes movements, some boring meetings… usual stuff… lady Aelswith pestering everyone with the commandments and reminding everyone she meets to pray… not even Beocca is that relentless about it” “it sounds like you miss the tedious job of guarding a little lady like me” he fell silent at that.

During his saying in Winchester, Leofric had reflected a lot about their relationship and had come to understand that, even if he wanted to be as close to her as possible, it would have been just more dangerous for both, for her, as more time passed. Loefric worried that if they became any closer, he would have eventually been unable to hold his feelings and offend her. “Sometimes I fear it is that y’a know?” he replied absentmindedly “I won’t be worried until you say you miss lord Uhtred” she teased him. Y/n was still looking at the woods, they were near a river she often visited. She really enjoyed the peace of the place and during their outing they often spend time there.

He looked at her and understand he could no longer go on with this. “Lady y/n I have talk to you about something.” She then turned to him with a quizzical look “During the past months it has been a real honour to serve you and became closer to you, but I’ve come to the conclusion that I can not be your guard anymore.” “Leofric what are you saying? Has my father changed his mind?” “Is not that lady, I just can’t serve you appropriately anymore” “is there something wrong? Don’t tell me I’ve tired you out with my walks in the woods warrior Leofric” he smiled at her tease “it’s not that lady…” “then what is it? You’re worrying me, I’ve come to count you as my friend now Loefric and really would like to understand if there is something wrong I might have done to upset you so much that you may wish to stop being my guard…”

She was now closer to him, facing the warrior and looking at him with her impossible sincere eyes and again he felt immensely vulnerable under her gaze. Leofric took a deep breath and looked beyond her like he would do talking to his superior

 “Is not that lady. Ever since we met, I’ve been attracted to you. As we’ve become closer, I developed feelings for you, and they grew ever more as we’ve got more accustomed, fiercer by the day. I’ve tried to contain myself, out of respect for your father but most importantly for you. But I worry that if I keep being as close to you as we are now, I’m afraid I may not be able to contain myself anymore. It’s been an immense honour to be your guard and friend but, as I said, I’m afraid I cannot do this any longer. I fear to offend you, by speaking so plainly, but it’s the right thing to do. I tried but I cannot help myself but to be smitten by you; and to think that you will eventually marry some other lords like is expected is an unbearable torture, even knowing is inevitable. I’m sorry but I must be honest. I will ask your father not to be your personal guard anymore and to be sent away so that I may never offend you again and in order for you to live the life you deserve-”

Leofric probably had never talked so much so fast in his entire life; and before he could finish his monologue, he was cut of by her. She was listening at him intently and when she understood what he was saying, she felt immense relief washing over her. It seemed that the warrior was too caught up in his claim to notice the growing smile on her face. So she raised on her tiptoe, cupped his face and kissed him.

He froze, not realizing right away what was happening. When he, finally, understood he was so overcome by ease and utter exultation he wrapped his arm around her and lifted her up returning the kiss with great passion.

 Time around them seemed to stop and when they parted, after quite some time really, their eyes expressed absolute relief and adoration for the other. “Do not fear warrior Leofric, your feelings are well reciprocated” she whispered caressing his scarred face. He smiled, twirling her in his arms and kissed her again briefly. “That was very un-lady-like of you, little lady” he grinned “and that was a big speech for a bear” she replied with a matching grin “what will we do with your father then?” she sighed “lets wait for a while before we tell him anything” “and what’s is to tell?” “That we’re courting obviously” she stated playfully rolling her eyes. He agreed with her.

Once he put her down, they headed back to the house. Both exhilarated by the feeling that is being aware that God had graced you with a reciprocated affection.

[carlossainzwho]

my summary of what i think about the break up of isa and carlos (i will miss them su much!!)

Carlos clearly dated Isa, knowing he would propose to her at some point. And the fact that he broke up with her now, after 7 years, is heartbreaking. His parents clearly like long and sweet relationships, as seen in Ana and Blanca's relationships, as they are both happily married (congrats to Blanca btw!!).

Carlos wanted to get married at around 30, and before the rumours emerged, I thought they were destined for each other. They were both 28, so close to 30, and this was just so ugh to think about when i read the article about their breakup. Something inside me is telling me that Carlos will realise what he's done and get back to her, although this is highly unlikely. I'm just getting my hopes too high, aren't i?

I am actually pleased about how Isa is taking the breakup. She came out in public, confident and with her beautiful smile and even wished Carlos the best of luck in the future and said she would remember the memories they created together over the past 7 years. She is a lovely woman, you don't find many people like her in this world. she never used carlos, she loved him, and he loved her right back.

I also wanted to mention about carlos' parents - i'm pretty sure they weren't very pleased about the break up, as they knew isa for just as long as carlos knew her, and she was like family. she went to Ana Sainz's wedding just a few months ago, and she looked gorgeous, hand in hand with carlos, who i hate to say, is her ex-boyfriend. even after the break up, ana, blanca and reyes (carlos jr's mum) commented on her instagram with sweet and loving comments. They clearly miss her already, and loved her as a sister and daughter. Isa was super (super super super) close to Ana, and there are so many pics of them together.

'Will you marry your girlfriend, Isa Hernaez? She is also so pretty too!'

'I know, I will, in the future'

That quote really made me believe that he would propose before the end of this year, or in 2024, but unfortunately, well you know...

I'll only be happy if charles and carlos see their inner queerness and start dating each other, or if it's the same but for carlos and pierre, beacause piarlos is an f1 couple i didn't know i needed, and they are actually really cute.

As for Isa, I hope she finds someone else who will love her the same way Carlos did for her. I'll miss their dating days. a lot.

If you have any questions about isa and carlos, do ask!! i am actually new to tumblr and i am happy to answer any questions or opinions.

i feel like quoting olivia rodrigo, it just fits so well with them.

'yet today i drove through the suburbs, because how could i ever love someone else'

'yet today i drove through the suburbs, and pictured i was driving home to you' (this one always reminds me of isa and carlos, and it always makes me want to cry for some reason)

i'm sorry for the long read, but i really felt like sharing this with you :)

it doesn't matter whether carlos and isa are together or apart, but they will always remain in my heart. their relationship was special, it was just something else.

remember carlos and isa fans, ask me anonymously for any questions or opinions, i'm happy to help!

[flor-de-un-salon-viejo]

Why haven't we seen Clara's dad?

ok so i was seeing a facebook post where they talked about clara's family and a person commented about wanting to see clara's father to which someone replied with a theory that he could be one of the 13 crowns and Although we have seen most of the 13 crowns from the beginning, some were missing, so it could be that it is one of the missing ones (this last part was not in the post but I imagine they made reference to this because there is no other reason that could give this possibility )however, even with this possibility I do not think so, why?

because the way of life of Clara's family while Clara seems to live in the countryside (it seems that her house is in a forest so I guess) we have seen some of the houses of some of the members of the 13 crowns and they are people of great status such as the azz family, the Bachilko family and the sabro family so I doubt he is really from the crowns

but I do not come here just to say that I disagree with someone, I also come with my own theory that was born from thinking about why people want to see Clara's father so much

reading those comments made me think that this whole theory of him being of the crowns came from the idea that the reason the character doesn't appear is because he must have some importance beyond the joke that he is a father worker who spends little time at home even though we could say that this could be 100% the reason why he is not there , since this is something very Japanese

However, even though this could be true, thinking about it a bit, a theory arose me that if he really has an important role, the reason could be that he could be an angel or some type of deity. Yes, I know it may sound crazy but follow me a bit, during the manga we have never seen Clara fly and when her wings are mentioned she does not want to talk about it there have been many theories around this since it is possible that she does not have wing due to a disease that we know that it's possible thanks to what Balam says in the past OR it could be that she has angel wings, why?

because this is the demon from which the surname of clara is born This is Valac, a demon who is described as who has the power to find treasures and who rides a two-headed dragon, which is why Clara's slippers are like lizards and are alive, and as you can see in the image, he has the particularity of having angelic wings contrary to the bat wings of other demons

But with this the question arises, what would an angel do in hell?

well there are fallen angels or it could also be a normal angel it is not as if they were destroyed when they go to hell to be honest I do not know enough about the bible to say if it is mentioned but I remember having heard or seen in other stories of angels that come down to look for a soul without having many inconveniences so it would not be so strange if it were real and his absence would be more due to the fact of not being there because he was working in heaven

There is also the possibility that because of the bird-type wings t it could be a deity since during chapter 273 where they show Gaap and why his aspect is due to the deity Harpnus

She does not seem to refer to a real deity by name, however, beacause of that we can speculate that this could be a type of harpy and since the harpies are wind spirits, her appearance would have made sense and why she has bird wings.

However, with this we fall into the same thing, bird wings do not seem to be something that corresponds to demons, therefore it is possible that if Clara has more to do with how Valac is describe, she has angel wings and if so, it is possible that they are inherited. his father's

In any case, I think that I am taking too long, so what do you think? Is this very crazy and an idea very taken out of nowhere with a lot of speculation, is it really a possible theory or is Clara's father just for the joke of the Japanese father absent for so much work

In any case, I think I'm taking too long, so what do you think? Is this very crazy and an idea taken out of nowhere with a lot of speculation, is it really a possible theory? or is Clara's father just for the joke of the absent Japanese father for so much work

[the-knight-of-the-stars]

Son of Neptune. First reading thoughts:

— Ok, I actually read this two months ago, but forgot to post it, so this is a short review, beacuse my thoughts are a little scrambled now.

—Let me tell you, when I got on the "Heroes Of Olympus" ride, I thought it would be a diferent story, with totally diferent characters and I was on board with it.

I went expecting AT MAX a cameo from Percy. Imagine my excitement when I saw "Percy" written in the firts chapter.

—I really missed Percy guys.

—And I really hate Juno

—“But be warned, you will sacrifice much! You’ll lose the mark of Achilles. You’ll feel pain, misery, and loss beyond anything you’ve ever known. But you might have a chance to save your old friends and family, to reclaim your old life.” BITCH EXCUSE ME?? JUST LET HIM BE HAPPY.

—Ok but, Camp Jupiter sounds so cool???!! I adore roman architecture, it was a delight to read about the temples, the baths, everything, ughhh. I kind of liked it more than Half-Blood Camp

—Ok, more new characters!

— I adored Hazel and Frank, I'm loving how unique and intereresting all the new characters are.

—My poor Hazel, like are we gonna talk about how she DIED?? In a horrible way??. She was dead for YEARS. And the whole thing with her mother losing her mind and the cursed stones, and all that wtf.

And she is super little too, she is like what, thirteen?? She is still a kid, most of the others are borderline teenagers by now (wicj is still horrible, but like??). She even has like, trauma black outs. Poor girl, I dont think we focused enought on how messed up everything she went through was.

— Also her powers are really cool. Like her power controling gems?? Earthbenders who???

—Frank was amazing too, I kind of guessed his father was Mars, and I love the contrast beacause Frank is adorable.

—All the buildup to his special power being turning into animals was AMAZING. That power is so incredible, I was so excited when the reveal happened.

—I love Percy so much. He takes ONE look at the god of war and is like "I may not remember anything, but I remember you're a bitch."

—Reading Mars claime Frank felt like watching that one kid's dad who was way too intense with anything regarding his child, and would passive-agressively fight with the teachers during school making it akward to anyone because nobody could tell if he did all that for his kid or for himself.

—The only thing Percy remembers is Annabeth HOW ADORABLE IS THAT

—Reyna was cool too, I thought she was a very fun and cool character, I hope we see more of her.

—Octavious was annoying af. He tried to be creepy but I know who you are sir, and what you are is cringe.

— You are telling that, while Groover was traumatized in The Lighting Thief because he had seen so many demigod kids at Camp Half-Blood die before they turned into teenagers, the vast majority of the demigods in Camp Jupiter were just... fine? Thriving? Living their lives?

—Not Nico pleading insanity the second he sees Percy and lying to his face. MY BOY WHAT ARE YOU DOING.

—The whole book it was hurting me that Percy didn't remember anyone or any past adventures.

—Loved Ella, such a fun character.

—AMAZON, is from the AMAZONS?? I... sure why not

—I was not expecting the circe island adventure to come back in any way, ever. It was pretty interesting to see that conflict with Percy, Reyna and her sister.

—Mars gave Frank... a zombie. Yeah, alright.

—It was so cool to see Thatanos, I was excited the whole book and it did not disapoint. I loved how he is potrayed, that aura, his beauty .

—AHA! THEY MENTIONED EROS (or cupid, whatever). SO YOU DO KNOW HE EXISTS, RIORDAN.

—"Death has more in common with love that you might imagine" Oh yes, give that methaphoric stoytelling to me.

—It actually caught me by surprise that death was a recurring theme on this book. Hazel and Frank coming to therms with their experience with mortality, the exploration of grieve, the almost philosophical discussions abut it (some even coming from Mars, wich has even more meaning) On top of the whole mission being to free the literal Death.

It was fascinating to explore characters with these themes, and it made a lot of the scenes between Percy, Frank and Hazel very touching.

—All the final battles were amazing, I enjoyed them a lot.

—Oh right, and Tyson was here! I loved to see him again.

—Okay the thing about Leo looking like Sammy is making my head hurt. Is it goint to turn out he is like his grandson or something?

—The way I screamed when the book ended. JUST WHEN THEY ARE ABOUT TO REUNITE.

—Ok, I've restrained myself from reading the next book for long enough, I'll go read it now.

[ridinroundtowntheygonfeelthisone]

back in your asks, can i get a motherfuckin uhhhh ☎️ or 🦷 ( or both if you feel so inclined )

I don't have much going for Phone dude yet sorryyy (Forgot to mention that becuz i'm an idiot)

Also sorry for the wait, my computer was acting up (and I randomly got a severe lack of motivation)

Jaime "Jeremy" Santana-Fitzgerald 🦷

-Born September 11, 1970

-Age 42 (2012-Current)

-Mixed ½ Puerto-Rican(Mestizo) ½ African American

-Has a brown skin tone similar to (@/msalay) Yala .V.'s + Vitiligo

-Has dark brown, thin almond eyes,

Medium, straight brows

Bulbous/Rounded nose, slightly visable bridge

Full, tan/brown colored lips with a soft cupid's bow

-4B, jet black afro

-Clean shaven

-He's like 5'7

-Has an "ample" body shape

-Wears a shit ton of sweaters/sweater vests(with the button up/dress shirt) no matter the weather

-Didn't wear earrings that much but he got gold heart studs as a gift and wears them like 24/7

-Has Autism/ASD

-His first language is English and his second is Spanish

-Born in America

-He had lived in a small home with his father, mother and his twin, Fritz (Missing Child Fritz)

-When he was around 8 his parents got a divorce and his mother was the one that ended up getting custody

-Their mom was in a pretty bad state at this point and they moved back to Puerto Rico beacause their mom needed a LOT support from her family (including financial, until she got a job)

-Their mom's family was pretty happy to not only have their daughter(/sister/niece, etc) back but to also have their grandchildren/nephews/cousins living with them as well

-Jeremy and Fritz LOVED it, living in such a big house with so many relatives seemed so much better than living in that small house with just their parents and eachother, even the community seemed better in their eyes

-Butt eventually their mom decided she was ready to get back on her feet and they moved back to America in 1985 when they were 15

-Their mom started going to nursing school, with the help of money from her relatives, and Fritz and Jeremy seemed old enough to either stay home alone or go out with no adult supervision so they frequented some weird Pizzeria/Family fun center

-Jeremy started hanging out with a young employee there named "Fritz" (Fritz Smith, I'm definitely changing his first name later)

-And Fritz started making new friends at the Pizzeria so things seemed good

-Anyways "Fritz's" shift ends and he suggests that he and Jeremy go hangout somewhere outside of the Pizzeria and Jeremy agrees

-Then when he gets home his brother isn't there and he thinks "well he's probably just spending time with his friends or something and lost track of time"

-Then later his mom gets home and asks where Fritz is, Jermey says he's not sure, his mom gets worried but he's like "don't worry he's probably with a friend"

-Next morning he isn't there and NOW Jeremy's worried, he goes downstairs and his mom's panicking as on the news it speaks of a girl named Suzanne who had been hanging out with friends at "Freddy B. Fazbear's Pizzeria" and had been reported to have not came home last night by her parents

-Ofc Ms. Santana thinks the same thing happened to her son and so she reports a similar case to the the police and other parents end up doing the same

-Months go by and nothing in particular shows up and later "Freddy B. Fazbear's" faces a few lawsuits and ends up shutting down

-Ms. Santana feels bad for continuously taking money from her relatives but with how things are she doesn't have a choice

-Jeremy decides to get a job to help his mom and ends up working as a cashier, like the good friend he is, "Fritz" drives Jeremy to work :)

-A year or so later (in 1987) "Fazbear Jr's" opens up

-And since Jemery's mom is still in nursing school and Jeremy ends up hearing about how "Fritz" is working at Fazbear Jr's cuz it has decent pay, he ends up working there despite hating the Fazbear's franchise

-I thinks nows the time to say that Jeremy's real name is Jamie and the only reason he gets called "Jeremy" at the work place is because his supervisor/manager could really care less about whether he gets his name right also I just like to think that he was the least fave employee <3 (probably got something against him beacause of the lawsuit)

-He doesn't tell his mom because she thinks she'll freak out and ends up keeping/hiding the extra money for himself

-He obviously feels bad but tries to think of a positive side like "Well in a year or so when she finally graduates and gets a nursing job, I can use the money I saved up and move out so she doesn't have to worry about anything but her job and her self"

-So anyways "Fritz" goes on about how he wants to move out of his parents' house, mostly cuz it wasn't the best environment, and so he and Jeremy end up making this plan of how they were going to move out together and get some house out of town, not to far so Jeremy can still see his mom from time to time and yeah

-They meet a new coworker named Micheal and they end up becoming friends with him for a while

-"Fritz" ends up applying for newer postition of "night guard" cause it's said to pay more, he ends up not showing up to work the next day

-As soon as Jeremy's shift ended, he went over to check up on him

-"Fritz" was basically just paraniod asf and when Jeremy tried to ask him what happend he kept on being incoherent or vague all Jeremy could understand was when he said they needed "to get as far away as possible from this town/place"

-They ended up having an argument

-The next day Jeremy went to work and on his way to the storage/back room, y'know(Bite of '87 happend)

-Jeremy gets hospitalized which leads to his mom finding out about the job and she was NOT happy about it (She wasn't like, mad at Jeremy or anything just worried and stuff)

-Ok so I'm getting like really lazy to explain but he recovers, "Fritz" finally tells him what's going on an they both get the fuck out of that town

-They did NOT graduate high school("Fritz was already kind of a drop out even before the incident and stuff)

-For college/university stuff, "Fritz" got offered the opportunity to work in exchange for college tuition and Jeremy had a tuition reimbursement plan

-Anyways they get older, graduate, get better jobs, etc.

-Him and "Fritz" do get married later on

-So now he just lives a decently normal life with his husband. Until he decides to be a beta tester for a VR new game made by the Fazbear company that is

I'm tired asf rn but watch me wake up tmr, re-read this and find a bunch of spelling and grammar mistakes

[cybernightwanderer]

The feeling of being held hostage emotionally.

So all that dishwashing shit happend this morning, im not feeling well. Im sending cv's again , trying to distract myself and find a way out. Its 14 pm, i sent about 30 to anything and everything that i can think off, including some restaurants ... wich will probably cause a chain reaction and ill just jump on the train lane or something. Wich is not bad tbh. So begining the morning until now, my suicide tendancies are spiking. in the morning she ordered me to do a quiche for lunch.. the dough wasnt unfrozen yet, but im sitting here, i wanna watch a movie or smthing to distract myself a bit from my thoughs, and i cant, because i know as soon as i start, she will burst in here mad ordering me to make the quiche. I get up and got to the kitchen, again a lot of dishes in the sink somehow... I noticed she "washed" the orange juice maker and i say with the " because its all dirty with pieces of orange still attached.... I washed the new found dishes in the dirty water, and i proceed to make the "mixed egg" quiche, wich is not really a quiche if you do 4 eggs for a medium size frame, but thats how she likes to do it, and if i saw otherwise she will go mad. I ask her what she wants in it, she tells me to put whatever vegetables i feel like, i ask again and she repeats her awnser ( get ready ), i ask how many eggs she wants , she says 4, i ask again, she confirms 4 only. I do the quich, the 4 eggs again.. and as usual are not enough, i tell her i dont think the eggs are enough, she starts getting mad, she comes over, looks at the quiche and starts yelling " where are the eggs " and i tell her, they are inside the quiche, she then asks why i put these vegetables, i told her " you told me to use the ones of my choosing ", she goes on a rant about how i couldve used others , i used pepper, onion, and thats pretty much what fits in the fucking quiche, specially with the 4 eggs. There was a 5th egg missing, she asks why i didnt put that one, and i told her " well you always complain whenever i ask you to put more or if i tell you 4 is not enought " , she goes on ranting about how i am in a bad mood and how its impossible to talk to me , i tell her " well you shouldnt have screamed at me early morning , i didnt even get a chanse to eat breakfast " , she goes on ranting " i didnt yell " ... Then continues to rant about the eggs and why i didnt put the last one, i again tell her beacause she always complains if i put more... The proceeds to say and i quote " its impossible to speak to you ", i repeat this back and her and ask her " impossible to speak to me ? " you yelled at me this morning non stop and you are again. And she goes " i didnt say that ", and i ask her " what didnt you say?" She goes " i didnt say it was impossible to speak to you " ... and i start repeating over and over again " you did just now " And she dismisses the conversation again with " i didnt say that, why didnt you put the last egg in?? why only these vegetables ", at this point im getting really angry... She then goes " why are you doing the quiche wrong on purpose " and i tell her, im doing exacly as you told me and exacly as you always fucking tell me to make it... ________ Im not even gonna continue this post, coz this went on for a few minutes until i completly gave up and just said " ok ok ".

Now im sitting in this chair trying to contain the anger of breaking something or punching myself in the face in rage, so im just writting here in hopes that i dont do anything.

[meldy-arts]

Yaz isn’t coping well 

[do-what-the-knight-tells-you]

Witcher/Wayward Children AU

For those who don't know, Every Heart a Doorway is the first book in a lovely series by Seanan Mcguire about a school for people. Who basically go to Narnia, or wonderland, or Halloween town, etc, and come back, and have to learn to live with being back here, potentially for the rest of their lives, and also like relearn how to actually function in the world.

Maybe one day they will find their door again (their wardrobe, their platform, the hedge that once took them to meet the last of the Really Great Wangdoodles, etc), But probably they won't, even assuming that they would want to go back if they could.

Some of them grew old and are teenagers again, some of them never grew up at all, some of them have had completely radically different bodies this whole time, the stories all vary.

But this is a place where they can be with other people who have half a hope of understanding where they've been and what they've been through, and can help them to learn to be in the world again, For however long they're here.

.

So I want The AU of this that is the Witcher crew. So many of them have stories that involve something happening to them as children and then them going through insane unique childhoods, far from their parents, designed to forge them into the kinds of beings that can do very unusual and unique work, very tailored to their specific job, the specific requirements of their world.

Maybe Geralt, As a little redheaded child, wandered off from his home into the snow and he stepped just right between the right two trees, or into the mouth of a cave, and right into Kaer Morhen, and a world full of monsters.

Maybe little Yenna cried in her father's barn one day, hoping for some magical faerie to take her away... And portaled into her world, of mages and mysticism and politics and pain.

Feels like Jaskier's would totally be a fae type story...

And then at some point, Yen portled to the right place, or Geralt entered the right cave etc.... And they were back.

And they have years certainly, maybe lifetimes, of skills and experiences in these other worlds, but even if they could get back... Well. For now at least, they're all together.

And Yen gave up so much to learn her place there-- maybe she's fury, and spends a great deal of her free time trying to research, to plan, to figure a way back.

Geralt, however he is physically, he's definitely hypervigillant. Complete insomniac-- relic of years on The Path, where meditation was all he could afford lest some Beasty eat him. Always extremely aware of everyone, every move, every sound. Finds it Very hard to relax (except maybe the school does animal therapy, and he can chill out with the horses. They'd let him know, if something was gonna happen).

And they look out for each other. They know not to touch Renfri without permission, Not unless you want to scare her and get lightly stabbed in the process. but Sometimes you Have to touch Jaskier, when he's been playing too long, when you can tell his fingers are going to be sore, maybe bleed, beacause in Faerie the revelry lasts for years without cease.

And there are some light X-Men vibes here too-- maybe Geralt/Jask/Yen's cohort have "graduated", or are young adults or full adults, and a young girl with ashen hair shows up at the school. She fell into the sea as a child, screamed once, went under, and desperately kicked for the surface, not a very strong swimmer, but when her head broke through, it was to see a Skelligen Ship, and a man called Eist fished her from the water and whisked her off to live as a princess alongside a warrior queen. But one day that country fell, and she was almost killed, and when she screamed... the door opened again... And she was back.

And she'd been missing for at least a decade, and her father Emhyr had long since mourned her, and he didn't know what to do with her, but he had heard of the school where you could send troubled kids with delusions... So Ciri comes to the school for wayward children.

(And then I suppose there must be some plot. XD)

[smells-like-mettaton]

hmmm queen? for the ask game =)

WOOO i did just dump some queen headcanons yesterday so hopefully I can come up with some more that don't overlap too much :D

Headcanon A:  realistic

The serial number from her name is from the modem and/or router (I know some people like me have modem-router combos) of the library. That seems like the piece of tech most internet-related, which is why she's able to keep track of everyone's search history. (Because of the serial number detail, I think this is more realistic than her light-world-counterpart being a web browser or search engine itself.)

Headcanon B: while it may not be realistic it is hilarious

She didn't kick out Sweet Cap'n and Cakes beacause she hates music entirely. It's even said that the Swatchlings bitcrush rap anthems for her. She kicked them out because she doesn't think their music is "computer" enough. Also her taste in music is frankly just terrible and their songs were too good (headcanoning "A CYBER'S WORLD?" as one of the robo trio's songs)

Headcanon C: heart-crushing and awful, but fun to inflict on friends

She really was originally from the Card Kingdom, but when the dark worlds were shattered, she lost all contact with her family and friends (Lancer, Seam, and Jevil) and had to "rebuild" herself in order to survive. I have wonky headcanons that aren't always compatible with each other when it comes to the dark world characters and how they work, but basically she was able to transfer her consciousness from a spade queen card into the router and/or also the spider solitaire game. This may also fall under the unrealistic category but whatever. She misses her friends terribly but also because of the transition she doesn't entirely remember them either, so she has a big gaping hole in her heart that she tries to fill by helping the Lightners.

Headcanon D: unrealistic, but I will disregard canon about it because I reject canon reality and substitute my own.

She builds a new battery acid pond in Ralsei's castle. Lancer is completely immune to it due to Cartoon Humor Logic and he and Queen go for swims in it for fun. It's all ages appropriate!

[aroacenita]

What's Yasha's relationship with Stu? Are there any issues, or do they get along well?

Also, any other friends around the park for her? :0

*Inhales*

HOOOOO BOYYYYYYYY

Welp, to better understand Stu's and Yasha's relationship, you first need to know why Yasha was created.

Basically, Yasha was made to entretain kids, just like an actual clown would. Give them ballons, direct them to places to buy candy, maybe even play with them if she had the time.

But that wasn't all of course. What her creators had in mind was "A bot that could sense human emotion so strongly, it would feel it almost as if it was hers".

And, as sinister as this sounds, it was actually so she could take care of kids better. A kid was crying? Well then he was sad. She would give them a balloon to cheer him up. Are they still sad? Ask their name, and then about their parents. Are they lost? They are? Then direct them to the nearest Starr Park employee so they can find their parents and be happy again.

Is a kid angry? Offer them candy. Still angry? Try to look for their supervisor. You can't find them? Well, is the kid just a bit huffy? Stay with them while you call an employee. Are they getting agressive?

Leave

Call an employee and leave

Is the kid scared? Proceed as if she was sad. Ask them why they are scared. Is it beacause of the loud sounds? Are they lost?

...

Is it beacause of an adult?

...

Yes?

...

Activate the attack mode

Is the kid happy?

Keep doing whatever you were doing before!

All of this of course, was what Yasha felt like she would do if she was in that situation

Beacause, well, she was.

But you see, as strongly as kids emotions could be, more often than not, simple logic (Her programming) could lead her to rationalize those feelings, so she would always act accordingly.

Ah, but as happy as she was at her circus job, Yasha soon became very popular

As in, very very popular

As in, some people started to go to the park's circus only for her. Kids were mesmarized with how fun, but at the same time servicing Yasha was. And the adults were amazed (And kinda relived) at how well she could sense what exactly the little ones needed

And of course, when the headmasters saw this...

Well they couldn't miss out on the opportunity, now could they?

And so, Yasha became an official brawler. They decided to put her with Stu, the other bot that partially worked at the circus. They kind of already knew eachother, had worked flawlessly together when it came to entretaining the audience, and where extremely loved by the general audience!

They were a perfect match!

...

Or so it seemed...

...

You see, Yasha was (And excuse the repetition), made to deal with kids. Kids whose emotions were often times simple. Simple to understand, simple to clear out, simple to fix

But, no one ever really prepared Yasha for more...

How to say this...

Adult, emotions

Beacause, when for the first time, Yasha was alone with Stu, when she looked at him in the eye as he greeted her and wellcomed her into the team, when his hand tightly gripped hers...

She could only describe it as a waterfall

A strong, persistent waterfall that seemed to be trying it's hardest to drown Stu. It was loud, so loud, and so so frightening. Yasha had never seen anything like that. She had seen how a little rain cloud grew on some kids head when they were especially sad. She had seen drizzles, hail, and even storms. But that? Never. Never on her 4 years of working at the park. And it was horrifying

Needless to say, Yasha became very anxious around Stu the next weeks. Just... Getting near him was too much. So much... Sadness. And she couldn't tell where it came from! And why? Stu wasn't missing! Stu didn't need his parents! Stu could buy his own candy and balloons, he could go wherever he wanted. He didn't need to call an employee, he was an employee!

But... As time went on, as they got to spend more time alone, as they visited the Junker Garage together, as their preformances became more frecuent and more... United, this, almost irrational, fear was replaced with concern.

Why? What was so wrong that candy or playing tag couldn't fix? What was that waterfall? And why did it never stop?

And...

Was it her, or had it grown...

Smaller...

Yeah, that was right. After Yasha started to actually get along with him, the waterfall had shrinked. It wasn't immediatly of course, it had taken a lot, or at least a lot for the minuscule change it had made.

But, Yasha thinks that what made it start that was that day.

Well, that night. It was right after one of his "Demolition" shows. As usual, he came severely injured. It wasn't as bad as the time he straight up camecut in half, but it was bad nontheless.

Yasha was just helping him patch up, as he mumbled about how it was nothing, and how he was used to it anyways, she shouldn't even have to worry about it-

"But why?"

Stu stopped dead on his tracks.

"Wh- why what k-k-id? "

"Why do you... Keep doing that. Breaking yourself"

"Be-be-because it's my j-ob! And it makes th- me h-h-appy!

"But...

It doesn't... "

"What?"

"You... You get sad when you do it. When they call you to tell you the stage is ready... You fall down. You eye turns blue"

"And then... When you're one the middle of the air... You get happy. When you are about to land, and I think that you will make it... You light up yellow"

But then you fall

And the crowd laughs and cheers. And they get happy. They light up. They get warm

But you...

You just...

Get the rain again.

Stu couldn't exactly... Respond to that. He wanted to refute her, to tell her she was wrong. Failing made him happy. Blowing up made him happy. Seeing the crowd laugh and cheer made him happy! If they were happy he was happy!

Right?

It was then, just then, that Yasha finally understood what he needed now.

A hug! A hug! She could give him that!

And so, she jumped and streched Stu in between her arms, resting his head on her shoulders. And oh, oh sweet, he was lighting up! He-

Wait no

He wasn't lighting up. He was... Leaking the water. It was spilling from his speakers and his hands, that now were tightly gripping her small body. Waves and waves of water were escaping his body.

And, as terrifying as it looked.

Somehow, she knew that... It was good

And that, she was helping. Finally, she helped him! He wasn't fixed yet, obiously, he still had water, but it was something!

And so, she made a promise to herself.

She was going to take him away from that waterfall. She had to. So he could be truly happy again.

So basically she can sense her has depression, and at first she couldn't (And still can't tell) how the fuck she was supposed to help him. But now she knows she did something, so theres no stopping her from "Fixing" him. That how she was programmed after all

Man, I need to write a one-shot for these two :p

To get more lighthearted, Stu sees her as a little sister. As someone he needs to protect and care for, even if Yasha is just as powerfull as him.

And someone he doesn't need to, say, impress as well. Not that he doesn't put on his person with her, it's just a lot more laxed. No bragging, no minimizing his physicall pain, nothing. A bit like with Pam and/or Nani, but... More personal, since Yasha clearly doesn't enjoy his little stunts, and, the junkers clearly do

Also this fixing thing might end up horribly for these two, so, thats great.

About the rest of the park... Well, she naturally gets along with all the other kids, but her favourite is Jessie. Shes just... Fun! But not wild like teh littlefoot sibilings, or "Mean" like Penny. She is just genuienly cheerfull and passionate, or, how Yasha describes her, "Warm"

Of course, she does play from time to time with the other kids, but, the wierd sadness that Leon and Nita hide, Penny's mess of anger and happines, and that fear on Sandy are just... Off putting at times.

Of course she tried to flx them too, but now she suspects just like with Stu, it would take a long while to fix their feelings. But they had their parents anyways, so they could probably arrange it for her.

Or so she hoped

[the-knight-of-the-stars]

Percy Jackson: The Titan's Curse first reading thoughts:

-I loved Thalia, she is fierce, I loved to see her relationship and conflic with Percy. I have the feeling we won't see her as much from now on and I'll miss her.

-Zoe was getting on my nerves at first, but I really liked her by the end. I saw it coming, but still her death was very sad, and Artemis making her a constelation had me at the verge of tears.

-Bianca too, I was really not expecting her to die so soon. I really indentified with her struggle and want for a life of her own outside of being her brother's caretaker.

-I really like Nico too, so nerdy and carefree, I felt so bad at the end, he is such a sweet kid.

-I loved to meet Artemis and Apollo. When he showed up in the car was such a fun scene, I loved every second. (When Apollo mentioned hating when girls turn into threes, peak comedy)

-I really liked to see Aphrodite as well, I liked how you couldn't describe her, how subjective her appearence was. (He thinks she looks a bit like Annabeth, ok Percy)

-Ohhh and to see Dyonisius's powers more was AMAZING. I agree with Nico, his powers are super cool.

-Grover feeling Pan has me very intriged, I'm very interested to see were that leads.

-What the fuck is going on with Luke. What is Kronos doing to him??

-Wait, Hephestus can make robots??

-Ok, ok. I'm not justifying, it was still a terrible thing to do, but I can see why Hercules didn't tell anyone that Zoe helped him. If I recal, he was suppose to do it alone and without help, that was the reason he had to do 12 and not 10 labors, two of them didn't counted for Eurystheus beacause Iolaus heped him. Still, it was interesting to see that story connect, and I'm glad Zoe found a place with Artemis.

-I like the consistent theme of the prophecies, just like in acient greek tales, destiny is unalterable.

-That little moment with the girl who could see Percy was interesting, I like bits of layers to the world like those

-Poor Percy, the fact that almost every time he falls sleep he has some terrible vision.

-I liked to meet Annabeth's dad, he reminds me of my own father a little.

-It was very cool to see all the gods reunited, I wonder if we'll see other gods outside of the olympians

-Idk, the ending of this one left me with a bitter taste, I'm at the edge of my seat, I need to sleep but I don't want to.

-Another great book, two more to go.

[her-serendipity]

what would y’all like to be the focus of next season other than like the big bad guy conflict? Like the seasonal struggle that isn’t with the villain?

personally i would love if they would focus on Kara’s mental state & show that all the shit that she has been through in her life is starting to get to her in a way that was never as evident before. Maybe have her hit a rock bottom for a few episodes. I wanna see her be the Kara that she tends to become when shit just is getting to be a little too much. Like 3x01/3x02. focus on this season being about the super friends having to save her for once on a large scale. I don’t know maybe this season’s big bad gets in her head more than others because their effort to make it more personal than any other villain ever has (yes including lex).

having this be the central theme it would make a lot of sense to have some special kryptonite episodes in this. Mainly I want red, blue, and silver kryptonite. Red because we’ve already seen how bomb it was, arguably the best episode of the show season one. Plus i can’t wait for lena to meet that ever so kryptonian side of kara, that tends to be a bit of a bitch. One beacause i wanna see lena’s reaction (hopefully it isn’t to cry) because she’s never seen that side of kara. And also red k kara would likely be brutally honest about any dispute that have had in the past four years, not that we need that after the amount of angst we got from season 5. but hey i’m a sucker for my ships arguing, those are the best scenes. Even just arguments in general.

In smallville, blue k takes away clark’s (as long as he’s in proximity to it) kryptonian side including the weakness to kryptonite. I would love if they did a similar take on supergirl. Same goes for silver kryptonite and how it made Clark ridiculously paranoid towards everyone, even those closest to him.

I just really want this season to revolve around kara like never before. Like focus on Kara’s true self, which is not Supergirl or Kara Danvers, but Kara Zor-El. Because that’s who she is at her core, and despite that fact that’s also the side of her that we know/see the least. If we do have a moment this season where Kara doesn’t have or can’t use her powers, I would much prefer the people around her reassure her that they’re going to figure it out and she’ll get her powers back eventually rather than saying Kara Danvers is the real hero or they’ll love her even if she never gets her powers back blah blah blah. (Because it’s very much understandable for Kara to be upset about critical part of her identity being missing)

side note: and maybe have Erica Durance guest star a couple eps I miss Alura

I want this season to be about Kara struggling with and eventually embracing her kryptonian side and ALL of the baggage that comes with it!!