honestly thinking of changing my approach to RP. I mostly find I have attention span for quick one-offs with asks or quick threads related to dash events/commentary or what not. I'm still holding onto my drafts for if I get muse to really crack into them again but
Yeah idk just felt like rambling on my lunch break
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ive been really really loving your fic work for awhile now and i saw u worrying about trans rep stuff the other day and i wanted to tell u that as a transgirl who has terrible BPD from being a lonely kid ive felt very connected with your intrepretation of falin. the whole inner dragon metaphor and the inner guilt of if its justified for standing up for yourself was so absolutely keen to some of the struggles ive had in relationships and seeing them written so well in a character that already means a lot to me is wonderful. also your smut is tremendous please keep doing the lords work <3
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oh i Put Off grad apps. oops! fuck. oof. guess who's got one due November 30th and another due December 1st! that's right it's ME!
i'm gonna be fine and it's not the end of the world and all my rec writers are great and also my brain is on fire and i feel like a wreck. i can write well, i am surely qualified to *get in* to an MA, i'm alive, whatever whatever whatever
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i think of myself in terms of having "manageable" adhd but only until someone points out for the zillionth time all the quintessential things i forgot or missed and i just go
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also isn't it insane that bc a prescribed drug causes dopamine ppl automatically assume its bad for you, even if you have a mental condition that literally lacks normal dopamine levels
ya'll are all about being allies of disabled and neurodivergent people until you realize it's an actual disability with a reason behind it rather than just being Quirky and there is medications that can help make up for our lack of natural levels
"you'll be reliant on it!" its literally making my brain work the way its meant to, how is this different than needing to take supplements because you simply lack vitamins in a certain area
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I've used minddoc (app) to monitor how bad my depression has been every day since june 2020 (I used daylio for a few years before then) and not even kidding these last two weeks are the first time I have EVER(!) got a score of moderate emotional health on there instead of poor/critical. I think adhd meds work guys.... 🫣
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🦾 a disability headcanon
&
😭 A headcanon about the worst thing that happened to them.
For Luz Noceda plz :)
hooo boy
hmm I don't really have any disability headcanons for Luz I don't think. But this got me thinking about maybe almost getting petrified that one time could have had some kind of lasting effect, that might be interesting. Not sure what specifically but I imagine that would really mess with her body so.
The worst thing that happened to Luz I feel like is losing her dad, but she's had a lot of bad things happen to her so there's some competition there I think. I don't have too many headcanons about that specifically I guess, and I don't want to think about it too much because I'll probably get really upset.
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The next semester is going to KILL me. Bachelor thesis which idk what I want to write about AT ALL and if my adhd brain is even able to do it, two seminars that are probably gonna be super boring bcs the seminars this semester all suck for some reason AND immediately after that I have to do a work experience and write a report abt that. Oh and the semester starts NEXT WEEK
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