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We push and pull like a magnet do ∞chapter four∞

Chapter 4

The rest of the day at work went by fairly quickly, even though I was really tired. Before I knew it, it was almost 5 pm, time for me to wrap up and go back home. As I was getting my things, my phone rang and I had a quick look, seeing my friend Nina’s name on the screen. I sighed, I knew what she wanted to talk about. Nevertheless, I pressed answer, and left my office.

“Hey girl!” she said excitedly on the other line and I rolled my eyes.

“Hey Nina,” I said softly, I was never as loud as she was.

“I got tickets, Hana! Me and my brother will be going to see Ed tonight at Swedish idol!”she practically screamed in my ear and I grimaced.

“Aww I’m happy for you, you’ll let me know how it goes?” I asked, trying to sound interested for her sake.

“Of course I will, I still wish you’d come with me though,” she said, almost pleading me.

“No, I’m sorry Nina, I’m so tired and I have to make dinner tonight,” I said softly and I heard her sigh on the other end.

“At least watch it on the tv tonight?“ she asked and I agreed. Watching it on tv wouldn’t hurt me one bit. After talking to her on the phone, I got home and went straight into the shower. I felt gross. After getting out of the shower, I spent some time with my sister and my mum, before getting to dinner. I decided to make spaghetti Bolognese. It was something easy that I knew they both liked. I spent a good hour in the kitchen, and then we all had dinner together. At around 8 pm, I got the chance to have the tv for myself and decided to put on Swedish Idol. As I was making myself comfortable, I decided I’d text him. I had been feeling lonely all day and I felt this urge to text him.

Me: Good luck tonight xx

I bit my lip but sent the text anyway. I put my phone away and started watching the show. After ten minutes my phone buzzed.

Ed: Thank you.

Ed: I wish you were here to see it though… I’ve missed you.

I smiled a bit. How could one person have this effect on me? Against my better judgement, I decided to text him back.

Me: I’m watching it on Tv at home :)

As soon as I hit send, my message was marked with “read” meaning that he was on his phone, waiting for me to text back. Somehow that made me feel emotional, he actually wanted to hear back from me. Before I knew it he had replied.

Ed: I’m glad you are, thank you. Hana, I’m singing for you tonight. Can I call you after I’m done?

I took a deep breath. He was singing for me. Was that the reason he had been calling and texting a lot? Did he come here for me? I wanted to talk to him this time, I needed to know why.

Me: Are you busy after all this? The studio you’re at is really close to my house, I can drive up and we can talk?

My heart was racing as I pressed send. This was so bold. So unlike me. But I had a feeling that this was my last chance to see him. And as much as I was scared, I needed to see him, even if it was for the last time. My phone buzzed again and I took a deep breath before looking at the text, I was scared he’d say no.

Ed: Yes, please! But I don’t want you driving at night, can you text me your address and I’ll have someone pick you up?

I couldn’t help but smile slightly as I read his text. After giving it some thought, I texted him my address and he replied saying he’d get someone to pick me up. I spent the next hour or so getting ready. I had the tv on still as I applied some makeup to my face and straightened my long hair. I wanted to make some effort in seeing him this time. I chose to wear a denim shirt with black skinny jeans and a pair of Chelsea boots. When I was done, I sat down just in time for Ed’s first performance. He performed I see fire with the contestants. The first part was amazing as he sang it solo, but I could see it in his eyes that he hated the bit where the others came in, they were talented, yes, but they completely ruined the vibe of the song. I laughed a little, no one could truly sing like him.

After some time it was time to vote and just as I was about to sit down again, my phone buzzed and it was the driver, letting me know he was downstairs. I wasn’t ready for that, I thought I was meeting him after the show. I put my coat on nonetheless, getting out of the house and locking the door. As I went downstairs, my phone buzzed again and this time it was Ed.

Ed: I hope it’s okay that you come earlier, I really want you to be there for my last performance.

I smiled and let him know it was okay. Once I was out of the house, I went into the car that was parked right outside my door. I was silent as the driver drove me to the studio. The drive wasn’t that long, as the studio where the live Friday shows are held, happens to be about ten minutes from where I live. Once we got there, a security guard met up with me and told me to follow him backstage. I gulped. I had never been backstage at any event before. He handed me a badge and showed me to where I could see Ed perform close up. I saw Ed walk up on stage and everyone started screaming. I had forgotten how famous he was.

I blinked as he started strumming his guitar and singing. It was one of his new songs, Thinking out loud. I didn’t know how he did it, but I could feel him singing for me, about me. And that made me feel really emotional, and nervous. Before I knew it, the song was over and after chatting briefly with the host, Ed was making his way backstage, literally towards me. Within a few seconds, I saw him come up and as soon as he spotted me, he smiled widely at me. He came over and immediately embraced me in a tight hug. For a split second, I didn’t know how to react, but I relaxed and put my arms around him, hugging him back. I unconsciously buried my face in the crook of his neck, inhaling his scent. I could smell the faint scent of tobacco mixed with cologne and what must have been his own scent. He smelled really nice, even though he was sweating a little.

“Hi,” I whispered in his ear, as we were still stood there, hugging. He pulled away and looked straight in my eyes, still smiling. I blushed and looked down but he put two fingers on my chin and pulled my face back up towards his.

“Hey, beautiful.” He said and I couldn’t help but smile. I think we stood there for a good few minutes before someone came and tapped Ed on his shoulder.

“I’m sorry to break you two lovebirds up, but you’ve got that interview left that you so kindly agreed to do.” This man said and Ed groaned.

“Fine fine I’m coming, by the way, Stuart this is Hana,” Ed said and the man turned to me for the first time and gave me a warm smile.

“So you’re the miracle that made this guy come back to me.” He said and reached out to shake my hand. I raised an eyebrow, but smiled and shook his hand.

“Sorry love, I completely forgot about this, give me half an hour and I’ll be back, and don’t you dare move!” Ed said, and I nodded. He squeezed my hand before going to do his interview. I looked around and found myself an empty seat where I slumped down. I still had to wrap my head around everything that had happened. After a while, I started thinking and I realised how stupid I had been to act on impulse like this. Ed was a singer, a famous singer, how would we be able to spend time together? At some point, he’d have to tour, and I lived in Sweden, how would it all play out? After some time I felt someone tapping my shoulder and I looked up and saw that he was back.

“Hey, sorry about that, let’s go somewhere private.” He said and grabbed my hand before I could say anything. He dragged me out of the studio, and I could tell he was excited because he was practically dragging me along.

“Slow down Ed, I’m clumsy at this rate I’ll trip and break my nose,” I said and he laughed and slowed down. After a while we got into a car and sat down, waiting for the driver. He turned to me as we sat down and grabbed my hand and laced his fingers with mine. His skin felt rough against my hand, his fingers were calloused from all the guitar playing and his skin was also a bit dry.

“Why am I here, Ed?” I asked quietly, looking down at our hands. It felt right.

“I want to get to know you, Hana, I want to know what's going through your mind, what keeps you up at night, what makes you laugh and what makes you sad, I want you in my life,” he said and I just looked at him.

“But how is that going to work?” I whispered and he smiled reassuringly.

“It will work, we’ll take it as slow as you want to, and I’ll fly over here or fly you over whenever you want to,” he said and for a moment his eyes flickered down to my lips. I was biting my bottom lip and he traced it with his finger and leaned in. Just as his lips were about to touch mine, I turned my face so he kissed my cheek instead.

“I’m sorry, I’m just not ready,” I said and he just smiled.

“Its okay love, I’m never going to force you into anything, I just got caught up in the moment,” he said and I nodded. I squeezed his hand, reassuring him and he smiled again.

“How long are you here for?” I asked him thinking he only was here for the night.

“A few days love.” He said and I smiled.

“Fancy going for a McDonald’s ice cream date now?” I asked shyly and he laughed.

“Never thought you’d ask that sounds perfect to me, love,” he said and I giggled.

“They have the best ice cream,” I shrugged, and he agreed. The whole car ride he didn’t let go of my hand. I felt as if I was floating on air and I didn’t want the night to end.

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We push and pull like a magnet do ∞Chapter three∞

Chapter 3

Ed’s Pov

Ever since our phone call, I tried texting her every day, but she never replied back and she didn’t even open my texts. I had been rejected by quite a few girls before and I had always been able to move on, but I couldn’t with her. She haunted my dreams and every time I closed my eyes I’d see her beautiful brown eyes filled with sadness. I kept myself busy throughout the day with work, but she was still always on the back of my mind. She stole my heart that day in the airport and I knew that she would always have my heart. I just wish she’d give me a chance. I sighed and got out of bed, I had spent enough time feeling sorry for myself and I still needed to unpack my bag. I had left it there after I came back from Tokyo and it had been lying there for a few weeks now.

I grabbed my hand luggage first, and just turned it upside down and emptied it on the bed. Along with my belongings, a notebook fell down as well and I knew it wasn’t mine because I didn’t bring any notebooks with me. I grabbed it and turned it over and my eyes widened as I saw what it said on the front. “Diary” it said and I knew instantly it must be Hana’s.

“Shit,” I said loudly. I must have grabbed her notebook by mistake as I was grabbing my own things at the airport. I sat down, forgetting the things I had to unpack, and opened the notebook. I flipped through the first few pages until one particular sentence caught my eye.

I feel empty.

I read that sentence over and over again. It was a short sentence, only three words, but the impact of what they meant hit me hard. I almost couldn’t bear to read the rest of it, but I decided I should. I needed to understand her, get a glimpse of what she was dealing with. So I kept on reading.

I’m sat here at this airport, there are people surrounding me, I’m not alone. Then why does it feel like I’m in a dark room, trying to navigate life on my own? It's like someone has blindfolded me and taken me to this place far far away and left me on my own, to find my back home. The old Hana, the Hana that used to find the smallest things funny, the Hana that would smile all the time, she’s gone. She left and all there’s left is this thing walking around trying to navigate herself through life.

I keep looking at myself in the mirror. I hate everything about me. But my looks aren’t everything, I hate myself, the essence of what makes me, that’s what I hate. I’ve let so many people down ever since my father died. And I keep letting people down. Sometimes I wish I could just disappear, nobody would care anyway.

As I finished reading, I had to put the notebook down. How could someone carry this much weight on them without breaking? This is why she is holding herself back. She thinks she’ll be a burden for me. She doesn’t want to bother me with her troubles. I shook my head. I had to talk to her. No, I needed to talk to her. Be there for her. But how? Suddenly I had an idea. I took out my phone and dialled Stuart. He picked up on the second ring.

“What’s up Ed?” he said and I could tell he sounded surprised. I don’t blame him, one day I just called and said I needed a break and left, I hadn’t called him since.

“Hey, Stuart are you okay?” I said, figuring it would be rude if I just called him out of the blue.

“Ed, you haven’t called in over six months since you left, what's up?” he asked again and I sighed.

“Could we possibly arrange a gig in Sweden?” I asked quickly and he went quiet.

“Are you sure you’re ready to come back?” he said and I smiled. I was ready, but more importantly, I needed to find Hana.

“Yes I am Stu, just please tell me you can get a gig sorted? I’ll agree to anything.” I said quickly

“Hmmm well Swedish Idol is on at the moment, and I’m sure they’d love to have you on if you agree to sing with the contestants,” he said and I groaned immediately. I hated these kinds of gigs, but more so I hated singing with other contestants, they never really understood my music even if they tried. But I needed to do this, so I sucked it up.

“Alright then, I’ll do whatever they want, just please get me a gig,” I said and he laughed and agreed and told me he’d get back to me when he had it all sorted. I hung up the phone and laid down on my bed again, taking the notebook and holding it against my chest. I had to see her.

Hana’s Pov:

Ever since my phone conversation with Ed, I tried to ignore him. He kept texting me, I had over fifty text messages over the past two weeks, but I didn’t open them. He needed to move on, and me texting him back wouldn’t give him closure. As for me, I was used to disappointment, so I tried to get on with it. I had wanted to write about this, but me being me I realised that I had lost my notebook somewhere, and I couldn’t find it anywhere either. I still remembered my mum and my sister having a go at me for losing all my things all the time.

∞Flashback∞

“Mum, have you seen my notebook by any chance? It's purple.” I yelled, frantically going through my things in the room, not finding it anywhere.

“No, you know I don’t keep a track of your things, you need to start looking after them properly, how many times have I told you this Hana!” she yelled back and I rolled my eyes. I went over to my sister asking her instead.

“Have you seen it?” I asked and she rolled her eyes at me and that made me really annoyed.

“You can just say that you’ve not seen it, you don’t have to be rude,” I muttered, walking past her and she just told me I should keep a track of my things. I went back into the room and slammed the door. No one really understood me.

∞End flashback∞

I sighed as I thought about it, but shrugged. It didn’t matter anyway, it was just pieces of paper with some words on them, I walk around with these feelings running through my mind and body all the time, its nothing compared to the little that’s in that book. I shook my head and decided to get back to reality. Today we had a theme day at the school, so us adults had to dress up into younger versions of ourselves, and perform for the kids. Now, this is where it got tricky for me. I couldn’t remember much of my teenage years, so I had to ask for photos.

 As I looked at my younger self I couldn’t help but feel sad, I knew every smile on those photos was fake because even at that time my mind was like a raging storm. I ended up deciding to wear a plain black T-shirt with a black and grey plaid shirt on, with a pair of black skinny jeans. I let my hair out, as I used to do when I was younger, applied thick black eyeliner and left the house. As I walked to work I felt a bit nervous, I had chosen to sing as my performance, last time I actually sang was when I was a teenager… I wasn’t even sure if my voice was good, but I was a little excited for this nonetheless. As I reached work, I noticed people looking at me, probably because I was dressed differently, I never dressed this casually nowadays, I always looked smart.

“Hey Hana!” one of my colleagues said and I smiled at him.

“Hey, Stephan!” I said and he gave me a light hug. Stephan was my old teacher in Swedish, and he was going to help me with my performance.

“Tell me what the plan is,” he said and I smiled.

“We’re doing I see fire by Ed Sheeran, just as we planned earlier,” I said and he nodded. Suddenly I thought of something.

“Uhmm I don’t know if this is too last minute, but how about we engage some students in it? Towards the end of the song?” I said and he seemed to love the idea. We agreed that I would be singing by myself and towards the climax of the song, we’d have a few kids on stage, singing with me. I think that would create a really cool vibe to the song. I knew Ed’s songs were unique and no one could really outdo him, so that’s why I wanted to add something extra, I didn’t want it to be one of those corny covers. I knew this had never been done before. A small part of me wished Ed had been here to see this, but on the other hand, I knew this was for the best.

We spent the next two hours planning everything briefly and before I knew it, it was time. We were located in the library, and the whole school was seated in the library and we were on this small stage. We all smiled at the kids and I grabbed a guitar, and sat down by the edge of the stage, where there also was a microphone.

“Hey everyone,” I said and they all went quiet. It was really strange hearing myself across the library. It sort of echoed a little.

“You all know why we are here, and I thought I’d entertain you a little, this is one of my most favourite songs, I hope you’ll love it as much as I do,” I said and then gave the others the signal and they started playing, and I strummed my guitar. After making sure everything was alright, I took a breath and licked my lips before singing.

“Oh, misty eye of the mountain below” I sang and paused for a second, just like Ed did.

“Keep careful watch of my brothers' souls And should the sky be filled with fire and smoke Keep watching over Durin's son”

 As I finished the first verse, I strummed my guitar again and started playing. I continued singing the rest of the song until I reached the climax and my colleague got the kids up on the stage and everyone cheered.

“And if the night is burning I will cover my eyes For if the dark returns then My brothers will die And as the sky's falling down It crashed into this lonely town And with that shadow upon the ground I hear my people screaming out” as I sang the last verse, my colleague signalled to the kids and they all joined in on the last bit of the song.

“Now I see fire, inside the mountain I see fire, burning the trees And I see fire, hollowing souls And I see fire, blood in the breeze

I see fire, oh you know I saw a city burning (fire) And I see fire, feel the heat upon my skin (fire) And I see fire (fire) And I see fire (burn auburn on the mountainside)” I finished off the last bit and as we stopped playing everyone cheered and I smiled. That was amazing.

We spent the rest of the day talking about the performances, the kids didn’t have any classes and I got to finish early. As I got home I went on my phone and to my surprise, he hadn’t texted me once the whole day. I guess he did move on. I just shrugged and went on Instagram. My friend had tagged me in a post saying that Ed Sheeran was coming on the Swedish idol this Friday, apparently, he was going to perform with some contestants. I raised an eyebrow. Perform with some contestants? Now that didn’t seem like something he’d agree to. But I brushed it off, my friend kept insisting on us getting tickets and I told her no, I couldn’t go there and see him again, not after everything that’s happened. It would be too painful. I texted my friend for a bit longer before I decided to go to sleep, I was exhausted and frankly, I just wanted to slip away into la-la land for a bit, it was a nice escape from life.

∞Next morning∞

I woke up from the sound of my phone ringing. I groaned and looked at the time, it was 5:30 am on a Friday, who would call me this early? Without thinking I grabbed my phone and declined the call without looking at the caller ID. If it was anyone important, they’d call me back later. I put my phone on do not disturb and closed my eyes, falling back to sleep. The next time I woke up it was from my alarm and it was 7am, time for work. I groaned as I stretched in bed. I had a broken sleep since I already woke up once before, I needed coffee. I got out of bed and went straight into the kitchen, making myself a cup of coffee. I took my phone out and my eyes widened slightly as I had four missed calls and over ten text messages, all of them from Ed. I sighed. But I decided to open his recent texts.

Ed: Hana I know the chances of you reading this or picking up your phone are small, but if you do read this then please call me. I’m in Sweden, Stockholm, just got here today. I really want to see you, please give me a call or a text.

I frowned as I read his text. I pondered for a bit, thinking of all the possible scenarios that could play out if I texted him back. Would he come here? Sweep me off my feet? Would we live happily ever after? I shook my head. There was no way he was interested in me in that way. He probably just wanted to be friends. I couldn’t risk that. So I decided to leave it. I went on with my regular routine of getting ready for work, and by the time I was done I had received three more texts from him, but I ignored them all. I went to work, getting ready for the usual routine that was my life. No, there’s no way we would end up together.