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[gahmah-raan]

Profile: Ze'emilin'asana Codename: Mortaqa Homeworld: Nar Shaddaa Species: Chiss (endangered purple-eyed sub-species) Gender: Female Age: 3500+ years Weapon: Lightsaber (formerly), Lightscythe Affiliation: Old Jedi Order, Valkoran Empire, Forceless Collective (unconsentingly) The younger sister of Ze'grein'aradi (or Grein as most call her), Emilin has been through many lifetimes' worth of pain and suffering. She was born on Nar Shaddaa after her mother and sister fled from the Chiss homeworld of Csilla to escape a series of ethnic cleansing on accusations of 'witchcraft'. Eventually both she and her sister were discovered by the Jedi Order and accepted for training (although at the time, nobody knew what species they were). Following the end of the Mandalorian Wars, she, Grein and several others followed Jedi Knight Seferin Vaelor - Grein's betrothed and later her husband - to the Unknown Regions planet Ockla Prime after he was exiled, met the enigmatic character Valkor and created an empire consisting of many people disillusioned with their own governments, whether from the Republic or the Sith Empire. Unfortunately, the Valkoran Empire wouldn't be the utopia it seemed to be on the surface. After the clinically insane outcast Sith Lord Masochus came along with his emotionally tormented apprentice, Balos Oiren (who would later be known as Armogeist), Emperor Valkor's plans for galactic conquest via a group known as the Forceless Collective started to surface. She and Grein learned of this, but Emilin was caught by Masochus and Valkor while Grein was forced to flee. She was then possessed by the Forceless Archfiend, Facadma. She was officially listed as having been killed in an accident, when truth, she spent centuries in isolation being physically and psychologically tortured by Valkor, Facadma and Masochus. In addition to being consciously aware of her possession and unable to speak out (even via telepathy), forms of torment included distorting her visual perception (by making her see the world through the perspective of a three-eyed mask), taunting her with the idea that her sister won't come back to save her and cutting her breasts off while she was still conscious. But none of these compared to Facadma combining her powers to make her harvest the living Force from creatures on a planetary scale every so often, as she was often forced to endure the torment of other beings denied the opportunity to become one with the Force. She eventually got her release more than 3,500 years later near the end of the war between the Valkoran Empire and the Galactic Alliance, liberated from Facadma by her distant nephew, Zolph Vaelor (who was almost purely human due to the Chiss genes being thinned out from generations of human breeding) and working alongside her sister Grein, who cheated death and persevered through the regret of abandoning her just to see to it that she was eventually freed and the Forceless Collective defeated. Facadma's death at the hands of both Zolph and her brother-in-law, Seferin (AKA Maesterus) then followed after hers.

[flamingtoads]

[cassiopeiasara]

For trick or treat, Jean/Millie and books please?

Millie reads to Jean in the evenings when her eyesight is strained and her head aches. Jean tried the first few times to talk about how unnecessary it was especially given that Millie is one to over dramatize her voices but Millie doesn’t give up. Eventually Jean can’t help a spare affectionate eye roll and a pleased smile as she closes her eyes and Millie reads to her like her own personal radio drama.

Send me a word and a ship for trick or treat and I’ll give you a headcanon.

[yetanotherramblingfangirl]

B for the song ask!

Baby Don't Leave Me Alone With My Thoughts - Lake Street Dive

Better in the Morning - Birdtalker

Blue Again - Weakened Friends

Blue Bayou - Linda Ronstadt

Bridge Over Troubled Water - Eva Cassidy

Send me a letter and I'll recommend 5 songs

[lattce-art]

Old OC meets new design!

my sweet lil scene grrl became less colourful :')

~ find me elsewhere ~

[bluecrowsfly]

some quick sketches of my ocs i drew yesterday while playing the worst game of Monopoly of my life

[gahmah-raan]

The cover art for Star Wars: Paranormalities: Episode II - Chapter 14: Facade

Admittedly, Facadma is off-model in this piece. The lower face tentacles should be on her cheeks.

[nahgul]

Idk how many followers will actually see this, but I have some art accounts and would love some support if anyone would like ♡

I need to make a Tumblr but I simply haven’t yet lol

[cassiopeiasara]

6, 11, 12 for the fandom year-in-review ask?

6. Fave movies of the year: Everything Everywhere All At Once, ticket to paradise, and the curse of bridge hallow

11. Biggest squee moment of the year: Olivia Colman piping up in Heartstopper honestly.

12. Favorite main character of the year: Max Chapman

[yetanotherramblingfangirl]

4, 14, 15, 18 for the year-end ask?

4. Favorite books read this year

A Master of Djinn by P. Djèlí Clark.

The Widows of Malabar Hill by Sujata Massey

Malice by Heather Walter

Monstress, Vol. 1-3 by Marjorie M. Liu & Sana Takeda

The Lincoln Highway by Amor Towles

14. Favorite m/f ship of the year

Carson x Hughes, Downton Abbey. I went into a fanfic reread deep dive.

Roslin x Adama, Battlestar Galactica. They are just forever my favorite.

15. Favorite f/f ship of the year

Brenda x Sharon, The Closer. This was also part of my fanfic reread deep dive.

Kerry Weaver x Susan Lewis, ER.

Barbara x Melissa, Abbott Elementary.

18. Fandom that you never expected to get into

NCIS. It all started when I was sick over summer break and watched 3 seasons in a week. Now suddenly I'm watching season 13 and I have no idea how I got here.

[frickingnerd]

yandere stain

pairing: akaguro chizome / stain x gn!reader

tags: overprotective yandere, stalker!stain, emilinating / murdering rivals, established relationship, obsessed/lovestruck!stain

stain is an overprotective yandere, with the only goal to keep his beloved darling safe!

he doesn't care which lengths he has to go for to keep you safe, even killing people is okay for him!

his morals are clearly warped and he genuinely believes that everything he does is good, so he can't understand why you wouldn't think so too!

all the bad things, as you call them, he does to keep you safe are justified!

even before he approached you, stain had been stalking you for quite a while

he had to learn more about you, had to find out who your friends and enemies were, so he could keep you safe from them!

only when he knew all the potential threats in your life did he approach you

at first, you weren't even aware how messed up he was, believing him to be a vigilante who only did good

but when he began to eliminate people close to you, people he called threats to you and him, did you realize that he wasn't the person you thought he was

but at that point, it was already too late

you had already told him you loved him, had already been dating him and stain wouldn't forget that!

he was certain that you still loved him now and that whenever you claimed you didn't, it was because of someone else!

and so he kept eliminating those threats, to make sure nobody would get between you two again…

[thestarseersystem]

Complex Alters

I wanted to make a post explaining and going over one aspect of my C-DID, to help better inform you guys and to see how much you relate or experience these things.

What are complex alters, in my definition? In my experience, these are alters made up of different parts or fragments, and act as one whole alter, instead of switching between those different parts. They can split as complex, or they can fuse from multiple fragments.

Complex alters made up of different fragments can look like all seemingly different alters fused into one. For example:

They can be three different alters, let's go with red, green and blue. They all decide, "y'know what, we're kind of all the same, let's join together to create a new alter, that combines and makes use of all our traits." And y'know what, they become "purple". Purple is still the sum of all the three parts. Purple has memories and feelings from red, green and blue. And Purple, when you look very closely, can take on any traits they want, from red, green and blue. Three introject fragments that formed to combine into a non-introject alter. For me, this is my alter called Pan. He is a little boy who takes on the traits of three different introject fragments that were nothing alone, but felt that they were so closely aligned, that they're now stronger together.

Another type of complex alter that is made up of many fragments, can look like my alter called Alyce. They are fused from all alice in wonderland inspired introjects. Whenever I split a new fragment based around alice in wonderland, Alyce gains a new aspect of themselves. So they can look like multiple different hues of the same color, depending on whichever aspect is most fitting to them at the time. Like blue, royal blue, navy blue, robins egg, sky blue, baby blue, etc. They are still all Alyce, but is like chainmail of alters. They are all linked to one another and act unanimously, but from our perspective, we can still recognize all the fragments that Alyce makes up within themselves. This is different from a subsystem.

The other complex alter type that we notice within our system, is an alter that was split complexly, and is not recognized to be multiple fragments before hand. So they never fused, just ended up kind of being like a half fusion of two alters, and these alters act and feel independently. But these two alters remain in the same innerworld body. It is like an alter being twins in one. And in this instance, we have Emiline and Gwendolyn.

Emiline exists in the left half of the innerworld body. She has two toned hair, the left side being pink, and having a glasgow/stitched face on that side. She is the angrier and more aggressive one. She has feelings and thoughts separate from Gwendolyn and is her twin sister, even though they share the same body.

Gwendolyn exists on the right half of the innerworld body. She has blue hair on the right side and often wears a teardrop below her eye. She is the more gentle and sad one of the two. She is a crybaby and often leans on Emiline for support and protection.

But they both look out for each other, and compliment each other. They both have purple eyes. And have an older sister named Beatrice.

So these are what my complex alters look like, and no, they're not fully fused within one another. While the fragments work together as one, complex alters regardless act together in some way. They share a common goal and could potentially split apart in the future. But due to the fact that they rely on each other for survival, that is unlikely that they'd completely split.

Complex alters do not really see their fragments or internal parts as a past event from fusion because they are not fully fused. They still all have different thoughts, but work together in some way. I've only seen this happen in polyfragmented systems, because of the nature of complex splitting patterns. But maybe it happens in your system.

Share with me, I'd love to hear your thoughts and feelings and experiences. Feel free.

[byakuyas-slut]

So here's Emily!!! I didn't really like her name tbh...I thought since she's an angel boss thing then she's gonna need to have a better name than Emily. Luckily I didn't change her name to much...here's Emiline Seraphim!

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Writer Asks

I love doing these! They hardly ever come around anymore and I miss these. Thank you @bitchbrisket for sending this my way.

How many works do you have on AO3?

36

What’s your total AO3 word count?

664,309

What fandoms do you write for?

Mostly The Worst Witch 2017, but there’s also a couple of Bletchley Circle fics on there, as well as an unpublished Xena and a Rosemary and Thyme wip.

What are your top five fics by kudos?

Divine

Into the Great Wide Open

One Thing Leads to Another

Ghost

Winter Song

Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I try to always comment. Comments are a gift and I want to recognize the time someone took tell me they liked my work. Plus, I love talking about writing and stories and all that.

What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Life has enough angst already, I don’t need to add to it with my fics. I much prefer a happy ending. That said, since I’ve left everyone hanging on Stella Caeli for 6 months (I’m so sorry!) and it’s at a disaster cliffhanger, it would be that. I am almost done with the next installment, though, so hopefully soon it won’t be angsty either.

What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Maybe Divine? That’s the last part of Hecate’s Summer Playlist. Either that or An Uncertain Spring

Do you get hate on fic?

I haven’t yet.

Do you write smut?

It probably comes as a surprise to most of my readers, but yes. Just not in any of the stuff I’ve written for TWW or posted on AO3

Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

Not really, though I do enjoy letting Rosemary and Thyme make a cameo every now and then. I’m not against them, just haven’t done it.

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I don’t think so.

Have you ever had a fic translated?

Not that I’m aware.

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No, but Sparky probably deserves a co-writing credit for all of the work she’s put in to my fics.

What’s your all-time favourite ship?

This is a toughie. Certainly, Hecate Hardbroom and Pippa Pentangle – or Hecate and Ada Cackle – or Hecate and Julie Hubble. Honorable mentions include Jean McBride and Millie Harcourt, Xena and Gabrielle, Jenny Flint and Madame Vastra, Rosemary and Thyme, Lady Hardcastle and Flo, SuperCorp, Laventon and Cyllene… The list really could go on.

What’s a WIP you want to finish but probably won’t?

Probably my first fic – a massive crossover with characters from everywhere, a healthy dose of Mary Sue-manship, a bizarre premise that turned out to be not so bizarre when six months or a year after I started it, Galaxy Quest sort of had the main plot point.

What are your writing strengths?

I feel like dialogue is what I do best, followed by plotting.

What are your writing weaknesses?

Action sequences. They feel very stilted to me.

Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

Sure, write it. I've had bilingual characters.

First fandom you wrote for?

Not counting that first atrocity, Xena and Gabrielle – though technically it’s a Mel & Janice one.

Favourite fic you’ve written?

That is like picking a favorite child, isn’t it? Well, I shan’t be in denial about it. Hecate’s Summer Playlist holds a special place in my heart, closely followed by An Uncertain Spring and All Roads Lead to Home.

If you'd like to play, I'll tag @emiline-northeto @curlywitch14 @hydr0phius @cassiopeiasara and anyone else who'd like to join in.

Questions to respond to:

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

3. What fandoms do you write for?

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

8. Do you get hate on fic?

9. Do you write smut?

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

14. What’s your all-time favourite ship?

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but probably won’t?

16. What are your writing strengths?

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

19. First fandom you wrote for?

20. Favourite fic you’ve written?

[featherglum]

Drawing my sona for the first time in who knows how long because I really need to update her and my Cyberiad self-insert (because I got bangs all the way back in October and still haven't gotten around to changing their designs to reflect that*)

*Emiline from Cain's Antics (that object oc story most of you either forgot about or never saw because I posted about it very long ago) probably won't get the same treatment despite pretty much being a self-insert as well, since her eye being covered is kind of a big part of her design and I don't think giving her bangs would work??