#Hello Pro trainees

[eldesperadont]

hello and welcome to the start of my rough Despe/Hiromu recap essay! I'll go over their history in relation to one another. A big reason for this recap is to explain my fascination with the 10+ year long history of these characters, and why I, a queer person, is so drawn to it — this post will include links, spoilers and cover the first 9 years of their careers. If you have corrections or additional infos pls DM me!!

egg, (2010-2012)

Hiromu Takahashi and El Desperado started their pro wrestling training around the same time in NJPWs dojo – both passing NJPW's entry exam in 2009 and training for roughly a year till they officially debuted in 2010.

Desperado in March under his real name, Mikami Kyōsuke, and Hiromu later in August. And here we already have some key moments:

Takahashi's professional debut was a singles match against Mikami. (its on YouTube btw)

Despe's first ever singles victory was defeating Hiromu in said debut match.

Mikami is older and ahead of Takahashi, going on to have an impressive winning record over Hiromu, who only managed to get a sole victory over Despe during their time together as students. (two if you count in a dark match)

Hiromu genuinely struggled a lot as a Young Lion (dojo trainee), having been close to giving up on wrestling if it weren’t for main roster wrestler Tetsuya Naito, who took him under his wing.

So yeah starting off Despe had the upper hand.

This part of their career is the hardest to research given that 1.) the language barrier was way higher a decade ago, 2.) there straight up is barely any footage. So instead, I want to explain the emotional importance of the NJPW dojo background:

The time as Young Lions in NJPW is kayfabe canon. These guys are rivals but also teammates, live and train together, fight with/and each other, cheer each other on in their bouts with the seniors, carry each other to the back when they once again got beaten – these guys are close, they have to, it's them against the world.

And that is the case for pretty much all the homegrown NJPW talent. This system provides feuds with an emotional core; why would someone who was that close be so cruel to each other now? What turns brothers, best friends, partners into enemies? So much room for juicy rivalries with a real weight behind it, after all we watched these guys grow and learn, saw their highs and lows.

Also on a less serious note it's simply amusing to watch old stuff and see two guys that will be bitter rivals, who’s matches will get praise and awards - tag together in mostly fruitless efforts, stumble behind the curtain together and be so clueless about all the greatness they’ll achieve one day thanks to each others hard work.

Young Lions my beloved <3

oceans apart, (2012-2016)

As is custom with most Young Lions both went on excursion: Mikami graduating first, in 2012, and working in Mexico for a year as "Namajague" - Hiromu leaving Japan the year Desperado debuts on the New Japan main roster, in 2014, touring in Mexico and the US as "Kamaitachi" till August 2016.

Both worked in CMLL as heels, as is custom for foreign trainees, starting as masked wrestlers, loosing them in a stipulation match, and also getting their hair shaved at some point.

Here you have unmasked Namajague, who went on to rock a half facepaint look and had half of his hair bleached (in 2014, a trendsetter)

and here you got a young unmasked Kamaitachi (yes he was in a team with Christopher Daniels and Frankie Kazarian in RoH)

These are the years Mikami and Hiromu don’t interact in canon, but in an 2020 interview Desperado confessed that he kept an eye on Takahashi during the latter's excursion, cause of his success in Middle/North America and spectacular matches with Dragon Lee.

Love confessions, (May - June 2018)

Their rivalry was fully rekindled in the “Best of the Super Juniors 25” tournament, so let’s set the scene:

Takahashi’s successful: having won the most important championship for their weight division in his first year on the main roster. He’s beloved by fans and critics and a valuable member of his mentor's faction, Los Ingobernables de Japon.

El Desperado is struggling: unsuccessfully having fought for singles titles several times in the last couple of years. His only championship victories so far having been in the tag division, after joining Suzuki-gun, a shady group that tolerates him, but not without hurdles. The masked man debuted in 2013 as a cheerful honourable guy, but by now he was just a bitter, sinister bastard.

They will have their first singles meeting in 6 years, and their first on the main roster.

They are winking and nodding towards the fact that Desperado already has several wins over the younger guy, but do not address who Despy really is - officially Mikami Kyōsuke hasn’t wrestled in New Japan ever since he left for Mexico.

Leading up to the BOSJ Hiromu made a booklet in which he describes all of his possible opponents, Desperado's page is kept blank at first, but later Takahashi adds “I know who you are, and I hate you.”

Despy wants to impress Hiromu. He was one half of the IWGP Jr. Tag champs at that point and took both belts with him to the ring - he's also wearing a special mask, that is mostly white, a colour Japanese wrestlers tend to only wear on special occasions/in big matches.

A lot has changed since they last fought 1 on 1 - except one thing: Hiromu cannot beat Desperado.

Both didn’t shy away from using dirty tricks, but in the end Despy has the upper hand once more. As his opponent lays defeated in the ring the masked menace has this to say:

(postmatch promo) (the match)

Hiromu will go on to win the tournament and IWGP Jr. Heavyweight belt from Will Ospreay at the 2018 Dominion show, but the loss to his fellow former Young Lion means that the latter has the right to challenge him, and so he does, in this now infamous promo.

please watch the whole thing: link

(funfact, this happened the same night Kenny won the IWGP Heavyweight Title with Ibushi in his corner, the gays were EATING that day, in pride month no less)

Leading up to their confrontation Hiromu would post a video on his twitter playing the 'love me/not' flower game, landing on "he loves me" - which promptly makes him eat the flower in frustration

On the day of their match, June 18 2018, he brings Desperado a present:

A bouquet in a guitar case, a cruel call back to Desperados main roster debut back in early 2014: after Kota Ibushi won the IWGP Jr. Heavyweight belt at Wrestle Kingdom 8 a masked stranger approached the ring with a guitar case, revealing it to carry a bouquet of black roses for the freshly crowned champ (who was a lil confused by the whole situation)

It was the start of Despes unsuccessful run as a face and partnership with Ibushi (which you can read as the first man he tried to pursue).

The masked lad wasn't that fond of Hiromu bringing back old memories.

Their match is an all out war, both using underhanded tactics to keep the other one down, including Hiromu unmasking Despy, who shockingly doesn’t care at all - which is a huge deal, I'm going to quote Japanese NJPW commentator Milano here because he said it best:

“To a masked wrestler that’s your identity. It’s everything. But Desperado has it ripped off and then just puts it on like he was fixing his necktie. He was saying that this very essence of himself wasn’t as important as Hiromu or the belt." (translation by Chris Charlton)

But in the end Hiromu is victorious, finally ending his losing streak. After the match he has some interesting things to say:

(postmatch promo) (the match)

Life’s a b*tch. (mid 2018 - late 2019)

Hiromu's next title defence is in August 2018 in the USA against Dragon Lee, a match I still haven't been able to watch and probably never will. Due to a messed up move from his opponent, Hiromu lands hard on his neck, breaking it in the process. He somehow managed to finish the match but collapsed backstage, immediately being rushed to a hospital.

In the documentary RED HEADED REVIVAL Hiromu shared that he knew right away that something was wrong – he saw his life flash before his eyes and feared that this is the end of his career, but he decided against stopping the fight:

It took Hiromu over a year to fully recover.

That wasn't the only unfortunate incident though: in spring of 2019 Desperado broke his jaw in a deathmatch against his idol Jun Kasai. The timing couldn't have been worse: the highly anticipated BOSJ Tournament for that year being just about to start. Despe had to withdraw mere days before its opening.

Neither of them would make a return till late 2019. And their next actual confrontation wouldn’t be till 2020.

It was a sad time to be a fan of either - with Hiromu we didn't know till his return if he will even be able to wrestle again. And with Despy we had to witness fans being unnecessarily rude to him, ridiculing him about doing a deathmatch in the first place, eventho the injury could have occurred in any type of match. (if I remember correctly, Desperado even deleted his twitter due to the fan backlash)

BUT I'm gonna end this post on a good note:

1.) Despy's return marked the start of a new era for him:

He wasn't gonna apologise, he broke his jaw, so what? Shit happens. He wasn't going to pretend that the situation didn't happen either tho, hell - Despe returned in a shirt covered in blood spots, making direct references to the match he got injured in. (sth he talked about in this video) And his mask? Dons a fractured jawbone now, the cracks filled in with gold - reminiscent of kintsugi, a Japanese method for repairing broken ceramics with a special lacquer mixed with gold, silver, or platinum. The philosophy behind the technique is to recognize the history of the object and to visibly incorporate the repair into the new piece instead of disguising it.

2.) Hiromu wasn't giving up on his way of life either, making a spectacular return - the best was yet to come. Individually and together/against each other.

Stay tuned for the next part, that will absolutely also take me ages to finally put out, I'm apologising in advance,, anyways thx bye!! <3 👹🐱

[capricorn-writer-kawaii]

Our Hero Academy

Chapter 9 - Loving you

Prev. Chapter

Pairing: Shota Aizawa x female OC

Genre: Shota Aizawa X female OC fluff, angst, high school romance, friends to lovers

Words: 3.8k

Summary: 15 years ago, Eraser Head was starting his hero studies with his best friends Hizashi and Oboro. Contrary to what people think, his teenage years in the U.A. were bright and lovely, filled with the laughter of his best friends and his girlfriend's unconditional love. What happened over the years? What changed him into a gloomy sensei?

Extra note: You can totally picture Y/N in the OC female name, it's just that it'd be cute to read Aizawa calling her pet names. 🤍

Please give a lot of love to @merrymonkey and her art!

Chapter 9 - Loving you

Due to how demanding their internships during the first year were, it was really hard to get some free time. However, Oboro convinced his friends to have lunch together on a Saturday.

The young trainees were laughing hearing Hizashi telling a story about how he and Midnight screwed things up during a mission when three pro heroes entered the place and people started to murmur and look at them with admiration. Although they were young, their talent, charm, and appearance had made them quite popular. The heroes were about to sit when they recognized Kaori's pink hair and didn't hesitate to say hello. 

“You've gotta be kidding me! Look who's here!"

Hizashi, Oboro, and Aizawa observed as Kaori's cheeks automatically blushed. And who could have blamed her? There was no one who didn't have a crush on those three heroes, even Hizashi and Oboro who were almost drooling looking at them.

It was the very first time the guys had seen Kaori acting like that in front of a boy. No matter how attractive the people who had asked her out at the academy were, she rejected them without thinking. But in that moment, she could barely make eye contact with them.

“Senpais, what a pleasure” She greeted politely.

“Nice to see your beautiful cotton candy hair again so soon!” Another of them said touching the girl's head, which instinctively caused Aizawa's body to tense up.

“What the hell's going on here? Why do you know them?” Hizashi asked, being as reckless and indiscreet as ever.

“A few nights ago I had to cover for someone at the agency, I got lost and ended up in the area where they patrol.”

“And why don't you know them if you guys work at the same agency, Shota?” The blonde asked, looking at Aizawa, who simply responded that he was attending another emergency.

“Kaori's wonderful! Despite being so young, she took care of everything herself. If the boss had seen you in action, he'd have asked you to work with us.” Said the third hero. “I mean, Endeavor has a very good eye for choosing his sidekicks.”

Kaori looked so embarrassed but flattered at the same time, that Oboro couldn't help but laugh as he hugged her.

“Kari, aren't you going to introduce us?"

"Oh, yes! I'm sorry! These are Eraser Head, Present Mic, and Loud Cloud.” Hizashi and Oboro stood up and bowed their heads while Aizawa barely lowered his.

“Do you mind if we sit with you? This place's crowded. We'll be colleagues, it's always good to know who you'll be working with.”

While Oboro and Hizashi received them kindly and were even excited to be able to share a table with heroes as important as them, Shota seemed surly, stony, and highly disinterested in the conversation. He was internally grateful to be out of soda, as that would give him a perfect excuse to get up and walk away from the table at least for a few minutes.

“Shota, wait for me! I also need to refill it!

As Kaori stood up, her sweater fell and the hero who had touched her hand kindly took it, cleaned it, and put it on the girl's shoulder.

Hizashi and Oboro laughed at her face; however, that action had been the worst trigger for Aizawa, who walked faster. Once in front of the drinks, the girl kept smiling.

“The food's delicious, don't you think, Shota? We'd have listened to Hizashi when he recommended this place to us the first time.”

“It's lousy. The meat isn't well seasoned and the vegetables are raw. It'd have been better to eat at home.”

“Come on, don't be that harsh."

“You didn't tell me you had worked with anyone else that night.”

“I forgot, when I returned to the agency they assigned us more jobs. But don't you think it's great that we can share the table with them? The U.A. professors always say that it's important to create a good network among colleagues and they are very good!”

“Kari, let's get out of here.” He said turning around and looking into her eyes. “Let's go home, or go to the beach, you always like to go there.”

"Seriously? But you were the one who was hungrier.”

“Well, my appetite went away.”

“But it'd be very rude to just leave. Hizashi and Oboro are talking and the pro heroes just sat with us."

“Fine” He replied sighing.

Back at the table, the conversation continued as pleasant as it had been from the beginning. The three young men were very interested in the students' abilities. They tried to talk to Aizawa on several occasions but received such brief answers that it seemed impossible to talk to him. Everyone perceived the negative vibe in Shota and his gaze left absolutely nothing to the imagination. Not even Oboro and Hizashi, who had known him all their lives, had seen him as pain as that night.

Aizawa felt like he was going to throw up at any moment. Seeing how the guys flirted with Kaori made him think that even that horrible food was poisoning him. It was even worse when there was any touching involved, he was even tempted to use his weapon when one of the guys touched again Kaori's hair.

“Kaori, you were so helpful that night that we should thank you properly. We receive many courtesies from different places, we could take advantage of a few and invite you to eat.” The hero offered with a smile that caused even Oboro and Hizashi to sigh gawking at the boy, he was ridiculously handsome. He had blonde hair, honey eyes, and a very shapely body, even with the exercise clothes he wore people could see his muscles. “We could go to eat, visit a zoo, or even go to the movies. Whatever you want."

Nausea reached its peak, his annoyance made him clench his teeth and without realizing he had also clenched his fists. Aizawa felt how his hair began to rise as it happened every time he used his power, and felt the burning in his eyes indicating that he was nowhere near erasing the powers of everyone who was in that restaurant.

"You're leaving now?" Oboro asked when he saw that his friend stood up, his facial expressions could not be more evident, they had never seen his jaw that tense.

"It's late." He responded with a terrifying tone of voice, so raspy that they could hardly understand him.

And just like that, the young hero left the restaurant without saying goodbye.

The next few days Aizawa was too quiet in class, too quiet even coming from him. During breaks he limited himself to eating and during training with Kaori he also remained silent. By Thursday, the boys got tired of his attitude. If they were lucky to get an answer from Shota, it was barely monosyllables, sarcastic comments, or guttural sounds.

“Ok, that's enough, I refuse to continue living with your emo personality,” Hizashi said hitting him on the back of the head while his friend looked for his shirt. He had just taken a shower after training.

As a reaction, Aiwaza threatened him with his gaze, erasing his power right there.

“Come on, give it back. We made a promise, not to use our quirks against us.” Oboro said creating a small cloud above Aizawa's head. “Either you return Hizashi's voice, or you'll be hit by a downpour.” Aizawa stopped looking at Hizashi and fixed his red eyes on Oboro. "You bitch!" He exclaimed seeing his quirk had been also erased. 

In a worse mood than before, Aizawa finished putting on his shirt and left the locker room. His hair was still soaked and his shirt wasn't even closed properly. Because he was so upset, he didn't notice that many of the girls were gawking just by seeing him pass by.

The quiet boy entered to the gym where his class would train with another one from the second year. Aizawa leaned against a wall while he waited for the professor to come and tell them what to do. Only a few minutes had passed when he sensed a presence.

“Midnight, what do you want?” He asked with his arms crossed and without seeing her in the face.

“I'm older than you, you should respect me.” Next thing Aizawa felt was Nemuri's whip hitting his head. "Where are the others? Why do you come with wet hair? Did you realize that you didn't close your shirt properly?” For Midnight there was nothing funnier than teasing Aizawa. She had met him during training and from the first day she would not leave him alone. "What's going on?"

“There are too many questions and none of them matter to you.”

“Hey! You are usually bitter, but not rude.”

“I'm sorry…”

“Apologize to me after I comb your hair. Look, if you move back those locks, people can see your forehead.”

While Aizawa was trying to avoid her so she wouldn't touch his hair, Kaori came in with Oboro and Hizashi. Seeing the image of Aizawa and Midnight, the girl even stopped walking.

“That fucker! He fights with us and acts like a stupid domesticated cat with Midnight!"

Meanwhile, Midnight followed Aizawa's gaze and noticed the three young heroes. Then, getting closer to his ear, she whispered:

“Have you already asked her out?”

“Huh? What are you talking about?"

Midnight laughed softly at seeing him embarrassed. “You obviously like Kaori, and I think she likes you too. You should ask her out!”

“You don't know what you're saying. We're just friends.”

“Are you that stupid? Aren't you like the genius of your generation?”

“Have you never heard what people say about…?”

“About the relationships between heroes? Bullshit! Do you want to live alone even when you could share everything with someone important to you, Eraser?" Seeing that the hero was not arguing and that he was listening to her, she continued. “I know you're an introvert, but you can do it! You trust her, you spend a lot of time with her, and you're not ugly.”

“That was supposed to be a compliment?”

“Take it as you want, but if you don't move, someone else will.”

Seeing Nemuri and Shota talking so close, Kaori decided to continue walking. She preferred to train alone than to continue seeing them together.

Later that day, Hizashi, Kaori, and Oboro were on the rooftop having lunch, or at least trying, since the girl hadn't taken a bite.

"Shota's not coming again?"

“I don't know. Now we hate him." Hizashi replied crossing his arms in front of his chest. “He dared to erase my quirk! And he left Oboro without his clouds.”

“Were you bullying him?”

"No!" They both said at the same time.

“We just asked him what was wrong!"

"You called him emo, Hizashi."

"And you told him he was a bitch."

The boys couldn't continue talking because they heard some footsteps and when they turned around, they saw Aizawa approaching.

“Shota!” The girl exclaimed as her face lit up with a beautiful smile.

“Oh! You deigned to come. We thought you would eat with Midnight.” Hizashi's claim made Shota grin, the blond sounded even worse than a jealous girlfriend. What he didn't notice was Kaori's face, whose smile almost disappeared at the mention of Nemuri.

“I won't use my erasure on you again, I promise.”

That statement was just the apoligy the boys were expecting, for they did not ask anything else, just continued eating. Actually, Hizashi and Oboro ate as if their lives depended on it and then left with some stupid excuse that neither Kaori nor Aizawa understood. It was not clear why they had to go looking for a book that Oboro had lost in the pools. Oboro didn't even read well!

“I swear, if those two idiots don't act soon, I'll send them an anonymous letter,” Hizashi said to Oboro before disappearing with his friend.

“I'm glad you finally decided to show up. I have something for you.” Aizawa raised his eyebrows at the same time that the girl searched through her things. “You left very early on Saturday, but the boys and I stopped by a small fair and I saw something you might like.”

Intrigued by what was inside the bag, the boy opened it and smiled so tenderly that even his tired eyes expressed how much he liked it. It was a cat keychain.

"Thanks, Kari, I love it." Aizawa said, with a smile that made him look even more handsome. “Do you have his partner? Looks, his paw is extended."

"Oh, I did not know he had a partner!" She said, forcing a smile, because she did know. "But it's okay! As long as you have this one, it's enough.”

Finally, when classes were over, Aizawa was closing his backpack when Oboro and Hizashi looked at the keychain.

“Kari finally gave it to you! She's wanted to do it since she won it.” Hizashi commented.

“Did she win it?”

“After making us wait almost an hour while she tried to hit the target by throwing darts, yes, she did it. She was very excited because she wanted to give it to you, we told her to stop spending money, but she didn't listen to us, you know how stubborn she is." Oboro explained. “To tell the truth, it was kind of sad. That cat had a partner, but Kari didn't have any more money and we had already spent everything."

Aizawa felt like a perfect idiot when he remembered how he had behaved those days. "See you." The boy said taking his backpack and running out of class. It was not common to see him rushed or urgent about anything.

Meanwhile, Kaori was walking towards the exit when Aizawa spotted her. He didn't mind pushing a couple of students to get to her side quickly.

"Come on, Kari, we have to go."

Aizawa took her hand and practically dragged her with him.

“Shota…”

“Don't even try because you're not going to convince me.” Aizawa was already paying for the game for the fifth time, he was determined to win the other keychain.

After another couple of tries, Aizawa finally got it and turning around with a grin from ear to ear, he showed her the object.

“Shota, you did it!” He exclaimed jumping and clapping.

“And we still have some time before work. Is there something you want to do? Forget it, I know what you want.”

Soon they had reached the beach. They walked for a while while talking about everything that had happened the last few days. It seemed Aizawa had finally gotten over his bad mood. After a while, they sat on the sand and Kaori made her friend laugh by playing with the waves. She could slow them down or she could make them extend a little further until they almost reached where they were sitting.

Aizawa had been distracted from Kaori's game, as he was hypnotized by watching her laugh. In fact, for him, just looking at her smile like that was enough reason to feel at peace, happy, and even grateful. His heart was so full for Kaori, so occupied by her, that Aizawa couldn't even call it his own.

Back on that night, Kaori interpreted Aizawa's silence as the end of their conversation, so she stood up.

“I think it's time to go to sleep.”

“Kaori” he also called, standing up and preventing her from leaving, he took her hand. “I didn't tell you anything about Midnight because it's not true, I don't like her. Oboro and Hizashi were just talking nonsense because they also know that I’m not interested in her.”

“Then why do they say that?”

“Because they are idiots, and according to them, they are helping me.” He said with blushing cheeks. “But I'm tired of this, I'm tired of denying it and trying to hide the truth. I have no interest in Midnight or anyone.”

The confidence with which Shota spoke and the seriousness in his words left Kaori without any doubt. However, far from dismissing the discomfort she felt in her chest since the topic arose, it got worse. If at any time she could have imagined that he felt something more than friendship towards her, there was no longer room for that. Even though he liked to fool herself into thinking that her feelings for Shota were reciprocated, deep down Kaori kept telling herself that it wasn't possible. However, hearing him say something like that broke the young girl's heart.

“I get it.” She answered barely audible to Aizawa, and that is that if she spoke even a little louder, she would cut off her voice.

“Kari…” he called, bringing his hand to the girl's beautiful face, and that was how he discovered that she was biting her lip to try to make her stop shaking.

It was enough for Aizawa to feel how his world turned upside down again just by having her this close to decide to take the next step. He had highly doubted it for fear of ruining things between them, but he had to take the risk.

“It's been a long time since I lost my mind over someone. That person looked at me and smiled like no one had done before. She didn't even know me and offered me the kindest smile ever, but I wasn't able to do anything more than look at her. How could I react if a girl that gorgeous smiled at me?” He said, perfectly remembering his first day at U.A., that moment when he saw Kaori for the first time he could never forget. “Despite my personality, she has been with me and she has believed in me. To be fair, she has more confidence in me than I do myself. You can imagine the panic I felt when I thought I was going to lose this person.” With every word Aizawa said to Kaori his heart beat faster.

“How could I be interested in someone else when you exist?” He asked, brushing his thumbs over the girl's cheeks and then, delicately, over her lips. “Maybe it was your laugh, or your green eyes, or your smile. It could have been your pink hair, or your sweet voice. Maybe it was the way you fell asleep on my shoulder or every aspect of your personality. Whatever it was, it made me fall pretty damn hard.”

Sure of what he felt, Aizawa took the last missing step and dared to kiss her. He could try Kaori's lips again, but this time as he had dreamed of doing since day one. It was no longer an accidental kiss, but a totally intentional one. Aizawa's hands, despite always being covered up to half of the fingers by bandages, because the metal of his weapon hurt him, felt warm and touched the girl's face very delicately.

What contrasted with the softness of his lips and how he caressed her were his shoulders, and Kaori discovered it the moment she touched them. Of course she knew how toned Shota's body was, after all, they trained together and physical closeness was inevitable. However, now that she was caressing his shoulders, that she was actually taking the time to feel his body, she discovered how muscular he was. It was as if all that time getting to know Shota hadn't prepared her to really know how much she liked him.

Little by little, taking their time, the kiss began to intensify, as Kaori was able to react and respond appropriately. If Aizawa had any doubts, they were dispelled when he felt the girl's soft hands run over her neck and then hug him. Furthermore, it was no longer just their lips, it was also their tongues that were touching. However, when Kaori brought her fingers to Aizawa's long hair, he almost interrupted the kiss. He didn't, but he did let out a small grunt.

“I'm sorry…” The girl said, separating herself a little, but he stopped her and brought her closer again, taking her by the hip.

“You didn't do anything wrong, it's just…”

The closeness allowed Kaori to perfectly appreciate how the hero's brunette skin blushed. Her heart melted when she saw the young man's reaction, despite being serious and seeming cold, Shota was just a softie when it came to her.

“It's just what?" She asked playing with Shota's hair.

“It's just... since we kissed the first time I haven't stopped thinking about how much I wanted it to happen again, and that it's happening now... I don't know, Kari, it seems incredible to me. Also," He lowered his gaze even further, because the following comment embarrassed him, he still did not have enough confidence to express himself so openly. “Your hands feel great in my hair.”

That little comment stirred so much inside Kaori that she couldn't control herself. In a fraction of seconds, their hair and clothes moved due to the strong blizzard caused by the girl. It didn't make sense that that had happened when the night was cold, but not windy, it was OBVIOUS what had happened, especially after their first kiss when Kaori controlled the snow and rain without even noticing it. To make it even funnier, not only were they very disheveled, but the girl's face was so red, it didn't even look like her.

“We had promised not to use our quirk against us.” He joked, simply gawking at her and approaching again, but this time he tried to caress her neck. “Kari…” He said, laughing tenderly. “I'm not gonna do anything to you, I'm just trying to tell you that I think you're probably going to end up blowing us up.”

“I just like you a lot, Shota.” She confessed enjoying the boy's caresses, she never imagined he could be that sweet. “Since the first time I was close to you I wished I could stop time. You… you just have the sweetest soul. The way you treat me and how you care about me is something I never expected to find in anyone. Being close to you is like being at home. I'm the happiest with I'm with you. I think I wished for you all my life.”

Aizawa sighed deeply as he felt the tenderness with which Kaori hugged him. Although it was true, they were both very young and could not even imagine everything that life had in store for them, they loved each other in the most honest way and were ready to start the new adventure that would be to be together, but this time not just as friends.

To be continued...

[outsidereveries]

hello ! ik you’ve got a lot of requests, so il just send this in and whenever you see this whichever time that’ll be if you choose to do this request then thanks! il be patient. but basically, I wanted to ask whether or not you could see any possible positive outcome for blackpink if they choose to stay with ygent. ik that the future isn’t set in stone, but just for now. cause i for one do not see anything positive to come out of that. I truly hope they leave honestly.

i’ve decided to ask about their pros and cons if the girls decide to renew with their company since any positive outcomes .. it’s just not fair.

[Pros]

Jisoo - YGE can give her what she wants, including making her working towards her goals in her individual career. Also, they can also “move forward” with her solo career and she will be remembered as an individual. I also see she’s aware of her benefits if she resigns with YGE.

Jennie - She’s independent and doesn’t rely on anyone. The little amount of individual opportunities seems to be advantage for her too, she might be really stay-at-home girl. They let her travel to whatever she wants to. I see she’s really grateful to them for that.

Rosé - Uh, honestly, her pros are combined with the cons themselves? I believe that like Jennie, she has less individual activities (that to her are unfair), and this leads to her own freedom in some way. This leads also to Rosé overthinking and wondering of .. basically, anything. Yes, it's a plus for her. Although these combined pros-cons things, she also sees an advantage, and it's about that when she's working, she's doing the job as she has to and YGE doesn't bug her about doing it faster, or to take it slow.

Lisa - She was upset on how she was treated in her rookie days, but she got over it. Lisa appreciates that she has activities that she wants now. She also feels that YGE is a fate to her and is thankful at the opponturities she has now. Lisa might be also aware of the influence she has in the industry as there are more Thai idols and trainees. Her material wealth is also an advantage to Lisa herself. Maybe whatever she wanted to do just won't work in Thailand if she started there first. All of this led to her independence.

[Cons]

Jisoo - YGE is too predictable of the individual activities they give, so it’s not suprising she wants DIFFERENT ACTIVITIES. Because of it, she might be less motivated too. YGE is also too manipulative, Jisoo doesn’t want to deal with their tactics. YGE is also thrifty, Jisoo would prefer for the company to spend more money of what their artists need. The company might hide how rich they actually are. YGE is uncertain company towards individual activities as a whole. The company seems to be “moody” - either they don’t say anything or are too emotional.

Jennie - YGE might give her less money or her individual career is just at “stand-by” position and she has to ACT to have any individual opportunities. YGE also doesn’t look at her solo activities: she might jiggle activities at once which leads towards her stressing out, so the company might be careless towards Jennie. YGE doesn’t have realistic plans for her and the company sees Jennie as a machine/robot. Jennie doesn’t trust them at all and that’s her major disadvantage. It makes sense why she has some “lazy tendencies” - because the company sees her as a robot.

Rosé - She might've been restricted about her point of view. I believe when she tried to help the company with their issues, YGE didn't even want to listen to her and they decided to judge Rosé and say that she's wrong, so as emotional as I feel she is, Rosé might've felt hurt and therefore, restricted. She also doesn't believe and trust them (similar issue as Jennie's). Obviously, YGE also restricted her solo activities, so achieving anything doesn't matter as they still want to make her like a doll. She wasn't an option about anything individual, YGE doesn't communicate with her. She is aware of their lack of willigness to at least tell her the truth. Simply, she was ignored.

Lisa - Similar as Jisoo, YGE is thrifty. Lisa believes the way YGE spends money is too conservative because the times has changed. The company also deceive Lisa, they behave unethically towards her, probably because she's foreigner. The relationship between Lisa and YGE isn't great at all: there might be unresolved conflicts that make their relationship imbalanced. Like Rosé, they also didn't communicate with Lisa. Lisa's values are also really, really different. This leads to Lisa's unrealistic expectations towards her being an idol. She isn't being herself when is under YGE. She might feel lost. She could even feel like an outsider, Lisa might actually clash with the rest of the girls a lot. Her work ethic might be also different than the rest. She might be insecure of the other girls' abilities (maybe vocal-wise). YGE didn't risk with her, YGE didn't change the way Lisa is treated (this is despite the fact Lisa has activities that she apparently wants). Lisa isn't satisfied with the way YGE wants stability for the girls. Lisa thinks YGE is too complex as they made her insecure, doubting herself and also possibly made her like a robot (similar as Jennie/Rosé). She isn't confident of her abilities and she blames YGE for that. She's just living in a lie and she realises it only now.

[aviculor]

Big fan of Ice Nine Kill's new single, Meat & Greet. It feels very classic INK. I see that we're still figuring out the lyrics, so let me help.

He’s in the last cell, stay to the left (Thank you) Don’t get close to the glass And be careful If he smells your fear, he’ll eat you alive

Hello Clarice, nothing's free at this Meat & Greet Quid pro quo as we go, spare me any deceit (Take a seat) A trainee desperate for some information Skipped poor white trash by one generation Don't test me (Don't test me)

The silence is circling Like lambs to a slaughter, this dance never ends (Cut in and savor the consequence)

No, my darling Agent Starling, these are not just thrill kills Let my mind help you find the fiend who fits the Bill (Or blood will spill) Contrast his nasty habit with My refined palate Then tell me who kills in poor taste (Don't let a good meal go to waste)

The silence is circling Like lambs to a slaughter, this dance never ends (Cut in and savor the consequence) Defiled, starved, then skinned Like many before her It's happened again (We've all found a flavor we can't resist)

The starling spreads her wings (While the evil threads the needle, so it seems) The moth is pulling her strings (Forced to dwell within his hell to stop the screams) One final flight for vanity I'd fuck me

(Put the lotion in the basket, bid farewell, then close the casket)

(Put the lotion in the basket, bid farewell, then close the casket)

The silence is circling Like lambs to a slaughter, this dance never ends (Cut in and savor the consequence) Defiled, starved, then skinned Like many before her, it's happened again (We've all found a flavor we can't resist)

The silence is circling It's circling

(We've all found a flavor we can't resist)

I'D FUCK ME

[hotarutranslations]

To All Of The Members - Kaga Kaede Graduation Messages

To the members I've worked with, as a Hello Pro Kenshuusei within Hello! Project.

Many of the girls working as trainees at the same time as me, were strong willed and didn't want to lose, and that influenced me as well. This isn't limited to those who have now debuted, its the same for those that have gone down a different path.

As members, we had recitals and auditions many times, and we failed many times.

There were so many people around me with such power that I was also able to resolutely do my best.

The people I met after debuting, There are those that are shy, always bright, funny, There are so many different personalities in Hello! Project but, What we all share in common, is the passion we put into our performances.

Everyone likes singing and dancing but, surpassing the boundaries of an idol, From the bottom of my heart, I think that each group is a professional artist.

Every time I watch the other groups lives, "That girl was really great there" "This next new song from this group is good" "I wish I could do something like that" I've talked a lot with others like this.

I think its really amazing that I can like you all so much, despite being rival groups.

I've seen many times, where girls will feel down comparing themselves to others but, I think comparing oneself because you want to reach further, is a way to take thought into action.

I was able to do my best up until now, as I was surrounding by ambitious members. Really, thank you very much.

I think we all have aspirations and ideals, but I want you to move forward with confidence as you as members create a Hello! Project with the charm that only you have.

Also, to all of the members of Morning Musume

I have caused you a lot of trouble. I'm sorry that, I had to take a lot of time off, from being sick this year.

Rairi Our time together was short but, I had a lot of fun watching Rairi's various faces! Also, there is a lot to learn with a lot of skill required I think this was a really tough fall tour but, thank you for doing your best. Since the more time passes the more you forget the difficulties of being a newcomer, I'd like you to stay close to the 17th generation when they join. There will be tough things from now on but, since there are also a lot of fun moments, please enjoy everything in Morning Musume!

15th Generation Your personalities and preferences are varied in you 3 but I seriously think its nothing but charming. I'm not worried about the 3 of you because, you have a clear idea of what you're lacking and what you want, and I know you're going to work hard!! If I were to express one worry: you may be easily influenced and may be taken in by the atmosphere surrounding you, or a single word may make you feel negative. I want you to stick with what you think is right. You will be alright if you consider others feelings and straight-forwardly do your best. I'm looking forward towards your futures!!!

Yokoyama I'm really glad Yokoyama and I are in the same generation. In Kenshuusei we were at the top and bottom, we don't like the same things, Kaga is too indoors-y to meet in private, you borrowed my DVD's and didn't return them (it was finally returned recently) I don't know how we got along at all but, I really don't have anything like, 'I don't like this part of Yokoyama'. Because we respected each other, I think we were able to spend these 6 years working together in a good sense without conflicts. Really, thank you. Although I'm graduating first, I think Yokoyama will be fine, even if your position is more difficult from now on!! lol Thanks for taking over the blog by yourself,,,

12th Generation-san Especially when I first joined as a member, I was just imitating the actions of the 12th generation. That's exactly what is to be a senior role-model, so thank you for always standing in front of me. Until just before the 15th generation joined, we were often grouped as 12th, 13th & 14th generation; we once had a serious conversation, where we thought about what we can do for Morning Musume. I really like that each of you in the 12th generation are pursuing your own personal interests and perfecting them. Thank you very much for these 6 years!

Oda-san I've talked to you a lot from our time as Kenshuusei and even after becoming a member you're a senior who is particularly easy to talk with. Even now we talk about music and anime, I think because its Oda-san, we can continue talking about things deeper and deeper. You can dance, sing and talk, but I'll continue to support you from now on as your lack of tsukommi's may remain the same. (the one who is actively boke←) Lets go to a delicious Korean restaurant again!!

Ishida-san Ishida-san, who would not have thought for even 1 millimeter when I first joined we would become such good friends,,,lol No matter how you think about the start was in Hello Pro Dance Gakuen but, I really really remember Ishida-san saying around that time "I want to talk with my juniors more,". I think its amazing that Ishida-san can think that and take it into action immediately!! I've also thought "I want to talk with my juniors more," as well, but I'm not really good at speaking, but I think its thanks to Ishida-san that we've become so close. For myself, It was Ishida-san who brought a lot of new dance elements to Morning Musume as well. Really, thank you very much. Please call me whenever you want to dance!!

9th Generation-san I often see the two of you like to joke around and have a relaxed attitude but, your commitment to yourself in Morning Musume is certainly strong, we can always feel that "You like Morning Musume" from the things you say towards us. You taught me a lot of things I could only learn from the experience of the 9th generation. Thank you very much. I don't know how much I helped Morning Musume these past 6 years, but I'd be happy if I helped a bit.

Thank you very much for helping me in these 6 years. I will be praying that you'll live happily and healthily in the future, as a fan from now on. https://ameblo.jp/morningm-13ki/entry-12778396054.html

[hdjihye]

Global Audition

Word Count: 854

Jihye had thought about her audition piece methodically and logically, as she liked to do with all of her major decisions.

Maybe this was a risk, auditioning for a project from a different company when she had already spent so long with this one. But that was the thing, she had spent so long here, and for what? Sure, her dancing wasn’t perfect, but she had seen so many people debut who couldn’t sing, or couldn’t dance, or could barely handle smiling during performing at all, so why couldn’t Jihye debut when it was just her dancing that needed a little fine tuning? She knew she was ready, and she didn’t understand why the people of the company didn’t see it yet. Well, maybe this company would.

She shouldn’t rap, and she was fully aware of that fact, so that narrowed down her song choices significantly. She also decided that it didn’t matter if she didn’t consider herself the best dancer, it would be stupid to not show how stable her singing voice was while moving, so that also narrowed it down. Then, she wanted to do a song she knew her sister would never have been able to pull off the concept of, leaving the list pretty manageable. Then, lastly, she wanted to do a song that she genuinely loved.

There. That left her with one.

Jihye was going to sing the entire song, all the parts, while doing the dance to the best of her ability. Most people would see that as ambitious, since seven different parts by seven different woman with seven different vocal ranges were not meant to all be sung by one. But, Jihye knew she could do it. He vocal range was wide and varied, could go low and high. She was going to kill this.

She set up her camera and pressed record before giving a deep bow and her introduction.

“Hello, my name is Kim Jihye, I’m nineteen years old, and I am a trainee at Starlight Music and have been for over two years.” She had debated for hours about whether or not to mention Woori, there being pros and cons to both. They might already know based off of her name, but if they didn’t and she reminded them, then they would know that talent was clearly running through her bloodline. It might give her an edge, like she had seen other siblings in competition shows had done before.

On the other hand, if she did mention Woori, then it would be linking her to her sister once again. So, she ended up deciding “fuck it.” If she was going to debut, she was going to debut based on her own talents, not because her sister was in TAG. Plus, it wasn’t exactly a secret, Jihye’s name being on Woori’s “kpop profiles” page for years; she just wasn’t going to draw attention to it.

“I think I’m ready to debut because I’ve been singing for as long as I can remember,” she explained, matter of fact. She didn’t see any reason to beat around the bush; she knew what her skillset was and was going to show it. “I can sing anything put in front of me, and I’ll nail it. My visuals are also unparalleled. I’d help whatever group I’m placed in stand out from the others just with my memorable look and ending fairies.” She hated ending fairies, but she knew how to do them and do them right. Plus, what was the point in saying that during an audition? “I want to debut. I’m ready to debut. I’ve put in tons of work and I’m ready to prove it.”

She gave a nod before starting the music and getting into her position. She knew this choreography wasn’t going to be as impressive on her own as it would with a group, but it was still something. The couple of chene turns while singing was a part that Jihye had rehearsed over and over to nail, and... alright, her form wasn’t the most perfect, but her voice was steady and her spotting of her head was solid. Plus, she was auditioning for a kpop group; she knew ballet steps were most likely not going to be an issue. The dance moves during the chorus were still fast and difficult, showing off how stable her vocals were when she could still hold her notes during the moves.

She finished the final notes in her head voice, giving an intense look into the camera, holding it for a moment before bowing and walking up to stop the recording. She sighed, taking a moment to unwind before rewatching the footage. Well, her voice was perfect, as always, and she looked great, a given, but the dance was... not terrible, obviously, but it wasn’t her best work. But, honestly, Jihye was never satisfied with how her dancing looked, so she assumed this was the best she was going to do. She nodded to herself before going to send it off.

She was ready to be a star, she just hoped the studio could see it too.

[lgcmjun]

“i can’t wait to see my mom and dad!”

“mom cooks the best of foods for chuseok!”

“are you excited to go home, minjun?”

“yeah of course”, his reply came almost automatically as he adjusted the bag on his shoulder, saying goodbye to a group of trainees outside the legacy building. it was easier for him to lie about it instead of telling them where he was truly going.

and minjun wasn’t sad he was going to spend chuseok alone that year. he had held great expectations the previous year and even if rowon made everything better in the end, it was still one of the most stressful experiences in his life. 

so this year he decided to make things different - starting with blocking his family’s number and booking a room for him to spend the next few days (nothing too fancy, he escaped from hyuk’s curious questionnaire like a pro this time). food and other things, he’d think about it later, most important this year was to finally feel safe, even if it was on his own.

the subway ride was faster than he imagined and he took that time to unblock his brother to send him a voice message, asking him to tell their parents he wouldn’t be spending chuseok with them. he didn’t wait for his reply, even if he knew he was online, he didn’t want to deal with him gaslighting him into feeling guilty about something their parents did his entire life.

minjun had decided to move on without expecting any support from his family, he knew he deserved better and wouldn’t wait for crumbles when he could have a whole meal.

his final stop was at a small market he found just across the street the place he was staying. he didn’t have much, but enough to cook something good for the following days - he thought about messaging rowon and asking for a recipe of fried chicken they tried the last time but ended up distracted by an unknown number calling him.

“hello?”

“are you crazy about not going home? stop acting like a kid, kang minjun!”

jimin’s voice made his skin crawl and he could almost feel the panic threatening to take over, but minjun sighed deeply, thinking of something else. he wasn’t going to let him win, he wasn’t going to have the last word; not this time.

“they won’t even notice my absence and you can be the star of the holiday, as usual. let’s not make this more dramatic, hyung. i’m blocking your number as soon as i end this call. see you never.”

as he cut the call, he could hear his brother complaining, and even if his hands were shaking as he tried to find a home for his phone in one of his pockets, he never felt more confident. 

he sighed deeply and opened a small smile - chuseok was just around the corner and he knew this year things would be better. 

now onto shopping.

[thequietmanno1]

Thelreads, MHA 267, Replies Part 1

1) “Alright, still a bit shaken up from the experience that was that chapter I read this afternoon, but I can do it, time to return to the main series! Alright, last time we-

we-

oh, I remember what happened last time.”- Probably not the chapter of levity and wholesomeness you were hoping for after that scene from Vigilantes, huh? Sorry to say, but with events being as they are in both series, SpyXFamily’s your best bet to counter the bleakness. 2) “Also, hello Mirko, nice seeing you again, good to see that arm you ripped off is doing well.”- If there is one thing Horikoshi does well, it’s writing good female characters. Mirko wouldn’t be mind-controlled into going on a murder spree by some flimsy little parasite, she’d rip that shit out herself and do it on her own time. 3) “Oh, hello there Hawks, good to see you`re getting up to speed with the chapter already. Geez, I sure hope you don`t need to face any fire-using villain after killing their friend or something.”- Well, now we know that Dabi never really considered Twice or any of the league his actual allies in the same way they thought about each other, so … 4) “Good one Hawks. How do you survive fire? Easy answer, I kill them before they can use it. Flawless logic there”-Which underscores the disadvantage hawks has against Dabi, because for once, Dabi’s the one striking first, attacking Hawks before he can retaliate and using whatever advantage he can get to weaken the hero, focused only on killing him, nothing else. He’s not even that deeply upset by Jin’s passing, judging by his warped smile there, so long as he gets to kill a top hero like Hawks – and furthermore, he’s clearly savouring his suffering for personal enjoyment, rather than any kind of pragmatic reasoning. Hawks can’t fight him off, can’t distract him, and can’t escape from him- if not for Tokoyami showing up, he’d have been killed despite all his skills, becase Dabi’s extremely focused on ending the hero’s life for his own unclear motivations, not for the sake of the league or anybody else. 5) “And now back to the the fan-favorite Uber F(at), delivering our kids to where they need to be. I can see Kaminari, Tokoyami, Skelly face and Mushroom satan. Good thing this is a high capacity vehicle.”- Shock-absorbent and comfy foam padding – perfect for transporting teenagers around your ongoing warzone. 6) “You kids were the frontline because your quirks were perfect to wreak havoc around and get them all scattered. Now the pros can just pick up their target, and it`s exactly like Fat said, throwing thunders or making mushrooms grow around would easily end up causing some friendly fire.”- I do appreciate that whilst the kids were involved in the attack, they were never intended t fight up-close with the enemy. They were the long-range artillery, supposed to confuse, disorientate and incapacitate the villains from a safe distance before the experienced pros handled them up close, and now that’s done, they’re being moved to a safe location whilst the fighting wraps up. The heroes might need every advantage they can get, but they’re not gonna force a bunch of kids to fight psychotic murderers up close…though not much can be done if said kids choose to fight the villains themselves… 7) “You and me both Kaminari. Now, tell me Tokoyami, what does your bird eyes see? Is it Hawks charred body hanging from a window?”- Well, zipping around the back of the building with what scant feathers remain for him to use, but close enough.  (MHA ch 266) 8) “The heroes outside are just like “the fuck they doing up there?””- Well, at least one hero trainee was…. 9) “OH RIGHT, BACK TO THIS PARTICULAR MOMENT.

SURE. FUCK YOU HORIKOSHI, NOW PLEASE PROCEED WITH THE PAIN.”-  Whilst Hawks’ pain was clearly on display, Dabi’s contradictory attitude and mannerisms derailed any emotional impact in his ‘grief’ and apparent sorrow over Twice’s loss, and just raised more questons and theories for the fans. How does he know Hawks’ name? Is he really not caring about the League, or just putting on a façade that he doesn’t care to handle the loss, pretending Twice was an asset and nothing else to him, to protect himself from any emotional investment? He seemed to be somewhat chummy with Twice just prior to him rushing out the door, giving him a high-five and some encouraging words, only to backtrack on that the instant his body hit the ground. Is his warped smile really because his face is too damaged to do anything but put on a rictus grin when he wants to scowl or cry, or is he actually somehow happy that Hawks killed Twice and dirtied his hands? If so, what could he possibly have gained over losing such a valuable asset that would be worth it, beside bringing hawks dowm from his position as a ‘pure’ defender of justice and heroism? 10) “OH OKAY. YEAH, I MEAN, IT WAS TO BE EXPECTED THAT HAWKS GOT CAUGHT ON THE CROSS FIRE, BUT JESUS I THINK THAT WAS ALL OF HIS FEATHERS”- He basically managed to lethally stab Jin in the back by rushing at him through the fire, so if anything he’s lucky that it’s his back that’s ablaze and not his front- at least that way he can still see where he’s going to try and escape the psychotic maniac out for his blood now. 11) “oh- That`s… That`s definitely not the expression I was expecting to be honest. Sure, Dabi has all that burned flesh on him, but even so, this expression… And I see that there`s steam coming out of his eyes, it looks like his tears are boiling, but there`s also steam coming from his mouth and neck, so it`s probably that he`s just overheating.”-There was a lot of discourse about this when the chapter first came out, people trying to decide whether Dabi really didn’t care about Twice at all as a person and why he’d be happy he was dead if so, or if he was just putting on a brave front before Hawks, acting like he didn’t care to pretend to himself the loss of somebody he might have considered a friend wasn’t painful. The fact that he apparently seems to be trying to act grief-stricken at first further muddied it – was he just trying to make Hawks suffer from guilt more, or was that a genuine outburst that he tried to cover up by pretending he didn’t actually care at all, Psyche, gotcha? 12) “Alright, the tear situation was solved, but, what the fuck dude

that- that actually was a bit worse than what I said on the last chapter. He really didn`t gave a fuck for Twice as a person, he`s sad because with him dead they lost one of their super weapons.

what the fuck dabi”- He could be lying about this to an enemy, or he could be being actually honest for once with a man he plans to kill in the most emotionally and physically painful way he can- Dabi’s true adganda and plans for joining the league have never really been clear, just that he put them first before anything else and that he truly believes his personal goals have the best chance to come to fruition as long as he’s under their banner. 13) “Okay horikoshi, I get it already, Dabi is a sick fuck that cared less for Twice than the guy that just murdered him, fine, don`t need to twist the knife any longer,”-  He doesn’t, but Dabi sure as hell wants to. Whatever his motivations, hurting Hawks both physically and psychologically is giving him life right now, and he’s on cloud 9. 14) “Huh… It could be that Dabi was also part of the program that Hawks was part of, but if that was the case, you`d expect Hawks to at least remember someone with a similar quirk.

This all seems fishy, there`s something strange going on.”- Dabi knows too much about Hawks’ real past, and by extension, this means that he knew Hawks was a trained spy and infiltrator that was most likely working on behalf of the heroes to track down the league. Yet, he not only brought him in and vetted for him after Hawks passed his ‘test’, he seemingly did nothing to stop Hawks gathering intel for this strike, despite that undermining the villains’ chances of succeeding in their ‘war’ with the heroes. If Dabi knew that their organisation had such a capable infiltrator, why did he let his attack go ahead, implicitly betraying his allies against the heroes despite opposing them himself?

(MHA ch 266)

15) “Is that what you`re worried about Hawks? You`re a pro hero, a governmental agent, and they had all the resources in the country, how  the fuck do you think he got your name smart guy? Was it the super hacker on their team? Or the dozens of other hackers that he employs?

We`ll never fucking know I suppose.”-

It’s not just that he knows his name, but that Hawks gave it up so long ago. He’s a kid when the commission erased his past like the MIB, and buried the truth in the black archives of their bureaucratic system. Yet this distinctive, unknown villain who suddenly appeared one day out of nowhere somehow knows about him, and the parts of Hawks’ past that are supposed to be off-limits to everybody. And if he knew that, he knew what he was up to the entire time, but did nothing about it. So why? What’s his goal, and why is he working against both the heroes and the villains for his own purposes? @thelreads

[emmaelix]

Someone Call Keigo; Hawks x Reader

I DO NOT OWN MHA THE ANIME OR THE MANGA. NONE OF THESE CHARACTERS ARE MINE EXCEPT FOR Y/N. MEMES ARE NOT MINE. 

Full Title: Someone Call Keigo: Hawks X Pregnant Wife! Reader

Y/n: Your Name. Y/L/N: Your Last Name Y/H/C: Your Hair Color. Y/E/C: Your Eye Color. Y/S/C: Your Skin Color

Ships in This One-Shot: Keigo Takami (Hawks) X Reader/ You, Mineta X Trash

Your Quirk: You're basically Mic but with quieter powers. Your quirk is called Megaphone, it allows you to yell at amplified levels. The only problem? You can lose your voice very quickly. 

It wasn't that Y/n resented her husband for being a Pro Hero. She always wanted to be one but had found her quirk more useful in the Disaster Squad, a set of five or six individuals with quirks that could help in a large-scale emergency. She had created it with the help of her husband, Keigo Takami. Aka, Pro Hero Hawks. 

She also didn't resent his trainee, Fumikage Tokoyami, for asking Keigo to help him train. That was kind of his job, after all. And she was glad she was currently in the main dorms of UA. Because she really needed their help. 

Y/n was eight and a half months pregnant. That, in itself, was her problem. Because her water had broken early. This was her first baby, so she had no clue what to expect. Fortunately, Momo Yaoyorozu had gotten a hold of Todoroki's older sister, Fuyumi, who thankfully was off of work today. 

"Just breath," Fuyumi said as Y/n sat distressed in a chair. She hadn't gotten any contractions yet, but what really worried her was that Keigo wasn't picking up his phone. At all. And Y/n knew that Keigo wouldn't break his word to her and go on patrol, would he? 

"Momo, can you call Tokoyami for me? Kei isn't picking up his phone," Momo looked confused for a second before registering that Kei meant Pro Hero Hawks. 

"Okay, he should have his phone on," Momo said, clicking a button on her phone as it began to ring. Soon after, a voicemail message played. Hello, you've reached Fumikage Tokoyami. Please note that as I have not picked up the phone I'm probably on patrol. Please leave your name and number and I will try to get back to you as soon as possible. Click!

"Tokoyami, this is Momo. Call me back when you can," Momo said before hanging up. 

Fuyumi's phone began to buzz. "Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry, but this is my principal. He's probably calling about one of my students, I should-" Fuyumi started before Y/n cut her off. 

"I get it, it's work. Go talk to him, and if you can come back, please do, if you can't I understand."

Fuyumi smiled slightly before picking up her phone and quickly walking out of the room. 

The reason Y/n was even here was because of her work. She was here talking to the students about her program, which Momo and Ochaco had already been helping her with. However, she still didn't know everyone in Class 1-A. 

A small boy with purple balls on his head walked in and immediately stopped when he saw Y/n and some of the girls from 1-A. Is this a teacher's child? She wondered as he walked towards them. 

Momo made a gagging sound at the sight of the boy. "Mineta, get out. We have better things to do them be harassed."

Harassed? "Momo? Who is this?" Y/n asked the teen next to her as Momo glared, slightly uncharacteristically at Mineta. 

"A perv who unfortunately goes to UA." 

"And who might you be, pretty lady?" Mineta asked, walking up to the chair Y/n sat in. 

"Someone you don't want to mess with. My name is Soundclap, but you might also know me from my husband. Pro Hero Hawks," Y/n said, glaring daggers at Mineta. If the girls she worked with didn't like him, she didn't like him either. Mineta yelped and ran away. Momo laughed. 

"Thank you, Sensei Sou-" Before Momo could finish her sentence her phone began to ring. "Oh! It's Tokoyami. Hello?" 

Momo put Tokoyami on speakerphone. "Momo? What's wrong? I got your message. Sensei Hawks and I are on patrol." 

"Well, he's not supposed to be," Y/n said, lowering her voice and clenching her fists. 

"What? Why?" 

"Because I'm in LABOR!" Y/n yelled through the phone, using her quirk at the end of her sentence. 

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"Because I'm in LABOR!" Whoever was on the phone with Tokoyami, Hawks could hear them yelling through the phone so loudly that Tokoyami had to remove the phone from his ear and put it on speakerphone. 

"AND BESIDES THAT, THE FLYING ASSHOLE WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE HIS PHONE ON AT ALL TIMES! ESPECIALLY SINCE I'M IN LABOR AT THE UA DORMS WHILE HE'S ON FREAKING PATROL!" Suddenly, Hawks realized who was on the phone. His wife. 

Tokoyami looked from his phone to Hawks with fear in his bird-like eyes. Hawks was frozen in place. "Did she say... labor?" He squeaked. "Y/n's gonna kill me," He muttered to himself as he walked in circles. He picked up one of the unconscious villains in the alleyway. 

"I'm not gonna see my child because my wife's gonna kill me!" He shrieked to the man he held by the collar. Hawks' wings furled and unfurled with his heavy breathing.

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"Well, I thought you were dead already since you weren't picking up your phone! But now I guess I get to do the honors!" Y/n yelled as tears started to run down her cheeks. If Keigo was here right now he would stroke her cheek and kiss away her tears. But he wasn't here, he was on patrol, which he promised he wouldn't do until the baby was born. He had made that promise almost a month ago. Did he really just forget that quickly?

Momo seemed to notice her distress. "Do you need me to talk to him?" Y/n sighed and nodded, knowing that overstressing would be bad for the baby. 

"Listen, Pro Hero Hawks. Your wife is a crying mess, and she might have a child - your child - at any point. So I don't give a damn if you're on patrol or if you have villains to fight. Give me your coordinates, I'll gladly fill in, but you need to be here with your wife," Momo paused before she picked back up the phone. "And furthermore she told me you broke a promise you made to her? Wasn't that promise you wouldn't go on patrol in the first place?" 

Hawks was stuttering on the other end of the phone. How was it, Y/n wondered, that a sixteen-year-old girl commanded so much authority? "I'm sorry if I overstepped any boundaries, but I felt it needed to be said," Momo said, smiling softly and picking the phone back up as Tokoyami picked up the phone. 

"I think your little chat worked, Momo, Sensei Hawks is having a nervous meltdown, I think. Or breakdown? Anyway, I think he's going to get us back to UA." 

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I really enjoyed writing this. It won't be a regular theme, but it's still fun.

[kpop-locks]

Me ajudem a diferenciar as meninas do billlie pfvr?desde já agradeço!

opa!!! meu momento e da nana, vamos laaaaaaa ring ring my bell (cr ao kprofiles por varias curiosidades aqui pq só sei detalhes da tsuki e da sheon)

moon sua: main rapper e lead vocal, atualmente é a unica de cabelo curtinho, o emoji representativo dela é uma lua com smile 🌝. é a que tem mais background de idol no grupo: era trainee da yg e foi mostrada nos videos como uma membro do "futuro 2ne1" aka blackpink. foi uma participante do unpretty rapstar 2 (e foi massacrada pela yezi do fiesta tadinha da minha filha). ela é MUITO social e tem uma porrada de amigo famoso, heize, truedy, a yezi mesmo, sinb, jiwoo do kard, jisoo, jiyoon (ex 4m), yeorum (ex hello venus), suhyun do akmu e saeron (atriz) e ela é irmã do moonbin do astro. ela é a mãezinha do grupo e adora uma faxina, aposto que fica vendo tiktok de limpeza. a voz dela falando parece de fumanda, regina rouca da coreia aos 23 é mole

suhyeon: (provavel motivo pelo qual a suyeon pegou nome artistico de sheon kkk) atualmente ta com cabelo azul, é main vocal e lead dancer, o emoji dela é uma frozinha rosa 🌸. ela partificou da primeira temporada do produce 101 (que formou o 101), mas foi eliminada em #69, ela também participou do mixnine e foi eliminada no ultimo episódio. ela ja fez o debut de atriz delah no web drama a-teen. ela é amiga da naeun do april, ela é otima com imitações e adora fazer missanga!!

haram: main vocaaaaaaaaaaaaaal, o emoji dela é um lacinho 🎀. o gummy smile dela é a coisa mais linda do mundo :(( ela ganhou o concurso da sm "everysing" o que deu a ela treinamento vocal com os trainadores da sment, e depois ela foi movida pra subsidiaria, mystic story. ela é sone raiz, taeyeon biased e arianator ein. o apelidinho dela é rami e ela adora futebol!! fun fact: as vozes da membro em harmonia parece muito a voz da haram sozinha.

tsuki: main dancer e sub vocal, princesinha do japão!! atualmente ela ta com cabelinho rosa, o emoji dela é um coelhinhooo 🐰, mais uma pro clube de idols representados por um coelhinho! ela era trainee da sment, uma smrookie que a gente conhecia por ravi, ela é amiga da ningning do aespa!! ela é ex membro do jgroup magicour. ela era muito especulada pra participar do niziu project ja que tinha participado de uma audição pra jyp!

sheon: MINHA DEUSAAAAAAAAAAAA, kim suyeon, participou do girls planet 999 e chegou no final ficando em #10 (o grupo final tem 9 membros, foi quase!! tem beiço pra dar e vender, kylie jenner sonha. não participou do debut com ring x ring, apesar de ter um stage da musica que apresenta ela como membro!! o emoji dela é um gatitinho 🐱, mais uma pro clube, igual a tzuki, ela não tem posições definidas ainda mas ela foi apresentada como all rounder no girls planet! ela era uma influencer de maquiagem focada nos olhos principalmente no pre debut, e ela tem uma personalidade 4d!! a sheon disse que o charme dela é o 'sexy charisma', e o fandom dela é o suyangi!! ela consegue trocar varios instrumentos incluindo piano e violão, ela ama filmes de zumbi e se deixar fica vendo fotos de gatinho o dia todo!

siyoon: IS SHE DEAD DEAD?? main rapper e lead lancer, o emoji dela é um pintinho saindo do ovo 🐣 (felix 🤝🏻 siyoon 🤝🏻 jimin). ela ja teve duas cores de cabelo no debut, catsnho escuro/preto e um castanho claro meio ruivo, tem narizinho de batatinha coisa mais linda. ela foi de duas academias famosas de dança antes de ser trainee da mystic story, a def dance academy e a millenium dance academy. ela é uma prodígio, desde criança ela aparece em programas de tv e vídeos de dança. ela é modelo regular de uma revista japonesa, popteen. o fandom dela é unicity. ela é a que acalma todo mundo quando ta todo mundo doido no grupo e tbm é a que sempre ta com uma energia positiva!!

haruna: maknaezinha princesa, sub vocal e sub dancer! o emoji dela é uma tartaruguinha 🐢, segunda japonesa do grupo e foi condenada com a franja do terror (mas ela é japonesa, faz sentido usar pelo menos, ja que é um estilo de cabelo japones, TA BOM COREANAS??) ela tem uma pintinha em baixo do olho, coisa mais fofa, e o apelidinho dela é runa! ela é de 2006 o que eu acho muito novo pra ja tar no mundo toxico que é o kpop mas enfim fazer o que neh. a voz dela é a oisa mais linda mas a mystic story não sabe aprecisar ja que as lines dela se resumem em "oh oh oh oh"

[hopelesshawks]

Basic Instincts Part 25- Sacrifice

18+ Hawks x fem!pro hero reader

Summary: Hawks was your first friend, your first kiss, and your first love. You were the same for him. But you’re not little commission trainees anymore, you’re full fledged pro-heroes now with all the baggage and sacrifice that entails. Things are different now, and when the two of you end up accidentally mated, well… they’re about to get even more different.

Warnings for needles and graphic description of intense pain

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Your old dorm room is exactly how you remember it. Just as clinical and barren of personality as it was when you were a kid. It feels smaller somehow now that you’ve returned. Or perhaps it just feels claustrophobic.

“I hoped I’d never see your stupid face again,” a voice teases from behind you. In spite of everything you smile, hands already glowing red as you turn to face your old friend. “Well hello to you too Amelia,” you chuckle as you both come forward to embrace each other. You’re a little bit taller than her now and it feels strange that she’s still the same sixteen year old girl you left behind when you were finally introduced into the world as Scarlet. “You got old,” she jokes. “Watch it, I’m fragile right now.” “Why? What on earth could possibly make you come back here?”

The smile on your face twists into something sad and painful and Amelia picks up on it immediately, her demeanor sobering. It’s disconcerting seeing it on a teenage face but you have to remind yourself that had she not died she’d be at least in her late 30’s to early 40’s by now. “What did they do?” she asks. “It’s a long story,” you sigh, sitting down on the bed. “I’ve got nothing better to do than listen and all the big guns are in meetings for at least another couple hours so seems to me like you’ve got nothing better to do than tell me,” she points out, taking the spot next to you. “Can’t argue with that,” you huff, flopping back onto the bed.

You tell her everything.

At the start, in some ways you feel sixteen again, gushing to your girl friend about the boy you’re into. Amelia is into the melodrama of it all: waggles her eyebrows at you when you try to gloss over the actual mating part, gasps at all the dramatic bits, groans whenever you mention one of you being oblivious, listens with rapt attention and doe eyes when you get to you and Keigo actually getting back together again. You have to stop for a moment, tears gathering in your eyes as you get to explaining how you’ve ended up here now. Amelia reaches over to hold your hand, squeezing tightly in support as you choke down the heartache to explain your sacrifice. “I think I prefer stories with happy endings,” she admits. “Me too,” you croak.

A loud pounding at the door makes you both jump and you quickly move your hands to dematerialize Amelia so she’s once again invisible to everyone else. You move to the door and swing it open to reveal Noriko looking smug as she addresses you. She smirks when she takes in your appearance, the fact you’d been crying not long ago probably obvious from your red eyes. Still, you refuse to give her the satisfaction of seeing you down trodden, so you lift your head up high, chest puffing out slightly as you stare her down. “What do you want?” you bite out, making no effort to hide the venom in your tone. “The sooner we dissolve the mate bond the sooner I can ship you off to your new home so up and at ‘em,” she explains before whirling around with the expectation you’ll follow. Part of you wants to resist just to be petty but you’re also keenly aware there’s no point, so after a roll of your eyes you follow as she leads you deeper into the building.

Noriko takes you further and further down into the bowels of the building until you reach territory even you don’t recognize. The room she finally takes you into doesn’t just feel clinical it feels laboratoric with its cement flooring and metal walls. A metal chair complete with restraints sits ominously in the middle and you’ve got a sinking feeling it’s waiting for you. “Why do I feel like you’re about to turn me into a human lab rat?” you ask apprehensively. Noriko rolls her eyes. “We’re not experimenting on you,” she huffs. “That’s not what that chair and the creepy vibes of this room say.” “Experimentation implies we’re looking for something or trying to figure something out. I know exactly how to remove your bond I just need to make sure you sit still during the process.” “Sounds exactly like something someone who’s about to experiment on me would say.” “Just shut up and come sit down before I make sure Keigo has equipment issues on the job again,” Noriko grumbles with another roll of her eyes. “Don’t call him that,” you snap. She raises an eyebrow at you and you’ve never wanted to punch her in her stupid face more. You remind yourself why you’re doing this— who you’re doing this for— and swallow your pride. You sit down in the chair and immediately Noriko moves to strap your wrists firmly down to the arms of the chair and then fasten your ankles similarly to the legs of it. “Is this all really necessary? I’m not going to run,” you point out skeptically. “Trust me, It’s necessary,” she says before going over to a tray set up not far and returning with an alcohol pad, a strip of elastic fabric, and an ominous looking syringe. She pushes one sleeve of your shirt up to expose your forearm before tightly tying the elastic around your lower bicep so she can more easily identify a vein. “Hope you’re ready for this,” Noriko smirks, although you don’t dignify her comment with a response, before pushing the needle into one of your veins and slowly depressing the plunger.

At first you don’t feel anything. In fact you literally open your mouth to express as much when suddenly the words catch in your throat.

Your veins are on fire. You feel every vein whatever concoction Noriko had injected into you enters. It’s searing and you nearly bite your tongue in your haste to shut your mouth and grit your teeth against the pain. You don’t want to give her the satisfaction of seeing just how badly it burns but it’s damn near unbearable. Then, just as you’ve adjusted to the pain spreading up your arm, it reaches your chest, where you’ve always felt the bond the keenest, and suddenly your entire body erupts in agony. Every cell, no, every molecule in your entire being is burning like a supernova. There’s no thinking of better times to distract you or wondering how long it’ll last. Your every thought is entirely consumed by a pain unlike anything you’ve ever experienced. You’re not sure how long it lasts. By the time it finally stops it could’ve been hours or seconds and you’d never be able to tell. Your breath comes in ragged gasps as your lungs desperately try to take in air. Your throat is rough and sore and it occurs to you you must have been screaming, although you have no recollection of it. You’re covered in sweat, shirt clinging to your body because of it, and your cheeks are wet with your tears. Your vision swims but you just barely manage to focus on the feminine figure in front of you. It takes a minute to process that it’s Noriko watching you with unabashed curiosity.

“See you tomorrow Scarlet.”

It’s the last thing you hear before your body finally taps out and unconsciousness pulls you under.

A/N: Sorry 😬

Taglist: @oliviasslut @theycallme-becky @vibesdontlie @superhermit @thechroniclesofawriter

[kenmasangel]

you get shot infront of tsukishima

synopsis : you and tsukishima work as police officers and it is known that this field isn’t safe from dangers, in fact it’s one of the riskiest jobs out there. so what you tsukushim’as reaction to see his s/o getting shot right infront of his eyes?

characters : police-officer!tsukishima;  f!reader

genre : angst, fluff

warnings : injuries/blood, cursing, grammar mistakes

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request : i have one AU in where y\n is a spy or work for police or something like that in which she get's shot or something like that and how the haikyuu boys react to it or more specific tsukishima or any other will be ok if you do it

“straighten your arm, so you are sure to have a good aim,” tsukishima explains, holding your hands so he can guide you correctly.

the sound of the bullet being shot echoed in the practice room, lending on your target perfectly, “see? this is what i’m talking about,” he adds his warm breath carresing your neck. it would’ve sent shivers down your spine but you were taught to keep your composure, to have this poker face and to numb down any type of emotions; after all this was your work and you knew what you signed up for when you decided to join the police. “okay now that i got it let me do it alone,” you straightened your position and he got away from you

3 other shots, 3 other perfect lendings earning a smirk from the both of you. you turn around getting rid of the soundproof headphones, “don’t say anything,” he says before heading out of the practice room

“what? say what?” you hide your smile, now walking next to him

&#144;“you know what i mean y/n, i am not gonna tell you did a good job,” he rolls his eyes

“oh honey, i don’t need you to tell me, i know i did a good job,” he scoffs at your reply

you and tsukishima kei have been working together in the police for 9 years now

he was here before you and he didn’t miss a chance to tease trainee you every time he could

at the time you were focused and had one objective : integrate the police forces

and him butting in your buisiness everytime he could didn’t help and you weren’t afraid to twist his arm and threaten him to break his balls when no one was looking

as you finally got into the police, making yourself a name among all those cocky officers, fake peace guardians and mysoginist dickheads whose ego would get hurt easily by seeing a woman outshining them

tsk, poor things

one thing was sure is that you could always rely on tsukishima

and despite all the bickering, arguments and teasing, you couldn’t help but fall for the man who represented your pillar

of course you could count on yourself more than anyone, but kei was that breeze of fresh air that you inhaled pleasently after getting out of a suffocating room

needless to say he had also fallen for you, fallen really hard

he was known for being the brain of the team, very rare were the people who could go past his cold, inaccessible shield

to say it in another way, almost no one passed his vibe check

by now you guys were living together, everyone knew that you were a thing after you dramatically announced it once the contract’s interdiction to date was over

“omfg y’all, i made it! 4 years in the forces wohoo!” you held your glass in the air making your teammates scream back in entusiasm.

your teammates told you -lowkey forced you- to go celebrate this new chapter of your life in the police forces, it was the end of an era after all; an era that prevented you from many things because of that goddamn contract. you had alos gotten a promotion, everything was doing just great for you.

what no one knew was that you were dating tsukishima for quite a long while actually, you weren’t planning on telling everyone so soon but the events that happened that night lowkey forced you to do so.

“thanks everyone for celebrating with me tonight the beginning of a new era for me! let’s enjoy the night!” you weren’t one for emotional speeches.

everyone was drunk by then but tsukishima, of course, (mr. i am a mature man who doesn’t drink). he was watching over you, laughing at himself when he saw you fighting with your collegue about who would win a spicy ramen competition between, “i don’t care that you’re built like a whale or a blob fish, it doesn’t even matter! i would win that eating competition, i’m tiny but mighty narita-san! let’s wrestle so i can show you,”

“she really called him a blob fish,” he comments amazed at how incoherent what you said sounded. “need someone to share your thoughts with?” a feminine voice made an apparition next to him

“no,” he didn’t even bother looking at the woman next to him

“oh c’mon handsome, playing hard to get?” she gets closer to him. “just take a look at me and you’ll change your mind,” she whispered

“ew you stink, get away from me,” he pushed her off him

“you’re gonna make me sad,” she tried to get closer to him again

“and i am gonna make you feel pain, get the fuck away from him,” you appeared in front of  them, pretty pissed

she looked at you up and down, scoffed “are you his mom? leave us alone, we’re having a great time,” she tried to put her hand on his thigh but he pushed it away “most definetely not,” he answers

“i am his girlfriend, so back tf off don’t make me repeat myself,” you added getting closer to them. “you really don’t wanna mess with me,”

“is she really your girlfriend?” the glue chick insisted

before he could answer you  grabbed his arm and dramtaically pressed your lips against his making all your collegues and the people around you in that club gasp.

i mean the people who don’t know you started cheering and your collegues gasped, that glue of a girl included.tsukishima couldn’t help but smirk against your lips as he wrapped his long fingers holding the back of your neck pulling you closer, it lasted until you didn’t have any more oxygen in your lungs.

he grabbed your hand and led the both of you out of the club, “but baaaabe i till get to wrestle with blob fish-kun,” you pouted

the day after was supposed to be a weekend but you’ve been called for idk what reason

needless to say everyone was off, some remembered few snippets, some thought it was their imagination

anyway, everyone knew but no one really talked it out you know ? some type of unspoken rule or whatever but no one minded

anyway back to the present moment

you’ve been tracking for months a drug network or whatever the heck it is called

after months of intense tracking, following clues, interviewing suspects, sleepless nights and living of caffeine here you were going to finally stop the mfs

and tonight was the night

all your team was ready to catch them it was a matter of hours only

“areyou ready for tonight?” asked you tsukki handing you your coffee

“of course i am, especially after practicing my aim,” he smirks. “thanks by the way,” you add, head still down readeing your reports

“hey... hey yn,” he tris to catch his attention but you just hmm in response. “tsk, dumbass,” he flicks your forehead

“ow, what ? i am busy!” you retort. “yn i know you; you’re not busy you’re stressed, everything is gonna be fine okay? you’ve got this, we’ve got this,” he held your hand

kei was not big on affacetion, he never really showed it especially in public he was more of a sarcatic remarks and teasing type of boyfriend but it never stopped him from showing affection when it was needed, like this moment. it was also not your type to show affection or feelings as you learned how to control them; it was much needed in your job. yet it didn’t bother you when each of you got out of your way to be comfort each other

you smiled at him and peckd his lips quickely before anyone could see, “you know i love you right,” you smiled at him

“well, i’d love me too. i mean who wouldn’t after all,” you roll his eyes at his smugness

“excuse me sir, but i don’t mix up between my personal and pro life. would you please stay 6 feet away from me,” you nag at him

“so petty and for what?” you stuck your tongue as an answeryou continued checking all the reports and files before you went on the spot, everyone was getting ready by now and you were alone in the office when you received a very much unexpected call

“hel-,”

“hello? please come help me i’m in depot 5, building 3, neighborhood koenji, in front of the subway station please hurry before they find me,” the call ended brutally

you place that person mentionned was familiar to you, of course it was where you were going to catch the heads of that network of drug trafficking. you quickely went with the procedure to report the call and the emergency to the central

“yuki please be quick we can’t let them go, i am going now tell the others to join me there and send more men,” you blurt quickely before taking your protection and gun and leaving

once you arrived there you parked the car where no one could see it

wearing your protection and your gun tightly held in your hands, you looked for a discrete entery where you could sneak inyou finally ended up getting in from the back stairs leading to the 3rd floor before taking the stairs to go to the depot basement

you tried your best not to make any noise, and when you heard some noise you quickely hid behind a broken furnitureyou mentally asked yourself if you team was going to be there soonyou heard the voice of many men, plastic and metal sounds, anyway; sounds you’d hear in a depot filled with drug dealers, ya know the drill

at some point you heard the sounds vanish and going awayyou waited a few minutes before you thought it was a good idea to come out your hiding spot

as you walked closer to their previous spot you stumbled into a metalic box that was on the floor, “who’s there?” you quickely hid behind a pillar

“i said who the fuck is there ?” the man shot in the air but you didn’t budge

“it’s rats, Mo’, let’s go,” another man added

great, just great yn you mentally scolded yourself

you decided to go wait for your collegues in the third floor since they would get there soon

as you saw the police car parking next to yours you hurried quietly to join them

“y/n you sick fuck they could’ve caught you,” tsukki hurries out of the car to see you

“shush! i couldn’t let them go, i wanted to make sure they didn’t leave,” you explained. “so they are there, all the heads are there. i couldn’t find the person who called thoough, and of course there are many bodyguards; 4 in the main entry, 2 in the back, i also heard there are some on the roof.” you explain when the others came in. “i got there through these strairs leading to the 3rd floor,” you add, everyone nodding

“okay so here’s how it’s gonna go,” starts daichi; since he is the captain of your team. he proceeds to explain how things are gonna go, the way you’re going to catch them ...ect

you, kei, and two others were teamed up together

the plan was going perfectly fine, everything was in order and it was bound to succeed

heads were being captured one by one, everyone getting neutralized

but nothing can go 100% fine, right ?

the four of you were going up to the roof so you can capture the guards there and finish the mission

you slightly opened the door and entered the opened space, before you could comprehend what was happening you a felt a horrible pain in your leg and a compilation of balls being shot in the air

“YN! yn, stay with me, don’t you dare close your eyes,” kei hurries to you after him and the two others had shot the guards and called back up

you felt him wrap his jacket around your thigh tightly, “yn baby please, everything is gonna be fine you-,” he gasps after he felt his hand getting wet after he took your head, his eyes widden seeing how bloody his hand was and as he realized you hurt your head when you fell due to the shock

“kei,” a feint smile appeared on your face before you succumbed to your succumbed and let your heavy eyes take a rest

“YN? YN? no, no, no, no, are they fucking coming?” he asked your teammates who nodded. “baby stay with me,” he squeezed you tighter before scooping you up and deciding it was better to take you down himself and not wait for the emergencies to come since he thought they were taking too long

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you woke up with a horrible headache and how your muscles felt so sore, only the febril rays of the moonlight getting through the window illuminated the room. the annoying beeping of the machine next to you increased the pounding in your head

a nurse quickly came in, “hello there, how are you feeling?” you looked at her confused, finding a difficulty in letting the words slip from your dry throat, the only thing you managed to say was ‘pain’. “it’s normal,” she proceeded to ask you a bunch of questions, checking that machine and do her work

after she left you tried to remember what happened but the last thing you could remember was when you opened the door of the rooftop, hearing bullets getting shot and that’s it

“at least i’m not dead,” you sighed, going back to sleep

you woke up due to yelling in the hallway

“i told you to call me as soon as she woke up! you had one job!” you recognized your boyfriend’s voice

“sir, sir!” the nurse called him out but he opened your door and his expression softened as he saw you awake, softly smiling at him and rolling your eyes

he hurried to you, taking your hands in his softly, “i really want to hug you, but i don’t want to hurt you,” he started. he let out a shaky sigh, “ i was so scared, i didn’t want to believe i had lost you,” he burried his face in your chest, you noticed his shoulders started shaking slightly

“hey it’s fine baby, i’m here, you can’t get rid of me easily,” you started playing with his hair. “we’re gonna be old and bitter and people are gonna say how i aged like fine one and how your wrinkles are covering your grumpy face,” you chuckled

he lifted his head to look at you, “what?” you ask, your voice in a whisper

“i love you,” he said, you smiled soflty and carressed his cheek.

“i really want to kiss you but my breath stinks,” you chuckle, he rolls his eyes. “how long has it been? you ask

“week and a half, it felt like forever,” he pressed his forehead against yours, cupping your cheek

“i’m back now, right?” you smiled. “come, ow,” you tried to make somle place for him

“omg careful dumbass,” he leaned next to you and held your hand

“how are the others?” you ask, looking at your interwined fingers

“everything is alright, we got all of them we’re done with this case,” he tried to end the topic. “i’m glad,” you voiced your thoughts

“i’m glad you’re alive,” he added. “i don’t want to be away from you, i want to spend the rest of my life with you,” surprised, you looked at him with wide eyes. “love, life is short especially with our job and i don’t want to take the risk to spend one more day without you being my wife. i want to bicker with you over the dumbest things, see you tease me back when i tease you, wake up everyday next to you and your horrible bedhead, enjoy our food together and i can keep on listing what i want to live with all day long. i know this is not the best proposal ever but i’ll make it up to you,” he balbbered all of a sudden, you just kept staring at him this whole time, tears blurring your vision but you blinked them away, the situation itself was already way too emotional for you

“so, y/l/n y/n, do you want to become old, bitter and grumpy with me?” his eyes were full of hope

“i wish i could hug you right now,” you started. “but yes, i want to!”

he cupped your cheek and kissed you deeply, he still tried not to hurt you

“but you are the one with the horrible bedhead,” you pulled away

“right, you’re the one with the stinky breath,” he teased you

“hey, are you crying? i should be the one crying,” you noticed his glossy eyes

“what are you talking about, it’s allergies, tsk,” he flicked your forehead, you winced in pain and hid your face, over exaggerating, making him worried. “didi hurt you? omg baby i’m so sorry love, i didn’t mean into, should i call the doctor?”

you finally showed your face and stuck your tongue out, “dumbass,” he smiled.

he cupped your face and pulled you into another kiss

[wornoutmouse]

Im making this gender neutral cause I feel like I did pretty damn good here. And it had a bit of a fairytale ending but I couldn't figure how else to tie it up prettily

Also tried of tumbler adding gaps to all the paragraphs when i copy and paste from docs to here so y'all just gonna have to deal. this fic is way too damn long for me to fix it like i normally do

Also i went over the aparent limit so just look for the words "pt2" in green for the extension

Letting go is one of the hardest things one can do. But understanding why you had to let go is harder.

You and Izuku knew each other for the longest time. Hell you were the one that lifted him back up when Bakugou knocked him down. So why…. Why after all that were you not good enough?

He never said you weren't, he'd never do that. But the worthlessness you felt as you watched her hand him a love letter. You thought, he won't accept, afterall she's one of the many girls and guys that had confessed since the beginning of U.A. Hell you were surprised Ochaco even had the guts to confess.

But the small blush and smile that overcame his face as he finished reading the letter, was one you've never seen before. In that moment you wished you'd decline coming with him for support.

The sick feeling in your stomach grew larger as they hugged each other tightly. That sickness translated into a smile when he looked back at you.

From then on, your sunny disposition was a fabrication of what once was. You didn't hate her, you even saw the appeal, having the slightest crush on her as well. You just hated that he chose her. Was the years of companionship worthless?

As the two grew closer, you grew farther and buried yourself in training and school work. Days went by, months, and by the time graduation came, you were all 3rd years.  You and Deku had become nothing more than aquaintences.

The others tried to stop your descent into isolation, Including you in everything they did, ut it wasn't the same.

"Hey Y/n." You wiped your sweat with the towel around your neck. You'd been at it for most of the day and had shed most of your clothes. Izuku was dressed casual for once and looked gorgeous in the setting sun.

"Yes Midoriya?" Ouch. When did you start calling him that? You couldn't quite remember. Deku looked over the trees, green hair blowing with fall wind. "You know we haven't hung out in a while." You took a drink of water as you sat on a fallen log. "Oh really?" 

That came out harsher than needed and you both knew it. "Since we are graduating tomorrow, I was wondering if you would join us for once as a last farewell. 

You didn't miss the undertone in the last comment. Deku watched in silence as you put your tank top back on. "I don't think I can make it."

Izuku's fists clenched as he glared at the floor. "Why?" You eyed his fists,"I have other things to do." Deku scoffed, "Give me a break, school is over what more do you have to do?!" "More important stuff than partying."

There was a change in the air and at the last minute, you jumped back as Deku's foot slammed down in the floor causing a sizable crater. "Stop lying Y/N! What could you possibly have to do that's more important than hanging out with your friends?! Don't you understand that this is the last time we'll have this much free time to see each other!?"

A small smirk crawled onto your face. 'Still a crybaby huh?'  tears trailed down Deku's face as he looked at you, "We haven't talked in years y/n." You would not break, this was for the best, you would not fall back into this cycle. "We talked this morning." "Hello is not a conversation y/n"

"What do you want me to do then Izuku?" 

Nothing, just like you expected. "Listen Deku, Sometimes, people grow apart and..." You have to take a deep breath, cause if you don't you'd break all over again. "Sometimes we just have to accept it." 

Izuku says nothing more and leaves, heartheavy. During the party,  Izuku spent his time with Uraraka, both day-dreaming about their future, though Izuku wasn't as engaged as he usually was. You sat alone in the common room, looking down at the feastivities below. Mr. Aizawa was the only one who noticed.

As a pro hero you stayed in a moderate range in regards to popularity. About the same level that Mt. Lady and Kamui Woods used to be. 

Watching Bakugou and Midoriya's ranking teeter back and forth like hot potato was amusing as the fiery blond would call you to complain since he knew you would simply listen.

Your love life was non-existent besides the occasional fling with a cute chick at a bar or a himbo™ at the local gym. You weren't looking for anything sold anyways and that was not only due to your hero work, but because no one peaks your interests.

The gang of course flocked together in regards to their love lives. Kaminari and Jiro were finally a thing. Momo and Todoroki were dropping hints to each other but they are both a bunch of oblivious bimbos and that is not going to change anytime soon. 

Tsu and surprisingly Mineta prefered the bachelor life and worked hard on building their teams. You were greatly surprised when Mineta asked you to come to his house and genuinely asked your opinion on trainees. 

Unlike the rest, Mina, Kirishima and Bakugou, were trying to figure out the ins and outs of a poly relationship. Bakgou of course being the word if reason as the other two goofed around.

 All was in its place as you all conformed to your new adult lives. You had no faint clue where the other boys were besides Kouji's and Satou's engagement.

It was a Thursday evening when you walked into your condo, shuffling through your mail until a white envelope with gold trimming for your attention. 

You are invited….

Of course how could you forget Deku and Uraraka. When was the last time you saw those two? Most likely the last day of school. How the hell did they get your address?

You tossed the envelope on the couch and walked to your kitchen to get a bottle of wine. You spent that evening drinking the petty thoughts away, altering between cursing Ochako, to reminiscing on how they were truly a match made in heaven.

By 4 in the evening, you were beyond tipsy and could barely stand to answer the door when the bell rung. 

"Whatdoya want Midoriya?" You said, leaning a little too far to the left. Deku looked at you with concerned eyes. "Are you drunk y/n?" Your roll your eyes and turn around, walking back into your home. "What does it look like?" 

You slump on the couch as Deku walks throughout your home. He was alot bigger  than you remembered. His curly green hair was almost touching your ceiling as he looked at your disheveled body.

"I'm just here to make sure you got my invitation." You tug the envelope from where it fell between the cushion and wavs it in front of your face. Izuku acknowledged it as he sat down, "Well are you coming?"

You shrugged your shoulders as you reach for your glass. Izuku tried to take it away and you smack his hand. Even though you could taste the unresolved tension, you wanted to make things a bit lighter. "I don't know deku, what's the theme? If it's green then I can't come, you know that clashes with my complexion."

He doesn't laugh, not even a smile. Oh well not your problem. The bottle is empty much to your disappointment as you held the opening over your mouth. Deku sits there, fists on his knees as he makes a conflicted face. "How many bottles have you drunk?"

You slap his back, slightly impressed that his solid form didn't move. "Oh calm down worry wort!" A lazy grin comes over your face and a teasing tone slips into your voice. "I'm not an alcoholic...mmm, yet."

You both sat in silence, Deku swirling in his own emotions for  seeing you this way. You looked completely fine on the surface but he knew you better. They all knew you better. Bakugou's weekly gossip visits were nothing more than a check on your personal health.  Even Mineta had to pitch in.

"Hey Deku?" You looked off into thin air as you spoke but Izuku hung off your every word. 

"Can you kiss me?"

Deku didn't mean to stand up the way he did. You didn't react, you expected it if anything. "Y/n, you know I can't do that. Why would you even ask!?" You rubbed your eyes to rid yourself of the smallest threat of tears. You weren't an emotional drunk and you weren't going to start being one now.

"Mm just thought that if you did, maybe I could get over this fuzzy feeling in ma'chest." Deku blushed, from what you. didn't know, but you did notice how he sat back next to you, closer than before. "If I do…..will you come?"

I was going to come either way idiot

"I'll think about it."

Your lidded eyes picked up on the smallest movements and you shivered as Izuku held your chin between his fingers. The kiss was gentle and nothing more than a simple press. You would have been fine with that, that's all you wanted. What you weren't expecting was for Deku to continue.

You could feel your chest flair with the familiar discomfort of things being out of your control. His rough hands came home to your face as he deepened the kiss. You couldn't help but let out a small whimper as his tongue swiped against your bottom lip and he took that chance to delve deeper.

No

You pushed him away and stood. You both looked at each other, darkened eyes and veins fluttering with adrenaline. "Why?" you whispered, voice betraying you as it cracked. Izuku held his fist over his heart where you pushed him. "I..I did what you asked." You shook your head.

No, no this is wrong

Izuku stands up and tries to console you. The words that left his lips unrecognizable.

It's over isn't it?

"Y/n calm down please and let's talk." You put your hands over your ears. "You're so selfish." You wheezed. Why was the room getting darker?

It's over isn't it?

Strong hands grip your arms and you scrape them off. "Get out."

You won and he chose you

As a last resort, Deku tries to kiss you again, holding you close back your lower back, even daring to nibble your lips as he pulls away. "Y/n can you please focus!?" Why was he making it worse? You are not a home wrecker!!

And he loves you so he's gone

Izuku helplessly watched you fall into your own thoughts as you gripped the wall so hard your knuckles turned white. 

It's over isn't it?

You blindly stumble into your room and close the door, falling against it.

Why can't I move on?

Izuku tested his forehead against the door, trying to listen for any sign of life, even a heart beat. On the other side you fall into a dreamless sleep.

War and Glory

It rained on their wedding day. And in the worst way possible or made the ceremony even more beautiful as light drops of water tangled itself in Uraraka's veil. 

The pictures were to die for and so was the food. "Y/n come on, take a picture with me!" You sip some champagne and prepare yourself for your sin  free facade as you walk over to the new bride.

Her dress was gorgeous yet modest, one would confuse this gathering for a party since you were forced to wear white  with her and Deku despite you explaining  how weddings worked.

You kneeled to adjust to her height as she held the camera the highest she could. "You want me to do it?"  You took the phone and held it above you. Ochaco pouted as you dwarfed her and gripped her small hands on the front of your clothes.

She smelt of strawberry's and soap. 

Reinvention

Before you could pull away, she tugged your down as she came to whisper in your ear. "I know." She pulled away with the same small smile she wore since the day began. Your face mirrored one of fright and she quickly noticed.

She raised her hands in surrender as she tried to calm you down. "Hey what's that face for, it's fin-" you flinched as she reached out to touch you. Backing up, you ran into Deku who quickly held onto you to prevent you from falling.

You do your best to calmly untangle yourself from him, but subsequently jumping away as if you were on fire. The newly weds shared a look and you shivered as they both narrowed their eyes at you. Focused the same way they were when on a mission.

Fusion

Walking through the crowd of fans and distant family was no hard feat as you headed to the hotel the wedding was taking place behind. The two followed you and you tried your damnedest not to simply run.

You had almost made it out conservation free but Deku's hand quickly slapped on the side of the door before you could close it and he forced his way in as a limping Ochaco followed behind. "Come on Y/N, these heels are uncomfortable!" 

You could feel tears falling down your face as you backed away from the two. It wasn't out of fear, but shame. Shame that you had feelings for your friend. Shame that you kissed a taken and engaged man. Shame that his  wife knew.

"Y/n calm down it's fine, I don't mind!" You looked at her with confusion and bristled as Deku came closer. "I told her the day after it happened." You focus on Ochaco, preparing yourself for any physical attacks the small woman might deem necessary. "I'm sorry Ochaco, I-I didn't mean for it t-to happen."

Anger at the memory filled your brain and you almost didn't notice small hands taking hold of yours.

Her attention

"It's okay Y/N." Ochaco smiled warmly at you, bringing your hands to her lips as she kissed them gently. "I don't mind, infact this was the goal for a long time." You look at Deku for some coherent conversation, "What is she talking about."

Izuku blushed, "We've been trying to get your attention since highschool. We knew how you felt and didn't mind you joining us like Kachan, Kiri, and Mina." A steely gaze with the power of Aizawa's death glare, casted over Izuku's face, "But you kept running."

Ochaco waved her hands to divert the sudden hostile energy. "Anyways, we were planning on announcing it at the flower toss." Ochaco reached into her bussom and pulled out a small jewelry case. Inside it held a silver ring, strikingly similar to the one she now wore on her left hand.

"I know we really haven't got to get to know each other that well. And I know your feelings don't lie for me but, if you would like…" Deku gingerly plucked the ring from Uraraka's hands and the both lowered to their knees. (Ochaco with more effort as the fluff of her dress almost tipped her over)

Oop looks like i went over the limit?

[atinydise]

Ateez trying to make up to their s/o after ignoring them

❦ Genre: Fluff.

❦ Pairing: OT8.

❦ Word count: 15k.

❦ Masterlist.

❦ Background music: Taeyeon - Happy.

Part 1

HONGJOONG

Immediately after seeing you so mad and obviously hurt because of him, Hongjoong felt really bad. Yuna was still talking to him as if nothing happened but he couldn’t focus on the conversation anymore. After few minutes, he excused himself and left her there. He tried to find you, but you were nowhere to be found. For sure, you wouldn’t go at your apartment. He sat under the bus stop, thinking about where you could go. He snapped when he remembered that you loved to drink one or two bobas* when you are upset. He grabbed his phone to look at the closest shop. For sure, you would be there.

“Can you add a little bit of sugar? In the 2nd one please?” You asked the cashier. She nodded politely and prepared your order. Outside, nobody would notice that you were angry. Inside, you were boiling. You tried to stop thinking about what Hongjoong was doing or saying to this Yuna. “Here’s your order. Do you want to pay cash or card?” “Cas-“ “I’ve got this.” Said Hongjoong, behind you. He smiled widely, like he didn’t yell at you 20 minutes ago. “If you think I’ll forgive you so easily you are wrong.” You said, popping your drink with the straw. Hongjoong followed you outside before finally saying: “I’m really sorry Y/N. I don’t know why I acted this way.” He apologized. “Maybe you still love her.” You suggested. “What? Hell no!” “Are you sure? Because you looked really close.” You looked right into his eyes. “Yes, I’m 100% sure. We’re only friends.” He confessed. You were doubting. If he hasn’t acted this way it would be easier to believe him. But a part of you knew that he’s maybe stupid bit not a liar. He patted the back of your head gently, “you know that I’m yours, right?” You sipped your drink shyly, avoiding his stare. “Yes, but does she know?” Hongjoong giggled, “yes. And she was pretty upset when I left her for you.” “Oh really?” You smirked. “Poor little thing.” “Did I already said that I love when you’re jealous?” He kissed your forehead. “More than I can count.” You smiled. “But if you think I’ll forgive you just because you bought me a boba, you are-“ “Let me guess... ‘you are wrong’?” He finished. “I know it already.”

*Boba/Bubble Tea: is a Taiwanese tea-based drink, which is shaken with ice to create the "bubbles", a foamy layer on top of the drink; chewy tapioca balls ("pearls") are added as well.

SEONGHWA

2 hours later, Seonghwa entered the dorm. Yunho and Mingi were playing in the living-room. “Hello young boys.” He greeted them. “Is Y/N sleeping already?” “Y/N?” Asked Mingi. “She didn’t come here today.” “What? She’s not here?” He repeated. Yunho shook his head, focused on the TV screen. “It’s your anniversary today, no? You shouldn’t be with her?” Seonghwa sighed, “I think I messed up.” “What you did?” Asked Mingi, barely listening. “I met Hyebin in front of the restaurant... Maybe I kind of dumped Y/N for her.” Yunho paused the game. “I’m not a pro at relationship but you should beg her to forgive you.” “No really?” He sighed; a bit done. Seonghwa followed his friend’s advice and walked to your apartment. In front of your entrance door, he quietly knocked. When you opened the door, he could see how mad you were. You barely said anything, just stared at him and went back to the kitchen. Seonghwa ignored if he should come in, but anyway, he needed to apologize. He carefully locked the door behind him and joined you. “Y/N... I’m so sorry. I was a total jerk today...” he apologized. You turned around, washing the dishes you left this morning. Your boyfriend walked in your direction and wrapped his arms around you. You could feel his heart beating on your back. “I’m really really really sorry.” He whispered. “It should have been our night, our moment but your stupid boyfriend ruined it.” “Yes, you ruined it and yes you are stupid.” You answered. “What I can do for you to forgive me?” He whispered in your ear. You smirked and turned around, you were stuck between your boyfriend and the sink. You slowly passed your finger on his chest. “Find it by yourself idiot.” You sneaked out of his embrace, leaving him confused. “What does it mean?” He asked. “If you think that I’ll forgive you so easily after what you did. It’s a no no.” “What but you- we- I-“ he stuttered. “Just surprise me and I’ll see.” You winked, before going in your room. “See what happens when you are an idiot Park Seonghwa.” He facepalmed, talking to himself.

YUNHO

You hesitated to lock the door behind you. What if he was getting angry? Even after this humiliation you were still thinking positively about Yunho. Finally, you just closed the main lock, he could open it with his spare key. Only if he was not busy with this girl anymore. Hardly, you tried to fall asleep. You turned in your bed at least 100 times but you were still incapable to sleep. As you were thinking about a way to kill Yunho tomorrow, you heard the key unlocking the door. You rushed to turn around in front of the wall, so he couldn’t see if you were asleep or not. You heard him entering the kitchen, probably looking for something to drink. Just after that, he came quietly in the room. You heard him removing his clothes to wear his matching pajama. It was the only one he left in your apartment. Finally, you felt the bed tugging behind you. As expected, Yunho wrapped his arms around your waist, gently rubbing your exposed skin. Feeling him next to you, felt different, you were still hurt by how he ignored you. “I’m sorry.” He whispered behind you. “I know we had a movie night. But... I don’t know... it’s been so long since I saw her.” He said. “Do you feel something for her?” You asked. Your boyfriend brought you closer to him. You could feel his breath on your neck. “Not at all. We were just good friends. I didn’t have so much friends in high school because of the trainee schedule.” He started. “She was one of my closest friends. With Mingi.” It helped you to understand the situation. But you couldn’t forget that he hurt your feelings. “I’m still mad at you. You were pretty rude with me.” “I know. If I could go back in past, I would slap myself.” He claimed. “I can do it right now if you want.” You offered him, lifting your hand. He grabbed your hand and intertwined your fingers with his. “Let me just hug you right now. You can do that tomorrow.” You smiled. All of your murder’s intention faded away simply with a hug. How weak you were.

YEOSANG

When you left, Yeosang instantly followed you. He apologized politely at his ex-girlfriend and rushed outside. Unfortunately, he couldn’t spot you in the crowd. He just walked in your apartment direction, hoping to meet you there. Suddenly, on the other side of the road, he noticed you. “Y/N!” He called you. You ignored him, plugging your earphones. “This girl...” he sighed. He started to run again, caring about the cars and the people around. “Y/N!” He called you louder. “Please stop! Wait for me!” You could hear him, but you simply decided to ignore him. As he did though. Trying to run away from your boyfriend, you engaged on the road. You didn’t see the cars coming on your right. Just in time, Yeosang pulled you close to him. Making sure you were okay, he checked your entire face, looking for any scar. “Are you crazy?!” He scolded you. “I guess that you are mad and want to run away from me but at least stay safe.” You stared at him intensely, “so now you remember that I’m existing?” “Young lady, I know that you are existing.” “Really? I didn’t feel it earlier.” You crossed your arms on your chest. “Y/N... I’m sorry okay?” He apologized. “Are you really sorry or are you just sorry to move on?” “No... I’m really sorry. I shouldn’t act like that.” “It’s just that I was so surprised to see her here.” “Yes, I saw that.” You rolled your eyes. “I’m really sorry. I won’t do that again.” He hugged you. “You will need to do more than this Kang Yeosang. Because you can’t imagine how disappointed I am.” “I will. And why not starting now?” “Now?” You repeated. “Yes! I will prepare the best date ever for you.” He winked. “Do you think it would be enough?” “Did I mentioned that we can watch all the Harry Potters movies?” “Okay count me it,” you claimed, grabbing his arm happily.

SAN

San couldn’t think straight after exiting the concert hall. Should he go to your house or wait the next day, so you could probably rest and relax? He looked at the message you sent. It was short and cold. There’s no way he could just let you be mad like this. A bit anxious, but completely determined to make it work, he decided to go at your apartment. In a short time, he was on the hallway, standing in front of the door. Instead of knocking, he simply put his ear against the wooden door to listen if you were there. He lightly heard the TV in the background. “Please Shiber, give me enough strength to confront the dragon.” He prayed. San knocked once. You didn’t come to open the door. He tried again but still nothing. Losing his patience, he drummed on the door. Even if you were asleep, you could hear him. “Y/N! Open me!” He yelled loud enough for you to hear it. “I’ll wait here till you open this door!” He warned you, non-stop knocking at the door. “Please!” He screamed. You opened the door angrily, “are you crazy? They could call the police!” You pointed at your neighbor’s door. “At least you opened the door.” He stated. “Don’t you have something more important to do?” You tugged against the door frame. “Not at all.” He replied instantly. “And I have a surprise for you.” “If you think I’ll forget-” He handed you 2 concert tickets, “Tadaaaa!” You raised a brow, suspicious. “I acted like an asshole, so I want to apologize and enjoy the 2nd concert date with my girl! As I should.” “San...” “I know! You are mad at me. And you have the right to. But please let me make it up to you correctly.” He pouted cutely, using his puppy eyes. Defeated, you nodded, “okay, let’s go there tomorrow.” You ripped the tickets off his hands. San hopped happily, “Yay!” “See you tomorrow.” You kissed his cheek before closing the door in front of him. “What-” 20 seconds later, San’s phone buzzed. [“Thanks for the tickets but I’m still mad at you. Good night.”] San smiled and whispered, “one step by one.”

MINGI

Almost one week. One whole week. Mingi couldn’t join you for one week. You ignored his texts and calls. He even tried to use his member’s phone to call you, but you weren’t stupid. As a last attempt, he emailed you, but as expected you never replied. Because of his full debut schedule, he didn’t have enough time to visit you. “Still no news of Y/N?” Asked Jongho, sitting in the van behind his Hyung. “No.” He simply replied. “This suck...” Mingi sighed, frustrated. “I don’t know what to do anymore and the worst part is that I can’t go to her as I want to.” “But you messed up pretty well.” Added Yeosang out of nowhere. Seonghwa’s pinched Yeosang’s arm, trying to stop him to say something else. “What about borrow the manager’s phone?” He suggested. Mingi’s head tilted instantly, gripping around the managers seat. “I didn’t sign for this...” sighed the man giving his phone to Mingi. “Thank you!” He shouted. Your boyfriend composed your number easily. His heart was beating so fast. “Hello?” You picked up. “Please don’t hung up!” He begged you, playing nervously with the hem of his hoodie. “Mingi?” “Yes. Y/N- Hi-” he stuttered. Seonghwa pocked his shoulder, “you are supposed say few words right now.” “I want to apologize! I really messed up. Even worse! I might break the trust you had for me.” He said. “I’m really sorry.” He heard you sigh through the phone. “What is she saying?” Whispered Jongho behind his friend. “Yes, I understood afterwards that I really hurt your feelings.” “What is she saying? Is she mad? Or is she crying?” Whispered Seonghwa a bit louder. “Really? Yes, tomorrow at 8PM! It’s okay! I’ll be there.” He said surprised but happy. After being sure that you hung up, he screamed in relief in the van, making the driver lose his composure a bit. “Does it mean she forgives you?” “Not even a little bit yet.” He said happily. “Then why are you so happy?” Asked Jongho. “Because I will see my girl tomorrow! Even if she’s going to yell at me the whole time.” He clapped enthusiastically. “Love...” almost burped Yeosang.

WOOYOUNG

When you got back in your house, you immediately went to sleep. You tried your best to not over-think about your boyfriend talking all night long with his ex-girlfriend. Surprisingly, you dozed off easily. Even your brain was done with this bullshit. The next day, you cracked an eye when you smelled a sweet and tasty smell in your room. Probably the bakery in front of your apartment. You turned around lazily on your bed, staring at the blue sky through the window. You could stay there the whole day, but you needed to study. Curiously, you grabbed your phone on your nightstand. Few twitter notifications, some of the group chat you have with your friends popped up but nothing from Wooyoung. You threw your phone furiously on your bed but had a mini heart attack when you saw it just on the edge of the bed. “Y/N! Wake up!” You screamed at your boyfriend, not expecting to see him here. “You scared me! Are you crazy?!” You yelled at him. “What are you doing here? And why are you wearing an apron?” Wooyoung smiled and sat on the bed, next to you, “I made pancakes.” You raised an eyebrow, “yes and?” “Okay seems like you are still mad at me...” he assumed. “Mad? No... I’m furious!” You rectified. “Then pancakes should help a bit! No?” “Do you think I’ll forget that you dumped me for your ex and go eat your pancakes as if nothing happened?” You resumed shortly. “I hoped so...” he confessed. “BUT! I’ll make it up to you even if it takes 2 weeks.” “Yes, you should.” You said, getting up off your bed to go in your bathroom. “So... are you sure you don’t want at least one? I’m getting better at cooking!” “One with maple syrup! And don’t forget the blueberries!” You yelled from the bathroom. Wooyoung smiled, “yes princess.” He knows he would get you with food. He was really sorry and wanted to show you that you are the most precious girl ever for him. Even if it takes times, he would do anything to apologize.

JONGHO

When Jin finally left. Nothing changed between Jongho and you. You were still walking behind him, not looking at the wallpaper anymore. “Do you want to buy the green one?” Asked Jongho. You passed him coldly, “I just want to go home.” He raised a brow, “well okay let’s go.” You put down messily everything you chose and exited the shop. Not even waiting Jongho, you sat on the passenger seat. Most of the way back home, both are you stayed quiet. Jongho figured it out that you were mad because of Jin. He was ashamed to haven’t noticed it earlier. “Are you mad?” He asked shyly. You didn’t reply, focusing on the road. “Are you giving me a silent treatment?” He supposed. “That’s not what you did?” You replied coldly. “I was just helping her.” “There’s a difference between helping someone or focusing completely on someone.” You replied. “Yes, you’re right. I’m sorry sweetheart.” He apologized. “Were you really interested at her to ignore me like that?” “No sweetheart.” “Were you happy to see her?” “No sweetheart.” He repeated. “Are you even listening to me?” You looked at Jongho. “Yes, of course sweetheart.” “Are you going to see Jin again?” “No sweetheart.” Jongho knew that quick and short answers were the best, it would help to reduce your angriness. He grabbed your thigh and squeezed it gently. “I’m really sorry sweetheart. What can I do for you to forgive me?” You hesitated few seconds but finally declared, “let’s buy the coffee table I showed you.” “Now? We are almost home I-” The dead stare you gave him, changed his mind immediately. “You know what? Let’s go!” You smirked victoriously; your living-room will be ready in matter of time.

Part 1

[moonlight--cafe]

@just-a-random-shawol​

Hello again! I feel like calling you “old friend” but that would be kind of weird but I just love doing ships for you and I always have the best ideas for your aesthetics! I was actually able to complete this one pretty quickly, I had a good idea of what to do for you. I hope this achieved what I hoped it would, by that I mean that I hope it exceeds the previous ships I have done for you. I hope you have a great day and thank you again for sending in so many requests, it really has been a pleasure!

Also I got so carried away with the boyfriend section, I am so so sorry it’s so long 😬

~Your Company~ Starship Entertainment

~Group Name~ Solstice

~Members~ 5 

~Debut Date~  22nd of December, 2018

~Pre-Debut Days~

First I want to preface this by saying that it isn’t impossible to earn a place as a trainee under Starship. However, they are extremely particular about the trainees they select. Most companies are like this but Starship takes their idols seriously, they only select trainees who have a particular style and carry themselves in a proud, strong way. Even if you aren’t the loudest personality-wise you still need to show everyone how loud your unique nature is, it’s a classic case of the “prove to us that you are special” mentality.

I know that was quite a buildup but don’t worry you were indeed accepted as a trainee, I’m not just saying this to get on your good side but you would be such a distinct performer. I think that sometimes you tend to underestimate yourself, or at least overlook the abilities that you have. Becoming a trainee under Starship would do wonders to boost your confidence, the way they handle you as  trainee would definitely show. You would improve so incredibly fast, it would seem that you were in the right place.

This relates to what I just said, your talent is pretty potent. See it as you hold all of the elements that combine to make a star, it’s just a matter of using these elements in a more controlled manner. This is why you were a trainee for four years, you were one of the idols who started training quite young. Those four years seemed to drag on, you were becoming increasingly antsy, you just wanted to debut! But the fact that the preparation took as long as it did pretty much set you up for success. 

As a trainee you were initially more quiet, you’re not necessarily shy you are just more determined. You were polite enough to your peers, but you also knew why you were there. Despite your age you were very self-aware and open about your goals, you didn’t find it necessary to hide your motives from the other trainees. They were all there for a similar reason anyways so why be all secretive about it? 

Your honesty was actually a pro, people always knew what they were getting from you, so there wasn’t really a chance that you would ever be false or stab them in the back. This resulted in some very strong relationships with many of your peers.

It was actually a pretty emotional lead up to you finally debuting, you were adamant that you wanted to debut but you were actually a little scared. You were finally certain that you weren’t dreaming and that you would  become somewhat of a star, the fear came from the idea of not meeting the expectations that were set for you. You didn’t have to worry about that though, you just had to have confidence in yourself and after finding that you were able to take the world by storm.

~About You~

~Your Position~ Leader, Lead Dancer and Sub-Vocalist 

Solstice seems like your average girl crush themed group, your group still tend to stand out though. If you look under the surface that’s where your group truly shines. A lot of work goes into Solstice. The lore behind your group is meaningful, the name Solstice refers to the winter solstice. Your group represents evolution and acts as the onset of the future to come. As the leader you essentially aid in refining the groups image, using your very creative thinking you make sure to include the personalities, thoughts and styles of your other members in whatever songs, live stages and music videos your group has. 

I only reserve this compliment for certain people, anyways if this group was real (I mean it is real in our imaginations right?) you would be my bias, that’s how it is for most people who are introduced to your group. You are one of the common biases, I mean why wouldn’t you be? You have your designated positions but you could easily take over for other members if you needed to. This is what makes you a great leader, you are always there for the other members and you really push through the odds and help your group to succeed.

Relating to what I said about you literally applying to every kpop position under the sun,  you are often mistaken for being literally everything else. You could easily be a visual, the face of the group, the main dancer, lead vocalist and main vocalist. This is what a lot of fans admire about you, you are a jack of all trades yet you remain very humble and stay in your lane, so to speak.  You are just a genuinely chill person, like you don’t ever come across overbearing with your stage presence and vocals. You have somehow maintained a medium where you don’t overshadow anybody yet you don’t fade into the background, you are a solid member of the group and you will never have to fight to prove yourself.

You are one of the members who is commonly off in their own world, that has become your character trope of some sort. You aren’t off with the fairies or anything, you just seem to gift everyone with a perspective that is different to their way of thinking. You give the impression that you view the world in a different way, this relates to your interactions with your fans. You tend to get very busy as the leader, you don’t get to hang out with your fans on v-live as much as you want to (this was especially relevant when your group had first debuted) but when you have a solo v-live it just means so much to your fans. You are a mood-lifter, you have a calming presence surrounding you. You also give some very valuable advice, you know how to read the room when it comes to your fans. 9 times out of 10 you say something that just really matters to many of them.

You are one of the more socially progressive idols, you are actively pushing the boundaries of what the industry considers as “normal”. You are giving people the idea that female idols can still be elegant and attractive without sexualisation, you also carry the positive ideology that people are the most beautiful when they are expressing themselves. You are an advocate for people being true to themselves, you don’t care too much about the beauty standards imposed by society. You prove time and time again that you are human too, you silently remind people that you are merely living life with them. This shows more when you go public with your boyfriend, you show people that idols are able to fall in love and experience innocent love.

~Debut~

~Debut Song~  Universe:Reversal in the style of Snapping by CHUNG HA

Other Songs Include:

Out the Way in the style of favOriTe by LOONA

Bubble Bath in the style of BIRTHDAY by Somi 

neverland.exe in the style of THRILL RIDE by The Boyz

 ~Debut Album~  Meet Me In Neverland

 ~Stage Outfits~

 ~Relationships~

~Best Friend~ Nako  (Iz*One/HKT48)

Okay, this friendship is such a special one. Yeah, both of your fans acknowledge how ideal and pleasant your friendship is, however, it’s Nako who dotes on this friendship and finds great comfort in what the two of you have. There is alot that you connect over, the fact that you both debuted in 2018, the fact that you both like going out to eat at the same restaurants etc...

Apart from the many commonalities, your friendship is known for the contrast between your deep-thinking, almost motherly nature and her cute and innocent personality. Though your friendship is fairly public there are some parts of it that the two of you keep private . Nako was very young when she entered the entertainment industry, first it was acting which eventually involved into kpop. Due to this she was always around people that were older than her, this somewhat enhances the character trope that she has adopted. Despite this she still holds a striking sense of maturity, this is often overlooked since she is normally an observer. 

You are a very open and intelligent person, this goes so well with Nako’s personality. You are a very genuine friend which she really appreciates, she just feels so safe being in your presence. Another aspect of your relationship that many admire is the fact that the two of you really pick each other up, even if you reside in different countries you still make sure to stay close to each other. When Iz*One disbanded you played a key role in supporting her, you were there to cheer her on. Things like this wouldn’t go unnoticed by Nako she would always repay the favour through really adorable acts of kindness, the two of you have such a strong friendship, it definitely falls into the category of being a lifelong one.

~Friends~ Namjoon (BTS),  Wonwoo (Seventeen), Yeosang (ATEEZ), Irene (Red Velvet),  Kai (Exo/SuperM) , Ningning (AESPA), Sorn (CLC) and AleXa

~Boyfriend~ Taeyong (NCT) 

Taeyong absolutely loves you.

That’s it this section is done.

No but seriously Taeyong had severely underestimated how much he would come to love you. This is kind of a 180 considering that he was pretty certain that he wasn’t going to fall in love with an idol yet or have a public relationship, but that’s just how the world works. In unexpected ways. Your relationship is extremely strong, when people see you together it further proves that you are the best person for Taeyong.

It was a pretty “out of the blue” type relationship. You were an avid fan of SuperM, at this stage it was becoming part of your character. You just spoke of them with so much admiration, you had respect for all of them and used them as a sense of motivation. There were a lot of inside jokes surrounding your love of SuperM, most of these jokes were shared between you and your members. So it was safe to say that when you found out that you and your group would be collaborating with SuperM, you felt like you were going to faint.

Most of your collaboration was held over zoom until you could find a time to record in the studio together, the two groups could have easily recorded their lines and combined them in the studio but for both songs you and Baekhyun had come to the conclusion that you would achieve a better result if both groups were present. This applied to the music videos too, you heard me right videos plural, you were recording two songs and making two music videos for said songs. 

You had officially met Taeyong in the studio, he was present on the videocalls but he never really said too much. During that time you honestly couldn’t tell if he was disinterested or just shy, straight off the bat it was giving “enemies to lovers” and that confused you because you didn’t really know him. Anyways in the studio he was still quiet, reading the room it was obvious that something was up with him. You didn’t focus too much on that, you didn’t want to force him to speak if he really didn’t want to. Luckily for you Baekhyun, Kai and Taemin pretty much gravitated towards you instantly. Baekhyun was already very palsy walsy with you, Kai felt comfortable about you and Taemin was starstruck. 

Many had expected you to date Taemin or Baekhyun, it was obvious that they were interested in you. Taemin holds that mysterious, legendary aura so the fact that he was clearly interested in you was kind off odd in your opinion. Hell, even Taeyong assumed you would end up dating Taemin. As you could already tell you started dating Taeyong, yeah he was rigid and closed off for the most part but he did start warming up to you. Over time he began doing very small deeds that made your heart skip beat like a young school girl. It ranged from holding the door open for you and flashing you a polite smile to offering to buy you lunch to giving you his little electrical fan and an extra water bottle he had when you were filming one of your music videos.

It turns out that Taeyong had been in awe when he first saw you fiddling with the sleeve of your turtleneck sweater, he just didn’t know how to show you that he kind of liked you. To prevent him from fumbling over his words he just didn’t speak at all, he was also a little disheartened when he saw the way both Baekhyun and Taemin looked at you. He didn’t have that much confidence at the time, Baekhyun is a kind, funny and humble leader and Taemin is a literal star. When comparing himself to them he didn’t feel like he would ever win you over, especially since his silence came across as a bit off putting.

The two of you never officially asked each other out either, it just happened. You were both on set for the last day of filming, he most likely would never see you again and that thought left a pang in his heart and a sour taste in his mouth. Even though he felt so hurt about this he still didn’t want to say anything to you, the two of you were filming a scene together. There was nothing remotely romantic about it, or so he told himself, it was actually supposed to be very romantic. He sat on a polished gold and cream ballroom floor, a futuristic chandelier was suspended above the two of you, the rainbow slivers of light danced across your face as you rested your head on his lap.

There was no tension whatsoever until he subconsciously traced the light with his thumb, that caught your attention causing you to look up at him and before he knew it he was leaning in and placing a soft kiss on your lips. Surprisingly no one had noticed since they were walking in and out trying to lug the rest of the camera equipment into the makeshift ballroom. Realising what he had done he tried to rapidly fix his mistake and pull away, but you stop him and pull him down for another kiss. When everyone had returned they had no idea why Taeyong had a glazed over look on his face and a light blush coating his cheeks.

That was the official start of the two of you dating, like I said you didn’t even have to confirm it with each other you just knew you were dating. It also didn’t take long for your relationship to become public, it wasn’t leaked by dispatch either. You had discussed it with Taeyong, SM and Starship and since they didn’t want to risk losing their star talents or breaking up the relationship thus effecting their idols performance they had okayed your relationship. Honestly that’s how it should be, Taeyong doesn’t have to hide how much he loves you and that’s how it will always be.

~Crushing on You~  Rowoon (SF9)

Ironically Rowoon’s crush somewhat resembles your love of SuperM, when he had discovered Solstice he felt like he had strucksome sort of gold. He was like “Hey! That group is awesome”. He had so much respect for the group as a whole, that’s where he essentially fooled himself and the rest of SF9. He had assumed that the reason he was so into Solstice was because he was a hard working idol, he was merely inspired by your group to do the best he could. 

Actually no, that’s not what was going on, his little journey of supposed group and self-improvement was actually a covert crush, specifically on you. It took him a very long time to realise that the butterflies he felt when he saw you perform was the result of an intense crush, he is very secretive of this crush though. When he watches you perform at award shows he will give a pleasant smile and cheer along, he didn’t really feel that it was appropriate to act on his crush. Especially when it was announced that you were now in a happy relationship with Taeyong, it was just never the right moment.

He respects you a lot, that initial respect that he had for you and your leadership skills is still there but he also happens to like you a lot. He wouldn’t even want to tease the idea or indulge in the idea live, he doesn’t want the world to know that he likes you. If he were to ever meet you he would still be respectful and make sure to tell you to your face that you are one of the best leaders he has ever had the pleasure of meeting.

~Other Idols Crushing on You~ Vernon (Seventeen) Woozi (Seventeen), Taemin (Shinee/SuperM), Kang Daniel, Jooheon (Monsta X), Baekhyun (EXO/SuperM), Sanha (ASTRO), Sunghoon (Enhypen) and Jaehyun (N.Flying)

~Extra Info~

This is a very obvious thing but you and Taeyong push through the antis and prove that your relationship is extremely strong, you are both essentially the poster children for healthy relationships between idols.

Adding on to the above point you and Taeyong release a song, you sing and he raps. Additionally you also start the song with a couple dance break, you are both such strong performers and softies when you get off stage it is absolutely precious.

You collaborate with the clothing brand Hyein Seo to create your own line of casual-formal street clothes.

You work up a reputation of sort for supporting movements and donating money, your support of feminism helps create a great deal of change in the industry as a whole.

You become a mentor on a new Starship Entertainment idol program, you become infamous for being the wise, well-spoken mum of the mentor panel. 

~Scandal~ It’s not so much a scandal, it’s more like an odd rumour? To keep it short people thought you had to have surely sold your soul for a chance at being a successful idol, as proof people mention your fascination with aspects of occultism....yeah it’s not true.