𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞
🪵 Pairing —> Logan Howlett x Reader
🪵 Genre —> Fluff, comfort & angst
🪵 Warning —> None
🪵 Summary —> Logan asks you how the way he loves you makes you feel.
🪵 Dividers credit —> @moosgraphics
Y/N and Logan are laying in bed, her head is resting on Logan’s chest while he’s stroking her hair with is chin over her head.
He lets out a nervous sight and says :
« You told me that the way your shit ass of ex boyfriend loved you used to hurt you. So I was wondering, how does the day I love you feels to you? »
Y/N turns around, so that they both face each other while laying in the bed.
She looks at Logan in the eyes and answers :
« It feels safe, soft and calm. You’re always calm with me. Even when you’re extremely angry, even when we argue. The worse way you’ve ever reacted was by being grumpy and cold. »
Logan chuckles, looks at her softly and stroke her hair again.
Y/N let out smile and says :
« You know, I remember the first time we argued, just like it was yesterday. Because it was also the first time I understood that no matter what, I would always be safe with you. »
« Oh yeah? Tell me everything princess. »
« I remember that Charles wanted me on a mission instead of just teaching as usual. I was pretty happy about it but you weren’t. You thought it was too dangerous and I took it the wrong way, I thought you were being controlling and just wanted me to stay at home nicely and wait for you while I could do so much more and so much better. »
*Flashback of the argument*
« So what Logan? Am I just supposed to stay here like a nice little girlfriend and wait for you? When ALL OF YOU always go on missions and risks your life? Don’t you think that I could do that too? That I also have the power to go out and fight? »
« It’s not about that Y/N, I don’t want you to go because it is too risky, we don’t know what could happen to any of us. I don’t know what could happen to you. »
« Just like I don’t know what could happen to you Logan. Every time you leave with them I don’t know if you’re going to come back alive or if someone is going to knock at my door to tell me how sorry they are that my boyfriend is dead. But I always choose to believe that you’ll do amazing and that you’ll be back. Can’t you do the same for me? »
Logan looked at her and said firmly :
« No, I can’t. I’m sorry but I can’t risk it. It’s too dangerous and I can’t loose you, I refuse to loose you. »
« So I have no choices? You make them for me is that right? » with that Logan left the room.
*end of flashback*
Y/N continued to tell Logan the story :
« After that, we didn’t speak all day. I mean, we didn’t even saw each other during the whole day and the more the evening was coming the more nervous I was. »
Y/N pauses and continues :
« It was our first time arguing and I didn’t know how you would react. If you’d come back to the room or not, if you’d give me the silent treatment or if you’d be so mad and angry at me that you’d scream at me. I knew I was safe with you, but I also didn’t know how you reacted to anger. »
*Flashback of the argument*
Y/N was alone in the bed, waiting for Logan, with a book. A few moments after she heard footsteps coming and then she heard the door opening, it was Logan. He entered, looked at her smiled, he said a little « Hey » to Y/N who mirrored him. He then wait to take a shower.
Y/N was still nervous, because she still didn’t know how it would be, it was their first time arguing.
Logan came out of the bathroom and went in the bed. He let out a sight before saying :
« I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have. The way I talked earlier, it wasn’t my place. It’s your choice and it will always be your choice. I never want to make you feel like you have no choice with me. »
« I’m sorry too, I reacted so harshly and I wouldn’t stop screaming while you were so calm. »
« It’s okay princess, I know you wanna go and you will. I’m just so terrified of loosing you, I can’t let that happen and I won’t. So trust me we’ll spend a lot of time in the training room. »
Y/N chuckled and said :
« I know you’re scared, I am scared too everytime you go. But, I like to believed that we’d make a very good team Mr. Wolverine. »
Logan chuckled and got closer to her, he close the gap between them and kissed her deeply. It was soft and sweet, as always. He then let out a little gap again, and between kisses he said « I love you » Y/N chucked and said « I love you too, but I might love your kisses and cuddles a tiny bit more. »
*end of flashback*
Y/N continues her little story :
« Then we spent the whole night cuddling and laughing and at this moment I knew. I knew that no matter what, I’ll always be safe with you. Because the way you love me, even when we are arguing, even when one of us is at his worse, feels soft and calm. »
Logan hugs her tightly and says :
« You’re gonna make an old man cry princess. »
Y/N laughed and said :
« Your grumpy heart will always have a soft sport for me Mr. Wolverine »
Logan kisses the top of her head and says :
« Oh yeah it always, princess. »
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