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guys I lost my reading streak on my kindle and now im gonna cry
#I DONT READ TO KEEP THE STREAK#BUT#HAVING AND SEEING THE STREAK IS LIKE DAMN#THATS NICE#I REALLY BE READING#BUT NOW ITS LIKE I DONT BE READING :((#give me some book recs#thanks#I am sad#reading streak is gone#:(#★ — emptalkshit!
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feels very much like armand isn't in love with louis, he's just happy to have sunk his teeth into something, or someone, that lestat covets but can never have
#like maybe this is j bc i read the books#but it feels very much like armand regrets not keeping daniel#and that hes bitter lestat wouldnt keep him#so heres louis#dont get me wrong i think armand very much does want louis and covet his attention#but i dont think its for the reasons he claims#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire#iwtv#especially bc you can tell armand has a bit of a jealous streak in the books#i wonder if im seeing that carried over into the show of if im being delulu
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i know too fucking much about qsmp badboyhalo.
#and also. not enough#that one big summary of his Deal was like . 1k words.#and it brushed over so much shit#like his trust issues and the vacation arc and his criminal background (on qsmp) and the way he was the first to take protecting the#eggs seriously and i dont even KNOW enough about his relationship with maxo and the french that is a big blindspot for me but bad and max#(and foolish?) og founders of the theory bros the first people who started questioning cucurucho and then the french his family the people#who keep proving to be on his side over and over and i love it when he hangs out with pierre and talks create#and when he chills with antoine and helps fix the big spinning ring#and his WEIRD warrior's bond with etoiles (bad always gets along with the protectors have you noticed that#forever was the second big egg protector and baghera took care of pomme from the start and cellbit threw himself to the feds to try to help#the island and etoiles took the weight of the code attacks from bad's shoulders to his own in entirety. he respects them all a lot and i am#chewing him to pieces)#and his relationship with baghera!!!! she can read him so so well and he fucking trusts her enough to be dapper's mom#he may have felt weird about it and was jealous and :c because tahts HIS dapper but#he didn't kill her about it#or really do anything to discourage it#and he noticed her tear streaks and her leg and got Worried about the federation 'fixing' her and#genuinely he was so so happy when he realized she was back he went !!! mode#look. LOOK at these fucking tags. look back at the post. i can Keep Talking.#my point remains i know too fucking much about qsmp badboyhalo#shit and i didn't even TALK about his weird bullshit with foolish#i need a giant corkboard
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a loose color test wip of a painting im doing of richie from nerdy prudes must die
Edit: Severely hate all the progress ive made since ive posted the color test including the test colors so im redoing 80% of it
#you can see my insane sketch but whatever#i know want to push the shadows to read pinker and less red but i may just switch the shadows to green and the light to pink idk#npmd#nerdy prudes must die#richie lipschitz#greyscale#thats my art tag do not be alarmed#wow im seeing so many streaks i did not meaan to do but whatever ill erase them#im keeping the hair blue im a blue hair richie truther#domt ask me how im goignt do his overly patterned shirt i havent solved that yet dont look at me#im figuring this out on the fly idk what im doing man#jon has the wildest eyes truly no idea how im going to make them work
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sh mention ig
reading sh fics to cope with. withdraw??? (would that be the word 🧍) but it only making you want to do it more
#j’s a bloody mess#helpmehelpmehelpmehelpme#all i wanna do rn is cutttttttt but i cant and wontttt but i wannaaaaaaa#dkdhsancome onnnnn itd feel so good rn plssss#its killing me i wanna feel the burning and see the blood plssss i cant do this#idek how id talk to anyone abt this#like. idk how to explain i feel like im going insane from the lack of sh#but at the same time i dont wanna break my ‘streak’#and the longer i put it off. the more guilt ill feel when/if i do#its been like. 2? 3? months since i have (i think idk i didnt keep track) and just#idk foaming at the mouth at the idea of it#i feel so worthless and pathetic that i dont anymore. but at the same time ill hate myself more if im a disappointment to them#also. adding on to the original point. i feel sorta sick ish? when i only read fluff/smut/ really anything that doesnt have some sorta harm#in it. but again. at the same time. reading it makes me wanna do it more.#is the answer to just. stop reading or smth??????#(ofc i wont. ill be fine. i think. but still kinda sucks)
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i love my animal crossing villagers actually
#bianca has a 7000 day streak with fauna#and tries to keep streaks with nate but nate keeps BREAKING IT.#reneigh is my everything ever i love her i LOVE HER.#mitzi and fauna read together#i think frank and fauna had a thing?????????#they seem like theyd have a thing#antonio and reneigh are close bc they were the OGS#i love them both sm#kidd is really new so i dont have much to say on him rn#gayle isnt new but i dont have much to say on her either#i like her just. i think shes more reserved#anyways <3
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Melissa hated her feelings.
She buried them in a chest in the 5th grade (along with her ability to express them). Other peoples' feelings on the other hand was her forte. She could process, decipher and regurgitate other peoples emotions effortlessly. This gift could’ve taken her through college, all the way to a degree in psychology. Distinguished Dr. Jefferson with a PhD and a cozy office and impressive roster of high-profile, weallthy clients was a shiny idea. Fate would have a different hand for Melissa her talents were exhausted on mediating family fights, friend group drama, and charming her way out of confronting her own feelings.
“Feelings.” Even saying it out loud to herself seemed silly. Something reserved for ‘cry babies’ and water signs. Typical Sunday nights started tame, reading or writing fan-fiction and drinking cranapple juice. And then like clock work her father would yell her name,
‘MELISSA!!!’ Emotionless, she’d get up dust off her Winnie the Pooh shorts and make her way downstairs. On the long walk down the hall to the stairs leading to the living room brawl, she’d go through her check list:
1.) Don’t cry.
2.) Stay neutral; Deescalate
3.)Don’t take anything personal. This isn’t about you
She padded down the carpeted stairs in her old soft socks to see her mother tightlipped and tear streaked thinking,
‘she broke rule number 1’. Her father, Michael was proud and angry, his big belly filled with self righteousness. She knew he would be unyielding in his resolve and at this point her only option was to deescalate.
‘Rule number 2’. Then her sister the water sign and calamity for the evening sat on the floor nearly fetal, face red and raw with emotion.
‘Its not your fault’ Melissa wanted to say ‘You just didn’t follow the rules… you’re loved.’ But she couldn’t say that because she’d be breaking rule number 3. It wasn’t about how Melissa felt. Even though she felt like screaming,
“VANESSA, YOU DIDN’T DO ANYTHING WRONG. DAD—YOU JUST HAVE PENT UP ANGER BECAUSE YOU GREW UP IN THE HOOD OF DETROIT AS A BLACK MAN IN THE 60s AND 70s. YOU NEED A HEALTHY OUTLET LIKE.. I DONT KNOW… THERAPY?!?!?! THIS IS A WASTE OF ALL OF OUR TIME. I LITERALLY JUST WROTE THE BEST SAILOR SATURN x CHIBI USA FANFICTION EVER AND THIS IS KILLING MY VIBE!”
Instead, she decide to hear every one out. She decided to help. To calm her dragon of a father down. To be a translator for her emotional sister. To not take it personal. To stay neutral. To not cry.
9 years later, at her fathers funeral she still never broke the rules. She played her flute and spoke at his memorial. She was present for her mother because it wasn’t about her. When other peoples' emotions bubbled up she stayed neutral. She sat through both services and she did not cry. It wasn’t until she excused herself to make a phone call outside did she collapse onto the stairs of the funeral home and weep alone in the cold Detroit snow.
It’s okay to break the rules sometimes, she reminded herself. As long as no one else sees it.
Traumas began to compact on Melissa, as they do. Humans tend to collect traumas like pebbles on a long hike. We toss them into our backpacks and keep moving forward. Some hikers would falter, but Melissa was built for this. She’d carried the stones of her family’s traumas uphill for years. She was strong.
When men began to befriend and reject her, saying ‘you’re too good for me’ but not too good to make them feel good. She carried that.
When childhood friends began to cut off the strings of her heart, saying ‘We can’t be friends anymore’. She carried that.
When her family separated like dandelion seeds, it seemed like they’d never be together again. Melissa slept on so many couches, floors and car seats sometimes she didn’t know if she’d see them again.
She carried that.
Dying was never an option though sometimes she didn’t mind the thought of it. Peace and warmth were two things she’d desperately yearned and hadn’t felt fully since the womb. Then one night in the pitch black of the hot, sweaty, roach-infested studio in southeast Houston she slept in she wondered:
‘Why can’t I break the rules?’ She’d seen everyone else in her life break them like popsicle sticks. And she didn’t just want to break the rules, she wanted to break them boldly and loudly and annoyingly and honestly and sloppily like every one else gets to do. It was in that moment, tucked in a thin jacket inside of an 8-foot high instrument cubby in the inky darkness—it hit her.
‘Is my suffering for a high purpose? Or is my suffering trying to kill me?’
She cried.
She escalated.
She took it personal.
But it wasn’t enough. She wanted to scream in a microphone in a sea of shadowy faces. She drank whiskey and wove her pain into rock music.
‘Music is my boyfriend’ she declared. The only man that kept his baggage to hisself. And it healed her. It gave her voice reason and purpose.
The pebble-laden hike became lighter with time. The incline eventually evened out to flat, beautiful landscapes where the breeze finally met her back. She knew it wasn’t gonna be easy or sunshine but even the rain cleansed her and it was beautiful too.
Somewhere in the rain she decided rules were meant to be built and broken. Like trust and love and friendships and families. Because every thing deserves the opportunity to change and grow.
So... She broke rule number 1 on stage while singing a beautiful song. Dr. Jefferson (PhD) screamed for her to stop but she didn’t listen and the tears flowed like rivers of emotion down her cheeks.
Rule number 2 was broken when she grew older and saw the injustices of the world. Marching with hundreds in protest she realized not everything needs to be pacified.
And one day when she finally fell in love, she broke rule number 3. No matter how much training she’d done she couldn't help but take every thing her lover said and did personal. But it was ok. Because in all her resistance she realized breaking rules was her power.
Melissa began to fall for her feelings. Her feelings gave life purpose. They weren’t always logical, as feelings seldom are. They were sloppy and embarrassing and rude and so fucking uncomfortable. But they were hers. And they were real. And when she sat alone sipping wine, staring at the moon…They were the only ones still by her side. Ready to break the rules for her because they loved her.
And she finally loved them back.
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okay, there's a trend that came and went on tiktok a while ago of people reading their lists of modern day things they think characters would have loved if it were in their time. i will never EVER get tired of watching them and those vids heavily inspired this post 😭 (ALSO FIRST WRITING SINCE IVE BEEN BACK LETS GOOOO)
so without further ado...
rip thorin's company, you would have loved... (pt. 1)
thorin
r.i.p. thorin, you would have loved lord huron
rick grimes from the walking dead
wet brushes
google maps
making a secret thirst trap account on tiktok
bilbo
r.i.p. bilbo, you would have loved trader joes
ring doorbells
facebook neighborhood watch
swiffer wet jet
keeping up with the kardashians
gandalf
r.i.p. gandalf you would have loved life360
caines chicken
st. louis city museum
grammarly
child harnesses
fìli
r.i.p. fìli, you would have loved Instagram reels
sad older sibling tiktoks
caseoh
0.5x pictures
hello kitty/sanrio girls
kìli
r.i.p. kìli you would have loved mewing
native hair wash
tiktok
snapchat streaks
photodumping on instagram
dwalin
r.i.p. dwalin you would have loved planet fitness
to catch a predator with jim hansen
the will smith slap drama
dude wipes
teenage mutant ninja turtles
balin
r.i.p.balin you would have loved ibuprofen
turbotax
eBay
low quality inspirational quotes on facebook
air fryers
bofur
r.i.p. bofur you would have loved impractical jokers
the superbowl
cringey minion memes
andy bernard from the office
snoop dog
ori
r.i.p. ori you would have loved minecraft
selling stuff on etsy
aesthetic pinterest boards
the perks of being a wallflower
spotify premium
dori
r.i.p. dori you would have loved five minute crafts
the pioneer woman cookbook
abba
hgtv
temu
(i forgot there's a 10 image limit😞)
lemme know if you guys want a part 2 !! it feels great getting to write whatever i want again!! love you guys so much!! also please send me requests cause i need to get these creative juices back into the flow of things 😭🙏 thank you! 🩷💘💞🌷🌸🌺
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#bilbo baggins#thorin oakenshield#xreader#bilbo baggins x reader#the hobbit#bofur#bofur the dwarf#bofur x reader#dwalin x reader#dwalin#dwarves#tolkien#peter jackson#thorin oakenshield x reader#ori#ori x reader#ori the dwarf#gandalf#gandalf the grey#tiktok#trending#fili x reader#fili durin#fili and kili#kili x reader#kili durin#kili#dori the dwarf#balin#balin the dwarf
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Dont know if you take blurb requests but I wanted to ask for one (no pressure❤)
What about, something like the reader and Noah being together for a couple months and she thinks that he's gonna leave her for whatever reason but Noah 'reassures' her so she can keep calm.
Idk if you like this but do what you please with it❤
Okay, I got overly excited and a little nervous writing this, but I hope this is what you were semi-looking for. If not, I will do it again without hesitation! :) :)
I may or may not have read other blurbs to make sure I was doing this right.
Song
Masterlist
Three glorious months—seemingly a blink in the vast of time, yet profoundly meaningful in the journey you and Noah have navigated. It marks the peak of three years of friendship, a journey paved with shared laughter, countless conversations, and moments of unspoken understanding. Finally reaching the finish line, you both have embarked on a new chapter, intertwining your lives in a bond strengthened by trust, mutual admiration, and a deep-rooted connection. Every day shows the lasting beauty of your relationship and the profound impact of love, which thrives and grows with each passing moment.
Things seemed like they couldn't get more perfect until your first big fight. You posted a picture of you and Noah cuddling up in his bed, and he freaked out a little. He was one for complete privacy regarding the internet, but you wanted to shout your relationship to the world. It was hard for you to understand why he didn’t want pictures of you two posted, and it was even more challenging for you not to take it as personally as you did. You have been holed up in your room blasting "Lover Dearest '' by Marianas Trench for an intense hour, screaming and crying the lyrics to yourself.
You felt like he was going to break up with you sometime in the near future, and it was getting harder and harder for you not to freak out about it. This caused you to slightly distance yourself from him, which wasn’t hard due to him working in the studio a lot lately. Everything seemed reduced to slower texts, fewer calls, and limited visits for several weeks. You knew it was because once Noah had a creative flow, he couldn’t be slowed down, but emotionally, it felt like he was avoiding you because he didn't want you around anymore.
There was a knock on your door, so you slowly got up to answer it. On the other side was Noah, who had a bouquet of your favorite flowers and a big smile on his face. His expression slightly faltered when he saw your tear-streaked face. Confusion crossed his features when he heard the song you were playing.
“Why are you listening to your break-up song?” He asked. That just pushed you over the edge and made your tears fall again. He grabbed your face with his free hand, wiping away the tears. “Hey…shhhh, it’s okay, baby. What’s going on?” he asked, concern laced in his voice.
“Are you going to break up with me?” You asked through sniffles and hiccups. Avoiding eye contact, you couldn't bear to see his face, knowing it would only deepen your heartbreak.
Seeing the anguish in your eyes, Noah's expression softened with understanding. After setting down the flowers, he gently cupped your face with both hands, coaxing you to look at him.
"Hey, no, no, baby, I'm not going to break up with you," he reassured you, his voice filled with sincerity. "I love you, okay? I'm here for you."
Feeling relieved, you finally meet his gaze, tears still glistening. With a shaky breath, you leaned into his embrace, comforting yourself with his reassuring presence. Noah held you close, his arms wrapping around you protectively as you let yourself release the pent-up emotions weighing on you. Looking up at him, you both get swept up in the feelings, and he kisses you. At first, it starts slow and gentle, a way for him to show you that he understands your feelings and will be there to take the pain away. Then it starts to turn hungry, showing you his passion for you and that he isn’t going anywhere.
Leading him to your room, you lay on your bed as he climbs over you. The air is thick with anticipation and desire as he leans in to kiss you, his lips tender and warm against yours. As the kiss deepens, you feel a surge of emotion wash over you, the intensity of your connection palpable in every touch.
For the next hour, Noah worships you and every inch of your body, his lips and hands moving with purpose and passion. Each caress declares his love and commitment, reassuring you that he isn't going anywhere. In his embrace, you feel safe and cherished, the worries and doubts of earlier fading into the background as you lose yourself in the moment. Time seems to stand still as you revel in the intimacy and closeness you share, knowing that together, you can weather any storm that comes your way.
#bad omens band#noah sebastian#bad omens#fanfic#bad omens fanfiction#bad omens fic#noah sebastian davis#noah sebastian x reader#noah sebastian smut
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So uh. My freelance work here is kind of dying.
I thought i'd keep my long-term followers on the know-how, so i might as well write about my current circumstances here, give y'all an update, so to speak.
So, for several reasons, most of them not even my fault, i've been getting less and less commissions, almost none, actually, and the ones i get are usualy on the cheaper side, which is bad concidering that this is my livelihood, commission money pays my bills, my groceries, and my taxes, and now i sure as hell am strugling to imagine this will sustain me for long. Twitter is a sinking ship ever since elon went over, Specificaly for people like me. I had just broken into 12k followers there, a huge milestone for me, and then i got shadowbanned, and for the last few months i've gotten *nothing*. It's completely dead, i'm stagnated there, all my arts are censored, and there's no way for me to undo it or fix it, and so i've gotten less and less comms out there, which sucks because its the only reason i was even on that stupid site. Here on tumblr, meanwhile, the CEO went on a massive transphobic streak, and a lot of lgbt folk (which composed a lot of my following,) decided to jump ship, and i sure as hell dont blame them, but sadly that's more potential costumers that bailed, and there's no proper website to go to. Anywhere i'd go, i'd be starting from scratch again, which would be utterly disheartening and frustrating, and there no website that is kind to artists, with no algorythim, that also have a messaging system (the latter being ESSENTIAL to the way i do comms) So i'm kind of stuck. I just. have nowhere to go, and nothing to do. And last but not least, my own fault, I've just been drawing and creating what *I* specificaly want, on an hedonistic streak this year. That's why theres so much pony bs on this blog now, and why i was straight up posting poetry a while back, and have written hundreds upon hundreds of fanfiction pages in the last few months; Which, unfortunately, is a terrible business decision if your intent is making money. Which I surely should have prioritized, but in the end, its not up to me, its up to the costumers... So now i'm a bit stuck. I've enjoyed the things ive drawn and written more than anything i've ever done, and yet, i've never been less successful on the actual business side. I'm still considering my venues, my possibilities, but there's not many. Trying to get a job would certainly pull me away from creation, and i'd hate it regardless of what it was, and on another venue, theres no guarantee that going back to furry titties would bring me money.
and that's whats heartbreaking about it too. no matter how much effort i put on my work, theres no guarantee of sucess, so why even spend time trying to craft a masterpiece? why not just follow trends and make a tiktok account or whatever the fuck makes money these days. I'd rather not, frankly. And i wont. Well, that's about it. Thanks for reading this update, that's how my life is goin atm. i'm going to continue doing as i am right now, but yknow... I'm not sure what i should do, if you want to give me suggestions, feel free.
#Also sorry for not streaming lately#my throats like. DESTROYED with a small cold#I sound like a chain smoker atm#Also this poll will not affect my decisions in the slightest#i just thought it was funny
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Ever since you wrote that Tsukasa5 post every once in a while I'll stop what I'm doing and think "oooh... Akikasa parallels" which is not a thought that I 1) ever experienced before 2) enjoy thinking. Pain and suffering 😔 /lh
Made even funnier by the fact that I just know akito would be soooo mad about this. I really desperately want toya to tell Akito he reminds him of Tsukasa in some aspects (just a very genuine compliment by comparing Akito to someone Toya thinks is the best guy ever) because I think Akito would hear that he is similar to tsk and 1) go this is the worst day of my life I can’t be similar to that annoying blond freak I can’t 2) go “did I just get fucking brother zoned???”
I’ve actually read a few akito focuses here and there (what’s the one where his vivid street origin story is revealed. That one. Also the shinonomes festival event as well) & every time he’s doing his “I have to work so hard to keep up with the people I admire and to reach my goal!! I will never give up I will practice until I drop if that’s what it takes!!!! This dream is everything to me!!!!!” song and dance I’m like hey I know another guy exactly like this akito. but you have to prommy not to get mad before I tell you his name. If you put Akito in tsukasa’s shoes in Catch the Thief or Phoenix I think Akito would absolutely exhibit the same levels of insane wrt reaching his goals.
Akito had to work really hard to get where he is now and so did Tsukasa. They both have an insane stubborn streak and a tendency to see a closed door and bash their head against it until it miraculously opens. It’s just that one of them is capable of acting like a normal well adjusted person and the other is an egotistical theatre kid.
+ think it’s interesting how they’re the two characters who are portrayed as big assholes who need to grow as people in their respective main story arcs, which niigo/mmj/Leoneed don’t really have. At least not to that extent. Tsukasa and Akito were the only two characters out of the main stories that I went “man fuck this guy for real” at.
++ I think the gateway of akito growing to actually respect Tsukasa was seeing that Tsukasa is just as insane about acting as Akito is street music, as well as the fact that Tsukasa is genuinely a talented actor & not just full of hot air. This guy is so annoying and weird I want nothing to do with him -> ok i respect his drive and he’s actually talented but he’s still a freak who I dont want to be around -> (realizes he views tsk as a friend) (horrified) fuck.
#they are pretty similar in a lotttt of ways which I think Akito would be seething over#asks#tsukasa#akito#mine
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Father figure!Sirius
Request: Hi! Its the same anon that requested the father figure! Remus headcannons and I wanna say thank you so much. I loved them sm. I just finished Order of the Phoenix last night and im DISTRAUGHT. Could I request some father figure Sirius headcannons where he survives the events of the movie and he wakes up in bed patched up and finds out the reader has been there the ENTIRE time watching over him? Like he’s been out for days but the reader stays put. Despite SEVERAL people trying to force them to rest Maybe some headcannons with how they’ll act when he’s better also. (Also obviously again this is all platonic) Again you dont have to do this if you dont want to, but thank you so much again! I love your writing ❤️
A/n: ugh order of the Phoenix fucked me up good! I remember reading in for the first time when I was 10 and sobbing so hard.
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The Moment He Wakes Up:
Confusion First: Sirius is groggy when he first opens his eyes, his body heavy and mind fuzzy. The first thing he notices is that the dull ache in his body is manageable, and he’s in a bed—safe. At first, he assumes he’s alone.
Seeing You by His Side: He catches a glimpse of you in a chair by his bed, curled up, head resting on your folded arms. He can see the exhaustion on your face even in your sleep. His heart clenches, knowing you must have been worried.
Realizing How Long He’s Been Out: Once he’s more aware, someone—probably Remus or Molly—tells him he’s been unconscious for days. They’ll casually mention how you refused to leave his side, despite everyone trying to get you to rest or eat properly.
Sirius’ First Thought: Sirius, who’s used to people leaving or losing him, feels overwhelmed by the fact you stayed, that you wouldn’t let anyone take you away. His typical confident, snarky exterior fades, replaced by this soft, almost vulnerable look of gratitude.
How He Reacts:
Gentle Wake-Up: He softly calls your name, voice still raspy, and smiles faintly when you stir awake. His first instinct is to reassure you, even though he’s the one that was injured. “You know, you could’ve gotten some actual sleep in a real bed,” he jokes weakly, trying to make you smile.
Fatherly Concern: Despite the fact he’s just woken up, his main concern becomes you. He might frown when he realizes how worn out you look. "Merlin, kid, have you even eaten since I’ve been out?" It’s classic Sirius—deflecting from his own situation by focusing on you.
Emotional Moment: After the initial banter, though, he’ll get quieter, the gravity of what you’ve done sinking in. “You didn’t have to stay, you know,” he’ll say softly, but there's a vulnerability in his voice—like he’s not used to people sticking around. His hand reaches out, squeezing yours. “Thank you.”
When He’s Fully Recovered:
Overprotective Tendencies: After seeing how much you care, Sirius doubles down on being protective. It’s his way of showing affection and making sure you’re never hurt the way he almost was. He’ll be more aware of your needs, nagging you to take care of yourself (“Don’t make me hex you into bed if you don’t get some sleep!”).
Quality Time: Sirius starts making an effort to spend more time with you, like sneaking you out of the house for little breaks. You’ll find yourself going on impromptu walks or receiving visits from Buckbeak in your room as a surprise. He loves surprising you with things, thinking it makes up for how close he came to leaving you.
Teasing and Affection: Expect more teasing, but in a loving way. He’ll ruffle your hair or casually drape an arm around your shoulders, acting all nonchalant. “Gotta keep an eye on you, don’t I? Otherwise, you’ll probably end up watching over some other poor soul.”
Protective Streak: When there’s danger ahead, he’ll be much more adamant about making sure you’re safe. His fatherly instincts are already strong, but after such a close call, you can bet he’s watching out for you more than ever. He’ll insist on fighting in your place if the time comes again.
Heartfelt Conversations: The bond between you deepens. Late at night, when it’s just the two of you in front of the fire, Sirius gets reflective. He might tell you stories about his past, about how hard it was losing people, and how he never really thought he’d get a second chance at having a family again—not until you came along. "You remind me that there are still things worth fighting for," he admits quietly, his tone sincere.
Support System: In return, Sirius becomes a pillar for you. Any time you’re struggling, you’ll find him at your side, offering advice or just listening. He knows what it’s like to feel lost and alone, and he’s determined to make sure you never feel that way.
Lighthearted Dad Jokes: As he heals, you get the classic Sirius sense of humor back in full force. Expect terrible dad jokes and sarcastic comments meant to lighten the mood. When he catches you rolling your eyes, he’ll just laugh. “Come on, you know I’m hilarious.”
Additional general headcannons:
The Soft, Protective Side:
Fiercely Protective: After nearly losing people he cares about so many times, Sirius becomes fiercely protective of you, sometimes to the point of being a little overbearing. He’ll remind you often to be careful, especially in dangerous situations. "If anything happens to you, I’m hexing the whole world, got it?"
Constant Check-Ins: Whether it's a note slipped into your bag, a quick word before you leave for the day, or an owl sent during his free time, Sirius has a habit of checking in with you. It's his way of making sure you’re safe without hovering (well, without being too obvious about hovering).
Late-Night Talks: He has a habit of staying up late, and you’ll often find him sitting in front of the fire, lost in thought. If you can’t sleep, you’ll end up joining him. These late-night talks become routine. It’s during these quiet moments that Sirius shares his deeper thoughts, talks about life, and listens to your problems. He’s a good listener, and he’ll offer advice when needed, but mostly, he lets you vent.
Panic When You’re Sick/Injured: The moment you come down with even a slight cold or scrape your knee in a duel, Sirius is all over you. He tries to stay calm, but you can see the worry in his eyes. “Are you sure you’re alright? Maybe we should get Madam Pomfrey.” You have to remind him it’s just a cold, not a life-threatening curse.
His Mischievous Side:
Playful Banter: Sirius is big on teasing. He’ll constantly throw playful jabs your way, ruffling your hair or making sarcastic remarks about your habits. If you’re good at spells, he’ll act unimpressed. "Pfft, that’s nothing. I used to cast that one in my sleep." But he’s proud—you can see it in his smirk.
Pranks (Only Mild Ones): Sirius can’t resist a little harmless fun, especially if it helps lighten the mood. He might prank you with small, silly things, like enchanted parchment that responds sarcastically when you try to write on it or charmed cushions that puff up when you sit down. "What? You’re too serious all the time. Relax a little!"
Teaching You Marauder Skills: He loves teaching you old tricks from his Marauder days. Whether it’s how to sneak around undetected or how to set a harmless but impressive prank, Sirius passes on his “wisdom” to you. He’ll grin and say, “Gotta keep the legacy alive.”
The Fatherly Instincts:
Lectures Disguised as Casual Conversations: Sirius isn’t the “sit you down and lecture you” type, but if he’s worried about something you’re doing—whether it’s a risky choice or pushing yourself too hard—he’ll bring it up in conversation. He’ll make it sound casual, but you’ll know he’s being serious (no pun intended). "I know you’re tough, but don’t think that means you have to do everything alone."
Biggest Cheerleader: When you succeed, Sirius is the first one to celebrate. He’ll clap you on the back, grin widely, and say something like, “That’s my kid! Knew you had it in you.” He’s genuinely proud of your achievements and makes sure you know it.
Teaching You Life Skills: Sirius wants you to be self-sufficient, so he takes it upon himself to teach you things like cooking (though he’s a bit reckless in the kitchen), how to fix your own broomstick, or how to handle tricky spells. He’ll joke that he’s raising you to be the “coolest witch/wizard Hogwarts has ever seen.”
The Affectionate Side:
Casual Physical Affection: Sirius isn’t the most emotionally open person, but when it comes to you, he’s surprisingly affectionate. He’ll throw an arm around your shoulders or tousle your hair without thinking about it. It’s his way of grounding himself, reminding himself that you’re there and safe.
Comforting Hugs: When you’re upset or overwhelmed, Sirius offers quiet comfort. He doesn’t push you to talk right away, but if you want to, he’ll listen. If you need a hug, he’s not shy about wrapping you in one of those strong, protective embraces, resting his chin on your head. It’s a rare, soft moment for him, but one that shows how deeply he cares.
Surprise Gifts: Sirius has a habit of randomly surprising you with little gifts—things he knows you’d like, whether it’s a new book, a magical trinket, or something as simple as your favorite snacks. "What? I just happened to be in Diagon Alley and thought of you." He tries to be casual about it, but he enjoys making you smile.
Pride in the Little Things: Sirius notices the small victories and accomplishments. Even if it’s something as minor as perfecting a spell or surviving a rough day, he’ll comment on it. "You handled that brilliantly. Keep it up, and you’ll be showing up every professor at Hogwarts."
When He’s Worried:
Expressing His Worries Subtly: Sirius doesn’t always come out and say when he’s worried, but you can tell. He’ll check on you more often, make offhand comments about how you should be careful, or linger around when you’re doing something risky. “I’m not hovering—I just happen to be in the area.”
Struggling with Letting You Grow: As much as he trusts your abilities, Sirius sometimes struggles with letting go. He’ll want to protect you from everything, even if he knows you need to experience things on your own. You’ll catch him biting his tongue or pacing when you’re off doing something dangerous, but in the end, he respects your independence.
How He Sees You:
Second Chance at Family: To Sirius, you’re more than just someone to watch over—you’re family. After losing so much, he holds onto that bond fiercely. You become part of his world, and he makes sure you know you’re important to him. “I didn’t think I’d ever have this again. Thanks for proving me wrong.”
Soft Spot for You: No matter how tough Sirius acts around others, he’s got a massive soft spot for you. You’re the one person who can convince him to slow down, take care of himself, or even smile on the darkest days. He might not always say it, but you mean the world to him.
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what are your favorite aus you’ve ever come up with?
GOOD question i've churned out quite a few and i dont think i've ever lumped em together... uh full disclosure a lot of my fav aus were collabs or asks sent by my lovely mutuals :) they rule and are probably my faves so i'll lead with those
FCO: forced coming out au... she's maina @kingofthering and i's baby. marc and vale caught fucking in an alleyway a few months after the sepang fallout and vale comes forward to fake date marc in order to keep him from losing his ride... very much about the violence of fame and vale sort of using his influence with the media to PROTECT marc rather than harm him. a fun time with lots of fraught fake dating your ex situations. visuals here
same age au: elle @lestelledreams dropped this in my lap because shes a genius ! and two fics on ao3 were written about it which is CRAZY. basic premise is how it sounds: marc marquez is born in 1979 and they spend their early years doing a very codependent little rivalry/first love dance that gets cracked the fuck open right around the time of marc's arm injury. sweet and very y2k and very about them being stupid overly-competitve teens with REALLY different vibes and sort of. only being able to identify with each other i love it a lot
kayaking/whitewater au: niche sport forever i think about her all the time. kind of my own way to excise some personal feelings as a girl who quit doing a death sport as a teen and then kind of continued working in the same industry as said deathsport and who's brother's lack of little danger voice in his head wrt to the sport reads very marc to me. also im tortured because i simply think they would be very good at it. marc let me get you in a half-slice hard boat pspspsps... and tbh they just fit the vibe. need vale to meet an old man kayaker its the fookin same
reporter au: yayyyyy i love mess. this one is more about saw trapping these fools im like hmm what would hurt marc a LOT. oh never being able to ride only being able to interact with the sport from the other side of the proverbial glass. what would hurt vale a LOT. oh being in love with a REPORTER. lots of half chances and repressed anger and being kind of damaged so you blow your relationships the fuck up. also a sepang-esque scenario that dials in on marc's vindictive streak through it all which i enjoy. my wife is a bitch.
teen mom au: marc with a liddle baby. vale being kind of psycho. what more could you want
bridgerton au: their weird older sibling slay and repressed freak ass horny selves. thank you.
proximity au and emotional bond transference: theres a post missing from this tag and i cant find it :( anywayssss if they arent gonna feel empathy towards each other im going to MAKE them as a sort of benevolent god
amnesia au: i think about this one literally all the time. time travel too its like. the fantasy of erasing their past. for BOTH of them. reset button. but the thing is you CANT... and maybe you dont even WANT to.... also a marc saw trap bc SO much has changed for him…
fantasy au: i think marc would look hot in a doublet and the academy guys as a sort of. fail knights of the roundtable is good 2 me. fun exploration of marc and injury in many ways just add some swords and class dynamics
anastasia au: one of the OGs. don bluth animation.....
threesome au: :3333 lets get nasty.. actually theres two :3
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No charmix redesign…
But a Sirenix redesign of my first Sirenix redesign!
I finished the Flora, Bloom Roxy and my Sona first so imma compare them with the old and new styles:
Note: i got inspired by bethnan.draws on Instagram. Obv i didn’t steal/copy her designs, i did however used similar/same inspiration she had, but obv changed a few things to keep it original.
Main changes: i kept the tail/skirt, but made them more transparent and a little longer. In general the colors are more simplified. I also went with a more bathsuit/bikini design too. I also removed the leggings cus they were a little too much. I also made the hair longer cus i like long hair :3 and i changed the wings too.
Generally, i have a power concept: i believe that certain fairies have more power depending on the transformation. (´neutral´ transformations like Enchantix or Mythix are excluded from this) They are more ˋconnected´ to their source so they are more powerful. The opposite works for fairies who have the opposite power, they feel less connected and are a little weaker bc of that. Imma tell you who has the most connection and how i symbolised it with shoes. Barefoot = more connected, sandals = less connected, shoes = least connected
Old VS New:
So for Roxy, i used a more simpler design. I did keep the beta fish look, but used a moon tail rather than a krontail. I made her hair longer and more colorful to fit her aesthetic more. I made her look more fishy and barefeeted cus i believe her animal powers are nature based, so she feels a lot more connected to the aquatic creatures that live there.
For my Sona, i went with a more simpler look too, making her look more similar to those dragon sea slugs (they so fcking pretty omg). Due to her dragon powers (read sona profile to find out more) she actually has scales on her body. Her element is the sky, so she doesnt feel as connected to the ocean so she wears sandals. Other than that, her look stayed pretty much the same, only her wings changed from silhouette
Old VS New:
Ok, i gave Bloom some leafy dragon seahorse elements, but in a totally different way ofc. Ofc, shes part dragon so she has scales too! Bc she has the power of the dragon flame, shes the least connected to the Sirenix transformation bc Fire is the opposite of water, indicated by her shoes.
You can have your opinions about this, i believe in this. No i dont hate Bloom or make her weak for fun. This rules counts to all the transformations and i will obv say whos weaker and stronger in what transformation. And just cus Bloom is weaker doesn’t mean she can’t kick ass. So haters don’t leave any nasty comments, this just feels more realistic to me.
Back to the topic: I made her hair more punky, kept her outfit pretty much the same since i adore the pink/plum colors on her.
My dear Flora looks as gorgeous as always. She too is more connected to the ocean due to her nature powers. The only changes i really did are the streaks in her hair and her wings.
#winx club#winx fandom#winx redesign#winx#winx club fanart#art#winx sirenix#winx sirenix redesign#winx club roxy#winx flora#winx bloom#winx sona#winx season 5#winx roxy#winx fanart#winx club sirenix
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my boyfriend’s boyfriends
(a potential au stemming from ‘who does it better?’)
a part two to ‘who does it better’ but can be read as a stand alone.
part 1
alex turcotte x fem!hockey player reader
*PICTURES ARE FROM TWITTER, INSTAGRAM, AND MY OWN PERSONAL ONES I TOOK (10-28-2023)*
(inspired by faithlynn’s @babydollmarauders series media management and kaylin’s @starsandhughes series penalty box. if you haven’t checked them out, PLEASE DO THEYRE AMAZING)
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yourusername: on today’s episode of “i had a day off at work and my boyfriend and best friend and son had team bonding today so i was left alone because my other roommates had a game tonight”, i decided that i, was going to support my boyfriend’s boyfriends—i mean roommates!
how generous of me right? i was in the upper bowl to watch the game so no one saw me but as is my job to be a professional nuisance to centers and defenders to keep the lethal flying piece of rubber out of my pretty net, i had to humble them somehow during warm ups.
for those wondering why i’m wearing my boyfriend’s boyfriend #2’s jersey, i lost a bet with him. for those also wondering what the bet was, it was on my boyfriend. i THOUGHT my boyfriend was a sweet person but apparently he took a page out of the enemy of silence’s book (@/trevorzegras) and got TWO penalties last game.
turcs was not impressed as you can imagine, and neither was homewrecker (@/jordanjs224) because apparently “homewreckers need to stick together and that comes with wearing my jersey” idk man im just their roommate that willingly has pieces of rubber shot at me at lethal speeds
despite my works of art, i also included other works of art from the professionals. (im legally obligated to make them look good like 3.8% of the time)
as much as i’d love to say that the boyfriends came out victorious, they did not 🥲
my boys played v*gas and lost in shootout but at least we got a point!
my cutie patootie laffy @/alaf14 (kings’s version, not to be confused with the rags’) SCORED HIS SECOND GOAL OF THE SEASON ON HIS TAYLOR SWIFT BIRTHDAY! you made me so proud 🫶🏼
next up, the infuriating maple leafs; auston matthews, I HAVE BEEF WITH YOU (i will be watching from home because it’s where my job is)
buckle up babes, turcs baby (@/_alexturcotte), my son (@/brandtclarke55), and my best friend (@/francesco.pinelli71) play tomorrow against the baby canucks and i don’t know if i’ll have the right mental state to watch them (i have to im their emergency goalie 🤠)
(ps m*rk st*ne, nicolas hague, brayden mcnabb, and ivan barbashev i hope you all suffer a 10 game losing streak you fucking bitch babies. DONT GO AFTER MY CUTIE PATOOTIE!!!)
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quintonbyfield: WHY DO YOU HAVE THAT PICTURE OF ME?? HOW—?!
yourusername: @/quintonbyfield oh q baby, it’s all over twitter
quintonbyfield: @/yourusername oh, so you got it from twitter, got it
yourusername: @/quintonbyfield how do you think twitter got it? 🤭🫡
quintonbyfield: @/yourusername YOU LITTLE BI—
jordanjs224: oh my god. i look ATROCIOUS
quintonbyfield: @/jordanjs224 good. suffer.
jordanjs224: @/quintonbyfield alright listen here you little asshole—
_alexturcotte: @/jordanjs224 @/quintonbyfield babes, there’s no need to fight! cant we all just get along?
jordanjs224: @/_alexturcotte shut up, this ain’t about you
_alexturcotte: @/jordanjs224 🥲
quintonbyfield: @/_alexturcotte i would never treat you this way
yourusername: @/_quintonbyfield @/jordanjs224 if y’all are gonna fight, at least do it when y’all get home please? i need some entertainment in my life
francesco.pinelli71: @/yourusername am i not enough for you? 🤨
yourusername: @/francesco.pinelli71 YOU’RE LITERALLY LEAVING FOR COLORADO MONDAY 🤠
fan23: she’s feeding the jordan girlies 🤭
fan55: oh my god?? q?? holy fuck y/n KNOWS what she’s doing taking these photos
alaf14: y/n you didn’t need to threaten them, im okay 😭
yourusername: @/alaf14 you were practically thrown to the ice like a ragdoll and then you got HIGH STICKED and were BLEEDING and you’re telling me you’re “okay”??? dude…
alaf14: @/yourusername it’s hockey it happens. besides, YOU WILLINGLY HAVE PUCKS FLYING AT LETHAL SPEEDS AT YOUR FACE AND YOU STOP THEM WITH YOUR BODY
yourusername: @/alaf14 why are you YELLING?? im making sure everyone knows that if they hurt you that they are on my hit list. i will do what flower did to bedsy and trip them up
alaf14: @/yourusername that’s a sure way you don’t make it in the nhl
yourusername: @/alaf14 i will trip you up if you don’t shut the fuck up
alaf14: @/yourusername YOU’RE DOING GREAT SWEETIE KEEP DOING YOU 🫡
yourusername: @/alaf14 that’s what i thought <33
fan15: wait y/n is their emergency goalie?? how did i not know this information?
yourusername: @/fan15 it’s not widely advertised but im tryna be a big girl in the big leagues 🫶🏼
fan15: @/yourusername OMG THANK YOU
francesco.pinelli71: thank you for humbling them. clarkey and i have been dying of laughter for five minutes and turcs is looking at us like a disappointed father
yourusername: @/francesco.pinelli71 i live to serve, but i think it’s been established that turcs is disappointed father and im eccentric mother
francesco.pinelli71: @/yourusername YOU’RE SO RIGHT
_alexturcotte: @/yourusername @/francesco.pinelli71 i regret introducing the two of you
francesco.pinelli71: @/_alexturcotte i dont !
yourusername: @/_alexturcotte @/francesco.pinelli71 i don’t either!
fan12: y/n’s friendships with alex’s best friends >>>
brandtclarke55: MOM I WANNA BE LIKE YOU WHEN I GROW UP
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_alexturcotte: thank you for humbling my boyfriends. they’re not allowed to have their egos inflated.
yourusername: @/_alexturcotte of course, my love! expect nothing less!
quintonbyfield: @/_alexturcotte @/yourusername FUCKING OFFENDED???
jordanjs224: @/quintonbyfield @/_alexturcotte is this what betrayal feels like?
quintonbyfield: @/jordanjs224 fuck you.
jordanjs224: @/quintonbyfield time and place
_alexturcotte: @/quintonbyfield @/jordanjs224 without me?
quintonbyfield: @/_alexturcotte @/jordanjs224 never babygorl
yourusername: @/quintonbyfield @/jordanjs224 @/_alexturcotte 💀
_alexturcotte: i love you, my darling <33
yourusername: @/_alexturcotte i love you more, my love <33
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a/n: i hope you enjoyed this little installment! i have a halloween one planned and am working on a blurb about worlds!! there will also be hopefully a blurb on turcs introducing her to the boys. I LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING
as always, reblogs, likes, and comments are always appreciated 🫶🏼
~soph <33
#alex turcotte x reader#alex turcotte#alex turcotte social media x reader#nhl x reader#alex turcotte fluff#alex turcotte imagine#la kings#ontario reign#nhl#nhl fic#alex turcotte blurb#nhl blurb#nhl imagine#soph’s writing 🫶🏼#social media imagine
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What characters in genshin would be doms and what they would be like?
ok this is non exhaustive list, dont come at me if i didnt name ur fav
ning, obviously. she doesnt yell "SUBMIT!" at every burst for nothing. ning is a nerd, but shes not humanities nerd, she's a spreadsheet nerd. she designed her own version of chess. she's not gonna do 10 pages backstory for roleplay, she's gonna do like. mechanics challenges instead. shes gonna have custom made weirdly specific toys and gear and make u do obstacles test and chuckle at ur struggles. very big on making subs "earn" smth. u have to deserve her strap. otherwise will make her three girlies fuck u and sit there, watching and smoking her pipe. will leave in the middle if not entertained. sometimes gets in the mood to bottom, like with the shit they pulled that one lantern rite with her saying go tell beidou her reward is waiting ;) she's still in charge tho.
yelan, obviously. bondage, obviously. we all saw the trailer. yelan is for ppl who want to feel controlled 24\7. she knows ur whole browser history. she knows if u touched yourself. she will appear in a locked room and punish u for being bad. will walk her subs on a leash in public and humiliate passersby's who dare to object.
neuvi is overcareful and awkward outside of the scene, but during the scene he has the same naturally commanding presence as at the trials. most of the kink doesn't actually do anything for him, bc he doesn't get human taboos. like he has a line about how its normal for vishaps to drink each others blood, his standards for whats provocative\forbidden is waaay different. so he's both very open minded in some sense and harder to communicate with in others. he can sense human emotions, so he's mostly into this for feeling pleasure of a partner. also i hope u love inherent eroticism of the sea
lisa mostly does the soft mommy thing, but she also has very pronounced sadistic streak and is into punishment, esp electroshock. source: her quest, lightning torture ppl emperor palpatine style for being late with books. ok lisa calm down, keep it in the bedroom
yae miko is in local bdsm clubs harassing most inexperienced dogboys into forcefemming bc raiden left her on read for 10 days in a row
kaeya is a switch, prioritizes being his partner's wish fulfilment, but overall loves prolonged teasing, to take everything out of the sub so that at the end of the session every nerve ending is wrecked and aching and still not enough
honorary mention to zhongli. i dont know him like that, so cant elaborate, but i agree with ppl theres a vibe
chiori had 5 seconds of screen time, but i think she has the vibe too. the doll play, outfits, control, but not in punitive yelan style, but in like. her favorite toy that she likes dressing up and spoiling.
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