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everything about staying up until 6 AM is great until you go to sleep and are plagued by extremely vivid dreams all night and wake up at noon with a pounding migraine and a general feeling of ill
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Being so full of tension that I can literally feel it in my jaws and my shoulders
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almost 24 hours later and I’m still sobbing over Manon Blackbeak send help
#booklr#books and reading#throne of glass#manon blackbeak#tog#kingdom of ash#my girl drew the short end of the stick and I’m NOT okay#I AM TRAUMATIZED#i can stop thinking about her and crying#I feel like im going to die
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pull into the at the airport at 5am after getting like 2 hours of sleep. carsickness cranks to 11 while literally stepping out of the car. hug my stepdad goodbye. he drives away. i throw up my pop tart on the sidewalk. i look inside. the line for security is a billion years long. the lady at the checkin line says i need to go across the street. i go across the street. the line is even longer. good morning
#personal#i feel like im going to die#it’s me and this trail mix and this vitamin water against the world#the world is air travel
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Girl with mental illnesses vs multiple school projects half which are due next week. Fight
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Baby's first food poisoning ❤️
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im so fucking thirsty i need water right now
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S9. ep7 bad boys
watched this ep for the first time ever and nobody warned me how horrifyingly sad and depressing it is. i am in fucking shambles. i had to pause the episode and go downstairs to cry on the couch while clutching my chest. i cried so hard that i felt like vomiting. I am so so sad and upset. dean was a boy. he was just a boy and i hate john winchester so much. he couldnt even wait 2hours so dean could go to the dance. he's the fucking devil. he ruins everything.
and dean just confirmed he was SAed as a kid and i cant take it. I am so upset. I am so sad real children go through these things and my heart aches and burns for them. I am still in tears and I know this is a fictional show but my God is this one of most gut wrenching things I've ever watched.
#im so sorry#but im so sad#so so sad#i need to take a minute to digest what i just witnessed#ive never felt this strongly like this abt a spn episode until now#this is next level angst#i feel like im going to die#spn#sam winchester#supernatural#dean winchester#sam and dean#supernatural fandom#sam and dean deserve better
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31.3
#he hit the brakes on our relationship#i feel like im going to die#i cant breathe or see properly#my whole body feels heavy#this cant be happening#i cant take this#he promised he wouldnt leave#tonight might be the night when i kill myself#my post#dont rb
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1.05 / Battle of the Labyrinth
#I FEEL SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS#percy jackson#pjo tv show#percy jackson and the olympians#pjotv#percabeth#pjo#screaming crying#mine#100#500#1k#5k#im in the middle of packing and this sent me frantically looking for my copies of pjo#anyway#i feel so insane i feel like im gonna die can anyone hear me. CAN ANYONE HEAR ME#annabeth has been so disconnected from the mortal world and just so fundamentally unable to enjoy her childhood#it makes me want to sob like seriously#i hope her and percy go on so many movie dates. like#not even just her and percy i hope percy tells grover and word spreads around camp and movie nights just become a thing at camp#because all these babies deserve it#god im gonna die. im seriously gonna die#WE KNOW THERE'S AN ORIENTATION VIDEO#SO THEY HAVE A PROJECTOR AND A SCREEN#MOVIE NIGHTS COULD HAPPEN!!!#okay bye. i'm going to go scream about percabeth some more
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i'm not built to wake up early every second day
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today i learned anxiety and allergy attack dont mix
#never eating gummy apple rings again#drove to the lake to go swimming and coming back stopped at the little general store for a snack#chose apple rings bc they taste AMAZING and drove back home#had a few (3 or 4) while driving and started making cookies when i came back#bc i had an invite to some neighbors' dinner and i wanted to bring something#so i was already anxious about that and thought that a swim would tire me out and id be less anxious#the first batch of cookies (lemon sugar) are in the oven when i feel a familiar tingling in my tongue#i go OH SHIT and grab my benadryl that i keep on me#and pray to the lord that i caught the allergy attack quick enough and it would diminish in about 20 min#WRONG#ALL SYSTEMS FREAK THE FUCK OUT#I HAVE 3 MINS LEFT WITH COOKIES IN THE OVEN#IM ABOUT TO PASS OUT ON THE KITCHEN FLOOR (EVEN SITTING DOWN)#MY MIND IS THINKING AT LEAST I CAN BREATHE I CAN STILL BREATHE#BC THE GD HOSPITAL IS OVER AN HOUR AWAY#EVERYTHING HURTS LIKE HELL#THINK LIKE BASIC ALLERGY ATTACK AND ADD PERIOD CRAMPS TO IT AND YOU'VE ALSO BEEN STUNG BY A THOUSAND BEES#SO I SOMEHOW MUSTER THE STRENGTH TO TAKE THE COOKIES OUT OF THE OVEN SO THEY DIDN'T BURN TURN THE OVEN OFF AND STUMBLE TO MY ROOM#I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO DIE#SO NOW MY THOUGHTS ARE OH GOD NOT HERE NOT THIS WAY I DONT WANT TO DIE FROM STUPID APPLE RINGS#tw emetophobia#AND EVERYTHING JUST COMES UP#IT'S AWFUL#IM LAYING ON THE COLD TILE OF THE BATHROOM WHILE MY WHOLE BODY DECIDES ✨FEVER TIME✨#STILL CAN'T MOVE BC EVERYTHING IS CRAMPING#I LAID THERE FOR PROBABLY 15 MINS#CRAWLED TO GET MY HEATING PAD AND SOME IBUPROFEN (A MIRACLE COMBO)#AND SLEPT FOR AN HOUR AND IT ALL FINALLY WENT AWAY#I FEEL LIKE IVE BEEN THROUGH HELL AND BACK 😭😭😭😭#irl
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college dining halls kill me because they do not understand that sometimes I want spinach for breakfast
#i want green things#that are not mountain dew#like yeah being able to eat a banana is cool and all#but i need celery#or kale#or green beans#i want vegetables#i feel like im going to die#of vitamin deficiency
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sooooooo eepy BUT i stay strong....... for there is an event !!!!!!!!!!
#oh yeah#i feel like im going to die#i drew art but now im too shy to post it...................#oh well#cucumber time
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call me akechi the way all ive eaten today is a single apple
#I MADE IT HOME BUT ITS TOO HOT TO EAT I HAVE TO WAIT FOR THE AC TO TURN ON ITS SO DARK HERE#i feel like im going to die
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figure skating set right now please. thanks
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#GUYS I AM PUTTING OFF WORKING ON MY COSPLAY SOMETHING STUPID. im tireddddd i like sleeepingggff i want to play and drawwwww#after work I literally ate a giant bowl of mac n cheese and climbed into bed. lifestyle choices of a 9 year old#anyways i want figure skaitng set. bad. PJSK HAS A WEIRDLY LOW NUMBER OF ACTUALLY WINTERY SETS... like 3. kind of.#i have some thumbnail sketches but im kind of stumped on composition for them. my idea was a nene focus set#(IF HER NEXT FOCUS ISNT PHANTOM OF THE OPERA THEMED INWILL DIE. BADLY. THEYRE GOING TO AN OPER AHOUSE. PLEADBR)#originally my idea was for nene to be biting a medal i was very sold on it bc i love nenes competitive side#however her outfit is so nice i want it to also be part of the art .. its heavily inspired by that one iconic eunsoo lim dress#from her somewhere in time program iirc. im really undatisfied with emus dress tbh my origimal idea was to give it a phoenix look#but a lot of the firebird/phoenix skating programs have very sleek dresses and i want emus to be fluffy. the balance is hard ..#and since i want her program song to be once upon a dream from sleeping beauty i swerved to make it look a bit like auroras ? but again#it definitely feels like the weakest of everybodys ... maybe i just love her too much and want her to look the best. sorry wxs.#tsukasas outfit is supposed to look like a shooting star. easy. program music moonlight sonata 3rd movement like from dazzling light. easy.#actually i like takahashi daisukes moonlight sonata program its a medley of the 1st and 3rd movement.. i think the calm at the beginning#is best. maybe smth like that.. for his card inhad him doing a haircutter spin but again. the outfits good i want the outfit visible. damn.#ruis the one im very set on even now. girl why are you so phantom of the opera.#it has a lot of beautiful programs to reference but the outfit i didnt really have any solid reference i kind of just balled#my main idea was to make it look a bit like both christine and the phantom.... gender Fluid.#my yapfest... i should be SEWING!!!!!!!!#despite my yapping im not that well versed in figure skating i cant really distinguish jumps i just like it . and medalist#i only do normal skating. bc i played hockey for like 7 years LOLLLL inlove skating though Heart.
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