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bowandbrush · 11 months

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charaznablescanontoyota · 1 month

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i am functioning SHOCKINGLY well for someone who got about 2 good hours of sleep last night

#my body decided at like 12:30 am that i needed to stay up until 4 in a stress spiral #and then momo woke me up at 6. it sure is monday

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reinanova · 4 months

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question for the fanfic readers (and writers) who are out here working full time jobs:

how/when do you make time to read/write fanfics?

my tendency to read fanfics late at night will not be such a good idea when i’m out of school and working in the real world, when i can’t just say fuck it and show up with only a few hours of sleep.

#sincerely someone who will be working an internship where i’ll be starting at 7:30 every morning #which means i’ll be waking up around 6 every day #and therefore cannot stay up until midnight reading fanfics like i’ve been doing a lot #but i still need my silly little fanfics to get through the day #and i would like the reassurance that that is still possible even when working full time #and like realistically i know i can carve out time in my day to read fanfics but like nighttime is me time #and therefore fanfic time. which is a bad habit to have really #my sleep schedule is so fucked up #oh and also while taking care of household stuff like cleaning/cooking/laundry. forgot to mention that bit #i’m also worried that if i start reading a fanfic in the morning i just won’t get anything done that day bcuz i’ll want to just read said #fanfic…that has happened before. multiple times. so it’s a valid concern #fanfics #ao3 #archive of our own #fanfic #fanfiction #fandom #reinanova rambles

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phantomoftheorpheum · 3 months

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Chappell's Tonight Show performance is so stunning both visually and musically that I want to gif it immediately, and I don't even do real people gifs unless they're specifically requested, but idc I'd make an exception for her, but I have to go bed now or I will not make it through my day tomorrow. ugh.

#personal #td #i stayed up until 6:30 am last night to do my finale analysis #since the episode released at 3:00 am my time #and it's already nearly 2:30 am rn and I need to sleep #chappell roan #but good luck babe is my favorite song of the year and this performance was so gorgeous #but also i can't sit at my desk any longer i've already taken my max pain medication tonight and my joints are still killing me #time to lie down and hope for the best i guess #-sigh-

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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 6 months

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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else

#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more #I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s #the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything #that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da #lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how #get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to #and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not #be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much #of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in #bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it #into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it #but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted #any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself #not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha #usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day #because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere #I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s #just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway #this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this #bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school #vent tw #yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely #disability #chronically ill #i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho #i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to #anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse #I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours #I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework

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chiistarri · 4 months

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im so tired

#i stayed up until like 12:40 to talk to the guy who hmu and im like avoiding my main insta rn so indont have to cs im sleepy #post #erics tag #i was like tossing until 3am 😭 woke yp 6:30 on the dot too for school uhh #ugh #chopin uk rapper edition

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letthebookbegin · 5 months

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really not vibin with this choice to release new doctor who episodes at a time more convenient for usamericans to watch but less convenient for gmt timezones

#all my other shows release at like 2am for me already let me have doctor who at least!!!#it's also sad thinking of how i used to watch as a kid and it would come out like 6:30/7pmish? perfect timing for me to watch before bedtime #and obviously now i can stay up until midnight on a weekend & it's not a big deal but this generation of kids watching won't be able to &#will have to watch the next day #just. the world already caters enough to americans i get they want the big disney+ bucks but doctor is FINE on a budget in fact it's great #but yeah bigger things are happening & i'll live it's just a bit annoying 🥲#dw #tv #*

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veryintricaterituals · 1 year

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Okay, confession time... I've watched Red, White and Royal Blue three times already and I might have spent last Sunday frantically reading the book.

I'm so sorry to my mutuals for whatever is about to unfold...

#im so sorry #i watched because i saw a post in here saying it was available and i couldn't sleep on the 11th #and honestly i didn't like it that much cause im not like super into romcoms #buuuut i couldn't get it out of my brain #and then my friends came over on Saturday and i dont know why i proposed we watch it together #and it just hit so much harder watching it with other gay people #we were crying and screaming and laughing #it was an ✨ experience ✨ that showed me that it wasn't that i didn't like romcoms it was just that i couldn't relate but this was for me #for us #so we stayed up talking until like 3:30 am about like life and love and being queer #and as soon as i woke up on Sunday i downloaded the ebook and got my ass reading it like i was 13 again and hyperfocused on this shit #i finished it in less than 6 hours #and of course the book is so much better #but now with all my new canon knowledge i *had* to re watch the movie again #and im so sorry for the horrors this past week will bring to my mutuals dashes #rwrb #rwrb movie #red white and royal blue

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poems-of-a-lover · 1 year

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feelin like fallin asleep in a guys lap right abt now

#whos gonna comb thru my hair and kiss my forehead and just let me rest for as long as i want. huh.#like the thought of watchin a guy play a game or something but ending up fallin asleep and him just staying there bc he doesnt wanna wake m #i would lose it im gonna go bonkers sjfhkajsdf #i have so many. so so many thoughts. ugh.#i am so eepy its only 7:30 #'nicky u were up until like 6 am ofc ur tired' okay. i forgot abt that.#mlm #mlm yearning #mlm post #mlm love #gay mlm #mlm thoughts #t4t #trans mlm #mlm blog #t4t yearning

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emsleyanbluejay · 8 months

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as long as i’m doing something, the tired can’t get me

#Blue Jay Chirps #that’s how that works right #let’s see #it’s about 10:30am #i woke up somewhere around 12:30-1:30pm yesterday #and fell asleep last somewhere around 6:30am-9:30am yesterday #at this point i might as well stay up until it’s decent people hours to sleep

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nancywheeeler · 8 months

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if there's one thing you need to know about me it is that next to nothing will compel me to stay up later than 1 AM. 3 & 4 AM are not real times to me.

#an early bird on the night owl website #given the choice between staying up until 4 or getting up at 6 to finish an assignment i always chose 6 in college #i've only pulled 2 genuine all-nighters in my life and could probably count on one hand how many times i stayed up past 3 #i'm relaying all of this because i am about to pull my third ever all-nighter and it's for a goddamn tennis match #i have a 5 hour energy staring at me from my nightstand right now; might take it right at 3:30 like a real unhinged person #a shout into the void

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pnuk-r0ck · 10 months

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Sighhh I don’t wanna wake up @ 5 2mrw. It’s already 10

#Please my weekdays r all literally the same every single day #Wake up @ 5 #Got on the bus @ 6:20 #Get 2 school @ 7:20 #Stay in school until 2:20 #Unless it’s Tuesday or Thursday I stay after until 3 those days #Then when I get home I eat something 4 the first time that day that’s not gum or mints #Eat dinner @ 5 #Shower #Facetime my friend from about 7-8:15 #Get into bed by 8:30 #Fall asleep @ some point #The end #Victor Speaks

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maddogmp3 · 10 months

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#me.txt #i went to bed at midnight and kept waking up every few hours #then i woke up at ~6:30 and couldnt get back to sleep :(#im staying in bed bcuz im stubborn but i didnt WANT to wake up until likr. noon

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rosicheeks · 2 years

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🙃

#hahahahahahahahahhahaha #anxiety is hitting HARD right now #this is why I don’t do things in the mornings #I hate mornings so much #6-10am is for SLEEPING #I was sort of used to waking up early for work #but for ‘fun’ that’s *unheard* of #long story short I agreed to do this choir thing for my parents #but no one told me I had to get there at 6:20am and stay until like 10 #unpaid #for fun?#ughhhhhhhhhhhhh #tomorrow is one of the rehearsals and I haven’t even listened to the songs yet #I have to wake up at like 7 to get ready and stuff #and it’s 12:30 #I need to get to bed #but im in my car and sneaking into my house sounds so much work right now #I just want to be in bed already #ok sorry #im such a baby #but UGHHHHHHHHHHHZHHSHZJHZHSHAHAHAHSHSHSHAHAHHANAHSJSJAJDKDKSNISNDIDKSKW #ok ok I’m fine I’m ok im great #also im sorry to anyone who has reached out lately #I’ve been super quiet #im just exhausted #life is exhausting #and I don’t have the energy to reply to anyone #my sister has to call me multiple times before I pick up cause usually I ignore her calls/texts #idk where im going with this and im running out of space I just didn’t want to make two posts cause again no energy but sorry I love you #shut up rosie

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beauty-grace-outer-space · 2 years

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Y’all, I’m exhausted.

My uncle passed away over the weekend, very early on Saturday morning, after a very brief but aggressive battle with cancer. From diagnosis to death was less than a week.

My mom and I have done everything in our power to be with my family as much as possible, and I am so thankful that I got to say my goodbyes and to be with them when he passed, and some portion of most every day since.

But between work, therapy, previously scheduled appointments, funeral arrangements, choir, etc. and just general grief, I feel like I haven’t slept in days. I’ve barely been eating (or had time to eat) let alone manage anything else in my life, and every time I think I might have a moment to lie down or do some laundry, something else comes up.

I am so ready and willing to do whatever is needed for my family right now, but I think I am reaching a bit of a personal breaking point.

#Thursday I worked from 8:30 to 4:30 then picked up my parents and drove forty minutes out to my aunt's to see him #we were there until after 11PM and didn't get to bed until 1 or so #the next day I worked from 8:30 to 1ish when my cousin called me and said they needed me at the house #so I dashed home picked up mom and drove out there #we were at their house until 7:30 or 8PM then went home #but we were called back shortly after because he became non responsive #we went back over there and sat up until 5AM or so before falling asleep in my cousin's bed #he passed away shortly after 7AM #we got up #I held my cousins for a while #eventually I did a coffee/food run #my mom and I called hospice and the funeral home and arranged all of that #we spent the day with them #I put on a crock pot meal and we stayed with them until dinner time or thereabouts #we told them to get some rest and call if they needed anything #we didn't eat all day #went home and crashed #Sunday I just felt sick all day and was crying off and on #Monday I worked from 8:30-3 and then went to a meeting with the funeral coordinators with my mom my aunt and my cousins #Tuesday I worked from 8:30 - 4:30 then had choir from 6 -9 then went to the store and showered #yesterday I worked from 8:30 to 12:45 then went home for a long lunch hour therapy appointment #went back to work from 2 to 5 #took my dog to the vet at 5:30 #went to my aunt's at 6:30 #was there until after midnight #didn't eat #went home did dishes and took out recycling and had a quick shower #wrote the obituary #today they're touring a facility for the memorial but I can't take off work in the middle of the day so I'm not going to that #I'm working until 5 or so

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harrylights · 1 year

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5:40am and i still have not slept 🤙🏻

#idk WHY #my brain has only become progressively more overactive and i am now a ball of anxiety about almost everything #scared shitless that my gf is gonna break up w me for literally no reason #like literally things are fine. nothing has happened at all #everything is annoying tf outta me and i hate it #i took my meds on time!! i tried to go to bed at like 10:30!! but it’s felt like no time has passed at all #i’m only mildly tired rn #considering just drinking caffeine soon and getting my cleaning done early and making myself stay up until it’s night again #so i don’t start this stupid fucking cycle of staying up til 6 and sleeping til like 3pm i HATE IT #fffffffffff #anyway #loving life rn #rowyn rambles

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