#I don’t feel safe

[diary0fahopelessromantic]

Saw the light coming in my room from my window again for the second time since we moved in July! It looks like a flashlight sweeping across my window! My bedroom faces the backyard! Yay!

[moonysfavoritetoast]

be bc sofia dagger said the new kid had a gun in his backpack yesterday!!

[chaotically-coz]

[expired-lemonade]

bots stop liking my posts challenge

[junkyardromeo]

my father pretty much said he thought lynching was ok

[anonymouslymadebydesign]

When bad things happen, I try my best not to let it consume me. But when tragedies happen, so close to home., so nearby, it makes me scared to leave my home. And despite that all, I know that I’ll wake up at 6 AM, get dressed and go to work, and try my best to pretend like I didn’t pass by the grim reaper and caught a glimpse of his eyes

[spiderispunk]

Need more nerdy black friends. I am the only poc in this theater to watch Lord of the Rings

[lenniereadsalot]

Yes let’s isolate the person who spirals worst when alone further, that sounds like a great idea :D

[bpdshan]

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[flashbackonyourbehalf]

Just 27 more days, less than a month left until it’s finalized. I’m so close but with the days getting harder and harder, it feels so far away.

He’s been drinking - a lot. Not in a fun way. He’s probably drunk right now. He’ll probably drive home drunk. He’s done it before and I’m at a point where I no longer care. I’m just glad he’s out of the house.

But it’ll get worse. I can assure you, beyond a shadow of a doubt, it will get worse. I’ll be celebrating when I get those papers. He’ll just get more and more volatile.

And after that, I’ll have another month left.

Two months total until I’m free.

I may be ripping my hair out, puking from anxiety, and banging my head against a wall. But in all honesty I’ve never been more excited about my future before.

I can do this.

[lazylittledragon]

Please please tell me that Tara just loves baby dekarios

oh she’s invested from day ZERO

top 10 pictures taken right before a specimen jar ‘accidentally’ falls off a shelf ^^^

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

[tiredfuc]

I be going about my day.

happy as hell

But then

Someone’s rant about “fake cannibals” pops up

[cosmo-spams]

I know it makes more sense for her to log into my banking stuff but I hate it

[a-vampire-culturelover]

I wanna fucking die man

I keep getting deadnamed, I keep being told I’m not a real man until I tell my parents I’m trans, even though I’m aware they’d most likely not take it well and do something awful.

Why does everything have to be miserable

[bpdetrimental]

“There are bigger problems in the world than your own feelings.”

Thanks for reminding me I have little to no reason left to live.