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pathetichoney · 1 year

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[Image ID: A drawing of a selfie taken by Sam Manson with Damian Wayne. They are both dressed up in formal attire, Damian in a black/dark grey suit with a red tie, and Sam in a purple topped off the shoulder dress with black straps. She is wearing a variety of jewelry, a necklace with a bat pendant, a black choker with a star of david in a circle pendant and cartoonish spider shaped earrings. Her hair is reminiscent in her half-up hairstyle, but with two ponytails rather than one. The background is a dark wall, a white collumn and white tile flooring. There is a window in the back, with green curtains, and outside the window is a cityscape of Gotham at night. There is a watermark of the artist’s username in the top left corner @pathetichoney. End ID.]

i am back on my bullshit this time with a v special new way that i’m drawing bc i got a new phone that i am paying out the wazoo for, however i can draw on it so my art has gotten significantly better. though of course i had to test myself and do both 1. a full background 2. a character who wears lipstick which i always struggle with unless their mouth is in a particular position and 3. a character that i have never ever tried to draw.

so like. rip me lol.

anyways i am back on my bullshit bc this is fanart of fanfic!!!! i always feel exactly in my element when i do this, it’s just always so good??? and fun?? and when i first read this fic, i mean oh god i just fell for it so hard. i ended up rereading it again like barely 48 hours after i’d finished reading it the first time lol

the fic in question is a damian and danny are twins au! it’s called Leap Before You Think by TourettesDog and i just-- the characterisations are just so well done it all feels incredibly natural especially with the merging of the two different universes into one cohesively and seamlessly it’s wonderful. there are a few faults with this pic i think, however i am still incredibly proud of it. as a bonus, here’s a better view of the window scene because i’m still really proud of that one:

#my art #danny phantom #batman #batfam #dp x dc #dp/dc #sam manson #damian al ghul wayne #fanfic fanart #also i am not jewish and i could not find a solid answer for this: but my intention w sam's choker necklace pendant was to be #the jewish star of david however when i looked online to find if i was right when i was doing the image id it was called a wiccan symbol?#as in the star of david in a circle and i couldn't find an answer to the question if they were two separate symbols or they're the same?#if this is NOT a jewish symbol then i can v easily change this and will make an edit for it even if it looks rather gothic for sam #i added the circle because the star that i'd drawn felt unfinished but i can v easily go back and add more detail to the star to remove it #as for damian i wish i could have accurately portrayed his murder scowl but due to my unfamiliarity with him i literally had to redraw him #like 10 times and i was v much relying on my friend to tell me exactly what i needed to adjust rip #in the end i gave up because this was the closest i could get to him and sigh oh well #i'll get it better next time i draw dp/dc stuff bc i probably will be doing it again soon lol #ALSO i am still v new to writing image ids so if there's any issues with this one please let me know!

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kaluawoo · 7 months

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So I'm rewatching House MD for. Some reason. Idk I just accept this is where my brain wanted to go I guess.

Anyway I'm in the ep where Vogler first shows up and I remember recently seeing that "Hate when the fandom makes awful stuff up that a morally grey character did. Like free my man he didn't do that. He did do a bunch of other stuff tho" post recently (I swear I'm going somewhere)

So Cuddy and House have that convo about Medical Ethics. And Cuddy is completely right House violates those all the time. However, House's specific criticism was "we're pressuring patients into choices that are bad for them, good for us. We're gonna compromise patient care". Now you can argue about whether what House is doing is "good patient care" (y'know, being a dick to them, ignoring what they want, that stuff), but it is aimed at saving their lives and not at making money, so, that's absolutely not "Taking House's game and going Pro". That is, in fact, doing almost the opposite ("Making patients agree to treatments that will not help them" vs "Forcing treatment on patients that will make them better").

All of which is to say, I'm not active in the fandom, but I'd still wanna tag House in the above mentioned post but with "his boss and coworkers" instead of "the fandom" asdgasjkdh

#i have half a mind of putting this in the tag #idk i'm feeling ~adventurous~ I guess lmao #I don't remember if House really Gets Worse As A Person in later seasons or if his German VA just gave him a different vibe #Bc I originally watched most of it in German (aside from the last season because it wasn't out yet or I couldn't find it)#And his German voice is definitely more... Rough #English House seems so much nicer than what I remembered but idk if that's Early Season or if it's really the voice #I... may or may not find out idk I was not expecting getting back into House MD to last more than a day but here we are #eh it's now in the general search anyway might as well throw it in the tag too #house md #hate crimes md

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iniziare · 6 days

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Tag drop: Dorian Pavus

#dorian pavus. [ he says we're alike. too much pride. once i would have been overjoyed to hear him say that. now I'm not certain. ]#dorian pavus: ic. [ you find joy in it not shame. it shows. / why be ashamed? power should be respected. not swept under the carpet. ]#dorian pavus: inquiries. [ stop talking like you're waiting for applause. / what? there's no applause? ]#dorian pavus: countenance. [ i'm here to set things right. also? to look dashing. that part's less difficult. ]#dorian pavus: introspection. [ selfish i suppose. not to want to spend my entire life screaming on the inside. ]#dorian pavus: meta. [ you inspired me with your marvelous antics. you’re shaping the world. how could i aspire to do any less? ]#dorian pavus: little notes. [ living a lie. it festers inside you like poison. you have to fight for what’s in your heart. ]#dorian pavus: etc. [ you can't call me pampered. nobody's peeled a grape for me in weeks. ]#dorian pavus: magic. [ don't your spells whisper things to you? what is and could be? music in the mind of strange faraway places? ]#dorian pavus: inquisition. [ we're going to get lost and starve to death. aren't we? a glorious end for the inquisition. ]#dorian pavus: tevinter. [ despite appearances. we care deeply. about everything. we have no reserve. not in war and not in love. ]#dorian pavus: felix. [ even in illness he was the best of us. with him around you knew things could be better. ]#dorian pavus: gereon. [ we used to talk about how we could make real change in the imperium. then he gave up. he stopped trying. ]#dorian pavus: halward. [ i only wanted what was best for you. / no. you wanted the best for you. your fucking legacy. ]#dorian pavus: aquinea. [ her blame was cold and smothering. never spoken but always present. he couldn't face that. not yet. ]#dorian pavus: inquisitor. [ you have too many people asking you for everything under the sun. i won't be one of them. ]#dorian pavus: solas. [ you startled me. you're always so... nondescript. / please speak up. i cannot hear you over your outfit. ]#dorian pavus: varric. [ what do you think sparkler? ten royals says the next thing we run into farts fire. / taken i win either way. ]#dorian pavus: cullen. [ gloat all you like. i have this one. / are you sassing me commander? i didn't know you had it in you. ]#dorian pavus: cassandra. [ blue scarf? why would i be wearing such a thing? / It's a painting. work with me. it'll be fantastic. ]#dorian pavus: cole. [ you say you're handsome all the time. am i? i can't tell. / you're all right. might want to rethink the hats. ]#dorian pavus: vivienne. [ i received a letter the other day dorian. / truly? it's nice to know you have friends. ]#dorian pavus: blackwall. [ point is. you should let yourself off the hook. i know bad men and you're not one. ]#dorian pavus: sera. [ you magic me: i'll put three arrows in your eye. / now we can live together in peace and harmony. ]#dorian pavus: bull. [ no qunari would accept a tevinter mage unless it was a ruse. when should i expect a knife in the back? ]#dorian pavus: corypheus. [ one of yours? / one of mine? like a pet? a giant darkspawn hamster with aspirations of godhood? ]

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atlasdoe · 8 months

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the prank is so fucking overrated and it acatually bothers me so much when people try to make it such a staple moment of the marauders

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nobodysdaydreams · 2 years

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Oh this hurts

"Wait, you're jealous" // "I'm not jealous, I'm worried. You've changed. // "You're right. I have changed. I used to be a nervous mess, and now-" // "The Whisper is manipulating your mind, your emotions" // "I know. For the better."

"It's so disappointing to see you turn to envy" // "I'm not jealous. I'm heartbroken." // "Nicholas, I've moved on. You are holding on to an outdated view of me that is the source of much unhappiness" // “You're creating an artificial state of happiness. It is a complete disconnection from true emotion”. // You don't have to be heartbroken. You can be happy".

#that foreshadowing though #I think I've seen this film before #I know I've done a lot with this concept but the scene was good #Wait does this imply sticky is what Curtain would be like if he dropped the facade? Since sticky becomes like curtain when brain washed?#Oh my and Yes I know the Benedict brother's convo is out of order I needed the panels to match I'm sorry #fan theory that Curtain's inventions all started as failed attempts to cure his narcolepsy so he could be adopted #then he realized that that curing anxiety and inducing fake happiness gave him control over others #I'm watching the writers with their little sticky reynie letter writing conflict #are they gonna have the boys parallel Curtain and Benedict again #Is that why they killed off Sticky's parents? So he also has no one?#Cause Kate has Milligan Reynie has Ms. Perumal and Constance has Benedict #All Sticky has is an aunt who couldn't be bother to show up for the season finale #Oh well I guess we'll find out #the mysterious benedict society #mysterious benedict society #tmbs #tmbs disney #mbs #mbs disney #mbs s2 #mbs season 2 #sticky washington #reynie muldoon #ld curtain #mr curtain #ledroptha curtain #nathaniel benedict #nicholas benedict #mr benedict

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emdotcom · 17 days

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My infatuation & subsequent obsession with media is often tied to the ways in which I am incapable of talking about them. Whether it's because of the abhorrent contents therein which demand too much; the incomprehensible nature of my feelings on the matter; the shoddy & underbaked construction; no matter what, there is always something within all my beloved interests make them hard (or even impossible) to talk about. Instead, I talk within myself in an endless echo of speculation & alteration, as a means to replicate the sounds of a room that is not so empty. I, on my own, (no matter how many of me I am in the moment,) will never be able to fully encapsulate the sounds of a room brimming with people, though, so I double down & try to chatter more, to make up my impossible deficit.

#em.txt #this was gonna have a conclusion but I don't have a good one.#because it's just an observation.#i love elfen lied. i would like to reccomend it to people but I don't feel comfortable doing so due to its content #i love bendy. I can't reccomend it to people because what's worth loving is found more in conversations you need to already #have a starting amount of knowledge on & there's no real means of being introduced into it if you have decent standards #i love blackjack. it was made in the 70s & it has SO many problems in it & it's good that that shit isn't perpetuated by a living fandom #but i still like it & i still wish i could talk about it #i love. post shift 2. the encyclopedic nature of its tutorials & odd mechanics are the very draw that make it so compelling to me #but to my knowledge are not made intentionally so -- they are overwhelming because a dev worked with these ideas for 4 years #until they no longer seemed hard to grasp to him & he simply couldn't see how intensive the draw is on somebody outside his own mind #until fnyaf fans clammored around this game he made & lauded it as a trainwreck until he quietly gave it away #to someone else to fix in his stead because he no longer trusted himself to make it into what people wanted.#picking apart the text was not an intended as a challenge but as a fellow bitch that fails to communicate #that requires a certain amount of looking behind or around words to be understood #i find the confusing way some of these details are transcribed to be so incredibly human.#but i see & understand why people hate the tutorials. i just think they have a different definition of fun than i do.#idk. Freddy's fans will sit down & digest like. midnight motorist or some shite but not night 1 ps2? why?

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lonely--seeker · 6 months

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My mom bought the ugliest ass little freak of a 3D printed alien, just because. It's supposed to be like, one of those phone holder thingies.

#me blabbering #there's a whole plottwist in this story because she got mad when i said it was ugly and took it away #then i was like. wait i can maybe do something with it's ugliness and I kinda need a phone holder thingy for my fucked up wrists #so I named him Ricky Montgomery because... i actually don't know.#anyway #a few days later my mum told me she had sold it to someone else and took my Ricky Montgomery awayyy #she said “Dw i'll get you the same one again” and i was like “Actually. like. please don't. i hate this bitch”#a few days later i find him still in the house because somehow one of his feet broke and she couldn't sell it like that.#My mom says Ricky Montgomery really wanted to stay with me because he loves me #i am cursed #I glued his nasty feet on again and gave him make up. He watches me work sitting on my desk and I try not to mind him #I have always hated 3D printed stuff don't ask me why.#I am still trying to think what could I do to make him less ugly. but also. if i paint him he's not going to match my little speaker #irrelevant but my bluetooth speaker is named “little loo” which sounds just like little lu and I am lu so it's like my son #she's playing a song right now. isn't she just the best little loo ever like i don't know what i'd do without her

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astralflows · 1 year

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at the end of life's journey…lies only death.

#ffxiv #wew that was uh. fun?#anyway dashboard is dead time to post cringe #does this even count as wolfandaniel/amon?#honestly i have no idea what amon looks like & i couldn't find the mods ppl seem to use for him so i just gave him long hair idk #so yeah. the sundering and the aitiascope. yay. fun.#endwalker spoilers #thya #azemhermes

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multishipper-baby · 3 months

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Lately I've been ruminating about my Eak headcanons some more and I'm trying to like... Manage the level of angst I want to work with.

#because I've been thinking some more about that one line he has. about losing two people #and what that could possibly mean for him #if we consider that the other person he's referring to is cami then that probably means she's in as much danger as towntrap #which is interesting considering the fact that eak doesn't seem all that worried about himself #does he think owynn couldn't or wouldn't hurt him but would hurt the other two?#or does he put his own safety below the safety of his friends? because that's some spicy characterization #however the fact that towntrap is confused and generally doesn't seem to understand how dangerous owynn is #leads me to believe that towntrap is in fact not fully aware of the gravity of the situation #is it just because he's stupid or did eak not inform him? is that why he cut himself off?#lots of potential theorization about just how much eak knows in comparison to everyone else- about the plan and about owynn #but also. if cami is not the other person he lost and he's referring another matter that happened before #that opens a HUGE number of possibilities to explore #I remember when I first entered the fandom I made a whole plot up about eak having an older brother that worked for owynn's boss #so that brother gave him some crumbs of insider information which is how he knows more than the others #except at some point his brother fully cut contact with him and his whole family so eak is like #kind of freaked out to find out later that cami is ropped into that sort of thing too #and trying to untangle this whole mess without ending up dead #I don't remember right now why I abandoned the idea of giving him an older brother but I might being it back #anyway. sorry for the 1AM incoherent eak ramble #fnafhs

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isfjmel-phleg · 1 year

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#random personal stuff #'Blest Be the Tie That Binds' is a lovely hymn and I like it #but singing it in church takes me back to the Nightmare Class #we had read Jeeves and the Tie That Binds and That Man gave us a copy of the hymn lyrics so we would get the reference #he said he had wanted to play a recording for us but couldn't find one he liked #I said I knew the song and could give an idea of the tune (no idea what possessed me)#so I sang the first four verses for him and the one other girl in the class in my mediocre untrained voice #and he left the classroom abruptly when I was done #he came back handing us copies of the book as gifts and saying he had been moved but not by my singing...something about hymns in general?#no idea what that was about but that was a weird note to end the class on #and if I had known that singing a hymn would get him to leave & shut up I would have brought a hymnbook the first day & sung it through :P

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a-tale-of-legends · 1 year

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Cliff states that Team Rocket saved his life at one point, which is probably what made him to loyal to them

Yes, I am aware! I remember finding that interesting when reading about on Bulbapedia when trying to understand the Go-verse. Not sure if they would expand on it or not in pokemon Go, but it's certainly an interesting backstory.

I will admit, I was pretty disappointed with Cliff's personality. Before really reading into his quotes, I got the impression that he was the "I don't want to hurt you, but I'm loyal to team rocket so I'm gonna" and I thought that would be interesting cause I don't think we've gotten that type of team rocket member before? The only one that I remember is that random npc that battles you in radio tower I think that basically goes " what? A kid?! I don't want to hurt a kid, but I if I must....". Like that underlining kindness( kinda) despite doing something very wrong. But then I read Cliff's quotes and was proven wrong lol. He's just a Giovanni simp/j. In hindsight, I should have just expected that, and my disappointment is kinda silly all things considered. I got my hopes up based on nothing lol.

Anyway, I know Cliff's loyalty towards Team Rocket is due to them saving him in the past. It's really interesting and I hope that they expand on it more!

#r answers #i couldn't find a good place to put this so here:#while cliff isn't the gentle gaint not also very much not one that i thought he would be #i remember reading seeing him read blanche for their filth?#i don't remember exactly what he said but it kinda gave me the sense that he was much more emotional/ emotionslly intelligent-#compared to his co-workers.#then again i don't remember exactly what he said so take this with a grain of salt #also i find it interesting that his rival so to speak is Blanche #like yeah brains vs brawn but Cliff from what i remember is arguably the most open out of all them?#he's very open about his loyalty to team rocket and why which could easily be a exploited #and again he read Blanche for their filth essentially so yeah.#i could be 1000% wrong btw i'm just rambling lol #pokemon go #team rocket cliff #i.....i don't know what to tag him

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casekt · 9 months

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#audio #putting my head through a wall saturday #this song makes me think about a few things but rn I'm thinking about LR on top of n beating the shit out of FP (their illegitimate father)#maybe he'd even be interested to know that his child has his explosive violent anger despite them never having met #maybe he'd be proud #it would at least make him smile #LR would be so fucking angry. they're 22 n he's 58 so it's a possibility they could win if he couldn't reach his gun #which he usually carries in a holster the front of his pants so if they're sat on top of him he can't reach it #idk if it would be a blind rage of punching him till he stops moving or a screaming crying spitting clawing thing #probably depends on His reaction #if he says anything. like in the middle of the violence he goes ''you really are my kid'' LR would likely start crying #and get sloppy so if FP really cared to live through that situation he could probably throw them off #but frankly I think he'd find it pretty fitting his adult child he never knew existed would be the one to catch up to him #and he's lived a satisfying life by his standards #this would all be solved if he gave a shit n gave them a hug though lmfao #but he doesn't care #beyond the brief entertainment they could bring him. esp since he could hold power over them #eugh what a guy #love my characters they're personifications of my issues lmfao #and the fact that they have identical eye colors and very similar eye shapes. sheesh.#like looking into your own eyes

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kingsbride-moved · 2 years

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Festival attire! Please click thru for better quality <3 trying 2 figure out the cutest crop for this and this is what I came up with. Btw.

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#🖼️ | works of the thesean painter #👑 | champion of my heart #🐂 | light of the stars #🌺 | daughter of chloris #👑🌺 | the king's flower #oc x canon #self ship #self ship community #Asterius' outfit comes from the 'minoan prince of the lilies' fresco #while Dianthus is wearing a maenad's traditional garb... dionysus' frenzied worshippers #i couldn't find anything for theseus to wear so i just gave him something cute #ill have to look into festivals from athens or troezen and see what was worn during them at some point!

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solvicrafts · 1 year

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Me @ Ares right now: aslkdjfklasjdfklasdf who gave you permission to do THAT???

#hi there non-pagan followers no I will not explain this #suffice to say that pagan warrior gods will BREAK YOUR BRAIN #in the most unexpected ways imaginable #fuck dude where are my fellow hellenics at? we need to talk #btw the answer to that first question: I did #I'm the one who accidentally gave him permission to do *that*#I'm just... not used to a god listening to me and being like 'okay I'ma go do this thing now'#like this is the second time in recent months where I've just... vented #like not asked for a single thing not come to him hoping for help or anything #and he just immediately went and solved the fucking problem #like it was just no big deal to him #'oh this silly human is crying to me about a thing? is it a thing I can spear? no? oh well I'll go see what's up'#I just... ARES #I'm not used to gods being THIS hands-on #like Artemis and I have our thing but it's very professional and down-to-business #so I don't really... talk to her that way like when I do anything with her at all it is solely about WORK #I don't doubt she'd support me if I came to her for help it's just that I don't really find myself needing to #I went fucking months feeling like a shit devotee because I just... couldn't do a lot of things I wanted to do #I broke down in prayer to Ares today because life beat the crap out of me this week and I just hit my breaking point #I didn't even WANT to cry to him about my problems and figured he probably tuned me out because I know *I* would #and he not only listened but immediately went and solved one of my biggest problems #just... took care of it #without being asked #ARES #he's too much

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astarab1aze · 8 days

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get psychoanalyzed for free

stop hiding

stop hiding everything. It’s not a crime to feel, it’s not a crime to react, it’s not a crime to love or to hate. You are human, you will do human things, stop trying so desperately to hide the very things that are so beautiful about you, let them in, even if it hurts you know it hurts more to keep them out.

stop hiding

stop hiding everything. It’s not a crime to feel, it’s not a crime to react, it’s not a crime to love or to hate. You are human, you will do human things, stop trying so desperately to hide the very things that are so beautiful about you, let them in, even if it hurts you know it hurts more to keep them out.

It runs in the fucking family, I GUESS.

#☿ || Dash.#/ this is so wild #/ cos satra is infinitely more forthcoming than kaede is with how he's feeling #/ or what he's thinking #/ otherwise this is so accurate i'm deceased #/ i also gave different answers??#/ sati's more like...sure i'll say something once through a pearl of wisdom philosophical nonsense conversation blah blah blah #/ and you'll really learn a lot about him if you listen to him talk even though he never shares 'important' things #/ kaede however will just tell you to go fuck yourself #/ and it's entirely because he could not cope even half as well as sati and is so terrified of being *known* at his core #/ deeply deeply afraid that whoever sees him for the things he did or couldn't do will justifiably find him horrific or awful #/ that his family was *right* in the end #/ he has Issues :I #/ anyway i'm rambling ouchies--

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voids-cave · 1 month

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Me, making an AU with a Leon that deals with extreme CPTSD which has him be in basically an underlying state of psychosis almost every day and deals with hallucinations, and delusions: Hrm, yes...! I love researching stuff I definitely don't have so I can understand them better through a character I like- Oh...

Vex I love you babygirl I'm so sorry you're the object of my torture so I can properly process whatever the fuck psychosis even is. 💔

#i do NOT have it as bad as he does. i think I don't know #I dont think so he is really really suffering every day.#like really bad. i rarely get visual hallucinations and they're triggered by stress/trauma/cptsd basically #he gets them almost every day.#he and Hunnigan live really close to each other in a monitored neighborhood bc hes a bioweapooonnn #and hunnigan is his government assigned watch this guy and make sure he doesn't kill anyone or turn against us personnm #but she also genuinely cares about him. she used to be a nurse and was studying to become a doctor but she gave up on it and ended up #getting picked up by simmons to work on the government TM.#she however was sorta like... knowledgeable about what was happening to Vex and Sherry but couldn't say anything yet #simmoms would have her over sometimes bc she was a trusted friend of his and vex wouldnt rip her to pieces bc they were friends and hunn was #also nice to him behind simmons back saying that she would find out a way to get him out of there she just needs to figure out how safely.

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