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A spring of 1944.
#hellsing#hellsing the dawn#girlycard#walter c dornez#alucard#alucard hellsing#hellsing alucard#walter dornez#hellsing ultimate#gouache#if u saw this early no u didn't#this thing took a lot of time 💀#I hate being slow
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Man I am so screwed
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new guy alert!! she's a lindwyrm who pilots an old suit of armour and has caused many legends of evil ghost knights staggering down the road at night. in reality she's not a ghost, she's a nasty little man who wants to sell you illicit substances and talk about her insane and sordid past
#my art#oc#caracles#dragon#knight#hating drawing hard sculptured surfaces and then designing a character in intricate armour just so I can feel something#also um hello sorry for posting no art and generally being inactive i've been slow roasting in my own head and suffering from art block#i have 100000 wips and nothing to show for it.....i hope i can shake my disease by the time art fight rolls around#in like a week. haha. oh no i'm in danger#anyway i saw kim deal last week and kristin hersh a month ago and long story short i loooooooooove you old women rock stars.......#more of them in the world please and thank you....they both so cool.....dreamy sigh#ALSO i'll make my yearly official art fight post later i've simply been too busy to really think about it until now#but obviously i'm doing it this year i'm gonna do more attacks than ever before#(DOUBT) but also perhaps...?
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An oh moment of sorts
#sonic movie universe#stobotnik#agent stone#dr ivo robotnik#stone is learning some things. not necessarily the ones robotnik is trying to teach him#robotnik: being a common idiot must be hard. they're very slow to react sometimes#stone: *loading*#pre canon stobotnik my beloved#i like to think stone hated robotnik at first#that kind of devotions must be earned u know?#I was going to include stone's thoughts here#but i decided it was funnier if we just don't know#anyway i have at least one more joke for them so i'll be back
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Mary & George (2024) Episode 3 'Not So Much as Love as by Awe'
#mary and george#mary & george#mary and george spoilers#maryandgeorgeedit#nicholas galitzine#george villiers#robert carr#userninz#chrissiewatts#usergayppl#mine*#this being the first gifset i make? likely thing for me to be doing#OHHHH I ATE GOOD W THIS#the tension the hate sex of it all omgkjdhgf#i need them BOTH#robert so down bad even smallpox didnt stop him#the slow touch of the cheek??? okay#right. but who fucked who here. george bffr#crazy things to be saying while hes still inside you but whatever george you gotta do you#i will be making more sets when theres a hd version soon but this is all youre having for now#idk when itll be but dont forget me if everyone else gifs things first :)
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Fit: I'm going through a hard time right now. Things just haven't been the same since... he left. The light of my life.
Fit: [Looking at chat] That was a joke guys, I'm not– I didn't– It's not meant to be angst, ok? It's a joke, it's a joke! It's a joke, c'mon! That was just too easy.
Fit: Yeah, I just think– he's probably dead! You know? He's probably dead, but that's alright. I'll be dead soon too, so it's fine. [Looking at chat] No– I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I'm not meaning to be angsty, it's just a fckin' habit, ok? [Laughs] I just like– like a sleeper-agent– There's something that activates in my brain that's just like, "You will do gay angst, NOW."
Fit's taken his character's separation anxiety to the next level. 🥀
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TRANSCRIPT
Fit: [Reading chat] "Why does your look like a homeless? I'm scared" Oh, I'm sorry. Are you offended by my appearance, because I am unhoused at the moment? [Stares at the camera] Wow, that's really– that's really insensitive of you. Alright?
Fit: I'm going through a hard time right now. Things just haven't been the same since... he left. The light of my life. But... it's just– you know.
Fit: [Looking at chat] That was a joke guys, I'm not– I didn't– It's not meant to be angst, ok? It's a joke, it's a joke! It's a joke, c'mon! That was just too easy, that was a fckin' layup! [Mimes throwing a basketball] That was a fckin' layup, and y– [Laughs] Ah, c'mon guys, I'm just teasing ya.
Fit: Yeah, I just think– he's probably dead! You know? He's probably dead, but that's alright. I'll be dead soon too, so it's fine. [Looking at chat] No– I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I'm not meaning to be angsty, it's just a fckin' habit, ok? [Laughs] It's just a fckin' habit! [Laughs] I just– Yeah, I'm twistin' the knife– I'm just gettin' it in there– [Mimes twisting a knife] Like, "Get! Get!"
Fit: I'm sorry. I'm sorry– it's my birthday. It's my birthday, you need to be nice to me on my birthday. I– I can say whatever I want on my birthday, ok?
Fit: [Reading chat] Yeah, "He can't help but roleplay gay angst." I know, I just like– as soon as I see like, the moon, under a starry Minecraft night sky, I just like– like a sleeper-agent, like MK Ultra, that just like– There's something that activates in my brain that's just like, "You will do gay angst, NOW."
[Later]
Fit: The stench is endearing, if anything. It's endearing. [Reading chat] "No wonder he left"?
[He dramatically clutches his chest like he's in pain, then leans out of frame]
Fit: I've said this: just because something is true does not mean you need to say it out loud! There is a time and a place, you require social awareness, I feel like. You lack social awareness right now– [He glances at chat] Am I blurry? God dammit– Stream's going to hell in a hand basket. Let me- let me get into focus.
#FitMC#Hideduo#FitPac#The Realm SMP#Fit#Timestamp: ~ 1h 7m ish#January 30 2025#I like to think that Realm Pac just left to go on a trip or something#but Fit's separation anxiety is so bad within a week he was like#''Pac's left forever he's never coming back'' and just spiraled from there#Alternatively maybe Pac left him a note saying he's going to visit Mike or something but Fit didn't see it#lmao#Anyways yes I know I said I was going to take a break but I've got biases for these two#This took forever to do though Vegas is being slow and I wanted to edit all the moments together#Edited#I hate the usual angst people make for these two but THIS kind of angst?#that's over the top and based on misunderstandings? Peak comedy. I love it
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me when im forest for the trees idk i dont watch chonny jash
alt saturated one below v

also time on ibis cos god this took almost 40 hours
#bro i hate fences when drawn from a different angle#backgrounds will be the death of me#i started this in November im just slow#also it took like 37 & a half hours too so#this one just took awhile#BUT i think outta all the screenshot redraws ive done it looks the best since i actually took more time & thought into them#fif & cbc i didnt focus as much on aaaand i might redo them or make more touches to em#also making this made me figure out the last symbol on the shirt so im proud of my brain for being smart lmao#chonny jash#cj tfftt#cj the forest for the trees#-atlas art-
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The Quest Continues...
(part 1- part 2)
#Fourfold Soul#<- That's the title of the project I've been working on!#I am very excited to finally show off the cowboy (gender redacted) I've been cooking in a slow boil!!! Yeehaw!#Yes this is the game project. YES I am commited to the bit of having the main character go through a long running pronoun-quest.#This character does not have a name so I cannot formally tag them...#(Okay. Technically they have an internal name for coding/scripting reasons...and I have a nickname for them.#But the important part of making a video game character you get to eventually name is that the name must come from *you*!)#The girl here is a npc so she has a temporary name. So I also cannot tag her. Hmm...#I have several FFS comics thumbnailed out. This one got made first because it's the funniest without context. Lore wise it's weak.#I would love to post the sexy clown but you have to wait just a few more comics.#Fun artist woes moment to share: This is the first time I've had to colour these characters traditionally. *That* was NOT fun.#Going from a specific digital colour palette to being at the whims of my limited colour choices in markers? Hell! On! Earth!#I might also be extra frustrated because this sure is 3x the length of what I usually do for comics! I spent a Whole Day on this.#Past me thought it was soooo funny and needed all the extra panels for pacing. I hate past me. That guy needs to be exploded.
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so i talked a bit about reinjulisuba on this blog in the past like in this one ask but now ive made a quick and easy diagram summarizing their whole deal <3

#rezero#re:zero#natsuki subaru#reinhard van astrea#julius juukulius#arc 5 spoilers#THE REZERO BOY DRAMA IS INSANE 😭😭 they are so mentally ill knwdjdnd#reinjuli having not one not two but THREE brain chemistry life altering first meetings is fucking insane#julius is always cursed to have the worst first meetings of his life with random twinks#and julisuba being so stuck in astrea drama is so horribly funny 😭 theyre honorary family members at this point#THEN THERES REINSUBA BEING FREUDIAN…..#im never not losing my mind over them#i need to make a diagram with otto included in it also bc it gets EVEN WORSE…#rezero boy drama is crazy as always. theyre all deranged in different directions. i hate these men#reinhard knowing that reid is Like That and never telling/getting the chance to tell julius is the cherry on top 😭😭#i need a 100k slow burn reinjulisuba fic STAT. im begging on my knees#also julisuba being into each other but also reinhard (platonic or romantic) but also admitting OUT LOUD that reinhards a monster. im crying
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My modern AU Harrowhark works as a high profile art conservator. Specializes in oil painting.
This is something her family is known for.
Like… when the Vatican wants a painting restored, it has to be done by a Nonagesimus.
She doesn’t do original work but she has spent the majority of her life working on a piece called The Body. It’s been passed down in her family for generations. It’s unfinished. It’s shrouded in mystery.
She’s probably not okay.
Look, I just didn’t want to do Dr. Harrowhark.
I wanted something where she could work alone and be considered exceptional at. Yeah it’s not bones but it feels like it’s something she could do in a dark room with a series of very specific spot lights.
So that way when Gideon is standing in the way she can go, “you’re in my light” as a kind of disembodied voice from the dark.
#playing with my dolls#making them meet and hate each other a little#i fiddled with my modern AU being part of a series of AUs where Harrow and Gideon don’t know each other and meet in every version#but each story ends with one or both of them realizing who they were in canon TLT and realizing they’re in the river trying to cross it#trying to cross it together#i just CAN’T write guys#I can’t slow my brain down enough to do it#thus the typos half the time#that’s my brain going too fast#and I want it to be good#damn good#the locked tomb#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon nav#griddlehark
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you guys are so lucky i can’t draw actually. Do you know the amount of slutty little pictures of Davrin that would be circulating right now if i could draw?
#i am trying to learn#progress is slow going#mostly because#i hate being bad at things so i haven’t even properly finished one thing yet#but in like ten years—#davrin#my love#wait for me#i have so many dreams for you
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LOVE ships that are best friends first and lovers second. childhood friends to lovers is my absolute shit. i know everyone loves enemies to lovers rivals to lovers whatever but i love people who just know each other inside and out. who, when they’re together, are still silly and friendly first and foremost. the type of relationship that can have slap fights and know every single intimate detail about each other. who are constantly glued together and sometimes speak at the same time like freaky twins in a horror movie. i love friendship as a deep aspect of love u bitches js don’t get it
#this is abt bakudeku sorry for being cringe will happen again#ships#ship dynamics#bakudeku#best friends#best friends to lovers#lgbt#ao3#bakudeu#izuocha#mlm#wlw#merthur#farcille#edwin#edwinry#fma brotherhood#edit: this is not a diss on enemies to lovers ships i’d be a hypocrite if i tried considering half of my ships are made up of that dynamic#but friends to lovers is also very cute and gets too much hate for being ‘boring’!!#a relationship doesn’t have to start with hatred to be interesting!!#anwyays slow burn mutual pining childhood friends to lovers will ALWAYS be the blueprint . when will it be me
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You know people assume (and like it's their right to do so, its headcanons, etc etc don't come with pitchforks at me) that Bradley's youth queer experience would be very positive given Mav and the implied icemav of it all
But I think instead of making him more open about his sexuality in adulthood (or just unapologetic), it'd give the opposite result
This is to do with that, although he'd see happy queer people (Mav and Ice) behind closed doors, his childhood, mainly in the 80s and 90s, as well as Mav's and Ice's attitudes toward being open about their relationship, would teach him how cruel the world can be and the typical 'better safe than sorry' attitude being queer outside of typical queer spaces brings to many
He could see Mav and Ice love each other very very much, maybe to the point he'd even base his idea of love on them, but he'd also see how much maneuvering would keeping their relationship from the public cost. Sure, there are friends who supported them (flyboys, Carole, etc), but there were also countless people who would destroy their careers and lives if they ever found out (also if Mav ever adopted/fostered him, just suspicions of him being queer could put Bradley back in the system, the way things worked back in the 90s and also given how many fostering agency, even government employed, are christian-lead...)
In the instances someone would come close to discovering it, not only he'd see how distressing it can be but also how much being discovered would cost - whether this is personal safety, job security, respect, etc. And even if the worst didn't come to it, he'd still be left with the foil remarks and hate 'bullying'
As long as DADT was in place, I think he'd be equally if not more careful in comparison to what he had seen while with Mav and/or Ice
If anything I think Jake would have more of the naivety being openly and unashamedly queer takes (whether this is because he grew up in an environment with no visible queer people ergo never saw actual acts of hate toward them, or because he thinks he left the most hateful environment and nothing can be worse than it OR maybe because he is 100% or nothing kind of guy, no matter to what he commits)
#also yes this is specifically in regards to the slow down fic#i think a lot of people under 30 forget how traumatic it is to live with explicitly hateful general population#and maybe im projecting bc coming out as trans for me was hard mainly because it puts a visible target on you while you transition#and i couldn't not mention it like being pan or ace etc#and where i come from homophobia/queerphobia was rampant and present in my daily life to the point of feeling unsafe#completely different to even the smallest of small backwater towns in the uk#bradley rooster bradshaw#hangster#tgm
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scary hugs doo doo doo doo doo
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#scary marlowe#normal oak#cheer practice sure does pay off#i was gonna make this a 1/3 series and i still want to but wow this took me way longer than it should have#but im proud of it 💖 just hate being a slow fuck#anyways i love normscary theyre my favorite adjectives or whatever#if u don't have a friend who lifts u everytime u two hug sorry for your loss...
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extremely important question do any buffy fans here actually like angel (the series not the character) because i swear all i see lately is people saying it sucks and they couldn't get through it and it's like you can't ALL be that wrong
#season 1 is i guess a bit slow if you're not into the initial premise#at least the beginning#and yeah the soap opera dramatics of s4 get ragged on for obvious reasons#but 2 and 3 are insane#and 5 is just a lot of fun indespersed with some of the most devastating shit you'll ever watch. great times#angel has some of the best storylines in the entire buffyverse argue with the wall#it's not as solid all the way through as buffy by any means but the heights of angel absolutely rival some of the heights of buffy#doesn't beat them out though but still#also s4 is way better on rewatches is what i've realised#first time i was like. what#but once you know what's actually causing everyone to act like they are it isn't as crazy as it first seems lmao#still a mess and joss whedon must pay for his crimes regarding cordelia#but it's definitely much better still#i just don't understand how you can watch wesley completely unraveling throughout the show and not agree it bangs severely#the father will kill the son????? peak television i don't CARE#also angel gets sooo much darker and adult than buffy it's so interesting!!#and darla... oh my darla.....#most people hate connor when he grows up and thats fair i did too#i still don't love him but i appreciate his character a looot more on rewatches#and from a psychological perspective he's fascinating#he gets a bit of a dawn treatment from audiences i feel like. like you can call them annoying thats fair#but when people claim they're annoying for no reason im like lets look at their lives so far please 😭#anyway. regardless of your opinion on older connor. that initial storyline before and right after he's born#absolutely fucking crazy and also so good#you're telling me you watched darla sobbing being like i won't even be able to remember that i loved it and you felt nothing????#i could go on about this forever probably sorry
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btw i rewatched s1 of slow horses and i am once again Having Emotions abt river cartwright and louisa guy
#SORRY. IMAGINE YOU WERE ACTUALLY GODS MOST SPECIAL BOY BUT EVERYONE STILL HATES YOU AND YOURE DOOMED FOREVER#and also you are still a loser. like 100000% still. unfortunately#rambles#slow horses#louisa is sooooo. oh my god she puts up with so much that season min is (respectfully) also a loser#i do love that in s1 the only ppl who care abt river being off doing River Shit are 1) catherine 2) sid 3) lamb#the rest of the slow horses truly could not give a fuck.
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