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emimayooo · 3 months

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can everyone be my friend. I’m so fucking good at it.

#rave reviews from my friends everywhere always #i’m so sweet and funny and loyal like a dog #no one who has become my friend has ever regretted it I swear to you #I have such a good grade in friendship #I know it’s unmannerly to boast but idgaf you bitches need to know what you’re getting into #that being fifty to sixty kilos of love and affection and unhinged enthusiasm #god I love being a friend god it makes me feel like love incarnate #what is friendship if not the meaning to life and the core of community #god made me aspec because he knew I’d be too intoxicating in a romantic relationship or whatever lol #need to spread the love around to multiple friends instead of one monohoe #it is 1am. I cannot sleep.#too busy thinking about how much I love my friends you understand me #anyway #if you’re my friend #I love you so much #GOODNIGHT!#emi.txt

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sluttyhenley · 1 year

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Top Gun (1986) || 9-1-1 (2018- )

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secrettastemakerland · 4 months

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something about how judy likes to dance but nick doesn't but he goes with her anyway!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#oh wildehopps ily #saw zootopiathingz hc on judy falling harder and i. have no words #it's just So correct #nick thinks he's getting a good grade in friendship and judy has names picked out for their kids #i heart you wildehopps i will never stop hearting you <3 #this post isn't really related to that hc i just think about it ya know #and now you can too!!! your welcome in advance #wildehopps

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awesome-cookies-and-cream · 4 months

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shirosaki and momose's relationship is so funny to me. shirosaki is an airhead but has a very good sense of responsibility. so he sees this guy who he inspired and decided to take him in (and went absolutely extra especially after realizing how shit his previous boss was). Then there's momose who hasn't had a good relationship since his employment, he'd take any morsel of kindness and be a hundred times grateful for it to the point he doesn't just tolerate shirosaki's goofiness, he adores it (anything is better after his previous boss after all)

so now they're in a weird ??? is this what normal people do??? relationship

#atarashii joushi wa do tennen #my new boss is goofy #shirosaki and momose: wow i am so gonna get a good grade in work and friendship dynamics #something that is normal to want and possible to achieve #making out and having sex:#yes im getting a good grade in work relationships #no they haven't confessed #they haven't even realized they have feelings for each other #shirosaki is probably goofy enough for people to think he's annoying #and momose's an abused trainwreck #they just think their feelings is what Normal Friendship should be

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theflyingfeeling · 10 days

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yes it's just me whining about the same thing for the billionth time, pls just scroll past nothing new to see here 👋

#i just want to enjoy the summer but i feel like i don't deserve to if i'm not constantly trying to become employed again 😭#''apply for jobs then? problem solved'' uh-huh yes but!! i also hate applying for jobs #job seeking can be so incredibly humiliating #first i have to send them a letter BEGGING to be invited to an interview #and then i have to try and convince them that i am actually competent and good at my job even though you have my cv right there #and then afterwards they call me to tell me they found someone who they liked better than me #(or rather someone who was more competent than me judging by their work history etc.)#it's like ''yes we are hiring but not YOU specifically lol''#like. at school if you take a test you get the grade you deserve based on how you did in the exam.#it's something you can actually directly affect yourself #but if someone who's applying for the same job with me has more work experience or whatever they will get hired over me no matter what i do #(at least that's how it usually works on my field)#in which case it doesn't matter if i do well in the interview or nah. bc the other person was always going to be picked for the job anyway #and yes one could say i can then be satisfied if i did my best but it's little consolation when i'm still unemployed!!#and so every time i apply for a job and get rejected it feels like a personal failure #and to avoid that feeling of failure i want to avoid applying for jobs altogether #so yeah. being active in job seeking is more likely to relieve me from this misery but job seeking is ALSO misery. so 🤷‍♀️#that on top of the fact i don't even _want_ to apply for all the open positions on my field #but i feel obliged to because it's what i have a degree on. and when i'm unemployed i don't have the luxury to choose which ones i apply fo #i can't afford to be picky #I DON'T DREAM OF LABOUR I JUST NEED MONEY TO LIVE BUT I ALSO DON'T WANT TO DO JUST ANY JOB! I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FOR THAT!#i don't want to come home crying from work every day because i hate every single aspect of my life INCLUDING my job 😭#when this semester i actually HAD a job i didn't mind waking up to every morning 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair #to conclude i don't deserve to enjoy myself in the summer because i'm not doing enough to fix my unemployement situation #(just like i don't deserve to feel sad about being lonely because i don't work hard enough to maintain deep friendships #but that's a crisis for another day! stay tuned ✌️)

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raksh-writes · 10 days

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Gosh, Im being such a lazy ass today, with finals just around the corner and an off day to get stuff done and instead I just wanna play Skyrim ffs...

#personal #tbf Im feeling kinda miserable with the allergies #and trying to ward off depressive spiral and mood swings #Im hoping if I do some gaming now then I can stock up on the good feels #and then do Something after dinner when the anxiety starts nipping at my heels #like maybe finish that one paper I need to send in before the month ends #so I have it out of the way #it doesn’t even need to be super good or whatever #Im convinced she barely checks them before giving grades #everyone always gets good ones no matter how much effort they've put in #but I Can’t not make it look at least Somewhat like a proper paper so yeag #still only two pages left for the required amount so #just need to get it out of the way #maybe make another bibliography descp for another class #I have two left to do for rhe five required #they do take some time but at least now I know how to do them #at first it was like black magic I swear #but yeah anywa6 #gonna boot up Skyrim and try to move my romance with Kaidan #or errr friendship for now #but I have to say #as much as Im Not fond of some of his added EE lines #the early flirt and all the og lines Im hearing now are *chefs kiss*#I love this guy #and Im unironically writing a fanfic in my head that may or may not get actually written in some form #Im having the itch to write for the first time in like over half a year #Im Craving it here at this point #while what I Should be writing is my thesis :')#oh well... the uni life continues lmao #I might go start the companions or thieves guild missions today

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necromycologist · 2 months

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whats wrong with me? well the only kids at my school who would have tumblr fuckin hate my guts

#like UUUUUGH #i said smth abt free will and she made what was DEFINITELY a good omens reference but like. wdyd abt that.#“hey i know you and ur gang all hate me for calling arctic monkeys mid but you seem like you know what ao3 is. let’s be friends”#insaneeeee you can’t do that!!! how do friendships work!!!! i hate social interaction!!!!#ok i lied i also know the kids from council who r a grade above who ik at least have watched good omens but again. wdyd.#“hey you like good omens right. have you ever written fic on Archive Of Our Own about it"#again you cant do that!!!! torture and humiliation!!! somebody advice me plz #home cooked hijinks #sorry venting again its health class :/

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cidnangarlond · 5 months

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forcing myself to be good at communication was always a struggle since I'm a child of parents who would tell each other fuck all about their problems but make me deeply afraid of retribution for certain actions, which could be literally anything I did and not know Why it was wrong because They Don't Communicate, so I had to play fast and loose learning the proper ways to get on with people and all this to say, always fun being a child and having to play mediator between your PARENTS

#amazing no teacher ever looked at me someone I'd say fairly traumatized and not realize that like #my advanced communication tactics were not born of a healthy family LOL #''youre such a little diplomat!'' thank you my parents don't know how to talk to each other LMAO #but boy could they argue. they can't talk about their feelings but they Can yell at each other #so you see why I'm like I Have to be good at communicating. I have to get a good grade in talking and friendship #getting yelled at will make me cry but also make me so angry so I can't exactly have a good talk when I'm like that #but things persist etc etc

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loveregrown · 4 months

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I think about my middle school crush sometimes. Gabriella Jazmin... I truly adored her. Did she know, how much I loved her? Does she miss me? I never had a chance; it was doomed from the start. But goodness did my guts churn, back then. She probably didn't even know what she did to me—maybe she did.

#❀#It creates a strange tug in my heart. I think she made my penchant for glasses worse #I am very happily married & this isn't romantic yearning or anything despite it having Been romantic. Tbc. I'm just reminiscing...#She was so patient with me. I followed her everywhere. I liked her little smile when I'd say something weird; I liked when she'd take #selfies on my phone. we'd set our chairs together #a left handed chair and a righthanded chair so itd make a sort of loveseat #I'd cling to her and hold her and she'd sit on my lap and I #d lay my head on her lap and she'd play with my hair...#she was good at math. I wasn't.#Her mother only barely tolerated me.#We walked home together every day.#she was an honors student.#I think everyone has that one friendship. I have two; but this one hit me worse #she loved ham&cheese empanadas #she was one of the most ''developed'' in our grade... so I'd chase boys away and hurt them for her #I was awfully awfully possessive and jealous. I didn't like how other girls ''tainted'' her.#I had the belief if she stayed with me; she'd stay the same.

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stephantom · 8 months

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old friends from my adolescence whom I’ve barely spoken to in 10 years, my beloved

#sometimes I just remember someone and how much of an impact they had on me #I have some gifts from old friends still that every once in a while remind me of them #like this lotr poster I have that I was just now like ‘wait hang on. BH gave me that in 9th grade for Christmas.#‘along with that little wooden figurine on the shelf. that was so thoughtful of him?? how tf IS he? I hope he’s thriving.’#(I’m listening to that kid’s latest album now and my heart is full of pride and fondness. I hope he gets the recognition he deserves.)#(and by kid I mean man because he’s 35 now lol but we were 15 then!!)#and my friend MG who just wrote a NOVEL and I’m sortakinda IN IT. like it’s OUR friendship in there and our memories #and I can’t wait for her to publish #(we were a whole group and we’d hang out at the bookstore at the mall and be an innocent nuisance and we’d chat on AIM until morning)#there’s just so many people tho that I still genuinely have so much love for when I think about them #I wish it was really possible to just… send good vibes out telepathically lol #fwoo #personal

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stonerzelda · 9 months

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canneigh sleep so im going to bitch thank u

#basically we got randomly invited tk another friends place tonight and ive been trying to force myself to at least try to have fun socially #but it was so fuckin shit dude it was all ppl i didnt know and they were all busy talking to each other #it was soooo loud and i was just sitting silently by myself the entire time like. just pissed LOL #soooo tired. of using so much energy into hoping i get a good grade in friendship #and then ofc the consequence of not being able to handle whatever tf makes me so socially inept making ppl mistake me for rude #we were stuck there all day and ive just been tossing and turning in bed soooo mad lol #when does it end. just wondering if there is a timer somewhere so i know how long to stick it out to. when can i rest #can i please have 1million dollars. a place to live. and quietness

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entropy-sea-system · 1 year

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remembered these picrews I made of Nishat and Flavia from The Henna Wars by Abida Jaigirdar !!

#picrew #characters #nishat ahsan #nishat #flavia #the henna wars #I read that book so long ago... mostly read it bc queer south asian rep and I am queer and south asian #it was pretty good #its like middle grade novel I think #the body type in this picrew only one was there so it isnt v accurate to Nishat but also eyes this was the only brown eye color so thats #also a bit off.#I think hunbloom picrew would work if its still up #bc like. they didnt have brown but they had hazel eyes???? and orange???#when brown is the most common eye color????#and orange is. humans dont naturally have bright orange eyes even...#alzo it has their pride flagz so!!#and the book does have romance and friendship and homophobia and racism like not condoned but portrayed as ways characters harmed #+ also cultural appropriation and outing of queer identity

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rachelchinouriris · 7 months

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#morning everyone #i was tired last night but i stayed up a bit longer #went to sleep at 12 something #not bad considering my sleeping habits #had a dream about teaching high schoolers. they were so bad and hectic i told myself (in the dream)#am i actually made to teach high schoolers? the little kids wouldn’t do this #oh and the dream also featured me trying to get back to my old home in el salvador but not being able to #(we sold that house. to someone who doesn’t know about the house’s history)#and my friendship bracelets breaking #very very fun dreams #something better. last night i prayed for the first time in years #i’ve been having conversations with god but never prayed #last night i felt compelled to do it #i know many people don’t believe in god. and that’s alright. i have a complicated relationship with religion #i don’t think of myself as a christian or any other religion.#i think the closest one to describe my beliefs is paganism #but despite that i prayed #i gotta finish my discussion board today #i hate it so much but i gotta keep my good grades so i can finally graduate #we’ll see what the day brings us #logan.txt

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cheekblush · 1 year

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really starting to think someone put the evil eye on me.....

#all 3 of my final lab exams went horribly #today i had an oral exam & my first train was canceled & the second one was 20 minutes late #i arrived 7 minutes late but i was thankfully still on time bc there was still another student in the exam room #my teacher obviously wasn't amused but she was still nice & i got a b which i'm satisfied with #but my teacher seems convinced that i can do much better like a b isn't a good grade?? let me live 😭#i guess i was still lucky bc i was there on time after all & got a good grade but it was soooo stressful i'm glad i didn't cry #and my mom made it so much worse when i told her my train wasn't coming she got all mad at me like it was my fault???#she kept saying i finally need to grow up like girl what does that have to do with the train being canceled? 😭#she stressed me out even more & she actually could've easily driven me to my exam bc i had still had over an hour to get there #but instead she kept berating me and making me feel even worse...#and i kept telling her i'm already stressed enough can't you tell me smth uplifting but she just kept being negative & condescending #it's a little frustrating how all my exams before the finals went so good but now that it really matters everything seems to be going south #but ultimately i just want to pass everything and never set foot into this school again i can't wait for all this to be over 😪#and sometimes i really think the girls i surround myself with at school want me to fail..#like i often miss school bc of mental problems & sometimes i feel like they're mad that i still do well in school??#idk maybe i'm reading too much into it but sometimes it really feels like they're waiting for my downfall #our 'friendship' is very superficial as well & i often feel left out from the group tbh #like last friday i stayed behind a little to talk to a girl & none of them waited for me even though we all go to the train station togethe #but they always wait for the other girls of the group..#i'm not taking this too personally bc i don't see them as good or close friends & i know once school is over i won't see them again anyways #but it does hurt a little bc i'm always the odd one out who struggles to make friends no matter where i am #either way..... please please please just let me pass all of my exams & let everything fall into place in my life 🧿🧿🧿#☁️

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trial-by-yuri · 1 year

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Anyone else send their friend art or writing and then immediately close the tab theyre talking to the friend on and then wait like a minute before finally having the courage to come back and see what they have to say.

#Idk why I get so nervous it feels like I’m presenting a project to a teacher #Like fuck I have to get a good grade in friendship that’s normal to want and possible to achieve

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yarrowleef-babbles · 1 year

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i loved the raven cycle (and TDT by extension) and also i am so infuritated with the raven cycle and a lot of it has to do with the conflict-to-resolution ratio being so very unbalanced

like i think i peaked Fixation Mode between Dream Thieves and Blue Lily, like i was so indescribably hooked on the build up of all this emotional conflict, but what gets me hyped on that stuff is the awaiting of some kind of cathartic resolution to all the interpersonal mess and I was just!! not given it!! the love for each other despite everything and the desire to fix things was clearly there but never properly acted on. because ~they didn't need words~

you know I think maybe you do actually need at least an attempt at words sometimes. i think maybe when your relationships are built on eggshells and the same arguments keep happening over and over, a couple (unrelated to the root of the conflict) grand gestures and knowing looks are actually not a resolution. that's just sweeping the problems under a rug until they inevitably come up again another day when you trip over all that baggage building up underneath

the characters fighting so so much only works if a good amount of time is given later to actually resolving them, otherwise it leaves the whole relationship(s) feeling doomed to fail. which is so frustrating because that's clearly not what its supposed to be about. i'm in agonies

#like i know a lot of people just dont have the vocabulary for perfectly healthy communication #i have also seen a lot of new artists trying to avoid this problem by having everyone talk so so carefully--#--like they are trying to get a good grade im therapy and i agree that sounds very unnatural #but like!! surely there is a middle ground!!#surely at some point after all the build up of conflict someone would attempt at least a different way to tackle their problem!!#that wasnt 'lets not talk about this anymore bc its making me sad' until it inevitably comes up again bc it wasnt fixed #this is largely about gansey and adam #but also gansey and ronan #and adam and blue to an extent #and adam and ronan #but like #those two cheated #by having any need for words replaced by Dream Mind Melding #or whatever tf happened on greywaren #cheating. unfair. maggie why wont you let anyone attempt words WHERE I CAN SEE THEM #im GNAWING AT THE WALLS IN FRUSTRATION THE BUILD UP WAS SO GOOD AND THE LACK OF REAL CATHARSIS IS EATING MEEEW #yarrow reads trc #the raven cycle #the dreamer trilogy #uuuuuRRGH trc is the closest any series has come to being Exactly What I Want out of friendship stories #soooo clooooose and then there was noo enddd i am so frustrated

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