#I havnt done it in a while and I want to get back to it

[skymar13]

Hey!

Just an idea… Aizawa x pro hero!reader with the reader being the sister to Oboro Shirakumo and both Aizawa and reader finding out oboro’s body is a vessel as “Kiriogiri” to the LOV.

I really enjoy this idea… havnt done Aizawa so you get a star. Not proof read because I don’t like rereading my own work but I will sooner or later.

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Shouta Aizawa x oboros sister! Fem! Reader

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You were confused, truth be told all three of you were. The safety comity specifically requested for you your husband and hizashi to be escorted to tartarus. You were annoyed truely you were. You had things to do and papers to grade.

“Excuse me but what exactly are we doing here? We’re busy people we don’t have enough minutes in the day to spend doing busy work” you rolled your eyes as you felt shouta grasp your hand signaling for you to stop whining.

“Loud Cloud, you’ve been specifically requested, for what I am not authorized to disclose.” The guard said with a touch of nervousness in his voice. You were known to be quite a blunt and let’s just say difficult person.

“Yeahyeah cmon [name] you know there’s gotta be something totally important if they want to deal with you!” Hizashi said in his usually loud voice with his pointer fingers.

“Yeah like they’d willingly face your wrath.” Shouta said with a barely noticeable smirk.

“I hate you both.” You said as you turned around the corner the guard pressed his key to the reader that opened another door. There were two more guards standing on the opposite side who requested any items you had. You and Shouta only had your phones keys wallets while Hizashi dumped out years worth of gadgets.

“Cleared proceed. Follow me.” The female guard said walking down another large stretch of hallway and at the end awaited the police captain the head of the prison and the safety comity lady.

“Hello Eraserhead, loudCloud and present mic. It’s wonderful to have you, but before you go in we must disclose some information about the prisoner we’ve brought you to see.” The lady said.

“Inside we have the infamous Leage of villain member kurogiri, he was formally known as someone all three of you were well acquainted with, now we must brace you for this particular piece of information” sherif relented and I felt the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. All three of us nod side eyeing each other as I grab onto shoutas hand.

After a pause he continues “we’ve found out that kurogiri is a nomu of sorts and the vessel is oboro shirakumo” I felt my breath get stuck in the back of my throat and eyes widen.

“My brothers been dead. That’s impossible.” I said my voice slightly raised.

“I saw him with my own eyes that cant be.” Shouta voiced barely above a whisper his eyes wider than mine.

“No way man he can’t be alive, it’s just not possible.” Hizashi yelled eyebrows etched into a deep pinch

“That’s what we thought too, but we’ve confirmed that is him.” Sherif confirmed. “We’ve brought you here today to se if you’d be able to tap into Shirakumo’s conciseness and bring him back” the comity lady sighed

My head felt dizzy and my hands started shaking I couldn’t believe it. ‘I saw him die, I caused his death.’ I thought u til I was pulled out by my husband grabbing my hand and squeezing it tightly.

Without another word they opened the door to his cell. There were three chairs and a small table that had water bottles and tissues placed on it. They pulled Shouta aside while me and Hizashi took our seats. I stared at the figure in front of me behind the glass.

“They’ve rid him of everything Zashi, they took his eyes, his freckles, his smile.” My eyes watered as I took in his appearance. A figure you’ve come acquainted with as you’ve caught him before.

“I know” zashi said quietly and Shouta walked in sitting on the last seat quickly activating his quirk.

Hizashi was the first to speak. Begging oboro to give a response that he was still in there to no avail. Then Shouta tried he gave a heart breaking speech about his teachings and how much he affected his life to no avail.

“My name is kurogiri. I am here to assist to master Shigaraki” was all he said in response to them.

“Do you remember when we had began at UA, in our first year I wanted to give up? I tried to quit and drop out but you never let me! You said I had such a bright future as a hero, that I had a smile that’d heal the world.” I yelled into the glass. “Truth be told you saved me! You were my brother but before that you were my hero! I prayed every night that it was a dream or cried that I should have been the one to die that day not you. I won’t give up on you because you never gave up on me. I am a hero because you were mine. My hero.” I hadn’t even noticed that I was crying or that I had stood up until Shouta pulled me into his side. “I wanted to be like you for so long. I coppied your hair color and practiced my smile in the mirror, hell I even took your hero name. You’re still my oboro” I finished tears pooling on the ground

“My name is kurogiri. I am here to assist master shigaraki” was all he said in response.

“No your name is Oboro shirakumo. You’re my brother.” I whispered looking into his void of a face.

“[name] sit down it’s going to be okay, it’s going to be okay” my husband tried to reason but I couldn’t my body wouldn’t let me do anything.

“We’re done here, we’ve tried everything it’s not going to work” Shouta yelled towards the door and the prison keeper opened the door.

I was still sobbing and for a split second I felt that oboro had came through I couldn’t tell you how or give any proof but I knew he did.

✧༺༻✧

We arrived home after a silent car ride. I slid my shoes off as Shouta did his. We hadn’t said a word to each other. We both knew that if we did that’s we would end in tears.

I turned on the shower taking a quick body bath. After wards I laid in bed and silently sobbed into the comfort of the soft sheets. I felt the bed dip as the familiar body of my husband laid down besides me. After a minute he pulled me into him holding me silently but I felt his tears on the back of my neck and the short shallow breaths he let out.

“It’s going to be okay.” We both said at the same time making us giggle.

There was truth to my words. We would be okay, because I still had Shouta. And as long as I had him then I had a piece of oboro.

[gaypastabake]

March of friends

[Infodump alert]:

Edge gets on quite well with team fusion after the incident with the wildclaw, it was actually the first time she had friends since the sparkhunters. Of course the emotional wounds from being betrayed by her past "friends" were relatively fresh at this point, and she hadn't met mario and the rest yet; so being in the close proximity of 3 other rabbids who were genuinely friendly with her, shared their ship with her as she was nursed back to health, and showed concern for her was confusing and frightening to her at first.

Tabasco was a proud fighter with colossal strength much like Bedrock, but unlike her they were much more self-driven and made choices that benefited themselves and their friends rather than a faceless tyrant. Kale's sharp intellect and careful wit reminded Edge much of Daphne, yet without that mean and venomous attitude she possessed for everyone around that opposed her, despite his mild inferiority complex. Popsicle's tender and gentle demeanor when she tended to Edge's wounds reminded her of the nicer times she spent with Midnite, and at times she felt she could empathize with her quietness and timidness around unfamiliar people.

Getting used to their company allowed Edge to trust other Rabbids again, and it felt nice to have people who had her back when the spark hunters didn't. Edge ends up leaving them after a short while of recovery, not wanting to involve them in her fight with Cursa. Team fusion stayed behind to help others who may have been affected by Cursa's campaign. Edge promised the three of them that they would meet again, but in the meantime resides with a team of heroes from the mushroom kingdom who just so happen to have the same quest as she has.....

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My last post before the holidays, I hope to post something festive after the holidays as I havnt done anything yet, I do really want to get back into doing ship art again

[ladyelissarose]

Pls pls pls it u havnt done this already (if u have LMK) but ghost comforting civilian!reader who is really sick but they are in denial and want to go to work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello babes!! No I haven’t done such yet so here you go!!!

Thank you sm for the ask too!! Makes me happy🤗 Let me know what you think…

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“Darliiiing… please stay it’s.. it’s too early-“

Simon Riley’s words slurred a bit as he whined into his pillow, growing upset at the feeling of his hand on the side of your bed, feeling the fading warmth from when you were there minutes ago snuggled up by his side.

“Simon I have a presentation to give at work today for the new employees and I’m already running late because I couldn’t stop trembling in the shower and feeling dizzy- woahhh….”

Simon immediately lifted his head from his squished and hugged pillow (something he wished was you instead under him as he squeezed you impossibly tight and refused to let you go) and he looked at you with wide eyes as he caught you holding onto the wall maintaining your balance, with a hand holding your head as your doe eyes were screwed shut, as if you were in pain. Before you could move you felt a pair of warm steady hands clutch onto your chilling waist and give a light squeeze with soft words,

“Love you ok?”

To his sweet words you desperately wanted to say, ‘No love I feel awful please carry me to bed and hold me until it stops.’

But you had a mean boss that wouldn’t take sick days kindly and pile excruciating triple work to make up for it, something you passionately hated because the hours were sickening and the work was close to slavery.

And plus, Simon had just come back from a long mission and all you wanted to do was take care of him, love on him, cook and do all the things for your hard working man, so.. you reluctantly stood straight and mustered your best smile. “Oh love I’m ok, just got a little dizzy, I think I- oh!”

Soon that warm hand found your forehead followed by Simon gasping lowly,

“Darling you’re burning up! No no, we need to- love!!”

You snatched yourself away from him as you stood up straight again and put your foot down with a supposed authority,

“I’m fine Simon! I promise! I took a hot shower and and- we’ll you know I got to go. Get back in bed and rest, you have a lot of hours to make up for sleep because- we’ll you know-“ Simon huffed out and placed a hand on his hip where his sweats hugged him nicely, and the other pinched his crooked nose while he breathed heavily through it.

Why in the world did he get stuck with such a hard working woman who was just as stubborn as he was? He didn’t know, but he loved you regardless and would do anything in his power to break you, to protect you before something else did and hurt you.

Simon could see it in you, he’s seen it in himself; the tired dark circled eyes, slumped shoulders probably stinging in pain from trying to remain straight, the slight quiver to the lips because your holding all the unsaid words in, and the fiddling fingers attached to shaking arms, aching to be held in a reassuring and loving hold.

“- its for the best for you to rest Si, come on don’t worry about me-“

Simon raised a hand up to signal you to stop rambling as he lastly said,

“Love, don’t fight it- get in my hoodie and in bed now.”

Silence filled the room before a shaky breath was released from your lips followed by a hesitant yet firm,

“No. I need to go to work Simon. I’ll see you later.”

Before Simon could say another word you had already spun on your heel and began to walk towards the door, leaving him a tad upset that you were refusing to take care of yourself. And he didn’t want to push you harshly to the point you cried- caused he hated to see you cry, but he needed to find another way before you left and faced the hard day feeling the way you were.

“Bye Simon- Oh- *bang* OW!!!”

That sounded like you had just fallen- maybe because you had gotten dizzy again but it was worse.

“LOVE?!!”

Simon called out panically as he raced out of his room, to see you at the front door on your knees with your hands flat on the ground, your trembling becoming more visible since you didn’t get up. In an instant Simon was on the ground with you trying to get you to talk since you also refused to look up from the ground.

“Love? Sweetheart are you ok? You probably hurt your knees- look at me.”

He gently grabbed your chin but you held firm, making him sigh when he also felt you trying but failing to stand up. Simon knew you were a tough one but jeez he just wished you’d take a moment and stop- “Love c’mon that’s it-“

“*sniff*.. m’sorry Si, I just don’t feel good.”

Finally, you broke, you soft sniffles breaking Simon’s heart in the process, he hated to see you in pain too.

“Tha’s my good girl.” Simon mumbled such under his breath as his heart dropped with sympathy while he watched your face finally lift up to his. Eyes now puffy and watery as your bottom lip jutted out,

“I jus’ wanted to *sniff*- m’sorry-“

Simon reached down to kiss your now red nose before cooing,

“No no, no apologies. It’s ok, c’mon sweet girl, let me take care of you.”

Under Ghost was the most gentle man named Simon Riley, the man that could be a killing machine on orders but in his freedom he was an angel at heart. Under his spell of love and true devotion to you you crumbled in his arms as he lifted you carefully bridal style.

“i’s alright now- I’ll take care of everything-“

“But my boss-“

“Can kiss my ass if he wants to drag you out of my arms, and then meet my fists for doing such eh?”

A little giggle mixed with a dry cough came out of you but Simon only smiled as he squeezed you tighter.

Soon you were all cocooned in your shared bed after Simon helped you get into his comfortable hoodie and helped you take some medicine- (well he practically had to hold you down between his legs so you could take it) then now you watched him with bright eyes as he walked in slowly with some warm soup.

“Jus’ for you love… oh and you won’t be hearing from your boss for a while-“

Knowing what he was capable of you right away asked with a slight sternness.

“What did you do Simon Riley?”

Raising a brow at your tone Simon chuckled,

“Thought you’d tune that attitude down a notch but to answer you- let’s just say he’s still in tact but well aware of another shape he could have if he didn’t listen.”

“Si-“

Shaking his head at you Simon placed the warm soup on his lap as he settled by your side with a spoonful already in hand,

“Simon says to be sweet and to eat your soup- now open up my love.”

He attentively looked into your eyes which made you blush and smile sheepishly as you listened,

“Thank you Simon.”

Placing the spoon between your lips gently Simon smiled back as he watched you sigh happily at its taste. Then he bopped your nose with his pinky as he replied,

“You’re welcome love.”

[your-local-uwu-artist]

finally posting my part serpentine jay design to celebrate new OBNL chapter.

rants and bonus art under the cut!

anyway OBNL (once bitten new life) is a ninjago fanfic diverging from Jay's true potential episode where he stays part serpentine: Exactly what 9 year old me would have wanted!! when I first found the fic was during the 'hiatus' after the child's play emotional breakdown. making it especially comedic that the fic was currently on the episode I was currently on. rereading it only gets better with me now having over 18 season's worth of emotional attachment to the franchise.

anyway this fanfic lowkey feels like: tailor fuckign made for me. I think I've mentioned this before but I have a thing for a very specific 'trope' that RARELY gets explored as much as I want it to. that being characters coping with transformations. hell I even have this wip

you'd think this trope should be common enough right? NO! because it's not very often actually EXPLORED. like I need character's learning about their new physiology. having extended identity crisiss. I need the new changes they have to cope with not just being 'objectively cool fangs' a la 'character gets bullied for heterochormia when that's a fucking awesome feature' but like, be a little weird. I crave this content so fukcing badly like I can't even.

so finding this fanfic is just: such a godsend. like! 'hello sir here's that favorite trope you ordered! also it appeals to your childhood special interest immensely so you're going to get very emotionally attached to this work of fiction very fast.'

to give you an idea of how much I love this fic: while it will be mentioned in my ninjago video (YES IM STILL WOKRING ON THAT THERES BEEN TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES NFKJNSKDA) I honestly think I'd rather give obnl a seperate video. it deserves it <3

anyway! my special boy! my snake jay design!!!! it's not actually canon compliant to obnl because I am allergic to not exercising my creative license! I just had to talk about obnl anyway.

have you ever looked at teeth chart's at 1:00am? have you ever found it important to have made up headcanons about serpentine dentals? I have!

do you care deeply about the most mundane worldbuilding shit ever? and wanted to know 4 different ways that tail accommodating clothing could work?

anyway! the finger count is actually not just stylization 'only 3 fingers' is a personally favorite fantasy species trait of mine. I think cause It makes for a world where human's also have unique features instead of feeling like a 'default'?

the back pattern is VERY LOOSLY based off of the japanese kanji for lightening. I just wanted something more interesting to work off of as a base shape other then just a diamond.

anyway! I have amassed a small collection of general serpentine headcanons over the course of my obsession with this au. (which is now also being assisted by Frak <3 he's lowkey so incredibly stupid and I love him. I have a handful of techtonic art including a comic in the works btw. idk if I mentioned this in one of my dr overviews but like, I just really love that we get serpentine character in the main cast. def wasn't on my bingo card and I am satisfied <3)

alright thats all for now! also DELTARUNE SO SOONNNNN!!!!!! (funny enough this is actually relevant to the current conversation as my personal version of deltarune tomorrow is 'nothing bad is going to happen in the next obnl chapter!)

hyped for monstrosity too ofc!! I'm so excited that they're letting my boy be a shonen protag again <3 they havnt let him do that sense season 7 <3 but finally he can thrive in his home environment <3 I love him so much guys <3 he's a special princess to me <3 my favorite anime shonene protag? um Kai Smith Ninjago OBVIOUSLY <3333

okay NOW i'm done!

[trash-gremlin]

taking the bait wh0o'S Ratchet

me when you take the bait:

ok hes basically my half baked mcu oc this is pretty much all i know about him (this is not coherant): name: ratchet

birth name: kieran smith

lore: was trafficked as a child into the Madripoor (fictional marvel crime country) fighting rings as a child. was a successful fighter (and killer) with a bunch of sponsors before he had even hit puberty. was stolen out of his home (cage) in his early teens and thought he was being rescued from the rings. he was taken to a rogue AIM (advanced idea mechanics - evil biotech company basically) facility where he had black market alien tech fused with his body lol. he also has a built in HUD which i think is pretty cool even if that would have been traumatic asf. anyway the biotech basically gave him an innate knowledge of machinery and how they work and how he can repurpose them to work the way he wants them to. cue a bunch of explosions as he escapes and detonates the rogue facility. he then became a hitman/bounty hunter in Madripoor under the name Ratchet and earned himself quite a reputation for making unstable but highly effective weapons on the fly. he was eventually caught after a failed high profile assassination. ENTERING THUNDERBOTLS* CANON: his trial was halted when valentina gave him an ultimatum between prison or working under her. he chose the latter.

looks: olive skin, sharp features, dark eyes that reflect strangely in the dark. freckles. TOOTH GAP. messy longish hair that he cuts with rusty kitchen scissors while looking in a dirty mirror. wiry lean build, practical muscle but not bulky and quite short (hows that childhood malnutrition working out for you?). has a number identification tattoo from the rings, probably behind his right ear. has a bunch of poorly done tattoos he either did himself or got for cheap. has a bunch of ear piercings (maybe some facial piercings i havnt decided yet). big on the diy aesthetic. mostly wears a white singlet covered in grease stains and cargo pants when hes off duty. on duty basically the same but with steel capped boots, a cropped black jacket with RATCHET on the back, probably has half working led lights along the stitching, goggles, and fingerless gloves. probably has an attachable tablet with a tactical display on his left forearm.

personality: FREAK FREAK FREAK. arrogant smartass seductive violent conniving manipulative dictator. knows exactly what buttons to push to gain the upper hand. keeps a scoreboard on his HUD on his kills, who has crossed him and who has helped him. never forgets a name, sucks at faces tho. doesnt care about collateral damage. probably a masochist. think pre-shimmer jinx levels of unstable. like deadpool but uh.... evil. after his "reform" he no longer kills for money, but for fun. the pr team is working overtime on this fucking guy. probably does hard drugs to relax. likes to get rises out of people. is only allowed to be interviewed if hes in a group and under no circumstances is he allowed to drive (but he does anyway). has a strong disregard for pretty much every law in every country. basically summarised as: likes to kill and doesnt care if he dies in the process.

trivia tidbits: once killed an entire military team sent to apprehend him except for the leader and then mailed to dogtags of his fallen squadron back to him. has a blended french-american accent. listens to pirated music (mostly 80's-90's pop punk) on a homemade mp3 player. built a companion/med bot called 8UD-E (pronounced buddy) which stores a range of injectable "heals" (its either adrenaline, cocaine, or caffeine depending on the situation). 8UD-E communicates in beeps and trills that only ratchet can fully understand. he only ever goes by ratchet, barely even remembers his birth name himself.

in closing: HOLY YAP SESH. im a sucker for a tragic child soldier character, what can i say. ill add him to the list next to alastair and silas.

[that-starry-freak]

If you could say something to all TSAMS characters, what would you say?

Oh hi it's you!! Uhh- hmm.. fuck okay this is going to be hard but we've got this

All of them: therapy, now <3

Sun: I am so, so proud of you. You are so much stronger than you think. You've defeated a witherstorm, and now you've stood up to Moon and told him you don't forgive him. I'm so proud of you Sun. You can do this, you can continue on. I know its hard, but I believe in you

Moon: Get. Your. Shit. Together. You may be entertaining and sarcastic, but I dont give a fuck. Knowing you're shit isn't enough, you need to fix it. Stop fucking yelling at Sun, and stop literally just repeating your mistakes again. You act like you're the smartest bot in the world, but when it comes to your family you're the stupidest. You're just proving the stereotype of Moons being awful. Like fuck man, do better.

Nexus: God you're a fucking idiot- Sol is using you, hon. He doesn't like moon's, and while you arnt old Moon, you still are a moon. Also, please, you arnt evil. You arnt in a good mental state and you may think yourself to be evil, but you were once the kindest and sweetest bot in the whole show. Im sure you can get there again with healing <3 no one is naturally evil. You have just had so, so much pressure on you since the start. Please, stop your evil schemes and just... relax

Earth: ... god- Break up with Monty, pretty please. And stop trying to be a therapist. You can be the therapist friend, sure, but you should not be a therapist for your family. It is impossible for you to have a comptletly and utterly 3rd party perspective because you know them. Stop acting like its professional.

Lunar: I dont have much to say to you, just please try to not have such a surface level crush on Gemini

Gemini: not much to say to you either, just please fucking tell things to Lunar and make up like fuck- idk if you still are not telling him things because I don't watch laes but fuck, tell him things please

Eclipse (v4): I am so, so sorry. Im so sorry for all the hypocrisy everyone has ever had towards you. I'm so sorry for all the pain you have that wasn't ever meant to be yours. I'm so sorry for the harsh treatment towards you, even when you havnt done anything wrong. I understand why you're wary about Ash, and I wish people would give you some understanding. Does Ash deserve it? No. Do you deserve to be so harshly treated for not trusting the killcode, even though Sun and Moon don't trust you for things you didn't even do? No. Its awful that you are being treated like this. But please, please try. Ash means no harm, and things really are different here. Ash isn't old Moon, and he isn't Nexus. You're safe, its going to be alright. Please, give him a chance, I think having another friend could be good for you. <3

Monty: kill yourself, stop being a greedy overconfident bastard, fuck you

Sol: please dont use Nexus. Please actually help him, pretty please. He was practically the only actually good moon, please help.him go back to it. I know you're doing all of this for Sun, but I really think having a brother who cares about him would be so much better for Sun. Pllleeaaasseee <<<3333

Ruin: God i don't even have anything to say- just- *hug*

Solar: please dont give up on Nexus, and please dont fully trust Moon. Moon clearly has something against Nexus, plleeassee. Also I love you have fun raising your son <3

Creator: kill yourself

Kc: revive yourself and come fucking get your son he's all sad

Okay I think that's it- at least from the ones I want to do!!

[2bit-sunshine]

While i am still free from new year festivities. I have... had a good year? Like for once i havnt look at my life backwards and think i wasted a whole year making broken promises and breaking my word.

I feel good for once about my life. Sure theres some worries. I worry ill fall into old habits. I worry i wont find love or intimacy. I worry i wont get to slut it up for once. I worry ill be living with my parents for the rest of their lives. I worry ill never be known foranything but cleaning and being a waste of space. I worry

But i actually feel i have done so much. I have a creative project that i feel passionate about. I have actually driven more this year than the rest of my twenties put together. I cut off a toxic friend group. I have some possible work goals pending. I feel good about myself again. Maybe the first time in my life. I feel good about myself.

I have a lot to learn still. I need to drive smoother, practice turns, keep checking my mirrors and headchecks. I am back in therapy and i think i have a good raporte with my therapist.

Im taking better care of shilo. I still need to get her a dog trainer. I cant wait for the warmer months when i can take her out more. Im excited to get my license someday.

Im gonna be alright. I dont want to die anymore or fade away or pretend i dont exist.

I want to live. Maybe ill never find love or sex or get to travel the country or world. Maybe i wont get my own place for another 10 or 15 years. Maybe that will what i never get to do. But right now. This year for all its woes amd problems and let downs amd struggles.

I feel alive. I want to keep feeling alive. Im not scared of it anymore. I feel... so good. For once i feel good. I am so happy.

[wyrmskulls]

I havnt recovered from the Caz fight yet. BUT

here are some genuine thoughts on Astarion from my- knew nothing of baldurs gate before playing run: (from me the Ace with no sense of self preservation)

"Oh great a sexy vamp man- bet friend XYX is all over that, they are romanceable, right? like dragon age?"🧛‍♂️

".... that 'don't touch me' sounded too real.... hope im wrong"

" I mean if we are cool with Shar worshippers and devil pacts why not a vamp, join the club buddy."

"he is a cagey little fuck I think I'll go after him this play through love his little faces"

"I'm not into pain, thinking this was a bad choice" chains and whips to not excite Tav XD

"I mean maybe it's the years of slavery and not sexual trauma???" 🙏

"noooo, I mean of course the sexy vamp wants to fuck, I probly have to- to get more of his story...." proceed to worry stupidly about unskippable sex scenes and noises for no reason (you can press x any time to get to the next thing / dialog)

get propositioned again at party.... "maybe this relationship won't work out, he's way to thirsty least there wasn't another sex scene lol dun worry buddy, I'll help you murder that guy that hurt you, just can't keep up with the horny XD"

"so I just feed him bad guys and tell him he is pretty? yup that checks out"

act 2

Start working on wyll, he seems like a cool guy... "whoa bud, is this you first romance scene.... by saying yes to a dance... feels icky cause I know sex happens at some point, like some entitled jerk at a bar, least astarion was real upfront about it" ( in hind sight this was unfair to wyll, but everyone was being so horny and the only scene I had was astarions so I drew some incorrect conclusions with wyll being a 'good guy' asshole)

"I mean we has evidence that deals with devils are bad.... or is it demons... anyways I support you in a friend way, getting raphel to Facebook stalk your abuser to make sure he not still pineing after you is OK with me."

Got his Act 2 scene "OHNooooooo I was right it was a sexual trauma 'don't touch me....' ohhhh noooooo. he didn't wanna fuck either????? baby boy, you never gotta sex again if you dun wanna, we can hug forever!" cried a while ngl

"look here blood witch- no means no, if your house wasn't destroyed, I'd destroy it myself."😈

"i mean he said he kills kids, so it's ok to kill him, then raphy boy will tell us if you back is bad news or really bad news <3"

"It's really bad news..... so no big astarion lover of cuddles l, will help you kill the guy who ruined your life. that's what romantic partners do. we kiss and nothing else and I will murder people to keep doing that <3" pondering an evil play through honesly

"he was so upset when Tav died in battle.... like doesn't he know rez scrolls are a thing? it's ok Tavs gonna live forever.... not sure how we will figuer that out" researches dnd lore to find several solutions XD

"Gale bud. friend. pal. I care about you and your life. your ex is shitty for asking you to do this, but also if you do blow up you'll take us all with you.... and even if you don't, #1 priority over there will be back under vamp thrall so this is a no go, put your shirt back on."🙃

act 3

found a cliff in the camp before act 3 with a song that made me cry again it is for sure astarions "wtf dude I was emotionally stable now what have you done"

"circus lady, here are all my loves deepest secrets- oh no she's a shapeshifter???? oops, it's ok love we will kill her too why not" No one can know how hurt you are but meeeeeee 😋

"a statue of my boyfriend in camp don't mind if I do~☆ aww now he has a halo so everyone can see he is a good boy who totally doesn't cause me to murder people and would never murder anyone himself" 😇

"Astarion NO, we are not gonna kill a bunch of other spawn just cause you are scared. I get it, and you don't have time for therapy but trust me that not gonna feel great in a few hundred years"

"ooooo blood bitch is back and you fucked up. look at this boy standing up for himself - yes that's right take us to your private house so we can kill you at our leisure.... man oh man I used to have morals now I got Astarion."

*****

and now I'm tired XD

[tera-91]

Long and twisty rant over who knows how long of a period. With many Stops and starts so its all over the place.

I thought I had stuff figured out. I thought I was going to have a good work life balance. I’m working more which is nice. Well in theory it sounds nice. I made a plan on how to spend my time off.

That didn’t pan out. I had a disagreement with someone and lost all motivation. I hate when this happens. I literally just want to take a nap.

Well I guess I did the next best thing I binged watched a show for a while. Now I just have to figure out how I’m going to get the 3 things that I want to get done finished before the both literal and figurative due date for them.

Actually I know how it could be solved. The problem is that I don’t have the income to do what needs to be done. Yet I cant seem to get to buckle down and get anything done that would allow me to make the income needed.

I thought things had been worked out but it seems like they havnt. That manager in the 11th hour changed the schedule leaving me with less hours. I’m not getting what I need there. I don’t want to quit because I genuinely like what I do. But this uncertainty of hours and knowing that I’m not on tract o make what I need is seriously stressing me out.

The stress is affecting me physically and mentally. Nothing else that I’m trying is making money yet. And the thought of getting a second job scares me. I’m limited to what I can apply for due to the nature of my job, school and I know from past experience that working more than a certain amount of time between two jobs is unsustainable. Plus Im afraid that if I take a second job and I would have to tell that manager so they don’t overlap my schedules (which Im sure they would just to spite me and make me choose) then they would retaliate by reducing my hours. I mean this person is so spiteful and literally changes the schedule on a whim. Just this past cycle they changed the schedule 2 days before it was supposed to start. THEN they changed the schedule DURING the schedule period. I mean I had one shift and then it was gone. Its like one has to check the calendar daily just to see if they are working the next day.

Well I am not good at keeping up with things it seems.

Quick recap of the year. January seemed to be ok.

February went ok too. I had two interviews that went nowhere. Actually, one scared me so even if they had offered I would’ve said no. I applied for another job but the place is so new they’re still building so nothing will happen for at least another few months but by that time Im not so sure about it.

 March. Ha. March well, we had a person quit. Which is good in a couple of ways, this person was not reliable. Also they made disparaging comments, insinuating we did not do our jobs correctly and such. So as a result we are short handed again. I have more hours. Yay. Part of it is good cuz hopefully I can get back on my feet financially which will probably take another month. It has also sort of tanked my work life balance. I’m finding it a bit difficult to keep up with everything else.

There was a period that I was behind on my school stuff. Not terribly so since I did my best to work about a month ahead of schedule. I think Ive had one late assignment and that was only because it was due during the week and I decided to take the late penalty so that way I could be sure to do a good job at it. Im not sure what I would’ve turned in if I had done it on time cuz im not sure if I would’ve missed any components but I got a 100 minus the late penalty which was nice.

As for my videos go. Well, Im getting back on my feet with that as well. Somehow even with the time off from when I wasn’t getting hardly any hours I wasn’t posting much. Now however, I have probably around 20 videos waiting to be released which I actually have a schedule for. I really need to spend a day to get a handful of edited and uploaded. Theyre short so it shouldn’t take me long so it seems like my channel is roughly 50-50 videos and shorts. Maybe not quite 50-50 but I’m doing my best not to let it become too short heavy.

Wow Im writing less and less it seems as its already April. Time seems to be on fast forward. Or maybe its just too much for my brain to process. Work is work. Im working more which is great but it also feels like im trying to keep my head above water but im not doing well at it. Yet Im still trying to find another job cuz I know that we still have THAT manager and my hours could drop like a stone in the blink of an eye.

Maybe its just my work life balance is off. Also things have gotten a bit upside down. Family drama is drama-ing. It cant decide if it wants to stay an open flame, to spark another fire, or to settle down.

Im back in my cleaning/organizing mode. Its like my brain has too much energy that my body doesn’t necessarily have. I just look around and have this urge to declutter everything which is why im writing this. This for me at the moment is just an open word document that I want to “finish”, post and close it more so than a means to vent my frustration. Well that is it for this post. I don’t know when I started it but Im done with it in April. I may start another one in a few days so who knows when Ill post it but on the bright side. I have about 3 other word documents open that are stories so ill have those posted sooner than another rant. At least I hope I will. Anyway I want to get back into that. Also in about a week I am hoping that one of those days off I will be able to take a hot minute to re-organize and re-orient myself. It will either serve as a way to burn myself out or to become more capable of time-management and be more productive. Let’s see how this will pan out.

[oswednesday]

Weds I feel like I'm not of right mind asking this but can you like. drop all the Self-Maintenance stuff you super duper like right now. I'm nosy and love looking at new stuff in case it's stuff I might Like

omg of course! i had a little like waking up routine both for a productive day and also sometimes thats all im getting done before i am, taken by sleep again, i like tonymoly's peach lip balm, i used jack black but i was always super aware of the cost and how much i was using and how dwindling it was an also the tube cracked really early on in use gfghfg but i liked that other wise so maybe like that one for a purse for its sunscreen like im wearing a mask but you know the sun but the peach one comes in a little peach! i use a thayer mist-er for getting up and throughout the day, i also use that brand to wash my face a while back a vine i think went around and that saved my life personally i used to get these really deep scarring white heads and now i dont anymore! ill try to find a link but its like rose toner from that brand, dr bronners rose Just a drop and then i rinse and add lotion i used the oil free clean and clear moiturizier but im trying to find a better face lotion cause i dont want to use that brand for it, i use their blotting sheers which also save my life but i need to replace that too gfhgfhfg then whether im going out or not i finish with a zinc sunscreen as the vinester suggests i havnt found one thats like my home sunscreen but as long as youre not swimming zinc is the way to go for you skin

then lotion i havnt found a forever home lotion but ouai is legit worth the price the best lotion ive ever used thus far, i also like the kiss my face brand its sometimes hard to find but a very nice quality for the price point, for like bath and body works i like anything they do with peppermint cause i can Really feel that in there but other than that its price for brand hype same with lush but a little nicer on the skin the banana one and charity pot are my, were my go toes for that i want to get in more intended body oil but i use just food grade coconut oil for body oil an mouth stuff

really really feeling the boka toothpaste and i also love love cocofloss it wouldnt seem like it would be good for my small impossible teeth but ive never had a snag or a tangle problem despite how thick the strands are and they have the best nonmint flavors on the market imo, i use different kids toothpastes for my tongue rn im going through hello's strawberry! doesnt feel substantial enough on the teeth tho

before i go to bed i do aloe on my face and petroleum jelly on my lips and nose Holes like i just that on throughout the day too when the weather is dry i chap and burn and all that like crrraaazy but i got gifted the tonymoly's rose sleeping mask ooze in a container and wow does that ever feel nice instantly

cortas rose water to cut mouthwash, specially when i get brands where you have to dilute but also like to face freshen and and stuff when i finish a bottle ill drink water out of it until that gets gross and then ill use the bottle to clean brushes and then toss it, the great cycle

and i rec a perfume or body spray in the morning to get your wrists and neck while in bed and my fave deodorant rn is native, they want me to suffer and die cause they didnt re-release their spiced eggnog but i use like the french vanilla buttercream i think its called rn i try a few out and some are hit and miss

soap wise i use love, beauty and planet argan oil and lavender! fave fave fave smell ever, the rose is nice too it has a very good wet earth undersmell to it, when i shower i throw a few drops of like imitation vanilla on the tub floor!

[csmingy]

I don't know what beef mod lemon has with symprites but it seems funny that they don't want chows to become symprites when the complains and asks about chows is a million times more prevalent and toxic than the symprite ones.

The community in chows is a LOT more competitive and toxic. The asks about symps is mostly about how fenokey comes off as passive agressive or how other users are weird.

The chow asks? mods suck, owner sucks, raffles suck, other users suck, the site sucks, items suck. There's blatant copying, tracing, hoarding, overselling, begging and you DON'T want it to become like symprites? Are we hearing ourselves?

my bad, i’ll explain myself a bit more. i am more referring to the species itself ! i’ve been in both servers for a while but havnt interacted with the community too much so that isn’t my biggest concern (feno being back won’t change that much anyways) i’m focused more on how the species is run, and the system/traits. symps have a much better chance for ftos to get myos and adopts, but the species itself is frustrating. with so much rules and regulations when actually making designs or editing an existing character it’s honestly just a turn off. 11 pages of traits is crazy! on the other hand chowlings is awful when it comes to affordable sales, or myo sales in general for ftos, but the species lore itself is more enjoyable. also the regulations, or lack of, with myo designing lets people actually be creative with designing. the theme concept is also very interesting to me as not a lot of species adopted this concept, or those who have not done it very effectively. overall i wish there would be a middle ground, with easier access for ftos but with the same freedom chowlings have now, but with all the added traits already i am worried chowlings will be fundamentally changed with this new ownership and the how much influence fenokey has.

but i do admit i am not fond of fenokey and her gang and how they run things. they feel like one big catty friend group and if you’re not apart of it, you’re automatically look downed upon. these are my personal feelings that i probably let show a little too much, so i apologize! but this is also my blog so id like to say what i want, i will just try to reel it back. 🍋

[jessefandomunited]

Very upset rant about being ace in the dating sphere

So a video came across my fyp about being ace and dating and it was someone being AGAIN like " be patient, it will come when you least expect it that's what happened with me 🥰" I told them that I am 29 almost thirty and I'm tired of waiting . They told me to just " take a break" and I'm just like I HAVE!!

It's so frustrating to me when people who had one successful relationship, try to give other people advice. No you havnt " cracked the code" YOU GOT LUCKY. You fell in the right place in the right time to meet this significant other.

I on the other hand HAVE DONE EVERYTHING these supposive gurus tell single people. I've gone out to bars or places to meet people , I've tried and failed online dating multiple times, I straight up have made the first move .

And still NOTHING

And add on being ace is another whole can of worms . Like throw the dating apps out because 95% just want to be laid and I don't want that. Every guy I speak to and explain how I feel they get instantly uninterested or think I " don't want anything serious " . Which pissed me off to no end and makes me want to pull my hair out

" maybe you should just focus and work on yourself "

I HAVE!

For fucking years I am finally happy with myself and who I am. I'm not holding back and having so much fun

BUT IM FUCKING LONELY ROMANTICALLY

And I hate that I'm just not allowed to be mad .

No I don't want just anyone I'm not desperate , in fact I have a very specific person I'm looking for.

I AM ALLOWED TO BE UPSET THAT IT MIGHT NEVER HAPPEN . I DONT want anyones " it's okay get out there" or " you'll find them someday "

WHAT IF I DONT!!!

that is a probability

People do it all the time

I'm so tired and frustrated of this empty positivity

IM MAD

I JUST WANT TO BE SOMEONES FUCKING PIORTY JUST ONCE

I WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM

I WANT SOMEONE THAT I CAN CALL HANDSOME AND SHOWER WITH GIFTS AND CUDDLE WHILE WATCHING HORROR MOVIES

I JUST WANT WHAT A GOOD SOLID RELATIONSHIP

and that may never happen

There are things you can do to boost the likability that you may meet someone

But it also just may never happen

And sometimes that really gets to me

Like today

Thankyou for reading if you did

I'm just so tired

[venomm-demonn]

Hey guys

Yea so I’ve been absent.

But here is the rest of what I have prepared for Whump month

These school projects are whopping my a$$ so I can’t say I will finish this.

Still havnt figured the cut out

Thank you to @cirrus-ghoulette

Day four: scars.

PhantomXpapa

All ghouls had scars. Either from element changes, past traumas from the pit, or old operations.

Even scars from just life things.

But when phantom was summoned into the abbey, he had scars he hid with everything he had. Not going with them to the beach or pools, not changing in the change rooms with them, and overall did anything in his power to make sure none of them saw the scars along his chests. The scars from his surgery. His top surgery.

And today was no exception, making sure to change in his dressing room, that was shared with papa,when papa wasn’t there.

Except he was completely shirtless when papa came in, using his key.

Phantom didn’t have time to react. And papa didn’t even blink a eye at his scars. Just giving him a once over and going to his desk.

« don’t tell anyone. Please. »

Phantom said, pulling his shirt on.

« Why would I? I have them too,don’t worry. »

Papa replied casually.

Phantom smiled and finished getting ready for the concert. It was thier secret. The next concert papa even showed phantom his own, comparing how well each healed. Phantom felt so excited and happy to have found someone who relates.

Day five: ritual

Cirrus X Culums X Sunshine

Cirrus and Culumus were always close. From the day they were summoned to now. But they both remember the day Sunshine got summoned.

They waited and saw her reach out from the pits. The pain of getting pulled up and out. And into the Top-side. They each grabbed a hand and pulled her out. The earth shattering scream they knew to well. Finally out they wrapped a blanket around her shoulders and walked her out of the hall. But it was no where close to done. Once they got the soot and ichor off her, they gave her her uniform. They took her back to the hall for the masking ceremony.

The mixed Ghoulette was handed a mask. The mask that bound her to Papa.

They remember the moment very well.

The silence and pause. Her scared eyes looking over everyone. How she lifted the mask to her head before putting it on. The claps and cheers from everyone.

After the main ritual, they took her under her wing. Sunshine was the newest for awhile.

The shock from the ritual lasted a few weeks. Sunshines body sore from pushing herself out of the pit, and getting used to her body on the topside. Culumus and Cirrus gave her clothes, and helped her with her hair and kept her comfortable and company while she settled in. They helped her get used to her air element, all while dew was very good with helping her with her fire too.

But they didn’t account for was how hard the transition from the pits to the topside would hit her. She felt lost and empty. Not in a homesick way, she doesn’t want to go back to the pits, but the feeling of difference up on the topside conspired to the pits. And every ghoul or ghoulette goes through it, but it hit her hard. Her whole life changed and brand new was something that took alot of mental capacity and it tired her out.

But with the help of Culumus and Cirrus she began to feel better and more comfortable.

Day six: phobia

RainXdew

It was a rainy day. Thunder and lightning shook the trees. The bangs and rattling of trees against the windows was very calming to everyone. They loved it. Most of them on the uppermost commons in the top of the abbey to hear it better. Well almost everyone. Rain did a head count to notice that few was no where to be seen.

He set his book down and headed downstairs and looked around to find dew.

To no avail.

He checked the rooms, the ghouls Den, and even the library, but still couldn’t find Dew.

The only place he didn’t account for was his own room. After awhile he decided to go back to his and complete the search and jsut text him instead, but as soon and he opened the door, he found Dew. Huddled up on Rains bed was a shaking Dew. A blanket over his shoulders and headphone over his head which he held tightly to his ears with his eyes closed. Every thunder strike he seemed to grip the headphone tighter and jump.

Rain walked over putting a hand on his shoulder and sat beside him.

« What’s wrong…? Is it the storm? »

He asked gently and calmly.

Dew nodded.

That was a first. The usual firey and strong ghoul now shaking and curled up over a storm. Rain hugged him close to him. Pulling the head phones of gently before holding him close to his chest. One hand over his ear, the other pressed against his chest. Dew calmed eventually and stopped shaking.

[philliamwrites]

Tw for body image issues

Ok, so what about eren x virgin reader. Shes kinda nervous, 1 for the pain, cause his hands are bigger then hers, let alone his dick so shes a bit 💫scared💫 but erens just super sweet and gentle and saying how they can stop whenever. Reader also wants to fuck with the lights off. Erens taking off her clothes but shes still covering up and hes saying shes beautiful but she says something like "but u havnt seen all of me, u may not like the rest" and he is just 💫not havin it💫 cause he thinks shes beautiful, he will not tolerate a debate rn. he grabs her wrists to hold above her head so she cant cover up and just goes to town kissing all down her body, then he gets to down there and says something like "hmm, idk if u deserve my tongue rn, only good girls get what they want. Be a good girl and say ur beautiful for me" so she does but hes not playing fair, he goes back to her neck and leaves hickeys all the way down her body. Just adoring her, being all sweet and saying all this nice stuff. But also being dirty cause boys got a mouth on him xD

He is just relentless in his praise, but also mean cause he knows you wanna go the easy route and cover up and shy away, but he is refusing. He will pick u up and fibger u against the wall, just to prove ur not heavy. Boy will eat u out for hours but u can only come when hes convinced that u beleive him.

"Say it, or ill stop right now..."

"Fine, im pretty, now plz let me cum!"

"I can hear it in your voice that your just saying that, i need u to beleive it" and thr fucker just keeps teasing u like that.

Mans is ruthless 🥴🥴

Sorry it took me a while to get back to you nonny!!

But damn, why you hitting me so hard where my own insecurities lie omggg 😭😭😭

Warnings: fem!Reader x Eren; mirror sex, vaginal sex, cockwarming (kinda)

But for real, listen, Eren would make sure your first time with him goes as smooth as possible. Mr. Tough-Guy Tattoos On His Knuckles’ favourite movie is Up and HE IS SUCH A ROMANTIC. He’ll make sure that you feel safe and damn, he’s been in relationships before, but he’s never felt THIS driven to put his everything into making sure that you feel save, loved, and understood.

I’m talking about him going the extra mile to make it all as comfortable and inviting and relaxing as possible. Clean bed sheets (smelling like him), some nice candles for the mood, your favourite comfort movie, take-out. You guys would also have had long conversations about do’s and don’ts, something that Eren was very adamant on having even though you were unsure and afraid that it would prove more how unexperienced you are.

But when you two fuck, he’s so super aware and tuned to how you react to everything he says, every time he touches you. My boy can’t comprehend how you can’t see how absolutely drop dead gorgeous you are—the face you make when he drills into you, the sweet moans floating to his ears when he drapes your legs over his shoulders and eats you out, the way your body jerks and spasms when you’re so high on pleasure that your eyes roll back—he’s like a man on a mission to make you see it for yourself.

So I’ll raise you one: MIRROR SEX. EREN WILL FUCK YOU WHILE MAKING YOU WATCH YOURSELF IN A MIRROR. You know it. I know it. We all know it. He finds something he needs to do and it’s all he’ll think about until it’s done. Having you on his lap, bouncing you on his dick as though your life depends on it, all while looking at yourself.

“Still thinking you’re not pretty?” he mumbles against your neck, scraping the tender flesh with his teeth. His fingers dig into your waist so hard that you can already see bruises forming.

“I—I’m—” You can’t even form a full sentence, mind foggy with pleasure. Your whole body is tense from how crazy good Eren’s dick feels. Seeing how it disappears inside you, how easily he moves you on top of him as though you weigh nothing (it makes you think vulgar, nasty things, something new you’ve learnt about yourself: that you’re just a fleshlight for Eren’s pleasure, that he can use you however he wants, fill you up whenever he wants and somehow thinking this makes your blood run hotter, your quivering thighs putting more effort into moving your body on top of his)—

“Fuck, what’s going on in that pretty head of yours?” Eren asks. He slings an arm around your waist and holds you still, which gives you a pause from him abusing your hole with his ridiculous large dick, but now there’s constant pressure against the most sensitive spot inside you. Your head rolls back on his shoulder and you take big, deep breaths, trying to relax.

“Babe, come on.” His hands wander up to your tits, squeezing them, pinching your hard nipples. “We agreed you wouldn’t look away.”

“It’s just… so much,” you reply, your voice thick with pleasure. Eren’s hands stop exploring your body for a moment.

“Want me to stop?”

Just the thought sends a bolt of horror through you. You quickly shake your head, not trusting your own voice. Eren chuckles into the crook of your neck.

“Then open your eyes for me. Pretty please.”

You blink your eyes open. Eren rewards you with a sweet kiss to your cheek. His hands knead your tense muscles in your thighs, your lower back. “That’s my good girl.”

Another new thing you’ve learnt: hearing Eren’s praises makes your knees wobble and warmth spread inside your chest. You want to be good for him. You want to please him and make him happy. When he taps your chin tenderly, you turn your head and look at yourself in the mirror.

“See, so pretty for me. You think so too, don’t you? That you’re beautiful. My beautiful, beautiful angel.”

His honey-smooth voice is like sweet balm to your heated skin, but the words are flames burning you from the inside. Instinct dictates you to hide your face, draw into yourself like a turtle retreating into its shell.

Since you take too long to answer, Eren catches your chin between thumb and index finger and forces you to look back at yourself in the mirror. “You gotta say it too. Or else I won’t move.”

“Ohhh, come one, Eren. Please,” you whine, circling your hips to get some friction. He stops you by holding onto your waist.

“Say it. Or else we’ll stop.”

He leaves you no wiggling room—literally.

“’m pr’tty,” you mumble, not meeting your own eyes in the reflection.

“What?” Eren runs his mouth along your jawline. “I didn’t catch that.”

“I—I’m pretty,” you repeat, a little louder but your voice quivers and your heart isn’t into it.

Eren, of course, notices.

“Hmmm, you don’t sound too convinced to me.” He squishes your cheeks with one hand while the other sneaks down, past your soft belly to where you two are connected. “How about this: you say it like you mean it and I’ll reward you.” To give you a taste of his promise, he brushes the rough pads of his fingers over your clit in slow, lazy circles. “Try again.”

This man is no joke 🥵🥵

He’ll give you plenty opportunities to rethink your opinion on yourself because he’ll worship your body and tell you how much he loves you and how beautiful you are every chance he gets. NEXT STEP: TEACHING YOU HOW TO LOVE YOURSELF WITH SOME SOFTLY GUIDED SELF PLEASURING JESUS SOMEONE LOCK THIS GUY UP—

[articsmiths]

day 6?

hello,

i forgot i had this blog tbh until my mate told me about theirs

a lot has happened since i took a bit of a break

ive dropped all my friends that i have mentioned before this and broke up with my gf. My old friends and me started hanging out again and i love them more than life. Im planning on moving school as i hate mine. ive been feeling a huge wave of isolation lately. I have a huge crush on my ex again wich is good but bad cus idk if he likes me back or not. Oh im also not a lesbian anymore and im nonbinary :).

why i left my friends

as i have said before me and Claire never got on the best. I founded out that she was chatting shit about me to my best friend with proof with screen shots and things etc. She also fancied my ex for over a year? and confessed said feelings while we where still together. my ex never even mentioned this to me and when i knew i just tried to think that my best mate was lying and that it was some joke cus i didn't want to hate Claire but she fucked up everything. and one day i just kind of broke down and told Claire that we where done with being friends i dont wanna see her face ever again. i told the whole friend group that "you don't have to pick me over Claire or pick sides cus idc." i did care but i jus kinda wanted too see what they would do. only Becky chose me (from my school mates my out of school mates chose me). so i relised what snakes they where and i havnt spoke to any of them since. except when claire likes to spam all my friends with how i have to be her friend again and how she misses the group. YOU MADE THIS MESS YOU CAN DEAL WITH IT AND GET OVER IT LOVE ;) . she spams my ex me and my best mate every couple weeks with how sorry she is and using 1000000 million excuses on why she said so much shit about me and how she hates herself and wants to die. i couldn't give 2 fucks. Im done with her and all them fake ass toxic hoes.

my new/old friends??

im back with my old group of 5 with some others but they dont talk in the group. and in the group is my ex bf from last year who ive magically started liking again its a super bad thing but i cant stop thinking about him and when he texts me i get butterflies and i just wanna hug him and love him but i don't know if he would take me back or if he even likes me at all.

thats all i shall talk about today

the new articsmiths :)

[myuni-moon]

Hello 🍸 Anon here, and yes it has been a while. I saw that previous ask and I have to agree with whoever sent it. This is not an attack on any creator they are free to write what they wish and I'm No one to judge or criticize someone, but at the same time I feel like i don't even recognize what SAGAU has become. Imposter AU? , villain AU?? I still don't know what these are and nowadays they are the most prevalent SAGAU works and almost everything is about them. 😔

I actually had exams so I havnt been active for a while, but now looking at all this I'm not even sure if I want to be active anymore.

Still Myuni you are a great writer, you posts were the one that introduced me to this wonderful AU... And i hope whatever new projects/works you plan with this blog come to fruition.

welcome back, anon! i hope you’re doing fine. be sure to take care of yourself and take a break! you’ve done well.

i’ve made a post to explain certain au’s, anon. i can’t link it at the moment, but you should be able to find it under the #myuni.info tag!

i understand what you’re getting at, anon. i’m not usually online here either because of school and other responsibilities, so i’ll just log in one day with the sagau fics suddenly orbiting one specific idea i have no idea about until later on in the day. it honestly makes me dizzy.

i tend not to write imposter!au or villain!au (generally angsty au’s) since it gets way too repetitive and i gravitate towards fluff in general. i don’t meant to slander anyone, but half of the sagau posts rn are just revenge fantasies and the same old plot but written differently.

i’ve seen a hundred posts that are “reader bleeds gold and now you suffer.” just rinse and repeat. i admit that i’ve written something of the sort once, but it’s been all the same for awhile.

this is why i also want to bring up tagging of specific sub-au’s for people who want to avoid them! i’m kind of sick of reading the same villain!au plot over and over again. i highly encourage people to PLEASE TAG SUB-AU’S FOR THE SAGAU. put it in the description or just simply tag it— anything to tell me that i’m reading villain!au.