#I hope you’re doing okay

[utkinhome]

hiya could i have a moodboard for a chara (its me im the chara). with themes of like, being tired, i guess? or angry or something? and who doesnt really like? asriel all that much(at least not as much as appears to be the case in canon, iygwim)?

thanks

hope you enjoy this. i took a while to try to get the energy right for it

[sapphic-squid]

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[majestyeverlasting]

Hi, guys! If anyone is still out there, I know I haven’t been posting much but I’m hoping to get back into the swing of writing fics really soon! I’ve been working on a couple, and now that I’m out of school for the semester I’ll have more time to dedicate to non-academic writing.

These past few months have been filled with lots of Shakespeare, cinematography, and editing for me, so getting back into the fanfic scene is gonna be nice change of pace.

Maybe I’ll do a poll to gauge what people wanna read first regarding the fics I’m working. There’s a Bucky one, an Eddie, and a Joel one. We’ll see.🤍

[dove-da-birb]

This is the Tumblr hug 🫂🤍 Please pass it on to 5 mutuals to brighten someone’s day!

YOU

*runs at you*

[thoughtsofapessimistttt]

I know you hurt me with the way you left but I can’t help but miss you

[its-simply-rose]

Your Fansly is incredible! More people should subscribe and follow for the spicy content! 💜

This means a lot, darling. Thank you 💜

In case anyone is interested 💖

[thefoolsprocession]

Oh so apparently the milf hunter person who won the steam deck was a former friend who doesn’t talk to me anymore. Congrats to them but that’s kinda horrifying

[madwoman14]

In love with your theme cindy!!!!! Very orange and autumn vibes and that picture of Rachel is just <33333333

OH MAIS HII BABE!! thank you thank you🥺🥺 (i took the header photo myself so i’m very very proud!) and the rachel green icon was a must duh. this gif of her is so so so cute omg. she’s simply the best! which of the six are you mais? i think im monica the most (although i think secretly we are all gunther plus janice)

[yvmoveon]

is she ok she seems stressed

Stressed, yes. I’ll be ok though.

[bpd4losers]

so.... how does one properly ask your mental health provider about an autism diagnosis in your opinion....? (if that's not too invasive a question! if it is, please feel free to ignore this ask!)

not too invasive at all! i’m not the best example i’d say because i’m still working through the system. it’s incredibly difficult to navigate when you’re an adult. however, i will tell you what i know. i have a really good therapist, and i was questioning if i might have autism. i approached her by listing things i could recall from my childhood that i categorized as different symptoms. she made a joke that me listing things like that was a reason all in itself. we then discussed how we wanted to move forward, once we came to an agreement that there was a very low chance that i wasn’t autistic. we talked about being officially diagnosed versus just working on it on our own. she said she would respect it as one of my diagnoses even if i chose not to try to go through the trouble or navigating the system. i wanted to, though, so we began a process of finding a doctor who would be willing to do an autism test on an adult, that would also be covered by insurance. to be honest, i lucked out because i have a really good relationship with my therapist so my experience is a bit different. but i’d say just be honest, come prepared for questions and potentially facing someone who might try to invalidate your feelings and understanding of yourself. official diagnosis for autism is a difficult line to walk given how underdeveloped their way of diagnosing pretty much anything but especially autism. i’m sorry if this is really shit advice, i’m running low on sleep and my experience is far from typical. if you do end up pursuing this further, i truly wish you the best of luck and i hope it goes well. i hope you’re able to get what you need, and the best care possible.

i’m always here if you need me. believe me, i know what it’s like to be torn apart by a doctor with a closed mind. i’m right there with you <3 i hope this was at least a little bit helpful and encouraging

[epiclamer]

Hiiiii Epic! I'm not sure if requests are open so if they aren't feel free to ignore!

My depression is getting bad again and I was wondering if you'd be willing to write about a depressed Hero who keeps purposefully putting themselves in harm's way, getting more and more reckless in every fight. Villain notices and has to save Hero from themselves. However they choose to do that, be it kidnapping or something less nefarious is totally up to you!

Hiya! I hope this makes your day a bit better!!

Subtle

“It’s getting bad again, isn’t it?”

Villain huffed, “I think that’s my line.” They looked around, taking in their surroundings, calculating the amount of damage control they’d need to perform.

“If you’re here that means it’s bad.” Hero avoided the other’s gaze, glaring down at the hardwood floor beneath their feet instead.

“Does that make me the bearer of bad news?”

Hero shrugged, turning their back on the villain as they began to shuffle through the clutter of their home.

The criminal cleared their throat, resuming a bit more of an awkward stance as they watched their nemesis sift through piles of dirty clothes and dishes. “Unfortunately, if you were to bet that was the case, you’d be correct.”

Villain took a few steps forwards, keeping enough distance to assure the hero they weren’t a threat. When the other barely acknowledged them, Villain moved in closer—close enough to place a gentle hand against their bare shoulder. Normally they would’ve delighted in the shivers and twitches of their enemy’s skin under their palm, yet this time it felt more like a punishment than anything else.

“Did you use antiseptic?”

“Sorry?” The hero’s voice was strained like they were on the verge of tears.

“You’re burning up. I watched you take that beating for your sidekick and I know that Supervillain did a number on you in return.” Villain pulled their hand back, worried they were doing more harm than good. “Did you use antiseptic when you flushed your wounds? Or could they be infected?”

They were crying now, the villain could see it, tear drops hitting the wood floor one after the other. Still, the hero refused to look at them.

“Fuck, I don’t know, Villain. I didn’t even have time—I haven’t even checked—Fuck, I’m sick and I’m fucking exhausted and I-I’m bleeding all the time I’m bleeding its everywhere on my clothes and my sheets and my fucking everything, I’m so dirty—” Hero interrupted their ramble with a sob, curling in on themselves, leaving their previous mindlessly searching on hold.

Villain bent down, but they hesitated, taking a moment to scan their nemesis in their fetal position. Both of their hands grasped their head, protecting their skull from invisible blows, their knees tucked into their chest, shielding their vital organs from a relentless imaginary beating.

Even unconsciously the hero’s body accepted torture.

“I deserve it, I deserve it, I deserve it.” Rang sickeningly loud through the hero’s apartment. Words Villain never thought they’d hear their nemesis chant.

The hero was always so full of surprises.

“Breathe, Hero, breathe.” What the hell were they supposed to say? Sure, they had taken care of their nemesis prior, whenever it started to unravel for them, but never before had the crime-stopper broken down like this. “Everything is okay, I’m here now. I’ve got you.”

Whatever was left of the hero’s facade shattered at that. They crumpled back against the villain—to which they were greeted with a warm embrace—tears uncontrollably streaming and sobs so hoarse they seemed inhuman.

Soundlessly, the villain pulled a pin-prick from their inner jacket pocket, carefully lining up the end of the needle with the hero’s exposed jugular vein. It felt wrong, to drug the one person they had come closer with than anyone ever before. But at the same time…

It was for their own good.

[bonesblubs]

I’ll never get over that it took just one strangers small moment of kindness to change Xie Lians path. All of the suffering he went through, all of the despair, the disillusionment, all not forgotten or even forgiven, but reconciled. All because one person, not Hua Cheng, not family, not his ex friends, not his people, reached back to him when he’d been starting to lower his own hand in defeat. It’s possibly my favorite and most meaningful part of TGCF for me, because for me it stops being about these two guys who were meant for each other and were impossibly lucky enough to have found each other, and becomes a story about a person who had lost his way in his world so thoroughly that he lost himself, only to be found and put back on his feet by that same world that he mourned so terribly. His world stops being a concept of scale of numbers, black and white, good and bad, and becomes about the individual. What he can do to help individuals, the connections he can make with them. Their histories, their names, their faces. Inside each person is it’s own world. He’d been knocked off his pedestal, and the fall hurt to the point of breaking. But now that he’s risen to his feet, he’s able to look all these people in the eye, and they’re so much taller than he’d seen before.

[catastrxblues]

EVERMORE by taylor swift (feat. bon iver) — “and i was catching my breath, floors of a cabin creaking under my step. and i couldn’t be sure, i had a feeling so peculiar, this pain wouldn’t be forevermore.”

my #swiftiegiftexchange2024 for @lovesickallovermybed!!!! 🫶🏽🫶🏽

[housecow]

The fact that you're so fat is major stress relief for me during a very tumultuous period of my life.

very happy to help with this 🥺 would getting even fatter be more of a relief, too?? because that can be arranged!!

[daffi-990]

Seven(ish) Sentence Sunday ✍️

Tagged by @diazsdimples @giddyupbuck and @wikiangela. Thank you lovelies mwah 😘

Have a little something from LA Lonely -> this is after the fun and orgasms of Buck and Eddie’s hook up. Still don’t know if I’m going to go full spice 🌶️ or just do a quick little run down of things.

Prev snippet & mood board here

Buck expects him to start pulling his clothes on and to give him the whole “this was fun, but I gotta bounce” speel, but Eddie surprises him by climbing back into bed and nudging Buck to roll onto his side so Eddie can scoot up behind him and hold him.

Buck freezes for a moment because no one does this. They have their fun and then they leave. They don’t stay and they definitely don’t cuddle.

Eddie must feel him go tense because his hold loosens and he moves as if he’s about to pull away. “Is this okay?”

Buck grabs at the arms that are wrapped around him, stopping Eddie’s descent. “Y-yeah. It’s-it’s okay.” He pulls at Eddie’s arms and the man settles back behind him, burrowing his face into the juncture where Buck’s neck meets his shoulder as he shuffles closer.

Soft kisses are pressed into his skin and Buck is helpless but to relax back into Eddie, letting the comfort and warmth of whatever is happening wrap around him.

“Stay?” He whispers, not sure if Eddie can hear him but not being brave enough to say it any louder. He feels like he’s asking too much.

A kiss behind his ear. “Okay.”

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[napping-sapphic]

Really sorry guys but I’m all out of forehead kisses today😔

All I’ve got instead is mentally cradling your face and resting our foreheads together and reminding you that you are good, that you deserve love and kindness, that you’re welcome here, that i care about you and i hope you’re doing okay

Yeah sorry idk if that makes up for it….sorry for the inconvenience….