#I’m 19 rn and if I was forced to marry someone 9 years older than me and then have a baby I’d kms not gonna lie

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thinking about Ursa tonight :/

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1-100 hoe

I hate you so much.

1. Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?

Spotify for sure

3. what color are your eyes?

Ugly ass brown

6. describe your personality in 3 words or less

Really obnoxious

8. what kind of car do you drive? color?

I have a black 2013 Nissan Altima 

9. where do you shop?

As much as I hate them, I do most of my shopping on Amazon. I’ve started using Thrift Books when I buy books, but I also want to start going to local bookstores since some have opened up nearby.

10. how would you describe your style?

The stereotypical person who listens exclusively to music on Bandcamp but doesn’t want to commit to buying clothes at Goodwill

11. favorite social media account

Tumblr but I’m kind of warming up to Twitter

13. any siblings?

Yeah I have an older sister

14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?

I would say at this stage in my life I would like to live in Spain or Argentina. I’d really like to just be somewhere out of North America where I can speak Spanish all the time. I feel like it would be a nice change of pace

15. favorite snapchat filter? 

I deleted snap like four months ago but I really liked the one that just hid all of your blemishes lmao

17. how many times a week do you shower?

Like 10-12 on average

18. favorite tv show?

Either Eric Andre or the Twilight Zone

19. shoe size?

16 which makes shopping for shoes impossible

20. how tall are you?

6′5″

21. sandals or sneakers? 

Sneakers. I only wear sandals if I’m running somewhere for less than 30 minutes

22. do you go to the gym? 

I kind of neglected that this semester but before that I was going about 5 days a week

24. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?

$5 lmao

25. what color socks are you wearing? 

White

26. how many pillows do you sleep with?

Just two I don’t like having too many

27. do you have a job? what do you do? 

Not rn I just finished up working as a research assistant and I’ll be applying for that position again this summer

28. how many friends do you have? 

idk if I had to guess somewhere around 30 but I see about 10 of them weekly the rest kind of rotate in and out

29. whats the worst thing you have ever done? 

This girl was going to sit down when I was in high school and I thought it would be funny to pull the chair out from under her. It was not particularly funny and it still haunts me because it was so unnecessarily mean

30. whats your favorite candle scent? 

Fuck I don’t know what it’s called but when I’m home for the holidays my parents always burn this one candle that just reminds me of Christmas. Very cinnamon-y but also smells like pine needles

31. 3 favorite boy names

James, Antonio, David

32. 3 favorite girl names

Autumn, McKenzie, Maria

33. favorite actor? 

I don’t think I watch enough movies to have a strong opinion on this one

34. favorite actress? 

Same

35. who is your celebrity crush?

Shakira for sure

36. favorite movie? 

I watch so few movies that my favorite movie is basically the last good movie I watched so I’d say Madeinusa. If we’re going for movies that are so bad that they’re awesome I’d say Bloodsport

37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? 

Yeah I love reading! I’d say it’s tied between The Sun Also Rises by Ernest Hemingway and 100 Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez

38. money or brains? 

Brains for sure

39. do you have a nickname? what is it? 

People used to call me Chief Keef all the time but I don’t have one anymore

40. how many times have you been to the hospital?

I think like when I was born was the only time lol

41. top 10 favorite songs

In no particular order:

Smashing Pumpkins - 1979

Sun Kil Moon - Pancho Villa

Algernon Cadwallader - Fun

American Football - Stay Home

Shakira - Se Quiere, Se Mata

Sun Kil Moon - Micheline

Sufjan Stevens - Impossible Soul

The Microphones - The Glow, Pt. 2

Frank Dominguez & Elena Burke - Imágenes

Sufjan Stevens - Romulus

42. do you take any medications daily? 

Nah

43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)

I’d say pretty oily I have to shower the moment I wake up because my hair looks like a mess from the oil

44. what is your biggest fear? 

Heights

45. how many kids do you want? 

If I decide I want kids, probably just one

46. whats your go to hair style?

I like to keep it pretty short and put some gel in it it’s pretty basic

47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) 

I live in an apartment right now but my parents’ house is kind of small compared to all my friends’ growing up.

48. who is your role model? 

I try not to have a role model per se because every time I learn about famous people they disappoint me in one way or another. I had a lot of respect for Anthony Bourdain though

49. what was the last compliment you received?

My friend told me yesterday that I’ve made a lot of positive changes in my life this past month, which meant a lot to me

50. what was the last text you sent?

“Dead af” which is pretty par for the course

51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

I think I was 9 when I decided he didn’t exist. No one really confirmed or denied it until I was like 12

52. what is your dream car? 

I used to say corvette but I can’t fit in one lol

53. opinion on smoking?

I can’t really get on a high horse about it because I smoke when I’m very drunk but I don’t enjoy the really strong smell of a smoker’s house

54. do you go to college? 

Yeah! I’m studying history and Spanish and I should be graduating spring 2020

55. what is your dream job? 

I want to be a professor and hopefully teach Latin American history

56. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? 

Since my indie folk days are behind me, suburbs for sure

57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? 

No my hair seems to hate those so I have to bring my own shampoo when I go places

58. do you have freckles? 

nah

59. do you smile for pictures?

Yeah I like my smile a lot so

60. how many pictures do you have on your phone? 

1629 according to my camera roll

61. have you ever peed in the woods? 

Oh yeah absolutely

62. do you still watch cartoons? 

I keep up with Steven Universe by force of habit but otherwise no

63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?

McDonald’s. Wendy’s chicken nuggets are whack

64. Favorite dipping sauce? 

Chick-Fil-A sauce

65. what do you wear to bed? 

Basketball shorts

66. have you ever won a spelling bee?

I won this in-class one and they asked me to go to the school-wide one but I didn’t go

67. what are your hobbies?

Reading, writing, and learning languages mostly. I’d like to get more social hobbies at some point like get into playing pool but I haven’t gotten around to it

68. can you draw? 

Oh hell no. I tried super hard up until like 7th grade and then I accepted fate

69. do you play an instrument?

I am trying to learn the banjo but I need to get more consistent

70. what was the last concert you saw? 

I saw Fleet Foxes in March, which was an amazing show. I missed American Football in August which I’m still really upset about

71. tea or coffee?

Coffee, though I’d like to learn more about tea

72. Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?

Dunkin Donuts just because it’s cheaper

73. do you want to get married?

Yeah I have a crippling fear of ending up alone lmao

74. what is your crush’s first and last initial?

I don’t really have a crush but the girl I’m seeing’s initials are BS which is interesting to say the least

75. are you going to change your last name when you get married? 

No but I probably should because my last name is bland af

76. what color looks best on you? 

I think I look good in a deep purple

77. do you miss anyone right now? 

Unfortunately yes but I’m getting over it slowly

78. do you sleep with your door open or closed?

Closed. I have this irrational fear that I will wake up and someone is watching me, but in all reality an unlocked door won’t stop them if that’s what it is going to come to

79. do you believe in ghosts?

Nah

80. what is your biggest pet peeve? 

People who read, watch, or hear something slightly out of the ordinary and go “WOW I WONDER HOW MANY DRUGS THEY MUST HAVE BEEN ON TO COME UP WITH THAT”

81. last person you called`

My parents like two hours ago

82. favorite ice cream flavor? 

Cookies and cream

83. regular oreos or golden oreos? 

Regular, I didn’t know people liked the golden ones

84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? 

Rainbow

85. what shirt are you wearing? 

A UCF football shirt! Go Knights

86. what is your phone background?

Salamovka at Night (Judy’s Window Lit) by Lois Dodd

87. are you outgoing or shy?

Very outgoing lol

88. do you like it when people play with your hair?

Ugh I love it so much

89. do you like your neighbors? 

Never talked to em but they’re quiet so I can’t complain

90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?

Yeah before bed and after my shower

91. have you ever been high? 

Many times

92. have you ever been drunk? 

Many times

93. last thing you ate? 

I got a chicken tender sub at Publix!

94. favorite lyrics right now

Don’t leave home, again

If empathy takes energy

‘Cause everyone feels just like you

But that’s life, it’s so social

95. summer or winter? 

Winter because I like when it’s a bit chillier, even though Florida does not get very cold. It’s been in the 40s and 50s this week which has been incredible and I wish we had more days like that.

96. day or night? 

I like the night during summer and the day during winter. 

97. dark, milk, or white chocolate? 

Milk chocolate

98. favorite month? 

October

99. what is your zodiac sign

Libra

100. who was the last person you cried in front of? 

My ex-girlfriend about three years ago.

I still hate you for this.

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85 truths tag

tagged by @mom-malade thank you so much for the tag love, let’s get to know each other better 💜

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

i tag: @jiminsthighsaregorgeous @lilmochibaby @ultrayoongissmile @babybluetae @ultimate-noona @namjoon-moon @jiminie-cricket14 @jinshookjin @notasprettyasjeonghan those definitely aren’t 20 people but whatever

last

1. drink - Water  2. phone call - my grandma called me to see how I am  💗 3. text message - to a friend of mine, we work on a project together rn (I don’t know what I would do without him) 4. song you listened to - SNSD - You Think 5. time you cried - I don’t really remember sorry :(

ever

6. dated someone twice - nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it - nope 8. been cheated on - no 9. lost someone special - thank God no

10. Ever been depressed - I don’t think I’m depressed in general but there are periods in my life where I feel really down

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - yep I’ve definitely done that (not the best experience)

fave colors

12. all tones of blue especially the light ones 13. burgundy (in everything clothes, lipstick, EVERYTHING) 14. baby blue, baby pink, baby yellow (all baby colours tbh)

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yes I love meeting new people but most of the time I;m to shy to start conversation  16. fallen out of love - I don’t think I’ve ever been truly in love  17. laughed until you cried - y e s 18. found out someone was talking about you - no but always someone will talk about you behind your back even for the smallest things 19. met someone who changed you - I don’t think so unfortunately (maybe I’m perfect the way I am haha) 20. found out who your true friends are - I’\ learned that since 2 years ago (the hard way) 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - noo

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - like 98%? 23. do you have any pets - noo my mum doen’t want any :( 24. do you want to change your name - when I was young my classmates used to make fun of my name but I always liked it. I’m sure tho that if my foreign friends tried to pronounce my name it could be challenging because in English they don’t have some specific sounds so maybe I would be forced to change it or make it more simple.

25. what did you do for your last birthday - 2 days before my birthday I sprained my ankle and I live alone because I study away from home but my friends surprised me at midnight with a cake and I was so touched because I didn’t want to spend my birthday alone. And they also come in the evening to keep me company. 💗

26. what time did you wake up today - 12:00 i like to sleep a lot ok? In less than 6 months I’ll be working and I won’t be able to sleep plus I have exams and I wake up really early most of the days. 27. what were you doing at midnight last night - I was working on a project 28. what is something you cant wait for - To find out if BTS will come to Europe and if my schedule permits me to go (Please God) 30. what are you listening to right now - I don’t listen to music right at this moment  31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - Yes 32. something that’s getting on your nerves - when people are arrogant and disrespectful 33. most visited website - 1. YouTube 2. Tumblr 3. Instagram 4. Facebook 34. hair colour - Brown 35. long or short hair - long (my mum used to say to the hairdresser to cut it short and from then I always wanted my hair long) 36. do you have a crush on someone - no but I miss the feeling, I wish I had 37. what do you like about yourself - my loyalty and empathy towards other people 38. want any piercings? - not rn, no 39. blood type - AB+ 40. nicknames - Pel, Pelagie 41. relationship status - single as a pringle 42. zodiac - Sagittarius 43. pronouns - she/her 44. fave tv shows - How to get away with murder, NCIS LA 45. tattoos - I do want one but a small one and somewhere where it isn’t easily noticed 46. right or left handed - right 47. ever had surgery - no 48. piercings - lobs  49. sport - I play volleyball 50. vacation - Korea, US, Cuba, Norway 51. trainers - ???

more general

52. eating - all day every day 53. drinking - like alcohol? or coffee? gin for alcohol and cappuccino for coffee 54. i’m about to watch - A Korean Odyssey ep 1 (I watched some videos and man I’m in love with Lee Seung-Gi how come I hadn’t noticed him earlier??) 55. waiting for - My friend who I met on Tumblr to come and live with me and my family for a week. We’ve been talking for a year but we leave far from each other and now she can finally visit!!. 💕   56. want - for my exams to be finished so I can live my LIFEEE 57. get married - maybe some day if I find someone I won’t get bored with after 2 months hahaha 58. career - become a manager at a chartering department of a shipping company

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - hugs 60. lips or eyes - lips 61. shorter or taller - taLLER 62. older or younger - I don’t mind as long as they are mature 63. nice arms or stomach - arms 64. hookup or relationship - preferably relationship 65. troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - nah 67. drank hard liquor - yep 68. lost glasses - no 69. turned someone down - yea 70. sex on first date - no 71. broken someone’s heart - unfortunately yes 72. had your heart broken - not so severely  73. been arrested - nope 74. cried when someone died - yes 75. fallen for a friend - yes but I’m over that now

do you believe in

76. yourself - in some aspects yes 77. miracles - hmm yes 78. love at first sight - I believe in attraction at first sight. Love comes after you get tp know someone. 79. santa claus - What am I five? 80. kiss on a first date - If you know the other person enough prior to the first date 81. angels - if not then what are BTS?

other

82. best friend’s name - I don’t have a best friend rn

83. eye colour - brown with green 84. fave movie - all the harry potter movies  85. fave actor - Jennifer Lawrence

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Tagged by @wheezboys​ thank u so much??!!?

Rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

Last:

1. Drink - coffee 

2. Phone call - mac or my grandmother i dont know which 

3. Text message - my friend jesse!

4. Song you listened to - should have known better, sufjan stevens

5. Time you cried - i crushed my finger under the cream machine at work today and tears rose to my eyes unbidden 

Ever:

6. Dated someone twice? - ive never dated :(

7. Kissed someone and regretted it - ive kissed two people and hated both of them in the end 

8. Been cheated on - not technically 

9. Lost someone special - we all have at some point i think

10. Been depressed - i mean.....yeah

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up - i will never throw up. i won't let myself im not even kidding

Fave colours:

12. red

13. purple

14. olive green

In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends - no the last friend i made was tessa and that was over a year ago now!!!

16. Fallen out of love - platonically, yeah

17. Laughed until you cried - yeah there was this one post and i fukcnig died last night ask me for it im dying to laugh again jhfklghfdljkghd

18. Found out someone was talking about you - yesterday! 

19. Met someone who changed you - yeah, not great

20. Found out who your friends are - i dont have irl friends anymore so i guess thats a yes?

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list - no i blocked ****** and j*sse doesn't have social media

General:

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl - all but two that i met on tungle

23. Do you have any pets -technically no but my parents have a gorgeous boy named stinky (ask for pics and ye shall receive) 

24. Do you want to change your name - Most Desperately 

25. What did you do for your last birthday - i was at my friend jess’ and her mother found out ive never gotten a birthday cake and made me a cinnamon roll with a candle and i almost cried

26. What time did you wake up today - 06:15

27. What were you doing at midnight last night - trying to sleep

28. What is something you can’t wait for - friday i get trained for my executive position at my school!

30. What are you listening to right now - eugene, sufjan stevens (BEST SUFJAN SONG) 

31. Have you ever talked to a person named tom - yeah!! we wrote music together! i wanted to uhhhhhhhhhhhh.... d*te him 

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves - all my impending deadlines :)

33. Most visited website - JSTOR

34. Hair colour - blonde but brown in some places

35. Long or short hair - long and thicc 

36. Do you have a crush on someone - kind of??? but i dont Know because th*mas really fuvked me up

37. What do you like about yourself - nothing much to like! 

38. Want any piercings? - i have Several and i think i want my next one to be on my nose somewhere

39. Blood type -  o negative

40. Nicknames - zak is technically a nickname since its short for zacharian but zak attack (tessa), sweet gee (myself but also tessa), geesus (mac)

41. Relationship status - single and gay

42. Zodiac - scorpio 

43. Pronouns - he/they 

44. Fave tv shows - x files, dirk gently, t**n w*lf (sorry god sorry mam), hannibal, the good place

45. Tattoos -two on my leg. a mourning band and karma police

46. Right or left handed - left but i can write faster with my right hand because my mother legit forced me to as a kid

47. Ever had surgery - again, Several, 

48. Piercings - i had my lip pierced but it got ripped out in a fight. my ears are pierced thrice on both sides and an industrial on the right

49. Sport - i was in a car accident that crushed the left side of my body so not anymore but i used to play soccer, rugby, and i figure skated 

50. Vacation - road trip around north america w my friends!

51. Trainers - as in shoes? i have some. 

More general:

52. Eating - im scared to eat rn because theres a stomach bug going around and my roommate had it yesterday and if i dont eat i won't be able to throw up so 

53. Drinking - i drink whiskey every day of my life. also coffee. and when im feeling healthy, tea. 

54. I’m about to watch - nothing im writing a research paper on commodus and nero

55. Waiting for - the day i finally best god in hand to hand combat

56. Want - to finish this essay

57. Get married - for sure! id love to be like “thats my husband!” and knock someone tf OUT

Which is better:

59. Hugs or kisses - not great w physical contact tbh

60. Lips or eyes - eyes

61. Shorter or taller - uuuuuuuh im 4′11″ so im gonna say....taller......

62. Older or younger - older im 20 so right now anyone younger is kinda weird for me

63. Nice arms or stomach - ARMS justin_bieber_i_love_arm.jpg

64. Hookup or relationship - relationship

65. Troublemaker or hesitant - troublemaker i cause shit all the time 

Have you ever:

66. Kissed a stranger - not physically

67. Drank hard liquor - yeah moonshine is my bitch

68. Lost glasses - no i only had one pair throughout my entire life and then i switched to contacts and wore them way longer than ur supposed to because it was cheaper and now i Just Dont See

69. Turned someone down - yeah and it was awkward

70. Sex on first date - never dated so No

71. Broken someones heart - i think so but u know

72. Had your heart broken - oh yeah losing vogal felt like losing family

73. Been arrested - :)

74. Cried when someone died - mark

75. Fallen for a friend - jesse i guess but not really

Do you believe in:

76. Yourself - absolutely not im a bozo 

77. Miracles - no 

78. Love at first sight - no but i believe u were meant for some people?? like at first sight is a little soon but some people u meet and u Know i guess

79. Santa Claus - yeah!! its so uplifting to think he's real, christmas feels that much better if u do

80. Kiss on a first date - i wouldn't but you do you! if ur comfortable and u ask u can and should! 

81. Angels - i want to

Other:

82. Best friend’s name - tessa! stormy! begrudgingly mac... 

83. Eye colour - one is blue and one is green but if u weren't looking u wouldn't notice

84. Fave movie: rn pacrim is my Interest so we’ll say pacific rim

85. Fave actor- HUGH DANCY

Tagging: @unsolvedbfs @spoookystardust @ghoulign (even tho u already did it) and uuuuh anyone who wants to! the ppl i usually tag on main aren't in this fandom and i dont know many ppl 

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tagged by: @misakarose, @oyatetsurou, @ukiina, & @pamurabudabu - thank you so much everyone, this was very fun!! ♡

rules: answer these 85 things then tag 20 people

i tag: @v0ngola @sesukes @okita-senpai @atsushisnakajima @kishitan-iis @t0ukas (and ofc if you’ve already done this or don’t want to, don’t worry about it!)

THE LAST:

1. drink: water 2. phone call: my sister 3. text message: “where are the dogs” (courtesy of my sister, again) 4. song you listened to: a really great string cover of shape of you 5. time you cried: i dunno but i probably teared up watching something last week 6. dated someone twice: no 7. kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: i don’t think so? 10. been depressed: uhhh yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. blue 13. black 14. grey

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. made new friends: i think so! 16. fallen out of love: not love, but just a mild crush haha 17. laughed until you cried: definitely like 2 days ago 18. found out someone was talking about you: probably, but nothing egregious 19. met someone who changed you: no, unfortunately 20. found out who your friends are: i feel like i’ve known who my friends are for a while now haha 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope

GENERAL:

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: a majority of them; however, there are people i’ve friended who are going to my college in the fall and i haven’t met them in person yet 23. do you have any pets: i have a dog! he’s a corgi 24. do you want to change your name: nah, i like my name :) 25. what did you do for your last birthday: our family was in cabo, mexico 26. what time do you wake up: depends, school days force me to get up early but it’s summer rn so like 10am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: either on tumblr or catching up on the latest episode of an anime i’m watching 28. name something you can’t wait for: first day of college!! 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like 2 hours ago 31. what are you listening to right now: my spotify playlist 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i think so? but it was probably a while ago 33. something that is getting on your nerves: nothing in particular 34. most visited website: probably tumblr 35. hair color: black 36. long or short hair: short - boi i got an undercut 37. do you have a crush on someone: yeahhh 38. what do you like about yourself: i feel like my musical ability is the one thing i’m really proud of 39. piercings: a really long time ago i got my ears pierced but i haven’t worn earrings in like 3+ years...i’m not Hardcore enough for them 40. blood type: i actually don’t know 41. nickname: n/a 42. relationship status: single 43. zodiac: cancer 44. pronouns: he/him 45. favourite tv show: i don’t watch cable tv, but i really enjoyed “stranger things” on netflix 46. tattoos: none (if i weren’t such a wimp i’d get one tho) 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: do wisdom teeth count? 50. sport: i’m pretty bad at all sports but if i had to choose one i think social dance is kinda cool 51. vacation: i would like to go back to the south of france! 52. pair of trainers: i’ve only got 1 pair of sneakers rn and they’re the plainest all-black converse ever (and the soles are wearing down)

MORE GENERAL:

53. eating: nothing 54. drinking: a starbucks caramel frappuccino 55. I’m about to: spend a good amount of time on the internet 56. waiting for: an app on my phone to download 57. want: to be happy and for those i care about to be happy too! 58. get married: eventually 59. career: yikes um ?? i don’t really know

WHICH IS BETTER:

60. hugs or kisses: i love me a good hug 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: i’m short so everyone is taller than me anyway, but it doesn’t matter much to me 63. older or younger: ideally neither 64. nice arms or nice stomach: not very important 65. hook up or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: tbh i’m a pretty straight-laced guy but i don’t mind breaking minor rules or being a little mischievous

HAVE YOU EVER:

67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: no, but i did have a margarita with two tall shots of tequila and it was Bad 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: i don’t think i’ve ever lost my glasses, but i have broken them 70. turned someone down: i don’t think so? 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: i highly doubt it, unless someone ever had a secret crush on me and i never knew? 73. had your heart broken: not really? disappointment, sure, but not heartbreak 74. been arrested: no 75. cried when someone died: no 76. fallen for a friend: yes, a few years ago

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. yourself: sometimes? 78. miracles: maybe 79. love at first sight: nah 80. santa claus: not since i was really little 81. kiss on the first date: it depends 82. angels: no

OTHER:

83. current best friend’s name: aubrey 84. eye color: very very dark brown 85. favorite movie: honestly big hero 6

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THE LAST

1. Drink:  shitty latte from one of those fancy latte machines 2. Phone call: uhh i think my mom, we do weekly phone calls 3. Text message: my awesome cousin roo ( @phyllisdietrichson ) who doesn’t mind me texting multi-paragraph Feelings about harry potter and how angry i am at literally every character besides harry 4. Song you listened to: honestly i’ve been listening to audiobooks and podcasts exclusively for the past few weeks (...maybe months) to keep the Sadness™ away 5. Time you cried: lol literally 20 minutes ago i’m pmsing and i’m listening to Deathly Hallows 6. Dated someone twice: like date someone then break up but get back together? never lol 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: i don’t think i’ve ever regretted a kiss actually, just been like ‘oh well, that happened.’ 8. Lost someone special: a couple years ago 9. Been cheated on: never 10. Been depressed: lol yea 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: last time was june-ish? tequila and cider on an empty stomach was maybe... not the best idea i’ve ever had Three favorite colors - grey, dark green, lavender

IN THE LAST YEAR I HAVE

15. Fallen out of love: nope 16. Laughed until you cried: yeah probably 17. Found out someone has been talking about you: i don’t think so? like, probably, but no one snitched to me abt it 18. Met someone who changed you: like irl or online bc my hockeyfriends are so so dear to me, if that counts 19. Found out who your friends are: ?? i graduated in high school since 2011 calm down

20: Kissed someone on your Facebook list: probably

GENERAL

21. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: lol like none now, i haven’t been on facebook in about 3 years 22. Do you have any pets: my two catbabies! love those idiots 23. Do you want to change your name: nah i think zoe suits me 24: What did you do for your last birthday: it was actually like a week and a half ago, i went to a portland thorns game with roo and then spent the rest of the weekend up at my mom’s place, it was super chill and nice :) 25. What time did you wake up: i’m dogsitting rn and sweet maggie MUST be walked at 7 every morning and she never lets me forget it 26. What were you doing at midnight last night: chillin in bed, on this hellsite 27. Name something you can’t wait for: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh like,, graduate, finding a fulfilling job, adopting like 7 pets w my emma,,, 28. When was the last time you saw your mom: last week 29. What are you listening to right now: harry potter i JUST SAID 30. Have you ever talked to someone named Tom: in my life? probably 31. Something that is getting on your nerves right now: these loud mass of fun and carefree friends have had rowdy and LOUD gatherings on the communal balcony of this fancy apartment complex i’m staying at to dogsit like EVERY NIGHT and it’s like STOP YELLING!! WHY CAN’T YOU HAVE FUN QUIETLY YOU’RE ALL RIGHT THERE YOU DON’T HAVE TO YELL1!!!!! 32. Most visited website: god don’t make me say it  33. Hair color: uhhhh right now it’s part yellowish, part pinkish, part periwinkleish, and i need to bleach my roots bc they’re like a really ashy brown 34. Short or long hair: long, i REALLY need a haircut my ends are literally destroyed 35. Do you have a crush on someone: nah?

36. What do you like about yourself: i never get hangovers, i’m good at writing academic papers, and i can make a perfect pig sound

37. Any piercings: seven right now, desperately wanting a rook piercing (i think that’ll have to be the last one unless i decide to go crazy and go for some really out there ones) 38: blood type: okay am i supposed to know that bc i don’t 39: Nickname: zo, ducky,  40. Relationship status: <3 @crybabysteve 41. Zodiac: virgo 42. Pronouns: she/her (but like... any of them really. one of my friends in HS used exclusively male pronouns & nicknames with me and that was cool too) 43. Favourite TV show: uuugggGGGHHHHHH okay the ones i watch/rewatch most often are veronica mars, miss fisher, twin peaks (s1), leverage, chopped, and project runway 44. Tattoos: just one so far because i’m SO POOR 45. Right or left handed: right 46. Surgery: my wisdom teeth, if those count 47: Sport: hockeyyyy (everyone is so surprised, i know) 48. Vacation: anywhere as long as i can stay for free  49. Trainers: like the shoes? there’s this one kind of nike that almost has enough arch support for my flat ass feet 50. Eating: nothing rn 51. Drinking: this lukewarm shitty latte 52. I’m about to: try to force myself to work on a project  53. Waiting for: probs hockey 54. Want: my uterus to calm down 55. Get married: yes please                                                                                 56. Career: something about wildlife caretaking and education. i’m not picky PLEASE just give me a job

WHICH IS BETTER

57. Hugs or kisses: hugs 58. Lips or eyes: both? 59. Short or Tall: tall.. not that it’s hard to be taller than me 60. Older or younger: uhhhh my age? 61. Nice arms or stomach: A R M S  62. Hookup or relationship: relationship   63. Troublemaker or Hesitant: both idk i don’t like this question

HAVE YOU EVER

64: kissed a stranger: yes 65: drank hard liquor: yes 66. Lost glasses/contact lenses: ughhh yes 67. Had your heart broken: lol nah 68. Been arrested: nope 69. Cried when someone died: yes 70. Fallen for a friend: yupp

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

71. Yourself: attempts have been made 72. Miracles: idk man the world is a mysterious place 73. Love at first sight: nope 74. Santa Claus: no?? 75. Kiss on the first date: like do i believe that they happen? 76. Angels: god idk

OTHER

Eye color: hazel Favorite Movie(s): dead poets’ society, empire records, pride and prejudice (2005 dir. joe wright), clueless

Tag 20 people: haa like i know that many people

if you want to do this i would love to see it, mutual or not!

[ghostea]

I was tagged by the fantastic @lobsterquadriille  thanks!

The Last: 1. Drink: Hot cocoa 2. Phone Call: My dad 3. Text Message: My best friend Ray 4. Song You Listened To: Mr. Fear - Siames 5. Time You Cried: Thursday last week, it was results day

Have You: 6. Dated Someone Twice: No 7. Kissed Someone And Regretted It: Nope 8. Been Cheated On: Yes 9. Lost Someone Special: Yes 10. Been Depressed: Yes 11. Gotten Drunk And Thrown Up: No

List 3 Favourite Colours: Purple Green Blue

In The Last Year, Have You: 15. Made New Friends: Yes (on this hellsite in fact) 16. Fallen Out Of Love: No 17. Laughed Until You Cried: Yep (my uncle showed me a vine that for some reason I was in hysterics over) 18. Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: Well other than my family being pretty gossipy my 'friends' are known for doing that, so yes 19. Met Someone Who Changed You: No 20. Kissed Someone On Your FB List: No

General: 21. How Many Facebook Friends Do You Know In Real Life: All but one and I haven't used it since around Christmas time 22. Do You Have Any Pets: I have two cats! Sir Jelly of Bean and Tortoise! 23. Do You Want To Change Your Name: Not legally I don't think so, but I have another name I wouldn't mind a few people I know using considering a few things I've figured out 24. What Did You Do For Your Last Birthday?: (funnily enough '24' is the day of my birthday) I bunked off school with my mum and went ice skating and then we had lunch together at wagamamas 25. What Time Did You Get Up: 10am (had a movie night with ray so we were passed tf out) 26. What Were You Doing At Midnight Last Night: Infodumping about DC as I practically forced Ray to watch Lego Batman (I LOVE THIS FILM) and Suicide Squad (not a huge fan) with me 27. Name Something You Can't Wait For: Death!! Joking, uhhh,,,, having fans of my work when I finally get it published! 28. When Was The Last Time You Saw Your Mum: like half an hour ago 29. What Is The One Thing You Wish You Could Change In Your Life: I wish I had had a happy school life which meant I wouldn't have the bs issues I have now 30. What Are You Listening To Right Now: Some trap and bass trip-hop... thing 31. Have You Ever Talked To A Person Named Tom: Yeah, Tom is a popular name here 32. Something That Is Getting On Your Nerves: My. Very. Loud. Neighbours. 33. Most Visited Website: Google docs 34. Mole/s: I have one right above my right hip on my front and one on the left side of my neck 35. Mark/s: I have some scars on my wrists (I was a twat and broke it and it caused some scarring), I have a birthmark that looks kind of like a slight distorted Iceland above my bellybutton, and a lot of freckles. 36. Childhood Dream: To be a marine biologist (basically I wanted to get on a boat and go far away from here) 37. Hair Colour: Naturally; ginger. Currently; 'mermaid' (blues, purples, greens and pinks). 38. Long Or Short Hair: Long. I need to get it trimmed again. 39. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Other than Wonder Woman and Poison Ivy?? Not particularly 40. What Do You Like About Yourself: My eyes looks great, especially when I put mascara on 41. Piercings: both lobes and a cartilage on my left ear 42. Blood Type: Tasty! (vampire and werewolf community please interact) 43. Nicknames: Other than affectionate ones my family give me my best friend calls me bromeo 44. Relationship Status: Single 45. Zodiac: Western; Taurus. Eastern; Rabbit. 46. Pronouns: Confused atm so she/her and they/them please 47. Favourite TV Show/s: Gotham (even if it can be pretty trash I can still enjoy it, tho tbh I've only just finished season 2), BTAS (who doesn't love cartoons?), Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency, and Stranger Things 48. Tattoos: None 49. Right Or Left Handed: Left 50. Surgery: None 51. Hair Dyed A Different Colour: 'Mermaid' 52. Sports: None that I do but I enjoy watching figure skating, ice hockey and snow boarding, oh! And I love surfing! 53. Vacation: Lapland, France, Spain, Germany and Belgium 54. Shoes: I have three pairs of shoes. Running, canvas and boots. 55. Eating: I could kill for some spicy rice crackers rn 56. Drinking: coke, hot cocoa, orange juice or lemonade (or I mix in the orange juice and lemonade together which is nice) 57. I'm About To: Hopefully start my first year at uni! 58. Waiting For: To feel confident enough to try and get my work published 59. Want: a god damn job please 60. Get Married: If I met the right person I don't think I would mind but that's to think about when I'm in my 30's or something I guess 61. Career: I am a writer and a comic book creator!

Which Is Better: 62: Hugs Or Kisses: Hugs 63. Lips Or Eyes: Eyes 64. Shorter Or Taller: Taller means I get to be the short person for the hugs :D 65. Older Or Younger: Bc none of these have context I'm getting a little confused 66. Nice Arms Or Nice Stomach: Arms, if they are strong they can pick me up and launch me out of a window 67. Sensitive Or Loud: I think this means person and I am the sensitive one and most of my friends are loud which stresses me tf out a lot so sensitive?? idk 68. Hook Up Or Relationship: Friendship! 69. Troublemaker Or Hesitant: I am hesitant so maybe a dash of troublemaker would be good

Have You Ever: 70. Kissed A Stranger: No 71. Drank Hard Liquor: No 72. Lost Glasses/Contact Lenses: Don't wear them 73. Turned Someone Down: Yep 74. Sex On The First Date: Not for me thanks 75. Broken Someone's Heart: idk?? I think so?? 76. Have You Had Your Heart Broken: Yes 77. Been Arrested: Nope 78. Fallen For A Friend: Yep

Do You Believe In: 80. Yourself: It's a love-hate relationship so sometimes 81. Miracles: Maybe 82. Love At First Sight: No 83. Father Christmas: Not really 84. Kiss On The First Date: Depends I guess?? I like to really know a person before I think about kissing them

Other: 85. Current Best Friend: His name is Ray 86. Eye Colour: Blue/Grey depending 87. Favourite Movie: Currently it's Lego Batman

I tag @spider-streak @fetacheeseandsoup @riddlcr and @scxrecrows

[historic-homosexual]

Pls pls pls do all the oc questions!!

jokes on you I was already doing that and planned on just putting it out there but now I can use this as an excuse,,hah someone wants to know thisI’m sorry for how long some parts got, I noticed how much I wrote on Célestin and tried to keep it down from then but that didn’t completely work,,,And actually I dare/tag you to do these too. I know that ain’t normal proceedure w ask memes but I do a thing called what I want

1. Your first OC ever?

I think my first oc was your typical mary sue, named Angel, whom I used for basically every fandom I got in then. I’ve since reworked her because I couldn’t leave her the mess she was lmao

2. Do you have a personal favourite among your OCs?

Not really, tho I have to admit I have some that I’m especially fond of, but that’s still like half of my ocs

3. Have you ever adopted a character or gotten a character from someone else?

Not a full character but a friend of mine made the design for Charlie years ago

4. A character you rarely talk about?Sadly that’d also be a couple of em, for example Eleonore or Otávio or my monster ocs

5. If you could make only one of your OCs popular/known, who would it be?

That’s a difficult one…Brist is pretty worked out and good so maybe him, or Eligos bc I’m proud of their design

6. Two OCs of yours that look alike despite not being related?

I’d never noticed it before this but Seth and Elijah oh geez

7. Are your OCs part of any story or stories?I have a bunch of ocs that are part of my own work, which I refer to as ‘Golden Empire’

8. Do you RP as any of your OCs? If you do, introduce one of your RP OCs here!

I privately rp w @spokoystviye, namely our ocs Regulus and Adelais. We used to do Gregory and Jason too but ever since we worked on the time it plays in that’s stopped lmao.

So Regulus it is: Regulus Whitlock, living in France during the French Revolution. He’s originally from England, where he grew up the son of a Blacksmith. Regulus is exceptionally tall for the time he lived in, very soft hearted and believes in “dressing like a gentleman,behave like a bastard”. Most part of his life he works as a Blacksmith from his shop, that he took over from his father after the man died. Regulus took on a ‘side job’ as a hunter, smart, a good shot and with a great need to help people. But he’s of too good nature, ending up taking in a Vampire of all things, despite better judgement, not able to leave the woman to her death.

9. Would you ever be willing to give any of your OCs to someone else?

I don’t think I could give an oc to a random person, that is one that I’ve worked w a lot. Just making a design and such for the purpose of giving it away in the first place would be fine

10. Introduce an OC with a complicated design?

Gerwyn is relatively complicated to draw solely because his base design is full body armor lmao. Besides him maybe Susanna and Nathanael since their design is hard to make it look accurate especially without colouring it

11. Is there any OC of yours you could describe as a “sunshine”?

Seth, definitely, he’s the most positive and sweet of all my Ocs

12. Name an OC that isn’t yours but who you like a lot

Both @bruhchantite and @spokoystviye have ocs I love, like Bruhs Arcana Oc Nien, whom I like a lot, and Leander has Adelais who’s a sweet baby deserving protection [also Adelean is hot shit]

13. Do you have any troublemaker OCs? There are quite a few I’d say lmao

But most of them I’d consider more violent than troublemaker, so Jonathan probably (whos still violent but who was a troublemaker even before that)

14. Tragic Backstory

Gregory and Annora have a tragic backstory as well but I’m gonna go w Célestin rnTw: Rape, Abuse, Homophobia

Célestin Villeneuve grew up in France to very religious parents with strict views.  Célestins mother had unhappily carried out Célestin, having gotten pregnant at a very young age. Both her and her husband being strong believers, they considered abortion a sin and kept the child. Her own parents threated it like a shameful secret, making their daughter and her boyfriend marry, despite them being 16 at the time. They moved to the next town, where they were unknown and had everyone belive that they were both adults, their child concieved properly, after marriage and willingly.

Not having finished their education properly, Célestins father lied in order to get a job, his wife mroe than willing to keep up his tales, in fear of being ridiculed by the community. Appearance and what others thought of them became the most important thing to Célestins mother early on, drilled into her by her own parents.Célestins father craved to be popular and keep his image in the town.

They were active in church and his father insisted on going to every sunday mass, prayers before lunch and his child confessing his sins to him.Punishment often consisted of simple bread and cheese and water for meals, a swat ont he back of his head if it was particularly bad in his parents eyes.

Célestin had always been a perfect child, smart and following his parents wishes, sitting in church, firm in prayer.He considered his parents treatment right, and, as he kept from sin, was confident it would never get any worse.However, he was gravely mistaken.As he got older, Célestins parents would get worse in their punishment, afraid their child would sully their image, as they themselves had, with the early pregnancy.

Things reached a peak when Célestin discovered he was gay. Knowing it to be a sin, he told his mother, asking her for help to free him of this condition, telling her he’d accept the punishiment if it’d only make him right in God’s eyes again.

His mother was shocked, less so because of her sons sexuality, but more so because she had seen the violence raging in her husband and was well aware that he would no longer keep the punishment to a few slaps.Talking to her husband that night, when Célestin was asleep, she attempted to sway her husband, who was as she had expected, beyong angered.

He however knew of her fear for being casdt out of the community and explained that not punishing and correcting such behaviour would result in Célestin believing it was normal and flaunting it around for everyone to see. Riddled by fear, Célestins mother accepted her husbands preposition as what would happen to her son.

While Célestin had expected punishment, nothing would have prepared him for what would come for him as his father would drag him out to the field each day anew, whipping him until his back was bleeding. His wife was fobidden to tend to her sons wounds and was often standing by staring into nothing while her son begged for forgiveness.

Célestin learned how to poorly tend to his own injuries, some getting infected at the lack of proper treatment. To his own shock no beating did help to cure him as he had desperately hoped to happen to stop the violent treatment. Unsure where to turn, and why God would have him suffer like this, despite all attempts and prayer, Célestin went to the church to confess and ask a pastor for help.The man was shocked and appalled at what he heard and even more so at the fact that Célestin was under the impression that this was right.

For the first time Célestin was told that he was treated terribly, and that he had done nothing to deserve this. He went away with odd feelings in his mind and the first seeds of doubt. Attempting to help, the pastor went to talk to Célestins parents a few days later, when Célestin himself was in school, trying to sway them in their ways, telling them that they surely had to know that he had to report such behaviour.

When Célestin returned from school, he found his mother crying adn his father angrier than hed ever been. They’d not taken the pastors warning to take their son away to their heart, seeing their fault in their actions but instead saw nothing but the ridicule they were about to face, as well as the authorities coming up. Célestins father feared to loose his job, and face, more than he feared for his sons life. He beat Célestin again before dragging him into his parents room, where a middle aged woman was waiting that was known throught the town for offering any kind of intercourse for the right money.

Saying that there was only one way to truly fix him, Célestins father forced his son to have sex with the prostitute, watching with a belt in hand to make sure the intercourse was actually carried out. During it he would often ask his son if he was still filthy, wanting to do this with ofther men and woulod generally insult and hummiliate him. Whenever his son would answer with crying or begging his father to stop this, he would simply pay the woman for yet another round.

When it was finally over, Célestin was left laying in his parents bed, listening as his parents were having dinner in the kitchen.Filled with shame he declined everything when the authorities came knocking at their door the next day, nodding of his fathers claim that he had made it all up.

The pastor attempted to speak to Célestin but when he asked to see the boy the evening, he and Célestins parents found his room empty.Célestin had ran away.

15. Do you like to talk about your OCs with other people?

Gosh I love it I wish I could do it more. I feel if u actually have some else to chat ocs with it leads to ur oc getting more and more fleshed out

16. Which one of your OCs would be the best at biology (school subject)?

I think Helva would take the cake on that one

17. Any OC OTPs?

Regulus/Adelais, Caspian/Nadia, Hunter/Piper and Araan/Dorian,,,,If I can be honest, I hardly have the amount of Oc ships as I would lmao,,,my ocs do function on their own but there are so I’d just love to ship lmao

18. Any OC crackships?

Not really any, I shortly thought about just taking a random oc from u/Leander and pairing them randomly w one of mine for the laughs of it.But then I felt it would maybe be inapropriate to do that lmaoo

19. Introduce an OC that means a lot to you (and explain why)

While all my Ocs mean a lot to me I chose Brist for this because he’d the first Oc I made for a game, fallout new vegas, which I love a lot. He pretty much develpoed all by himself while I was playing, and is really fleshed out now. I’m super fond of him somehow.Here are a couple of things about him:

Brist was born 2225, the son of  caravaneers, somewhere on their travels and therefore does not know where exactly he was born. Deciding that raising a child at such young age while traveling would not work well, they settled near the ruins of Ashton and Hopeville, where a small community was build.Brist spend his childhood in the Divide and soon began traveling alongside his father, keeping the community flourishing as the only connection between it and the rest of the land. When the Divide and the road paved by Brist came to attention of the NCR, they cooperated to protect the supply line and keep it open for other traders. With that done and his home taken care of, Brist left the Divide to travel further, exploring New California as a drifter.  

Brist came to enjoy the life of a Drifter, occasionally taking small jobs and living from day to day up until returning to the divide a last time, making a delivery that would cause his home to be destructed.Not knowing of what had happened, Brist returned into the Mojave desert, further traveling New California before joining the Mojave Express.2281 he was hired to deliver another important package, once more without knowledge of what it would cause, and was shot in the head by Benny in Goodsprings.

He doesn’t sleep too much, and he’s not at all picky about where. He prefers having some sort of mattress but if he’s tired and there’s none he’ll sleep on the floor.

Brist is an Courier and Explorer at heart, determined to finish his jobs, power through them. Even if that might result in physical pain or poisoning. Brist has the constant need to be on his feet all the time, traveling, looking around or doing things for people and he often does not sleep, eat, shower or talk during these travels. Sometimes he’s so focused on the road ahead that he misses the explosive traps right in front of him.

He notices that he is doing this, and he can sometimes be heard muttering to himself how he’ll see a doctor in the next town and so on, but those good intentions always get lost along the way. Brist hates missing traps and such, but he doesn’t quite see that those thigns could easily be avoided if he’d be more careful.

He is suffering from Radiation Poisoning, he could easily be treated for it at the early stages but he literally does not care enough to see a doctor or get some RadAway. He keeps delaying it in favour of missions and traveling and stuff

20. Do any of your OCs sing? If they sing, care to share more details (headcanon voice, what kind of songs they like etc)?

Charlie sings, more for herself actually, than for anyone else but she’s quite good at it. She’s constantly humming when she’d focusing on something and sometimes doesnt even notice when she starts singing along to songs. She simply loves music a lot and lets herself be taken along by the songs. Has no real preference for genre but she likes happy go lucky songs most

21. Your most artistic OC

Richard aka Dick. He’s at tattoo artist and leaves cool little doodles everywhere. Especially great with colours. The most colorful the better

22. Is there any OC of yours people tend to mischaracterize? If yes, how?

There aren’t really any, since my ocs arent popular or anything. Someone did sometimes, but it was more forcing their ideas or their own thoughts w their own ocs on mine,,,

23. Introduce OC that has changed from your first idea concerning what the character would be like?

Gregory, as you see below has changed quite a bit. While the overall design is the same, now he looks  as nasty as I imagine him to be, a lot less soft.Character-wise my ocs didn’t change drastically

Only the fact, in Gregory’s case, that he got more fleshed out, and the time he lives in changed, to the 50sI’m trying to not write to many long things here lmao.Especially since just u and Leander will read this and Leander knows himst and Regulus already.

Dr Gregory Thomas Landon was born 1911 to Sybill and Raphael Landon. While the first world war almost went by without having any impact on the family, Raphael was pulled into war when America joined in 1917 and died in combat.

With her husband gone and her son just 6 years old, Sybill took a job as a secretary to make sure of her and her sons survival.Sybill had grown up the youngest child (of those who had survived) out of 5, always too smart and abitious for a woman in her time. Her father was Doctor and she would often sneak into his office room to look through notes and books on human anatomy and patient records.She had written down what she believed could be links between illnesses,behaviour and anatomy, finding the greatest interest in the still very new field of psychology. Of course her father wanted to hear nothing of it, Sybills oldest brother being the one ment to inherit their fathers office and place as a doctor.

But Sybill had never stopped being interested in psychology, following the work of Edward Titchner, whod brought psychological studies to America, as well as the rise of ‘structuralism’ ,as close as possible.Unlike Titchner, who excluded the study of children, Sybill wondered if it was the childs mind that should be studied to find the roots of all things. Perhaps it was bitterness above all that drove her to the treatment of her son in the following years. Sybill had lived her life knowing that she had no possibility whatsever to porperly study psychology and work on her theories. But hearing about Margaret Washburn, the woman that had been able to become a psychologist, Sbyill turned anger and disappointment to her son, whom she viewed as the reason she had to stay at home and be a mother isntead of trying to achieve what Ms Washburn had.

Quickly she realized however that she did not need a title or be thought by a Doctor to test her theories, deciding to conduct them on her son, who had kept her from fullfilling her dream. While Gregory was not the perfect research object, already six years and not a infant, who Sybill believed to be the ideal stage, she attempted to see if continous infliction of pain would change her sons behaviour.

She was especially curious if such pain inflicted on the brain would influence Gregorys personality, perhaps causing of curing misbehaviours and such. Gregory would grow up very intelligent but withdrawn, hardly finding kinship with people his age, spending his time reading. Like his mother before him he became interested in the human mind and, unlike Sybill, was able to study, earning him a Doctorate in both psychology and psychiatry

While he remained living with his mother he would sometimes roam the university campus, especially after long nights of studying, observing the people around.

It was there that he, at age 19, that he met a young woman that had been wandering around, lost and visibly pregnant. Seeing her caused a deep shock in Gregory as she resembled his mother in looks like no other woman he’d even seen before. Unbeknowns to his mother, Gregory had suffered great damage from her treatment of him, which had lead to violent thoughts and great apathy. Had the girl not approached him, she would have lived but she decided to ask him for help, ending in her death.

This remained the only unplanned murder commited by the Doctor, who hid her body, laying awake at night, working out what to do with her. He had carefully opened her up, not focused on her death as much as on causing her pain for as long as possible, but as he hadn’t been very ecperienced yet he had made quite a mess. The young woman would turn to the first in a row of women that caused Gregory to perfect his work and disposal of the bodies.

World War Two brought a sudden end to the Doctors murder streak. Age 30 when America entered the War he was pulled into it as a medic, despite not being properly trained as a Doctor 

However his talents that he had perfected during his murders had been of great use during the war that had only led to Gregory becoming even more cold to death and gore. Returning from the War he was offered a position at a instiution, as the need for Psychologists arose.

However Gregory saw no great interest in treating shell shocked patients for too long, he instead chose to focus on the psychiatric field, working in an asylum from then on. Gregory is, while extremely smart, speaking four languages and being a Doctor, unable to form any bonds with people.

He’s terribly arrogant and aware of his intelligence, viewing it as a superiority to other people. He suffers from antisocial personality disorder/ psychopathy and is addicted to nictotine.

He’s a very cleanly person, almost to a point of it being an obsession. He smells of Nicotine, Disinfectant and a neutral perfume.

24. If you could meet one OC of yours, who would it be and why?

Oh geez, well I’d rather meet an oc of mine thats like, one of the chill ones. Maybe someone about my age.

Someone like Friedrich or Violet. It’d be easiest to talk to them, and I know they are super nice. Meeting Brist, Araan or Caspian would be cool too tho, so many stories and questions there

25. The OC that resembles you the most (same hobby, height, shared like/dislike for something etc?)

There used to be the joke that Friedrich is basically a tall, muscular version of me. Funnily enough I now have the chin beard as well, and I’ve discovered that I’m as much of a nerd and work focused person as he is. Still while we share some similarities, we’re p different still lmao

26. Have you ever had to change your OC’s design or something else about them against your will?

Not really, only changed things to be more accurate and stuff but that aint against my will or anything

27. Any OCs that were inspired by a certain song? Nope

28. Your most dangerous OC?

There are a couple, such as Cenric (being a crazy, megalomanic, narcisstic, manic Emperor), Gregory and Jonathan (literal serial killers), Crya (cannibalistic monster) and Eligos (p much does body disposal). 

29. Which one of your OCs would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone they’re going?

Eddy and Dick, they would tell each other because they’d go together lmao. Paula would want to and just before going there she’d chicken out of it

30. Which one of your OCs would most likely have a secret stuffed animal collection? Quinn, he’s tall and grown up but he loves small and cute things

31. Pick one OC of yours and explain what their tumblr blog would be like (what they reblog, layout, anything really)

Friedrich II:Would have a super cool layout that he coded himself, and would offer the theme for people to use, as well as giving people tips on how to easily do cool things w their themes.

His icon would’ve been fairytale themed for a while until he posts his first selfie for pride month, then it’s a picture of him with a pride flag. He’d reblog peoples art of fairytales, and he’d especially love peoples new interpretations of them

Would reblog thing about rats and post pictures of his own rats with cute captions. Reblogs peoples selfies during pride and other pride days ( like trans day of visibility n such), always adding super nice things in the tags.

He posts his first selfie during pride and it gets quite the reblogs and people asking to see more (half of them are thirsting after his body) Declines the request to post full topless pictures because he says that his blog is sfw and he doesnt want to mix fairtales, rats and codes with nudes.

He would have a nsfw blog tho,,,hes horny He’d give it to those over 18 that’d ask, reblogging gifs and stuff there and yeah thats where he posts topless pictures.

32. Which one of your OCs would be the most suitable horror game protagonist and why?

I’d like to say Brist because that would be funny as hell and he would actually explore everything, pretty unfazed by what is going on. But honestly Annora is already living a horror game pretty much, that is with loosing her parents, fighting for survival,being used by the revolution group as a ‘chosen one’, and especially because she has to encounter the wandering twins, which are creepy as heck. She’s a fighter against will but she pulls through and shes careful enough not to do something stupid.

33. Your shyest OC?

That’d be sweet, pure Charlie

34. Do you have any twin characters?

Oh yes, Eddy and Dick; Jae-Eun and Jae-Hyeok; Nathanael and Susanna

35. Any sibling characters?

There’s a lot coming your way

Cenric and his younger sister Annora

Sadira and her older brother Arshad

Gregory actually has a halfbrother that’s not really developed, named Maximilian 

Charlie and her younger sister Paula

Olivia and her older brother Bill

Arthur and his younger brother Jonathan

36. Do you have OC pairs where the other part belongs to someone else (siblings, lovers, friends etc)?

The above mentioned Adelais who belongs to Leander, is let’s say semi-paired w Regulus

Established girlfriends Sadira (who’s my oc) and Elizaveta (who is his)

Violet (mine) and Cole (his) sweet young love

And an AU Version of my oc Echo is the ex of Ninas OC Crem

Charlie used to be w the oc Amy of a friend but idk if that’s still a thing

37. Introduce an OC who is not quite human

There are a few, like Myka, Viida, Amodis,Brist, Rovhen and Araan but I think I’ll go with Cyra

Cyra, or ‘Venus Cyra’ is not as developed as some others here so not to worry about too long of a text,,,,I hope

Cyra is meant to exist around the 50s funnily enough, just like Gregory, which I really didn’t intend lmaoShe is,a s the question suggests, not quite human, despite maintaining a relaticely human appearance for most of the time. Cyra lives in a house in the fictional Bloomstreet, which has been declared haunted decades ago because of a man living inside of it that took great joy in messing with his neighbours.

Crya believes herself to have lived in the house all of her life, with no memory as to how she got to come there and why she can’t leave it.In truth it’s told that she moved in with her grandmother when Cyra was just a baby, having lost her parents. If you were to believe the whispers and legends the old woman was very poor, hardly able to keep the small house for her and her granddaughter.

She would wear the same old clothes she had arrived in, the young girl wearing a worn out dress with a pale blue bow. Legends say that they were so poor that the grandmother couldn’t afford to buy much more than bread and water.

A police man came to their door one day because the old woman hadn’t been able to pay for her house anymore. Desperate, it’s said that she hit the man across the head as he had bend down to say hello to Cyra, who looked famished and sick at that point.

Not sure what to do with the body and knowing that her granddaughter needed more than bread to survive and grow, she went to butcher the man and cook him into stew for herself and her granddaughter to eat. As she saw that Cyra became more healthy and stronger at the meat consumption, the old woman, desperate and hopeful to keep her beloved granddaughter alive, fully turned to cannibalism.

It’s said that the grandmother died a couple of years later of old age but legends have it that she is still in the house as well, a half dead monster. Cyra, having eaten human flesh all her life is said to have turned into a wendigo like creature,fully turning into a gruesome beast during the nights, to feed on the flesh of people that dare to enter the haunted house.

She is called Venus in some tales because a man claimed to have seen her one day, watering the roses in the lawn of the house, more beautiful than anything he had seen all his life, calling her ‘a sight like the goddess Venus herself’

Cyra isn’t fully aware of these legends, but she is aware of her monsterous nature, that she is unable to control. She believes she was cursed to stay in this house, a monster taking her place during night, leaving her with the remains of peoiple and the ravaging craving for human flesh.

She loved taxidermy and moths, and tending to flowers.

38. Which one of your OCs would be the best dancer?

Irina is a professional ballet dancer so I’d say she’s the best out of my Ocs

39. Introduce any character you want

Alright, because I’ve tought about them recently, I’ll cheat a bit and introduce two ocs: Susanna and Nathanael, whom I mentioned somewhere above briefly as ‘The Wandering Twins’

They are part of my Golden Empire universe and are the heads of one of the groups that build after the collapse of most of what we know of the Earth.

They play a part in Annoras journey to find her brother as both a danger to avoid/defeat, as well as potential allies. Susanna and Nathanael are twins that are both about 1,90m tall and are constantly veiled, having stapled veils to their faces and necks.

That adds to their ghostly,creepy appearance. You could describe their group as a cult,as it is religiously motivated and their followers are devoted to Susanna and Nathanael, who they call ‘Mother’ and ‘The Priest’

That could come fromt he fact that Susanna wears the traditional headwear of a nun, while Nathanael looks somewhat like a Priest and carries a bible around. Christianity is considered an old and outdated religion in the times that GE plays in, practiced by a very small amount of people before the collapse. It’s generally thought of as outdated and outlandish, with stories too wild to be real.

However some of the old text have been recovered or been carried on over generations by those that remain firm believers in the Christian God. Susanna and Nathanael were raised by such a family and spread their belief to vulnerble and scared people after the collapse that latch onto it as a form of explanation easily.

The Twins view the collapse as a sort of apocalypse brought by God to punish Humanity for their sins, they believe that they must attone and suffer now as Earth was made their purgatory. If one is firm in belief and enough suffering is done, so they say, Heaven will open up and they will be taken by God to heaven, forgiven and able to forget the horrors they went through on Earth.

They expect that suffering to be done by their followers, who all walk barefoot, some of them having blinded themself in order to see nothing but God in their lifes. Susanna and Nathanael as well as their group wander in order to spread their message, taking in new followers if they prove their faith by stripping themselves of their footwear and walking through the ruins of cities with them until their feet bleed.

Only if they are willing to shed blood for their sins will they be taken on and be bathed and baptized in a river and dressed in simple gowns.It is considered the highest honour to be veiled just like Susanna and Nathanael. They seem to be able to appear out of nowhere and have a settlement in the woods that they return to.

40. Any fond memories linked to your characters? Feel free to share!

I love developing oc things w my friends, its always a lot of fun and I wish I could do that more. Especially nice was cosplaying Gregory and Jason w Leander,,,cosplaying ocs is rad af, would love to do that again

41. Has anyone drawn fanart of your OCs? If yes, maybe show a picture or two here (remember sources & permissions!)

Yeee, mostly you and Leander actually, but a couple of others too. Let me see if I can show u a favourite oc art from u and from Leander

@bruhchantite listen,,,this is so fucking cute, I love seeing our kids all together. All art of them is always so happy and positive. I love every piece u did of em but this one especially bc,,,bringing star wars into it??Power move

@spokoystviye okay listen you made soo many great pieces but this one,,,this one idk maybe its because I love Brist so much but,, this is simple yet amazing. I love the small light play u got in here and just how u drew Brist,,,thats me boy!!!

42. Which one of your OCs would be the most interested in Greek gods?

Cenric, I’d say. He thinks of himself as a god after all. I think he’d like the imagery of it all

43. Do you have any certain type when you create your OCs? Do you tend to favour some certain traits or looks? It’s time to confess

Oh geez well,, I generally make my ocs older than me, like most of them are in their late 30s/40s, I have more ocs heading 60s than I have heading 20 lmao. My ocs are more often male than any other gender and more likely to be lgbt than straight. I like nice and clean looks, Leander can tell a great deal about how much I care for a clean look lmao. Most of my ocs have their life in order, and most of them are on the taller side

44. Something you like about your OCs in general

I put thought into my characters,so I think that makes them interesting and fun. And I try very hard to havbe them make sense and be time/lore appropriate.

45. A character you no longer use?

I did drop some Ocs a bit ago that never got much work and that I didn’t think interesting enough to work on. Sadly enough I don’t do as much w my ocs as I’d like to generally.

46. Has anyone ever told you that you treat your OCs badly?

Nope, I’m generally kind to my characters lmao

47. Has anyone ever (friendly) claimed any of your OCs as their child?

both Nina and Leander did and I think it’s v sweet hell yeah

48. OC who is a perfect cinnamon roll, too good for this world, too pure

Charlie and Caspian, truly good and pure, and positive

49. Which one of your OCs would most likely enjoy memes

Seth would definitely love memes. So would Kylan but he’d like the really weird ones best. Eddy and Dick would constantly send memes to each other, effectively annoying everyone else. Paula would like memes when they are already outdated

50. Give me the good ol’ OC talk here. Talk about anything you want

Generally special universe oc seem to be more interesting than like,,basic universe ones but I wannt quickly talk abour my OC WilliamI love him okay? He’s from Russia, where he grew up in a tightly knit family. He’s a childrens Doctor and was married to Nahia, who’s an ER Doctor. They met in med school and got along super well, they both were used to the whole early marriage idea and marrying someone you like so they did just that. They both always wanted to have children and kid. It’s very important for them to be there for thgeir child despite their jobs. William is such a dad, he loves his child so much, he’d do anything for em. He and Nahia are best friends, even after the divorce, which happened after long talks because they had noticed that something was off. It led to William confessing that he thinks he might be gay and they ended up divorcing because it turns out yes he is. William probably would’ve stayed w Nahia, also for their childs sake but she wouldn’t hear anything of it. He’s a very kind man, calm and I love the thought of him being able to explore who he is even at his age. He’d be so new to everything,,sobs,,angel

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i was tagged by @leivangel​ my polish angel,  read it if you wanna know more about me i guess, don’t have much to do anyway

Rules: Answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST 1. drink: hot chocolate 2. phone call: mom 3. text message: yasmin!!! i’m counting down till the day she comes back but well. we cannot not talk @oblaks i mean i have your account but come back pls 4. song you listened to: lmao a song sung by JJ Lin (a Taiwanese guy) 5. time you cried: this week but i forgot which day 6. dated someone twice: no lah who wants me anyway 7. kissed someone and regretted it: ... 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yeah?? ofc.. this year’s been v hard lmao 10. been depressed: i don’t think so lmao 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no

3 FAVOURITE COLOURS 12. royal blue 13. green 14. black/purple (i can’t choose)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15. made new friends: (what do you mean last year... 2017 or 2016) if you count tumblr... yes lmao; real life no 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: i don’t really know, but probably yeah 18. found out someone was talking about you: not this year 19. met someone who changed you: people on here? idek 20. found out who your friends are: maybe 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: 2017 no

GENERAL: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i have no idea and i’m too lazy to check it 23. do you have any pets: not now 24. do you want to change your name: yeah sometimes i want to (especially my chinese name); my friends irl will know why 25. what did you do for your last birthday: exam 26. what time did you wake up: 7 something am lmao... 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: talking to ‘german anon’ jfdlkagjldksajflk, i forgot 28. name something you can’t wait for: this week to be over 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: yesterday 31. what are you listening to right now: some Cantonese singer singing? 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: MY UNCLE 33. something that is getting on your nerves: leon goretzka to b*yern rumors 34. most visited website: tumblr/youtube 35. hair colour: black 36. long or short hair: i’ve always wanted to try short but i’m afraid lmao 37. do you have a crush on someone: idk anymore 38. what do you like about yourself: handwriting? lmao... 39. piercings: none 40. blood type: i actually don’t know, i think it’s O (sadly) 41. nickname: char/chip/orange 42. relationship status: kinda in a relationship with @johannesgeis​ 43. zodiac: gemini 44. pronouns: she/they (i don’t really mind..) 45. favourite tv show: ...... 46. tattoos: none rn i’m too young (illegal rn) for that but who knows; also my parents will probably kill me if i get one 47. right or left handed: fun fact: i was left handed until my mom forced me to write with my right (i HATE) 48. surgery: i can’t think of any 50. sport: volleyball, swimming, badminton, etc etc. not tennis. usually anything using arms/wrists. i mean funnily enough i can kinda throw the javelin and discus 51. vacation: i’ve been to quite a lot of places tbh! Canada (mainly the route from Vancouver to Calgary + Edmonton lmao, i mainly stay at Calgary) for 6 times? (relatives and all that), Australia (route from Sydney to Melbourne?), South Korea (Seoul x3), Japan (Osaka, and places in which i forgot their names), Philippines (Bohol, Manila), Thailand (Bangkok, Chiangmai), Singapore/Malaysia, China (Beijing, Shanghai, and places in the Guangdong province), Taiwan (Taipei, Kaohsiung)... yeah that’s probably the places i’ve been to 52. pair of trainers: a few pairs probably but i mainly wear a Puma one which is generally black in colour... it’s actually broken(??) though

MORE GENERAL 53. eating: i’ve eaten a bread today lmao i have no idea what i like the most 54. drinking: i can drink most things, trying to cut down on coke 55. I’m about to: see if there are any new youtube vids (Real Nimrod be PROUD) 56. waiting for: not bayern to win the bundesliga, freiburg (mad respect!!) to win the europa league qualifying round :) 57. want: a lot of things 58. get married: @johannesgeis when? 59. career: something to deal with sports, not much idea tho. mom wants me to work in the financial sector

WHICH IS BETTER: 60. hugs or kisses: hugs 61. lips or eyes: idk 62. shorter or taller: i don’t know, i just hate it when people (boys) taller than me tell me how short i am 63. older or younger: usually older 64. nice arms or nice stomach: arms? 65. hookup or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER: 67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: yes 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: yes  70. turned someone down: lmao 71. sex on the first date: no 73. had your heart broken: ??? 74. been arrested: no 75. cried when someone died: yeah 76. fallen for a friend: who are my friends

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. yourself: not really, sometimes yeah 78. miracles: sometimes 79. love at first sight: i still don’t know 80. santa claus: no 81. kiss on the first date: i’m asian 82. angels: devils

OTHER: 84. eye colour: very deep brown, black, idk 85. favourite movie: ......

i tag @mjhummels @johannesgeis @pre-season @hectorbaberin i’m just randomly tagging you don’t have to do it

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i was tagged by the amazing @unhugme

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag!

THE LAST… 1. Drink: diet coke

2. Phone call: my mum

3. Text message: my best friend telling him goodnight 

4. Song you listened to: Michael Jackson - Pretty Young Thing bc it was on the radio 

5. Time you cried: like last night or the night before coz it was 2am and life

HAVE YOU EVER… 6. Dated someone twice: ive barely even dated someone once lmao

7. Been cheated on: yup...

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: no i dont think so

9. Lost someone special: yes, my great grandpa

10. Been depressed: yes, im currently seeing a therapist 

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yes! every time i drink unless its wine, for some reason wine doesnt make me sick. i think its because i once totally over did it on spirits and cider so not they just taste like the time i almost died and my body cant take it

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:

12. grey

13. mint green

14. blush pink

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 15. Made new friends: yes, i started college so i made new irl friends because of that and i have also mad new internet friends through this blog 

16. Fallen out of love: kinda, depends how you look at it. i didnt know i had fallen out of love until the relationship had ended and i didnt feel as sad as i thought i would

17. Laughed until you cried: always, when i’m with my friends all i do is cry laugh 

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes, it happens a lot, sometimes negative and sometimes positive 

19. Met someone who changed you: yes, for good and bad. 

20. Found out who your true friends are: yes, once i left school i knew who my real friends are because they are the ones who kept in touch and the ones who didnt do other things that they knew would hurt me

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yess

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most, i dont know them all personally but i know of them all, no strangers for me

23. Do you have any pets: not at my house but we are getting our little puppy Sully in 14 days. i do have a cat and a dog at my dads house but i very rarely go visit 

24. Do you want to change your name: no, i used to want to when i was a kid because i used to get bullied because i had a ‘boys’ name (Billie) but now i like it because its unique  

25. What did you do for your last birthday: met my friends that i met on the internet that are now irl friends for a meal and to go shopping. we went for pizza and bowling and then shopping before they had to leave again:(

26. What time did you wake up: usually between 8am and 9am without an alarm 

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: i think i was actually sleeping for once if not i was watching youtube videos

28. Name something you cannot wait for: to get my puppy and to meet up with and have a party with my internet/irl friends again in summer

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: like 15 minuets ago befroe i came upstairs to do this

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i could control my anxiety and depression or even not have it at all. i also wish my dad would pay me more attention and want to see me more because i miss him and its almost like he forgets i was his first kind before he mt his new wife

31. What are you listening to right now: the 1975

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i mean i have a cousin name Thomas? but never someone just called Tom without it being shortened 

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: life? no but like the fact that im not allowing myself to do the things i want to do out of pure fear

34. Most visited website: Tumblr of course... it is never off my browser 

35. Elementary: ive honestly never wanted to go back to a time in my life more than i want to go back to elementary/primary school 

36. High School: no thanks to that. i wish i could have been one of the people that called it the best years of their lives not 5 years of asshole bullying me 

37. College/university: im commenting on this as England college (16-18 year olds) and ive just dropped out of one part (sixth from) where i was taking 3 subjects Media studies and Film studies which i loved and will miss and Psychology wich i did love but wont miss because i couldnt do it and it made my anxiety sky rocket. in september i start a makeup course and i am so excieted to be a qualified makeup artist this time next year

38. Hair colour: mousy brown

39. Long or short hair: long, like almost to my butt long (yes its natural)

40. Do you have a crush on someone: yes, but i could never pursue it bc he is my friend and i wouldnt want to ruin that. ive made that mistake with my ex.

41. What do you like about yourself: my eyes. they are grey and kinda ombre like they hae a really dark ring on the outside and they get lighter closer to my pupil

42. Piercings: yes, my first and second lobes on both ears, my helix and forward helix on my left ear. half way up my ear and my rook on my right ear and then my nose 

43. Blood type: i have no idea, do people actually know this?

44. Nickname: Bil and B although i dont like B (pronounced like Bee) but its what my cousins have called my since i was really small so it doesnt bother me that much with them 

45. Relationship status: extremely single

46. Zodiac sign: Aquarius 

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favourite TV show: pretty little liars, it has just finished and now i am re watching it to find clues about A that i missed 

49. Tattoos: no, but i have a couple planned 

50. Right or left hand: right

FIRST… 51. Surgery: teeth removed they are the only ops ive ever had and will ever have to have touch wood

52. Piercing: ears

54. Sport: i danced as a majorette does that count?

55. Vacation: i honestly have no idea, i think i went to Devon though (its a place in the UK) all i know is my first holiday was during 9/11 

56. Pair of trainers: probably like Nike Airs or something Adidas i have no idea 

57. Eating: i actually know this bc my older cousin fed me a wham bar (a british, i think, chewy candy thing) when i was 3 week old, so i could have died the ifrst time i hate lmao

58. Drinking: i was 14, i know i shouldnt have been drinking because my mum made me promise her i wouldnt, but i remember being so drunk (idk if it was real or faked tbh) on alcopop thats right 4% alcohol and i probs had like 3 

59. I’m about to: go get my cousins baby off his Nan so she can get his older brother from nursery

60. Listening to: idk if this is like asking the same as earlier? coz if so t]still the 1975

61. Waiting for: my friend to reply to me an tell me when he is taking me for coffee 

62. Want: my dog

63. Get married: probs idk

64. Career: i dont have one rn but hopefully a makeup artist

YOUR TYPE… 65. Hugs or kisses: rn hugs i need to hug someone while i fall to sleep so bad its been so long 

66. Lips or eyes: eyes

67. Shorter or taller: taller bc im also tall so i need someone taller than me (i dont need but i like a partner to be tall)

68. Older or younger: older, people y age are immature so any younger and i may as well spend my time with a 10 year old

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: i dont mind tbh

71. Sensitive or loud: both? not too loud though ya girl has sensitive ears 

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship, im demisexual (it took me 17 years to figure that out) so hook ups aren’t my thing

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: it depends because i tend to be the cause of arguments and things because im honest but im not out there to cause trouble i just dont like to lie

HAVE YOU EVER… 74. Kissed a stranger?: no

75. Drank hard liquor?: yes, dont do it, its bad kids

76. Lost glasses contact/lenses: yes, i lose my glasses all the goddamn time

77. Turned someone down: yes, i always feel bad but you cant force feelings

78. Sex on first date: nope

79. Broken someone’s heart: not that i know of, i doubt it though

80. Had your heart broken: yes, again not fun

81. Been arrested: nooo

82. Cried when someone died: yes

83. Fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84. Yourself: not always

85. Miracles: yes, the baby i spoke about earlier? yeah hes my miracle, he was born with a new strain of meningitis, he has had 3 lots of brain surgery (at a week old) and the doctors said it was a very low chance he would survive. he did 3 times. his heart also stopped 3 times, again he is here. he also had multiple surgeries on his joints, we got told he wouldnt walk but here he is at 16 months running around like a crazy person and loving life with his older brother  

86. Love at first sight: i mean no, how can you fall in love with someone based off their face (no matter how many cute people you see on the street that you think you love, you probably dont)

87. Santa Claus: hes real in my house

88. Kiss on the first date: ive never been on a proper date so

89. Angels: yeah, i really love t believe in thse things because its cute

OTHER… 90. Current best friend’s name: im not saying their name coz idk if thats a good idea tbh

91. Eye colour: greyyy

92. Favourite movie: Tim Burtons Alice in Wonderland i just love his aesthetic and the story of Alice so put them together and you have a winner

ok i dont have 25 people to tag but i do tag @theflowerkingdom @kinkylildanny @creepyphantasia @imjustacanforallthephantrash and @dead-nightingale 

if you are reading this and you want to do it, go for it and just say i tagged you!

[studyfeather]

➸ 92 Q’s

thank you to @pennyfynotes for tagging me! read my answers under the cut xx

LAST

➸ 1. drink: water

➸ 2. phone call: the dentist’s office tbh

➸ 3. text message: my dad

➸ 4. song you listened to: Superficial Love by Ruth B

➸ 5. time you cried: july 3, in front of my school advisor rip

HAVE YOU:

➸ 6. dated someone twice: no

➸ 7. kissed someone and regretted it: never kissed anyone xxx

➸ 8. been cheated on: I have been single since birth so no

➸ 9. lost someone special: no

➸ 10. been depressed: yes (a lot)

➸ 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: n o pe

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

➸ 12-14. creamy orange, white, gold

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

➸ 15. made new friends: yes (a small number)

➸ 16. fallen out of love: yes? I think? maybe? (like I stopped having a crush)

➸ 17. laughed until you cried: OH YES my sisters kill me

➸ 18. found out someone was talking about you: //sweats yes

➸ 19. met someone who changed you: maybe? probably? not prominently?

➸ 20. found out who your friends are: I suppose

➸ 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: me and my virgin lips

GENERAL:

➸ 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know: I only friend people I know in some way or another

➸ 23. do you have any pets: yes! a cat named Tabitha ♥

➸ 24. do you want to change your name: I used to, but not anymore

➸ 25. what did you do for your last birthday: went to a park, saw both Fantastic Beasts and Hidden Figures, helped fix a car, hung out with my parents. tbh it was a more casual day, no cake or anything.

➸ 26. what time did you wake up: 7:30. I had an appointment this morning aha. normally I wake up around 8:30-9:30 though.

➸ 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping! I crashed around 11:15 lskjdlfk had a long day that exhausted me.

➸ 28. Name something you can’t wait for: I’ll be going camping this thursday and I’m so excited!

➸ 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: in person, 1-1.5 weeks ago?

➸ 30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: family drama? or maybe my IBS??? or??? me being able to be more of myself around other people?

➸ 31. what are you listening to right now: 11 Blocks by Wrabel

➸ 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes

➸ 33. something that is getting on your nerves: my stomach (I haven’t eaten yet today rip)

➸ 34. most visited websites: tumblr + deviantART + google + dropbox + my university account + youtube (for music)

LOST QUESTIONS:

➸ 35. mole/s: none?

➸ 36. mark/s: my most current one is a big, dark scar on my elbow, from having scraped it while falling on concrete. I have several scars on my knees (one from a book actually, if you can believe it), most of them from when I was younger. slight impression on my chin, from stitches. vertical scar on my right shin from when I was 3 (?). aaaaand miscellaneous marks/scars on my arms from who knows what.

➸ 37. childhood dream: I don’t remember much about having a childhood dream. I did think about becoming a teacher once?

➸ 38. hair color: brown, with some (natural) red in it.

➸ 39. long or short hair: long! goes down to my bum

➸ 40. do you have a crush on someone: y-yes ;;

➸ 41. what do you like about yourself: I’m artsy?

➸ 42. piercings: one on each earlobe (earrings)

➸ 43. blood type: I believe I’m A-

➸ 44. nickname: ooooh boy. I have a lot. most commonly my siblings call me cheerios, ranchel, raichu, or raguu. 

➸ 45. relationship status: single pringle

➸ 46. zodiac: pisces!

➸ 47. pronouns: she/her

➸ 48. favorite tv show: I don’t typically watch tv shows? more kdramas than anything else. but one tv show I have enjoyed is Once Upon a Time, and love Psych, Mr. Monk, and Bones.

➸ 49. tattoos: none, don’t plan on any either

➸ 50. right or left hand: right hand

➸ 51. surgery: none? idk if getting pictures taken of my stomach counts.

➸ 52. hair dyed in different color: nope!

➸ 53. sport: I used to think I would do something with basketball but nah

➸ 54. (question missing?)

➸ 55. vacation: in some versions of this tag, it’s asking for my first vacation? when I was 3 weeks old my parents went to Hawaii but I was too young to remember rip. otherwise, I think my first “official” vacation, would have been when I was 18, going to California with my cousin and grandparents.

➸ 56. pair of trainers: trainers? shoes? my current pair of sneakers (I use them for work) are adidas. I also have shoes from mudd, brash, vans, pali hawaii ... I’m not very brand specific.

MORE GENERAL:

➸ 57. eating: nothing at the moment. I promised my sister to Panda Express, though.

➸ 58. drinking: nothing. water or milk sounds good aa

➸ 59. I’m about to: make an announcement post! or do a flatlay post (:

➸ 60. (rest in piece...question 60....for not existing....?!)

➸ 61. waiting for: my sister to get back from weight training so we can eat!

➸ 62. want: food. and money pls. I’m a poor college student.

➸ 63. get married: I won’t force it, but I would like to.

➸ 64. career: graphic design! though I have been considering illustration.

WHICH IS BETTER:

➸ 65. hugs or kisses: hugs

➸ 66. lips or eyes: eyes

➸ 67. shorter or taller: taller

➸ 68. older or younger: older

➸ 69. (question 69 is afk)

➸ 70. nice arms or nice stomach: how about nice personality

➸ 71. sensitive or loud: ????

➸ 72. Hookup or relationship: relationship

➸ 73. troublemaker or hesitant: somewhere inbetween?

HAVE YOU EVER:

➸ 74. kissed a stranger: no

➸ 75. drank hard liquor: no

➸ 76. lost glasses/contact lenses: no. I don’t have either!

➸ 77. turned someone down: I don’t think so??

➸ 78. sex in the first date: no

➸ 79. broken someone’s heart: no??

➸ 80. had your heart broken: no?

➸ 81. been arrested: no

➸ 82. cried when someone died: yes

➸ 83. fallen for a friend: //sweats

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

➸ 84. yourself: at times

➸ 85. miracles: yes

➸ 86. love at first sight: mmm no?

➸ 87. Santa Claus: no

➸ 88. kiss on the first date: no

➸ 89. (question 89 be missin’)

OTHER:

➸ 90. current best friend name: Sammi!  

➸ 91. eye color: hazel

➸ 92. favorite movie: HARD QUESTION. I watch too many movies tbh. rn I really like Storks? Wonder Woman? Moana? gr a a hh

I won’t tag anyone if that’s okay! feel free to do this if you would like ♥

[chthoniclove]

seventy questions

tagged by @pinkhoodiemark​ ♡♡♡ 

lol Em you probably don’t remember even tagging me in this either

1. do you have a good relationship with your parents? uh, i guess? i mean i don’t really have those sort of relationships with them where i tell them everything or i hug them on the daily… but we’re functional and we love each other so that’s enough right?

2. who did you last say “i love you” to? oh wow that… i can’t even remember. i think it was when i was thanking my followers for sending in those nice messages when i was feeling like shit.

3. do you regret anything? a lot… honestly i’m pretty sure my early teenage years were built on regrets but you didn’t hear that from me.

4. are you insecure? yeah, but i think everyone is insecure about something. i’m mostly insecure about my appearance in outfits and stuff.

5. what’s your relationship status? married to jinyoung, mark is my bf and @ehgase​ is my gf.

6. how do you want to die? quietly and without pain ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

7. what did you last eat? chao fan ♡ fried rice basically lol.

8. played any sports? i was a figure skater from about 8 till i was 16, did gymnastics for a couple years, ballet until interfoundation, and currently i play touch rugby(:

9. do you bite your nails? no lol. my mom eradicated that habit when i was little.

10. when was your last physical fight? i haven’t had a physical fight ever in my life probably… never had the need to.

11. do you like someone? nope lmao…

12. have you ever stayed up 48 hours? no never… i’m a wuss.

13. do you hate anyone at the moment? nope~

14. do you miss someone? my uncle…

15. have any pets? two doggos! duke and harley ♡ they’re my babies.

16. how exactly are you feeling at the moment? tired… a little emotionally drained. but laughing a little at what my brother is currently doing on my bedroom floor with his nerf guns.

17. ever made out in the bathroom? uhhh… no? maybe? wait yes… in my boyfriend’s bathroom before going to prom. bye.

18. are you scared of spiders? terrified. anything creepy and crawly makes me jump honestly.

19. would you go back in time if you were given the chance? no probably not… i’m okay with where i am now i think.

20. where was the last place you snogged someone? idk ages ago. i don’t even remember… probably regretted it.

21. what are your plans for this weekend? i have a tournament this weekend for my rugby club and i’ll probably try and watch nunbal.

22. do you want to have kids? how many? 2. that’s my limit lol. if anything i would prefer to adopt.

23. do you have piercings? how many? just two… on my earlobes. i want more on my ears):

24. what is/are/were your best subject(s)? maths!

25. do you miss anyone from your past? my ex-best friend. we fell out some time last year and i don’t really know about what but she didn’t make much sense and i’m still really confused and hurt but i didn’t want to force our relationship any more than it already had been after she changed schools.

26. what are you craving right now? sleep… jinyoung’s hugs… my best friend in the uk ;-;

27. have you ever broken someone’s heart? not that i know of?

28. have you ever been cheated on? hopefully not…

29. have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? yes. but to be fair it was because i was crying so idk if that counts.

30. what’s irritating you right now? taobao won’t let me pay for my dream knight dolls ><

31. does somebody love you? my mutuals/followers maybe… my family… my sister… idk. if you’re talking abt love love then no probably not?

32. what is your favourite color? blue~

33. do you have trust issues? not really.

34. who/what was your last dream about? mark i think?

35. who was the last person you cried in front of? my older sister.

36. do you give out second chances too easily? maybe? i can’t really think of any situations where i had to give one out recently.

37. is it easier to forgive or forget? forgive then forget. i don’t like holding grudges. they’re exhausting and just make you look really ugly.

38. is this year the best year of your life? absolutely fucking not. it’s not even half way through the year and i’ve already lost 2 family members. this year can go fuck itself in all its 7 holes.

39. how old were you when you had your first kiss? 14 maybe.

40. have you ever walked outside completely naked? ???????? no.

51. favourite food? idk char siew rice maybe. sashimi? idk i like a lot of food.

52. do you believe everything happens for a reason? i feel like if i didn’t then my life would be a lot emptier. there has to be something at the end of this horrible fucked up road right?

53. what is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? uh i think i watched the twaebam gotjacksonshow. or i made bam’s birthday edits… i can’t really remember.

54. is cheating ever okay? no. first of all why. second of all just don’t. if you think you’re going to cheat, end it with your s/o first. they’ll be fucking furious but trust me it’s going to hurt less.

55. are you mean? probably. like i’m not purposefully mean, but i can be a bit blunt and brash so i guess it comes off as mean but i try to watch what i say.

56. how many people have you fist fought? 0.

57. do you believe in true love? i don’t really know. i want the concept to be real but it just seems like too far of a stretch. maybe i just haven’t experienced it yet.

58. favourite weather? cool breeze with a couple clouds. not too sunny not too cloudy.

59. do you like the snow? i love snow!!!

60. do you wanna get married? idk it’s not really a requirement for me.

61. is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? i think so(:

62. what makes you happy? got7, my friends, my dogs, making people smile, helping people out, hugs… idk all this stuff always makes me feel a lot better.

63. would you change your name?   maybe. i used to hate my name but now it isn’t really something that i think about anymore. its sarah and i can’t change it so…

64. would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? yes probably?

65. your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? talk to them about it? i probably wouldn’t like them back but idk who knows. i don’t really have a best friend of the opposite sex rn.

66. do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? uh… yeah. my ex-boyfriend. we’re pretty close now bcs we pretty much know everything about the other person.

67. who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? my dad. he texted me about dinner lol.

68. who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? my sister… we were talking about family.

69. do you believe in soulmates? it’s a great concept i guess but i don’t like the idea of only being able to end up with one person. 

70. is there anyone you would die for? family… my dogs… a specific few of friends.

tagging; @2jaekisses​ // @jypnior​ // @jungnoir​ // @ehgase​ // @ninetytwoline​ // @maydayjyp​ // @taechubs​ // @sooranghaes​

[fxvixen]

92 truths

tagged by @livecement​, aw yeeeeah i really wanted to do this one

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag try to tag people and get really anxious.

LAST…

[1] drink: water

[2] phone call: my mom

[3] text message: my pharmacy about my new prescription and before that, my old work friend

[4] song you listened to: this mashup

[5] time you cried: i cried last night and most of yesterday afternoon

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: if you count middle school level “dating” yes but otherwise no

[7] been cheated on: no

[8] kissed someone and regretted it: i’ve only kissed one person and the reason i regretted it was because right after it happened i realized that i didn’t like them like that 

[9] lost someone special: not to death

[10] been depressed: lol

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: no, i’m pure

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:

[12] black satin that’s shiny af

[13] emerald green satin that’s also shiny af

[14] dark magenta satin that’s ALSO shiny af

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: lots

[16] fallen out of love: yeah

[17] laughed until you cried: once

[18] found out someone was talking about you? i’m sure lots of people are talking about me, i’m flawless

[19] met someone who changed you: yeah

[20] found out who your true friends are: uh... who knows

[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: yeah

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them, the only people i don’t are people i’ve fallen out of touch with

[23] do you have any pets: oliver, cat

[24] do you want to change your name: i wouldn’t change my name, because it’s easy for people to remember but i’ve always wanted a nickname, so i’d be tempted to change my name to something that gave me a nickname

[25] what did you do for your last birthday: i was in a log cabin with my family and i got ice cream sandwiches 

[26] what time did you wake up: 11:16ish

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: i had just finished serenading beca, because someone pounded on my wall

[28] name something you cannot wait for: GUARDIANS OF THE GALAXY TWOOOOOOO

[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: two days ago

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i had someone to cuddle with

[31] what are you listening to right now: this same mashup

[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: yep

[33] something that is getting on your nerves: myself

[34] most visited website: here and https://www.solitr.com/ which i’ve found relaxes me

[35] elementary: i had lots of different friends and the teachers loved me

[37] college: it’s an ongoing process

[38] hair colour: my dad always used to say that it’s turd brown, but it’s got some highlights in it rn

[39] long or short hair: just past shoulder length, but nowhere near what i would consider “long”

[40] do you have a crush on someone: yeah, fuck my life

[41] what do you like about yourself? uh...i can sing. sometimes i look good. sometimes i crack a joke. sometimes i think i’m good at writing

[42] piercings: lol sometimes my ears are pierced, but i only wear earrings like once a year so i always gotta force ‘em through

[43] blood type: A+  at least something about me is getting perfect grades

[44] nickname: yeah i want one

[45] relationship status: hah

[46] zodiac sign: leo

[47] pronouns: she/her

[48] fav tv show: young justice or haikyuu

[49] tattoos: i’m planning on getting at least two but i don’t have time right now for my small one and i don’t have the money for my big one so lol no

[50] right or left handed: mostly right, but anything to do with shooting or aiming is left

FIRST…

[51] surgery: i got a cyst removed from the bottom of my tongue

[52] piercing: my ears when i was 13 or so?

[53] best friend: lol right now the only friends i really have are my tumblr friends because my friends irl decided to be dicks, so vivi is literally my bestie

[54] sport: soccer

[55] vacation: i went to boston when i was 2

[56] pair of trainers: i think they were white, who knows

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: watermelon gum

[58] drinking: water

[59] i’m about to: pretend to do my homework until i have to leave

[60] listening to: it’s still this damn mashup

[61] waiting for: my life to actually start

[62] want: for my homework to magically be done or for my anxiety about it to disappear

[63] get married: i think i’d like to, but only to wear the dress and show everyone how much i love the person

[64] career: student, research assistant 

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: i like hugs but my only experience with kissing wasn’t that great. can i choose nuzzling as an in between. like, hugging with my face

[66] lips or eyes: lips

[67] shorter or taller: i like to feel small but i’m kind of big and i like to hold other people so ??? either, i’m just not a fan of someone the same size as me

[68] older or younger: idc

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: ..... stomach?????? idk

[71] sensitive or loud: i don’t like the insinuation here, but loud people make me nervous

[72] hook up or relationship: relationship

[73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger? no

[75] drank hard liquor? yes

[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? yes

[77] turned someone down: kind of

[78] sex on first date? no, but... i might?

[79] broken someone’s heart? i think so

[80] had your own heart broken? yeah

[81] been arrested? no and i’d probably just start crying

[82] cried when someone died? technically yes

[83] fallen for a friend: lol... yeah more than once

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself? about certain things, yes. i tend to believe in myself more when someone says i can’t do it or they think they can be beat

[85] miracles? there’s been some things that have happened to me that i’m not really sure what to take it as other than some kind of divine intervention

[86] love at first sight? i don’t think so

[87] santa claus? no

[88] kiss on the first date? probably

[89] angels? who knows

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: i already said it

[91] eye color: hazel

[92] favorite movie: avatar or guardians of the galaxy

i’m tagging @queeniwaizumi, @heynoir, @mattsunflower, @strawberry-jambouree, @tobioslilgiant, @rockin-llama, @robin22nerd

you don’t gotta do it if you don’t want

[tuantasticchewbacca]

85 Truths Tag  I don't do this kind of stuff but @jarlgogh​ you’re too cute :3 Also sorry it literally took me like ages to reply but I was running around like a headless chicken for the whole weekend, I’m here now though :)))).

I tag: @notsoguiltykpop​ cause you’re my wife, and @imahoeforyoongi​ cause you’re my only other friend here so lol, and the rest of the 18 tags can go to whoever wants to do its actually pretty fun to do ^^

Alrighty so here it comes... Last

1. drink - TEA (I'm pretty sure I’m addicted)

2. phone call - uuuuuuuuhhhhhh to my mum

3. text message - my mum, again... lol telling her that I won’t be recording my friends in college today cause one of the lads sprained his ankle...

4. song you listened to - Bailando by Enrique Iglesias.... I know it’s only by now, but my my it’s beat is too good

5. time you cried - Eh... last week? Lot of things were happening and I was feeling really self-conscious and I somehow ended up texting this guy that I clearly have no feelings for, and he asked if “I was okay”, lkjsadhgr boi no

Ever

6. dated anyone twice- the question should be have I ever DATED... lmao cause nope

7. kissed someone then regretted it - again I am a relationship virgin I don’t know how do any of that stuff

8. been cheated on - nope

9. lost someone special - nope

10. been depressed - I’m like a werewolf, I get depressed every full moon.

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - alcohol virgin here too....

Fave Colours

12. red

13. blue

14. black

In the last year have you

15. made new friends - Yep, I’ve been to a few social events where I managed to befriend some people so wowie well done me :)

16. fallen out of love - In progress. I just wanna get over the guy, ya feel?

17. laughed until you cried - Oh for defo.

18. found out someone was talking about you - Yep... found it very intriguing tbh

19. met someone who changed you - Kind of? I think for the better but who knows...

20. found out who your true friends are - first you need to have more than one friend.... lol 

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - Nope. 

General

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - All of them, I have this strict rule of just accepting people that I know irl, and if we fall out I will unfriend.

23. do you have any pets - Noooooooooo.... *sob* but I’m working on this cat that keeps on coming over to my house.... 

24. do you want to change your name - asdfghjkl YES I hate it, I’m currently working on having people call me by my nickname that I came up with with my friend, it’s a work in progress

25. what did you do for your last birthday - I don’t celebrate birthdays so I probably drank tea and slept cause lol I'm so wild

26. what time did you wake up today - Like 5am? but then I realised it’s not worth it and forced myself back to sleep

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - probably chilling with my mum in the living room...

28. what is something you cant wait for - Finishing college! Having an actual job! Getting a dog! 

30. what are you listening to right now - my dad clicking away on his laptop and muttering to himself

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - Yes. I knew a Tom but he moved now to a different country... hope you doing well bro!

32. something that’s getting on your nerves - my tendency to procrastinate, I can like physically feel the time ticking away but I’d still be playing 2048 on my phone... and people coughing without covering their mouths like WHAT KIND OF A PEASANT-

33. most visited website - Youtube.

34. hair colour - Dark brown, with a strip of cherry but you can't really see it cause my hair is so dark... (mum and I were feeling spontaneous one night)

35. long or short hair - shoulder length? but I just cut it recently, I literally had it like down to my hips...

36. do you have a crush on someone - Unfortunately 

37. what do you like about yourself - MY EYES- they’re like light brown, but in sunlight they become gold and I think it’s really pretty, EYELASHES- natural curl yo! and HAIR- we get on very well

38. want any piercings? - Yeeeeaaaaahhh... like I see myself with a tongue piercing but would never actually get one. But I am thinking of getting a helix piercing...

39. blood type - lol, who knows

40. nicknames - Marty, I’ve been called “midget” as well... yeeep that’s all

41. relationship status - single and reADY TO BINGO

42. zodiac - Scorpio

43. pronouns - a she/her

44. fave tv shows - I’m into few things at the time so bare with me... - Once Upon a Time, Riverdale (yes I’m one of those), Friends, White Collar, Gotham, The Good Place, Chuck

45. tattoos - iNone

46. right or left handed - right

47. ever had surgery - Yeh, I was swinging on a swing (that was broken, it had no board to sit on or anything so there were just these three metal bars going across), then stood up on it while it was still swinging and I ended up falling with one of the bars ending up right between my legs... and well... I needed stitches..... (note that I was like 4 or 5 at the time okaYYYYY)

48. piercings - just in ears

49. sport - none, I used to play basketball a little and soccer but yeah... I dance a little though... does that count?

50. vacation - I love travelling if only I had more $$$$$ (planing on going to Iceland tho)

51. trainers - I literally wear any kind of shoe’s as long as I like how they look like 

More General

52. eating - if I could I’d eat pizza 24/7, but nothing rn

53. drinking - tea 24/7 but nothing rn, not... sure why... hold on...

                      Yep tea.

54. i’m about to watch - some DAN and PHIL cause I’m a hoe for them

55. waiting for - me to finish this cause I still got some college work to do, but I’ve been putting this off for so long that I’m disgusted with myself... hehe....

56. want - A dog... a boyfriend would be nice, but a dog would be more convenient 

57. get married - probably someday, not really into the whole marriage thing at the time, some of my friends just got engaged lately and I’m here like... why would you???

58. career - none, currently in college studying animation so hopefully would end up with something in that direction, if it fails I’ll probably go for hairdressing

Which is Better

59. hugs or kisses - hugs 

60. lips or eyes - eyes

61. shorter or taller - both? as a member of the SHORT Clan I am very much aware of the numerous advantages us quick-ending-limbs people have, but at the same time being tall must be very nice

62. older or younger - older

63. nice arms or stomach - arms

64. hookup or relationship - relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant (pls just don’t have me decide things cause just no.)

Have You Ever

66. kissed a stranger - nope

67. drank hard liquor - I think so??? Like I’m pretty sure I did I’m just not aware of the alcoholic stuff but like 95% positive 

68. lost glasses - Nope

69. turned someone down - Oh I did... 

70. sex on first date - nope, what is a date? ...I’m so lonely lmao

71. broken someone’s heart - nope

72. had your heart broken - Nope

73. been arrested - nope

74. cried when someone died - Yep, Jonghyun got me bad... but also... would crying over my guinea pig count?

75. fallen for a friend - you see the thing is I’m pretty sure we’re friends but like... I don’t even know what we are??????? so maybe?????? 

Do you believe in

76. yourself - happens every other day, so yeah sometimes 

77. miracles - not the ones happening these days I don’t

78. love at first sight - I mean, yeah sure, why not, I like being optimistic 

79. santa claus - nope

80. kiss on a first date - Um... I’m not really sure how the whole dating thing works so I feel like I shouldn’t answer cause I wouldn’t know???

81. angels - yep, but I don’t believe there’s like guardian angels and all that

Other

82. best friend’s name - Lidzilla (that’s the nickname I gave her on messenger lol)

83. eye colour - like light brown, but with bits of greyish in them too

84. fave movie - can I mention more than one? cause there’s plenty...The Proposal, LOTR and The Hobbit movies I’d die for, throw in Star Wars... and Pirates of the Caribbean (the first one ;) )

85. fave actor - oh geez... probably Johnny Depp, Ryan Reynolds, Chris Pratt and I’m growing soft for Emma Stone, ANGELINA JOLIE will forever be my role model tho

[secretariatbourgeoisophobe]

i got myself tagged by @ilyatath​ and @fmlforeverwrites​ and its taken me so long to do this bc im trash but hye ho here i am!!!

rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people. yeah im not even gonna get close to 20 people and i have a feeling that some of you have already done this but oh well @asharadaynes​ @tooextremeforlouisiana​ @aaron-burrsir​ @kreacherwrites​ @kryptxns​ @opalcscent​ @beccabec876​ @mynameismelodypond​ and if any of y’all who ain’t tagged wanna do this then be my guest

the last

1. drink: strawberry and kiwi squash which honestly tastes a surprising amount like nondescript punch

2. phone call: i don’t make phone calls but i guess when my auntie called last week to check one of the boxes she was storing here??????

3. text message: last general message was to an rp partner this morning lmao bc i wanted to hurt her w ship inspo

4. song you listened to: lost boy by ruth b i think????

5. time you cried: months ago idk like it could legit be 2 or 18 months ago i have no idea

6. dated someone twice: u presume me to have dated someone once

7. kissed someone and regretted it: regret can be avoided if u never do the thing in the first place

8. been cheated on: u can’t get cheated on if u never dated in the first place

9. lost someone special: as long as ghosting on friends doesn’t count then this is a hard no

10. been depressed: yeaaaahhhhh the apathy’s still w me even outside of the severe episodes

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: surprisingly enough ive never actually reached this point before even beer olympics wasnt as dicey as id expected

3 favourite colours

12. dark reds (like burgundy, maroon or crimson)

13. black like my soul

14. idek black and red or my go to faves maybe dark purples/blues??????

in the last year have you

15. made new friends: yeah yeah yeah going to america kinda meant i had to lmao

16. fallen out of love: im gonna say no but this is a massive probably

17. laughed until you cried: i dont think so????? but idk maybe

18. found out someone was talking about you: nah i dont think so im too boring to be talked about

19. met someone who changed you: im gonna say yeah, im probs gonna say this a lot but going to america was hella good and it was p hard not to be changed by all the stuff over there

20. found out who your friends are: sorta yes sorta no idk let me be a cryptid in peace

21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: i. have. never. been. kissed.

general

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them i think idk i should probs clear some of those dicks out

23. do you have any pets: unfortunately no but i want a fucking cat when im older

24. do you want to change your name: not really nah. it’s basic but its mine and i kinda like it but if u use the wrong form of my name for our friendship level then i will feel uncomfy

25. what did you do for your last birthday: packed up all my shit then chilled w my friends and played mario kart

26. what time did you wake up: around 9 i think???? i dont do well w remembering shit

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: im p sure i was sorting out my inventory in da:i, idk i was deffo doing inquisition shit then

28. name something you can’t wait for: the last jedi to come out. gimme fucking force sensitive finn!!! make jedistormpilot canon u cowards!!!!!

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: an hour or so ago. she’s around and hovering and i just want her to go

31. what are you listening to right now:  the goldbergs is on in the background rn but im not actively paying attention

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i mean it felt like there were three dozen different toms back at school so yeah

33. something that is getting on your nerves: my parent’s constantly hanging around, the dread thought that my sister is coming home in around an week and i will get no peace

34. most visited website: this blue hellsite

35. hair colour: brown

36. long or short hair: it’s kinda long but it really doesn’t look like it lmao

37. do you have a crush on someone: not really?????? idk emotions are weird fucking things

38. what do you like about yourself: i mean i tend to refuse to back down on most things so i guess dedication is a way to make that sound positive??????

39. piercings: honestly i dont think i could ever get a piercing they weird me out for myself they say as they have a tattoo and are planning like half a dozen more

40. blood type: o+ which i guess is a pretty versatile type

41. nickname: no-one actually calls me this but my fave for me would just be d. the single letter by itself. and it absolutely has to be in lowercase people do also often call me dan and sometimes danny but none of them are at the right friend level and it is a Bad

42. relationship status: single as a pringle for 20 solitary years

43. zodiac: taurus. i was also born in the year of the ox so rip anyone who tries to argue w me

44. pronouns: they/them pls n thnx

45. favourite tv show: i watch like a million different shows and they are all trash but rn my fave is probs coach trip and i hate that most u have never seen it and dont know how much fun it is

46. tattoos: i got a geometric heart on my chest and im planning so many more pls message me about it so i can gush about it to someone

47. right or left handed: right like any good god-fearing person who is not influenced by the devil and witchcraft

48. surgery: ive never had surgery myself and i hope i never will (unless it’s for organ donation)

50. sport: i row, not well but to a vaguely competitive standard and i enjoy it even though my hands are llike permanently callused now

51. vacation: my last one was to boston for a week after the academic year ended but going to mexico over easter was gr9 too

52. pair of trainers: if we’re talking actual proper trainers then  ive only got one pair from decathlon but i do have some hella nice vans which i got for p cheap

GENERAL

53. eating: food is good. and not to be stereotypical but chicken is the best. esp rice and peas and chicken. also carbs. there is no such things as too much carbs. the media is lying to you

54. drinking: rum. it might be a bad thing that my first thought was to go to alcohol but idc im a mess

55. I’m about to: idk probs play some more inquisition

56. waiting for: my motivation to return from the war?????? to finish studying so i can move out of my parents’ house and steadily become the family’s queer cryptid

57. want: my parents to shut up and leave me alone. not gonna happen tho

58. get married: yes ofc i do im a fucking romantic mess bicth lemme indulge my fantasies

59. career: philosopher lmao. i get paid to sit around and bullshit all day what could be better

WHICH IS BETTER

60. hugs or kisses: ofc hugs are better lmao they’re just like !!!!! hug me all day idc

61. lips or eyes: eyes ofc, eyes are soft and pure. gimme those fucking eyes

62. shorter or taller: honestly i love me a good height difference either way but like ideally she’d be taller but im like 6′0 on a good day and i have to keep reminding myself that’s kinda tol so taller is unlikely rip me

63. older or younger: idgaf tbh but im amongst the youngest most of the places i go so younger would be nice i guess lmao

64. nice arms or nice stomach: umm idk both are nice and give good #aesthetics but i gotta agree w ilyatath and say goodlegs are the best plus good legs basically ensure a good ass

65. hookup or relationship: i told u im a fucking romantic gimme them sweet ass relationships. make me know that im special and important to u

66. troublemaker or hesitant: honestly hesitant but if my friends are causing trouble bet ur ass imma be there tagging along

HAVE YOU EVER:

67. kissed a stranger: im p sure y’all can guess the answer to this by now lmao

68. drank hard liquor: it’s not a real drink unless there’s liquor in it

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: one time i lost a pair of glasses the same day i got them

70. turned someone down: nah this has never happened to me

71. sex on the first date: ive never kissed someone, what else do u think i haven’t done.......

73. had your heart broken: yeah no this hasn’t happened. not properly anyway. like i said, feelings are weird

74. been arrested: it’s not a crime if u dont get caught

75. cried when someone died: nah ive never been close enough to anyone i knew who died

76. fallen for a friend: sorta yes sorta no im weird feelings are odd and my life is a mess

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. yourself: i wanna say yes but kinda no my self confidence also needs to return from war

78. miracles: i wanna say i do but im not sure the universe is a fundamentaly chaotic system so i guess weird shit deffo could happen

79. love at first sight: i think some people can get it but i doubt for me and most people will probs have to work for it

80. santa claus: nah that man’s a scam

81. kiss on the first date: if u wanna kiss on the first date then fucking do it!!!!! dont let life hold u back!! dont let ur dreams be memes!!!!! u take their face anfd fucking kiss it!!!!

82. angels: eeehhhhhhhhh probs not

OTHER:

84. eye colour: brown. kinda darker brown than my hair but still brown

85. favourite movie: Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014) directed by Joe Russo and Anthony Russo

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d by: @kirschebombe and @fleursverts rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people SORRY NO TAGGING FOR ME the last 1. drink: water
2. phone call: my crazy ass Sponsor
3. text message: AuntDeb
4. song you listened to: Layla!
5. time you cried: it's been a while actually, shocking cause crying is my fav pastime 6. dated someone twice: ohhh yea
7. kissed someone and regretted it: haha obviously 
8. been cheated on: my first relationship,two years in he left me for one of my best friends..but we got back together and lasted a total of 7 years
9. lost someone special: in 2006 my Dad died, I was 16
10. been depressed: depression is another one of my favorites, I've been depressed for the past fifteen years baby
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yeah, I usually force myself so I can actually drink more 3 favorite colors
12. blue
13. black
14. More Blue in the last year have you
15. made new friends: more like acquaintances 
16. fallen out of love: nah, love free 17. laughed until you cried: maybe?
18. found out someone was talking about you: Honey, all girls talk shit about me because they're insecure. All my friends are male...and I ain't tryin to try w ya crusty ass man
19. met someone who changed you: a few people in AA 20. found out who your friends are: I don't really do friends 
21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: not this year general
22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I'd say 75 percent of them...I love me some Drag Queens 
23. do you have any pets: well there's my handsome cat Charlie, he's the love of my life! One of my hamsters passed away last month but I still have his brother, Bartholomew, I've had them since they were conceived and he's over 2 years old meow 
24. do you want to change your name: I’m pretty cool w Becca Brodtman...gotta love alliteration!
25. what did you do for your last birthday: I cried...a lot 
26. what time did you wake up: 11 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching Friends 
28. name something you can’t wait for: happiness
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: annhour ago 31. what are you listening to right now: Impractical Jokers laughing
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yea my uncle and my cousin
33. something that is getting on your nerves: people not getting the hint…
34. most visited website: tumblr for sure
35. hair colour: it's really blue rn 
36. long or short hair: long
37. do you have a crush on someone: nah
38. what do you like about yourself: my empathy is both a blessing and a curse
39. piercings: gauges, four holes in my ears, my septum and my nostril...I had snakebites but I started developing a lisp
40. blood type: I honestly wish I knew
41. nickname: Tyrannosaur Bex
42. relationship status: single and completely uninterested 
43. zodiac: Pisces with Scorpio Moon and Pisces as my rising too 44. pronouns: she/they
45. favourite tv show: other than drag race? Chrisley Knows Best and FRIENDS 
46. tattoos: prime on ny wrist, daddy's guitar picks on both wrists and the Stone Temple Pilots clover from Shangri La Di Da on my ankle
47. right or left handed: right
48. surgery: na
49. piercing: … 
50. sport: I’m really good at badminton 
51. vacation: anywhere
52. pair of trainers: ...I'm a boot kinda girl
53. eating: nada
54. drinking: water
55. i’m about to: smoke a cigarette 56. waiting for: nada
57. want: a life 58. get married: probably never
59. career: I want to develop video games 
60. hugs or kisses: I'm a hugger
61. lips or eyes: eyes 
62. shorter or taller: taller
63. older or younger: younger 
64. nice arms or nice stomach: idc 
65. hook up or relationship: at this point neither, it's too stressful 
66. troublemaker or hesitant: trouble 
67. kissed a stranger: yeah
68. drank hard liquor: yes
69. lost glasses/contact lenses: or just left them in my eyes for a few months yep that's me
70. turned someone down: always
71. sex on the first date: if I'm drunk
72. broken someone’s heart: probably
73. had your heart broken: yes
74. been arrested: no
75. cried when someone died: yes
76. fallen for a friend: yes do you believe in
77. yourself: maybe 
78. miracles: I believe everything happens for a reason 
79. love at first sight: haha, I believe in past lives possibly connecting us
80. santa claus: when I found out santa wasn't real, my life was NEVER the same.
81. kiss on the first date: If that's how I want it
82. angels: I believe in Spirits, Energies and Astral Beings....Im an Empath..if you don't know what that means you should look it up(if you're bored)
83. current best friend’s name: My Mom and Banker, the guy I was with for 7 years...we besties meow
84. eye colour: blue!
85. favourite movie: I love movies, can't pick one but Jurassic Park, Lord of The Rings, Romy and Michelle...White Oleander, Goodfellas, Night At the Roxbury!