Every time I drink wine I am will graham looking down at a shot hannibal and we have become each other and he is bleeding out and I am savouring the moment by drinking wine the way he does and I gloat like god often does and he takes the violence the way I did every time he violated me and he almost dies from a distant form of violence but what ultimately really kills him are my hands the way I said I’d do it anyway who wants another glass
hi, i'm the guy writing ‘Up is Down, Sane is Insane’ on ao3, and i got a question for anybody who’s reading it:
a couple of people mentioned Pentious being autistic in the comments. I do have that headcanon, BUT i’ve never written it because i have a crippling fear of offending people
idk if i can portray it right, sooo question:
should i try to research autism more and possibly write it in (MAYBE a whole chapter??) OR just keep it as it is so i don’t accidentally offend anyone with a bad portrayal?
i can research autism BUT i know that it’s a whole spectrum, with lots and lots of different ways for it to be shown. if anybody has any experience w/ autism, whether it be yourself, a co-worker, a sibling, etc, i’d love to hear about it because i am terrified of portraying this wrong and getting nuked
also polls are NOT working for me, it won’t let me post or save as a draft if i have polls so uh- reblog w/ your opinions or something
If the Lazarus pits can somewhat make someone a half baked core, wouldn’t Damian technically be older then Jason by ghost seniority and stuff? Not by much but it’s like twins fighting for eldest sibling rights (“I’m the eldest” = “By ghost rule I’m older since physical ages don’t count”) (“Only by a minute!” = “That’s such bullshit! I was born years before you were even a thought!”)
controversial take maybe - i swear i’m not trying to step on anyone’s toes though - there’s no point in elriels or eluciens combing through the books to find “evidence” because that would require a degree of forethought to be put into the plot, whereas i’m not even sure sjm rereads/remembers what she’s written. shes going to pick whatever (a) floats her fancy as she’s writing it - might even decide to switch it up after the first three hundred pages (b) would make the most money - catch the mmc playing ice hockey in the next instalment (c) allows her to escape/indulge her own life/romance/marriage/fantasies. which sounds harsh but i don’t think i’m being entirely unfair
might as well start reading tea leaves and picking out foxes/bats/pucks
I lowkey love you for this because I think this all the time.I don’t think it’s totally pointless for people to try and find evidence for their ship because sjm is obviously leaving breadcrumbs that should hopefully be leading somewhere.But she is known to be crazy inconsistent,doesn’t really plan her storylines and she lovesss a good retcon so like genuinely who knows what she’s planning.Didnt she rewrite all of hofas in like 3 weeks or sm? We’re doomed.
Your (c) point is so realll omg.Feyres pregnancy is number one proof of this !!
It is funny when I see people “finding” evidence for their ship from like a line in cc or sm like trust me sjm does not care that much 😭🙏.
I wanted to be able to feature Sawtooth and Squarewave in my cosplay videos but didn’t have the resources to build A Couple Of Robots. So I did the next best thing and learned Blender off of gay audacity alone.
You know, sometimes I do feel that I don’t write enough for myself on here? I know I’ve said multiple times how cbmthy would never have happened without so many people asking for a part two, and then another instalment, and that’s the case with almost all of the multi-part fics on here, and it does make me wonder if I should be trying to create storylines catered more towards what I want to write?
Whether I should leave the safety of familiarity and branch out into the sea of uncertain choices or to just keep doing what I think will most please you all? Whether that’s through updating fic series, or writing the requests that have somehow accumulated to a staggering amount over the past two years? Once I complete everything, will I even remember how to write for myself? Will I have the energy to create for myself?
And then other times I finish editing a 3.6k intensely smutty, sapphic fic that features a homemade love potion, facesitting, and squirting, that’s about reader and Elain being two femme cottagecore lesbians, and furthermore spending roughly two hours browsing Pinterest for three specific images to use as a mood board to set the right tone only to realise the colours don’t work like I want them to and spend another half an hour comparing how pictures look beside one another, only to return to the original lineup, all when I know for a fact there aren’t many of us sapphic girls here and Elain stuff in general doesn’t do that well compared to fics about the batboys or the Vanserras,,, and I feel reassured
i still haven’t written out my 261 metapost but i can’t stop thinking about the stsg subtext in that chapter . the parallels between geto slaughtering the village and gojo slaughtering the higher ups…. the fact that gojo does it right after declaring that he has to “catch up” to geto