#I’m still really excited about this I swear I haven’t forgotten

[theautisticwriter]

Love Letters: Yandere! Hazbin Hotel characters X G/N Reader

Characters- Charlie Morningstar, Vaggie, Alastor, Angel Dust, Husk, Niffty, Sir Pentious, Lucifer Morningstar, Vox

Show- Hazbin Hotel

Genre- yandere, romantic

Summary- Mini love letters from your not so secret stalkers admirers!

Warnings- yandere themes, swearing, stalking, virtual stalking, threats, unwanted attention, delusional characters, mentions of planned kidnapping, pet names

Word count- 1.7k

Extra notes- Alastor’s part is platonic, he’s platonically in love with you!

key: n/n = nickname, y/n = your name, g/n = gender neutral

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Hi N/n!

Oh my gosh, it’s been so long since i’ve sent you a letter! I’m so sorry! The hotel has been sooooooooo busy! But don’t worry, I haven’t forgotten about you, how could I? You’re all I think about!

I’m excited to tell you i’ve been decorating your room at the hotel! Of course, when you come here you can redecorate if you wish to! Whatever makes you the happiest sweetie! Or, you could even share my room!

I can’t wait to come get you, I really do think you’ll like it here. We’ve all worked so hard to make this place as welcoming as possible, and you’ll warm up to the other residents and staff after a little bit of time! They can be a bit much at the beginning, but don’t worry your pretty little head, I wouldn’t put you in danger. The hotel is super safe, especially now that my dad is helping too!

Please write back, at least once? You haven’t responded to any of my letters, and Razzle told me you kept throwing them out ☹. Unless you use your trash can as extra storage, I’m not sure why all my letters keep ending up there!

Nevertheless, I’ll retrieve all the letters when you move in, and we can look through them together and reminisce about our adorable beginnings.

Yours truly,

Charlie Morningstar!! ༘⋆-ˋˏ

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Dear Y/n,

I understand that these letters started to freak you out, and that’s why I haven’t sent any in a while, but I felt like I needed to continue writing to you. It’s our only way of communication right now, so until you move into the hotel, this will have to do.

It’s hard to write down my feelings for you, I can’t ever seem to find the right words which must be why you didn’t understand that these are love letters. I’m not some creepy guy trying to kidnap you, I love you and want to finally bring you home as soon as possible.

Charlie is still working out the details of your stay, but she’ll be finished soon, I promise. Would you like your own room or to share mine? If you write back, we could discuss your personal preference towards the rooming situation?

You’ll get used to this, to us, soon enough. I have no ill intent towards you, I’m the only person in this shithole that actually cares about you and your safety. I can keep you safe, I can, I will.

I’ll see you soon, y/n.

Stay safe,

Vaggie

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Salutations, Dearest!

Aren’t letters just marvellous? Texting and calling is merely a phase, the “old fashioned way” as sinners call it, is the only correct way. It shows effort, thought and has a charm to it that this technology nonsense lacks immensely.

You’ll be with me soon, and once you are we’ll get rid of all your electronic devices. Radio will be enough to keep you entertained, I assure you my dear. It would be such a treat if you tuned into one of my broadcasts, since you are the only viewer I wish to listen. You could listen to me, whilst I watch you, how splendid!

As much as this hazbin hotel is doomed to fail, I do believe it is a safe residency for us to stay at for the time being. Your current accommodation is far too lacking in the security department, from personal experience, I can confirm it is quite easy to get inside. Of course, I can get anywhere you are no matter what you or anyone else tries to do, but I didn’t even have to try! That’s no good, now is it?

Don’t fret, my dear. All will be well once you’re under my official protection and guidance. Nothing will get in our way, you have my word.

The radio demon,

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Hey, n/n!

You deleted all your socials, what gives?? You’re making me write letters now? I mean, i’m not against letters, they’re real romantic and shit, but dming you was so much easier babe. Was some fucker harassing you? I’ll torture the shit out of them, just give me a name toots.

Anyways, it’s not like it really matters, letters and texting, we’ll be SPEAKING in person pretty soon ;) I can’t wait to see that gorgeous face right in front of my (equally gorgeous) face. This face makes money baby, money that I can drown you in. Whatever you want, i’ve got you covered. Isn’t that exciting? Something to look forward to for you, besides living with me, which is a huge upgrade from your shitty house right now

Fat nuggets (our pet pig btw) can’t wait to meet you! He’s real cuddly, as am I, so don’t ever worry about feeling lonely with us here. Our room is filled with soft fluffy crap, all yours for the taking!

I’ll see you soon cutie,

Your Angel Dust 𓆩♡𓆪

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To Y/n,

This is a fucking hassle, writing letters, you know that? You need to quit whining and come down to this shitty hotel before I come bring you here myself. It’s not so bad here, once you get used to it. And the people are fucking annoying, but they mean well. Unlike those dicks you hang around with, I don’t trust them, and trust me, I can spot a prick with my eyes closed.

I’ve rented you a room in the hotel, next door to mine. I paid with my own fucking money, which I earned at this stupid bar, so be grateful. I could of bought a lot of booze with that cash, but I saved it up for you. Niffty cleaned it real nice for you, so stop taking so long. You have two more days before I start moving your shit.

Hate me all you want, it’s for your own good. People don’t often realise what they need, but I’m a bartender, I know people more than they think. And I know you more than anyone else.

Two days, y/n.

Regards,

Husker 𑁤

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Hihi!!!!!!!!

It’s Niffty! You know that though, right? Nobody else is sending you letters right y/n??!?!! Tell me they aren’t, tell me i’m the only girl in hell who’s sending you love letters!! Alastor said it’s the most romantic thing to do for someone sweet like you, so if anyone else is that means they like you! >:(((

I like you n/n! I like you more than anyone else does, I pinky swear it!!

Your house needs a clean, I came in last night through your window and did your kitchen real good, but then you woke up and I had to go :(( Your room at the hotel is sooo super clean, because I clean it every 3 hours to make sure there’s no bugs. I eat them for you, don’t worry n/n.

It’s gonna be sooo fun when you move in with me, we’re gonna do so much together! I’ve made you a crown too!!

Niffty :DDD

P.S, I hope you like the ant I stuck to the envelope, I picked him just for you!

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My beloved Y/n,

It has been far too long since we last corresponded, my sincerest apologises. How are you? I hope the answer is well, but how could you be without your prince beside you? I am restless without you as i’m sure you are without me. I’ll fix this little problem, not to worry! I am worthy of your affections, I’ll prove it to you til the end of my afterlife. Which is infinite! Because I am very brave, and incredibly powerful!

My attempts to join the overlords are not going as planned, but once again, do not fear my love! In a few years we shall rule side by side! My minions are excited to meet you, they will guard you with their pathetic little lives and answer your every call! Unless you asked to leave, they won’t let you do that, but you wouldn’t ask that! You’ll be happy with me, right?

Right?

Please I needyouineedyouineedyou

Haha, ignore that scribble! The eggs pushed my arm whilst I was writing.

I’ll see you soon my dearest,

Yours forever,

Sir Pentious (your future husband and future overlord)

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My Y/n,

How are you doing sweetheart? I’m doing great, yes, totally, I’m always great! I’m the king of hell! What’s there to be depressed about? Everything Nothing at all, everything’s perfect my end! It would be much better with you by my side however, what do you think? I think so.

I can give you anything you want, do anything you want, be anything you want! I can give you everything, and you can give me, well, you! Your hand in unholy marriage, your smile. Anything you want to give me, I’ll adore.

Sorry, that’s awfully sappy isn’t it? Do you like that sort of thing? I hope so, I hope you’re feeling valued by my words and my letters. I haven’t gotten one back yet, which is totally okay! You’re probables super busy, and that’s okay! You can tell me everything you want to when I bring you to my palace (that’s where we will live, it’s big, and very expensive, i’m rich by the way)

Anywho, my daughter needs my help today at her little hotel, so I’ll send this to you before I go. Charlie will love you, and you’ll love her. And me

Forever and always yours,

Lucifer (I’m a king by the way :P)

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N/n,

This letter in itself is a sign of how much I care about you, because I do not write letters to people. Throwing out all your electronics and the cameras I put in your house hasn’t helped your little rebellion. I’ll just have to get you sooner than planned, which isn’t a problem for me. I was hoping to court you for longer, but you’ve pressed my buttons sweetheart.

You were very thorougher with your search for all the tech in your house, you got everything. Which i’ll give you credit babe, is impressive considering how much I put in there. Who knew you were so smart? It’s almost cute, if it wasn’t so hopeless.

I’m not sorry for what’s to come, my methods aren’t moral but, hey, who the fuck is moral down here? I am sorry for the emotional distress you’ll endure, but it must be done. You’ll get over it, i’ll make sure of it.

By the time this reaches you, I’ll be outside. Make sure you answer the door for me, kay?

𝕍𝕠𝕩

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[sunnys-out]

One for the road | Alex Morgan x Reader

Part 2 of Your damn cherry chapstick

A/N: Again we are going to, again, pretend that voicemails can be this long lol. Tech at work stopped working so was able to write this.

Warnings: Internalized homophobia, slight nsfw, not a happy ending

WC: 684

*Ring*

“Hey sorry I missed your call, just leave me a message and I’ll get back to you when I can! Bye!”

“Hey (y/n), this isn’t technically a text…but you will probably not even listen to this. So, I guess I’ll just say what I need to say for my own sake.”

Pause

“I remember the first time that I had met you…you were way too excited that morning practice…I was not. laughs Then we got paired up for drills and I could barely keep up with you…I don’t think you even broke a sweat”

Pause

“You were one of the few that had class after practice while the rest of us headed back to Clark Kerr to shower and sleep a bit longer. I made an off-hand comment as we were going our separate ways. I had seen a vendor near our dorm on the weekend selling strawberries and wondered when they would be back so I could buy myself some”

Pause

“I didn’t think about it until that evening…you knocked on my door with a small,green basket filled with strawberries. Honestly, I didn’t expect it especially from you...I mean we had just met. You just took one from the basket and took a bite, ‘just one for road as payment’ you said to me with a wink as you walked away to your room down the hall”

Pause

“I think that is when I started to fall in love with you…yeah I loved you…I probably still do…no, I still do. Sigh You became my best friend and I don’t ever think I can be as close to someone as I was with you. When we had our first kiss in the hallway of the frat house celebrating our win against Stanford…I swear I didn’t taste the tequila that you drank earlier but the strawberry you had the day we met.”

Pause

“I fell harder for you every day but I got scared…when you introduced me to Servando…I saw an easier future. You were everything I dreamed of but my career was just starting…I was becoming a poster child and the world is better but- I- sacrificed everything I had with you to have everything I have now. I hurt you I know…it hurts me knowing that. The Gala, I left you the moment I saw the recruiters, my fear came back again and I attached myself to Servando. You would be ok without me was my thought; you didn’t need me…Portland was smart to take you when they got created”

Pause

“(Y/N), I didn’t realize how much what I did affected you until you got injured for the first time in Portland. The eyes you shot at me when I approached you in the physio room to check on you. The force that you used to pushed me away, ‘Don’t fucking touch me’ keeps playing in my head when I remember that day. I really lost my best friend”

Pause

“You said that you remember the way I-...I remember those times too…I haven’t forgotten that. You were more than that to me. That last time…it was a goodbye but I just wanted to be close to you again to just be around you. I wanted to be near you when you had your career ending injury with Portland. That’s not what I did. I kept my distance when I saw you go down and from then on I kept myself from you.” 

Pause

“I did listen to your voicemail if it isn’t obvious…I’m sorry…You’re right when you say that I would think to run back to you if you showed up at the wedding…but it would only be a thought. I’m still that scared university student, fearful for her future but so in love with her best friend. You don’t deserve what I am doing to you, so this will be my last message to you ok? I love you and even if I won’t be in your life anymore…I will always be rooting for you…maybe in the next life we-... never mind. Goodbye, (y/n)”

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[katierosedreams2]

Im not a sissy…5

The school year has just flown by! It felt like just yesterday when I was dressed in my latex maid outfit, covered in cum, getting locked into my new ultra-micro chastity cage. I can hardly remember the crazy year we have had. So many parties! So many cocks! I can’t even clearly remember them all. And I’ve almost completely forgotten what it was like to not be a sissy slut. It feels more like it was a movie I had watched once rather than my own previous life.

If I really think back to when I was a child, I feel more like I was a girl dressed like a boy, rather than an actual boy. It’s weird how that works. Today I woke up excited, It was the end of the school year and Kailey and we had both finished our finals! Even though we partied and snuck into so many bars, we also studied a lot. That was one of the conditions of her parents for us to live in their apartment. We must get good grades. I always felt busy. Between getting ready for each day, studying, partying and cleaning the house, I had almost no free time anymore. 

Today I got up and walked to the bathroom to pee. I slept naked last night. The weather had been perfect to keep the windows open, but not too hot to need to run the AC. I saw my reflection in the mirror as I entered and saw my thin girly body with this small metal thing. Looking down, it was perfectly flat from my view. I looked so feminine. I also looked so skinny! Kailey has had me on a very very strict diet recently. I swear it’s been mostly water, booze, and cum! What has my life become? 

I started the shower and got in to shave and wash my long blond hair. It takes so long to shower, so so many products to make me pretty. But I guess it’s worth it. I do feel pretty! I got out and dyed off with our big, soft, fluffy towels. I then spent a long time drying my hair and then doing my makeup.  I knew I was going to put my hair up in a pony tail and I wanted a more natural look for my makeup. Lots of mascara and natural colored eye shadow, and not too dramatic either. I put my hair in a high ponytail and went to pick out my outfit. It’s going to be an exciting day, a nice day for a party to kick off summer. 

I picked out this super cute black vinyl bikini set and a matching skirt as a cover up and paired it with a pair of Pleaser 6 inch strap heels, also black in color, of course. I laid them out carefully on my perfectly made bed. I then put on one of my maid's uniforms. A short sleeveless dress maid of satin. I slipped into some black pumps and left my room to go start Kaileys coffee as I do every morning. 

She was already up and sitting on the couch watching tv and shopping on her phone. Her make-up and hair were already done to perfection but she was still in her pjs. Pink satin short shorts and a small white tank top. “Good morning girl! How are you doing today!” I called to her from the kitchen as I made us both a cup of coffee. “Hey sissy girl! Wow, you look so cute! Are you excited for today?” She replied as she turned to see me. 

“I’m very excited! Although I have no idea who you have invited!” I spoke as I worked, knowing my time to finish my chores and get ready was very short. “Oh don’t worry, I think you’ll really enjoy our guest!” As Kailey spoke I could hear her smile in her voice. 

I’ve come to learn exactly what she meant. This was going to be a sex party. And with all of this studying we have been doing the last few weeks, I haven’t even had time to even think about sucking a real cock, let alone have one actually rammed down my throat. I could feel the thought making my little clitty leak in its cage. I can’t believe I’m actually excited about this. Excited to suck and gage on a superior dick! To get fucked by men with big thick massive cocks! And get filled and covered in cum! I can’t believe I’ve just become so incredibly horny and desperate that being used to please a real man gives me enough pleasure alone to make me cum!

I’ve only came twice since Kailey locked me in my new chastity. Although the last time nothing really came out at all. I just leaked some clear fluid. I think between the tightness of my chastity cutting off almost all cerculation to my tiny testicals and the hormones I’ve been taking have ruined me for good. I truly just get wet now, and I cum just like the sissy girl I have been forced to become. 

I swayed my hips seductively as my heels clicked against the floor to hand Kailey her coffee. I don't really walk any other way these days. The thought of sucking cock still on my mind. “Thanks Rose! You’re a wonderful sissy girl! Oh and when you make my bed, can you please change the sheets first. I finally had time to use my favorite dildo last night and I can’t believe it but I ended up squirting all over my bed! I pasted out shortly afterward from the incredible orgasm, so I wasn’t able to do it myself!” 

“Lucky you! I still haven’t cum since that club we went to downtown and those four guys took us into that back room.” I said without thinking much about it as I walked away. We both know she’s cum almost every single day I’ve been in chastity. “Oh well I’m sorry to hear that sweetie. You just need more dick I guess!” I could tell she wasn’t actually sorry for me. I know she loves my horny misery. It really seems to turn her on when I’m desperate and denied. 

I’ve gotten so used to this, and have found myself truly giving in, all of my will power crushed, excepting my life as it is. I couldn’t help but agree with her. “I know right!” I spoke almost absent-minded as I walked off to her room to change her sheets. I stripped the dirty sheets off of her bed and I thought back as to how I got here. With Trent forcing me to become a sissy and now Kailey keeping me this way. I can’t even remember what it was like to wear boy's clothes or even leave the house without makeup. The thought frightened me. Leave the house without makeup! Oh god, I don’t think I could ever do that! 

These girly thoughts didn’t scare me. I actually felt comforted by them. As I worked, my mind wondered, and by the time I finished changing the sheets and had the old ones in the wash, my mind was on boys. How many guys were coming over today? How big would their cocks be? How much would they cum? My mind was fixated on them. I’ve come to learn that pleasing a real man's dick is the only way I can get any pleaser myself. 

“You’re thinking about sucking cock aren’t you?!” Kailey shouted from behind. I didn’t know she was there and I literally jumped from surprise! Also, how did she know?? “What?! No.” I hardly got out, not even convincing myself. 

“Ha! You are! I knew it!” Kailey was overjoyed with this fact. “How did you know?” I didn’t even try to fight it. It didn’t even seem worth it. “You start moving extra seductively and you have this cute little smile and this sparkle in your eyes.” She said with this big pretty smile on her face. “It’s super cute! I love seeing just how much you have grown!” 

I could only blush. I felt complimented and proud by what she was saying. I knew I should fight this, but too much of me wanted this. And my wet panties were just another sign of this fact. 

I worked quickly on my chores with the time the party was to start rapidly approaching. We were going to have the party on our very large patio. I worked my butt off making sure everything was perfect, clean, and that there were plenty of snacks and drinks. I was changing out of my maid uniform and into my outfit for the party as I heard a knock at the door, shortly followed by the clicking of Kailys heels to answer it. I could hear her greet the guests and welcome them in. The deep voices of a large group of men filled the halls and I couldn’t help but feel aroused. I have been so horny and I truly have been opening up to accept myself as the slut I have become.

I checked my outfit and hair in the mirror, quickly applied more lipgloss and then rushed out of my room to see our guests! As I turned the corner, I saw 5 guys all standing around Kailey. The shortest of them probably being 6 feet, but most well above that. Even in her heels Kailey was dwarfed by the strong, tall, masculine men. 

There was just enough time for the men to notice me when another knock on the door came. Since I was closest, I’d answer the door. “Hey guys! Thanks for coming! I’ll be right back, I’ll just go get the door!” I said, not even trying to hide my excitement and arousal. I walked as seductively as I could, hoping I was sexy enough to keep all of them staring at my very perky ass. 

I opened the door to a very large group of very tall strong men mixed in with them were some of our girl friends dressed just as sexy and slutty as Kailey and I. “Hey every one! Come in, let’s party!” A wave of cheers was yelled back as a response from the group. The mixture of the men's deep voices talking and the clicking of the girls high heels filled our house instantly. Most men weren’t wearing much, short board shorts an a tank top at most. I could tell none of them were wearing underwear and I couldn’t help but stare at every guy and just be amazed and aroused by how big each one’s dick was! They were completely massive! 

Kailey and I somehow got the large group of people to head outside on to our patio. The weather was warm, but not hot. Our very large hot tube was on a cool setting, so it would be refreshing. The music was good, and the booze was flowing. Before long, all of us girls were grinding and dancing with several guys each. 

I was grinding my ass against a guy's huge cock. He grabbed my hips, forcing me against him, guiding my movements as my vinyl skirt slipped smoothly over his shorts, making his dick throb with every movement. The guy in front of me held my head as he stuck his tongue down my throat, keeping me from escaping his kisses. My hands couldn’t push them away either, as they were both busy rubbing the cocks over top the shorts of the men on either sides of me. I was trapped by these real men, already being used as their plaything, and my little clitty trapped in its cage leaked more than it had in some time. If erections were even possible for me, which they aren’t, I’d be as hard as a rock. 

I was in heaven. I lost track of everything else going on around me other than these four horny men making me feel so small and girly. I haven’t done a single thing to a girl that anyone of these real men are doing to me. I never will. I am a failure as a man. I am a weak sissy girl. A slutty sissy faggot, and the thought couldn’t have turned me on more. I let out a loud moan as I made out with the giant of a man. And as my ass rubbed against the cock desperately trying to turn it on so much that he finally disregards my consent and fuck me so hard. I can’t stand it, my hands frantically finding the waistbands of the shorts of both the guys on my sides. My pretty manicured finger tips gently and seductively pulling down their shorts and wrapping around their huge dicks. They gently rubbed up and down the large hard shafts. The guy behind me saw this and finally got the message. 

“Get this horny little slut over there!” I heard him yell out to the other men. He then grabbed me by my hips and picked me up. The two on my side both grabbed my hands and the guy I was kissing grabbed the hair on the back of my head. They carried me like a little sex doll over to one of the small tables we had. They pinned me down on my stomach. My high heels hardly on the ground, leaving my ass sticking out in the air. As they pinned me down, the guy in front of me threw his shorts down and just as my head hung off the other side of the small table, his massive cock approached my mouth. I eagerly opened my mouth to accept one of the most perfect dicks I'd ever seen. Excited I was going to be used for his pleaser and the pleaser of all the other men. I immediately gagged by it’s huge size as he wasted no time shoving it all the way down my whole throat in one forceful motion. He wasn’t going to wait for me to warm up and I felt his balls slap against my chin from the force and depth of his first thrust. Setting the tone as to how this was going to go.

The two men on my side also wasted no time in redirecting my hands to both of their cocks, forcing me to jerk both of them off. The man behind me also didn’t wait for any consent and pulled up my skirt, pulling my biking bottoms to the side and stuck his raw cock in my tight little asshole as he pinned me down by the small of my back. I had snuck some lube up there right before the party. I had learned from way too many past experiences to come prepared to make men cum. He was so thick though, it felt like I might split in half. And I did my best to try and relax and ignore the pain, but that happening at the same time as the guy shoving his cock down my throat, it was hard to do. He didn’t care though and followed the exact same aggressive approach as the guy in front of me. Forcing it deep inside of me.

All I could do was moan and gag from the pain. I could hardly stand it! I was totally helpless, I was too weak, girly, and pathetic to stop these real men from using me like a slutty sex doll. As much as it hurt, the reality of the gang rape I was being forced to be subjected to was such a turn on. I was leaking so much in my tiny micro chastity, desperate to be used by these men and hoping I could cum as a result of being their cock slave. Maybe their cum can fill my tight little ass as it overfills my mouth and rains all over me. Maybe then I could finally cum.

I was struggling to breathe from the huge thick cock fucking my face, filling up half of my whole throat. Tears rolled down my cheeks and I desperately gasped for air when I could. He didn’t care, he wanted to skull fuck me and he was going to. It was hard to focus on the two huge cocks I was jerk off, but every time I slowed down they had no problem grabbing my small little wrist and forcing me to move at the pace they wanted. Struggling to breathe helped keep my mind off the pain from the intense ass fucking I was getting. They didn’t want to be gentle and were putting me through the roughest fucking I have ever had.

I still tried my hardest to please and worship their big strong long thick dicks. This is all about their pleaser and I wanted them to feel so good. I wanted to make these real superior men cum, cum all over me and fill me up. I’m there cum slut and I’m desperate for it! 

Eventually, I was able to relax enough to get into their rhythm. I felt the guy behind me pounding my g spot over and over again, working me closer to an orgasm. But the taste and feel of the big cock fucking my mouth was what was getting me closest. I don’t know why, but since I’ve been locked in chastity, most of the orgasms I’ve had are just from sucking dick. I’ve even had one just from practicing my blowjobs on my dildo. 

Then I felt it, the cock in my right hand twitch and throb, the man grunted “don’t you dare stop slut!” As I felt him cum, it squirting over my arm, and then on to my back. As he moaned a masculine moan, the man on my left also started to cum and moan. I focused all I could on keeping my rhythm the same for both of them as my small pretty feminine hands stroked the cum out of these cocks. Jerking them off, rubbing up and down, something my micro cock hasn’t experienced in years and never will again. 

The guy behind me then picked up his pace, his breathing got heavier and his massive penis thrusting as deep as it could go. His balls slapping me with such force it stung.  Then he throbbed so intensely and I felt his cum fill my ass. He kept thrusting over and over and I felt his cum starting to run down my legs. 

As he continued to pound my ass, the perfect dick that had been distorting my throat finally started to throb. He finally pulled it all the way out of my throat but just enough to keep his head in my mouth and shot more cum into my mouth than I had ever experienced. I tried to swallow it but I couldn't swallow fast enough. It shot out of my nose and the sides of my mouth. Dribbling down my chin. He slowly pumped the head of his cock back and forth in my mouth, messaging his tip with my tongue.  

The guy behind me finally pulled out and shot more cum on my ass. The large flood of cum he pumped into me spilled down my legs from my gaping hole. I was so close to cumming, so desperate, but I wasn’t able to. In my hopeless desperation I wiggled my ass, begging to be fucked more. 

Finally, as the last cock left my body, freeing my mouth, I gasped for air. I have no idea how long that happened for, or what anyone else was doing during that whole time. I looked up at the tall sexy man whose incredible dick I was sucking. “Thank you so much daddy!” I said without even thinking. He looked down at my cum covered face and said “Thats right you little sissy slut, your lucky to worship my dick. Beg daddy to suck his cock more.” I blushed and smiled “May I please suck your cock more daddy?” Fluttering my long lashes.

“You have to earn it bitch. You have to go on a date with me.” His large authoritative voice 

so manly compared to mine. “What if I don’t want to?” I playfully flirted back, but secretly upset that he would immediately deny me. 

“That wasn’t a question, slut! It was a command sissy girl.” He said in his strong voice as he grabbed my cum coved hand and wrapped it around his still hard cock and forced me to gently stroke it. 

“What do you say faggot?” He’s demanding questioning tone frightened and aroused me. I jerked him off and said, “Please daddy, I want to worship your cock. May I please go out with you?!” I tried to sound as girly and sexy as I possibly could. 

“Tell me how desperate you are for it. Tell me what a slut you are and how desperate you are.” He looked so strong, tall, and sexy and his commands combined with rubbing his cock, the taste and smell of his cum still in my mouth turned me on more and more. I felt an orgasm building up.

"Please daddy! Please, I’m a pathetic little sissy slut. I’m desperate to worship your cock and get your cum! Please let me please your dick! I'll be your perfect little cock slave! I want your dick!..” I was so desperate I was almost crying now. As I rubbed his dick, and verbally degraded myself, it finally happened, I came. It was so obvious because I stopped mid sentence, all I could do was moan and buck my ass like I was getting fucked while it happened. Still jerking off his cock as though each strok was making me cum more. 

As soon as I finished, he grabbed me by my hair, forcing my face to look at him through my blurred vision. He said, “Now you may go on a date with me to worship my cock sissy. Now lick that cum off of you!” He then let go of my hair and walked away. I was left there all alone, covered in cum, and in a cloud of uforia. My heart and mind raced. I haven’t been on a date since I was with Trent! Oh my god, do I like this guy?! I didn’t want to think about that now.

Finally, after I regained my strength, I got up and started to do as I was told. I started licking my whole body clean of cum. This is when I noticed that everyone else also fucked each other and were all just about finished as well. Kailey snapped a photo of me as I licked my fingers clean. 

She then walked over to me, she too was covered in cum. “Hey slut! I heard you had fun, so much fun that you’re going on a date with Mason!” I just blushed “He told me you begged to worship his dick so badly it finally made you came just from that!! How pathetic! You really are a cock slave sissy girl!” She laughed in her cute little laugh. “Here post this super cute pic of you licking his cum! You look so sexy but there’s defiantly something missing, right about here.” She then grabbed my bikini top. “We need to get this little girl some boobs!”

-Katierosedreams Og Cap

[seriesxwriting]

It’s not just a holiday filing- part 2

Pairing JJ maybank x y/n

Warnings- drugs (weed), kissing, swearing, arguing.

Summary- you went to the outer banks to meet jjs friends and see his life. Now it was time for JJ to do the same in England. He meets your family and meets your friends. But one friend turns out to be a snake, will JJ fall for her tricks?

Series- outer banks

This is part two You can read this but it will make more sense if you read part one first- 👇👇👇👇👇

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It was February half term. And I hadn’t seen my boyfriend since October. But that was okay because in a few hours he was going to be landing in England for the first time ever. My trip to the outer banks had been fun yet educational. I learnt a lot and learnt how different everything was in another country.

But now it was time to show JJ what England was like. February definitely wasn’t the hype of England but we would definitely have a good time still.

“When does he land?” My mother asked me just before I was getting out of the car with a big smile. “I’ve told you ten times” I laughed picking up my sign for JJ. “Sorry! I think I’m more excited than you to meet this mystery man you go on so much about” she giggled wiggling her eyebrows.

“Hm you’d be surprised” I shook my head “it’s- nice seeing you this happy” “can I go and get my boyfriend now” I tried to stop my mouth from smiling but it was useless. She nodded shooing me out of the car. I walked into the airport holing my sign just as the people began exiting.

I watched for him, for his blonde hair and big beautiful smile. And everyone had there own person they were meeting, I watched a girl a little older than me ran up to a dark haired boy. They wrapped each other in their arms laughing and whispering things to each other before they kissed. It just made me more excited for… JJ.

There he was. His eyes scanned the room until he met mine. JJ’s eyes lit up and he began swiftly making his way to me. We met and our lips did too automatically, I had almost forgotten what he felt like. His hands held my head and our foreheads touched “I missed you so much” my hands wrapped round his neck never wanting him to leave again. “I know the feeling babe” he kissed my forehead and pulled me into a hug.

“Welcome to England” I whispered holding him close. “The weather is definitely different” JJ laughed out looking around the airport. “Well I did warn you about the fickle weather here” “it will be nice not worrying about sun cream” he shrugged “In February, you must be crazy?” “Im crazy about someone” he tucked me under his arm as we started walking. “Oh I must warn you again” I told him holding his hand that was over my shoulder. “My mother insisted she picked you up- she’s waiting in the car”

“It’s okay I’ve learnt everything from our FaceTimes” JJ winked getting ready for the challenge. “Do you now? What’s her favourite colour?” I asked smirking up at him. “Yellow” JJ answered quickly “but ironically she hates bananas”. I laughed at him resting my head on his shoulders. “What’s she do for a living” “head teacher, has five degrees and is currently doing her masters” JJ explained pushing the doors open to the grey clouds.

“Perfect, I think your ready” I patted his chest and lead him over to my mums car. She was swiping on her phone leaning against the car. “Mum!” I voiced tearing away her focus to us. “This is JJ” I introduced while reaching for the boot to put his case in the back. “It’s nice to finally meet you in person” he smiled treading over to my mother. As forward as she was she reached out to hug him. “The pleasure is all mine JJ, y/n hasn’t stopped talking about you- your brought up in everything conversation”

“Well I hope it’s all good things” he laughed looking back at me. My arms were folded and my brows were raised. “I haven’t got a bad word to say” “I trust your plane journey was comfortable” “it was! Thank you again for upgrading me to first class you really didn’t have to do that” he thanked nodding. “Nonsense anyone who makes my little girl that happy deserves the best” “I’m not so little mum” I came over wrapping my arms around jjs arm. “No darling, your growling up” she smiled rubbing my arm.

“Let’s get home the journey is a good hour, JJ why don’t you jump in the front so we can get to know each other” she smiled telling him more than asking. JJ nodded and went round while I got in the back behind my mother. She drove us out of the car park asking questions non stop to JJ. He answered perfectly each time and kept looking back at me until we reached the drive at my London house. “Your house is amazing” JJ got out of the car gazing up.

“I have to warn you, when my husband gets back he will have lots more questions- he’s very traditional” she told him unlocking the front door. “I’ve got that” JJ rushed over taking his case off my hands “it’s okay your my guest here” “did I do okay? I’ve never met anyone’s parents” “you did perfect you have nothing to worry about” “well I’ll never have to meet anyone’s parents ever again so” jj shrugged his shoulders looking into my eyes.

“I love it when you talk about our future” I closed the boot and linked our hands as we made our way through the front door. “So what’s the plan for tonight?” JJ asked me closing the front door behind us. “Thought I’d invite a few friends round we can all just have a little drunk up together” I shrugged putting my hands on my hips. “Sounds like a plan” “but tomorrow, your all mine- I’m going to take you around London few shops few sights” “I can’t wait” he wrapped his arms around my waist.

“My parents have agreed to stay at my grandmothers house so we can have our gathering tonight” I wiggled my eyebrows hitting at the fact we would have the house to ourself. “Don’t make me regret agreeing to that y/n” my mother smirked walking past us into the front room. “Let’s- go upstairs” I covered my laughter with my hand. “Hmm I get to see the famous bedroom in person” “one better, you get to stay here for a week” I giggled opening the door.

JJ scanned the room from left to right. “It’s a lot bigger in person” he wondered over to a board of photos that hung over my desk. “Oo should I familiarise you with everyone?” I jogged over. JJ nodded his head with a small smile. “I remember this is charity and tanyel” he pointed to two of the girls that came on holiday with me. “Yes they are coming tonight- so is Jade, Katelyn and Betty” I pointed to three photos. “Jade Katelyn betty got it” he nodded “my boyfriends coming too so watch out” I pointed to a photo on my bedside table in a frame.

“Didn’t think I forgot about you did you?” I smirked while he laughed “we don’t have that many pictures- we will have to get more” he walked over closer to me. “going to be surrounded by girls tonight am I” JJ giggled pulling me in my my waist. “Sure are” I laughed leaning in for a kiss. My love language was physical touch and jjs clearly was too. Because we hadn’t seen each other in so long we could keep our hands off each other.

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Later that evening

Me and JJ stayed laying in bed the rest of the day watching tv, making out and just catching up really until eight when my parents left and we started to get ready. Thankfully when my dad met JJ all he asked was how he was doing when they shook hands, I think my mother had spoken to him. I came out of my on-sweet in a little white dress with long droopy sleeves and tights on. I set my eyes on my boyfriend standing by my bed texting on his phone.

He was wearing loose dark blue jeans and a white top. His necklace was pocking out and he’d placed some more silver rings on his fingers now. The boys blonde hair had been brushed out but it was still styled in that messy style which had me weak at the knees. “You look stunning y/n” his eyes lit up and a smile presented itself on his face. “You’ve cleaned up well yourself maybank- my girls better behave” I stared walking to my dresser to get my jewellery getting quite worried now. “Are they- known not to?”

“Maybe Jade when she’s drunk but… hopefully not” I bit my lip turning to the boy who’d appeared behind me. “I have your Christmas present- I want you to open it before getting ready” he took my hand leading me over to my queen sized bed. “JJ are you serious? We said no presents because we wouldn’t be seeing each other at Christmas” “I know I didn’t even plan it I just saw it and saved because I thought you’d like it”. He rummaged around on the floor in his bag and pulled out a long black box.

“I feel awful” I looked up at him taking a seat next to me. “Don’t” he laughed tucking my hair behind my ear. I gently pulled off the lid revealing a golden locket with the first letters of our names engraved on it. “JJ” I gasped with a smiled. I opened it and inside was a picture of us. The same one as on my bedside table. “I don’t know what to say- it’s gorgeous I’m overwhelmed” I turned to him leaning in for a quick kiss and then hugging him as my eyes welled up.

“I’m glad you like it” “I love it- your so sweet no one has ever done anything for me like this”. He brushed my hair out the way slowly brushing his fingers across my back and clasped the necklace securely on me. “You deserve princess treatment y/n- your so special” he took my hand and looked me in the eye. I was about to kiss him again but the door bell went off. “The girls are here” i tightened our grasp between our hands and we made out way down the stairs opening my door.

“Hey babe!” Jade smiled rushing in to hug me “hey lovely please come in” I rubbed her back with my Spare hand and waited for the rest of them to enter. In came tanyel and then Katelyn, betty and then charity. “This is jj” I introduced while closing the door and squeezing his hand. “Nice to see you again” Charity grinned at him. “And you and nice to meet the rest of you” he nodded looking around the faces. “How you liking England then? It’s much different to the outer banks huh” tanyel questioned.

“Oh massively but it’s nice to get away from home for a bit and the outer banks drama” he laughed “oh yeah y/n told us about them boys she met on the beach- what dicks” Kaitlyn shook her head patting jjs arm. “Well that’s kooks for you” he shrugged “outer banks lingo” I explained when no one understood. “Ohh- well anyway it’s nice to have you here yours and y/n’s story is so rare it’s beautiful” jade smiled nodding her head. JJ looked down and me and I wrapped my arms around his now.

“Well i meet thousands of tourists but no one like your girl here” JJ told me more than them. “She’s your girl” jade reminded him with an eyebrow raise. “Shall we take this into the front room i can’t wait to get to know you” Betty nodded towards the room. “Please- go ahead I’ve laid some drinks out I’m just going to grab my speaker” I let go of JJ to run up stairs to grab it. When I came back down everyone had sat down, JJ leaving me a clear seat and Holding Two drinks.

“M’lady” he passed it as I sat down next to him. “Thank you” I kissed his hand and then set the speaker up to my phone. We all got way too drunk talking and playing games. When we’d finished that we all started dancing to whatever was playing. Me and JJ had been making out the whole night i couldn’t wait to get him to myself. But then out the corner of my eye I saw charity bolting it to the toilet. “I’ll be back” I passed JJ my drink and ran after her practically becoming sober.

I walked into the bathroom and she was on her knees throwing up. “Oh hun” I pouted walking over holding back her blonde hair and rubbing her back. “Get it all out I’m so proud of you” I whispered as she spat into the bowl.

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JJ

Katelyn went and crashed down next to him on the sofa. “Do you smoke?” She whispered to him grinning. “Depends what you’ve got” he raised his eyebrow at her. “The good stuff” she pulled out a couple of joints from her pocket and then bounced up to go to the back door. JJ looked for me but I was still busy. “She will be a while she turns into a mum when anyone’s sick” Kaitlyn explained walking outside. JJ followed her and they both sat at a glass table, the light switched on automatically while Katelyn got out her lighter burning it.

“Didn’t see you to be the type” JJ stated when she passed it to him. “Well that’s because you don’t know me” she shrugged propping her head up at staring at him. “True” he shrugged taking a long pull. “Does she ever talk about me?” “Not unless your involved in girl drama” jj shrugged laughing almost. “That’s a shame, I’m way more interesting” “than who?” JJ questioned giving it back. “Than her” “her name being y/n” jj presented harshly. “She’s never had an- attractive boyfriend or a nice one” Katelyn inhaled and blew out.

“Well she deserve one” “so do i” she answered quickly giving the splif back to him. JJ kept looking at her trying to figure her out. “What exactly do you want?” He questioned putting the toll up between his fingers. “You” she shrugged “and I think you want me, your just worried because your living here for a week”. JJ took a hard look at her before bursting out with laughter “I’ve sorted it though- you can stay We with me I’m sure we would have a lot of… fun” she bit her lip looking at him.

“You know your almost convincing” “is that a yes?” She asked him. “Oh I wasn’t talking about this- I meant your friendship with y/n, you almost fooled me and you have everyone else fooled” “this where you call me a bad person but your still going to say yes?” She grinned showing her teeth. “No, this is just where I call you a bad person- because I don’t know how you could possibly want to hurt that girl” he shrugged closing his eyes for the last of the joint.

Katelyn took her chance pouncing on JJ and aiming for his lips at the same time the back door opened by jades hand. “What- the fuck?” She squinted her eyes. JJ put the zoot out in a hurry and looked up at her. “I was not- going along with any of that” he told her seriously. But Katelyn just laughed drunkenly and sat back. “Your unbelievable” she turned on her heels to come find me in the kitchen with charity. “We need to talk alone- is she okay?” “Yeah I’m fine- go” charity nodded into her water.

“Y/n” JJ Swiftly turned into the kitchen. “After me maybank” jade took my hand pulling me to the stairs. I looked at both of them confused but JJ looked as if he was heartbroken. Jade pulled me into my room and closed the door. “What- happened is everything okay?” “No” she shook her head putting her hands on her hips.

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A few moments later I stormed out my bedroom and ran downstairs. “Y/n It’s not what you both think can I please talk to you” he tried to block my way. “In a minute” I said sternly looking up at him. He sighed and let me past so I could find Katelyn. She was sitting on the sofa glued to her phone like nothing had happened. I grabbed her hair pulling her up. “What the fuck! Y/n get off of me you psycho” she screamed but I pulled her along getting the front door open.

With that I pushed her out my house and she felt onto the floor. “Don’t come back, bitch” I stated angrily and slammed the door on her. All the girls were watching me and JJ too. “Can we please- he started. -it’s okay JJ” I cut in shaking my head. “Jade told me she came onto you she heard everything, how you defended me- everything thing you said” I smiled weakly my eyes till teary. JJ came over sighing and wrapping me up in his arms. “I’d never do anything to hurt you” he kissed the top of my head. “I know”. He turned to Jade who was smiling at the sight of us two.

JJ mouthed “thank you” to her and she nodded at him. “Do you want us to go y/n? Give you two some space?” Charity asked me sympathetically. “You don’t have to go…” I told them “it’s okay really, we can see your not in the mood no more” tanyel nodded understanding. “I love you girls” I smiled at them. “We love you and we can see how happy JJ makes you- none of us would ever want to jeopardise that” Jade explained to me.

We all said our goodbyes while they called a taxi to drop everyone off home. Me and JJ went straight up to my room and changed into pjs to settle down in bed. “Are you really okay?” He asked for the seventh time. “I’m hurt but she’s really not worth my time” I laid down on his chest as he scooped me up in his arms. “I can assure you, I wasn’t even tempted for a second” he whispered softly. “Because I’m in love with you y/n”. I looked up at him with a big smiled and sparkling eyes. “I love you too JJ” I giggled hugging him tightly.

“I don’t want anyone else, I just want you- and I’ll tell you that as long as you need me too” he told me kissing my hand. “I’m so glad we wasn’t just a holiday fling” I whispered with a tear running down my cheek. “We did it babe, we’re here” he wrapped me up in his arms again as we both nodded off to sleep deeply in love.

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ARB Birthday Special 2022: Sumire Shinomiya

~~ November 6th ~~

“Your pretty empire took so long to build, now, with a snap of history’s fingers, down it goes.”

Login Lines:

“Hey there, good to see you around, something you need?”

“A present? Wh-oh fuck, is it already that time?! Shit, I need time to prepare!”

Voice Lines:

“Yes, yes, happy birthday and all that shit, look, I’m not really in the mood to celebrate right now so just drop off your gift and beat it.”

“19 years…19 years and I’m still here, nothing’s changed…”

“Happy 7th birthday to meeeee!”

“Honestly the birthday party Scorpion Den throws for me are more for the kids than for myself and once night falls and they’ve all gone to bed, I let the rest of them do whatever they please, it makes me…happy in a way to see them enjoying themselves, as my family should.”

“A few days ago, before my birthday, I kept having this…dream? No, a memory, of my last birthday before…before…everything. I don’t know what the fuck my brain is trying to tell me but it better fucking stop. The last thing I need is to reminisce a time I’d desperately want to forget.”

“I swear, Aiko and Malphas are the cutest, I don’t know what to do without them. Malphas wrote me ‘happy birthday’ using his webs and Aiko…well, I haven’t really seen much of her today, which is odd considering she was so excited about my birthday, I could tell she tried to keep it under wraps but…well, Aiko has never been exactly subtle…”

“Ritsukoooo! I eagerly await my gifts!…Wha? How could you?! After everything I have done for you! The betrayal! It hurts! I don’t know how I can move on!…pfft! Hahahaha! Okay, okay, I’m done! Sorry, I just wanna mess with you a little, oh c’mon! I know you can’t resist your favorite student! So, whaddya got for me?”

“*whistles* Ritsuko, not that I don’t love your gifts but aren’t you worried that someone might figure out you’re stealing and giving away top secret information and equipment, especially to an “internet terrorist”? Oh? Confident, are we? Well…thanks, a lot. I really appreciate it, and don’t worry, I’ll make sure nothing gets traced back to you, just doing my job as your apprentice.”

“….Do I even want to know what you got for me, Miho? Actually, I’d be more surprised if you even got me anything at all. *sighs* Well, I’m in a hurry so might as well make this quick so…what is it?”

“Are these…tickets? To an…a-aquarium? I…NO!! I-I mean, no, I’m fine, I’m fine…uh, why are there three?…To take Aiko?…Okay, sure, we….we can go when I get back…but I want to make this clear, I’m only doing this for Aiko…nothing else.”

“Hey there, Ai! There you are! Where were you? I thought you’d be short-circuiting from excitement today, don’t tell me you’ve been avoiding your big sister?”

“Oh…Aiko, this is…this is so cute haha, is this why you’ve been so shy lately? No, no, I love it and it’s not bad for your first time! Mhm, thanks, little sis.”

Ritsuko Lines:

“Sumire, congratulations (and my condolences) on your day of birth. I’m afraid that I’ve completely forgotten to find you a suitable gift for you…on second thought, perhaps trying to fool you on your birthday was a mistake on my part, please cease your prattling. *sighs* Interesting how you age yet never seem to change in terms of personality, anyways, here.”

“I’d figured you’ve known about Chuuoku’s growing relationships with some of the world leaders after the war. Lots of deals have been made and trade routes are expanding more than they have ever been. Of course, nobody knows about the underground trading system, I’m sure once you take a look at the files, you’ll be pleased with what you find. I wouldn’t worry about the consequences, I’m sure Chuuoku will find some poor, unfortunate soul to string up on the street. I’m glad you find it valuable, I wouldn’t give nothing less for my dearest apprentice.”

Miho Lines:

“Sumire, I’m glad I caught you. I wanted to give you something…you know, you can at least try to pretend to be a little grateful. Ugh, why am I even doing this? You know what? Screw it, here.

“I…*clears throat* I remember how…content you were the last time we’ve been there so I thou-Sumire, are you alright?! I-I thought it would be a good idea for us and Aiko to take a nice trip but if you…Really? O…okay then, be back soon.”

Bonus! Aiko Lines:

“Big sister! Happy birthday! I’m sorry for acting so weird lately but it’s for good reason, I promise! Um…I wanted to make you something, something homemade and Mister Goro told me that sewing or knitting makes a good homemade present so I downloaded all that I can find having to do with either one but when I tried to do it…I guess I was so excited that I kinda skipped over some parts and…well, I don’t think it came out right..”

“It was supposed to be a cat and I guess it kinda looks like one?…I’m sorry big sister, I wanted to do something special…you actually like it?! B-but…it’s cute? Yeah….yeah! It is! It’s our brand of cute! I’m so happy you like it! I love you, big sister! Happy birthday!”

[bereft-of-frogs]

Thanks for the tag @hettolandija! Also I think someone else tagged me in this a while ago. Possibly multiple someones. So I am very sorry I forgot who that was and it was a very long time ago. Onwards:

🎨 favourite colour: Dark green to dark blue and everything in between. (Like all the blue-green shades...stunning.)

📖 currently reading: I just finished Battle Scars (while I was supposed to be working ha, couldn’t help myself) (I don’t know how anyone comes away from this book not being obsessed with Cere) and I think next I’m going to reread This Is How You Lose The Time War because all the hubbub has been making me want to reread.

🎶 last song: R-Evolve, Thirty Seconds to Mars. Ok look, Jared Leto is a terrible person but he had a pretty decent alt rock emo band when I was in high school and it unfortunately embedded itself in my brain and my ‘time capsule’ playlist is really fun to run to

🎬 last movie: The last movie I actually sat down and paid attention to was Guardians of the Galaxy Vol 3. The last movie I had on in the background while I was writing was...lol Paranormal Activity.

📺 last series: Ghoul on Netflix which was just okay plot-wise, but pretty fun horror effects and atmosphere. I also finished it last night (it was only 3 episodes) so I’ll need to pick a new one tonight. I’m also rewatching Community.

🍴sweet, spicy, savoury: I think they all have their place, but gotta end with a sweet.

🤤 craving: Something sweet. I have nothing.

☕ tea or coffee: Coffee, 100%! I actually don’t really like tea, except for Lemon-Ginger with honey when I’m sick.

🤓 currently working on: I’m just happy to be working on anything. I feel like I’m still sort of finding my footing after being a mess of writer’s block and anxiety for months. I have a whole bunch of drafts that I could feasibly finish: the murder mystery fic I started posting last night, something for my bad things happen bingo card (which I haven’t forgotten about!), this one other thing about a grave, or the super long wip about a serial killer (though I think I’ve fucked up the timelines might have to be scrapped), or my magnum opus about death gods and rivers I swear I’ll finish one day.

I’ve got lots of options! I’m no longer stuck in that anxiety spiral! (Knock on wood lol) Exciting! As usual, please consider this an open tag as I have no idea who has already done this meme or wants to or...etc. Open tag! Go forth!

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ARB Birthday Special: Lola Takahashi

~~ July 30th ~~

“A wonderful dress can infuse a woman with confidence and inner beauty, empowering the way she moves and feels.”

Login Lines:

“A present? For me? Aw, babe! You shouldn’t have!”

“That’s right, it’s my birthday today! I’m so happy you remembered! *mwah*”

Voice Lines:

“I know it’s my birthday but I feel like giving back, after all, I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for all of you!”

“Okay, what’s the schedule for today? Hmm, partying, partying aaaaaand….more partying! Perfect! This is gonna be good!”

“I’m calling up Dolly and the girls, my birthday ain’t complete until me and my squad paint this town pink!”

“You know, you really made it in life when an entire city celebrates your birthday with you, seriously, they placed pink streamers and even changed the street lights pink! Isn’t that amazing?!”

“All of my modeling agencies threw me a surprise party! Even the girls I recruited sang my favorite song! It was adorable as it was hilarious but it really made me happy.”

“Hmm? Ooh! More gifts! Yeah, you can put them with the others, yeah, I know, there’s a tooooon, I had to put them in the guest room but even then it got filled up so quick. I’m looking forward to opening them! God, cleanup is gonna be a nightmare…”

“Sayaka!! Aww, thank you, sweetness! Y’know, you really didn’t have to get me anything, as sappy as it sounds, just having you here already makes me happy but knowing you, you probably already have something for me, okay, what has my special mommy got for me?”

“Wow, this is…actually pretty sweet…wait, you said you and Yoshiko worked on this?! Didn’t think she would sacrifice some of her dolls for little ol’ me. I swear, that kid’s got more talent than most people I know! Aw, c’mere! *hugs* You are the absolute best! I’ll come over later tonight but give Yoshi lots of hugs and kisses for me!”

“Okay, now I’m really excited for what you have for me, sunshine. You’re still not too upset about what I got for you for birthday, right? Okay okay, just making sure, so to be clear, you have used it rig-ow! *laughs* Alright alright, I’ll stop!”

“Sweetheart, you really know a way into a gal’s heart. I mean, the sculpture is fucking gorgeous and makes me look like the goddess that I am but the fact that you got my favorite drinks, my favorite pack of smokes and a pretty pink pocket knife makes it all the more better! *hugs* You’re really something else, Kureha, I’m really glad I met you.”

Sayaka Lines:

“Lola! Happy birthday, dear! It’s hard to believe you’re 26, you still look like you haven’t aged over 20! I can only imagine the envy some women have over you, how do you do it? Ah, sorry, I got off track, I’m here with your gift!…Aww, having you here makes me happy too, I know we didn’t get along at first but now I can’t imagine my life without you. Here, your present.”

“Do you like it? It was actually Yoshiko’s idea, I was actually surprised myself. I actually made the catwalk while Yoshiko dressed up the dolls, she paid a lot more attention to you though but I think it’s because she got to dress you up all pretty *giggles*. See? You’re in the middle on the catwalk and me, Yoshiko, and Kureha are on the side cheering you on!”

Kureha Lines:

“Happy birthday, Lola. Damn, time really flies by. Feels like yesterday that we…ah, nevermind. Yeah yeah, I got your presents. I swear, you’re like a kid…but it is your birthday so I guess I’ll let it slide. I still haven’t forgotten your “present” on my birthday but because I’m so nice, I’ll spare you…for now.”

“Look, I know you’ve been getting fancy shit from everyone all day, I mean, the sculpture isn’t really any better but by the time I decided to get you something else, it was already done so…here, another thing to brag about I guess but still, I hope the other gifts are okay, I kinda had to cut a few corners to get the alcohol and cigarettes and don’t even ask about where I got the pocket knife, I’m only slightly breaking the law because you’re like a sister to me…happy birthday.”

[skylarmoon71]

Aaron Hotchner (Criminal Minds) - Chapter 17

“Hotch, where are we going?”

With all the free time you have now, it’s easy to make trips. But Hotch is using one of his few free weekends with you. He has a son, so you figured he’d be dying to spend every moment he can with family. He has yet to tell you where he’s carrying you. You step to a door, and he knocks. The door opens, and the woman answers, bouncing a baby on her hip.

“Aaron! Jack, your dad is here!!” She calls.

“Thanks for looking after him.”

The woman smiles.

“Are you kidding me, the only time I get peace is when Jack’s around. I swear Ashton has become a different person.” A toddler comes running out.

“Dad!!”

He jumps into Hotch’s arms, and his friend bids him goodbye.

“Bye Jack!!”

Jack waves excitedly, and you just stare. Jack turns to you with the biggest smile. Of all the things that were going to happen, you don’t expect this.

“Hi! I’m Jack.” He’s so cheerful, and you don’t know how to react.

“I’m..”

You’ve forgotten your name.

“Umm I’m uhhh..” Jack laughs.

“You’re Aunty (Y/N),” You look at Hotch stunned.

“You told him about me?”

“Of course."

It’s crazy how elated you feel at that small aspect.

“Jessica is waiting for us at her house. I hope that’s okay.”

It’s better than okay, you just hope she likes you.

Jumping into the car, Hotch pulls off. Jack is playing actively in the back, and you do your best to distract yourself. It’s not a long trip. Just a few blocks away. Jack is practically racing out the car when it stops. He’s the first to the door, and you step out moving to the front door. Hotch is right behind you, and Jack is the one who knocks. The door opens, and the woman behind it smiles. You do your best not to show just how tense you are.

“It’s nice to meet you.”

Hopefully your voice is steady.

Before, your nerves were all over the place. The blond looks at you with a smile, ushering you inside. Jack runs in, giving her a hug, and she laughs. Hotch is the last one in, closing the door.

“Jack sweetie, I left a piece of pie on the table. Wanna go wash up to have a snack?” He nods furiously, rushing to the kitchen.

“I don’t think there is much that he loves other than pie.” Hotch is smiling as well. Jessica gives you a brief look.

“When Hotch told me he was dating again, I really didn’t believe it."

From the sound of it, there haven't been many partners since he lost his wife. It’s been years. You understand. She was the love of his life. It was hard to move on after losing something like that.

“I’m..sorry for your loss.”

You can’t help but relay those words. Jessica’s house is littered with photos of her sister. It’s a bit painful. You’re an only child, so you can’t imagine what it’s like to lose a sibling. But from the perspective of a family member, you understand.

“So am I.” She’s wearing an empathetic smile.

“We lost our mother too. So I know how hard that must be. With the issue of your father, it’s amazing that you still manage to go out everyday and deal with your job. Especially all it entails. You’re a remarkably strong woman Ms. Black.” You can’t help it, your cheeks flush, and she smiles.

“Are you blushing?” You divert your gaze.

“I’m sorry.” You mumble. Jessica just giggles.

“Oh my you’re adorable, Hailey would have loved you.” Her statement warms your heart, and you smile.

“T-Thank you.” She nods.

“Come on, let me cut you some pie. If I leave Jack too long he may eat all of it.”

Hotch sends you a loving look as you walk off with Jessica. The both of you settle in the kitchen, eating pie and chatting. For a moment, she steps away to begin preparing dinner. Jack has migrated to the living room to play with some toys and you move to find him. He has two cars in his hand, making what you assume as vehicular noises.

“Hey Jack, do you mind if I join?”

He smiles, handing you one of the cars.

There’s a few action figures, and he grabs at it, as he begins having a mini battle between the both.

“Are they superheroes?” you ask.

“Yep, my hero has superpowers." He responds excited.

“Really?”

“Mhmmm, just like you.”

You pause for a moment, blinking.

Did he really just..

You think you imagined it, but he’s playing with his toys like nothing happened. You’re still looking at him.

“Jack…can you hear me?”

He looks up with a bright smile nodding.

“You're a superhero, just like daddy.”

You can’t believe this. Here you thought Hotch was the only one gifted. Although Hotch learned to get past your barriers, Jack could actually hear the thoughts you were sending him. He rises, running off to get some more toys. Hotch walks over, and he’s studying your look of astonishment.

You stand.

“Hotch, Jack he’s just like you.”

You can see his confusion, but he understands.

“Are you sure?”

“I’m positive.”

Hotch wears a wistful look.

Jack comes running back, immediately going for his toys.

“Maybe someday he’ll find someone like you.” Hotch says.

You smile.

“That’s a nice thought.”  

[lonelier-version-of-you]

Alright, I’m about to continue my S15 watch with S15E18 “Spence’s Choice - Part Two”. I’m excited for even more Michael Spence content.

Edit 1: Oh, it’s a Martin Jameson episode. :/ I still haven’t forgotten him defending the whole Puppetgate thing a few years ago (if you want to know what I mean, look up the play All In A Row, but prepare yourself for ableism... yep, Martin Jameson defended that play).

Edit 2: Oh, the mother of the boy from the previous episode is here as a patient!

Edit 3: Speaking of mothers, here’s Serena’s! I won’t lie, I briefly forgot Serena exists after she wasn’t in the previous episode. For a moment there I just thought AAU at this point was just Michael, Sacha, Chrissie, and Gemma, haha.

Edit 4: Ric saying Serena not being on the ward is good news is relatable. Also, Serena’s wearing her bi cardigan that I never noticed until I saw it pointed out a few months ago. (Obviously, as someone who doesn’t like Serena, I don’t give a lot of attention to what she wears, lol.)

Edit 5: Ollie is a Coldplay fan!

Edit 6: Henrik!!!!!

Edit 7: Ah, here’s Hamish, the med student from a couple episodes ago.

Edit 8: I love Tara.

Edit 9: Serena seriously talked a patient out of having his operation so that there would be a free slot for her mother?? What the fuck?? That’s a proper Henrik-level move and I don’t say that as a compliment.

Edit 10: I love Henrik’s pink shirts.

Edit 11: Aaand plot twist: the kid Michael was concerned was being abused actually most likely has brittle bone disease. Okay then. For all they were going on about how rare it is, it doesn’t seem very rare in the Holbyverse, does it?! I swear the “kid shows up with injuries, the doctors assume the parents are abusing the kid, kid actually has brittle bone disease” storyline has been done over and over again.

Anyway, I theoretically have time to finish watching this episode since there’s only like 10 minutes left anyway, but I have stuff I should probably be doing so I guess I’ll finish this ep in an hour or so, before Eastenders comes on.

Edit 12: Right, let’s finish some Holby. (As some BBC exec probably said on the 2nd of June 2021. 😂)

Edit 13: I can’t really say I’m that interested in this Serena stuff.

Edit 14: Aw, Michael on the phone to his daughter!

Edit 15: I love Gemma giving Michael good advice. <3

Edit 16: Hamish has withdrawn his bullying complaint against Elliot. That’s convenient. 😂

[yaldev]

Old Friends

“What’s it gonna be, Decadin?” The waitress asks, then corrects herself: “Master Decadin.”

“No no, it’s still Acolyte.” He keeps his eyes fixed on the menu in his hands. “I’m still looking, let her order first.”

“Alright, how about you?”

“Steak and tubers for me,” Lhusel answers. She must have kept coming here in his absence, she didn’t even have to check what she wanted. Decadin lowers the menu. He knows for a fact he got the waitress’s name once, but he must have forgotten it. Too many important things to remember.

“Do you have horse meat?”

“Horse meat?”

“Yeah.”

“I’m sorry, we don’t. We’ve got—”

“I’ll take the steak and tubers as well.”

“Alrighty, we’ll have it out soon!”

The waitress takes their menus and darts off. It’s a busy afternoon and Carnifeast is understaffed. Once she’s out of earshot, Lhusel leans in.

“Horse meat? Do you have any clue how crazy you sound?”

“It sounds weird, but I had it in Wojpier a few times and I swear it’s good. It’ll take awhile to cross the ocean, but it might be big someday.”

“Wow.” She shakes her head a little, subconsciously leaning back to mimic Decadin's posture. “You must be up to a lot of exciting things.”

“Oh, I am!” His eyes light up. “They're parading me around to all kinds of ceremonies. Honoring the troops and opening towers, mostly. They like my speeches, as long as I slow down for the language barrier."

"Cool!"

"I’ve gotten to try a lot of exotic food. It’s an acquired taste, but I’ve started to like it. Wojpier has a fascinating culture, really.”

“It must be wonderful." Lhusel tilts her head. "Making connections?”

“Talking to some big names, yeah! The colonial administration’s made up of very accomplished people, and they’re surprisingly generous. The native leaders are still making a stink about the whole thing, won’t even look you in the eye, but the people on the ground don’t resent the whole being-conquered thing.”

Her eyes narrow. “Are you sure about that?”

“What?”

“How much attention are you paying to your audience?”

“Well it’s a different culture, so you can’t always rely on the same standards. But from what I can see, they’re listening and they believe what I say.”

“You rehearse a lot, right? You’ve gotten better at this. You’re used to people listening to you talk.”

“Yes?”

“How much of that engagement is what’s actually there, as opposed to you seeing what you’re used to seeing?”

Decadin grimaces. “Look, I’m still an engineer. We can’t afford to only see what we want to see, you know that well. I mean, just take you for example, you never see what you want to see.” He smiles. She doesn’t.

“You know the Wojpierians are people, right?”

“Obviously. I don’t think there’s anyone who denies that.”

“You might be surprised. Anyway, people tend to be upset when you take over their land and impose your religion on them.”

Decadin waves the comment away. “Glad you're still Eej-Landian.”

“No. Listen.” Lhusel leans forward, her lion eyes staring him down. “I know how you’re used to doing whatever you want and succeeding just like that, because you’re so, so brilliant.”

“You’re not—”

“And you are, I acknowledge that! And you’re reaping the rewards now, building the world you want to see. But you can’t let that excitement cloud your senses."

"It sounds like you're mad at me."

"All I’m saying is you might be assuming Wojpierian villagers are thinking all these wonderful things about you just because they haven’t put your corpse on a stake!”

Silence. Lhusel blinks and lets the scenery catch her eye, but Decadin keeps his gaze locked on her. This isn’t the Lhusel he knows. She used to believe in him.

“If you’re done undermining me...” Decadin picks up his bag from beside his chair and sets it on the table between them. “Here’s what I wanted to show you.”

“Sure, go ahead.”

He opens the bag, and with dramatic flair he spills a dozen pyramids on the table. Ranging from the size of a fingernail to a fist, each is made of plastic with a battery embedded in the center.

“Huh.” Lhusel picks up the biggest one, turning it over in her hands. “They all landed bottom-down.”

“Turns out that’s a feature.” Decadin watches her examine the device with characteristic curiosity. Now this is the Lhusel he knows. “The power source messes with gravity.”

“The thing’s magic?”

“The battery is. You can turn it on by twisting the tip, by the way.”

Lhusel turns the top of the pyramid, and when the edges click into place, the trinket glows. “Neat.”

“There’s a company that wants to make tons of them. They’re trying to get the jump on a new technology, after this Wojpierian professor poured his research budget into designing what I suggested was possible. The batteries in these things draw mana in from the Aether and convert it to electrical energy as needed.”

“Theoretically infinite…” Lhusel murmurs, studying the prototype.

“This… this is real, Lhusel. History stands open, and we have the chance to change it, forever. For the better.”

She turns off the pyramid. “We.”

“I know what you’re thinking, but I mean it. I brought so many because I told them I had a friend who’d be interested in tinkering with them, who might find something.”

“Those ‘big names’ you’re talking to. Are any of them in tech companies?”

“Plenty, why?”

Lhusel looks at him. “Have you shown anyone the Spinning Flyer prints?”

Decadin sighs.

She puts the pyramid down. “Why not?”

“You didn’t ask me to.”

“But you know how much it would have helped me.”

“Even if I explained how it works, there wasn’t any chance they’d say yes.”

“The worst they could have done was say no.”

“No, the worst they could have done was cut me out of future events because I was crazy enough to try to get them on board with a design that’s absurd on its face and was drafted by a heretic female dropout.”

“Does that make me wrong? I literally built the thing, it works as expected.”

“Of course it doesn’t, but they don’t think about that! Personal ethos is everything in this world. That’s why they wouldn’t give you a second thought, and they’d do the same to me if I tried to promote your work! I’m sorry, but it just wasn’t possible, and even trying would have been risky.”

“Since when has risk stopped you?” Lhusel’s tone drops a note. “You beat the risks every step of the way. You’ve taken so many chances and it’s almost always worked out for you. Some of us aren’t so lucky, but you are. And I think that if someone with power like yours also wants to believe he has a conscience, he has an obligation to create opportunities for those who weren’t so fortunate.”

“Well I think that saying I should implies that I could. But I couldn’t. Again, I’m sorry that I can’t help you get the success you deserve, and I’m sorry that my success makes you jealous.”

Lhusel furrows her brow. “It’s not about jealousy, it’s about justice.” She picks up one of the smaller pyramids. “If I did decide to take some of these home, play with them and improve them, what would you do?”

“Uh.”

“Don’t think of something. Just tell me.”

“I would have told them one of my associates found some ways to improve the design, and I recommend we’d go forward with them.”

“And would you have given me a cut of your side of the profit for that?”

“If you asked.”

“If I asked.”

“Yes.”

Lhusel shuts her eyes tight, holding back an inferno. “I could have been bitter about my expulsion. I could have resented you for how unfair it was, how your gender and your religion let you stay while I got kicked aside.” She opens her eyes and puts down the pyramid. “But instead I stuck with you, and I worked on your Aether Suppressor for free, because you didn’t have the budget to pay someone for it.”

“That’s right, and I’m still grateful for that.”

“But not grateful enough to pay me back for it now that you have the chance?”

“I told you, if you asked I would have done it.” He keeps his gaze locked on her, picking up pyramids and putting them back in his bag. “But don’t get mad at me for lacking your generous instinct. When you helped with the Suppressor you asked for nothing. If you wanted a cut of the profit from these I would have given it to you, we could have agreed to it. But you having expected me to push the Spinning Flyer on people this whole time? That’s different. I might have turned down your offer if I knew you’d ask me to compromise my future success by trying to carry you with me.”

“You wouldn’t have that success if it wasn’t for my help!”

“I know, but it wasn’t a transaction!”

“You’re right, it wasn’t. I’m not asking you to show the insiders my designs as payback. I’m asking you because we’re friends, and we do what’s in our power to help each other. That’s what I did for you, and even if you hadn’t let me, I’d be asking this of you now. Because that’s what friends do. I think you owe me that much. And I think you know it too.”

Decadin puts away the last of the pyramids. “Well...” He times the closing of the bag with his pause. “Maybe I don’t want to be friends with someone who doesn’t support me, and who tries to use my success for her own gain, and who guilts me when I refuse to sabotage myself for her impossible dreams!”

They both see the plates of food before they see the waitress carrying them. “Here we go, two steaks and tubers!” She sets them both on the table. “Is there anything else I can get you?”

“No, thank you…” Decadin trails off. Still can’t remember her name. Too many important things to remember. Lhusel remembers. She can tell he doesn’t. They eat in silence.

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Yaldev is a sci-fantasy worldbuilding project by Ulysses Maurer, with art by Beeple. By looking at narratives, stylized loredumps, bad poetry and little details, we'll witness the story of a planet filled with magical power, the nation which tried to conquer it, this empire’s dramatic collapse and the new world which emerged in its wake. Along the way we'll meet the characters who live here, and we'll explore questions about nationalism, rationalism, the natural world and the quest to master it. For all stories in chronological order, check out the pinned posts at r/Yaldev!

[honeyedlashton]

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Alright Lashton stans, it’s back. I’ve got the fifth chapter of Pictures of You up, and I’ve been being pretty consistent with updating every three days like clockwork. It’s going a lot better for me I’d say. But anyway, I hope you all enjoy this first section. I’m very excited to get into this story still, so I’m not gonna abandon it. Also when I updated it, it said it was 9000 words even, and I wasn’t even trying to do that so that’s pretty fucking cool. Anyways enjoy at your leisure. Love you guys ❤️

[watchmegetobsessed]

Mine Again - Harry Styles

a/n: this is something i just thought about after my nap today lol, so enjoy this treat, a classic exlovers to lovers fic!

pairing: Harry x Famous!Reader

word count: 3.4k

masterlist

Seeing an ex is never easy. Whether it’s by your choice or not. Working together with an ex is even harder and now you brought a situation on yourself where this is your reality.

Arriving to the studio of The Late Late show you immediately get escorted to your designated dressing room where a hair and makeup artist are already waiting for you. Today you are here to promote your new movie, Don’t Worry Darling with your onscreen lover, Harry Styles, however, what no one else in the building knows is that once the two of you were real life lovers.

Your romance blossomed during filming, having spent so much time together on set, it didn’t take long for a relationship to form between you and him, the chemistry you shared was immense and undeniable, anyone could see that and you felt like you were burning in a bonfire of the most intense feelings you’ve felt for any man. It was passionate and intoxicating, it felt like something that could only happen in movies, but it was your reality.

However filming ended and you were forced to go your separate ways, you both tried hard to keep what you had and though your feelings never changed, distance brought the worst out of the both of you. Six months after you became an item, you mutually agreed to break it off.

You haven’t seen him since then, meaning that it’s been five torturous months without having any contact with him and now that promo has officially kicked in, you are forced to travel around and make appearances with the man you love, yes, still love more than anyone on this Earth. Not even five months and absolutely no contact could change your feelings for him, however he might already be over you at this point, having forgotten about feelings and memories you still hold close to your heart.

How has he been doing? What is he like now? Has he been thinking about you? Does he miss you? What is it going to be like to see him for the first time?

The questions flood your mind as you sit in the chair and let the professionals work their magic on you, covering up the dark circles under your eyes that formed due to the sleepless night you had the day before, nonstop thinking about Harry and what it’ll be like to see him for the first time again.

After careful elimination, you choose a dress for the appearance, it’s tight and short, the fabric is covered in glittering sequins down your body and the long sleeves as well and while the dress covers a lot up from the waist, it makes up in the lack of length on your legs as the end of it barely reaches the upper part of your thighs, ending it black feathers that tickle your freshly shaven legs. The nude heels add even more to them, making you appear like you could hit the runway any moment when in reality you are not high enough to be a model.

There’s still some time until the taping starts, James drops by to say hello and tell you how excited he is to have you and Harry on tonight and you chit-chat for a little before you go to take a quick business call outside. When you’re done with that, you head back to your dressing room to take a few quick photos to post later, but right as you near your destination, a door swings open down the hallway and Harry steps out, wearing a black suit, of course, head to toe Gucci. The crispy grey shirt’s first few buttons are left undone, allowing you a glimpse of his toned chest and his necklace with the tiny cross pendant on it.

He looks good. No, he looks absolutely stunning, just like he always does and just the sight of him takes your breath away, forcing you to stop in your tracks when you lay your eyes at him. He spots you as well, stopping to take a look at you before you see a small smile on his perfect pink lips.

“Y/N, hi! You look… gorgeous,” he speaks up lowly, his eyes raking your body up and down.

“I, uhh—Thanks!” you breathe out, feeling already flustered. How are you gonna survive the interview, sitting next to him, talking about what it was like to play a married couple?!

His hand moves a bit and there’s a moment of awkwardness, neither of you really knowing what to do, last time you saw each other you kissed as your hellos, but now it’s not an option, obviously. At last, he moves forward and goes for a hug.

He envelopes you in his arms as you wrap yours around his neck, the warmth of his body bringing you a sense of home and it hits you hard how much you’ve missed him in these five months.

You swear he holds you just a second longer than what would be appropriate before his arms fall from around your frame and you force yourself to let go of him, though every fiber in you is protesting against it.

“How—How have you been?” he asks, his beautiful green eyes finding yours.

“I’m good. I’m good,” you nod. “What about you?”

“Same. Just the… usual stuff.”

“Writing music?” you ask with a soft smile. You still vividly remember those nights you spent together after a long day of filming, crashing at either his or your place and you often found him strumming his guitar in a corner, scribbling words down into his notebook. Sometimes he sang you the songs he came up with, sometimes he kept them to himself.

“Yeah, I’ve been writing a lot lately,” he admits with a shy smile.

Someone calls his name down the hallway and his head snaps up before looking back at you.

“I gotta go, but I’ll see you soon, right?”

“Yeah,” you nod, stepping aside so he can walk past.

“And you really look amazing, Y/N,” he calls after you one last time before jogging down the hallway.

You walk into your dressing room and shutting the door you lean your back against it, huffing heavily as you try to recollect yourself. Somehow, this encounter went really well, because the two of you were civil and respectful, but it was also a painful shock to see him in the flesh again. It was one thing to see pictures of him here and there, but actually meeting him, hugging him, talking to him… you need time to process it all.

Unfortunately, you don’t have much of that. Twenty minutes later you are walked to your spot behind the curtains from where you’ll walk out when James calls your name. Just as you arrive Harry appears as well, casually talking with one of the camera guys, having a laugh and just as he sees you, his eyes fall down your body again and you swear you see him gulp hard before turning his attention back to the man.

“Ready?” he asks upon walking up to you, a hand coming to rest on your lower back. Glancing over your shoulder you look down at his hand, lips parted at the feeling of his welcoming touch. He sees your glance and pulls his hand back quickly. “Sorry, it’s a habit, I guess,” he mumbles, blushing softly.

“It’s fine,” you smile. Of course it’s fine, for what you care, he could throw you over his shoulder like a cave man and run out of the building, you wouldn’t say a word. You want his touch on your body, you’ve been craving it since the moment you last saw him, but are you even allowed to admit it? You have no idea what he is thinking or feeling, you can’t just come right at him like that.

Harry fixes the lapels of his suit jacket, but what he doesn’t see is that the collar of his shirt is kind of stuck under the jacket.

“Your shirt is… let me fix it,” you breathe out and he turns to face you, letting your delicate hands fix his outfit, perfecting the look to the tiniest bit. “There, you look great,” you smile, your hands sliding down his chest before they fall to your sides again.

“Thank you,” he nods smiling back at you before offering an arm that you take gladly. He knows how much you hate high heels and that you are always scared of tripping and falling and being the gentleman that he is, he’ll be the support you need.

The taping soon starts and the two of you stand patiently behind the curtain as James introduces you.

“And now, please welcome the stars of the upcoming hit movie, Don’t Worry Darling! Ladies and gentlemen, Y/N Y/L/N and Harry Styles!”

The crowd starts clapping and cheering as the curtain moves and the two of you walk in, arms linked and Harry makes sure to slow down when you walk down the few little stairs. James welcomes the both of you with two kisses before everyone takes their place, James behind his desk, you and Harry sitting on the couch.

“Thank you so much for dropping by tonight, guys!” James smiles at the two of you.

“Thank you for having us,” Harry nods with a soft smile.

“You both have been guests on the show separately, but tonight you are here as a pair, since your latest movie, Don’t Worry Darling is hitting the theaters this weekend. How are you feeling about that, excited to see the film finally?”

“Very excited,” you nod with a smile. “I can’t wait to see the final version, because obviously we only know the version we envisioned while filming, but the actual movie is going to be something else.”

“Y/N, your role in the movie was originally handed to Florence Pugh who had to step back because she broke her arm,” James points out and you nod.

“Yes, I stepped in her place just about a week before production started and if I’m being honest I was scared that people would prefer to see her in the role, but I had a talk with her actually and she said she helped Olivia, the director to pick out the person to take her place and she said she instantly knew I would be perfect for it, so I trust her.”

“That’s amazing to hear, that the two of you didn’t have any rivalry going on,” James enthuses.

“She actually visited set a few times,” Harry chimes in and you nod.

“Yeah, we had a great time together.”

“Sounds like a lot of fun, the three of you together,” James chuckles. “So, the two of you play a married couple in the film and if I’m not mistaken you didn’t know each other beforehand. Was it hard to get into the roles with not much background on each other?”

“We met up a few times before filming started to get to know each other more and I think we hit it off right away, so it wasn’t hard for me,” Harry speaks up and you nod along.

“It was obviously a little different situation than when you meet someone and become friends, because as we got to know each other more, we had to go through scenes that were meant for a couple that was already years into their relationship, but I think it strengthened our friendship,” you answer, hands laid flat on your bare thighs.

No lie has been told, everything you said was the truth. You just left out the part where you become real life lovers and started dating a month into production.

“Y/N, you’ve been acting for a while now, have quite a few roles under your belt, what did you think of Harry’s acting?”

“I think that he is a wonderful actor and I hope people will give him his much deserved credit for it. He is often still seen as just a silly singer from a former boy band and they don’t take him seriously when he really is a very talented man. You’ll see in the movie as well, his role was a tough one, needed a lot of work and a wide range of emotions, but I think he did an amazing job.”

You dare to glance at him at the end of your little speech and for a moment you forget about the audience, James and the cameras. He is looking at you with so much gratitude and thankfulness. You remember every talk you had where he opened up to you about wanting to be taken seriously in the acting business, that he is not trying to be just a joke and another failed attempt of a singer to try himself out in movies. He told you how scared he is of not being good enough when you saw him every day on set and you were blown by his eternal talent and special take on his role. He deserves to be praised, he deserves every bit of it.

“It was easy, I had a great partner to learn from,” he smiles softly and you feel the heat crawling up your neck.

“You two really have the chemistry we’ve heard so much about, I can’t wait to see it on the big screen!” James sighs. “Tell me a little about what it was like to film? You guys spent a lot of time together, must have made a lot of memories.”

You take a deep breath as all those memories mentioned flood your mind. You had the best time of your life not just with Harry, but with the whole crew. Leaving after production was wrapped really broke your heart.

“It didn’t even feel like working,” Harry starts. “We always joked around, had lunch or dinner together, we were like a big family. It was so nice to have so many amazing, talented and hard-working people around you all day.”

“The jokes never stopped,” you add chuckling.

“I wish I could have been on set!” James laughs wholeheartedly. “That didn’t happen, but we have a little something. The crew has put together a short BTS video of the filming, so let’s have a look at that,” he announces and the video starts playing on every screen in the studio.

It’s a short little montage, but it captures the vibes of filming just perfectly. Clips shown from set are not just of you and Harry, but all the other cast and crew members. Goofing around, having lots and lots of laughs, dancing on set, which happened quite often and just all of you having a great time. Some of the slips however pain your chest, the ones of you and Harry.

This was very early into your relationship, no one on set even knew you were together, but seeing yourself on the screen you can’t deny the sparkles in your eyes every time you were around him.

A clip shows the two of you between two takes, doing a goofy dance in the kitchen of the home that was used as the set of the house of your characters, you are both wearing your costumes, Harry looks great in his suit and your long retro dress is flowing around you with every movement you make. He grabs you by your waist and spins you before you end up in his arms laughing crazily, you were so happy, so carefree. You wish you could go back to that moment…

Another footage was taken in your trailer when Harry took the place of Clare, your makeup artist and tried to do your eyeliner but miserably failed. In the video, he is gently clasping your chin, angling your face for himself as his other hand is working on the line, but it’s wobbly and way too thick, so you both end up just laughing when you check yourself in the mirror.

And there are some small moments of the two of you, moving around on set, lying in bed between takes, sitting in your chairs while eating, just tiny memories you still cherish so much and wish to live through again, but it’s the past. And it wouldn’t hurt this much if you knew Harry from the video was still yours.

When the video ends you need to blink a few times as your eyes have watered a little. You catch Harry’s gaze and he looks worried, he clearly wants to ask if you’re okay, make sure it was just the sentimentality of the moment, but he doesn’t have the chance, the cameras are still rolling.

“That looked like so much fun! Next time make sure to invite me on set too!” James jokes and you force a laugh out of yourself.

A few questions are asked about future plans and just generally about your careers before the taping finally ends. You thank James for the invite again and a photo is taken of the three of you, you standing in the middle with the two men on your sides. When everything is settled, you head to your dressing room, using the chance to slip away silently while Harry is still chit-chatting on the set.

In the comfort and silence of the dressing room, you lean onto the vanity, staring at yourself in the mirror, finding it ironic that on the outside, you look perfectly fine, healthy and pretty, but on the inside… you could scream. You miss Harry so much, you hoped that your feelings for him have toned down a little over these five months, but it was just the same if not even worse.

A faint knock is heard on the door and you quickly fix yourself before calling out to the person outside. The door opens and for your surprise, Harry steps inside, closing the door behind him.

“Hey, you disappeared so fast,” he softly says.

“Yeah, I’m just… a little tired,” you lie, though you know exactly he can see right through you.

“Y/N, I saw that look in your eyes after the video…”

“What look?” you ask with a huff. “What do you want me to say, Harry?”

“The truth,” he answers. “I’m not James, don’t bullshit me.”

“You want the truth? I’ll give it to you, but don’t blame me if it’s uncomfortable for you,” you chuckle bitterly, throwing your hands into the air. “I’ve been miserable, Harry. I miss you so fucking much, seeing you today was like Hell. I really thought it would be easier, but now I’m stuck with going from one interview to the other with red carpet events all around the world, seeing you every day when I terribly miss you and it fucking sucks, because you might not even feel the sa—“

You don’t get to finish, because Harry crosses the distance between the two of you, his hands grab your face and pulls you into a hard and passionate kiss. His lips move perfectly against yours and it feels like he is trying to squeeze every missed moment from the past five months into the kiss, making you melt into his arms completely.

He is everywhere. He is all you can taste, you breathe him in, his hands are everywhere on your body and your chest is pressed tight against his as you wrap your arms around his neck, locking him into your embrace. Your tongues dance, teeth tugging and pulling on lips, it’s a whole mess, but it’s the most perfect mess you’ve ever been. He takes your breath away completely and you don’t even want it back if it means you can’t have him.

Harry pulls away first, both your chests heaving wildly from the heavy make-out session and he looks down at you with hooded eyes.

“If you think I haven’t missed you like crazy… you can’t be more wrong, baby. I couldn’t stop thinking about you, I wanted to call you a thousand times and beg for you to come back to me, but I thought you already moved on.”

“Moving on?!” you huff with a tired smile. “Harry, I could never…”

“Alright, then I’m not letting you go again. No way you are walking out of this building without being mine again.”

A shiver runs down your spine at his words as you pull him down for another kiss, needing to feel his lips on yours.

“I never stopped being yours,” you whisper against his lips and he moans weakly before crashing his lips against yours again. 

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Redemption Panel Highlights and Reactions

GATORS

i.e., Beth Riesgraf and Christian Kane (mostly Beth) talking about filming the scenes in (what I presume is) The Rollin’ on the River Job, where they’re pulling some stuff out of the water, and finding out the next day that there was an absolutely massive alligator pulled out of the same place just a little while after they filmed it

Beth’s impression of the wildlife folks warning them about the alligators

Beth scaring the hell out of Noah Wyle by yelling “GATOR” at him just after he finished his scene

seriously that was an absolutely WILD part of the panel

Everyone showering Aleyse Shannon with literally all the love!

Aldis Hodge in particular big-brothering her, and also the older actors calling her out for not giving herself enough credit, and Dean Devlin talking about how she blew him away at the auditions with her ability to turn on a dime

Seeing Kane with his glasses off wiping at his eyes, momentarily thinking “you okay dude?” and then realizing that he was laughing so hard he had tears in his eyes

(same)

The The Bucket Job clip! I’ve been a bit meh on a lot of Redemption, just in how it didn’t feel quite right, but that is possibly the absolute closest I’ve seen it get to the original in the best way. Brilliant

Which comes as no surprise since BETH RIESGRAF directed the episode!!! And apparently put an insane amount of effort in!

Beth’s utter delight and joy at both directing the episode and having the crew behind her

THE CHAIR

So apparently she and Christian went to town on the fight scene and he winds up tied up in a chair somewhere along the line and there’s a whole wild scene, which I am really looking forward to

Beth knowing how insanely particular he’d be about things like zip ties vs rope and what kind of rope e.t.c. e.t.c.

Apparently this is also tied into a VERY DEEP scene with Eliot? It sounds like they’re going to go super hard on his backstory, which is terrifyingly exciting

Just. Beth and Christian going very hard on that episode together

Speaking of: the panel’s going amazingly, I’m laughing so hard my stomach hurts, things are relatively light, and then, of fucking course—

Kane hitting us over the head about Eliot being a mass murderer who can’t be redeemed, is trying to stay static so that he can maintain the place he’s in, and is thus LIVING VICARIOUSLY THROUGH HARRY

What the FUCK. This is of course incredibly insightful and perfectly on point (because it’s Kane) but also, EXCUSE ME, OUCH, why would you DO THAT to us?

Everyone talking about having their families on set and their kids!

Beth’s son growing up on the original Leverage set and now going into being a director himself!

Gina’s daughter also growing up on set!

Noah Wyle’s daughter is playing Harry’s daughter I REPEAT NOAH WYLE’S ACTUAL DAUGHTER IS PLAYING AS HARRY’S DAUGHTER

Gina Bellman remaining relatively stoic throughout much of the panel (seriously, this woman, how the heck does she do it) and then losing it when they’re asked about running/inside jokes

A lot of them are, of course, apparently not appropriate to be spoken on-panel

(A lot of the others are the little inside ones that are special enough not to be ones they want to share, which is sweet!)

Everyone collectively losing it over having LeVar Burton on for The Bucket Job

Devlin and everyone laughing about collecting the various Star Trek people on Leverage

Beth talking about Burton coming over while she’s getting ready and asking her if she’s living on coffee and water, her laughing because he was absolutely right, and then him gently reminding her to remember to eat, which is the sweetest thing in the world oh my gods

Kane apparently choreographing an intense scene with Burton and being scared out of his mind, because Burton really wanted to go for it, but to Kane it was like he’s a figurine that’s not to be messed with because he was so worried about hurting him

Kane choreographing a massive amount of the show, which I knew already, but seriously, this guy blows me away

Gina and the crew talking about how he’d be away for a day of shooting a fight and all of them would be missing him and thinking about him

Family Vibes

Everyone talking about how they’re very noisy and loud together on set and it’s a bit like walking into a group of people having Christmas dinner (or something to that effect) because they’re just Like That together

Aleyse being the most surprised by Beth when she met her because she was like a little angel of light during the auditions but turned out to be an absolute ball of wild energy on set

Gina going “wait you were a MODEL” at Beth

Aldis talking about how much he loved how Parker and Hardison’s relationship had developed and grown!

Also, Aldis apologizing when the New York (iirc) background noise got loud and everyone going “no no we get you”

His outfit is ON POINT today

Gina saying that Christian is the goofiest and wildest out of them in terms of humor

(she goes “some of you may not know this,” which, fair, but also, if you’ve seen more than ten minutes of this guy outside of character you know he’s an absolute ball of sunshine)

Gina, Beth, and Christian talking about how they’d challenge each other to stay off sweets back on the original set, because they knew they needed to stay in shape and also just because they’re competitive (apparently all of them are major sweet tooths) and hide brownies and things from each other, while Aldis is just. doing pushups. eating all the healthy stuff. and then wanders into the room with a literal cupful of chocolates

(and Aldis going “well yeah I have to work off the sweets SOMEHOW”)

Beth explaining that sometimes they’d order a “Kane burrito” from Christian and he’d alter it slightly

Like, you know, chopping up hot jalapenos super fine and mixing them in, and Beth practically not being able to talk after the first bite

Apparently Aldis still went back a lot even after that

(Christian just seems very pleased with himself over it)

(THESE PEOPLE)

Gina goes “hey we should have an episode where we all swap roles,” Devlin going “WAIT FOR SEASON ONE TO BE DONE,” and then somebody (maybe the moderator?? I don’t remember exactly) going “uh actually. We did that”

Cue immediate scramble of “WAIT WHICH JOB WAS THAT”

(paraphrasing) “Yeah you remember the bit where you put on Parker’s harness and went off a building?”

Turns out half the cast had actually forgotten that that existed and only remember when reminded

The original cast all think of the episodes as “jobs”!!!!

Everyone talking over each other, Devlin going “it was with Sterling when we blew up the offices,” deciding that it was the season one finale, and then trying to figure out what episode title it was (eventually they figure out it’s the David jobs)

Moderator and Devlin accurately commenting that the fans know the show much better than they do

Noah Wyle very correctly explaining how Electric Entertainment is like a family and Devlin just. Keeps people

Aleyse and Aldis talking about typing when they’re hacking and going “WHAT THE HECK DO WE TYPE”

Aldis goes “yeah I just type all the bad words that we’re not allowed to say”

Aleyse saying that she’s always a little worried they’re hiding a Word document behind the blue screen and they’re going to pull up what she’s typing at the end of the day and print it out and put it in her trailer going “what the HECK is this”

Noah talking about filming The Golf Job and just getting to direct Jason Marsters and Christian together

Apparently their dynamic in that episode accurately mirrors the one with their characters in Angel!

Which promptly goes straight to the comment that it was very hard to make Marsters look like a golfer (pfft)

(Also apparently Christian plays golf for fun with his friends? Not necessarily something I would’ve thought of!)

Aleyse happily talking about how she loved the dynamic on set and it was very different from what she was used to

Also Aleyse talking about doing stunts and everyone else praising her for going whole hog

Beth especially praising her for the bit where she’s hit with the paralysis injection (I don’t remember which ep it’s from) and her acting for it, because it was incredibly hard to drop off screen in the particular way she did

Aleyse promptly answers that she was terrified with some of those, especially one where she had to keep a clock from falling and breaking

Everyone discussing how they see a new aspect of Breanna’s character in The Train Job

Also, to get serious for a moment, Kate Rorick in particular talks about how Breanna’s part of Gen Z and how we didn’t get the “days of yore” where everything was chill. We’ve basically been living in a world of hostility the whole time. It’s something I deeply appreciate, as someone who’s part of that group, and I love how they emphasize that for us.

This panel was pure chaos and I loved every moment of it! My stomach was actually hurting from laughing so hard, I swear. They had me cackling well over half the time. I would happily take panels double or triple the length of this, this was amazing. I also adore how the second you drop these six people in a room together, they immediately take off and literally just run and give you everything you wanted and more. (It is also evidently very hard to get them to STOP talking.)

I’m also just going to stop and take a second to fawn over the effects for the 3D room. It’s gorgeous—I love how they replicated the headquarters, especially with the stained glass ceilings! Super impressive, especially with all the photos, and I just love the whole thing. Kudos to whoever put that together.

Anyway, I’m definitely missing some stuff too; seriously, there wasn’t a second wasted in this thing, they were cracking some kind of joke or dropping some really interesting piece of information practically every thirty seconds. (And I haven’t even gotten into the clips OR the bloopers. I miiiight do a separate reaction purely for those.) It’s still up right now if you missed it and you want to watch it! I’ll probably watch it again, honestly.