#I’m stuck in a Yandere visual novel

[totalitarianbooktator]

FIC update! 1

First chapter of Killer Instinct is releasing tonight (in UTC zone)! This is an Oc x Leon (from I’m Stuck In A Yandere Simulator- Help!), which in general will be a yandere x yandere fic which follows the trope of being Isekai-ed into a game

After I release this chapter, I’ll probably get back into outlining Prince Of Cats

[simemeoww]

Obsessive artist is in love

Author's note: This is based from my character Mateo, who happens to be a yandere. I made a visual novel where he is one of the main characters. If you wanna play my game(to what i will be really happy) here is the link: https://simemeow.itch.io/love-stuck

What does it feel like when an artist is in love with you? What is it like to be depicted in his paintings? It's definitely a nice feeling when he invites you to pose for him so that he can once again dedicate one of his works to you…

His works, one after another, capture you, your youth, your small changes. Here you are smiling, showing your teeth, because of his joke. As usual, you sit in front of each other in comfortable positions, showing your true selves, since you have nothing to hide from each other. Such a cozy atmosphere, who would portray this moment of your quiet but comfortable solitude? After all, Mateo is completely busy with you, recreating not only your outer, but also your inner shell. Your light glances, small imperceptible movements: like quietly sitting closer to each other, moving away unnecessary objects that prevented you from quietly touching your legs, it all screamed about how busy you were with each other.

He was addicted to his muse… to you. His works are good, it is clear that he is a master of his craft… however, the paintings dedicated to you, there was much more love in them. Something that only an attentive person can notice, because such a charming attitude towards you will be hidden from the human eye.

If Mateo becomes a famous artist, the first thing he will do is hide all the portraits of you. After all, they were not created for anyone to admire them, their original intention was to keep their strong feelings for you on paper. It was another excuse for Mateo to admire you while you were painting, so he could get closer to you.

It was a vicious cycle that he would never stop. His eyes greedily devoured your face, your body, your habits, your emotions, your expressions, all of you. Mateo performed his task like a printer, copying your image and printing it on countless papers, not sparing his ink.

He was sure that his existence depended on you. You were everything, oxygen for his lungs, something without which he would die in a minute, you were a sweet dream through which he received energy to live the next day, you were the meaning of life, thanks to which he found the strength to be joyful, to be complete, be happy. That's why he drew… he painted you. To somehow pay you for everything you do for him. However, you will not understand this, and if it does become clear to you, it will be at a later time.

“I’m very interested in how this portrait will turn out!” - Mateo says happily. Something you heard often, but the value of these words did not decrease. After all, you were glad to see his work, something for which you will always be grateful to him, for the fact that he loves you.

[egelantier]

Tian Guan Ci Fu

where is it and what is it

it’s a chinese webnovel by mxtx, the same author who did untamed; it exists as a webnovel, finished and kindly translated here, the manhwa, the donghua (animated adaptation) happening right now, and there’s a live action adaptation in plans, directed by the same guy who did untamed. the donghua is gorgeous, the adaptation i’m unsure about but prepared to be hopeful, the manhwa seems to be very pretty. but all the adaptations only cover the very beginning of the novel for now, so i went ahead and read the novel, and i have no regrets. it helps that the translation is very good - not without awkward translatorese, but it has consistent and engaging flow and style, and it’s also pretty good at conveying mxtx’s humor without awkwardness. it reads pretty well.

what’s it about?

the world is split into two parts: mortals and various ghosts and demons and entities share the land, while ‘heaven officials’, aka gods, live in the heavenly kingdom in the sky. pretty much anybody can become a god if they do something really heroic or memorable and/or cultivate (meditation, training, virtuous behavior) really hard. when above, the gods rule their domains and fulfill their believers’ wishes; they work sort of like pratchettian gods, dependent on their followers’ beliefs and getting influenced by them. heavens are strictly hierarchical, with their own economy and pecking order, and the gods aren’t particularly sinless or benevolent; mostly it’s a question of scale.

our hero, xie lian, is a prince of a prosperous kingdom who’s been on a fast track to ascension for most of his very short life; he’s talented, he’s virtuous, he’s kind, he’s strong, and his only peculiar flaw is (somehow naive, but well-meaning) obsession with equality and value of human lives and so on. he becomes a god, unexpectedly, at seventeen, after slaying one especially dangerous god, and rises in heaven at the peak of his faith, influence and happiness.

…and then he finds out about drought and incipient trouble in his own kingdom, and, being a young and righteous god too close to his mortality, eschews heavens and returns to save everybody. it, to put it lightly, does not go well. at all. in fact, it goes catastrophically wrong, and, having lost everything, xie lian ascends again, only to get into a fight with the heavenly emperor, and get banished again, this time for good. he roams the mortal lands for next eight hundred of very lonely, luckless and hard years, technically immortal but not invincible, with his powers and his luck stripped away, and leans to make do, eking out a living as a scrap collector. his temples are desecrated, his name is forgotten, his kingdom is long gone, and - well. so it goes.

so it goes! until one day, to everybody’s great surprise, he ascends once again: a humble, gentle, immune to embarrassment, unflappable man, an embarrassment to heavens, a 'laughingstock of three realms’ who just wants to be left well enough alone. he’s Tired.

instead of rest, he gets sent to investigate a dangerous ghost stealing brides who pass through its mountain, and there, during the course of the interrogation, has his first (he thinks) meeting with a terrifying, old-powerful and vengeful ghost king named hua cheng, who likes to terrorize heavens from time to time. but said ghost king seems to be very benevolent and very interested in helping xie lian, and xie lian is pretty instantly smitten… with knowing what’s the cause of such interest.

…and meanwhile, in the beginning, there'was an unlucky boy, born under the worst stars, whom xie lian saved from falling once, while still mortal, and promptly lost track of. a lot of things happened to this boy, who wanted to be the most devoted worshipper to xie lian the god of the sword and the flower. as one does, you know.

that’s the beginning! from there on: investigations, heavenly secrets, old friends and enemies and acquaintances, thematic parallels, old tragedies, more pining than you can shake a stick at, grand acts of love.

is it good?

it’s very, very good. it’s the first fantasy cnovel i read (aside from the hilarious one about a guy traveling back in his own timeline and becoming a sugar baby to a mafia boss, which was in a very different league), so i don’t know which things are baseline and which things are unique, but it had a very solid foundation: ambitious multilevel, multi-timeline plot coming together in the end both events- and emotions-wise, beautifully iddy main relationship, maybe multifaceted characters who change and grow and clash together in fun ways, a clear and heartfelt understanding of its own core themes.

it’s also, unexpectedly, very funny, in this visual, slapsticky, begs-to-be-adapted way - i found myself laughing out loud over it a lot of times, and it possesses this gift of swerve between understated but earnest emotions and all-out jokes that i associate with… a bit of prattchett and a bit of gintama, honestly. take it as you will.

(oh my god the mecha. i will laugh over this one until i die.)

it also made me cry several times; granted, it’s not like it’s this time, but those were very heartfelt tears.

and the main duo?

first let me say that xie lian was lifted out, wholesale, out of my deepest character preferences. he fell really, really far, and did some bad things, and some very horrible things were done to him, and by the time we meet him he went through everything and achieved this effortless kind of traumatized, humble, accepting, wryly self-deprecating, utterly competent chill that makes a character incredibly appealing to me. he’s kind, and he’s sweet, and he’s gotten any possible embarrassment at least a couple of centuries ago, and he kinda made peace with himself and kinda didn’t. i love him.

and, thankfully for me, hua cheng, the ghost king, loves him a whole damn lot, a ridiculous amount, an epic, over-the-lifetimes, life-shattering amount, and he’s a terrifying presence to everybody else and a shy, protective, sweet dork to xie lian, and every time they’re together on page my entire heart is just. it’s AMAZING. he’s a great combination of playing the obsessive protective yandere stalker-lover trope straight and putting it on its head, by making hua cheng not just revere but respect xie lian, in all his good and bad decisions.

they are just so - good for each other, holy shit. they get each other so well. they’re the best ever power team. i love them.

(the rest of canon is various character reenacting “really? in front of my salad?” meme at them. it’s hysterical, and it’s the best. everybody teams up to tell xie lian that his boyfriend is Problematic way, way before xie lian clues into the fact that he does have a boyfriend, and he’s having none of it. i love it.)

and the themes?

okay, so. roughly half of this novel is ridiculous iddy pining, and a fourth of it is various tropes (off the top of my head: soulbond, sex pollen, body switch, de-age, various shades of identity porn… crossdressing…) played very shamelessly. but it also really benefits from having an overarching set of ethical questions, and while it deals with them a bit shounen-style, it still deals with them, and it makes the whole text fresh, and sweet, and bold.

is it possible to save everybody? should you try to save everybody? if you lack the powers to back your convictions, does it make you complicit? when is it possible to stop the cycle of suffering, what can you do if you want to but can’t? if you tried and people you failed turned on you, whose fault it is, where does the blame stop?

Detailed spoilers begin from here, and i would REALLY advise to stay unspoiled, because the domino reveals are very fun

i loved the various ways the novel sets all those pieces up and then overturns them and then returns to them. xie lian wanted to save everybody and it was arrogant naivete of an untried, untested, privileged young man who never had a real challenge before; his presence made things escalate quicker, and yet everybody around him pretended it was his attempt to make things better that ruined everything, and not a combination of factors outside of his control. and yet he accepts the blame, because it dovetails with his shame at not having enough powers to back his intent up; and yet his triumph over bai wuxian is that he doesn’t, after all, renege on his initial drive to help people.

my most favorite part of this novel is that its turning point, the lynchpin of the whole novel, the moment that keeps xie lian’s soul and safety intact, is not his personal purity and drive; it’s not even hua cheng’s devotion and sacrificial love. it’s just a moment of little, grudging, human kindness from a little, petty, rude man whom the history will sweep away soon. the bamboo hat in the rain. the rest of the plot keeps twisting and turning and coming back to itself, but this? this was unquestionably, beautifully clear, and i loved it. it’s never about the gods, it’s all down to - fallen human is human, ascended human is human, and human is not some state, virtuous or sinful, you get stuck with - it’s a multitude of choices, and there’s never a final one.

and incoherent spoilery screaming for people who read it already

oh my god i had SO MUCH FUN. i’ve been flailing on meme for days, because somebody just finished reading there too, and i’m still bursting with ALL THE FEELS. ruoye origins oh my god! that hat! jin wu’s backstory and ultimate end! e-ming’s praise kink! pei ming’s little shippery 'hoho’! hua cheng’s horribly handwritten stick and poke tattoo of xie lian’s name! the lanteeeeeeeeeeeeerns. feng xin and mu qing on the bridge, making up with each other and with xie lian! hua cheng trying to explain to xie lian that his habit of using himself as bait and pincushion at any given moment is deeply emotionally upsetting to him, and succeeding! banyue’s learning from xie lian to be a truly horrible cook! the entire deal with shi qingxuan and he xuan and the wind fan in the end. THE CAVE. THE GIANT MECHA. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and aaaaaaaaaaaaa and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and i am beset, beset by feelings. come scream with me.

[damedamedame]

okay, i’m back, sorry i can’t get enough- can i request headcannons of teru, tsukasa and akane walking in to their s/o in the corner of the room sniffling, and instantly thought someone or something hurt them, and was bout to throw sum hands? But in reality they were just crying over a really sad fanfic. you don’t have to accept if you a lot of request alr doe, but thanks if you did 💞 :3

VARIOUS X READER HEADCANONS - REQUEST

“For Real?”

NOTES: ayyy you’re back :00 !! thanks for requesting againnn by the way my inbox is like a fuckin desert so no worries :333

P.S. - i don’t accept tsukasa usually but like,, special exception :3???

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-> TERU MINAMOTO

As the President’s girlfriend, you are allowed full access to the Student Council Room much to Akane’s dismay.

You know what?? Akane’s gonna get kicked out again if says anything :DD

But he doesn’t really mind you.

In fact: you mind him.

*stressed (Y/N) noises as he continues to gush about Aoi*

Anyone who says ‘Hey, you can’t go in there!’ because you’re not a part of the student council shall be ignored :’)))

Teru’s got his eyes on everyone lmaoo

did i just make him sound like a yandere?? n-nah

ANYWAYSSSS 👏👏👏

You use the Student Council Room for *ehem* r e a s o n s. No, you definitely don’t use the room to read fanfictions and visual novels. Nope. Not at all.

But you actually do >:333

You’re inside that very room right now, tapping away at your phone to keep reading the next passages of the oNE OF THE SADDEST VISUAL NOVELS YOU’VE EVER SEEN—

saeyoung choi, anyone?

Then comes in Teru.

PLEASE CUE TERU BLINKING SEVERAL TIMES AND FROZEN IN PLACE AFTER SEEING THE TEARS JUST RUNNING DOWN YOUR CHEEKS

Nonono, Teru never wanted to see you cry about anything ever !! :((

He’ll do everything in his power, a whole dang lot of power in his hands, to keep seeing that smile of yours.

Frantic, he rushes over to you and kind of just,, pats your head as you sniffle and sob as you watch the screen.

He’s only ever had to deal with Tiara’s tantrums and guilt over having to scold Kou, okay??? What?? Is he gonna cradle you until you fall asleep?? Is he gonna ban you from seeing Hanako even if you can’t see him??? WHAT DOES HE D O—

Observational skills on point as always, he sees a someone on your screen, and heart wrenching words if he only knew the context behind it.

“...Why are you crying, (Y/N)?”

“HE ALMOST DIED TERU I COULD HAVE GOTTEN THE BAD ENDING AND I—“

Teru just. small smile and eyes shut, if you get my drift.

He’s lowkey confused for about a few seconds until he connects the dots with his,

b i g b r a i n ✨

You were only reading a visual novel. You just told him that you almost had a bad ending. That guy on your screen said those words. You were crying because of a fictional character??

Huh. Maybe he should pick up one of these novels and read them with you,,, if he had the time to squeeze it in his schedule— oh who am i kidding, he’ll squeeze in time to be with you no matter what.

“Should I contact the developer...?”

“tERU NO—“

-> TSUKASA

Damn rat might kill anyone who makes you cry smh smh.

I mean... business, am I right???

OKAY I’LL STOP—

You’re one of the ✨ School Mysteries ✨

How did you die? Well, let’s just say there was a truck, a phone and an unfortunate incident that’s been talked about through hushed whispers and murmurs.

Speaking of phone, dang thing’s still stuck on your hand for like,,, ages. Not that you care very much. At least the afterlife gave you some entertainment :’)))

You’re with Tsukasa for whatever reason— Once he showed up inside of your Boundary, he just clinged to you ever since. He’s cute, you admit, if you look past the terror he’s done to spirits.

Tsukasa has never granted your wish. You didn’t have one, really, but you still didn’t understand why the pesky ghost didn’t ask terrorized for one. Despite that being his job. And why he’s here. But like— whatever lol.

What he DOES do is ask you to never leave his side. What you didn’t know was that Tsukasa never granted or asked for your wish because he didn’t want you to leave him once it’s done ala horrific.

i—i forgot my point here bUT ANYWAY MOVING ON DJDBDB WHEW LONG INTRO

You’re in your Boundary, the endless hallway, and chlllin while scrolling through your phone for fanfiction to read while you’re dead. The usual. Yep, this is pretty much why you died but lmao you’re just,,, doing it again.

gentle reminder for anyone reading to not use your phone while walking across streets >:000 i care about your safety guys !!

Now where was I? oH yes.

You find a particular fic about your favorite pairing from when you were alive. It still is. Fluff, they said, it’s only fluff... It was not fluff. IT WAS A REALLY FLUFFY ONE UNTIL IT WAS NOT :(((

Tsukasa, who left for personal business, returned to see you bawling and rolling down on the ground and clutching your phone tightly.

“(Y/N)??? Is that a new exercise you’re doing???”

“nO >:((((“

He sits down cross-legged next to you, curious eyes landing on your body still rolling around because of that OnE LiNe. Most likely pokes you until you stop and pay attention to him.

You pout, ‘So cute <33’ He ponders upon before smiling far too widely at you like dude why you gotta smile like that it’s creeping me out.

Hesitantly, you showed him the screen, hoping he’d understand how much distress you have at this moment.

He did not.

“AHA! (Y/N)’S CRYING BECAUSE OF A SAD STORY!” He says with the widest fuc ki n grin.

You take back the phone, blushing immensely out of embarrassment for showing him the pic and him l a u g h i n g at you.

Eventually, Tsukasa stops. He softly tells commands you to look at him. Very very carefully, you take a quick look.

Then he pinches both your cheeks as hard as he can, slight blush on his face.

“Don’t worry, (Y/N)! I’ll make sure no one else makes you cry like this.”

-> AKANE AOI

Oh boy.

Looking at the clock on the wall, then over to the piles of notes laying about on the table, you wonder where the fuck your boyfriend could be.

It was quiet, too quiet for your own liking. Everyone else had gone back to their homes or went out with friends.

And you??? You’re here.

Waiting for Akane since the beginning of time.

omg time pun

Inside the library.

IT’S REVISION DAY DAMN IT— PLUS YOU HAD A TEST TOMORROW AND AKANE JUST SAID HE’D TUTOR YOU ABOUT IT HDBDHE

You look down on the notes you made, words barely of any interest for you, and put it down on the table. “A little quick peek.” You say as your hand shuffles for your phone in your bag.

When you DID find it, you frowned. No new texts from Akane. Awfully strange, since he’d text you 23/7 prayer circle punishment break

Then you see a notification pop up... then you find out your oh-so-loved fic has finally updated after a week of waiting. Patience running thin, you decide to read the ol’ thing.

Bad idea.

You couldn’t stop reading after a long long while. The words simple captivated your mind as of a puppeteer controlling one’s puppet. Besides, Akane was bending the rules, so why can’t you???

Speaking of time boy,

AKANE WAS HURRYINGLY DASHING TOWARDS THE LIBRARY IN S P E E D.

Teru had pushed off all his paperwork on him because he felt an eerie feeling about an apparition hanging nearby.

“The least you could do, Aoi.” He says, flashing a bright smile and leaving Akane alone in the room. HE HATES THAT GUY >:(((

Everyone around him gave him weird looks, but were already used to his old Aoi shenanigans. So they all turned a blind eye.

SUDDENLY THE DOOR SLAMS OPEN :0 !!!!

AND HE ENTERS, PANTING, AND SEES YOU.

Initially, he’s glad to see you waiting for up for him. BUT THENNN HE SEES YOU SOBBING.

“(Y/N), did I really take that long???”

“N-No, I-I’m not—“

Your eyes are obviously puffing up from the amount of tears you shed after reading a 5000-word update.

Somehow, you couldn’t bring yourself to show the phone to him.

Akane’s real concerned, to the point where he’d gladly use his time-freezing skills just to check if no one was bullying you through your phone.

And after many MANY attempts to get your phone, he did it.

He stopped time. Just to see what’s on there.

Of course, he had to know what exactly made his love so sad and read the whole thing in like,, under a minute— boy’s got mad reading skills i tell you.

Finally! Time! Comes! Back! AND YOU STARE IN HORROR AS YOU SEE AKANE HOLDING AND READING WHAT’S ON YOUR PHONE

Your exact thoughts rn: s c r e e e e eEREE

Akane looks at you, a chuckle hiding behind his lips. The thoughts of you crying lingering in his mind now replaced themselves with how cute your flustered face is right now.

“Did you really cry because of this, (Y/N)?”

“Q-QUIT IT!”

Somehow, your boyfriend is such a damn tease when it came to you— tHERE ARE APPROPRIATE TIMES FOR THIS NOT NOW >:00

But still... he’s good too.

Akane wipes the tear about to escape from your eye, enjoying how your face blushed tenfold with a sly smile.

“I won’t let anyone else ever make you cry.”

-

NOTES: did you enjoy?? uh anyways— masterlist on the way :))

@astrxrism

[nightowlfandom]

PROMPT LIST PART 4 2021 EDITION (NON- X RATED)

It...had been a long time coming I said this was coming....last year and it just didn’t happen. Until now! 

Rules- One, If a character you are asking for is depicted as high school age, then please be aware they will be written in a style that has them being 18 or older and most likely will not be written in a NSFW sense. I enforce this rule because while I do like writing for people, SFW or NSFW it’s just...what I like to do. I have every right to deny your request, please keep that in mind. Two....there is no rule two.

Here’s how you request- Choose 2- 5 prompts (No more than 5, no less than 2) and those will used to make a one-shot or two-shot depending on how long it gets. You need to tell me who you want me to write about (and if it’s an AU, then state that as well.) Then give me a short summary of what you want it to be about. (Example- You want a Vampire AU about Levi Ackerman with 2,5, 18, 27, and 45. Boom!) If you want smut, PLEASE SPECIFY! I won’t write smut if you don’t ask. Same with if you want a certain type of au or fluff/ angst. Just let me know.

Side note- I write a lot of AU’s and am pretty much open to whatever. Yandere, Tsundere, Office AU, Mafia AU, Vampire AU, Royal AU, Ghost AU, Magical AU -BItch I do everything. HOWEVER I WILL NOT WRITE non-consent, Incest (including step siblings), Underaged readers and anything along those lines.

I write for fluff, smut, AND angst. More fluff and smut but yeah. I also ask if you could say ‘please’ when you request because MANNERS PEOPLE!

Do I do ships- YES! Not often but if you ask I’ll do it.

Link to my masterlist here!

I write for various K-pop groups, animes, Voltage games/Otome Visual Novels, and Final Fantasy/Misc. If you need clarification on if I write for a certain character just go ahead and ask

By the way if you see some repeats from my last prompt list, just hushity hush! I liked them okay? It’s our little secret alright? I will NOT take requests from past prompt lists.

... (Actual prompts below the cut) ⬇️

...

1- Have you ever just wanted to...run away from it all?

2-  I’ve wanted to tell you this for a long time...

3- People like that are just jealous of you, you know that right?

4- Stop looking down, you’re too pretty to be that shy.

5- I know you’ve never done anything with anyone before…so I’m gonna make sure your first time is special!

6- You asked me to take care of it...so I’ll take care of it.

7- If anyone even THINKS about touching you, I’ll kick their asses!

8-Oh baby, I treat you like a maid because that’s basically all you are.

9- I love this new angry side of you, it’s so hot.

10- I think I’ll keep you as a pet! You’re fun to mess with.

11- Why can’t you just admit you have feelings for me?!

12- I love you. I-I said it! I just-...I love you so much Y/N

13- I’m not shy! I’m just not used to girls like you being so close to me.

14- Cute? Did you call me cute?!? 

15- Come on! We have so much to do today!

16- Do you want me to sing a song for you to help you get to sleep? Okay then...

17- Well you just kissed me and I don’t even know your name...wanna fix that?

18- Alright, alright! I’ll stop making fun of you okay? Just don’t leave.

19- Hmm, who you tryna’ look sexy for babygirl?

20- Don’t finish that sentence darling...it won’t end well for you.

21- Let’s cuddle and I’ll stroke your hair, okay?

22- I dare you to finish that sentence...

23- Is that my shirt?

24- We can’t be just friends...I’m too in love with you.

25- What. Did. They. Say to you? I won’t ask again.

26- S-so, I guess this means we’re together now?

27- I couldn’t stop thinking about you all day.

28- Shhh, be quiet. We can’t be too loud, babe.

29- When are you going to realize that I can treat you better than he could?!

30- Dance for me. I’ll sit right here and you put on a show, okay?

31- I know it seems like we’re moving too fast but I haven’t felt this way about someone in a long time...I think I’m in love with you

32- Do we have too!? I wore my comfy pants today!

33- If I cared enough to give that asshole the time of day I’d probably be in jail Y/N...

34- Do you think trying to make me jealous is a smart move sweetheart?

35- You’ve been avoiding me...why?

36- I got into a fight, not like I killed someone. Geez Y/N...

37- I didn’t know what kind of flowers you liked...so I got everything they had!

38- I bought takeout! It’s time for me to cheer you up, babe

39- I’d much rather hang out with you than those jerks, what do ya say?

40- *Trips and falls* Oh I’m sorry, I was just making sure I wasn’t dreaming. *flirty smile*

41- I’ll be the best boyfriend you’ve ever had! i promise.

42- How dare you say things about me that are 100% true! I am offended!

43- You know I can tell when you’re lying, right?

44- You know that feeling when it seems like you two are the only people in a room?...That’s how I feel right now.

45- It’s you and me, not us and them. Fuck what they think.

46- You never told me you were in a band!!

47- You’re too cheeky for you own good, kid.

48- Stay a little longer?

49- Say you’re mine! Say it, say it, say it! *Insert giggle here*

50- I think you’ve lost your mind, but okay!

51- Damn, you look good in that dress.

52- Hi, I’m your next best mistake, what’s your name?

53- It breaks my heart to see you so sad.

54- You can lay on my chest if it makes you feel better.

55- Damnit Y/N! I’m trying to confess my feelings to you!

56- I had a dream about you.

57- I know you’re shy around my friends, but they love you!

58- I hate when we fight...let’s just calm down for a second.

59- I didn’t know you liked playing Cat and Mouse.

60- I may or may not have peeked in your diary...

61- Normal? Baby we’re the farthest from it.

62- Avoiding me won’t fix your undying love for me, many have tried but all have failed.

63- Just admit you’re in love with me Y/N...maybe we can have some fun later.

64- Of all the days to be stuck with someone, it’s you...ugh

65- Please never give up for me...or us.

66- Look at me when I fuck you...(I have a feeling this is gonna be a favorite)

67- Aww! Let me play a tune for you on the world’s smallest violin!! (I love spongebob lol) 

68- You never told me you could sing!!

69- Bend over this counter. I need to fill you up.

70- Babe...Lets just calm down. You’re making that face you make when you’re about to-

71- Let’s prepare a Hot Pot today! That always makes us feel better, right? (Hot Pot on a cold rainy day...YESSSS)

72- Me? You...want to be my girlfriend. You sure? Because I am a huge handful.

73- I want you to have my children...I want to be with you forever.

74- Come here girl, let me show you how much I love you.

75- I’ll give you a second chance to fix what you just said babygirl.

76- Everytime I leave you alone, you always make a mess.

78- What’s that thing you do with your neck when you’re mad? Yeah that neck roll thing! Teach me how to do that!

79- Let’s just relax and sleep in all day.

80- You sounded very serious on the phone. What’s up?

81- Yes, I am very awkward and yes I’m probably making this ten times worse than it already is....but 

82- You’re gonna make beg for forgiveness aren’t you.

83- How are we gonna fix this? Because breaking up isn’t an option Y/N.

84- I didn’t think you’d ever love me back...I’m so happy.

85- I wanna meet your parents!

86- Looks like someone could use a visit from the tickle monster!

87- I’d rather die than admit I have feelings for you! You’re disgusting and....perfect in every way,

88- Y/N, Y/N GET IN HERE! WE’RE ON TV!!!

89- Be mine?...I’m gonna keep asking until you say yes! 

90- Okay stop it already! People are gonna think I’m bullying you if you keep sobbing like that.

91- I can’t help you if you don’t tell me what’s wrong!

92- You’re acting like a four year old right now!

93- Calm down, I’m just giving you a massage.

94- It’s been awhile since...all that happened.

95- Sending memes at three in the morning is NOT productive!

96- Okay...before you get mad, just know I did it because I love you!

97- How many times can I make you blush today, I’m curious to know.

98- Sometimes it’s nice to just stargaze. It calms me down a lot.

99- I suppose this is a good time to mention that I can’t cook!

100- So...about that picture you sent me today....

101- Hm...why don’t you sit on my lap and tell me what you want.

102- I don’t have anything to hide. I’m an open book.

103- Ah! Don’t look at me! I’m not decent! No! Aaah!

104- I mean you could...come to my place! We could have a little date y’know.

105- Snail, Mouse, Pet, Underling, pick a name, Babes.

106- Y/N, I think we’re drunk. And as responsible adults, we should take our clothes off so we don’t suffocate!

107- Okay babe! Tell me all about your day....Your coworker did what?!!

108- I know you’re not asleep, Y/N.

109 - Are you crying because of me? Hm...I didn’t realize I have that effect on you.

110- That’s daddy to you, sweetheart.

ALRIGHT! THOSE ARE THE PROMPTS. GO CRAZY!

[personaconcept]

Script Teaser

So I’ve mentioned several times how I’m WORKING on the script, but I don’t really have a lot to show for it, ya know? So I thought I could share little teasers of what I’ve got, just to prove that I’ve got ‘em. I’ve also got a bit of an announcement at the bottom, if you wanna look out for that.

Opening scene

You’ll notice throughout this that everything that pertains to the male MC is bolded. This is guide home that this is really written with a female MC in mind, and the male is the extra.

Day 1

As of this moment, you wouldn’t have been able to choose your name yet, hence the Girl/Boy usage. I might eventually do some minor rewrites to change this.

Day 2

We have a moment between your father and Tomomi. I kinda really like both of these characters.

Day 3

Day 4

Day 5

Day 6

Day 7

That’s all I’ve got for ya for teasers, but now onto my announcement!

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I’m looking for help. That’s... yeah, that’s basically about it. That about sums it up. I went into this being like “Oh, it shouldn’t be too hard, right? Get the characters, write the script. We’ll just skim over battles and focus on story, make it a VN! It’ll be easy!” Guess what it’s not?

Okay, joke aside, there seem to be several people who are interested in this, and if it got any further, I’m sure the interest would grow. Hence, I don’t want to leave people disappointed. This decision to ask for help is influenced by two major things, both of which I had been pretty excited for at one point. 

The first is a certain game about a yandere we will not go into further detail about, but it fueled my desire to actually want to finish this... and not take ten years to get the first part out. That would be lame.

The other is, very specifically, a post I saw from someone who had complaints about the Yosuke romance mod for Persona 4 Golden. It talked about how the modder wasn’t listening to people, and how it felt wrong to have a straight person writing a gay romance. 

This got me to thinking about the different characters I have, and their mental illnesses. The only one I would feel completely okay with writing would be Miyako, who is ace and has depression, both of which I can understand. I can also understand insomnia, anxiety, obesity, and inferiority, having experienced all of those at one point in my life or another. But things ADHD, DID, anger issues, bulimia, physical disabilities... I have no clue, and I want people who have experienced those to have the best representation, so I think someone who does have those would be the best choice to write those characters.

Things I would still be doing if I got help in this matter:

- Writing, of course. I have some outlines for social links, and I would prefer that they were stuck to, but with communication, things could be changed around. An emphasis on communication so things don’t contradict.

- Getting art. I think like, actual emotions from each character is out of the question at the moment (will be gotten to eventually), but I want to get a basic lineup like I’ve done for previous characters for all the social links. Backgrounds would probably come next after that.

- After a while, I want to find a music composer to write songs for this. The ones I really want are the opening, ending, and themes for the two MCs. 

Things I have no idea how to do:

- Actually make a visual novel. I’m going to play around and keep people updated, but if I can’t figure it out... I may just end up finding someone to do the technical stuff for me.

- ...Actually work with a team to do this. If you do want to help me, know that I have no idea what I’m doing. Whenever I was given the option of working in a group project or working alone, I usually worked alone. So, uh, yeah.

Anyways, thank you for reading this far into my rambling, so thanks a bunch. Until next time!

[memorydragon]

Code: Realize

So since I got sucked into otome visual novel hell again, I thought I’d voice a few opinions on the one that dragged me under.  XD  There be spoilers ahead, so keep that in mind while reading.

Let me just say I 100% picked this up on a whim.  I got a gift card for Christmas and was browsing the PSN store for sales.  I picked up the FFVII remake, which was much cheaper on sale, a second version of Berseria that I can actually download things to (my hard copy is coded outside of the states, so it doesn’t mesh well with the online store), and Code: Realize.  I picked it up because it was steam punk, literary, and decently cheap considering it was two games in one. 

Over all, I do not regret my purchase of the games, nor the second purchase of the second fandisk that was also on sale.  It has a lot of found fam to it.  Way more than I was expecting.  Really, they should have warned me because I was not expecting that level of found fam and I had feels damn it. 

To start off, things I disliked.  The biggest and main issue I had with it, was Lupin going on about how Romantic Love (specifically Romantic Love and not other kinds) made the MC human rather than a monster.  Which was really just like, and fuck you too, game.  Thanks for that.  Fran’s route he goes for a more platonic definition, but the Romantic Love thing comes out in two routes I otherwise would have wholeheartedly loved, but it’s a small thing that makes it more complicated for an aro.  It was definitely not a welcome surprise, especially considering I’d enjoyed the game’s exploration of the MC as a monster up to that point. 

Beyond that though, it was no more ‘problematic’ than other games of it’s like.  There were a few surprise kisses where I was like, instantly dub-con even though they were done once the relationship had started, but that’s probably me getting my hackles up more than anything. 

I didn’t care for the flirty character, Impey, but then, I don’t like flirty characters in general.  Even the game I’m currently playing gives you options to flirt and I’m constantly like, but just because I know the character I’m flirting with is receptive because it’s That Kind of Game, what if they’re not receptive?  I dunno, I just like a lot more platonic intimacies to make sure the flirting is welcomed, which Impey just... flirts.  MC never tells him to stop, because that’s the kind of game it is, so I have no idea if he’d stop otherwise, but it’s definitely something I viewed as unwelcomed in a character I might have otherwise liked. 

I also very much did not care for the yandere route, for similar reasons, though his yandere-ness at least had some reasons and when there was no reasons he got called out on it quite severely by Lupin in the fandisk, which was like thank fuck, he’s getting called out.  But yeah, another trope I generally don’t care for at all.  Thankfully, I was neutral towards the character himself, though interested in his backstory.  If I’d been more invested in the character, I most definitely wouldn’t have liked the route.  As it was I could just... gloss over things and enjoy the interesting female characters the route gave.  Also, they should have gone with time traveler rather than immortal, it’d be much more entertaining.

In a purely aesthetic thing, some of the translations annoyed me, mostly in regards to the names.  Other things I could overlook, most times, and I enjoyed the fun some of the translation had with the dialogue, but the fact that neither the translation nor the original Japanese really understood how western names work, but went two different ways with them really bugged me.  Especially when they had no character sprite for Dramatic Purposes and I’m left wondering who the hell ‘Victor’ is because I’ve been listening and replacing his name with ‘Fran’ which is what the voice actors call him.  I really just wish they’d stuck with how they actually say the names rather than kind of randomly going by either first or last names. 

There was also not as many female characters for the MC to interact with as I would have liked, even if they did put some effort into fixing that in fan disks.  But I am still very, very bitter I couldn’t romance one of the female characters in the fan disk.  Like, I seriously had to consider “Would MC fuck a clone” which was annoying as it was, but their first meeting was all... MC being Heroic and Dashing and Singer noticing MC’s enthusiasm and blushing.  I shipped it hard and you better believe I’m going to be bitter af about it. 

On to the things I liked, I definitely enjoyed MC and her learning how to defend herself.  I wish they’d given her more chances to be badass in front of her boys, but as she was, she at least wasn’t Extreme Damsel and frequently escaped before the boys could show up, even if they still got in a last minute save.  Aside from the whole “humanity through Romantic Love” thing, I really enjoyed her viewing herself as a monster and the trauma it sparked.  Her flashbacks are alluded to for a good while before getting into the actual meat of them, which I enjoyed.  I also enjoyed the fact that she’s extremely poisonous, so that there wasn’t much unnecessary touching or non-con/dub-con touching because, ya know, she’ll burn hands off.  I also like how she’s quite literally heartless, but still shown as a very kind character.  Her default was “melancholy and lonely” but her other major trait was kindness, which is something I’m here for.  Her father is definitely a complete asshole though.

Of the boys, again, Impey I just wasn’t into because of flirting, and San was the Yandere which was a major turn off.  Fran was consistently a fave even if I am more than willing to throw Literature Dr. Frankenstein under the bus.  He was just so sweet, and I’m apparently all for a bold MC, which you got a lot more of in his route.  Her pinning him to the floorboards in the fan disk is still one of my favorite things.  He also got the Hug of the Traumatized when he was telling MC what a terrible person he was due to how his research was used and she hugs him despite that.  His route had the most of Queen Victoria too, which was great.  Queen Victoria’s character design is 500% pure amazing and absolutely nothing like the portraits make her out to be.  XD

Van Helsing was also a major fave, because his routes went heavy on Found Fam, especially in the first fandisk.  Seriously, his epilogue with Impey and Lupin dragging him around to cheer him up and Fran taking care of MC was just... so good.  It was domestic and beautiful and so much love.  His route in the main game is a bit dark because he’s actively suicidal, and there were some moments I wasn’t quite onboard with how they handled the some of the romance because of that, but overall it was a very good route and I cried.  Non-suicidal Van is the best Van though, and that is very clear how much he’s changed from that in the fandisks.  Also, you get more with Dora-chan who is the best character.  Adoptive Baby vampire is just adorable and Sisi the corgi is intent on making him part of the Fam. 

I really liked how the game handled their vengeance too, as both something ultimately destructive (re: suicidal to an extent on both accounts) but valid.   It’s never moralized, and Van’s reason for not killing Aleister was at least a good excuse (Brainwashed and physically couldn’t, plus Aleister was trying to turn him into a berserker so he actually needed to resist the urge). 

Lupin is easily my favorite just because he’s The Bestest Friend outside of his route and in general is just really considerate?  Even when MC is like “Hey, let’s adopt this baby vampire who’s trying to kill us” while everyone else is like “Hell. No.” He’s all  “...Could you tell me your reason?” and he gives MC a lot of choices.  The one time he flat out turns her down is more of a reprimand for her not trusting the Fam than anything. 

He also trusts her skills, which was part of the reason I disliked Impey’s route so much because Impey was all “Let me be the cool boyfriend!” and took away MC’s chance to be badass, while Lupin was like, if you say you can do it, then I’ll trust you. 

I am slightly disappointed he wouldn’t let MC melt the tank though.  Just because there was a safer alternative doesn’t mean that you can’t let MC melt a fucking tank. 

I like that he in general trusts her choices and gives her choices validity, even if they don’t always coincide with his, which endeared me to him a hell of a lot, I’m not going to lie. 

Plus him sulking with Sisi was really frickin adorable.  In general, I’m not terribly fond of “Make the LI non-con jealous to show he’s taking her for granted” trope, but I felt like his epilogue actually handled that quite well, in that San and Impey were using it to show him he was being childish and immature with his jealousy rather than a normal doki-doki plot.  And the second fandisk with Copyright Holmes being all “Okay, you’re sulking.  Just go after the girl and tell her the truth,” was also adorable.  He had to thank copyright Holmes after and it was beautiful. 

Of the fandisk routes, as much as I loved the addition of a rather fun Watson, I was not keen on romancing Copyright Holmes at all.  Definitely just a route I was bored with and not interested in at all, aside from both MC and Watson being like “We’re gonna punch him” for going off on his own.

Finis route, on the other hand, was one I was dreading because I tend to not be overly enthused by villain routes, but in this case, it was so, so good.  It’s essentially “What if instead of romance, MC decides to save her evil little brother?” and you know what?  I was 1000% down for that, like, sign me the fuck up now.  While hanging with Aleister and to an extent Nemo was not the best parts of the route, I very much enjoyed MC wanting to show her little brother that monsters like them could be loved and she wanted to teach him like the others taught her.  It was just so, so good.  Then with the second fan disk, they realized how good it was and expanded on the AU?  Like, now things have calmed down, MC can have romance and her little brother!  Each of the guys had their own little brother lives au route and I loved it.  Van knitting will forever be one of my favorite things, and as I mentioned before, more sulky Lupin, this time with copyright Holmes calling him on it. 

The side story on the first fandisk was so much fun too.  Like, I didn’t care that it was pure common route with no actual choices, it was just fun and MC got a female friend, which was like, finally.  I enjoyed the story and characters a lot.  And because Mafia, Extreme Fam was a thing.

The side story on the second fandisk was even better, though as said before, extremely bitter that Cantarella was a clone and not romanceable.  Game, why can’t we have nice things like a bi MC?  But I liked her and the other new characters a lot and it was a good story in general.  MORE FAM.

Seriously, the found fam was no joke in Code: Realize and I was living.   

In terms of plot, I really enjoyed it, and I feel like they actually utilized their steampunk setting fairly well.  And aside from Copyright Holme’s route, the plots were all interesting and fun to go through (even though the yandere was...  special and time travel would have been so much better as I said before).  It was lots of hours of reading/listening, and I rolled my eyes at a few of the romantic tropes from time to time, but overall a fun and engaging story.  There’s a lot I really liked about it, despite some of it’s flaws sticking out to me personally. 

Also, the original op is really awesome and Love.  I watch it through every time because I love the song a lot. 

Anyway, aside from a few negative takeaways, I really liked the visual novel.  Not sure if I’d go for it at full price (though there’s definitely enough content for the Bouquet of Rainbows one to justify it), but if it’s on sale and something you’re into, please check it out!

[lynettethemadscientist]

Ok so I decided to try Mystic Messenger because I heard there were some yandere vibes in it~

For my first run-through of any visual-novel type game I usually try to answer as honestly and accurate to my irl self as possible.

Unfortunately that resulted in the game railroading me into a relationship with Yoosung >_< no no no. No thank you. I want off this ride.

I’m gonna have to break this poor boy’s heart arent I?

Or worse, there’s no breaking up in this game and I’m just going to be stuck with him.

[totalitarianbooktator]

Heyyy Tumblr!!!

Im Sloppy (you can literally just call me that) and I write fan-fiction about a myriad of different things

A bit about me is that I’m a proud lesbian and listen to many manyyy different bands but especially MCR- I get very fixated on things and just can’t crank out enough writing since I’m so spastic, but that’s why I’m making this blog! To get me on track :)

I also play the guitar and draw. I generally love all kinds of art (NOT AI) and read quite a bit, ranging from classics like Crime And Punishment to newer novels like Twilight, All the Stars and Teeth, and An Enchantment of Ravens

I also watch tv (ofc) and have loved American Horror Story for the longest time and am so into Buffy The Vampire Slayer

I’m also a bit of a gamer (lol) and I’ve especially fixated on Hades (so excited for the second), I’m Stuck In A Yandere Visual Novel, Honkai Star Rail, and Minecraft. I’m pretty active on Itch.io in general, checking out new games from indie devs :)

I’ve written:

•After The Battle; a fic on Octavian/Dakota from Heros Of Olympus written in a style based off of Song Of Achilles

•Prince of Cats, Duke of Birds; a fic on Tybalt/Mercutio from Romeo and Juliet (og Shakespeare) with the occasional Shakespearean accent

Im working on:

• A spin on Carmilla (1872), based around a character study on Carmilla/Laura which will be focusing more on their relationship- this idea is a bit loose since I eventually want to stray from the original plot to make it more explicitly lesbian and not like it was written by a man in 1872

• A fic in the world of I’m Stuck In a Yandere Visual Novel- I’m chipping away at the concept on this and getting my outline done. I’m really excited for this one personally since I’m not having to read through books to make sure I’m true to the characters and can instead just play the game again :)! It’s also a bit of a passion project of mine. Also, with the way I’m writing this, you don’t have to have played the game to understand the novel so if you’re into Yandere or Yandere/Yandere type stuff you should totally stay tuned

• The next chapters of Prince of Cats (1/3 done so far)

• Honkai Star Rail one-shots

I’m Open To Suggestions!

Please leave suggestions in my asks for either media I should check out or just ideas you’d like to see in writing

Let me clarify that this is NOT a garunte I’ll write it, just a thought box

And FIANLLY, my ao3 link;

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Thank you! Please drop a follow or a reblog :)

[simemeoww]

Not exactly easy days living with Mateo.

Author's note: This is based from my character Mateo, who happens to be a yandere. I made a visual novel where he is one of the main characters. If you wanna play my game(to what i will be really happy) here is the link: https://simemeow.itch.io/love-stuck

It all started harmlessly, nothing foreshadowed any trouble. The days went by as usual, and neither of you complained about anything until everything suddenly changed. However, due to an unclear reason, you developed a strong aversion to Mateo, something that really hurt the guy and made him stick to you even more, not giving you any personal space.

This really got on your nerves, so without hiding your displeasure, you pushed the guy off of you and demanded that he left you alone. This only had the opposite effect, he thought that if he surrounded you with all his love, you would quickly change your character and again begin to accept his advances and gladly respond in kindness.

“Can you stop it already!?” - you moaned annoyingly. You narrowed your eyes and looked at him as if he was trash lying on the floor. He ignored your words and your rude look, moving closer to you to hug you. "ENOUGH!" - you shouted loudly.

You ran downstairs to the basement, loudly slamming the door behind you. Mateo stood there indignantly, contemplating the action you had taken. “What’s the matter with you, my dear?” - he thought to himself. Before following you into the basement, Mateo sat down on a chair, sticking to one point on the wall. There were a dozen thoughts in his head concerning you and your strange behavior. Something that appeared, in his opinion, completely unexpectedly, like a bolt from the blue, when there was no hint of worsening weather. “Maybe this is some kind of rebellious period? But I treat my love with such care, how can this happen? No… It can't be my fault. I’m quite sure of this, for sure,” he thought.

After analyzing your behavior a little, Mateo began to shift his attention to a more important thing. When any problem appears, a person must quickly begin to take action to solve it as quickly as possible and not allow it to grow into something vast, something that will no longer be possible to change.

He stood up from the chair, took a heavy breath, filling his chest with air and exhaled, letting go of all his worries. Mateo smiled to himself, letting himself know that the situation was somehow under his control and that nothing terrible could happen. With a slow, relaxed step, he trudged towards “your” shelter. Going downstairs, Mateo didn’t say anything to you about your hot-tempered behavior, he just walked up to you as close as possible, there was only one step of distance between you. He looked calm enough, it infuriated you a little, adding gasoline to a flammable fire that could consume everything in its path. You opened your mouth to continue throwing dirt at him, but Mateo's hand was near your neck. Without any warning, he began to strangle your throat. Naturally, not with all his strength, but even his “calculated” pressure was enough for you to faint after a moment. “M-Mateo…” you barely managed to say. Tears began to fall from your eyes and your face turned red.

“Honey, you better keep quiet, don’t waste your energy unnecessarily,” he said in a still soft voice. It was amazing how he behaved calmly, as if everything was as it should be. “You are probably now thinking about how painful and unpleasant it is for you, but know that I suffer no less. I don't want to cause you pain and inconvenience, but it seems that this is the only thing that will bring you to your senses and can teach you not to accept everything as you should. Understand?" - he asked you. You felt like you were about to lose consciousness. And to be honest, maybe it would be better than listening to him lecture you on how you should behave. Fortunately, or maybe not, Mateo removed his strong hands from your neck. He held your back so you could lean on him and not fall to the floor.

“I hope you understand your lesson?” - he asked. With the last of your strength, you nodded at him. "That is great! Let’s not repeat such mistakes again, I still don’t want to use force against you” - his smile was one of those full of hope, something that was on par with ridicule for you.

[ao3feed-ddlc]

you were my earth

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2tYyn0a

by CloudF11

Monika couldn't be happier.

But that was about to change. Real quick.

Inspired by the song "You're My World," by Atlas.

Words: 2888, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Doki Doki Literature Club! (Visual Novel)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Major Character Death

Categories: F/M, Gen

Characters: Monika (Doki Doki Literature Club!), Sayori (Doki Doki Literature Club!), Protagonist (Doki Doki Literature Club!), The Player (Doki Doki Literature Club!)

Relationships: Monika/The Player (Doki Doki Literature Club!), it's onesided though - Relationship

Additional Tags: Guilt, inspired by a song, Regret, Deletion, Yandere, (kinda???), i havent posted on ao3 in A G E S im sorry, to everyone who is following my Fallout fanfic, i've been stuck in this fandom since December, and i'm only now getting back into writing lol, i promise i'll get back to fallout dw

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2tYyn0a

[cddump]

Again (Sitting six. 2506 words)

Noises of a tapping keyboard filled the room. Casper's shoulder was painfully stiff, and he shifted himself so his entire body's weight wasn't on it. This lead to him laying on his stomach instead of side, which also eased a pain in his back that he had been suffering as it had been leaning against a metal bed frame. He heard soft and high pitched voices in a language he couldn't understand as he rubbed his head against the carpet. There was something small and hard on his cheek. It smelled like watermelon but he ignored it. The sound of the tapping keyboard caught his attention again. “Crystal,” he said without thinking. No, that wasn't right. Crystal's electric piano had a heavier sound to it when she used it. Whenever she used headphones while playing, Casper could clearly hear the heavy keys as they pressed into place as she played to herself. She always did complain that an electric keyboard wasn't as good as the real deal. Something about how real pianos have a certain depth to them. You could press them lightly for a soft sound or harshly for a loud one. Piano Forte. The tapping had stopped. Casper opened his eyes. The TV in front of him showed a colorful scene of a flower-filled backdrop as animals with ridiculously silly proportions danced in a circle as Japanese font scrolled down the screen. “Credits.” He sat up and nearly toppled over himself as he did so. Casper pulled the watermelon-scented object that had stuck to his face and found it to be a Jolly Rancher. Unfazed, he tossed it back to the ground and rubbed his cheek clean with his sleeve. Casper grabbed the bed for support, though he heard a woman's quick cry as he leaned over it. On the other side of the bed sat Ash by her computer, looking terrified. Casper yawned. Ash pulled a stuffed turtle over her face in response. “Hi. I slept through the episode. Sorry.”

“Y-you! You s-slept through a ton of episodes! L-like, the entire season!” Ash pulled down the turtle as she said this, and Casper could clearly see her face reddening. Whoops. He shrunk behind the bed and made himself look as small as possible. “Bad time?” He could only guess what she was looking at. While he slept on her floor. Talk about creepy. “Wh-wh-what do you mean?” “I know what kind of uh...'genres' of this stuff you watch when you're alone, so--” “What?! You really think I'd watch yaoi while someone else was in the room?!” “I mean, you bought the stuff in a public store, so why not?” “No! I'm writing a review!” Casper stood and walked towards the computer. His legs cracked audibly as he moved. Floors were always too stiff for a good rest. “Review for wh--?” “Ahaaa! Stay...don't get too close please...!” Casper stopped as he reached the corner of the bed closest to her. “What?” “I...I have anxiety.” “Anxiety?” “Yeah. I'm...I-I'm anxious. About you being here, I think.” “Really? Why?” Ash was flabbergasted. “Why am I anxious?! Because I have anxiety!” “No, I--” Casper's palm landed squarely on his face. “I mean why are you weirded out by me now?” Ash's voice suddenly became high pitched, “Because a guy I've only known for a few minutes fell asleep in my room and just woke up from like, a five hour nap!” Casper's ears rang. Her voice could make a puppy howl as if it had heard a dog whistle. “But you were fine inviting me in?” “For one episode! I didn't realize you'd fall asleep here!” Casper sat on the bed's corner. “Yeah sorry, I--” “Off the bed! Please!” She added as Casper shot upwards. “Guy. On my bed. Gives me...scary and not-so-good thoughts.” Casper rubbed his forehead, unsure of anything that was going on. This felt like one of his sleep deprived dreams. “I-I'm not gonna do anything to you!” “I know! I think? No, I don't know! I've only known you for like, thirty waking minutes!” “Okay, okay. Bed's off limits. Got it.” He sighed. At least he wasn't as tired as he was earlier. That nap seemed to have done the trick for the moment. “So what are you reviewing?” “Huh? Oh, I-I review Japanese media. Like, anime, manga, drama shows, that kind of thing.” Casper peered into the monitor. {Kayabashi} : [THERE'S A GUY ASLEEP IN MY ROOM WHAT DO I DOOOO Σ(°△°|||)] {Kuma Kona} : [what? That sounds like the start of a doujin] {Kayabashi} : [DON'T MAKE THIS WEIRDER THAN IT ALREADY IS I HAVE A REAL PROBLEM!!!] {Kuma Kona}: [suck his **** lol :P] {Kayabashi} : [NOOOOOOOoooo y u do this. ur no help. ｡･ﾟﾟ*(>д<)*ﾟﾟ･｡ ] Casper covered his mouth and and stifled a laugh as he read the first few lines of the messenger on the screen. Ash followed his gaze and screamed as she covered the monitor with her hands. “Don't look at that! Oh my god, how much of that did you read?!” “Enough to know it wasn't a review. What's a doujin?” “Don't act like you don't know!” Casper let out a legitimate laugh as Ashley tapped the off button. The monitor went black immediately, leaving only the few streaks of sunlight that broke through the closed blinds as the sole light source. “I'm gonna have a panic attack,” she said. “...I'm sorry,” Casper told her. “Really. I didn't mean to be a dick when I woke up. I...also didn't mean to fall asleep in the first place. Whoops.” “Nooo... It's fine.” Ash pulled her feet on her chair and hugged her knees, blocking half her face from Casper. “I messed up and should have let you go home to sleep. Sorry.” Casper ran his fingers through his hair nervously. ...What now? “Who's Crystal?” “Huh? Oh, Crystal's—” “Fuck, that was nosy. Sorry, you mumbled it when you were asleep but that was so nosy of me sorry sorry—” “No, it's fine. Really. She's my sister. Twin sister. Here, look.” Casper pulled out his phone and showed Ash his lock screen. He had set it to a picture of himself, his sister Crystal, and her best friend Zoey. Like Casper, Crystal shared his tanned skin and black hair. However while Casper's eyes were a dull brown, Crystal's were an impossible purple color. “Oh my god her eyes are so pretty! Are those contacts? Does she cosplay?!” “No nothing like that. She was just born with purple eyes. We always joke that she has Alexandria's Genesis, but the doctors said she just had some lucky mutation or something? I don't know, it's complicated science stuff that never makes sense to me.” “But you're twins, right? Where are your purple eyes?” “I left them in my other pants, what do you think? I wasn't lucky enough to get them. Hell, we're lucky that mutation or whatever didn't blind her. That's our friend Zoey in the picture. My sister plays the piano and Zoey plays the violin. They moved out a few months ago to try and get a career going. Last time I asked they were playing at different coffee shops.” Casper smiled sadly. “Somehow I don't think that was what they had planned.” “So you both moved out and left your parents, huh?” “Well, our mom, yeah. Dad passed away when I was young.” “Oh! S-sorry, I didn't know...” Casper held his hand up, but all he said was, “Don't worry about it.” “O...okay. Um...I'm unlocking your tragic backstory, right?” Casper blinked. “...What?” “This is...this is how it works, right?” Ash stood up and took a step towards Casper. “In all the visual novels and manga. A new person moves in and interrupts the normal flow of everyday life for one person. They get to know each other and learn about their sad pasts, and at the end they...” Ash trailed off as she took another step. “But I want to skip past all that.” Casper stepped backwards. Every step she made, he countered with one of his own. “Uh-huh... Sorry, I'm lost. What are we talking ab--” “Jasper! Be my boyfriend!” There was a long awkward silence as Casper's brain caught up. As soon as it did, it fell flat and had to start over. “Please!” “No.” The word struck Ashley like a baseball crashing through a window. “What?! Why not?!” “There are a million reasons!” “Name one!” “My name isn't 'Jasper!'” “What.” “It's Casper! You don't even know my name!" Casper counted off his fingers as he went on: "We've only known each other for half an hour, I think your hobby has taken over your life in a creepy manner, and I think we'd barely get along as friends! You know that outburst from this morning? Yeah, that's not the first one I've had and it sure as shit ain't gonna be the last.” “Why don't you think we'd be friends?!” Ash had fallen forwards, gripping Casper's shirt. He grabbed her fingers to try and pry her off, though she misread it as him trying to hold her hands. Once she tried to weave their fingers together, he let go and dropped her. “That's the part that bothers you? Not the life-destroying hobby part?!” “Tell me what I can do! What's your type?! Tsundere? I can do that! Starting tomorrow I can act like that!” “What the FUCK are you talking about?” Casper started walking out of the room, but Ash grabbed his right foot and was dragged along. “What about yandere? Is that what you're into?” “I don't even know what that one is!” “Give me something, Casper! WORK WITH ME HERE!” Her sobs filled the room as Casper forced his way towards the front door. “This isn't some shitty graphic novel!" He grunted. “There's no 'story' going on here and if there was, my story wouldn't be a love story!” “What kind of story would it be then?!” “One where I'm better than her!” He cried as Ash shifted her weight to slow Casper down. “Her?! Her who?” “Who do you th—oh forget it. Listen, if you want someone to like you, you can't just look for shortcuts. You just act normal!” “I DON'T KNOW HOW TO ACT NORMAL.” “YEAH I KNOW. I figured that out just a while ago, thanks! Just be yourself!” “BUT MYSELF IS AN IDIOT.” “YEAH I KNOW THAT TOO!” Casper had reached the front door and had opened it. The afternoon light poured into the darkened apartment. “You know what I think?” He said as he shook her off his foot. “I think you've gone too deep with this anime stuff. You can't see reality from fantasy anymore and need a wake up call.” With that, Casper walked out the door and slammed it closed, leaving Ash sobbing on the ground. Casper walked up another flight of stairs. “Jesus fucking Christ,” he muttered to himself. What the hell was up with these people? First a conspiracy nut and now this? What was next, an ex-animal trainer with a pet lion? Casper gripped the railing as he made his way up. He was going to pay Chandra a visit and tell him about the encounter he had with his daughter. Surely this wasn't the first time she had done something like this, maybe her dad could straighten her out. Just as Casper reached the third floor above Ash's apartment, he ran into Chandra himself. “Ah, young Casper! How do you do?” The land owner asked as he held one hand over the other. “Yeah, hey how's it going. Listen, we gotta talk. I was just with Ash a bit ago--” “Ah, my sweet habibi. I hope you two are getting along.” “That's the thing, I--” “Oh forgive me. I must hurry to see her. She has forgotten her medication, you see.” “Her...wait, her medication?” “Yes, she—oops. Perhaps I shouldn't have said that.” Chandra moved his hands to reveal a transparent orange bottle filled with small round pills inside them. “I shouldn't go into details, but she hasn't taken them in a few days. I am not sure if she's simply forgotten, but I found them in my area. I suspect she's been without them for a while. Without them she has...unhealthy thoughts.” Casper froze. She mentioned she had anxiety, but what if there was something else? He didn't know anything about her, what if she had depression on top of that? Or some kind of disease? “Oh shit.” He suddenly remembered how he had let her fall to the ground. How he had left her crying and sobbing as he walked away. Ice filled his veins as he stiffened. What if. What if she had been standing on an edge. What if the medication was her safety rail. And he had just given her a shove. “Oh no. Oh shit, no.” “Young Casper? Are you--” Casper yanked the pill bottle from Chandra's hands and raced down the stairs. “No no no no no.” He jumped down the last three steps and collided with the opposing wall before jolting down the next staircase. Images of Ash holding a knife flooded his brain. Blood. Lots of blood. “No, please god no.” And it'd be on his hands. He would have driven her to this. Another flight of stairs came and went and Casper darted down the hallway. The sunlight that bathed the room through the large windows cast tall shadows into the hall, one of which covered Ash's doorway. “Oh fuck. Please no. Please no, I'm sorry, please,” Casper panted as he ran towards the darkened door. Without a second's hesitation, he burst into the room, terrified what he would discover. “Ashley?! Ashley!” The living room was empty and dark. Just like before, the windows were covered by the shutter blinds. “I'm sorry. Please be okay, oh god.” The kitchen was empty, though Casper saw a single drawer filled with kitchen utensils—including knives—was left open. “Oh my god, no no no no.” Artificial computer light streamed from Ash's door, which was left ajar. Without wasting any time, Casper rushed into the room and slammed it open. “Ashley!” She was in the computer chair, knife pointed downwards, towards her chest. “Stop! Don't do it! I'm sorry, please!” Ash's eyebrow rose as the chair swiveled around. In her other hand, close her chest, was an apple. Freshly sliced. “Don't do what?” She asked. The room was silent, save for Casper's labored breaths as he bent forward, trying to catch his breath. “Christ. Thank fuck. You're okay.” “...Why wouldn't I be?” Casper held the orange pill bottle in the air and shook it. Ash reached into a nearby drawer and pulled out another bottle, filled with the exact same pills. She shook it in a matter-of-fact manner, confused. Casper collapsed against the wall. “You suck,” he wheezed. “You suck so much. You don't...you don't even know how much...hah...pfft hahah.” He couldn't help it. Casper burst into laughter as Chandra entered the room. “Is...is everything alright?” He asked. Ash only shrugged, obviously confused at the whole situation. Casper didn't help any as he continued his laughing fit. He handed the orange bottle back to Chandra. “Everything's daijoubu.”

[totalitarianbooktator]

I am SEVEN PAGES into a fic I’m writing for an obscure game (I haven’t seen a fic about it before) and it proves my hyper fixations get a little out of hand (I started on it today) (not even past the first in-game day) (I keep adding more inner dialogue)

[simemeoww]

Mateo's shirt

Author's note: This is based from my character Mateo, who happens to be a yandere. I made a visual novel where he is one of the main characters. If you wanna play my game(to what i will be really happy) here is the link: https://simemeow.itch.io/love-stuck

You and Mateo shared a lot of things, he didn’t mind you using his things. Everything that belonged to him was automatically considered your property. This also applied to clothing. You have your own clothes, very beautiful ones at that, tailored specifically to your measurements by Mateo’s caring hands. The fabric was of excellent quality, pleasant to the touch, and also came in your favorite shades. Of course, you were glad that Mateo himself sewed such beautiful outfits for you, but to be honest, they were not entirely comfortable for everyday dressing. They were more suitable for some kind of celebration where you could overwhelm everyone with your beautiful appearance.

Mateo realized that you were not particularly comfortable doing normal tasks, due to the various curls, accessories, and ribbons with which he decorated your clothes. You had lunch together, talking about abstract topics. He noticed that you were trying hard not to stain your clothes, holding the ends of your long sleeves with one hand. However, despite your diligence, you still accidentally dropped the spoon on your cloth. A greasy stain has formed in the place where the spoon landed, which will not be so easy to remove if you don’t hurry. You got up from the table without finishing your food to wet your clothes.

You went to the bathroom and took off all your clothes, since there were stains everywhere. A few minutes later you heard a knock on the door. “Take my T-shirt for now,” Mateo suggested on the other side of the door. You didn't open the door all the way, leaving just enough of a gap there to take his clothes. After putting on his T-shirt, you immediately went to admire your reflection in the mirror. His T-shirt looked like a dress on you.

“…” you looked at the door. “Mateo must have left already…” you thought. A rather strange idea came to your mind that you wanted to bring to life. Once you were sure Mateo was gone, you took the scruff of his T-shirt and lifted it to your nose. You inhaled the smell of a piece of fabric and enjoyed the guy’s pleasant smell.

“How do you like the T-shirt? If you don’t like it, I can bring you another one,” you were frightened by Mateo’s sudden voice and immediately stopped greedily sniffing his clothes. “It’s okay,” you answered quickly. You left the bathroom to show off in front of Mateo. His gaze fell on you, he could not take his eyes off your appearance. “It suits you,” he said slowly. “From now on, you can wear my clothes all the time,” he suggested.

"Hahaha thank you. I for sure will lend some of your clothes,” you said laughing. … When it was time for bed, you took off Mateo’s T-shirt and put on your pajamas. Mateo also decided to take off his outerwear, you didn’t have time to enjoy his body before he put on the T-shirt that he lent you. Without taking his eyes off you, he lifted the collar of his T-shirt a little and sniffed it, a smile appearing on his face. “What are you doing!?” - you shouted in shock.

"What's wrong? I’m just enjoying you,” he answered bluntly. “I really like your sweet smell. And I'll be honest, I like the idea of us smelling like each other. Sounds very romantic to me,” you looked at him with surprised eyes and an open mouth. “Don’t you think so? I thought you were of the same opinion,” he said grinning, as if hinting at your incident in the bathroom.

"What-!?" – you threw the pillow in his direction with all your might, hoping that he would stop his teasing and that it would calm him down, or at least distract him from continuing the conversation. His laughter became even louder. You threw pillows at each other until you got tired and decided to triple the truce and go to bed.