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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 8 months ago
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hope you feel better soon!
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I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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discordiansamba · 4 months ago
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still rotating this blue exorcist AU idea from two nights ago, so I figure I might as well talk about it! the basic idea of the AU started with "what if Yukio was raised relatively in the dark about his origins, but Rin wasn't" and it sort of just snowballed from there, as things do.
on the night of his birth, rin's demon heart is never sealed. yuri calms him down all on her own, despite all of her own struggles that night. she survives childbirth, and pleads that she'll raise rin herself, so that he won't harm others.
(shiemihaza looks in her eyes, and this time, she agrees)
once it's confirmed that yukio is human, and has not inherited satan's flames, shiro agrees to raise him for yuri and give him a normal life. he keeps yukio's origins a secret from him, only vaguely alluding to the fact that he has an older twin brother who lives with their mother.
yuri and rin are confined at the Vatican, not allowed to leave the room they are given. yuri survived, but the traumatic pregnancy followed by the even more traumatic childbirth has clearly taken its toll on her. she is much weaker, and no one expect her to live long.
she ends up living for eight more years anyways on pure determination alone.
she raises rin carefully, teaching him how to control his flames and his strength. how to be kind to others, even if they aren't kind to him. rin grows up with a mother who is physically frail, so he learns to be gentle because he doesn't want to hurt her.
shiro becomes paladin. he visits yuri whenever he can- and at first, he's really just here for her. he still thinks she's crazy for thinking she can tame her demon son, considering what happened with satan. but eventually, he comes to understand that rin isn't his father.
(yuri learns from her mistakes. she doesn't repeat them with rin.)
yuri's health takes a turn for the worse in the twins' seventh year. she passes away after their eighth birthday. there's mutters in the Vatican about finally getting rid of satan's spawn.
shiro is not going to let that happen, so warily takes some advice from Mephisto. he doesn't trust him one bit, confident he's playing at some kind of long game, but he promised yuri he'd protect both of her children, and he intends to do just that.
he ends up making rin his familiar.
(he holds rin's hands and makes him promise that he'll never use his flames on humans, unless its an absolute emergency. the boy's spiral eyes are just like his father's as he looks at him, but the person behind them couldn't be less like his father if he tried. rin promises.)
for the first time since he was born, rin leaves the room he was confined in for so long. he's going to finally meet his little brother that he's heard so much about.
he has to wear a weird, itchy bracelet to do it, though. it's supposed to make him look completely human to even people who have a mashou. mephisto made it.
(it's a rosary, because mephisto is determined to be an ironic little shithead at all times.)
his mom named him rinka. when he goes to live among humans, shiro gives him the name okumura rin.
fujimoto yukio meets his twin brother for the first time when he's eight years old. he's a strange kid, and it takes him awhile to get used to his presence at the monastery. there's something almost... disquieting about him, but that feeling fades over time.
rin doesn't go to school. everyone agrees that's probably a terrible idea. yuri taught him how to read and write. shiro tries to teach him the other subjects, but rin's not very interested.
(he is interested in cooking, though. lifehack: teach the demon kid you are now raising how to do math via cooking.)
rin keeps his bracelet on at all times around the monastery. he only takes it off when shiro needs rinka.
yukio does not grow up seeing demons. he has been blind in his left eye since birth- but that all changes after an encounter with a demon right before he moves into the true cross dorms. he doesn't remember much of what happened. all he knows is that rin saved him.
he learns demons are real, and that his father is an exorcist. and that rin has known about this all along, because he's been able to see demons his whole life. shiro grits his teeth, and decides to enroll yukio in cram school, with apologies to yuri.
(he has a bad feeling that yukio's encounter with that demon wasn't simply chance. the demon sight that mephisto sealed away is back- and with it, the vision in yukio's left eye.)
shiro doesn't tell yukio about his origins, nor that of his brother's. most of the exorcist world has forgotten that yuri egin ever had twins. only a few choice people who lived through that event are aware of this fact. there's only one son of Satan, and he is the paladin's familiar now. that's common knowledge.
mephisto: hm. I have a good idea. let's enroll rin at true cross academy as well!
rin, who has never gone to school in his life: i'm sorry what.
mephisto: you'll be able to protect your brother that way!
(shiro watches yukio at cram school. rin watches him at regular school. but also at cram school, because he's there too as shiro's familiar rinka. yukio just doesn't know that part.)
(at least he finally gets an excuse to wear that cool mask he bought that covers the lower half of his face. otherwise yukio would 100% recognize him. and he very much does not want that. he'd like to stay human in yukio's eyes for at least a little longer.)
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apollosgiftofprophecy · 3 months ago
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OKAY we got a fanfic update today!!
These are the fics that are left on my wip list!
The Queer Capers of Lester Papadopoulos and Meg McCaffery
Hyapollo Multific
Drunk Twins
A Guide By Demeter
The Conspiracy of Rachel Elizabeth Dare
Of Bridges Built & Burned
Koios ToA
The Sun's Rise
All of them, except for the Hyapollo fic, WILL be done for ToApril this year! :D Hyapollo's fic will be written during the month of May (I hope, depends on when my Internship begins🤞), while Eclipsed will have the SUMMER dedicated to it (in between my Internship and work hours 🤞) So hopefully, by the end of the summer/early fall, I'll have it ready to go!!
After that will be Tangled AU, then Dawned (hunger games au part 3) and Heathers AU! Only then will I draw out my next poll and create my next wip list <3
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soggy-fishsticks · 3 months ago
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guys ive been drawing so much lately I've been starting to actually hate it 🙁
#i LOVE drawing and always wanna do it#but lately I feel like I'm being forced to draw stuff 🥲 even if it's of my own doing#art class. the school project I just started. the animations I make. other stuff.#I feel like I'm constantly on time limits for them (and for some of them i AM 😭)#even if there's literally 0 reasons for me to rush myself i feel SO guilty if I don't#especially when I share the wips here and ppl leave rlly sweet comments like “this is awesome! I can't WAIT to see it done <3”#those comments make me SO happy#but once my motivation starts to wane after working on a wip for days I'm like “no I HAVE to continue I've basically promised everyone this#even if I didn't... actually promise anything to anyone.... 😬#when I asked for drawing requests a few days ago I was like “haha I'll probably only get one or two ☺️”#then they just kept on coming and coming and I'm like “FUCK. WE'RE REALLY IN IT NOW 😨 SWEET MOTHER OF PEARL WHAT HAVE I DONE”#and even though i KNOW I can take my sweet ass time on them#I'm still like “fuck. I NEED TO DO THIS NOW. I basically begged for drawing requests and it'd make them sad if I don't 😭😭”#if someone sent me a request and I havent drawn anything for you yet I'm sorry 😭😬#I know the logical answer to EVERYTHING would be “take a break doofus”#but the idea of *NOT* DRAWING OUTSIDE OF MY REQUIRED ART STUFF!!??? shiver me timbers#and now I'm just drawing. drawing. drawing. drawing. drawing. guilt. procrastination. more guilt.#I draw for SO MANY “pick how you do it” school projects outside of my art classes mostly bc its the easiest option LMAO#but then I get home after doing that all day and im like. fuck. there's more to draw. more to do. I don't wanna do it.#but I'm extremely bored and dont know what to do without it 🙁#you could probably write a poem out of that or something ngl LOL#anyways sorry for being a bummer. I'm gonna keep drawing for my school project after this bc I havent learned a thing 🥲 ciao ✌️#rant#rant post#vent post#artist vent#blog#*falls over dead*#I'll post like normal after this dw
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call-me-copycat · 2 months ago
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Hello everyone! This week and the first few days of next week are going to be particularly hellish for me ( ⌯᷄ ·̫ ⌯᷅ก )
I promise you that after next week, things will slow down once again and I'll be able to message everyone I've been putting off (⁠。⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠)
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the---hermit · 4 months ago
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Gods i hate when the professor reads the materials in lectures, i am going to have to read it myself anyway to take notes so for my study system it's absolutely useless, but i don't feel like skipping part of the recording in case the professor talking about additional stuff
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zeldalizzy · 6 months ago
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💛 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome!!! 💛
- hero-of-the-wolf
Awwww thank you so so much @hero-of-the-wolf!! i appreciate you so much and love your detailed asks (the LOTR one was so fun)!! You also seem to have a good heart and are also pretty awesome too!! I hope you are doing well!! 🥹🩵🩵🩵
Thank you for always reading my rambling and for being such a sweet person too!!
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wiltenjoyer · 3 months ago
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fool that I am, I have just purchased. a lot of fabric.
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hakusins · 1 year ago
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yalls i just woke up what the hell is happening
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divinekangaroo · 1 year ago
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Started reading Lymond Chronicles after @deadendtracks' comment that SK must've read them too / based Tommy on Lymond....
and like i'm what, at ch3 or 4 maybe and...
yeahhhhhhhhhh XD
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skrunksthatwunk · 4 months ago
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so i didn't finish the paper on time but on the plus side i Almost know how to play mahjong now
#im like 8 volumes into kaiji pt 3#which is 50 chapters deeper than i was the day before#anyway it's good but im definitely going to it as part of a sluggish avert mine eyes type dopamine struggle#i also havent slept well in a few days and ive become a total baby when it comes to that like i Cant function right anymore#when im a certain amount of tired#the like 12 hours in the car this weekend didn't help with the good restful sleep thing#i fought and fought and fought myself and in the end it's just gonna be a day late. mot that it had to be but it will be#and although i can't see the prof's late work policy i think that's gonna be okay. hopefully#but ughhtjhfhhghjghj im so tired still. ive been sleeping in like 20 min fragments trying to get this done#just woke up from a cool three hours and im (believe it or not) still tired#i havent done the 40 pg reading and i am NOT bullshitting my way through that class i am going. to bed#i know i shouldnt but i cant care rn i'll drag myself to japn and do late work all afternoon but i gotta sleep between those#anyway fukum.oto has a special way of making kaiji cringe that makes me extra fond#like watching kaiji scramble around on the floor trying to find his tiles absolutely freaking out and everyone laughing at him#was so good. he was being too confident this arc he needed to be reduced to smth horribly pitiful that he has to drag himself back together#from y'know? thats part of the fun#ANYWAY i couldn't do that shit kaiji and miyoshi are doing for many reasons but the attention span sure is one#also idk if it's the translation or what but the r slur keeps jumpscaring me in ways that are funny to me for the absurdity#thats a chapter title??? that Doesn't Belong in the chapter title??????!!! anyway#yk when you're so surprised and put off by smth you just. cackle about it? like laughing at a funeral or whatever#it's like that#buh. anyway god im so tired#ive been doing so well this semester but it looks like it's starting. the snowballing.#well hopefully i can dig myself out today after a 14 hr nap. get all that late work And my readings done yk#(<- pipe dream alert pipe dream alert)
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supersymmetries · 1 year ago
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i've finally reached the part in the semester where we're covering the second law of thermodynamics. matt bellamy we're in it together now
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michaels-reality · 9 months ago
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3 for the vocasynth questions?
3. Favorite SynthV?
You know what's funny? It's not Teto KGFDHGD
My favorite SynthV has got to be ASTERIAN because, for one, I've never seen a voice like his be made into a VocaSynth and it's so nice to hear, and two, MY BLACK KING!!!! WE GOT A BLACK VOCASYNTH Y'ALL!!!!!
Here's some of my favorite songs he's in :3
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theboxlady · 2 years ago
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hello
first post on this platform
idrk how this works so I'll start with an intro
I'm Olive
I art
Fandoms:
Class of 09 | Teenage Mercenary | The Amazing Digital Circus | Kaguya-sama: Love is War | Insomniacs after School | Spy x Family | Unripe Apples After School | Cry, or Better Yet, Beg | Sisters at War | The Guy Upstairs | From a Knight to a Lady | The Tyrant Wants to Be Good | and several other manwhas
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uwuthomasuwu · 11 months ago
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The universe loves me
#i can get the a i need for my online class after all!!!!!!#eeeeeeeeeeeeee#i just have to do 2 things and I'm gonna get the a#then I'll get my full amount of funds instead of half#I'm so excited#i mean first i have to do things for my in person class for that a but that one is super easy#this is such a gift and i don't know what deity did this#i don't worship any luck deities or ones associated with money or fortune or knowledge so idk#like all of mine are chaos and revelry and trickery other than one#but that one is like motherhood and stuff and i worship her to get the comfort of a divine mother#anyway whatever deity decided to blast my ass with fortune i love you#also i got what i needed to up my financial aid for the upcoming school year so double fortune#I'm vibrating with excitement#i may not be getting anywhere in my job search but my bank account won't be negative and I'll have the grades i wanted#life is beautiful today#i also got my doctor to switch me to gel for my t so i won't have a bad reaction hopefully and i see the gastroenterologist tomorrow#i'll get the swallowing problem dealt with soon even if i have to get a camera shoved down my throat again#and my college is doing a free tuition thing that while i don't think i qualify for will still be really good for other people who need it#and my dad leaves town for 2 weeks in the morning#I've just had a ton of good things happen in a row#also i got to see the living tombstone on Saturday and i swear that fixed the funk i was in from what i had to do last week#and i learned sweet tea doesn't taste like pure sugar so it's actually decent#damn I'm feeling good#anyway happy rant over#go be gremlins#and as always#drink water you heathens
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swampndn · 1 year ago
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Y'all, I'm still giddy, hours later, for having my real first Autistic positive validation experience (and that everyone was safe).
So I'm at this work conference in a rural midwest "town". The whole thing is about being deeply embedded in this tiny, tiny community. There's folks from all over the country here, and I'm one of three folks from Oklahoma (and we're all Native).
Anyway, there was a real bad storm moving in, and folks were getting riled up and scared about a tornado since many of them have never experienced one. All 3 of us Oklahoma NDNs go outside and smell the air, and people are so intrigued. They asked how do you know, and I gave a lil impromptu lesson about it. Well, the boss lady of the conference overheard, and she asked me if I'd talk to the entire conference about tornado warning signs and safety precautions.
Y'all. I love nothing more than sharing knowledge, and I gave a wholeass 10-minute presentation that was full of information from cloud formation meanings to storm progression to warning signs (smelling the difference between storm and tornado, green sky, train sound etc.). I straight up infodumped everything I know about tornadoes (which is a lot).
It was amazing. I had the time of my little life, and my best friend recorded the whole thing because I was in my element. But most importantly, the people were so engaged. After, so many people came up to me and said that they wished I taught them this in their schools growing up because I was so thorough but so clear. Folks felt safer and less anxious.
This was the first time in my entire life that people responded positively to my infodumping, and just wow. It's so nice.
But wait! There's more!
About 30 minutes later, I get a vibe that I need to go outside and check. So I go, and 10 people follow me because they want to learn. I look at the clouds. Folks are identifying what I just taught them. I smell thicker gasoline (storm), but I'm real sus (playing it cool for folks since people are scared). So then we all head back to our housing, and my entire floor is hanging out with me. I'm confused, but one person said that they feel safer because I'm so confident. Folks are asking me even more questions about it. Others are saying that they'll only do as I tell them to do. I'm bewildered still because, again, I'm getting positive reinforcement. It's being referred to as wisdom. It's wild.
But then! I get a feeling I should go back outside and check. Sure enough, I smell tornado, and the sky is turning a shade of green. I didn't need to check for rotation or wall clouds, so I calmly go back inside and tell folks that they should go to the basement. The other two Natives smell it too, and together we're telling leadership to enact the safety plan.
Y'all. There was a confirmed touchdown nearby!!! And we called it NEARLY 10 MINUTES before all the alerts and sirens went off!!!
I'm just like first of all, not only did people like and appreciate my very Autistic infodump on tornadoes BUT the information immediately came in handy! People were safe! And they kept thanking me!
I did go outside to check on the progress (with a dude who was really interested in learning more), and the iron smell (tornado) was getting wisked to the north, so I went back and reported to leadership that we'll probably be in the clear shortly as the storm rerouted north.
Y'all. The National Weather Service sent the all clear because the storm moved north about 5 minutes after I came back in and reported. Let's just say, the people were SHOOK. The storm has since completely moved past us. It's been a few hours. Everyone is all good here.
I never realized how much I needed this kind of positive validation for my Autism, and it felt like I healed my inner child a little bit.
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