I hate that feeling when a show ends and the excitement dies down, especially when the ending wasn't satisfying to so many people, cause like idk what to do with myself now lol
I wanna go back to squeeing and being excited🥲 that was fun🤷
In my old fandoms this was the time for fanart and fics but I feel like Thai bl fandoms don't necessarily work that way🤔 maybe I also just haven't found it yet
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dean not believing in god and having little to no faith to literally having to defeat him...
and sam having so much faith, hope, etc and he loses it throughout the show... feeling incredibly sad about this now
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Drabble | He has no choice but to tell you he hates you
This is just a drabble of a heartbreak scene I was imagining one day!
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♫ Black Out Days
In the back of a party, overhead gleaming fairy lights, at his best friend's house...
He keeps his hands behind his back. His girlfriend is listening, she's the reason he has to do this. If he can't break your heart, she's going to do something awful...
"Stay away from him." She told you once, but that didn't deter you from seeking his friendship.
So he's forced to ruin what's blooming so beautifully, just to satisfy the heart of a girl he doesn't love...
He spits the most vulgar, convincing words in your face.
"I'm not your fucking friend."
And his voice, it's shaking in pain, but he's trying so hard to tell you through his irises that this isn't how he feels.
Voice cracks, dry lips, glistening eyes. He speaks lacerating words, ones that will stick with you.
But he can't let it end like this, not when you're all he ever wanted.
He mouths "I'm sorry", brows pinched together and eyes dripping.
I love you, that's what his irises say...
He nods to the back of him, to try and tell you she's listening. She's the reason he has to do this.
This isn't how I feel.
Please just play along.
And wait for me, until we can find our way back to each other.
Because I love you.
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if I'm in a good mood then why does my heart still feel heavy
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I'm not the kind of girl people fall in love with. I'm that person who stands and watch as everyone falls in love.
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Currently heartbroken lol.
Why does god hate me so much? Do I really deserve the way people have treated me? Did I deserve the assault?
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when obi-wan said 'I won't kill anakin' and then spent the entire rest of his life following through on that. fuck everyone else obi-wan I respect you yoda should've taken you at your fucking word
'boohoo why did he walk away and not kill anakin this time either even with all the suffering he'll go on to cause if he lets him go' he's told you why very clearly you just didn't believe him I guess!! desperately not killing anakin is obi-wan's main export. it's his universal constant, his life's work, his magnum opus. he gets creative about not killing that guy. he tries to send anakin's teenage twink son to do the job for him because he simply can't. he fucking... peaces out and dies to avoid killing anakin. that's like his whole deal. whether he's right to be like this is another entirely separate conversation but it is what he is
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