“nope you’re not leaving!”
dazai x reader
tw: nothing srs actually just clingy dazai being grumpy. (he’s-starved here guys) comfort, fluff :3. bc i need too augh. my english kinda bad ooc! dazai 🤨?? that’s all <3. literal crack. mol drabble
“dazai, get off me dammit…” you mumbled between word frustratedly as the tall man clinging on your arm would not dare to let go of your comforting touch. “but I don’t want you to leave!” dazai pouts and whines like a little child, as he continues to hold you like a stuff toy. his voice was pleading, begging for you not to leave.
“pleaseee? just this once bella!” His eyes glimmered down in puppy sadness, his mouth into a pout as tears fell off his eyes, rolling off to drip down to the wooden floor. “stop crying…” you put your hands on his cheek, cupping his face. sighing in defeat. you envelope him in your arms, if you knew he had that sneaky grin of victory. most likely he’d be dead by tomorrow of broad daylight. “fine, i’ll stay. just for today.” you say as you gaze down at the man, head between your chest.
“yay!” he hugs you softly as his hands caress your back in a loving manner smiling at you as his head peek at your chest. you roll your eyes sarcastically at his childish demeanor, but you couldn’t help it. was it how attractive he was? was it how adorable he was when he begs for your presence? was it?
“so you’re staying with me for today?” his words were sweet and alluring as your ears listened to his voice that made you fall into his grasp, his voice muffled. “yep.” you say a bit embarrassed how you lost to his immaculate charm….
his gaze averts to your mesmerizing face, not only a second later his lips was on yours. the hue of light shining down on your faces, complementing how romantic the scene was.
He parts the kiss with a trail of saliva leaving your mouth, including a grin on his face. “how was i- AHHH-!!” you smacked his head aggressively and both of you started arguing while Chuuya had to gaze up at the window above him, greeting him with a deafening, and loud. yelling, screaming voices. was he surprised? it was you and dazai of course…
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HOLY SHIT SORRY I WAS GONE…. I got caught up reading instead of writing!!! My bad, anyways im so sorry it’s so short 😭!! I rlly don’t have the motivation to write rn sooo, and my english sucks auhh :(… but thanks for the likes i’m kind of surprised ppl r actually reading my shitty fics :3! (tysm 💗💗) renewed layout.
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Deciding to live write (react) (?) this as I'm reading this new chapter (two parts WOW, double the angst) (so part one out of two, hope that's cool). If something happens my therapist WILL be hearing about you.
The title already I'm sobbing /pos
I HATE THE WATCHERS SO MUCH OMMMGGGGG, leave them aLONE
It's very Jimmy to not like crying, I love to see it. I love when fanfic writers don't like him crying, ty.
Tango :( The RANCH, it was THEIRS, my HEART These Watchers ugghhHHHH Jimmy immediately defending Tango, please nothing else happen to them, PLEASE
Every time the watchers speak, my want to punch them grows The explanation paragraph, ugh something about it, how Jimmy doesn't immediately try to blame Tango, or just understands it well. Just bjhebwg
Bdubs being so worried for Tango, please, JUST LET THEM BE HAPPY
JIMMY DEFENDING TANGO NUMBER TWO, hate me them
Watchers ugghhe
HERMITCRAFTING BEING HIS HOME UGH IM JUST POINTING OUT EVERY LITTLE DETAIL BECAUSE THEY'RE ALL SO
DELIGHTFUL, I LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE SO MUCH
Okay, therapy time <3 (yes I did actually read this before my therapy appointment, this was /srs and not /j)
Therapy break over, BACK TO ANGST
Awww, Jimmy not believing Tango is evil. Love to see it.
UH OH, NOT THE TIMMY ALLUSION
Nvm not alright, Watchers need to Watch their mouths
"Pity is a suitor that won’t take a hint, no matter how many times Jimmy turns it away." Is SO good???? Excuse me??? Pity x Jimmy real ship of the htp au?? /j
Maybe I hate the watchers more than I hate Atlas, hm.
I like that they all still keep an air of lighthearted-ness about, even with Tango in such critical condition, they still are friends :)
Jimmy being okay with a scar to the face if it means Tango doesn't have to unnecessarily respawn :( /pos
This description of Tango has me thinking about that kinda old drawing that lunarcrown did of Tango back when he was chained up. Like, it's literally the first post that shows up when clicking on the chronological timeline, yeah that one, it reminds me of that one.
UGGGHHHH THE HAND ON THE CHIN GETTING A RESPONSE, NO, BAD AQUA, BAD. SOMETHINGS ARE BETTER LEFT OFF IN THE ASKS RESPONSES
WATCHERS ARE NOT HELPING (x2)
Still love Jimmy calling for SOS, like yes, smart move. I wish we could've seen what it was like for the other DL to see chat and immediately go "oh shit ???" and then see the SOS and go "OH SHIT ???"
I love Impulse <3
Ooooo, getting some more cases of this fantasy (racism? Bigotry? Bad stuff) worldbuilding
"I don’t believe that just being from there would automatically make someone evil." Nature vs nurture <3 Maybe all Bravo needed was two minutes with Impulse god DAMN
Sleepy time <3
Okay, don't like the Watchers, but the "Round two!" was funny, I'll give em that
"(You cannot sleep, there are monsters nearby.)" I- I- STOP I CAN'T LAUGH BUT OMFG
Rancher :((((((
HIS RANCHER
Let me at these Watchers, LET ME AT EM
Ugh, disassociation. As someone who's dealt with this during panic attacks, it totally tracks and breaks my heart :(
These Watchers gotTA BACK OFF, LEAVE TANGO ALONE GOD DAMN
No way Tango is tryna pull the "I'm fine" card rn, AFTER ALL THAT LMAO
Jimmy is very pretty TO ME
The collar dampening Tango's fire, metaphorically and literally, is just ugh. What's more is Jimmy likes Tango's fire, he likes the warmth Tango produces physically, and he likes the sparks of creativity and burning passion of Tango's metaphorically. And they took it away! Both ways to Sunday!!!
Na because crying on someone is such an intimate gesture. To let your heart pour out of you, no one does that to just anyone. What makes this even more important is how Jimmy cried on Tango's shoulder last chapter, and now Tango's crying on Jimmy's shoulder this chapter. They are each other's soulmate, they are their each other's ranchers. They are so important to one another and soo ughguew
Not gonna cuss this Watcher out, I'll let this sweet dreams comment slide for now.
Oooo, a peak into how they reacted to everyone joining. AND we get a look at Atlas' full username <3 Love it.
Wait Tyrannicide and Phantonym joined too?? Huh, thought as scientists they would've stayed behind. Cool to know!
I can see now why you needed all those usernames lol.
JOEL THIS IS NOT THE TIME TO LAUGH DAMNIT
Hmmm, love Scar immediately jumping into action. Oop and ofc the two scientists head out first lmao
ATLAS, WHEN I CATCH YOU ATLAS, NOT BIGB NOOOO
ATLAS, WHEN I CATCH YOU ATLAS, NOT PEARL NOOOOO
Actually really funny that ATLAS got the most kills from the Hels cast. Like, damn, pop off???? Man did more work than the ppl hired to actually do the dirty work lmao.
Wonder how difficult it was to keep up with all the names, who died then got back in, who killed who, etc.
Oop, Jimmy also noting Atlas is smarter than the average bear.
This whole paragraph talking about Bravo, yes Jimmy, drag that man. Loving how he immediately is like "dude is just like a hels player" and scoffing at the nerve of Bravo to claim to be his actual soulmate. Yes.
Head in hands, Watchers about to catch these hands.
Tango immediately wanting to get this all over with hurts. Damn, wonder if he just wants to get it over with cause he thinks they all want him gone.
"I mean, everyone knows I’m a vicious monster but I don’t have to look it, right?" UGH, Aqua you're lucky I already did my therapy time BEFORE this part, UGGGHHHHHH. I need to go back rq just to tell her this god DAMN
Welp, on to act two! Thank you so much for the wonderful reading material :)
TLDR: I hate the Watchers with a burning passion.
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what’s this?? a DETAILED LIVE BLOG of my writing for ME to read??? don’t mind if i do…
ok first off, thank you SO MUCH for taking the time to write down ur thoughts and share them with me. it’s truly one of the greatest joys of being an author, and the closest i can get to experiencing my writing as if i wasn’t the one who wrote it. NOW let’s get into it…
the overarching watcher hate is so justified and hilarious, they really just exist to be the most obnoxious and toxic livestream chat ever. at least, the ones who hang around jimmy are LMAO
AHA i’m glad u liked the part abt jimmy not liking to cry, i’ve been told he’s got a bit of a prideful streak in other series that didn’t come thru as much in his double life run, so that was a little nod to it.
the ranch could not escape its destiny of being tragically burned down 🫡
(omg the therapy appointment interlude. i remember when i’ve had to pause while reading a fic to address real life business and now someone’s doing that for MY writing…. :’))) i hope the appt went well!)
this chapter was a lovely opportunity to really show jimmy stepping up for tango, with both verbal and physical reassurance. he may not know everything abt the hels situation but he knows he loves tango <3
AND YEAH YEAH THAT FIRST ART MEL DID. definitely throwing back to that w tango’s disassociated state and the collar. nice catch ;0
the chin-hand response was another throw back to old mel art, isn’t that fuuuun? ;000
IMPULSE WAS THE MVP OF THIS CHAPTER 💪😤👏
ok the watchers do get their funny moments in here and there HAH
phantonym and tyrannicide did come along! they might be scientists, but they’re as nasty as any hels player (dr l8r_h8r did, in fact, stay home to monitor the portal. he’s kinda over the whole ‘violence’ nonsense.) tango actually targeted them first bc of their lab coats.
and YUP i got a lotta good username ideas from those suggestions. and it WAS very difficult to keep track of them all thru the chat backlog. i don’t know how long i spent going thru each player’s sequence of events, one by one, JUST to make sure i hadn’t forgotten to have someone die for the last time, or show up again without a new join message.
and unfortunately for jimmy he made the classic error of “typo in the group chat.” joel did what he had to 🫡 (buuuut once he saw how serious the situation was, he decided not to push it anymore)
atlas is a clever bastard and i love that yall love to hate him 🙏 he saw a virtual ocean of wolves storming down the hill and was like “ok clearly i’m not dealing with that, so let’s see where my efforts can be better spent.” the hired grunts don’t possess that kind of critical thought 🎻
i’m SO glad you enjoyed it!! thank you again for this lovely feedback <3
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YOU'RE TOO SWEET OMG!!! CRYING!!!
I'm glad you enjoyed that bit!!! I'm at 3k words rn and Vernon and Scoups are still not fucking, so thats fun. It's always "Oh this is gonna be a short lil fic :3" and then 10k in and I still haven't gotten to the actual point. It happens too many times, big rip
But here is another snippet, the part right after what I sent before! With a bit more of a dramatic flavor (I hope this is okay to send)
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Wonwoo choked on his drink, but only Mingyu cared enough to pat his back. A whole mess of a discussion erupted about who had seen whose private parts before. Vernon kept quiet, praying that this would distract everyone from him. He barely listened to any of it, but he watched them closely, going from Seungkwan to Seokmin to Soonyoung. His head hurt from all the yelling. Some of them were already too deep into their drink.
Vernon stiffened as he met Seungcheol's eyes, the only other person not participating. He stared like he was deciphering some cryptic code, furrowed brows and thinly pressed lips. Any other time, Vernon would have thought Seungcheol was pondering the ongoing discussion, but not now, not when his gaze was so intently fixated on Vernon. Like this, Vernon didn't want to think at all.
A small smile curled Seungcheol's lips. Reassuring. Gentle. Vernon's whole face burned and he looked away. He chased away whatever greedy hope was blooming in his mind, as if Seungcheol was actually interested in Vernon's sex life. Like everyone else, he was probably only curious for the fun of it.
Thankfully, the topic was dropped. Some of the members moved on to strip poker, clearly for a chance to see each other naked. Vernon only got out of this, because he wasn't the only one to decline participation, Minghao, Wonwoo and Seungcheol instead deciding to order some food. Vernon excused himself for a bathroom break and then sneaked into his room. If they found him sleeping, they wouldn't wake him. And Vernon didn't have to think about his leader's intense stare anymore.
re: this
QUEENIE RELEASE THIS FIC FROM THE TRENCHES
oh my god. seungcheol eyeing vernon from afar will drive me mad. one sided knowing stares that have the other party flushing >>>>
and vernon being equal parts chill and naive makes me want to cry thats my man!!! i need to see him sub so bad im so srs
cant wait for the full fic 😵💫 its already so good so far!!! i would very much love to read 10k words worth of verncheol going at it yep yep
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HANAAA i gotta share my book 6 battles pain😆‼️💥✨
look at my team selection akdjaksk i only have riddle/azul and pomefiore levels to clear out the deeper downward trek chapter battles but oooohh my godddd its a miracle these teams survived this far omg ahshja
riddle/azul's doing good- but i always run out of hp at the last battle but im close to beating the opponent ATLEAST skdjjs
but for pomefiore??? we dont talk about them--- the titan literally has regeneration after 3rd turn and I CRY... cuz theyre my weakest team ever.😂 maybe i really should switch out some of the cards to SR ones?? but i dont have sr rook and epel-- and for lilia its only his groom card and for vil, its only his lab card ajjdjs
all i know leona/jamils part was a breeze bcs malleus was there and malleus cards are the only cards i have at lvl 10 spells and fully maxed level 😂😂 the favoritism is catching up on me akdks considering!!!
malleus the only ssr rn for me except for riddle--- which is bruh,,, how will i ever cope without these queens✨✨
Hello Lian 🌺🌷🩵
Book 6 out here gatekeeping everyone 😤😔
For both battles, I would recommend having your hp above 40,000 and make sure your cards are groovied. It will make it easier for you and give you a boost in stats. Would also recommend increasing your spells levels and having at least one healer on your team.
I would actually keep that Rook. I heard he’s one of the best healers in the game. You just have to level him more and his spells and I bet he will be a great healer for your team 🙌🙌
Maybe switching to groom lilia might help 🤔 but I don’t remember his spell types but I would assume his sr card is stronger than his r card.
Malleus is strong and he’s showing how reliable he can be 🙌💞💚
But yeeessss riddle ssr is such a life saver 🙌🙌 and so is malleus. I have Halloween Silver and I love him so much.
You can do it Lian 👏👏 you’re so close, I know you can. 🙏💞
(If you have r perfumes, I would recommend uncapping the rook if you want him to be a better healer or uncap the other cards just to have more boosts in stats.)
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