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chessb0r3d · 10 months ago

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Analysis so bad you don't even know what it's talking about anymore.

#chrambles #not a lily orchard video (i have never watched one in my life im sorry for whoever did)#being a homestuck fan alone is hell. people make shit up and call it canon unironically its painful #can be of any form of analysis btw your responses are so insightful (and also funny)#if you mention dirkjohn in the tags then youre the one who needs to reread the canon material again lol

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novelconcepts · 1 year ago

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I Saw the TV Glow is such a uniquely, devastatingly queer story. Two queer kids trapped in suburbia. Both of them sensing something isn’t quite right with their lives. Both of them knowing that wrongness could kill them. One of them getting out, trying on new names, new places, new ways of being. Trying to claw her way to fully understanding herself, trying to grasp the true reality of her existence. Succeeding. Going back to help the other, to try so desperately to rescue an old friend, to show the path forward. Being called crazy. Because, to someone who hasn’t gotten out, even trying seems crazy. Feels crazy. Looks, on the surface, like dying.

And to have that other queer kid be so terrified of the internal revolution that is accepting himself that he inadvertently stays buried. Stays in a situation that will suffocate him. Choke the life out of him. Choke the joy out of him. Have him so terrified of possibly being crazy that he, instead, lives with a repression so extreme, it quite literally is killing him. And still, still, he apologizes for it. Apologizes over and over and over, to people who don’t see him. Who never have. Who never will. Because it’s better than being crazy. Because it’s safer than digging his way out. Killing the image everyone sees to rise again as something free and true and authentic. My god. My god, this movie. It shattered me.

#i saw the tv glow #I saw the tv glow spoilers #it is SUCH a queer story #the disassociation. the hiding in fiction to feel alive.#the horror of watching time tick by and knowing you’re not who you’re meant to be #the unique paralysis of staying put in hell because it’s safer than what might be over the horizon #the tragedy of trying to help someone who isn’t ready to be helped #god it’s so much. god. rarely do I walk out of a film and just stare soundlessly into space #anyway. please see this movie. although I sort of hope if you’re reading this post it’s cuz you already have #eta: I used he because the main character never quite vocalizes another pronoun #but this is SUCH a trans story. suuuuch a trans story. it is not even a little subtle #it’s so good and so so painful

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chloesimaginationthings · 3 months ago

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The FNAF story of the one you shouldn’t have killed..

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf fanart #andrew fnaf #william afton #cassidy fnaf #spring bonnie #fnaf 4 #I do think Andrew is kthe one you shouldn’t of killed’ kid #something about the vengeful spirit that never fully made sense #is the sentence ‘the one you shouldn’t of killed’#seeing Cassidy was always apart of the party #but Andrew probably wasn’t he wasn’t part of the plan #killed a lil after for being a witness to what happened #that would explain their anger #they WERENT supposed to ever get killed #Andrew also kills people himself as fetch and what not #so it makes more sense he’s keeping spirits in pain in UCN #that fact never made sense with Cassidy #seeing her main goal was to help the crying child pass on #I think Andrew is keeping Cassidy down with him in hell though #that’s why we get shots of golden Freddy still being active #Cassidy is stuck cause of Andrew

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mcr-themed-brain · 7 months ago

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As someone with an undiagnosed disability (99% sure its fibromyalgia) that I've had since I was a little kid, I've never understood why adults feel the need to enter the Pain Olympics whenever a kid says they're in pain.

I cannot tell you how many times an adult told me over the years that "you're too young to be in that kind of pain" or the classic "wait until you're my age", insinuating that I was a little bitch who could never grasp what true pain really is.

Just yesterday I was in class and a guy near me mentioned that his back hurt, which our teacher heard and said "you're too young, just wait until your 50s, then it'll really hurt", and I hear this guy very quietly say that he has scoliosis.

It's so annoying. Why do you need to win the Pain Olympics? Why do you need to prove to a child that your life is harder than theirs? This is the reason I didn't know I had chronic pain until I was 16

#rahh i love ranting #this combined with adults assuming my cane is for fashion/for fun is my hand delivered bread and butter from hell #disabled #chronic pain #chronic illness #chronic disability #fibromyalgia #disability

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1nfcteds1llnesz · 9 months ago

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HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HELLOOOOOOOOOO

Posting here because geez… I get 0 attention on Twitter…. I got faith in tumblr

Anyways appol Grian inspired by a post on twit …

Thank yewww for your attentionnnnnnnn

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bakapandy · 2 months ago

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I was watching parts of the Konoha Crush arc the other night with some friends…

#gaara #naruto #sabaku no gaara #gaara of the sand #pandy draws #this part of his past always makes me so sad #watching him in so much pain and loneliness knowing the man he ultimately becomes #was heartbreaking #anyway #my friend who had never seen naruto #and was being subjected to it by her husband who is also my friend #didn’t know why Gaara was my favorite character bc he was so mean #she hadn’t seen much beyond Gaara vs Sasuke in the chuunin exams #so of course I was like OH HELL NAH I WILL TEACH YOU #and now she Gets it

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pineapple-frenzy · 1 year ago

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Book 2 au: sparring sessions and short hair katara

They like to have sparring sessions in order to keep their bending skills sharp. They allow themselves to go all out and not hold back at all cause they know if anyone got hurt, Katara could just heal them

But anyways, wouldn't it be kinda funny if Zuko accidentally burned Katara's hair tho? Aofkqldkkajfjd

The "I think we can save the hairloops" line is from @linnoya-writes thank you for that!! :>>

#zutara #zuko #katara #atla #book 2 au #my art #i mentioned in my last book 2 au post that i wanted to include short hair katara into it and y'all were so supportive of it!! 😭😭😭#so this is how i think it would go #it would happen as katara is trying to evade one of zuko's fire balls #she manages to avoid it but since her hair is long it still caught on fire #she'd be pissed so she water whips the hell out of zuko #and then promptly forgets about it akfhkakdkakdj #even after the sparring session she still hasn't remembered cause 'oh no zuko's in pain i have to help him!'#it isn't until zuko even mentions it that she remembers #zuko thinks she's more calm than i thought she would be after burning her hair so he mentions it to her #little did he know katara just forgor aldjlakdkaljd #n e ways zuko does feel bad so she offers to help fix it up for her #i think after the haircut katara would find herself looking in mirrors when there are any around cause 'zuko thinks i'm beautiful?? really?#zuko doesn't know this tho and he thinks katara is till sad about the unwanted haircut so he keeps telling her that she looks beautiful #and katara just keeps losing it aldjlakdlald #in conclusion they are idiots your honor

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oddthesungod · 10 months ago

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Fearnie and Mister but.... edwardian era 🤌

#critical role #critical role fanart #fearne calloway #cr mister #cr 3 #bells hells #critical doodles #i thought all the hatching was going to be a major pain in the ass #but it was actually enjoyable to do incredibly enough

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montyfinchirl · 7 months ago

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A dead boy with a cricket bat and a magic backpack: if you wanna get to him you have to go through me!

Another dead boy who spent over 70 years in hell AND clawed his way out of it, is an insanely skilled magic user, doesn’t even notice when he’s burnt by iron, and got up and started walking around like he was in barely any pain after being trapped in a machine for half an hour that evaporates other ghosts in SECONDS: :3

#edwin is fully able to protect and defend himself and thats one of my favourite things about him #despite being bitchy and ‘feminine’ and very stereotypically unmasculine hes one of the most powerful characters in the show #and its so amazing to see #he doesnt NEED charles to protect him #but he knows its important to charles that he protects him #and if something is important to charles edwin will never try to take it from him #tldr: these ghosts gay as HELL #pun intended #dead boy detectives #dead boy detective netflix #dead boy detective agency #edwin payne #edwin paine #charles rowland #payneland #putting the PAIN in edwin paine #that SHOULD be a tag

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blue-bird1967 · 5 months ago

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The night before the Swan Song

#me when Sam Winchester and the Garden of Gethsemane parallels–#and the angel of the Lord comes from heaven to wipe away his tears and pray with him in a moment of pain and despair #no one understood Sam as Castiel did at that moment #Dean could only guess what awaited him in hell based on his own experience #but Cas knew what awaited Sam when he succeeded. Especially if he succeeds.#sastiel #sastiel fanart #sam winchester #castiel #supernatural #spn #swan song #my art🌟

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 7 months ago

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Burning Rotten Bridges

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #mianmian #nie mingjue #jin guangyao #JGY is nothing but outwardly calm and carrying on his duties as the chair for the meeting #but in that small pause after Nie Mingjue commemorates Mianmian for leaving...you can feel the tension.#Because Nie Mingjue comes from a place of privilege. He's always been in a position where his legitimacy and political standing-#-were never challenged. He didn't have to fight for respect. He was born into this world respected.#For people like Mianmian and JGY who clawed their way up from the bottom...this is a huge deal.#Truth be told I have a lot of things to say about what it means and feels to be in a position where leaving is messy.#There are times where the situation is bad but to leave means that those years of your life will have been for nothing.#That all the other suffering incurred will be fruitless. So you just *keep going*. Because it *has* to be worth it.#Because going back to what you were before is even more terrifying than the hell you are boiling in.#My concrete example for this is post-grad academia.#Because that cohort will have spent over a decade pursuing a goal and leaving means...well...it means throwing away those years.#It means losing (likely nearly all) your connections. It means going into debt you'll never pay off.#It means putting up with some pretty heinous abuse from your supervisor because what are you suppose to do? Leave?#Leaving is for those with the privilege to have options.#And even if you do have options...#Ultimately we would rather love the pain we know than risk the unknown. Hoping it's worth it one day.#With that mindset established; never say JGY should have just left like Mianmian. He couldn't. This was what he dedicated his life to.#He never had the option. Even if it seemed like he did - no he did not. He never conceived this ending ever happening for himself.

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chloesimaginationthings · 6 months ago

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The Schmidt siblings deserved better in FNAF,,,

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf fanart #fnaf movie #garrett schmidt #abby schmidt #mike schmidt #William Afton you gotta spend another 1000 years in omega hell for this #Garrett and Abby would of gotten along #ABBY WOULD OF HAS two big brothers if Garrett was still around #what if I sob and cry #god take all their pain away and give it to William Afton

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sticks-stones-sonic-insanity · 16 days ago

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Every now and again I remember that Sonic Prime being confirmed as canon within the main games' timeline means that whatever the hell these two had going on during that show is also canon.

Because yes, you can play the "Sonic Prime resets by the end so none of the timeline was affected" card, but that doesn't change the teensy, itty bitty little fact that Sonic and Shadow remember everything.

All of this is canon btw

#These two went to hell and back together and only they know how much pain they had to go through to save each other and their home #That's a pretty significant addition to the canon I think.#also they flirted #but fr in my head until Prime gets called out in a game its only canon in my head when i think its funny for it to be. like right now #when i talk about the 'card' being played im talking abt COUGH COUGH IAN FLYNN COUGH COUGH bc i thought it was real funny he mentioned that #lmao #sticks can talk!?#sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonadow #sth #sonic prime #sonadow prime #sonic x shadow #sonic series #shadow the ultimate lifeform #which he called himself a LOT in prime and i love that it made no sense <33 #lol anyways

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starkspi · 1 year ago

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daintydruid · 5 months ago

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"You spend enough time in a dark place, you forget what home looks like. And that doesn't mean the yearning is gone, especially when it finds you again."

#critical role #critical role spoilers #imogen temult #liliana temult #bells hells #criticalrole #cr spoilers #just some ep117 pain because i love imogen and her mama #theyre gonna survive! and go home and go back to taking care of horses! and nothing else will go wrong!#my art

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cedric-k-rossignol · 2 months ago

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#simply one hell of a gene pool #black butler #kuroshitsuji #vincent phantomhive #claudia phantomhive #cloudia phantomhive #undertaker #claudiataker #undertaker x claudia #cloudiataker #undertaker x cloudia #emerald witch #emerald witch arc #5x01 #a meme a day keeps the pain away #text post meme #cedric k. ros #cedric k ros #cedric k. rossignol

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