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butchcharliee · 2 years

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#i feel like there's something wrong with me like #i never know social cues and i talk about myself too much in conversations #and i never mean to do that #i literally have no idea how to get to know the other person without freaking out #and talk about myself bc thats all i know #also i feel like i end up saying weird stuff out of nowhere or i say it in a really weird way #then i make that other person uncomfortable #i have such trouble making friends #i always feel like im performing a facade and like if im being myself #im either boring or really weird #there's literally no in-between #it's been like this my whole life #i try hard to seem normal but im genuinely a weird person #not in a cute quirky way #just weird #could be a cute quirky way #but idk i used to freak people out when I'd be myself when i was young lol #do other people experience this? like is this normal or what ;-;

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incredubious · 3 months

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MODERN AU ACESAN !!!! first impressions with a guy who barely passes the No Shoes No Shirt No Service rule

#acesan #one piece #portgas d ace #sanji #monkey d luffy #comic #ive been meaning to make this comic for like a year Btw. and it got stunted for 6 months cuz I couldn't get past a part that was like #Slightly too ooc for my liking without fuckin up the whole thing even tho its already stupid as is ANYWAY. SOLVED IT OBVIOUSLY so yaaay #i spent so long on it and it still had mistakes. but gues what I Fucking Ball #also initially posting this on twitter was such a headache because the alt text limit is so Small so i was like ok Fuck My Life i guess #anyway. blow s a kiss to the crowd. Enjoy my insanity

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lesbianastrology · 10 months

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I feel so distant from the rest of the world. There's this constant nagging in the back of my mind that just can't deal with the pain of existing.

#It's been like this my whole life #why does it hurt so bad

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linkedin-offficial · 1 month

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me when i get the opportunity to think about speculative biology and non-existent game mechanics in media i like

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#the candle creatures are revamps #i had created the idea for them years ago but i wanted to redo them slightly with new eyes #the “dark variants” of the mantas and birds are variants of them that have adapted for life in wasteland and the forests #and also #i like the idea of candle creatures that live in villages or within communities #that are sort of akin to strays that the whole community takes care of #means alot to me #this isnt everything ive been thinking about #ill make a couple diagrams about the large birds #yknow the ones from rhythm that we see once and never again. yeah.#they exist in my heart #anyway #skycotl #sky cotl #sky children of the light #sky #sky:cotl #sky: cotl #thatskygame #speculative biology #<- i guess?#im having fun ok #im happy to answer questions about my thoughts btw!#might be answered on my main if i cant muster a doodle or something #but i love answering asks #so if ur interested id love to hear thoughts :)

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umblrspectrum · 6 months

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hi heres art so you pay attention to me now go read the tags

#ive been rewatching episode 7 like its the only thing on youtube and made note of many things #first off. the solver can only have one host. nori mentions skyn wants to kill off all the other solver hosts (with the dds) and disregards #the idea of both uzi and doll being its current host when they get chased #plus the main solver possessions only occur when skyn is out of the picture (the fightt in ep 7 is only after n decapitates “tessa”)#solver uzi is possible too but i dont count her cause she doesn't have the yellow #personal theory is that its more an instinctual response to overheating or something and not full on possession #second off nori calls the solver cyn. how does she know that name #cyn was on earth and only showed up to copper 9 recently and i presume nori's been here her whole life #it probably wasn't the other dds cause none of them made it down and they're all more savage beasts #since cyn specifies n's team retained their personalities and that makes me think the other teams didnt #also also we should've immediately questioned tessa arriving in the same type of pod as the mds when they were revealed to not be sent by j #im running out of characters also the people who dont like when i use tags like this can bite me #murder drones #murder drones nori #artori? that sounds cool #ill probably just stick with nori though #i have so many solver heart refs now #art #episode 7 #murder drones episode 7 #murder drones episode 7 spoilers #using the same black for shadows as my lineart doesn't work when i have to draw thin things over it #murder drones spoilers

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stuckinapril · 8 months

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megan thee stallion is the perfect example of unbothered energy. nicki has repeatedly vagueposted about her, gone on unhinged rants about her, gone so far as to mention her dead mother (such a classless low blow), threatened her on live, and has now released the tackiest diss track in history. and what has megan done? literally nothing. she straight up ignored her, aside from that one ig story where she posted herself laughing (which was perfect btw). she is the epitome of “i will not dignify that w a response.” i love it.

#btw i was rly into megan before it became trendy now in light of her dropping hiss / the nicki debacle #nicki’s latest music has been ass anyway but it’s sad to see her behaving like this to newer rap girls #the parasocial hate is literally so intense / insane like i can’t imagine hating someone enough to be persistently harassing them like this #nicki’s a celeb so you’d think she’d know a thing or two about how dangerous it is to pit her fans on somebody else like this #unless this is all just a bid to stay relevant which i would not be surprised ab but nicki seems PRESSED.#i guess if i released something like pink friday 2 id also be feeling threatened by a new rap girl w the bars megan has #i just want her to leave my homegirl megan alone. good on megan for ignoring and living her best life. the energy i wanna emulate #i’m not usually one to play into the whole pit women against other women thing but nicki’s recent actions are so inappropriate. wild #btw megan majored in health administration in uni?? which is a major factor as to why i’m obsessed w her. anyway #text

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dreamaruu · 4 months

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Hello RvBGTBQ+ community

#i was possessed by my 2010 hyperfixation #rvb #red vs blue #oh god now all the tags let me mention this HC tho that Sarge has BLUE EYES but he wheres contacts but also it would make his color scheme #red white and blue 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸 after he comes around to the blues I think he would embrace em #dexter grif #dick simmons #grimmons #sarge #leonard church #lavernius tucker #caboose #DOC #franklin delano donut #I just felt like sketching face HCs since this is like everything middle school me strived for in life #I KNOW THIS SEEMS OUT OF THE BLUE CAUSE IM LIKE A DR ARTIST NOW BUT IM HAVING A MOMENT REVISTING MY OLD FANDOMS IM HAVING FUN #also RVB fans lmk what you think about the HCs I have been going through all the tags recently AHHHH I LOVE TO SEE ANYONES INTERPRETATIONS #*adding a note too that my Tucker here is post sword/junior !#he totally just had dark hair and brown eyes but the whole ordeal mutated his dna a bit so now his wounds and eyes glow #I will absolutely draw him again I adore tucker JFJFHFHFHFH

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anewp0tat0 · 1 year

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Happy Fathers Day, I'm finally on time for something!!! I don't have that much flavor this time though folks. just sweetness. that's it. hope that's cool, never too bad.

if you think this is anything but platonic then no, plz. away

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gayvampyr · 2 years

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i hate trying to figure out how to treat my long hair cuz all the results are like this

#meme #i guess #tag for tagging sake #5k #10k #damn i thought this was gonna get like 200 notes max #i’ve had long hair my whole life and i have never been able to figure out how to take care of it

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sass-squat · 8 months

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I recently saw a post on here saying something about Legend in Howl’s Moving Castle and it made me realize how my favorite boys already fit both blonde and black haired Howl so I knew what I had to do 🫡

#my art #linked universe #legend of zelda #loz #linkeduniverse #loz link #lu legend #lu ravio #ravioli #loz ravio #howls moving castle #howl pendragon #kinda #if anyone knows the original poster of the whole legend in howls moving castle thing pls let me know #I’ve literally dedicated the last 10.5 hours of my life working on this thing they inspired me to do #and sorry I’ve been gone for like *checks watch* 8 months yall let me know if there’s anyone or anything you’d like me to draw 🤗

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hollytree33 · 3 months

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“Not much farther now.”

Wanted to try my hand at a mock screenshot study of Shivana! This is of the night before she reached the Temple of Sacred Ashes, before a much longer journey begins (she did not dress for the weather)

#might make a little series of these as I feel like working on them #yes she did lug that hart all the way from the free marches to the conclave #they are inseparable your honor #if anything he lugged her #been thinking a lot about her leaving for the first time since she became a part of clan Lavellan #how it was the first time she was really alone her whole life #and how she’s never going back home again but she doesn’t know that yet #anyway!#my art #shivana lavellan #dragon age #dai #dragon age inquisition #dragon age fanart #lavellan #I love harts because they have little bunny rabbit noses #you could say #it endeers me to them #I’ll see myself out

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077891st · 6 months

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trying to remember how to draw again 🐠

#my art #geminitay #sketch #mcyt #hermitcraft #mcytblr #art #hermitblr #mcyt fanart #geminitay fanart #hermitcraft s10 #hc s10 #hermitcraft fanart #i've never drawn a fish in my life can you tell #my mom switched us to an ISP that works really well in the rurals but we dont live in the rurals so the speed is hilariously poor.#I'm reliving 2011 against my will. it took 3 hours to download all 20 of the stardew mods i use. i watch youtube videos in 140p.#it takes 5 minutes to send an email. like. from pressing send to the mail being sent.#autosaving this post failed!!! i didnt know that was something that could happen #customer support has been unhelpful. this whole thing feels like an elaborate april fools joke. im not upset btw it IS funny

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c-rowlesdraws · 2 years

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“But, right now... I have this.”

Tali and Shepard catch the sunset on Rannoch. 🌅

#mass effect #tali'zorah vas normandy #mass effect tali #commander shepard #mass effect fanart #my art #this is a special moment for tali #not only is she standing on her long-lost homeworld but she's feeling unfiltered sunlight for the first time in her whole life #go gurl get that vitamin D #this is my personal redesign of her face because i like the more alien-looking concept of her #*concept art of her #and the canon in-game photo of her was a big letdown #those of u who have been with me since I discovered mass effect in 2021 know this

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tangledinink · 7 months

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did y'all think i'd make @tmntaucompetition propaganda for the gemini that wasn't super extra...?

#theyre having a PHOTOSHOOT <3 #i made this a WHILE ago and have been hanging onto it #and ive been watching the whole speakeasy thing blow up kinda like. damn and no one even knows the origins what a heavy burden i bear smh #my life is SOOOO difficult--#tmnt au competition #propaganda #rottmnt #rottmnt au #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt donatello #rottmnt disaster twins #rottmnt leo #rise donnie #rise donatello #rise disaster twins #rise leo #rottmnt fanart

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navree · 2 months

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genuinely would love for some of the "both parties are the same" people to name me a single election in the entirety of the twenty first century where the outcome for the country wouldn't have been better if a democrat had won

#personal #like come on we all know shit would have been amazingly better if the supreme court hadn't couped al gore #kerry would have also been infinitely better than bush too #i'm very glad we got two years of obama rather than a mccain presidency or a romney presidency #and honestly if you think hillary would have been worse than trump or that biden has been worse than trump #or that kamala will somehow be worse than trump 2.0 as he attempts to install himself as fascist dictator for life #you're not a serious person and shouldn't be allowed outside without an adult and also should probably get smacked in the head #with a cast iron pan #every american presidential election for my entire life has very obviously been 'the democrat is infinitely better than the republican'#and has only gotten moreso as i've grown up #hell every election in general is still showing that dems are better than republicans #democrats control the house? they get stuff down #republicans control the house? they go to recess early and are legit gearing up to shut down the government in october #(of an ELECTION YEAR god please let republicans singlehandedly shut down the government a month before election day)#(as a republican tries to take back the white house please god it would be so fucking funny to watch them deal with that)#but like yeah literally vote blue no matter who because i've been alive for twenty five whole years #and in those twenty five years never once has the republican been remotely the better option or even the 'lesser of two evils' option

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ainosgarden · 1 year

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were you his boy? were you his number one boy?

#succession #kendall roy #logan roy #fanart #losing my kenstew privileges from #drawing logan roy after a kenstew episode #but i have feelings about this that needed processing #when you love an absence so sanctified and gigantified #you hold a sheet of paper like a relic #and study the angle of an ink line #was it real #was any of it real #do you feel validated by a ghost ken #i'm sure you do since you've been trying to do that your whole life #my #and now i can finally go watch barry

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