#Jealous!JJ

[babygorewhore]

You belong to me

Jealous JJ thot-requested by @xxbutdaddyilovehimxx and help from @drewstarkeyslut

Warnings! Blow job! Degrading! Dom! JJ! unprotected sex!

“You think some Kook little bitch can fuck you like I can?” JJ’s growl sounded in your ears as he threw you against the wall, his hand latched around your throat as he shoved his hand in your underwear.

“Huh? You wet for Topper? Or is it me?” He hissed and leaned into your ear.

You panted and tried to claw at his shirt but he shoved you to your knees.

JJ gestured to his pants, “you see this? You’re gonna show me exactly what you were gonna do with that Kook, princess.” He wrapped your hair in a ponytail as you tore his shorts and boxers down, he shoved his cock into your mouth without any warning.

Your head moved to the wall, as your lips and tongue sucked him like a lollipop. Spit fell out of the corners of your mouth as he thrusted into your mouth, “you. Belong. To. Me.” He moaned and commanded.

You tried to make a sound of an agreement as your hands moved to massage the top of his dick but he pulled you off and you cleared your throat of the precum as he shoved you to all fours.

“You wanna act like a brat then I’m gonna put you in your place like one, you little slut.” He yanked your panties off, your other clothing discarded on the sand as he spat on your pussy, slid his dick along your clit before he shoved into you.

You almost screamed at the fullness that spread you out as he grabbed onto your waist and slapped your ass as he thrusted harder, deeper and your face was pushed down. He fucked you like an animal.

“What did I say? Huh? What did I tell you? Say it.”

“I-I belong to you.” You managed as he circled his fingers on your clit, causing you to almost curl inward but he wasn’t going to lose control as he grabbed your hair and pulled your head up.

“What was that?”

“I belong to you.”

“One more time.” Another slap came, this time to your cheek and tears fell from your eyes as you still tasted him from earlier and you felt your orgasm coming.

“I belong to you.” JJ snarled and tugged your hair harder.

“Can he fuck you like I can?”

“No!”

“Good fucking girl. Now you’re not gonna fucking forget it.” He spilled into you, and you weren’t far behind as both of your cum leaked from your pussy.

You trembled as he stayed, gearing up to continue fucking you.

“You think I’m done, princess? No. You’re gonna take your punishment until you don’t even know his god damn name.”

[princessmaybank]

Could I request a jealous JJ smut? Like you and the pogues went on a road trip, seeing the states and stuff. You were jjs girlfriend but today, you had been particularly close to Pope, like you guys had been attached to the hip. Doing things together, laughing at everything, taking pictures, etc and it was driving JJ crazy. You and Pope had always been close, even before u started dating JJ. You were just having fun with your best friend, but JJ wasn't having it. 😋?

Yes! I will link it here! I'm so sorry this took a month or so! I've had writers block with this fic, but it's finally here and I hope you enjoy!

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[rafesfavgirl]

the palm of your freezing hand — r. cameron

part 1. part 2. this could technically be part 2 or 3, depending on how much of this little series you've read (or if you’re not into reading smut). either way, thank you for coming along for the ride. i hope you like it :)

❝ oh, goddamn my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand ❞

pairing: friend!rafe x pogue!reader

context: it's been three weeks since you found out jj cheated on you, and a week since you hooked up with rafe.

words: 1.4k+

warnings: fwb situationship, mean!jj (just for the sake of the story, we all know he’s BABY), bitchy!kie (again, just for the story—i adore her), jealous!jj, slut shaming, a little bit of angst, a little bit of blood and violence, fluff. rafe being a menace too, lowkey

you sat on a log at a party in the boneyard—one that you let john b and pope convince you to go to (you felt bad for icing them out for almost three weeks now when they weren't the ones who screwed you over)—staring out towards the ocean in a red bikini top and a pair of jean shorts, sipping on some beer that john b had brought over to you in a red cup.

he was now occupied talking to some blonde touron, sitting up in a tree, while pope talked to some other girl by the keg, and jj and kie chilled with a few other pogues, his arm slung around her shoulder.

so much for claiming to love you—he was just on his knees begging you to forgive him last week. and now, he was here with your best friend—former best friend, anyway. the two of them really had no shame.

pulling your phone out of your pocket, you begin to text rafe.

you: please tell me you're on your way.

rafe: miss me already?

you roll your eyes at his response. last weekend, after your break up with jj, you made the somewhat idiotic decision to hook up with rafe at a kook party on figure eight. you're still not exactly sure how it happened, but the sex was good, so you've kinda formed a sort of friendship with him in a way—with benefits, of course.

the three dots appear again, signaling that he was typing something else, and you wait for the message to come through.

rafe: turn around.

you furrow your brow at the text, but do as you're told and turn around, only to find a smiling rafe standing over you—dressed in a ralph lauren, short-sleeve, white collared shirt and a pair of khaki shorts.

"hey pretty girl," he greets you as you stand.

little did you know, jj was watching from afar, his eyes focused on the way you throw your arms around rafe's neck in a hug, while his hands trailed around your waist to press your body against him.

"what the fuck?" jj mutters beside kie, who snaps her head towards him.

"what's up?" she asked.

"what is he doing here?" jj felt heat rise in his chest, his eyes narrowing at you and rafe.

kie furrowed her brows at him in confusion before following his line of sight to you and rafe a good distance away, you playfully pushing against his chest with a giggle.

"shit," kie says. "i didn't see that coming."

"yeah that makes two of us," jj slams his empty cup down on the ground and stands up without another word, beelining straight for you and rafe.

"so this is why you wanted to break up," you hear jj's familiar voice fill your ears, but it wasn't sweet and sarcastic as usual—it was bitter.

you shift your eyes towards him, causing rafe to turn too, to see what or who had just pulled your attention from him.

"excuse me?" you asked.

"rafe cameron, y/n?" he snarled. "seriously? i thought you knew better than that."

"clearly i don't, considering i trusted you," you spat, causing a scowl to fall over his sharp features. "and by the way, we didn't break up because i wanted to be with rafe. we broke up because you cheated on me."

that makes rafe snap his head towards you—he knew that your relationship didn’t end on good terms, but you never really told him why. "he cheated on you?" 

"with kiara."

a scoff mixed with a snicker leaves rafe's mouth as he looks at jj. "you're an even bigger idiot than i thought."

"look, shut the fuck up, man, a'ight?" jj motions a hand at him. "this isn't about you. this is about you." he turns to you again. "you're really slutting yourself up for this asshole?"

"better than slutting myself up for a cheater," you retort. "and in case you haven't noticed jj, we're broken up. what's it to you if i'm hooking up with someone else?"

"and she is, by the way," rafe throws jj a wink and smirk. "you really fucked up. i mean, really fucked up. the way she feels bro? i don’t know how you coul—"

"shut up, man," jj was getting riled up now, a hand coming up to push rafe back, a deep chuckle falling from rafe's lips as he used both his hands to push jj back.

that's enough to push your ex-boyfriend to the edge as he comes at rafe, causing him to trip over a skinny log as both of them tumble onto the sand. the noise from the tussling only pulls attention from everyone else, john b and pope immediately running over to break the two hot-headed blonds apart.

you really had a type, huh?

"what did you do?" kie comes up beside you, along with a few pogues, kooks, and tourons—who had now formed a makeshift half-circle around the scene.

you look at her, more pissed off at her accusation than rafe and jj fighting. "what makes you think i did anything?"

"you usually always do," she says.

you cross your arms and scoff. "you're one to talk."

"and what's that suppose to mean?"

"it means you were supposed to be my best friend, kiara," you tell her. “and not only did you screw our friendship over, but you did it by fucking my boyfriend. no wonder sarah cameron dropped your ass.”

she purses her lips at you, upset by your mentioning of sarah’s name. “don’t act as if this is just all on me,” she argued. “you were the one who weaseled your way in, and stole him from me.”

“stole him?” you asked, taken aback. she was the one who set you up with him in the first place. “you’ve clearly reached different levels of delusional.”

“you think i'm delusional?" she spat, crossing her arms. "you're hooking up with rafe cameron. do you really think you'll get him to fall for a pogue like you?"

before you could even answer, rafe separates the two of you, bumping into you both as jj pushes him back, and you reach out to steady him.

"you think i'm scared of you, man?" jj shouts at him, john b holding him back.

rafe chuckles and wipes at the little bit of blood beside his now busted lip with his thumb. "i think you should be."

"get your fucking boyfriend, y/n!" jj yells, his eyes shifting from rafe to you.

"you got it," you nod at him with a smile, just to piss him off more—rafe wasn't your boyfriend, but he didn't have to know that. "you wanna get out of here?" you tilt your head up at rafe, who turns his head towards you and smiles. 

"lead the way, doll."

you do as he says, giving kie a small smirk as you walk past her and the makeshift crowd that had formed, everyone's eyes on the two of you.

"so… your boyfriend, huh?" rafe swings an arm around you and squeezes you to his side.

"chill, cameron," you laugh, pushing him away from you playfully. "i only said that to piss him off."

"so i'm just a toy to you then, is that what this is?" he asked, a small smile pulling at the corner of his lips as you both stop by his truck.

"that depends…" you trail off and turn to face him, your back resting against the passenger door of his truck. "am i just a toy to you?"

"i'm not sure yet," he shrugs, honestly. "i wouldn't have just taken a bloody lip and sand stains on my polo for anyone though."

you giggle and bring your thumb up to swipe at the beige-colored stain on his white shirt. "yeah, sorry 'bout that."

"no worries," he shakes his head, his eyes locking with yours. "i can think of one or two ways you could make it up to me."

"oh, is that so?" you kink a brow at him. "because i can tell you right now i don't have a hundred dollars to spare for a brand new ralph lauren polo shirt."

he leans a hand against his truck, beside your head, and closes the distance between you. "and who said that's what i wanted?"

you tilt your head to the side, an amused smile on your face. "then what did you have in mind?"

"let me take you out on date," he says. "a real one."

part 4.

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[jjmaybankswifeyx]

don’t play with me princess

zach justice x fem!reader

warnings • smutty smut smut, zach : daddy, kissing, use of yn, pet names, oral sex, flirting, angst, jealous zach, swearing , 18+

summary: you went on dropouts after being friends for years and him begging you for ages to come the podcast , you finally give in and things kick off.

*zach has his own place in this*

you were messaging zach all last night about the podcast, what time to come etc he was being so sweet telling you he’s gunna be with you the whole time but knowing zach he will probably bully you for it tomorrow on the podcast “i’ll be fine” you mumbled before dozing off to sleep.

you wake up at 11:06 to zach phoning you making sure your awake as you always sleep in, unfortunately you had just woke up and had an hour to get ready and leave as you had to be there for 12:30 and it takes 20 minutes to get there “yea you just woke me up” you say rolling out of bed “good can’t have my star guest not come” he says, you hang up the phone starting to get ready doing a natural look as you didn’t have time nor effort to do a glam look, once you finished your makeup you chose your outfit then left.

you got there about 5 minutes before the pod started saying hi to everyone “omg yn” alyssa shouts across the room running towards you engulfing you in a big hug “alyssa ahh i missed you so much” you say with a massive smile “alright alyssa she’s mine calm down” zach says appearing around the corner with a smug little smirk on his face “oh shut up zach” turning around to face alyssa again and walking into the studio.

“hello welcome or welcome back to dropouts today we have an extra special guest, my girlfriend yn y/l/n” looking at u in shock “oh you wish” looking at the mic “i do i really do, so yn” your quick to answer as your nervous as what hes gunna say “yes zach” already dreading the question “how have you been” relieved with this you start to smile “yea it’s been great honestly i’ve started my own clothing line and makeup and it’s going great!” smiling knowing how far you’ve come “wow that’s great! any boys recently ?” jared says adding to the convo “oh jared you know” you say winking at him before you both start bursting into laughter, you look over at zach and he looks like he’s burning a hole into your brain, he looks mad ? you chime in “no guys i’m jk don’t clip that” you say with a nervous laugh zach still does not look impressed until he spits out “oh yn you wouldn’t even kiss jared on the cheek never mind do the devils tango with him” smirking you reply “oh and how would you know that” he stares at you for a second “okay guys if your not subscribed to the patreon you get a 7 day free trial, you get extra bits from these podcasts also you get them earlier plus extra videos like the drunk episodes when we get me and some other people drunk and try spill some secrets” you just look at him unimpressed as he carries on.

by now your on the subject of sex and relationships jared talking about this girl he is going out with tonight and how he would love to have something with her as theyd been speaking for months “yea jared i think you just gotta go for it, no woman wants a man who takes their time, and they don’t want to beg for it either ” you say giving him a woman’s perspective “oh yn you were begging for it last night” zach says smirking earning an oh and oh shit from jared and alyssa you just completely gobsmacked on what this man just said to you “oh please like i would go to you for that your probably not even as good as you make out zach, actually alyssa can you relate to this a man always says he knows what he’s doing yet he can’t get it in the right hole” jared and alyssa start laughing hesring a very quiet yes from alyssa as zach says “oh trust me i know what i’m doing” you didn’t look impressed “hm ye still don’t believe it sorry zach” he’d had enough at this point he wanted to throw you over his shoulder, take you upstairs and prove it while you were screaming out his name “don’t play with me princess”, jared just gasped and alyssa just started laughing you however just turned over and said “of course i’m gunna mess with you other wise your gunna wind me up so” looking over at him letting your eyes drop for a mere second you saw him readjusting himself seeing a massive bulge in his pants looking up with him smirking at you.

alyssa and jared start having a conversation about something i’m not sure what i was zoned out thinking about what zach said and his bulge until you were pulled out by zach coming closer to you wanting to whisper something “i’m gunna fuck you so hard after this your not gunna be able to even speak and say i didn’t know what u was doing, you understand me gorgeous?” you nod while backing away just smiling jared and alyssa obviously caught on “um guys what you saying over there” knowing you were caught until zach chimes in “oh i was just asking yn about something i heard about her clothing line and it’s true but not able to say sorry. it’s a secret” you sigh knowing zach just saved your ass and his.

after 1 hour of you and zachs glances you started you flirt with jared to get a reaction out of zach, must say he contained himself pretty well until the pod finished you said your goodbyes to jared and alyssa claiming you were gunna hang out with zach for a while as you haven’t seen eachother in months they believed it obviously as it is true you did miss him but you needed him now, as soon as they walked out that door you said “so you gunna prove it to me or what?” walking over to him looking up batting your eye lashes without a word he smashes his lips into yours quietly letting out little moans and gasps as he picks you up taking you to his room he throws you on the bed hovering over you “hm you look so good today” moaning while he’s kissing your neck “you too baby, wanted to have my way with you since i first met you” you moan against his touch not knowing this as you thought you guys were just friends with the occasional flirt “take your clothes off princess wanna see you” he says throwing his shirt some where across the room, after hearing those words you have never done something quicker you were lying there naked while zack still had his jeans on he slowly started kissing down your stomach reaching down to your bare dripping pussy “this wet already baby? hm someone’s needy” saying with a grin before you could answer he dived into your pussy sucking your clit making you scream out in pleasure “hm zach more baby please” he starts to pump his fingers in and out of you sucking and licking your clit, you could hear his tiny little moans and the vibrations coming off, “could jared eat your pretty pussy like this baby?” he says hint of jealousy in his voice you shake your head unable to focus “words princess” he says picking up his pace “no! daddy you do it better than anybody” you say about to come until he stops what he’s doing and looks up at you “what did you just call me?” you now are very embarrassed yet the words come out you couldn’t stop it “d-daddy” he smiles looking at you “fuck princess i cannot do this i need to be in you” you sigh then spreading your legs for him as he unbuckles his belt letting the cold air hit your core “fuck gorgeous such a good girl for daddy” he says slipping into you, he’s massive so much bigger than you thought “fuck daddy your huge” that just gives him a boost and he starts picking up the pace, “oh baby you don’t how long i’ve wanted to do this” he says moaning in your ear “me too daddy needed your cock for so long hmm” screaming without a care who heard you “your mine princess” you moan at the words nesrly making you cum alone “all yours daddy” you say trying to fight for breathe “what princess didn’t quite hear you?” ramming into harder and deeper “i’m yours daddy all yours!!” shouting even louder before he utters “good girl” as his thrusts get sloppy “where do you want me beautiful” without even thinking you say “in me daddy i’m on the pill” he does a couple more thrusts before you both are cumming the hardest you ever have, nobody has ever made you feel this way and you loved it, he pulls out of you now all cocky “that prove it to you huh” saying all confident “wasn’t even that good” you say smirking “hm i wish i could believe that but your moans and words say different gorgeous” he says before getting something to clean you both up.

as you were laying there he says “i meant it you know” you look up at him confused “your mine now, not letting you go” you just kiss him as you fall asleep tangled up together.

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hope you guys like this, i am currently on the ganja writing this so i apologise if there’s any mistakes or anything❤️❤️

[rafescurtainbangz]

Blurb.

Being JJ's ex and Rafe's ex. Both relationships ended on account of them. Now, you're at a party and they're both there, and shit's getting wild.

Posturing. So much posturing.

Both of them do whatever it takes to get your attention and win you back. They're texting you feverishly, flirting relentlessly, touchy-feely, begging, apologizing, and promising to change all the while keeping a close eye on each other.

You'll brush them off and dance with another guy while they're just stewing in their own jealousy. They'll sip their beer as they watch you roll and grind your body. The two of them can't help but get emotional, catching how you move in your little dress; remembering what it was like to have you in their arms like that.

They'll be a slight panic over the thought of you going home with him instead.

Your hips, your ass, your waist; this guys hands will be everywhere, skimming along your curves until one of them has a fucking meltdown. They'll storm to the middle of the dance floor, prompting the other to do the same. Who knows, this might be the grand gesture you're looking for after all.

They'll push the guy off and start bickering back and forth about how they're better for you, and that you don't deserve the shit the other put you through; not totally dismissing their own wrongs, "But at least ! didn't do that" will be thrown out more times than you can count. It'll even get physical, pushing and shoving; until they look your way and you're just gone.

The fight'll fizzle out fast, leaving both of them wandering about the party like lost puppies, wondering where their girl went. They'll run into each other one last time, a wordless conversation shared between the two; "you're looking for her too. Aren't you, bitch?'

The stakes will get higher. Their new missions, who can find you first.

Now you have a decision to make, JJ Maybank or Rafe Cameron? Both? I mean they owe you. Right?

[madebyrolo]

Holding me and holding back

⚘.

Pt.1 Rafe Cameron x pouge reader

Read pt.2 here!

she/her

Summary: summer fling with Rafe. Your typical kook vs pouge war but what if instead of gold it was love?

Obx masterlist

─── ʚɞ ⋅ ᯓᡣ𐭩 ⋅ ୨୧ ───

Walking through town with jj and Kiara. She's shopping while you and jj tag along, she has midsummer coming up, and even though she thinks it's just fascist bullshit she can't help but love dress shopping, she's just a girl.

You guys are in the 3rd store this afternoon, dress after dress Kiara still can't find the perfect one.

“How about this one?” jj said picking out a random dress from the rack.

“Jj you and I both know that's ugly.” Kiara said with a disappointed look.

“Ugh! I can't seem to find one decent enough dress. I'm gonna lose it.” Kiara said as she swiped through hanger after hanger.

“Why do you need a new dress you have plenty,” you asked walking around looking for a dress

“Because my mom said so, I can't keep wearing the same ones over and over ‘it looks wrong’ and I quote.” Kiara answers.

“And by that she means it looks poor.” you finish for her grabbing a dress from the rack and inspecting it before adding it to your pile.

“I don't blame you but we've been through so many stores and you still can't seem to find one dress.” you throw your head back still looking for a dress.

“Kie why do you even care about this dress, you'll wear it for like not even a few hours anyways.” jj said giving up and sitting on the couch taking his cap off.

“If I have to wear it, it's gonna be perfect.” Kiara said smacking her lips.

“Prech it girl.” you said from across the room.

Finally after 11 racks and 2 stacks of dresses, kie is finally in the dressing room.

“Heres this one, it's only better than the rest.” she said coming out from the curtains with a blue sequin dress.

“I mean it's cute-”

“For prom” jayj finishes your sentence.

“Yeah it seems much for midsummers” you say tilting your head.

“Ugh that's what I thought but I wasn't sure, the rest are as bad!” Kie groans looking at herself in the mirror.

“There's like 2 satin dresses I picked out, try one of those. Girls usually wear simple dresses.” you say laying back on the couch.

“Theres a light blue and purple, which one are we thinking?” she yells out.

“Lights blue” jj said with his face covered by hat.

“Mmm purple if you wear blue you're practiially matching with Rafe” you say looking at the celling unbothered

Until you hear the words Rafe come out your mouth.

“What do you mean matching with him? How do you know what he's going to wear?” Kiara asked popping her head out the curtain confused.

“And you've never been to midsummer too how do you know what they wear?” jj suspiciously asked.

Your eyes widen before you look at your friend on the couch trying not to become flustered before opening your mouth to lie the best you ever could.

“Uh cause kies mom always post a family pic on Facebook and I stalk for fun when Im bored. I see some girls in the background..” you come up with, its true the stalking part so did you technically lie?

“Oh yeah you do I remember when you accidently liked John bs old post” jj laughed at himself.

“You were so petrified even though you were literally sitting in the chateau with him across the room.” jj pushes you in the side.

“Even though he's our friend it's embarrassing when someone finds out you stalk them!” you defending yourself.

“What did you mean by the Rafe thing tho” jayj asked.

“Its blue, Rafe 100% is gonna wear it cause ‘it matches his eyes’ " you said the last part dramatic

“Yeah he is a self observed prick” kie said shutting the curtain continuing to try on dresses.

You sit back in relief, letting out a deep breath after almost getting caught by your friends.

The only reason you knew what he was wearing is because you were there. You helped him pick it out and when he was having it tailored in the living room of tannyhill.

*ੈ𑁍༘⋆

—flashback—

You and Rafe were riding on a ferry on the way to the mainland. You were wearing a sundress with him in a matching polo shirt and khakis, both in ray bans he'd bought you.

He said his arm wrapped around your shoulder as he talked to you about the times he's snuck out and come to the mainland with him and his boys, with fake IDs and college parties they wessled their way in.

“Yeah and then Kelce was hooking up with a girl and then the cops came and we had to run! He got so pissed and yelled out cock blocking pigs!” he said chucking too himself.

You giggling finding the story funny but couldn't help but feel bad as you felt the buzzing of your phone that were obviously texts from your friends you canceled on.

“Whos texing you?” Rafe asked

“Just my friends” you say adjusting in the seat and grabbing your phone from your purse. Seeing notifications of the group chat of the pouches.

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⌞ Pope hitting the Dougie. ⌝

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What does the j stand for: Y/n don't you think we should at least have some kid balloons? Like dinosaurs or shit like that??

Kiki do you love me : its a highschool party.

What does the j stand for: and my birthday.

Hope 🥺: I don't see the problem with silly balloons 😲

Johnathan : I would go for the balloons but its a no for me cause the one jj wants is practically half a case of a beer 🤑

What does the j stand for: just say you don’t love me 🥲

You: I’m on the mainland I’ll buy some for your here. Their cheaper here anyways.

What does the j stand for: AYEE 😘

You: Hate you jay ☺️

What does the j stand for: y/n to save the day once again.

Kiki do you love me: favoritism 🙄

Hope 🥺: he’s just the birthday boy

Johnathan: he's just a girl.

💬

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“Youre gone for a day and their loosing their minds” He says with a smirk hugging you tighter

“Yeah they were planning Jj's birthday party today too. I told them to let me know if there's anything I can do while I'm gone but they said not to worry about it but as you can tell I think they're worrying.” you chuckled to yourself playing with your fingers.

“Jayjs party?” he scoffed “and I didn't get an invite?”

“Its at John bs place and besides even if you did get an invite you wouldn't even go. Thought you couldn't stand pouges” you looked at him

“And yet here we are..” he said before going in for a slow and passionate kiss.

The kiss was sweet. It tasted like mint gum and candy that you both shared. You couldn't lie to yourself, you loved these sweet moments with Rafe but you had to keep reminding you self that none of this was real. None of it was real.

Well it couldn't be anyways.

—end of flashback—

After kie finally picked the dress which was the purple satin one, you guys finally hit up a restaurant for lunch.

You guys sat in a booth and were handed menus by the waiter.

“Should we just get a pizza and split?” you offered

“Sure but we gotta get fries too” jj said looking through the menu.

After a couple of minutes getting your drinks and waiting for the food you guys were talking and jj hogging the fires.

Jj was smiling until the bell jingled and someone came in. He looked up and pure hatred took over his face.

“And look what the draft brought in.” he said throwing his fry in the basket.

You all looked up to see the one and only Rafe walk in. Wearing the Ray bans and his stupid (yet cute) button-up. He looked around and spotted jj, squinting his eyes and then placing a fake smile before coming up.

You groaned and slid down into your seat knowing what was about to come up.

“Ugh what does he want.” kie said giving dirty looks.

“Well well well, didn't know they served anchovie pizza here?” he said with his famous smirk, gabbing a chair and pulling it up.

“What do you want Rafe.” kie spat out

“Well I came for pizza cause its a pizza place..” he said smiling “didn't know pouges would be on my side of the island.” he said with any sign of fake happiness gone.

Him and Kie locked eyes practically having a staring contest.

You spoke up to hopefully ease the tension.

“Rafe I think your pizza is ready.” you said moving your eyes to the pizza sitting on the counter.

His eyes moved to you completely softening, but still had the hate look on his face. Complete whiplash it gave you.

“Didnt see you there princess.” he said looking you up and down.

“Okay you can go now.” jj shewed Rafe away.

“Don't want your pizza getting cold.” kie said.

You rolled your eyes, the typical kook vs pouge shit Rafe pulls. Rafe eyes linger on jj, then kie giving them looks that could kill. Soon he gets uo pushing the chair back, he goes up pays for the pizza. As he waits for the cashier to arrive he turns back around staring at your table.

“God he's so insufferable.” Kie says as the pizza arrives and you all start to dig in.

“Oh you got some sauce on your face princess” jayj says as he wipe the sauce off with his thumb.

Rafe watches jj as he licks his thumb and gets the smallest bit of sauce on your face

Didn't even need a napkin, could've just swiped it off yourself Rafe thinks to himself.

Soon the cashier arrives and handles the transaction. Finishing up Rafe huff out the store with the pizza. he gets to his car slamming the door and handing the pizza to Sarah who was in the passenger seat.

“Jeez what's your problem” she looks at her brother with a judgmental look.

“Those damn pouges.” Rafe talked through trough his teeth staring the truck.

“Let me guess, jj was sitting inside enojing a slice of pizza and minding his own business.” Sarah said smacking her lips.

“And Kiara.” he said looking at staah knowing the name would cause some spark.

“God that bitch.” Now the girl matching his energy.

“Hmm her cars right there…” Rafe said pointing to her blue nissan.

“Toolbox is in the back,” Sarah mentioned slyly.

Back in the restaurant the group of kids were eating and laughing when y/n got a notification. She picked up her phone looking at the Lock Screen.

Apple Pay Rafe 🕶️ sent $150: Get an Uber.

Y/n sighed in her spot, obviously her mood being ruined when another notification came.

Apple Pay Rafe 🕶️ sent $100: More Napkins wouldn’t hurt.

Y/n shocked her head and put her phone back down shaking the thoughts away as she focused on jayj talking about night surfing later.

After an hour you guys finally finshed, you took the bill because with the $250 you now had should be going to the dinner Rafe ruined. Or was about too.

As you all walk out towards the parking lot, you see Kiara’s care with all 4 tires popped.

“That fucking asshole!” Kid said running up to her car looking at the damage he caused.

“Kooks always win.” jj said taking his hat and ruffling his hair

“What the fuck am I gonna tell my parents ?” Yk said bending down and checking her tires.

so that was the Uber was for.

30 minutes later a tow truck and Kiara’s parents are surround the mechanic dude talking about prices and damage as you guys sit on concrete side walk.

“Can’t believe Rafe would actually do this. What would even prevoke him to do damage this bad?” Kie said with her head in her hands feeling completely defeated.

“It’s Rafe, not like he needs any reason to terrorize us. We were just eating pizza man.” jj said laying against the brick wall of the restaurant.

“You guys wanna Uber out of here? I’ll pay.” You offered feeling bad. It felt like your fault.

“No I have to go home, my parents are absolutely are gonna flip out on me.” Kie said closing her eyes whining.

“Jay?” You asked

“Where do you have the money for an Uber?” Jj asked.

“Extra shifts I guess, do you want a ride or not?” You ask one last time.

“Yeah yeah I’ll go with you.” he agreed.

Soon enough you’re in the Uber, you and jj are in the back seat. He’s looking out the window as you text your parents jj was coming over. As you sent the text you grab your sunglasses in your bag and putting them on to block out the sun for a quick nap.

“So where are you getting all this extra cash?” Jj asked suspiciously.

“I work and save up jay. Saving up means I don’t spend my whole paycheck at the smoke shop.” You lied.

“Those are raybans. I thought you said you didn’t like wasting your money on materialistic stuff” he asked pointing to the glasses.

“They were on sale, and besides I can't own at least one nice thing jj?” you say avoiding eye contact.

“You picked up the whole check and now the uber-”

“Jj enough! I don't feel like being integrating by my own best friend. I work okay? I save up and am able to have these extra things.” you scoffed

“Okay okay chill out..” jayj let go of the topic.

Soon the 20-minute ride to the opposite side of the island's finally came to an end. You and jj got out with him follow you into your house and straight to your room.

“Are you staying the night?” you asked putting your purse and shoes to the side.

“Mhm probably not, I gotta work at the dock early in the morning.” he said grabbing his secret stash of weed and joint paper behide the picture of you and the pouges.

“Your welcome to join me?” he said opening your window and beging to roll a joint.

“No thanks jay” you say crashing down on your bed and opening up insta.

As you scroll through stories you end up on Rafes with him at the country club playing golf with his friends in the morning, then a few drinks, then him and Sarah with a screw driver with fake smiles caption with “🐟🛞”

Confirmed.

As soon as you get off a insta you get a text.

──────────────────────

Rafe 🕶️

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Rafe 🕶️: just saw you viewed my stories

You: stalker

Rafe 🕶️: Whatever, come over tonight and bring extra clothes

You: sleepover?

Rafe 🕶️: yes ☠️☠️☠️

You: mhm alr

You: see you later ❤︎

*Rafe 🕶️ hearted a message*

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You close your phone and turn over to jayj who’s in his own little world.

You began thinking to yourself, are you really gonna let Rafe get away with basically destroying Kiara’s car? And now he’s acting like nothing happened?

These are the moments where your morals stand in line. You know hooking up with Rafe, who all the pouges hate and you can’t blame them.

The sneaking around is fun and the sex is amazing.

It’s completely wrong.

Your typical forbidden love, Romeo and Juliet type shit.

But is it even love?

It’s a simple summer fling, but you know it’s more than that.

─── ʚɞ ⋅ ᯓᡣ𐭩 ⋅ ୨୧ ──

I got pt.2 in my drafts all ready to go 😈

Sorry for any typos.

Yall ate up my first smut 😲

[erule]

Do I look like I care? | jj maybank

Pairing: JJ Maybank x fem!Kook!reader

Summary: you ask JJ to dance with you at the Midsummer, but things don’t go as planned.

Warnings: jealous!JJ, established relationship, fluff

Word count: 1.1K

A/N: hi! I loved 1x05, so here’s something about it. Hope you like it. Enjoy! x

JJ’s Masterlist

It’s a hot Sunday afternoon, you’re on your boat with JJ, who’s smoking with his sunglasses on. You were talking about the Midsummer dance, since you’re a Kook and your family wants you to go there. Topper offered to be your partner and you agreed, since your boyfriend, a Pogue, can’t participate. Still, you hoped that JJ would have said something about it, moved by jealousy perhaps or the desire to make you happy, but he just seemed unconcerned.

“So, you’re telling me that you’re not even a little bit jealous of Topper?”

He shrugs, breathing out some smoke.

“Do I look like I would be jealous of somebody like Topper?”

“You certainly look like somebody who wouldn’t come to the dance with me,” you reply, testily.

“Babe, you just have to tell me. One word and I do whatever you like. If you want me to be there, I’ll be there,” he says with a smile.

You’re suddenly suspicious: it’s true, JJ would always agree to do something with you, especially dangerous things, but this time it feels like a trap. You’re now sure he’s trying to hide his protectiveness towards you, so you try to push him over the edge.

“Are you sure, J? I mean, you should wear a suit, maybe even pretend to be a waiter to be there and dance with me, something that you don’t even like to do, in front of my parents and the other Kooks. It’s not really your cup of tea,” you say, observing every muscle of your boyfriend. He still seems really calm, but you see a jolt in his hand, while he’s putting out his cigarette. Oh, he’s so jealous. You got him!

“Do I look like I care?” He asks you with effrontery.

You shake your head.

“I think that you’re gonna handle it perfectly,” you answer, giving him a peck on the lips.

Tonight’s the night. You’re wearing your best dress, JJ sent you a text telling you that the plan is still in motion with John B. You’re a little bit nervous: you don’t like pushing JJ’s buttons, but this is important to you and you don’t want to be there with somebody who’s not your boyfriend. This is also the only way to have him there, since your parents don’t approve your relationship with him for obvious reasons. You just hope that they won’t see him or, at least, that they’ll just let him be. Speaking of your parents, they’re calling out your name right now.

Ten minutes later, you’re there with Topper, but you don’t see JJ nearby. You’re turning around too often, so Topper starts getting suspicious about it.

“Is everything okay? Is somebody following you or something?” He jokes.

“What?”

His voice is so irritating, you can’t believe that your parents would love to have him as your boyfriend instead of JJ.

“You’re acting weird, please stop,” he whispers to your ear, while smiling to the people in the room.

“And you’re acting like my father,” you say, then you leave his embrace and go away.

This is not going as planned: JJ is nowhere to be seen and your parents already look lost, because you just left Topper’s side. You breathe out, hoping that Sarah or Kie will appear soon next to you.

“Hey, I’m sorry about earlier,” you hear Topper’s voice behind you. You sigh.

“Topper, you’re a good guy, but…”

“I also forgot to mention that you look really beautiful, tonight,” he adds.

“And this is my time to interfere. Hi Topper, please leave my girl alone, she already has a boyfriend,” JJ says and when you turn around, you see him with some empty glasses on a tray.

“Who made you work here?” Topper asks, surprised.

“Do you work for the police?” JJ replies, shaking his head. “Come on, go away, she saved all of her dances just for me, so you can bore someone else”.

You burst out laughing and Topper mustn't like it, because he runs away livid with rage, probably to call Rafe and his other friends to kick JJ out, but you don't care: he's finally here. JJ leaves the silver plate so he can dance with you.

“You were jealous,” you say, while he’s holding your waist.

“No, I told you: I don’t care”.

“You’re such a liar,” you reply, a smirk on your face.

“Whatever,” he says.

Then he leans down to mutter these words in your ear: "But if you thought I wanted to be the only one to lay a hand on you, you were completely right."

Shivers get down your spine, when you hear his hoarse voice. You didn't even realize you closed your eyes. Now you just feel the heat of JJ's body against yours as you slow dance, the cool air rushing up your ankles. This could be the best moment of your life.

If it weren't for JJ who’s now pulling you away, because Rafe and Topper are chasing you. You run off to the beach, your parents yelling after you, while you laugh and feel free, taking off your heels for more comfort. He takes off his bow tie, throwing it behind him. Luckily your boat is nearby, so you two get on that and hide in the cabin, hoping that the others have not seen you, because you are protected by the darkness of the night. JJ’s still trying to catch his breath, while you’re chuckling.

“What?”

“I’m just thinking about Topper’s face when you appeared,” you answer and he laughs.

“He’s so irritating”.

“Right?”

“He never had a chance with you anyway,” JJ says.

You give him a sly look.

“Why? ‘Cause it’s always been you?”

“No, ‘cause you’re obviously better than him. You’re way out of my league too, honestly. Sometimes I even wonder why you’re with me. You’re better than everybody,” he answers and your heart melts.

You cup his face, your hands caressing his warm skin. His eyes are so blue, they seem the ocean and you’d like to swim into them. He’s holding his breath, as if he’s waiting for you to break up with him right here, right now. But you’re not gonna do that.

“You underestimate yourself, babe. I’m lucky to have you by my side, my knight in shining armor,” you say. “Also, you should put on these elegant clothes more often”.

“Oh, is it?” He asks, his lips on yours.

“Yeah,” you answer with a smile, before he kisses you. “Admit that you were jealous!”

“I was jealous, okay?” JJ squeals, exasperated. “Now let me kiss you!”

You knew it.

[angstsupremacy]

How dare you?

summary You start getting close to a cute guy at a party but your best friends brother isn't so happy about it.

pairing(s) JJ Maybank x reader, Rafe Cameron x reader

warnings jealous!Rafe, one or two curse words, mentions of drinking, fighting, angst angst angst.

a/n I'm a sucker for jealous Rafe so this will definitely need a part 2. Enjoy! / 1.9k words.

You're grateful for your best friend, you really are, but at the moments like these you wished she never got a boyfriend. After you and Sarah spent the whole afternoon getting ready for the party of the summer, John B had to show up and steal her away from you. You weren't actually mad at her, quite the opposite, you wanted her to have a good time, just like you wanted to have it yourself, but the problem is that now, with her gone, you knew basically no one there.

You stayed at Sarahs' lots of times before, since your families are business partners so you visit Outer Banks quite often, but you never actually got to get to know anyone besides the Camerons, or to be precise only one of them. You did say hi to Sarah's infamous older brother in the kitchen once, but after he just side eyed you, you figured it was better to avoid him but you just couldn't ignore how irritated and annoyed he seemed whenever you and Sarah were around. Especially you. It's like he had something against you but you couldn't quite distinguish what. And you decided that you won't care because there was something more important you had planned this summer instead of dealing with his nonsense- meeting a certain someone.

You never actually met any of the pouges but your best friend told you more than you needed to know about every friend of her boyfriends', especially about a hot blond one. Sarah was supposed to introduce you to all of them tonight but it seemed like she had more important things to do right now. After slowly beginning to feel lonely, you decided that you didn't get ready for nothing. If Sarah wasn't here to introduce you to people, you were gonna do it yourself. It can't be that hard, right?

You just needed a few shots to boost your confidence.

As you were approaching the bar you heard an unfamiliar voice from behind calling for you. "Y/n!?"  You turned your head to meet a face you recognised from one of Sarah's friend group photos. "I'm JJ", he shouted, leaning over so you could hear him over the loud music "John B just texted and apparently the lovebirds aren't coming back here so Sarah asked me to keep an eye on you". You were taken aback by this sudden situation and you knew your friends did this on purpose. You were already too tipsy to answer anything but a flirty "Not complaining" while sipping on your drink. The only thing you could focus on was the smirk on his face. God, he looked so good.

You two quickly took off, jokingly gossiping your friends and being a bit too touchy considering you were complete strangers an hour ago. JJ was in the middle of describing the way him, Pope and John B got in a fight with the kooks a few days ago, when you felt something change in you. You were looking at JJ but you couldn't hear a word, this weird feeling completely taking over you. It could be because of the 3rd drink you had tonight but no, you've felt this before, just before you'd catch him staring at you. And that's when you knew, you were being watched.

While JJ was too occupied reenacting the fight for you, your head hurriedly searched through the crowd, hoping you're in the wrong. But that's when your eyes met his. Rafe's blank stare from across the room made you freeze immediately. His face looked completely serious and collected but you could see the way his brows slightly scrunched up. He was judging you. It's almost like he was mad. You looked away immediately, trying to shift your attention back to JJ who didn't happen to catch your change of demeanor. "Could you take me some place more quiet, please", you asked, interrupting his vivid storytelling, not actually minding the loudness. You just needed to get away from there. Get away from him.

The two of you grew to like each other's company so much that neither of you wanted to leave the party yet, so you found the only slightly quieter place at the party- the porch. JJ noticed you shivering from what he thought was just the night breeze outside. But oh, if he only knew.  He covered your shoulders with his jacket and a little "there you go". You were silent for a while, feeling sort of cozy and safe just being wrapped up in his jacket. You put your head on his shoulder when he finally broke the silence. "I never thought a girl like you would hang out with a guy like me", he said quietly, almost like he didn't want to wake you up, even though he knew you weren't asleep. You couldn't help but lift your head off his shoulder, murmuring a sleepy and confused "what?". "I mean, me being a pouge and all", he said more clearly, finally turning his head to face you. You never really thought about it that way. "Oh, I honestly couldn't care less about your 'rivalry' with the kooks, I just don't get it. But if I had to choose...", you said with a teasing smile forming on your face, "I'd join up with your 'gang' ". He let out a chuckle, lightly bumping his shoulder into your side. "I'm really glad to hear that", he said smiling at you, the sudden eye contact making you blush.

You spent the rest of the party enjoying JJs company. Laughing at his jokes made you forget why you two were even out on the porch, so you quickly grabbed his hand and ran back in when you heard your favorite song playing. All you wanted right now was to dance because your mission was complete. You met the person you came to the party for and you hit it off instantly. Nothing could ruin this night for you.

What you didn't know is that Rafe wasn't letting this go. You really thought you could laugh so loudly and have a good time with his biggest enemy in front of him. On his part of the island. And on top of that you tried to hide from him? Didn't you see how he was looking at you earlier? Wasn't that enough for you to realise that he didn't want you there. Didn't want you with him. And you just ignored his obvious warning and continued flirting with someone else? But no, he can't do anything yet. He hasn't told you how jealous he was every time you'd hang out with Sarah. Of course SHE claimed you. He's always been intrigued by you but he couldn't stop thinking about all the stuff his sister must've put in your head. He's Rafe Cameron, he couldn't just come up to you and get rejected. It would hurt his ego and reputation forever. But this? This was even worse. Who do you even think you are? How dare you? You were moments away from following this pouge into a first empty room all giggly and shit. And God, he didn't want to imagine what could happen next.

JJ cupping your face in the corner of the room got Rafe out of his trance. Seeing him kiss you was the last straw and he couldn't hold back anymore. His fists clenched as he was approaching the two of you and just seconds later, he was grabbing JJ by his shoulders, pushing him off of you.

You were taken aback and it took you a moment to realise it was him. Rafe was holding JJ by his collar and you could notice the rage in his eyes. You collected yourself and tried to separate the poor boy from Rafe's grip but he was too strong. "What do you think you're doing, huh?", he shouts, looking at you with narrowed eyes, keeping JJ in a chokehold.

You couldn't believe this was actually happening. Why does he think he can just come up to you like this and ruin your night. He couldn't do this. Not right now. Not like this. Not after he's been ignoring your existence ever since you got there. And now, he has the audacity to hurt the guy you like? Who does he even think he is? How dare he? In front of all these people?

You glared at him in disbelief, unsure of what to say. There was so much on your mind. You wanted to yell and scream because he took this too far. The only thing you were able to do at the moment though, was cry. You knew you had to do something to put him back in his place but it's was so late and you were so drunk. You couldn't think straight and you felt so overwhelmed that you just ran away.

He knew it. He knew he fucked up and seeing you cry wasn't exactly what he had planned. Not like he planned anything. He knew he couldn't follow you because he didn't know where he would even begin explaining himself. If you'd even let him to.

After JJ finally escaped from his grip, he ran to catch up to you. Yes, he did want to confront Rafe but he figured he'd deal with him later. Right now, your wellbeing was his number one priority.

You wandered off far from the party but your muffled sobbing gave you away. He noticed you sitting on the beach, face buried in your hands, when he approached you carefully. "U okay?", he asked worriedly as he sat next to you. "I'm so sorry" was all you could say before breaking down again, putting your head on his lap. He caressed your hair as he spoke in a calming tone, not trying to upset you even more: "It's okay. I'll take care of it", he whispered as you sat up again. "I'll take care of you".

You were still shaken up. After all, this was the first time someone so furious and agitated came over to you, demanding an answer to a such an absurd question. You started believing that it wasn't even aimed to you, it had no reason to be. The only logical explanation you could come up with in your current state was that you just got caught in a pouge-kook fight that had nothing to do with you. Rafe did attack JJ after all. You convinced yourself that the question was meant for JJ but you couldn't figure out why. You weren't sure if you even wanted to know. Calming yourself down with the new theory, you finally started speaking. "He just wanted to get revenge on you for beating up his friends the other day, right?", you said with confidence, thinking you've finally figured it out. You wondered if your reaction was too dramatic considering the situation had nothing to do with you. You could've helped JJ instead of getting freaked out by an ignorat jerk. "God, he's such an asshole, why does he dislike you so much?", you asked as JJs face looked at you with confusion. Could you really be this oblivious? "Y/N...That wasn't about disliking me. It was about liking you". You freezed at his words, refusing to believe what he had just said, when that weird feeling came over you again. You felt Rafe's intimidating presence as you turned around, shivering. It was him and he was just steps away.

[imjade381]

Me Jealous of Wally? NEVER. He will be Jealous of ME.

Jealous Julie Made By Jojoarts_

RAHHH LOOK AT HOW PRETTY JULIE IS I SWEAR SO BEAUTIFUL

[pogueszn]

Bestie I’m going to Halloween Horror Nights @ universal this year (I literally just bought my tickets 🤭) and I can’t stop thinking about taking JJ into a haunted house i feel like he’d try to act all tough but be so scared 😭

no because he would LMAO

and the thing is that he would be nervous all day and think he's hiding it soooo well but it's so obvious

"scared? pfft! no, who do you think i am? i'm not scared of anything, the haunted houses are gonna be scared of me when i'm done with them."

but like he's SO fidgety, he's surveilling the area HIS EYES CANNOT STOP MOVING and the second the sun goes all the way down:

"okay guys, the sun's going down, shits getting real - baby, stick close to me, i'll keep you safe."

the whole time in the line jj's still acting like he's not scared, (sitting in the weirdest positions against the railings) but the second you guys start getting closer to getting inside, he is all over you

he grips your shirt so hard the back of it is stretched and wrinkled and yes - he stays behind you the whole time he uses the excuse that "he's watching your six" but you know it's because he's scared shitless lol and wants to use you as a human shield to hide from the jump scares. he doesn't hide his face though, he's too prideful for that and knows john b would tease him for it so he just settles for pushing you to move faster through the house when he gets scared

he actually ends up scaring a scare actor because he posts up like he did in season one at the old woman's house and you have to apologize as he rushes you through the house 😭 💀

but if you're also scared then jj still does the same thing you guys just find another shield through the house the next victims probably being kie or john b

but when he gets out? HE'S SO NONCHALANT

"that wasn't even scary,"

"yeah because you were hiding behind your girlfriend the whole time."

"shut up john b."

[surferkie]

rewatching the scene in season 2 where all 5 pogues are hanging and partying in the hot tub and it’s so pure and happy

but most importantly the chemistry between JJ and Pope is SO strong with fucking Pope kissing JJ on the neck and them wrestling and having fun

and they really just erased all of that in season 3 and paired up everyone in a straight relationship

[variety-fangirl]

Love Me or Let Me Go / JJ Maybank x fem!reader

Part 2 here

Summary: you and JJ had been best friends for years, both Pogues. But for months now, your relationship has shifted to something more, or so you thought. JJ's behaviour continues to confuse you, pulling you in different directions, until you finally snap.

Warnings: 18+ NO MINORS talks of sex, drinking, drugs, weed, arguing, jealousy, etc...

Authors note: slightly longer one, I really enjoyed writing this! There's still quite a bit left for this story so if I'm thinking of doing a part 2, let me know if you want it!

Word count: 4.1k

Ever since you and JJ had known one another, things had always been so natural and normal. You'd clicked immediately, balancing each other out. You were more of a worry bug, helping to level JJ out and keep him from mostly doing stupid shit. And JJ helped to mellow you a bit, helping to calm down and relax every once in a while. He was the ying to your yang, and you both liked it that way. Everyone in obx knew you and JJ were a package deal, well, except the torouns. It was very rare you would see the one without the other, people found it weird if you weren't together or somewhere near the other.

You and JJ had always been touchy, not romantically, but just subtle little touches. A kiss on the cheek here and there, always hugging or cuddling, holding hands, or generally being close to one another. It was completely normal to everyone at this point, they were used to it. So when you guys were first intimate together, people didn't think anything was different with you guys. That night had shifted the whole dynamic of your relationship completely.

"What's up J?" You questioned, confused as to why you were in his room in the Chateau instead of outside with everyone else. JJ took the final swig of his beer and threw it on the floor, standing in front of you. You raised a brow, wondering why he was acting weird. Without saying a word, he simply stalked towards you and crashed his lips to yours. You stood frozen, eyes wide in shock. You pushed JJ off you, "what the?" You breathlessly laughed, even more confused. JJ grabbed your face, "I've wanted to do that for so long y/n." He smiled, going in for another.

This time you didn't stop him, you had also secretly wanted to kiss him for months but you never wanted to ruin the relationship. You'd rather have him as your best friend than nothing. JJ led you backwards, towards the bed. You fell back onto the mattress, JJ climbing on top. "You want to stop?" He asked, pulling back for a second to get an answer. You grabbed the back of his neck, "No." You shook your head, biting your lip. "You sure? I know you said you wanted your first time to be with someone special." He remembered the conversation you'd had years ago, just before you both had decided to get active.

You smiled, appreciating his memory, "I'd say this was pretty special." You giggled, pulling him down. He smiled against your lips, continuing to kiss you. You both got undressed, exploring one another's bodies. JJ was gentle and kind, conscious and paying attention to everything he was doing. JJ positioned himself at your entrance, "you sure? We can still stop." JJ stated, prepared to stop despite the burning desire that was ripping through him. You nodded, "I'm sure." Appreciating that he would stop for you, wanting to make sure you were okay and happy.

He nodded and pushed in slowly. You hissed, tears springing to your tears and your eyes closing. "You okay? We can stop." He stilled completely, pulling back. You wrapped your legs around his waist, keeping him there. "No, I'm okay." You breathed, nodding and opening your eyes. The stinging and burning were slowly starting to disappear with every passing second. He nodded and leaned his elbows on either side of your head. You pulled him to you, kissing his shoulder slowly. He pushed all the way in, the feeling now pleasant. You gasped in pleasure, feeling him slowly thrust in and out, a soft rhythm starting. "Fuck!" JJ cursed softly, burying his head in the crook of your neck. You moaned, trying to silence yourself with JJ's shoulder, your nails raking down his back.

It had become a frequent occurrence after that night, and none of the other pogues was any wiser of your activities. It was surprisingly easy to hide for a while. A month after you and JJ had first slept together, Sarah clicked on something was different, Kie following quickly after. They'd confronted you about it but only thought that you had feelings for JJ, not that you'd slept together. You were thankful for that, happy to keep that secret for a bit longer. Until you figured out what would happen with JJ. You confirmed to the pair that you did in fact have feelings for the blonde-headed boy.

"Why don't you just tell him?" Sarah asked, smiling at your confession. "No way! It would ruin what we have." You were half telling the truth and half lying, what would a love confession do to your relationship with him? Would he reject you? You didn't really want to find out. You all looked over to the blonde boy, "I'd rather have him as a friend than ruin our relationship." You admitted painfully, watching as the boy smiled and called you all over. "We understand, just don't torture yourself okay? If it gets too much, just tell him. I can guarantee he feels the same." Kie smiled, and Sarah nodded in agreement. You smiled, agreeing as you walked over to the three boys. Would he feel the same?

So, months of sleeping together and being even more touchy than before had caused your feelings to extend past just like. Yet JJ acted the same, with no obvious change in his behaviour. The girls tried not to pry too much, leaving you both to figure it out on your own. Although they often watched secretly when you were all together, observing how you and JJ acted. You had planned to admit your feelings to him, preparing to tell him after the party. Things had gone well, everyone had been happy and drinking peacefully. Until the end of the night came and JJ brought home a brunette girl with him to the Chateau. It broke your heart, had those nights not meant anything to him? Did he feel nothing? Well, obviously not.

You grabbed a beer and stormed outside, planning to sleep on the hammock. You drank your sorrows away, the bitter amber liquid helping to numb your thoughts for a while. You heard movement, turning your head to see Pope strolling towards you. "Hey, you alright?" He questioned, sitting in the hammock next to yours. You laughed bitterly, shaking your head and throwing the bottle on the floor. "I'm assuming it has to do with the girl JJ brought home." He confirmed, making you throw your head around to look at him with wide eyes. Shit. "How did you-?" He laughed, "c'mon y/n, I'm not dumb. I know what it's like to be in love with someone and them not know." He took a swig of his beer, and you relaxed a little. "Kie?" You asked, turning to face him fully.

"Yep." He nodded, popping the 'p'. You nodded, feeling a little relieved that someone felt the same as you. "How long?" You questioned, your voice soft. He sighed, looking up at the sky, "a while now. I don't want to ruin the friendship, so I've just kept it in. I notice the same signs in you with JJ. Think most of us have noticed, except him." He laughed sadly at the last part. You laughed in return, "damn, I thought I hid it quite well." You shook your head, so everyone basically knows you're in love with JJ. Great.

"Damn, I thought I was discreet." you laughed, smiling at Pope sadly. He laughs along with you, understanding your feelings. You lay back in the hammock, getting comfortable for sleep. Pope also got comfortable in his hammock, you both watched the moon in silence. You sighed, looking back to the house with hurt. Pope noticed this, looking also. "I'm sorry that he can't see how great of a girl you are, enough to dump his old ways. He'll regret it one day, trust me." Pope sympathised, giving you a reassuring smile. You looked at him with a sad smile, "Thank you, Pope." Tears pricked your eyes, threatening to spill. You refused to allow yourself to cry over a boy, especially not your idiotic best friend.

"Let's get some sleep," Pope commented tiredly, you agreeing. After a few minutes, Pope had fallen asleep, leaving you awake. You lay on your back staring up at the moon and stars, hoping to distract yourself long enough from your thoughts to fall asleep. Your thoughts ran wild, you felt confused and unsure of what to do next. How was your relationship with JJ supposed to go back to normal now? It wouldn't, the damage had been done. Luckily, a few moments later, you could feel your eyes getting heavy as sleep slowly overtook your body.

-

The next morning you sat on the porch with Pope and Kie, waiting for the others to awaken. You sat on the sofa, Pope and Kie on either side of you. A spot you usually reserved for JJ but had asked Pope to take today. You chatted to the pair about the party that some toroun was hosting at the beach tonight, wondering how much booze to take with you. A steaming cup of coffee warmed up your hands, your knees against your chest. Sarah and John B came strolling out of the house, sitting in the chairs near you with their beverages. JJ was the last to join you a few moments later, the brunette girl doing the walk of shame. You rolled your eyes, Pope nudging his shoulder into yours softly. He gave you an apologetic smile, you sighed and nodded back to him.

JJ noticed the change in seating, confused as to why you hadn't even spoken to him. Every day you always made it a point to welcome JJ warmly with a cup of coffee or a cold beverage with some form of painkiller and cuddled him until he felt better. This morning was different, and JJ realised this. He looked at you with furrowed brows, taking the only available seat. JJ felt hurt by your actions, enjoying your daily morning routine, feeling almost lost without it. He watched silently as you and Pope conversed quietly, everyone else seemingly oblivious to the change. JJ felt a pang of jealousy stir in his chest as you laughed at something Pope said, you both brushed shoulders softly in your giggle fit. JJ scoffed and stormed inside, fed up with the sight.

Everyone turned and looked at the door in confusion, wondering what was wrong with him. Everyone turned to look at you, "what's up with him?" John B asked, confused by his best friend's behaviour. You shrugged, "hell if I should know." and continued to sip your beverage. You were curious as to why he stormed off, what could have annoyed him so badly? Surely he wasn't bothered by you and Pope hanging out? That would be hypocritical if so, the thought frustrated you. You rolled your eyes and just ignored JJ's outburst.

-

You all decided to head out on the HMS Pogue for a while before the party, hoping to relax and enjoy the perfect weather. You, Sarah and Kie sat together. Chatting and drinking beers in your bikinis, you hopped to catch a little tan. JJ and John B sat up front, driving the boat. You eventually stopped in a peaceful area where people shouldn't bother you, hoping to enjoy a few hours out. The boys came and joined you, Pope once again sitting next to you so he could be close to Kie. You and Pope had quickly gotten even closer than before, sharing your mutual liking of people who didn't like them back. You had hardly spoken a word to JJ all day, confused and upset by his actions. You hadn't spoken about not sleeping with others, but you thought that since you guys were sleeping together regularly, you weren't going to sleep with other people. That was your first mistake about JJ Maybank.

You were always aware of JJ's reputation with the ladies, women fell for him easily. He was extremely attractive and a massive charmer, flirting with girls most places they went. You were also aware that JJ had gotten around and tended to never sleep with the same girl twice. Which was why you thought something was different with you guys, that was why you thought he felt differently about you. You'd slept together multiple times in the last few months, which he never did with others. He acted extremely attentive and loving in the bedroom, giving many loving compliments and being very intimate towards you. You thought things were different. That maybe, just maybe, he felt something towards you. You were wrong. You felt stupid for even thinking that JJ would see you as anything other than a sex partner, just his best friend.

You decided to go for a swim, wanting to get away from JJ. Pope and Sarah decided to join you, leaping in after you. You laughed, turning your face from the combined splashes. Pope began splashing you with water, "you did not!" You laughed, your mouth wide in shock. You splashed him in return, "how dare you!" Pope joked, imitating your earlier facial expression. This began a water splashing water, Sarah joining you both. Water splashed you from multiple directions, you and Sarah squealing as the water hit your faces, Pope overpowering you both easily. "Okay! I yield!" You yelled, water soaking your face as a final blow. Pope swam towards you, smiling. You both enjoyed the water and talked, "so what's up with you and Kie?" You questioned. Pope groaned and looked at you deadpanned.

"What do you think? She just sees me as a friend." You could see the hurt evident in his eyes, so you placed a comforting hand on his shoulder. "It'll be okay, just find the right time to tell her. I'm sure things will work out, you're a great guy!" You complimented, giving him a large smile. He nodded, giving you a small sad in return and squeezing the hand you had on his shoulder. Little did you know that JJ was watching, he couldn't hear the conversation but he watched with jealousy as you rubbed Pope's shoulder. He stormed away from where he was sitting and chugged down his beer in annoyance. John B noticed his behaviour and looked where JJ had been staring just moments ago. He saw you and Pope closely talking and laughing, he understood what was happening and smirked to himself.

-

Once home, you took a shower and got ready for the party. You put on a yellow sundress with sandals, your hair was curled and you wore minimal makeup. You double-checked your look in the mirror, sighing and nodding to your reflection. You made your way downstairs, just in time for The Twinkie to pull up outside. "I'm off out!" You called at the door, your parents calling their farewells in return. You left and ran to The Twinkie. Everyone was there, JJ and John B sat in the front. "Looking good ladies!" You complimented the two girls, Sarah had also opted for a dress.

"Look at you girl!" Sarah called, an impressed smile on her face. Kie nodded with a smile, giving you a thumbs up. You giggled at the pair, not paying attention as they started a conversation about something you felt uninterested in. You felt JJ's stare on your back, but you didn't dare to turn around. You opted to talk to Pope instead, instantly picking up a nerdy conversation about something historical Pope had learnt that day. You didn't fully understand everything he was on about but you found it interesting nonetheless. JJ's stare continued to burn into your back the whole ride, Kie raising her brow in confusion as she notices your weird interaction or lack of.

You arrived at the beach moments later, everyone piling out of the car and walking over to the party. You and Pope agreed to enjoy your night together and not think about the people you were in love with. The beach was crowded with pogues, kooks, and torouns. All mostly mixing quite peacefully, luckily Rafe was nowhere to be seen. Any sigh of him would just be instant bad news, no doubt JJ would pick a fight with him on purpose just to aggravate Rafe. You notice the boys go over to the alcohol station, no doubt to get drinks for everyone. You all stood near the table, around the fire pit, the easiest area to be. Close to the alcohol for refills.

The boys returned moments later with hands full of drinks, passing one to you all. JJ handed you a drink, an almost hopefully look on his face. You gave him a small smile, "thanks." You took the drink from him, watching as his face fell slightly. You weren't exactly sure what he wanted from you at that moment. Your heart clenched at seeing the broken expression on his face but refused to give in to your want to just grab him and apologise. He'd hurt you many times over the months without a seeming single thought for your feelings, why should you be considerate of his? You mentally shook off the pain of JJ and focused on Pope debating whether he should get really drunk or be responsible and stay sober. He decided on the latter, saying he felt like something was going to kick off tonight. You frowned at this confession, not wanting anything bad to happen to anyone.

About two hours had passed, and you were mindlessly enjoying your time. Laughing and playing some drinking games, though you were mostly sober. You watched as Kie and Sarah shotgunned their beers, seeing who could finish first. You and Pope cheered them on, you bet on Sarah and Pope, of course, bet on Kie. You were enjoying your time, until, you noticed JJ off to the side with a gorgeous brunette. She was a toroun, she had the physique of a model. Wearing shorts and a crop top, showing off her beautifully toned stomach and olive skin. He was leaning against a tree nearby, his stance was confident and cocky. He had a smirk on his face, watching as the girl laughed at something he said.

She placed her hand on his bicep and flicked her hair behind her shoulder. Suddenly, you felt extremely insecure. How could you compete with that? You felt like everything had slowed down, watching as JJ leaned in closer to her. You felt tears prick at your vision, your breathing becoming more erratic. You meant nothing to him, nothing more than a friend. Yet he was your absolute everything, the missing piece that had always been missing. Every time you were near him, your heart skipped a beat and your stomach felt funny. He affected you so strongly and yet, he didn't seem to care in the slightest. Sarah, Kie, and Pope became aware of your behaviour change and followed your stare. They immediately understood what was wrong and the cause of your anguish.

You could feel the tears escape, you had no right to be jealous or stop him from talking to other girls. But damn if he didn't wrongfully lead you on for months. All those nights of whispered sweet terms of endearment, all the promises, all the affectionate actions during intimate moments, the moments after where he would carefully care for you. Was all nothing, he had led you on. You wondered if that was just how he acted in the bedroom with everyone, but he had made you feel special. He'd taken your virginity, given you false hope, only to crush it. You watched him lean in, the voices of your three friends drowned out to a blur, he grabbed the side of her neck and placed his lips on hers. You broke, you shot up quickly and stormed away. You heard Pope, Sarah, Kie, and John B all call for you but you wouldn't stop.

Pope quickly caught up to you just as you reached the edge of the beach. He grabbed the back of your arm, stopping you from walking away. Tears were streaming down your face, you noticed JJ looking your way confused. He was starting to make his way over, you shook your head. "Y/n don't go, let's just go for a walk okay?" Pope tried to comfort you but all you wanted to do was run away as you saw JJ getting closer. "I can't breathe Pope, I need to leave. Alone, please." You sobbed, pulling away from him and trying to escape JJ quickly approaching. You heard him call your name, Pope argued with JJ as you walked at a fast pace away from the party.

The tears wouldn't stop, the pain in your chest taking over your whole being. Why did you have to love him? WHY?! you snapped at yourself, hearing footsteps behind you. You felt someone grab at your arm, stopping you from moving. You knew from the touch that it was him and pulled away, taking a few steps away as you turned around to face him. "What's wrong? What did I do? Pope said I upset you." JJ questioned, seemingly oblivious to your feelings. You laughed through your tears, is he really that dumb? "Fucking hell JJ! You don't even know what you've done wrong! You have no clue at all what's been going on for months have you?!" You yelled angrily, your tears continuing to flow freely in a mind of their own.

You didn't want to waste your tears on him but you couldn't stop them, you were hurting so badly. Months of pent up frustration and hurt from his confusing actions had caused this result. "I noticed there was a change with you! But I didn't know what happened, and then you started ignoring me and hanging out more than Pope!" He yelled back, he actually seemed hurt by this. Was he jealous of your attention being elsewhere? Pot calling the kettle black mister. "You have no right to be upset or jealous of me spending more time with Pope, JJ! How do you not even see how I feel?! How I've felt for months!" You were aggravated by him right now, wanting to just run away and crawl into a hole for a while. Was he really that oblivious to your feelings?

"No, I haven't. I don't understand-" He began but you just got fed up and blurted before even thinking. Blurting out the confession of your feelings that you'd kept in for so long. Something that you instantly regretted doing. "I'm in love with you JJ! FOR FUCK SAKES!" You cried out, angrily pulling at your hair. Your eyes went wide, realising what you had just done. Your hand instantly flew to your mouth, you'd fucked up. He stood there confused, not knowing what to say. "I-" He couldn't figure out what to say, which made it even worse. You shook your head, "for months you've acted so intimately and romantic with me in bed, all the things I've always wanted to hear. How could you not expect me to fall for you JJ?" Your voice broke at the last part, your heart breaking in front of you both. "You either need to love me or let me go JJ." You sobbed out, trying to sound as strong as possible.

You turned your back to him and began walking away, the tears beginning again silently. You wrapped your arms around yourself, feeling like you were about to snap. You felt a presence behind you, thinking it was JJ you turned, only to be slightly disappointed that it was Pope. You knew he probably heard parts of the conversation as he was standing nearby during the fight. Pope wrapped his arms around your shoulder, you cried into his shoulder as you both walked towards your home. "FUCK!" You heard JJ scream, you could hear the raw pained emotion in his voice. You wanted nothing more than to turn around, run to him and hug him, but you didn't dare to turn around. As you walked away with Pope comforting you, you remember the look on JJ's face before you walked away. The look of pure hurt and sadness on his face, the glassing over of his eyes. He looked destroyed and regretful, it killed you to see him like that but a small part of you wanted him to feel a small portion of the hurt he'd caused you in the last couple of months.

Part 2 anyone?

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[lis4ux]

Game of Love Chapter 6 ☺️⛹🏼⛹🏽‍♀️🏀

"I'm excited about Friday," Peter says to Kiara.

"Friday?" JJ comments, looking a bit confused.

Kiara ignores his inquiry, shaking her head a little like she forgot what Peter was talking about for a second, because she did. She agreed to letting Sarah set up a double date but she completely forgot how quickly the socialite could be at event planning. She thought she would at least be given a heads up that it was happening though.

"Oh, yeah," she goes, pretending to remember that she had any say in the plans. "Me too, it'll be fun."

JJ continues his expressive questioning as he watches the interaction between the two.

"I gotta get going, but I'll see you around," Peter says, waving a hand at her and giving JJ a pat on the shoulder before taking off.

"What's going on Friday?" JJ asks, innocently enough.

She does not want to talk to him about this. What was she supposed to say? I agreed to a double date to get over you and forgot until this very moment?

"Nothing," she says, taking a tight turn down the next hallway.

"Nah, nah, nah," he says, tailing her. He smirks. "You got a hot date?"

Well, at least he's not making it awkward.

She clears her throat, pretending to not have heard him. "What?"

"I SAID: DO YOU HAVE A HOT DA—" he begins to say extremely loudly.

Kiara effectively cuts him off with a sharp elbow to the gut, and he holds his abdomen, laughing at his successful mission in bothering her.

"Sorry," he says, not at all meaning it. "Seriously, you going out with Peter?"

She tucks a curl behind her ear. "It's a double date with Sarah and John B," she explains. For some reason, she doesn't want him to think that it's a one on one thing.

JJ nods with the new information. "So this is more Sarah's idea than yours?" he hypothesizes.

"What's that supposed to mean?" she asks, a little defensively. She knows she doesn't date a lot but does everyone not even think her capable of attaining a sensible suitor? She cringes at the metaphor.

"No, nothing," he assures. "Just wondering."

[doctor-doctor-doctor-reid]

never getting over the moment in memoriam when spence is holding henry for the first time and jj mentions yale and he goes “yale? yale? do you wanna go to yale, henry? that was your godfather’s safety school. i can get you into caltech with one call.”

[briebysabs]

Me shipping vanoé till my grave:

Also me:.........so what if Noé and Jean-Jacques kissed HEAR ME OUUTT it would be a simple, chaste kiss okay they won’t be rubbing tongues.

JJ gives Noé a kiss: I wanted to thank you for everything. Was it good? I’ve never tried that before.

Noé whispering, breathless: Uh.......no problem. I rather liked it, could you do it again-

Vanitas jealous af and baffled: EXCUSE ME?? When did this....HOLD THE FUCK UP!

[only-one-brain-cell]

JJ while she’s explaining what happened: “Spence stood on his tippy toes while talking.”

Wills mimd: why is that relevant?? Especially considering he’s already 6ft 1.