Ask game my lovely mutual:
Falafel, Bentley, Alpha Centauri
(I had to recite these over and over in my head like a spell so I wouldnt forget them by the time I got to your inbox)
And now I shall have to do the same when I go back to the post to see what they mean... thanks for asking :D
Buckle up, this is a long one
Falafel - a thought I can never seem to outrun.
For me, that would be just your basic, everyday, run-of-the-mill existential dread. I just finished my studies at university and I don't have a job lined up this season. My executive dysfunction makes it hard to send out applications. And there's a bunch of other stuff I need to think of - get my own health insurance (not US, thank someone), find some students to get some money in, figure out how taxes work as a freelance musician and vocal teacher, find an agent, register as unemployed, etc. It's a lot. And all of it is stuff that shouldn't be too difficult. It's a bunch of small, relatively easy tasks. But I just can't seem to get myself to do them. Meanwhile, time is passing and the little voice in my head that goes "are you sure you're cut out for this job?" is getting louder. It's not exactly impostor syndrome - I know I'm good enough. It's more just me listening to the bullies in my own mind.
What a cheerful note to start on! Yay!
Bentley - my most prized possession.
This is a difficult one. In terms of most expensive, it's probably my e-piano. It's almost a decade and a half old by now, but it's still really good, even compared to the ones on the market now. It cost almost 2.5k€ when it was new. I didn't buy it myself, though - it was a gift from someone who wanted to support my plans to become a singer. Which is kind of crazy.
When it comes to emotional value, it's more difficult to say. I'm a bit of a hoarder and I have a hard time letting go of stuff, but I'm also not super attached to anything? Maybe the necklace my sister gave me for my birthday. It's a tiny heart-shaped pendant with an opal in it. The stone is from my late grandma's wedding ring. It had two, and my sister had both of them made into necklaces, one for me and one for her.
Alpha Centauri - where do I run off to when it feels like the end of the world?
Honestly, my bed. I tend to hole up and hibernate when things get tough. Which isn't the best strategy to deal with stress, especially when said stress comes from things needing to be done. I used to flee into games like Animal Crossing or Breath of the Wild, but I'm kind of burnt out from those. So now, it's tea, my beloved plushie I've had for like 18 years, a bunch of pillows, and fanfiction, until my mom calls and tells me to come home for the weekend. She has a weird talent for calling when I least want her to (which is to say when I actually most need her to)... and then I tell her I'll see if I can make it, because I have so much stuff to do (which is usually true, becaude I've let it build up), and of course I make the time, and I go to her place for the weekend, and I still won't feel good, but it's a little better.
Aaaand now I'm crying. PMS at 2:30am be hitting hard, yo
Was that too much information?
Sorry, not sorry
Damn, you really picked the heavy ones forst, huh 😅
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I think it'd be fun to do some kind of Life Series AU where they're ALL enhanced individuals (superpowers) but are afraid of telling anyone due to stigma. Then the plot would be everyone slowly realizing other people have powers too until it clicks that everyone has them.
But that's not the fun part. The fun part is I think Joel's "superpower" is that when he looks at someone, they are unable to use their abilities. But he doesn't know that. So there's an unbelievable amount of hijinks around people trying to prove to him they have superpowers while he continues to say they're all deluded.
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I posted 1,921 times in 2022
That's 1,912 more posts than 2021!
44 posts created (2%)
1,877 posts reblogged (98%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
randomingoftherandomness
little-smartass
toppinghughdancy
unpretty
@rainbowcolored7
I tagged 761 of my posts in 2022
#kinnporsche fanart - 75 posts
#kinnporsche - 58 posts
#kinnporsche adjacent - 33 posts
#kinnporsche fanfic - 31 posts
#for later - 31 posts
#just me - 19 posts
#mile phakphum - 18 posts
#for reference - 17 posts
#mort's unique art tag - 17 posts
#apo nattawin - 17 posts
Longest Tag: 138 characters
#because eating out is one of my personal joys and i know if i lock that away longer than the 2 years already i may crack on masks entirely
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Made for the KinnPorsche Fan Exchange!
Also on Ao3 ♡
132 notes - Posted November 21, 2022
#4
[ID: Digital sketched portrait of Tay in soft purple and pink. End ID]
KinnPorsche Week Day 1: Favorite Character
146 notes - Posted September 26, 2022
#3
Made for the KinnPorsche Fan Exchange for @ghostttly!
Also on Ao3 ♡
168 notes - Posted November 21, 2022
#2
[ID: Digital painting of Porsche, Tay, and Kinn in the iconic pose from Anne Hathaway's 12th Night promotional photo. End ID]
KinnPorsche 12th Night AU
In which Tay never dated Time, leaving him free to become Kinn's business partner (with occasional benefits). Although Kinn isn't outside of his father's grasp, Tay's influence has kept him a bit softer and more open to compromise. When a bratty bartender saves his life and his father gives him the ultimatum to bring Porsche into the fold as a bodyguard, Kinn ignores his father's advice to pressure Porsche with his uncle's debts and instead sends his secret weapon, Tay, to entice Porsche into working for him.
Everyone knows you catch more flies with honey than with vinegar.
214 notes - Posted October 18, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Okay, look. In my defense the entire tumblr fandom has been screaming about jewelry on Porsche for weeks now. Then I saw this and just. Yeah. I dedicate the chain garter to @yeetlegay.
[ID: Digital drawing of Porsche kneeling on the floor. He is wearing a gold chain and strung pearl body harness and a frilly pink skirt. End ID]
359 notes - Posted August 6, 2022
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